#neonarrative

[sowhatifimmadd]

Para moodboards 1/??

💙Name:Agatah (parame)

🐰quote: “you always wanted to be brave. No one ever gave me another choice ”

🌹paraverse: I’m going to call it the Fairytale verse, because it is basically a HUGE and extremely complex fanfiction of the show Once Upon a Time, which is kind of a new take on fairytales (with some other fandom included in the paraverse)

💎main relationships: -Olive Jones (best friend) -Alice Kingsley (girlfriend) -Jessica Hood (aprentice/friend)

📚a.k.a.: Queen Moon (Queen name), March Hare(codename), Light One(title), Lizard(nickname), Aggie (nickname)

Feel free to send me questions about her! I’ll be thrilled to answer!

[kryptikid]

For @hauntedspacecraft 🖤 This one is so neon it’s hard to photograph, and the scan (second image) came out strange 😩. I like suggestions, send them my way if there’s something you’d want! No charge on a digital copy if I decide to make it, but you can purchase the original or a print as well! #tidepod#tidepodchallange#neon#art#neonarr#painting#artistsoninstagram#commission#pink#green#pinkandgreen#memes#meme#acrylicpainting#acrylics#acrylicart#fluorescent#vibrantcolors#vibrant

[nessetarian]

*Runs to you on slow motion and hugs you* HELLO YOU CUTIIEEE! Don't be fooled by the different url and pfp, it's me, @sowhatifimmad! You reblogged my post about it being ok for me to ask you about your paras! And I'm here to do this exact same thing!! In your description, it says your pfp is based in one of your favorite paras. What's his age? What is he most passionate about? Who makes him laugh his head out the most? Tell me all of it!! From your favorite neonarrator, me!

Ahhhh thank you so much for the hug (and the cutiieee compliment x3)!! Much appreciated!

Okay soooo yeah! He is ONE of my favorite paras out of the three main’s that I always have around.

His name is Ellen, but it used to be Ike. He wanted to change it for a reason I’m still unsure of. That’s not his full name though! I can’t tell you his full name because I’ve been sworn to secrecy to not spill the tea. xD

He is 22 years old, but he lies and tells people he’s 24 just because he likes that number better. I don’t know, he’s weird, aha!

The thing he’s /most/ passionate about has to be hair and makeup. Most people find it hard to believe that about him because of his personality and the person he is/was. He’s actually really good at what he does and I actually admire him for it because he doesn’t care what people think of him.

The person that makes him laugh his head off the most would have to be his [non]biological sister Nesset! She doesn’t even have to TRY to get him to laugh, everything she does is just a ball of enjoyment. She even has ME dying of laughter sometimes!

So I figured I should add a few more things about him just in case you or anyone else were curious.

Ellen has a boyfriend that he’s been with for about two and a half years now. His boyfriend’s name is Tracey, he’s 24; two years older than Ellen. They used to fight a LOT, but are now slowly but surely getting along thanks to couple’s therapy.

Also! Ellen is NOT gay, but he’s not straight either. He doesn’t put a label on himself but he has said he likes who he likes. Nothing more to it from him.

He is also secretly into drag, but lately he’s been more and more open with it which is great honestly.

Ellen identifies with he/him pronouns but doesn’t mind being called she/her every once in awhile. He gets misgendered quite a bit sometimes, and although he corrects people, he still doesn’t mind having been called she/her.

Something you should know is that Ellen has absolutely no relationship with his parents. He actually doesn’t even consider them as parents at all.

His mom left him when he was 4, taking his 6 year old, biological brother, Elio, with her. Ellen hasn’t seen or heard from either of them since.

His father was very abusive and was in and out of jail more times than we can count. I’ve been sworn to secrecy for this as well so I can’t tell you any more than that.

Ellen also has a biological daughter that is 4 years old, her name is Ashley. I’d explain more about this but the story is suuuper personal for him, so I guess you’ll just have to know only that he has a biological daughter.

He also has two other daughters that he’s in the process of adopting! But that’s a story for another time, aha.

So yeah! That’s about it for now,, if you or anyone else would like a more in-depth description and/or explanation for anything I mentioned about Ellen, feel free to send me an ask or a dm and I’ll tell you everything I can! I’d be more than happy to! That goes for questions about any of my other paras as well, ask away!

That’s all for now, thanks for reading if you made it this far! ^~^

[sowhatifimmadd]

This person reminds me of myself! While I'm not a straight A student, my daydreaming doesn't affect my life much more than making my friends talk less to me and vice versa and me not focusing on real life sometimes. That's why I call myself a

Neuronarrator

It means I daydream a lot, but I'm not addicted.

It has a few effects on my personal life, but I'm okay

When I realize I'm daydreaming, I can usually stop.

I don't exactly consider myself a part of the community. I stick around and reblog things that I relate to, but I always emphasize the point that I'm not a madder, but I relate to many people here and I'm ALWAYS open if you need help. It's tough to be just a neonarrator. Now experiencing neonarrative AND being addicted to it must be worse. So I'm here to help those lovelies and feel a bit better when my friends call me "crazy". I'm not crazy. And I'm not alone. And even if you aren't a Maladaptive daydreamer, you shouldn't feel like so.

Shoot me a message if you want a better explanation!

I find that I have a lot of MaDD behaviors, but I’m still not sure if I have it purely because it doesn’t affect my life negatively? Like I’ve learned to balance it and while I tend to space out during lectures I’m still a straight A mostly AP student? I’m just kind of afraid to be a part of the MaDD community bc I don’t know If I could call it that :/

If it doesn’t effect your life negatively then you are not a maladaptive daydreamer, distress and dysfunction are key elements to a diagnosis (proposed) of MD. You are probably an immersive daydreamer. MDers are immersive daydreamers for who the behavior has become addictive or compulsive and begun interfering in their daily lives.  

There doesn’t seem to be any dedicated community (that I can find) to non-maladaptive immersive daydreaming so they often find themselves in the MD community.  How welcome they are depends on the community itself. I would just caution immersive daydreamers in MD communities to remember they are in a space dedicated to a mental health issue and not present themselves as MDers, there is much confusion on what MD is and MDers seeking help may find it difficult to come by if the communities they find tend to celebrate and encourage the thing they need support for. 

[maddness-maddness]

STOP WHATCHA DOING RIGHT NOW AND FOCUS ON ME, THE MAGNIFICENT @SOWHATIFIMMAD. I HAVE COME TO ASK YOU ABOUT VIVIAN. I SAW HER AESTHETIC AND I'M IN LOVE, BITCH, LOVE I SAY! I've been meaning to ask you about her since I saw the mood board, and when you reblogged my post about it being ok for me to ask you about your paras, I seized the opportunity! Tell me her biggest trauma. How does she deal with it? Who are her closest friends. IS SHE SINGLE?? From your favorite, lovesick neonarrator, me

I'M IN TEARS THIS IS THE NICEST THING I'VE BEEN ASKED EVER?? I LITERALLY OWE YOU MY LIFE??? 💙💙💙i'm so excited about this ask because diamond factory is becoming one of my more prominent cosms to dd about. vivian is one of the main characters so she's getting a lot of story development rn!!quick intro to diamond factory: this is my incredibly self indulgent cyberpunk dystopia  paracosm. it's essentially about corporate wars, rival companies and their shady execs, and all the people caught in the middle. this is just a lil bit of background for who vivian is and what she does.onto the lady herself!! vivian lawless (i'm a sucker for symbolic surnames) is the ceo of artemis biotech solutions, a company that specialises in genetic enhancements to the human body. artemis is viv's pride and joy, and there isn't anything she wouldn't do to keep it safe.viv herself tends to strike people as a cool and calculated person. she's fiercely intelligent, graduating top of all her classes at whatever fancy college she went to. she came from an affluent english family and was popular in school throughout her education, but it's hard to say if she ever felt any real attachment to those she called her friends. she's 100% raw ambition, and literally will never stop until she's in complete control of a situation.when she was 26 she founded artemis biotech solutions with a 'friend' from college, lucian douglas. long story short, after biological enhancement became more sought after and the company took off, he died in a tragic car accident that vivian definitely, positively, most certainly had nothing to do with. absolutely.right now, she's still fighting those corporate wars, and doing so very regally from her skyscraper in london. there's probably more i could tell you, but that'd be less about vivian and more about diamond factory, so i'll spare you the details.other notes: she's a damn good tennis player. probably has a cat. always looks like she's Scheming, which is convenient because she probably is. single and owning it.♡☆ thank you so much for the ask, i love doing these!! ☆♡

[maddmeerkat]

*points a gun to your lovely face* sooooo, you are the one who reblogged my post about it being ok for me to ask you about your paras, huh? Well let's see if you can take this, bad boy: Who is the Para you would most like to have as your best friend? Why? Are there any habits of theirs you love/hate? Is there any possibility you'd fall in love with them with time? From your favorite neonarrator, @sowhatifimmad

Thank you so much for asking my dear! I have way too many paras to choose oh boy... I guess my bestfriend would be my main para, Victoria. She has many character traits of myself and is friendly to all. We’d get along very well! She has some habits that I love such as her habit of being committed to her work and lifestyle and always wanting to come up with new and better ideas. However, she has many bad habits as well. She never seems to forget about the bad things in the past and regrets stuff very often. She also has a habit of not eating well and skipping meals often due to stress and overworking herself. Any possibility I’d fall in love with her? If I was her friend in real life then I’d probably have some sort of crush on her.

[sowhatifimmadd]

Yes, I did see this!!! They sound so cute! I wish them a lifetime of happiness!

Why hello there, lovely *winks*. You thought I wouldn't do it, did you? You thought you'd reblog my post about it being ok for me to ask you about your paras and I wouldn't notice. Well, sweetheart, I'm afraid you were wrong. I'm @sowhatifimmad and we're gonna get romantic... Are any of your paras in a relationship? Do you ship any of your paras? Tell me about their love. Which songs make you remember their relationship? Do they have a special place? From your favorite neonarrator, me

I have no clue when this was asked so sorry if it was forever ago. But I’m here to answer now.

1. Yes a lot of them are actually in a relationship.

2. I ship some a lil bit but some hardcore.

3. For this one I’ll talk about my otp which is Demon and Fang. Demon is a tall boi and scary looking, he’s really quiet but a sweetheart. Fang is a cutie and pretty out going and everyone loves him. They are a really cute couple but they don’t do pda so several people don’t even kno they’re together. Demon is really gentle with Fang and even though they’ve been married for 14 years Demon still gets nervous around Fang sometimes bc he thinks he’s just so amazing. Fang can’t fall asleep unless he’s in Demons arms.

4. Which songs? None specificly but gentle songs with only an acoustic guitar makes me imagine Fang singing the song and demon from across the room just melting bc his husband’s voice is beautiful.

5. There’s a forest behind where they live and all the trees are huge and theres this tree that demon found when he was younger that works as like a chair and they just chill there all the time. Also just the forest in general bc it’s really pretty and they like to take walks.

Thank you for asking and I hope you see this @sowhatifimmadd / @nerdcafeolatra

[soft-madd-babey]

Why hello my friend. It is I, @sowhatifimmad. I see you have reblogged my post about it being ok for me to come ask you about your lovely paras. After skimming through your blog, I found that you have a Para called gigi. I am intrigued. Describe her in three words. What's her occupation? And who is the person she trusts the most? Hugs from your favorite neonarrator

Aaah hi! sorry if this has been here awhile, i use mobile and don’t check my inbox a lot. Gigi is shy, cute and healing? she's been though a lot but she's working through it. She doesn't have a job, in a lot of daydreams w her she's still in high school so yeah. She doesn't really trust anyone a lot, but the people who she most commonly trusts are Allistair and Hunter. :)

[sowhatifimmadd]

Honestly, I smile so much in class because of my daydreams, my teachers must think I love their subjects

[sowhatifimmadd]

Today I dreamed of my main verse and it was so realistic and well made I think I'll add it to my story line! Good job, subconscious!

[sowhatifimmadd]

Reblog if I can go to your askbox, anonymous or not, and ask you questions about your paras

[kryptikid]

For @hauntedspacecraft 🖤 This one is so neon it’s hard to photograph. I like suggestions, send them my way if there’s something you’d want! No charge on a digital copy if I decide to make it, but you can purchase the original or a print as well! #tidepod#tidepodchallange#neon#art#neonarr#painting#artistsoninstagram#commission#pink#green#pinkandgreen#memes#meme#acrylicpainting#acrylics#acrylicart#fluorescent#vibrantcolors#vibrant

[sowhatifimmadd]

Bad things in her past? Poor girl, she sounds so lovely... Care to share?

*points a gun to your lovely face* sooooo, you are the one who reblogged my post about it being ok for me to ask you about your paras, huh? Well let's see if you can take this, bad boy: Who is the Para you would most like to have as your best friend? Why? Are there any habits of theirs you love/hate? Is there any possibility you'd fall in love with them with time? From your favorite neonarrator, @sowhatifimmad

Thank you so much for asking my dear! I have way too many paras to choose oh boy… I guess my bestfriend would be my main para, Victoria. She has many character traits of myself and is friendly to all. We’d get along very well! She has some habits that I love such as her habit of being committed to her work and lifestyle and always wanting to come up with new and better ideas. However, she has many bad habits as well. She never seems to forget about the bad things in the past and regrets stuff very often. She also has a habit of not eating well and skipping meals often due to stress and overworking herself. Any possibility I’d fall in love with her? If I was her friend in real life then I’d probably have some sort of crush on her.