#neverforgetyou❤️

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The last few weeks have been extremely rough on me because 4/21/14 was a life changing event for me I lost my bridge my world my best friend I found Nancy in my home after an illness a flu completely unexpected I saw her that morning and told her to go to the hospital she said no because the following day she had a doctor apt I as well was sick and had a doctor apt the I went back to bed woke up got ready for my doctors apt went down to check on her and she was gone I didn’t know what to do because I knew I couldn’t save her and that crushed me inside the pain and shock poured over me and guilt for not insisting she went to the hospital I am trying to forgive my self I know it’s not my fault but it’s so hard Nancy was there for me always she always had my back and in the end I feel I didn’t have hers I miss you so much Nancy I love you I hope you are at peace you are always in my heart ❤️#depressedlife #posititivethinking #lettinggoofthepast #lettinggotoday #neverforgetyou❤️ #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #alwaysthinkingofyou #deathishard #releasetoxicthoughts #releasetixicenergies #releasethepast #releasingthepast #embracethefuture #letoldwoundsheal #ittakestimeforthepasttoheal #letnewlovein #positivethinkingtoday https://www.instagram.com/p/BwkDat4AnEl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t8wmqexkuupd

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The last few weeks have been extremely rough on me because 4/21/14 was a life changing event for me I lost my bridge my world my best friend I found Nancy in my home after an illness a flu completely unexpected I saw her that morning and told her to go to the hospital she said no because the following day she had a doctor apt I as well was sick and had a doctor apt the I went back to bed woke up got ready for my doctors apt went down to check on her and she was gone I didn’t know what to do because I knew I couldn’t save her and that crushed me inside the pain and shock poured over me and guilt for not insisting she went to the hospital I am trying to forgive my self I know it’s not my fault but it’s so hard Nancy was there for me always she always had my back and in the end I feel I didn’t have hers I miss you so much Nancy I love you I hope you are at peace you are always in my heart ❤️#depressedlife #posititivethinking #lettinggoofthepast #lettinggotoday #neverforgetyou❤️ #youwillalwaysbeinmyheart #alwaysthinkingofyou #deathishard #releasetoxicthoughts #releasetixicenergies #releasethepast #releasingthepast #embracethefuture #letoldwoundsheal #ittakestimeforthepasttoheal #letnewlovein #positivethinkingtoday https://www.instagram.com/p/BwkDat4AnEl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t8wmqexkuupd