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this is criminally hilarious
I shouldâve raided that whole 3d printing stall
donât mind my dog being used as a table
#ghostface#market finds#bisexual#the rock#rocktopus#scream#market stall#trinkets#tumblr#losing my mind#new favourite fidget toy tho#I am deeming this Ghostface as stu#or the late son of stu#cause heâs tiny#jayâs thoughts (and prayers)
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đ â what are your three favourite stims?
UUUHHH i make animal noises a lot and I dance in place when I'm in the drive-through window at work a lot of times ill just start dancing lol I also twitch a lot and where its not like a fun or interesting stim i think its funny when people see me do it cause they look at me like I just got electrocuted and its hilarious
 ⨠â do you own any stim toys?
YEAH! i have a fidget cube a chew toy (I need a new one tho) and a fidget spinner i keep in my carÂ
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(Same anon here) I'm really happy u liked my idea :D I love finding people with the same/similar ideas I have :> also I love your writing and I like the scenario you mentioned about Joseph and Caesar, that could lead to some angst and fluff :0
Hi I am So Sorry that this is so late, Iâm not even gonna list the reasons why, Iâm just. so sorry.
Itâs so nice finding other ppl who enjoy the same hcs I do and getting to Talk About Them!!!
As for the plot idea - part of me wishes I could make this a proper fic but alas, I already have too much on my plate and no time/energy to write most days. It still ran away with me a bit tho so under the read more it goes!
So this is still back on Air Supplena and Caesar and Joseph are just. hanging out. Caesar is trying to Read but emphasis on Trying actually bc heâs been rereading the same damn line for the past two minutes just not comprehending any of it bc Joseph wonât stop messing with his goddamn clackers and Making Noise and itâs Distracting and Annoying and Caesar is getting real fed up with it
(Maybe if he actually Said something in a civil manner then Joseph wouldâve stopped doing that and let him read instead of leaving Caesar to fume without saying Anything just expecting things to change on their own but I digress)
So eventually Caesar groans: âJesus Christ, why do you have to be so Annoying, just Stay Quiet Already,â and he reaches over and yanks the clackers out of Josephâs hand. âIâm taking these. There.â
And heâd be ready to just go back to reading with the clackers dropped on his lap and Joseph finally Quiet bc for all Caesar cares he can stalk off to sulk elsewhere as long as heâs Quiet about it
Joseph is not quiet about anything
The clackers, as already established, are his stim toy. His favourite at that. Heâs had the dang things for a while now and theyâre Perfect and he uses them so often that theyâve become His Thing and since he can use them for fighting also he doesnât have to feel weird about having them on hand all the time
And heâs grown up with almost every adult besides Erina and Speedwagon, as well as a lot of not-adults, telling him that everything he does bc of his ADHD is weird or wrong or stupid. Heâs been yelled at to stay still in school so many times and had his stim/fidget toys taken and told off for stimming (and poor volume control, and memory issues, and infodumping, and so many other things that are just Natural to him) and told to just grow up and stop acting so childish and embarrassing and annoying, that everything he ever does to make himself comfortable and happy is actually gross and immature and should be stopped-
And now Caesar just told him the same thing and it hits differently from all the other times heâs called him annoying, and he took his fuckin clackers too and heâs acting like itâs just Okay to Do and-
Joseph sees red.
Caesar has no time to react before theyâre both on the floor and all he can do is try to dodge and block Josephâs fists as he yells at him to give him his fuckin clackers back. And itâs scary beyond just. fighting someone whoâs v strong and knows how to punch (bc ofc so does Caesar), itâs scary bc Joseph is v obviously Genuinely Upset?? This isnât an impromptu wrestling match on the floor over something dumb and petty that theyâll call truce over in just a bit and go back to teasing each other. No, Caesar has somehow Fucked Up even if he doesnât realise How nor how to Fix It
This all goes down in the span of seconds btw before Joseph like. catches himself and realises what heâs doing, which is. trying to beat his best friend into the carpet for taking his Stupid Childish Toy that he shouldnât even Have bc what kind of Idiot gets so attached to some dumb Toy and makes Constant Annoying Noises with it. And Caesar is reaching up tentatively to put a hand on his arm to try to placate him or snap him out of it or Something and thatâs when Joseph just Bolts
Like. clackers forgotten and everything, he just. utilises his favourite secret technique and runs for it
âItâ being his room. He locks the door and sits on the floor next to it for a while trying to catch his breath and collect himself. Eventually he manages to get up and get his scarf to fumble with it to calm himself better bc the scarf is also Important like the clackers are
Heâs fucked up Big Time. Now Caesar knows heâs weird no matter how hard he tries to save face, bc even if he doesnât Say anything, even if he never gets his clackers back (oh god, where are they, did he leave them with Caesar, oh fuck-) his strong reaction to Caesar taking them will Definitely betray to him that Something Is Up. Caesar is a smart guy, Joseph canât expect him not to catch on to Something being off anyway even if he doesnât exactly know What bc itâs already enough evidence that Joseph is Weird and Childish in all the ways that are Undesirable
Caesar goes after him bc ofc he does. He wants to figure out how he fucked up and Fix It and also lbr. if this Was something Joseph would want to just be left alone with, Caesar wouldnât really realise that until he got punched again. So he takes the clackers and goes looking for Joseph (which takes him some time bc he doesnât Know whatâs going on and thus that Joseph would be in his room where he can dig out his favourite scarf or bury himself under a pile of blankets bc thatâs Comforting, and as small as the island is, itâs Full of good hiding places)
But he eventually comes up to Josephâs room and knocks. âJojo, you in there?â
âGo away.â
ââŚdo you actually mean that?â
And okay thatâs unfair bc even buried under three blankets (pressure is Good but his weighted blanket is at home in New York and he is here in positively Not New York) and feeling like the world is overall a v shitty place, he still likes Caesar. Even if he knows that itâs dumb to want comfort from the same person that hurt him in the first place.
And then Caesar adds: âI still have your clackers.â
And itâs not like. blackmail or anything, more like âhey I wanna give these back thoâ and thatâs what does it bc Joseph wants his clackers back and so he v bitterly decides that if Caesar thinks heâs gross and weird now then Joseph can just punch him and they can go back to hating each other like they had back in Rome
He hates that possibility tho
He allows Caesar in and sits up in his bed while heâs at it so that he can have at least Some dignity left. Caesar sits on the bed with him tho he does keep a larger distance than he usually does and Joseph Really hopes thatâs âI donât wanna freak you out againâ kinda distance and not âyouâre just gonna punch me for no reason again arenât youâ kinda distance
Before he does anything else, Caesar gives the clackers back and Joseph just. puts them down on the bed on the Caesar-free side of himself bc heâs Very Consciously trying Not to Act Weird
He doesnât look at Caesarâs face tho bc thatâs a lil too much for him rn
âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to upset you.â
Joseph just shrugs. âItâs fine, itâsâŚdumb.â
âItâs not dumb if it made you upset.â
And thatâs so fuckin sweet and Honest and Caesar sounds like he genuinely feels bad for messing Joseph up so much but also Joseph doesnât know what to Do with that when Caesar doesnât even Know what heâs talking about, bc ofc itâs Dumb.
âNo, itâŚit is dumb. Donât worry about it.â
Iâd say Caesar operates like 80% on Pure Spite so if you tell him not to worry about something he Will worry about it just to be an asshole but tbh itâs mostly just bc he loves Joseph in this case
âCan I ask why though?â
Joseph doesnât expect whatever that is so much that he actually looks at Caesar for a moment. âWhy what?â
âWhy you got so upset. Or why you think itâs dumb,â and when Joseph doesnât look convinced he continues. âI mean, we fight all the time, sure, but itâs never SeriousâŚright?â
He genuinely looks Uncertain there for a moment and thatâs a Big Fuckin Ouch bc of Course itâs never serious, ever since they took turns punting each other into that fountain in Rome none of their fights have been actually serious. They spar for training and they have joke-fights bc itâs fun to rile each other up and gain bragging rights but itâs never about Hurting and in face of real danger theyâd protect each other over themselves in a heartbeat
So Joseph just nods, and Caesar carries on.
âBut back there you got. really fucked up over what I did and. I guess I just wanna know Why so I know not to do that again?â and with that even He thinks heâs done but then he adds: âYouâre my friend.â
And thatâs such a fuckin clumsy way to end it bc he canât say the rest of it, the âI know this here isnât about comfort but I want you to be comfortable anywayâ and âthe world is shit and I donât wanna be another person who hurt youâ and âI love you.â So he just leaves it at that.
Joseph automatically wants to go âthatâs easy, donât take my clackers then, dipshitâ but like. 1, Caesar is being v v nice so he Wonât be mean in return and 2, thereâs so much more connected to his Weirdness that could set him off the same way besides his clackers being taken. So instead he just really appreciates the sentiment and Caesar in general and decides that itâs all a too big a can of worms for him to wrangle and heâd rather just weather the painful parts as they come
âItâs fine, you wouldnât get it anyway, itâs fine.â
âWhy?â
âI dunno, just no one gets it! Whatever, itâs weird shit.â
âIf you think I donât get it, fine, then explain it to me!â
And Joseph doesnât know what to fuckin Say to that bc no one besides his family has ever asked him to do that. It was always just being told to put his stim toys away and stop moving too much and oh fuck just shut up already, never Why.
He makes a vague noise bc he forgets how to Words for a moment bc of that, and Caesar takes it as a question.
âJojo, weâre gearing up to fight a bunch of gods with ancient magic so that we can get two rings of poison out of your body, and you really think I canât handle âweirdâ? Because I can, thank you very much, and itâs You, so I donât Care if itâs weird anyway.
(He ignores the huge fuckin implications of that and just keeps talking.)
"So, will you explain so that I can understand?â
And heâs Smiling and how Dare and oh fuck when did Joseph even manage to look at him again. He stares for a lil too long bc What The Fuck before he goes âOkay.â
And Caesarâs smile grows into a grin like he really is just. genuinely happy to understand this part of Joseph and make sure he doesnât hurt him again, and Joseph braces himself for an awkward conversation with Hopefully a happy ending.
(And Joseph ends up being right bc Caesar doesnât Understand, he canât really fully understand.
But he Tries and more importantly he Listens and he Learns and is v adamant about the fact that Joseph isnât Weird and Wrong when it comes to these things. So he doesnât take away the clackers again and he finally connects the dots about why Joseph always lets him lean too much of his weight on him even if he risks toppling the two of them over and so he keeps doing it. He learns Josephâs hyperfixations and how to prod him into talking about them to make him happy or distract him from shitty things, and what it looks like when his RSD kicks in and how to act around it.
Maybe he doesnât Get It but itâs part of Joseph, and he loves all the other parts of Joseph too. And also tbh heâs a decent fuckin human being, even if he didnât love Joseph so much he still wouldnât act like an asshole about this stuff.)
#sorry im so tired and its so late and this is so late too#jjba#headcanons#joseph joestar#caesar zeppeli#Anonymous#ask#adhd joseph
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stim questions
from here!
slime: do u prefer fluffy or clear slimes? fluffy! clear is pretty but its more sticky and i cant do sticky >_<
kinetic sand: favourite tactile stim? personally i enjoy anything with nice textures. right now i like my fidget cube, because i can play with it while doing other things, but i also enjoy stuff like kinetic sand and nice fabrics!
frosting: favourite sweets/tastes? cake batter ice cream is a big favorite of mine rn, and also birthday cake ice cream~
floam: favourite sounds? fire, rain, thick heels on old wood floors, high heels on hard surfaces in general, being underwater, nice heavy wind... as for music tho, i have a thing for nice melodic exciting beats or simple acoustics with passionate singing and someone banging on random objects as makeshift drums...hard stuff to replicate lol
bouncy ball: favourite IRL stims! (hand flapping, rocking, bouncing, etc) bouncing, simple dance-y movements (i call it my âwhite person dancingâ lol), tapping lightly, sometimes talking to myself
slap bracelet: any stimmy jewelry u want? a chewie necklace...
aloe vera: are u into Cleancore? yes but apparently not typical stuff...I really enjoy hospitals and watching people clean obvious dirt/grime off or out of things. Itâs really refreshing...
soap bars: favourite stuff 2 chew on! why is the title of this question something ur not supposed to chew on uhh anyways, i dont get to chew much cause my teeth are suffering, and when i do its stuff like my own tongue or fingers. sometimes i dont even do that, i just clench my jaw and i dont notice until my teeth are aching >_<
deco: favourite visual stim? looping gifs, stuff that shimmers (not glitter bleh), glowy stuff, watching someone clean or cook
vanilla: favourite smells? i have the weirdest ones lmao...everything about cats, skunk (not weed), diesel, cigarette smoke on cold nights, burning wood/paper, burning hair, burning meat,Â
fur: favourite textures? rly smooth stuff like marble, silicone, polished stone, and chemistry lab desks. also soft stuff like fleece blankets, real fur, new toys...umm and also latex gloves...
plushie: are u into Kidcore? ye!
orbeez: do u love orbeez or hate orbeez? never tried them but they look fun! i have some inactive ones somewhere...
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