#nellie: the sexcapade so good we spun it off unchanged
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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successfully managed to stop texting Nellie literally one thousand times a day so that we can both attend to the rest of our lives
new problem: now i'm constantly talking about her to my friends
must...have....one...iota...of...chill
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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counting the minutes
soon i will leave to snatch up nellie and whisk her away for a whirlwind evening of emotional and physical sadomasochism
(and afterwards, cuddles)
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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i love her so much
i can't wait to love her better
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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feels like an endless array of things i'm excited to do with her.
life is better when you have something to look forward to....and now there are so many things i look forward to.
kink stuff and life stuff and more kink stuff in service to life stuff
and just. how could there ever be world and time enough to do all the things i crave for us
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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oh no i gave nellie my tumblr so she could see all the sappy things I'm writing about her
her reaction was delightful
but now i can't tell you all my secret plans for our date tomorrow!
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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yooooooooo i had a threesome and it was AWESOME
BOTH OF MY PARTNERS AT THE SAME TIME EEEEE
it made me so happy to see them together
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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sexcapades: smug
new girl told me I ate her out better than anyone has ever
i am a sex god
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buttonloops · 6 months ago
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spent hours with her last night but it still feels so long until tuesday
can't wait to watch her suffer for me again
(god i'm SUCH a sadist)
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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she said it she said it she said it
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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i want so many things i cannot say
it is okay to want
here in the privacy of my mind
it is not okay to say
not yet
i have walked this road before, flung myself headlong past caution signs slingshotted around curves ignored all speed limits
this time i will mosey along
this time i will admire the view
i will not rush
there is no map
there is no destination
there is only our journey
fueled by longing
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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nellie
she's so wonderful and i fuck her so good
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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i've never bought jewelry for a girl before
i am gone
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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look, yesterday this girl came over and brought me a gift????
I get really anxious about gifts but
but
it's a huge, soft, fuzzy blanket, the kind I've low-key wanted for ten goddamn years and never gotten around to getting for myself. (literally, I remember standing in Bed, Bath, and Beyond in July or August of 2014 debating whether to splurge on an actually nice fuzzy blanket ... and then getting the cheap good-enough-I-guess option.)
it's the same dark blue I always go for. it's big enough for two, and significantly cozier for cuddling than the wool blanket i have on my bed now.
this is an astonishingly perceptive gift for someone who's known me for a single solitary week
sexcapades: nre
i was up late SIX of the last eight nights and i am crashing so goddamn hard.
what a giddy week
looking forward to getting back to a normal day-to-day rhythm, one that's now broken apart and reformed around a new core strand
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buttonloops · 7 months ago
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the cuddles are the best part
always
when i've hit her until she doesn't think she can take another blow (and a few more for good measure), insulted her, humiliated her, and used her
then i hold her in my arms as she sobs. stroke her hair. kiss her forehead. let her fall apart completely and hand her the pieces one by one to build herself back together anew
holding a girl i love as she cries is possibly my favorite thing in the entire world
and nellie lets me make her cry, over and over, so i can hold her every time
counting the minutes
soon i will leave to snatch up nellie and whisk her away for a whirlwind evening of emotional and physical sadomasochism
(and afterwards, cuddles)
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