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FUCK THAT ENDING. ARE YOU FR. FUCK SMASH FOR DOING IVY LIKE THAT (/lh) WHAT THE FUCK.
#never recovering/lhj#IVY MY BELOVED#IVY MY DARLING#ivy lynn#:(((((((((((((#jay is jabbering#nbc smash#smash nbc
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today turned out so much better than i was expecting actually
#i literally only needed a new way to drive home and loud tfb music while driving next to fields#year ago literally to the hour i was recovering from the worst depressive episode ive ever had#right now im smelling grass and i have on a pink sweatshirt and im talking to an incredible guy who likes me#im getting better at talking to people and im just happy??? i have new hyperfixations and the randy collective being WAY too nice to me#i will cry /lhj#i have a friend who's been basically the older sister i never had and she stuck with me for almost two years#life sucks sometimes but right now im so glad im here
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OH MY GOD. I. OHMY GOD I'M SOBBING WHAT???? THIS IS INCREDIBLE OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭💜💜💜 IT'S BEAUTIFULLLLLLLL
a little doodle for @hamartia-grander ‘s fic ANOTHER TIME. i looove time travel au’s… and serennedy - this is ticking all the boxes for me (and i love the ada x alice bits too!)
luis being surprise confronted by baby leon had me 🤩
#SCREAMING#I just got back from church and I am LOSING MY MIND#FLOORED. SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING. I WILL GIVE YOU MY FIRSTBORN#I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS. THANK YOU SO MUCH IT'S SO FUCKING PRETTY#Exactly the look on Luis's face I imagined too WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#NO ONE HAS EVER MADE FANART OF ONE OF MY FICS BEFORE DO YOU UNDERSTAND I AM IN TEARS OVER THIS#KISSING YOU#Also->#and I’m tempted to do an ada Alice doodle.. they’re cute too 😍#<-I WOULD SCREAM AND SOB AHHHHGG#I love them too so much rkhrmfjdkshdmdbdksh#I'm cradling this art in my hands smooching my screen I love it so much#OH AND THE ENVIRONMENT TOO. IT'S EXACTLYYYYYY HOW I PICTURED IT BRO IT'S LIKE YOU'RE IN MY HEAD#I will never recover from this#I'm going to be telling my grandkids about this art#Sobbing you so effortlessly captured the vibe I was hoping to portray I LOVE IT#I would kill and die for you I hope you know#Luis is so fucking beautiful I'm kissing him sloppy#Leon is pretty too but I have a reputation to maintain... /lhj#I am inconsolable#This is the best thing in the world#Thank you again 😭😭😭💜💕#Serennedy
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what got you into chnt/made u discover it? :3
I heard about CHNT through being in the fiction podcast fandom-sphere around the time of its release (way back when I was SUPER into TMA), and then I was EXTRA incentivized to listen bc of Will Wood’s CH&T album. Ive been here since the relative beginning, and as soon as I listened to the first episode… um. I um. I have never recovered /lhj
There is no escape now, I’m stuck here forever /lh
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Due to feeling intense brainrot for this new The Thing au me and Rufus made I'm gonna make a kinda. intro? post to it? basically listing off the characters with basic descriptions and the whole. premise of the au. You will listen to me ramble. no you don't have a choice. /lhj
BASICALLY. the au is a crossover between TMC and John Carpenter's The Thing (1982), and is about the main TMC cast working at an antarctic research station before being attacked and picked off one by one by an alien entity that mimics organic material. It follows most of the same events as the movie does, though has quite a few differences from the source material that we'll. discuss later. In the meantime, here's the main cast:
Mark Heathcliff (34): Already touched on this dude's main deal in another post but i'll add some things here. He's the head mechanic of the station, and is quiet, and a bit of a loner. He's a recovering (or attempting to recover) alcoholic that is estranged from his family due to such, and only maintains contact with his sister, Sarah. He sometimes lets his emotions get to him, though he knows how to act in serious situations.
Sarah Heathcliff (21): A college student studying electronics, and was invited to the research facility by Mark because she was thinking of working there one day. Still has some grudges against Mark, as their relationship isn't perfect, but she still cares about him and Mark still cares about her. Becomes friends with Evelin.
Evelin Miller (22): The helicopter pilot and technician of the group. Also a bit of a loner, but helps around the facility whenever needed. Hangs out with Dave sometimes.
Cesar Torres (35): The dog Handler of the group, and thus spends a lot of time with the dogs. Is friends with Mark, though their friendship is. rocky, even if they're trying to fix things between each other. He's a bit more social than Mark, though isn't super energetic either. Overall, the voice of reason.
Dave Lee (46): The Biologist of the group. Is pretty friendly towards his coworkers, albeit awkward at times. Also has an interest in tech, even if it isn't his main profession. Though, he tends to make rash decisions when stressed.
Thatcher Davis (45): One of the station commanders. Overall: very tired and stressed. all the time. DEFINITELY has cabin fever. Overall pretty blunt, and occasionally rude, though he almost never means it in malice that's just how he sounds-
Ruth Weaver (46): The second Station commander, as well as a physician/medic. Quiet and calm in stressful situations most of the time, and is overall just there to help.
Jonah Marshall (23): The radio operator and cook of the group. Overall pretty positive and jokes a lot, though gets stressed and frustrated easily, along with being a bit of a coward at times.
Adam Murray (23(?)): A man who doesn't remember who he is after waking up in a Norwegian research base in the arctic. He doesn't remember much of anything from his past, and is unsure why he's so cold, or why he was found with blood on him.
Gabriel (30): The station commander and medic of the Norwegian research facility. Found Adam and took him in to be treated for frostbite. they seem nice, though something about their stare is. unnerving. They have a few coworkers as well (though they don't have proper names or personalities/occupations yet. Though one of them goes by Six, and is. oddly quiet.)
#ramblings :)#the mandela catalogue#mandela catalogue#tmc#tmc the thing au#alcohol mention#Wow! I sure do love these funky characters! I sure do hope nothing bad happens to them!!#Also these characters WILL get designs soon#we're just figuring them out right now-#also also. things are subject to change so. who knows maybe this will be outdated in a couple days- /LH
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Unspeakable butality, Scienence, Heat death to the universe and.....
GLITTER!!!!!! get glittered idiot >:)
Hnasdkjladsnkjlajdsls cries and sobs
I have been glittered how dare u i shall never recover >:((((/lhj
But thanmk u sm bestie thats all so sweet, if u were a highly toxic glowing green lquid in a science beaker labeled ‘Do not drink’ I would drink you like the finnest soup <3
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i am never going to forgive you for killing little mac /j
Fly high Little Mac, wait,,, oh no he can't cause he can't even recover /LHJ /LHJ /LHJ
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i think this time the mental agony is irreparable and something i will never recover from /lhj
everything ok dude?? ;o;
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Me (G) and Seven (S) are co-hosts, so we’re both doing this.
How long have you been a host, and are you aware of the previous host?
G: I’ve been host for as long as I can remember. I’m not really the “original” host because at some point we switched hosts and I’ve been through a few integrations anyway, but I don’t really remember not being the host. As for knowing the previous host, I’m not even sure if they’re around anymore.
S: I’ve been host for a few months now maybe? Not very long lol
Do you identify with the body?
G: Not really. I try to make it look like me, but it really doesn’t. At this point, though, I don’t mind.
S: Nope, although I think I identify with it more than Gremlin lol.
How long have you known that you’re not alone?
G + S: We’re not sure. We think the previous host was aware of it, even when we were really young, but we kind of forgot about it until recently. I think we’ve been aware of each other for a year at this point.
Do you have access to the inner world? Do you have a buddy in the system?
G: I have very limited access to the inner world. I can and do go there sometimes, but its more likely for me to just disappear when I’m not fronting. I have many friends in the system, considering I have like four or five sibling figures, and most of us get along well.
S: I use the inner world a lot. Shit gets overwhelming really quickly for me, which is why there are two hosts and not one. I guess my buddy is Gremlin, although I have a brother in the system and another brother figure who I’m also very close with.
Is there an alter in the system who doesn’t like you?
G: Sort of. I mean, our gatekeeper doesn’t like anyone, and there are a few alters who aren’t very friendly or dislike most of us, but I don’t think anyone dislikes me specifically.
S: Basically the same answer. Idk anyone really cares about me, I keep to myself a lot.
Does the body’s parents ever suspect of you being a system? If yes, when?
G: Not really. I don’t think they give enough shits about us to notice lol
S: What do you mean parents? Never heard of them /lhj
Is being a host difficult to you? What’s your favorite and least favorite part of hosting?
G: Seven’s whole existence is because hosting is difficult for me. I’m only the host because I’m the alter best equipped to deal with our chronic pain and stuff, and so I end up fronting the most. It gets really annoying fast. My favorite part is probably just like... getting to do stuff? Idk how to explain it. My least favorite part is probably dealing with school
S: As I said, I get overwhelmed easily. I only really take over when Gremlin can’t, but I’m not able to do much when I do. My favorite part of hosting is listening to music, and my least favorite part is dealing with things that make me feel things.
Do you have the same appearance in the inner world? If you’re out as a system, can people recognize you?
G: No and no. My innerworld appearance changes constantly, but generally I look either like the body but older and more masc, or the body but masc and with horns and wings. But also I look nothing like the body. Idk. We’re also only out to like, three friends as a system, and because we get uncomfortable telling people system stuff they don’t really recognize anyone.
S: I don’t look like the body very much in the innerworld. And I don’t socialize much lol
What’s the funniest interaction you had with someone in your system? Is there someone you wish you could communicate more with?
G: Funniest interaction has got to be with Seven over here. The amount of times he has done the wildest bullshit and when asked why he did it just answered “idk” is insane. I guess I want to talk to Cupid more. He’s a recovering persecutor, and he’s very shy, and I just wanna help him.
S: Uhhh funniest interaction? Idk. This is not my question lol
Do you think you’re doing a good job as host? Do you wish you could give the role to someone else? If so, who?
G: I do not trust any of these idiots with living our life, so nobody else is gonna be host. Am I doing a good job? Hell if I know. I’m not dead yet, I’ve got that going for me.
S: I’m doing fine. Not great, but everyone has bad days. I should be allowed some. And I wouldn’t wish this on anyone else, because nobody else is really equipped to deal with it, you know?
To the previous host:
G: Thanks for getting us this far, I guess.
S: Uhh thanks for everything.
To the next host:
G: Try not to fuck up, but if you do thats fine. Also try to not be a dumbass.
S: Don’t be stupid, don’t burn the house down, and have fun :)
Rigel made this post!
#🍄: Gremlin#🎸: Seven#We are so desperate for family we made our own lol#being a host is exhausting but honestly i wouldn't trade it for anything
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