#negatory

[eggariesalad]

we are so fucking back

[terbiuminatrenchcoat]

NEGATORY

Is that Heisenburg beating Soldier for mehf

[doodleholic]

Drawing something is a wonderful way to time travel to midnight

[mindnmybidness]

Not my clinician ending my session with reminding me that it’s ok to be in my hermit season…just as long as I remember it’s just a season… 😒. Ma’am. I am fully prepared to never speak to anyone again. Leave me alone.

[anadorablekiwi]

Okay, requesting some art critique/advice.

Aside from the fact that i drew the eyes way too big thus forcing me to draw everything big (I’m probably gonna erase and try again but smaller) and the fact they have no hair

Anyone got any critiques? How can i make the mouths match the style better? Are the eyebrows okay?

I’m more focused on honesty right now, so dont be afraid to say stuff like ‘kiwi the eyes are cool but those noses are the worst thing ive seen’ or ‘simple mouth with those eyes looks creepy as heck’ or ‘everything looks awful’ so long as its followed by advice on how to fix it/done gently.

[depressionisexistence]

Who is we 😂

"i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time."

[vampirejohn]

i have such beef with 5x12 bc like. dean would have noticed almost immediately that something was wrong with sam. instead they let it go on for SO LONG. not even sam can get away with lying to dean, you’re telling me he wouldn’t notice he was a different person???

[evangelina830]

spy’s romances? In groups of 6… will I finish this? Negatory (maybe..)

[ura-0m0te-lovers]

i really shouldve put a results thing on this im a little in the dark on the results. but thank you to the 62 people who have voted so far this is. a lot more than ive gotten before

hello fellow selfshippers, i have a dilemma

its keeping me up again :(

so medium length backstory, im 17 for a couple more months, and i've been f/o-ing a character thats also a minor since... approx 2019-2020?

the problem is. series over :( character isnt aging anymore, but i am when i turn 18, will i have to ... stop f/o-ing that character? do it privately? (its entirely romantic, NOTHING sexual, i have a self insert that would still be a minor. should i just like timeskip au him (the f/o)? oc-ify him?)

more info: timing is incredibly fucked up in this show (thanks morita) but the popular fanon is they (f/o and other characters that debuted when he did)'re probably 17(-ish) as of the end of the show

please reblog :( i feel like ive done this poll before but i only got like 4 votes

[eggariesalad]

whattt the fuckckkkkkkkakkkkkk . thank you. i just opened my straw page. thank u thank you to whoever drew this

[myirlnameiscloud]

I fucking LOVE saying "apologies, affirmative, illogical, inferior, superior, negatory, negative, designation, assistance, efficient, correction, incompetent," and other such words.

Unfortunately, I am too joyous. My whimsical instincts take over when speaking aloud, so I end up saying, "yeah :3, mhm, DUMB, boooring, hooray, yay ^^, wrong, NEED, um, cool, stupid," and other such frivolous nonsenses.

Born to be Soundwave/Shockwave autistic, forced to be Starscream/Bumblebee autistic.

[rallentando1011]

empathetic (emphasis on pathetic)

Hamato Donatello did not frequently feel fondness. Nor attraction. Nor much of anything, for that matter.

Feelings were like syrup: superficially sweet yet so easy to boil over, develop a sludgy, sticky mess of. Texturally, they were a resounding no.

And so he avoided them, ignored them at all costs, swept them under the rug then proceeded to incinerate said proverbial rug.

It worked like a charm, time and time and time again without fail.

Until it didn’t.

Somehow, this weird, warm, fuzzy sensation managed to infiltrate his nigh impenetrable defenses and make a muddle of things and his mind, i.e. he was struck by the L-word, i.e. he met you.

So quickly had the almighty fortress of his emotional front crumbled upon your arrival, so quickly had his resolve instinctively melted, so quickly had he caved.

It was terrifying.

He’d never quite seen the appeal in confiding in others. Sure, he had his brothers, father, April, but they were different, steadfast, reliable, family.

Letting new people into your life and mind and feelings was too vulnerable, too complicated, too messy.

Emotions: fickle, fleeting, forlorn, unlike the reliable cogs and circuits and familiarity of his lab and normal life. An anomaly in themselves.

It certainly was not intentional, letting you into his life, his lab, his affection; it was more of you simply waltzing in and staking claim and refusing not to occupy his thoughts at each and every waking hour.

The realization of the existence of his ill-fated infatuation dawned upon him nary a few months following your introduction as he recognized the textbook signs of it.

Feeling comfortable, at ease with you, longing to message and text and talk to you, experiencing restlessness nightly at the thought of you - he was certifiably done for.

If his fancies were unrequited, it may have been easier; just confess to the hopeless romanticism, get utterly rejected, accept the futility of love and how it was doomed from the start, go back to being your companion.

But no, you just had to complicate things further.

Your reciprocated affections, your incessant presence at his side, an accidental I love you or two - it was unbearable.

So he ditched it. Ditched you. Poured himself into his work and holed himself up in the lab.

Was it the coward’s way out: leaning into the easiest option without consideration for the alternative of not being an emotional recluse? Certainly.

Would that hinder him from doing so in the slightest?

Negatory.

He would rather get the situation dealt with earlier on than encourage the muck of emotions between you two to grow, fester, rot.

No chance he’d ever given for a relationship resulted in anything but failure, pain, anger - giving it another shot could only end in a repeat.

So maybe it was for the best that he pushed you away; better to focus on something sturdy, tangible, real rather than whatever blend of oxytocin and endorphins and serotonin and dopamine was convincing your mind that you loved him.

Those hormones, and consequently those feelings, would fade with time.

You’d get over it.

And he would too.

[idrellegames]

im attracted to aeran kellis (negatory) (unfortunately)

I'm so sorry the hear that, hope you feel better soon! 💖

[soldier-tf2-america]

SOLIDER!

I'm here to ask you if I have premision to take you daughter out! ✨️

On

A

DATE!!

@soldiersrocketlauncher

WHAT!?

NEGATORY!

GO GET BACK IN FORMATION MAGGOT AND DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT ASKING THAT AGAIN!

DISMISSED!

[redjennies]

some Fallout New Vegas headcanons re: ED-E's beeping.

Veronica regularly talks to ED-E like she talks to Rex, but she can't understand either of them outside of happy/sad/angry beeping/barking.

Raul, like the Courier, can (mostly) understand ED-E's beeping, but if you asked him about it, he'd play dumb and get real smartass about it and pretend he was talking to ED-E like he sometimes talks to Rex.

Arcade cannot understand ED-E's beeping and he knows eyebots aren't supposed to communicate outside of simple confirmatory/negatory beeps and playing related recordings so he's convinced the Courier is just pretending to understand ED-E, but he also can't say how he knows this and it's killing him.

Boone cannot understand ED-E's beeping beyond simple positive/negative beeps, but somehow, against all odds, he can fully understand Rex's barking.

[aeithalian]

Have an observation of mine that I determined with the very legal use of pdfs and the control f function:

The phrase "I smiled" only appears 6 times in the entire ToA pentalogy.

he's glad he remembered Austin and Kayla's names (THO)

he's going crazy (THO)

he's meeting Grover (TDP)

he realizes his kids love him (TON)

he's comforting Dionysus (TON)

he's seeing Meg again after regaining godhood (TON)

The phrase "I grinned" appears 7 times.

he's going crazy (THO)

he's going crazy (TDP)

he's going crazy (TDP)

he's injured/passing out (TBM)

Piper laughed at a joke he made (TBM)

he's injured/passing out (TTT)

he's showing off his big sister (TTT)

The phrase "I laughed" appears 18 times.

4 are because he's going crazy/mentally foggy (3 in TDP, 1 in TON)

2 occur in flashbacks (Commodus in TDP and the Sybil in TTT)

4 are immediately followed by negatory words: mirthlessly and hysterically (both in THO), nervously (TBM, when Crest dies), and weakly (TON, could also fall under 'going crazy/mentally foggy')

2 are sarcastic (1 in THO, 1 in TDP)

1 is antagonistic (TON)

Which means that the remaining 5 are the only times Apollo genuinely laughs in the entire series. Which furthermore can be divided down even further when you realize:

3 are out of surprise/relief (twice in TTT when Reyna restores some of his power and once TON when he realizes he can trust Lu)

By basic math, this means that the 2 remaining times Apollo laughs in the entire series both take place in book 5. And they. both occur after his godhood is restored.

Allow me to reiterate:

THE ONLY TIMES APOLLO GENUINELY LAUGHS OUT OF JOY AND HAPPINESS AND NO OTHER REASON ARE AFTER HIS GODHOOD IS RESTORED.

Once with Dionysus. Once with Meg.

FURTHERMORE:

Our grand total for the amount of times Apollo outwardly shows and admits to feeling happiness in the entire series?

7

AND.

4 OCCUR AFTER REGAINING HIS GODHOOD.

Over half of his moments of genuine joy occur in the last four chapters of the series.

Get this man some therapy.

Furthermore, I will take this as evidence that Apollo is a giggly drunk.

(Disclaimer: this is not an exhaustive list: there are alternative phrases that include the words "smile" and "laugh" that directly refer to Apollo's actions and feelings, but that requires a lot more work and effort than I was willing to put in.)

EDIT: a masterlist of my other metas