#need girl blogger friends on here

[solstheimtxt]

Theres pisscourse on tiktok bc a bunch of uppity white mommy bloggers took her comment abt her friends (which she specified), being miserable abt childcare and how lonely it can be, and took it as if she said she hates moms/kids and theres so much of it on my fucking fyp omgggg

Like, if you understand that being a parent is hard, potentially lonely, not for everyone, you are a genius compared to these mommy bloggers i s2g being reticent to having kids and talking abt the downsides of having kids (ESPECIALLLY in a red state and especially under 25), isnt fucking misogny omgggggg

[rafesangelita]

♡ kook!sweetheart!reader walks her first runway for her own lingerie brand, and of course rafe has to have a front row seat.

warnings: rafe being a supportive bf, suggestive ending

you couldn’t believe the day was finally here. ever since you started your lingerie line, you wanted to have a runway show to showcase the beautiful pieces, and all thanks to rafe, he was able to make that possible. while your boyfriend insisted on being backstage with you, you told him to wait until you walked out for the finale, wanting to surprise him in full glam and a set you have yet to release. to say you were excited would be an understatement— you were literally having your very own victoria secret show.

with fashion bloggers, magazine editors, and most importantly; rafe, the man who believed in you more than yourself, being in attendance, you just wanted everything to take place smoothly. “oh my god, you look amazing!” you glanced up from the small vanity mirror, meeting kelce’s girlfriend’s gaze. “me?!” your eyes widened as you shot up from your seat. “look at you! kelce is going to lose his mind.” you laughed, admiring the way her makeup sparkled under the studio lights.

“you think so?” she smiled, both of you swallowing nervously when you heard a ‘okay, we’re on in five!’ over one of the staff’s walkie talkie’s. “oh, god, just what i needed to hear.” you joked. she hugged you before joining the rest of the girls in line. outside in the crowd, rafe was already taking pictures like a proud facebook mom, shushing kelce and topper once the lights dimmed and the music started. the intro to britney spear’s ‘gimme more’ began playing, the crowd letting out a series of ‘oooh’s’ and ‘ahhh’s’ when the first model walked out.

rafe was only recording for your sake, his eyes strictly set on his hands as he patiently waited for your entrance. everything that the models were wearing was something he had already seen on you behind closed doors. rafe couldn’t help but feel his chest bloom with pride as he looked around the beautiful venue. despite him paying for everything, you were the one who worked with the planner and coordinator to bring your vision to life.

and what a vision it was.

you had spotlights lining the runway, glitter littering the glossy flooring. various props were also placed on the sidelines. “look, here comes y/n!” rafe arched a brow at his friend, kelce clearing his throat awkwardly. “don’t get too excited, now..” rafe grumbled, eyes locked on your silhouette. the music reached it’s final bridge, your lingerie clad body illuminating the stage. rafe had no words. you were wearing wings like the angel you truly were, the rhinestones and embellishments on your set reflecting under the now multicolored lighting.

“you’re beautiful, babygirl!” rafe shouted, his eyes widening as you got closer. you looked ethereal. not one hair was out of place, your makeup done flawlessly to enhance your natural features. you caught sight of him, sending a wink his way before blowing him a kiss. “she’s getting it tonight.” he held a hand over his heart, watching the way your hips swayed as cameras flashed from every direction. rafe stayed standing up until you disappeared behind the stage, his smile reaching from ear to ear.

“now that’s a show..” he adjusted himself in his pants, posting you on his instagram with the caption; ‘she’s perfect.’

eventually, the event came to a star strucking end, your boyfriend meeting you soon after with a huge bouquet of pink roses. you couldn’t help the sudden wave of emotions from washing over you at the sight of him. “oh, rafe!” you threw yourself into his arms, being careful not to ruin your makeup. “you were so amazing out there, baby.” he rubbed your back. “yeah?” you pulled away, pecking his lips. “fuck yeah.” his voice dropped a few octaves, his hand finding the curve of your ass. “can you take those angel wings home?” he whispered.

“yes.. why?” you smiled mischievously. “cause i need you to walk for me again. naked this time.”

[pukefactory]

Ok screw it i saw a thingy and might as well talk to someone about it I saw a love and deep space thingy about "The darker side of dating {Blank Character here} and that got me thinking "Wth would be the darker sides/down sides to dating BBQ Ena? - 💖🍫🦯

[I'm trying to get outta my comfort zone cuz I always worrying I'm bugging the people I ask stuff too lol cuz Overthinking and Void ik has been asking you stuff so it has made me kinda try to coke out of my own shell and do so. (they are a friend of mine that have asked you stuff in the past and in their own words "Honestly do it! I get scared talking to big bloggers too, but remember they're just people like us behind the screens :3 I'm sure they like getting interactions and asks" so might ask well to push myself a bit)]

Loving Dream BBQ ENA is a surreal commitment—part passion, part puzzle, and part performance art you never rehearsed for. She is not like anyone else; she is a girl stitched together with color blocks, emotional extremes, poetic contradictions, and unspoken griefs. To date her is to date the sky mid-weather-change—blissfully blue, then storming with no warning. One day, she’ll look at you like you’re her entire world, wax poetic about the shape of your eyelashes, kiss your forehead and call you her “quiet little earthquake.” The next, she’s dissociating in your arms, mumbling about paper boats and burnt calendars, unsure where she is or who she’s supposed to be.

She forgets things—not because she doesn’t care, but because her brain runs on a different kind of clock, one that ticks in skips and distortions. Sometimes she forgets dates, sometimes she forgets why she’s upset. Sometimes, she forgets how long you’ve been holding her hand. It hurts, not because she loves you any less, but because loving her means accepting that you will always be part of a dreamscape she’s half-drifting through. You are her anchor, her constant, and yet you will never fully exist in the same emotional plane she’s spiraling in. She needs you to remind her that she’s real.

There is also danger in her. Not malice, but entropy. She talks in riddles, shifts in mood like blinking lights, and sometimes you wonder if she’s unraveling faster than you can gather her threads. Her joy is chaotic and loud, all-consuming. Her sadness is an echo that swallows entire days. And when she’s overwhelmed—when the world presses too hard—she might lash out with words that feel more like sharp polygons than syllables. And then apologize with trembling sincerity and a handmade gift that makes no logical sense but still makes your heart ache.

Dating ENA means laughter so intense it gives you headaches, emotions so raw they strip you bare, and conversations that border on existential riddles. It means grounding her when she forgets where she ends and the world begins. It means offering your patience again and again, even when she spirals. It means living in technicolor chaos. It means watching someone try to be human even when every part of her code says not to be.

It means loving someone who is, at her core, a glitching miracle. And choosing to stay anyway.

(Don’t worry about interacting with me! I’m just an autistic woman who enjoys writing, much like many others—there’s nothing particularly intimidating about me, haha. I’m not a popular blogger, or at least I don’t think I am? Maybe I am, but I genuinely don’t pay attention to that, and neither should you! If you have a question, feel free to ask :3)

[mercifulstate]

⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ JUST A SEE YOU LATER, NEVER A GOODBYE.

Long time no post girls, gals and gays <3

After a lot of reflection and deep thinking, I’ve decided to step away from this blog. I’ve been feeling this shift for a while now, and I think it’s finally time to let this part of my journey to rest.

This doesn’t mean I’ve stopped believing in the Law of Assumption or the power within us, of course not LMAO. It’s simply because I’ve lost the passion for posting about it here. The repetitive topics, posts, and advice being given can be tiring, and it's definitely not for me. I know my presence as an LOA blogger was short lived, but I want to focus on other things that make my soul light up the most—my art commissions, deepening my connection with the art community, my friends, family, learning new things and staying on top of my studies (I'm gonna be a college girlie in a year </3 will go to uni tho LOL).

I’m not deactivating, but I’ll always be grateful for the mutuals, the kind words, the support, the energy. This blog gave me so much—but right now, I’m choosing silence, peace, and presence in other parts of my life.

Thank you to everyone who walked with me through this journey. You helped shape a very precious part of my life and I’ll always hold that close. <3

If you ever need a reminder that you're the operant power, this is it. You got this. You always did.

With all the love in the universe,

🌷 Your bitchy LOA blogger, Mercy.

[clairesblouse]

Whispers of the Sea │Masterlist

│rafe cameron・Social Media AU / IRL

│summary・"Whispers of the Sea" breathes life into forgotten memories through wistful poems and hidden truths. Drawn to it's words, Rafe finds himself chasing echoes of a past he can’t fully recall. The anonymous blogger is the childhood friend forgotten in time. Rafe searches for the pieces of a forgotten puzzle, trying to make sense of the storm brewing in his mind, while his heart fills with the poems of the girl he once adored.

│pairing・Ex-childhoodfriend!Rafe Cameron x Poet/Blogger!Female oc/reader

│not finished‼・graphics highly inspired by @zyafics

│ CHAPTERS. each page a heartbeat, each word a breath.

──── chapter 1 ﹕"echoes of his ghost"

──── chapter 2 ﹕"beginning of the chase"

──── chapter 3 ﹕"do I ever cross your mind?"

──── chapter 4 ﹕"If anyone could've saved me It would've been you"

──── chapter 5 ﹕"you are the life I needed all along"

──── chapter 6 ﹕"the mind is a puzzle"

──── chapter 7 ﹕"I still see you"

──── chapter 8 ﹕"somehow you got under my skin"

──── chapter 9 ﹕"friends"

──── chapter 10 ﹕"anyway, don't be a stranger"

──── chapter 11 ﹕"at least i'm trying"

──── chapter 12 ﹕"polaroid"

──── chapter 13 ﹕"I'm in love with ideas of love"

│ EXTRAS. fragments that still have meaning.

──── Rafe's "Whispers of the Sea" moodboard.

──── Juliet's "Whispers of the Sea" moodboard.

──── "Whispers of the Sea" playlist.

──── Memories.

│ TAGLIST. I don’t have an updates account, but you can follow me here and turn on notifications to know when I post a new part. You can also be added to the tag list, but you’ll need to interact with the post to stay on it!

[prettylittlebabii]

Hehe wow first post up here.. so scary ^^

❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Well hi! My name is Kayla but people mostly call me Kay!

❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

The reason I’m on tumblr is my friend told me about the older man she met up here so I decided to give it a try hehe :p {I’m lonely and need more friends to talk to anyways lol so please be gentle with me since this is my first time ever doing something like this 😣}

Things to know about me!

~ my favorite color is purple! But I also love baby pink!

~ I am your typical blonde bimbo that’s not blonde anymore

~ I’m 18 and a virgin and I just graduated so yay!

^^ With that being said..fun fact but actually sad fact..I have no license yet because I’m too scared to drive :(

~ I like coloring, exploring, roller skating, and watching older movies like pretty woman, titanic, grease, dirty dancing. So if ask me about any of those and I won’t shut up lol ^.^

~ my style right now is either vintage Americana {lizzy grant} or bimbo there’s no in between

~ I’m kind of shy and will be nervous to talk to you so please don’t be offended if I don’t text you first or I take a while to get to you. I’m still getting used to this! So bare with me! Also I can’t spell most of the time so don’t mind that.

~ I have been a girlblogger since 2023. I did stop for a bit but I’m just getting back into it after some mental health problems.

~ I love making new friends so please dm me if you like my account or to tell me how I can make it better!:p

Oh! And my favorite emojis are these ones:

🎀🧸🫶🏻🌷✨🫧

So if I overuse them and it annoys you please tell me ^^

I also talk a lot. Obviously so I’m sorry if my slowness doesn’t pick up on when you want me to stop talking 😣

❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

I love having new people to talk to and I am almost always on my phone so if I don’t answer I’m busy or asleep!

If we do talk though I have some boundaries.

~ I don’t send pictures and I don’t call and I won’t give you any of my other socials so please do not ask

~ if you are pushy then you will be blocked! I might give you a few chances as I feel terrible for standing up for myself but if you make me uncomfortable and you know you are making me uncomfortable then you will be blocked.

That’s all!

Please please please dm me if you’re a girl blogger! Or an older man hehe ^^

[auraworkshop]

🎀 MY VOID SUCCESS STORY 🎀

Hi Aura, I'm also one of those peoples who WOKE UP IN THE VOID using your sub. I'm so grateful to you <3

I have been in this community for preety long and never seen any blogger doing this except riri and you! I always used to I wish I could also take advantage when little manifested for people as I wasn't there on the time when she did so.

But a GENUINE THANKS to you for manifesting the void for people !

Thankyou for giving us an upgraded and effortless way to enter the void.

You are the only blogger here who really wants to help people I swear, everyone else here are just taking ADVANTAGE of those who are desperate to change their lives.

They just repeat those old same posts over and over about motivation, persisting ENDLESSLY, doing this and that ... And I know that half of the people of the void community are LYING about their so called success stories :)

But I know you are gonna bring a huge change in this community soon enough,

Your approach to move this community forward is like watering the dull flowers to make them bloom again🌷!!

Btw, My void experience was truly horrible, I literally felt like I almost died, ☠️ the symptoms were so INTENSE like seriously!! But when I got in, it was peaceful, silent, black and something space like uk...

I manifested 150+ pages of my desires ofcourse I'm ain't gonna list all of em but I'll list the main thinggs here :

🎀Looking like wonyoung ( face )

🎀Body structure like Jennie

🎀Hairs like lisaa LOL

🎀Doe eyes

🎀Lucky girl syndrome

🎀Manifested back my dead granny

🎀A cat

🎀Living near wonyoung

🎀Life app

🎀1 million dollars to be credited to my bank account every 24 hours

🎀Caring, chiil and cool parents

🎀Knowing every language

🎀Not being clumsy

🎀Never having children's

🎀Increased my age ( only 2 years ☠️ )

🎀Voice like Ariana

🎀My crush

🎀Desired wardrobe

🎀Loyal friends

🎀Forgetting about my life before void ( I seriously don't remember anything)

🎀No need to go to poop again

🎀The ability to fly and stop time

THANKYOU FOR EXISTING <3, I'm gonna deactivate now and live my dream life !!

Love ya, mwahh ♡

SUCCESS STORY ♡

Congratulations buddy ! I know It can be frustrating when people keep saying the same things over and over again and not actually taking any concrete action. I truly believe in helping people in a genuine and meaningful way, not just repeating empty motivational jargon. I'm so glad to hear that you are now finally living your dream life :) Let's keep supporting each other and bringing much-needed changes to the void community 🤍

[lovebvni]

repetition (a pick-a-pile)

in honor of my friends kai ( @klxudykai )and nile (who doesn’t want to be tagged), i want to do a little pap! this will be black white and purple themed for them too (their pfp colours)

i know both of them are going through cycles of repeating their actions over and over, and it is hard for them. i know it’s frustrating — hell i hate repetition. but you find peace in it.

this pick-a-pile is just advice for your manifesting and/or shifting journey. there is no real theme, but i asked spirit to bring up something you need to repeat for each pile.

this pap is intuition and shufflemancy-based. i am not using tarot nor cards at all for this. this is also for entertainment purposes. take my words with a grain of salt AND please do not use this as legal or life advice.

now, inhale and exhale. believe in your intuition, and pick a picture.

[1 ; 2

3 ; 4]

pile 1 the spiral.

hi pile 1! here’s confirmation for your pile : cycles, crying, cynical, the letter c (in your name of in the name of your significant other. casey and clark stand out.), puns, clairaudience, crown, clowns, (a lot of words w the letter c jesus christ..), underwater, drowning, sinking, the sea, oceans, water (s), fix your face, black, sexism, activist, reality shifter, cyclones, spirals, “i feel like im not seeing any signs/progress”

well pile one, you could feel like you are stuck in a cycle. just a torpedo and you’re getting hit with the same things over and over. you’re wondering why things aren’t changing, why this won’t end, but it’s because YOU won’t change. this is the harshest i think i have ever been in a pick a card, but you really need to get over yourself. realize you aren’t the person you should be, throw that person away and reinvent yourself. you want a lot in life, and you aren’t going to get it if you don’t decide to change yourself. the universe chose you for a reason, but if you keep having your own pity party, you aren’t gonna get anywhere. stop getting mad when you’re being told the truth. it isn’t there to hurt you. it’s there to help you. the truth is a tool. and as long as you keep ignoring it, you keep hiding from the monster inside your closet, it’s never gonna leave. it’s gonna haunt you. it’s like a negative spirit. lure it out and keep it coming. it is gonna hurt, but it’s worth it.

your required repetition is “continue to listen and change yourself. transformation.”

the waiting season is one where you need to work, don’t keep sulking.

now to interpreting your song, her by poppy. you have been trying to be someone else that you are not, for someone else. the chorus

“I'm getting to know her And all of her anger You won't recognize her If you encountered I'm getting to know her And all of her anger Picked herself up Put her back together”

you need to change and you know it, and you don’t know how. start with your anger, your sadness, a strong emotion and unravel it. unwrap it like a gift. keep pulling to you get to the root of the cause — hold it.. nurture it… and get the mud off it.

see this as a new start, pile one. i love you. you need to know you’re strong, and you can do this. don’t get annoyed, because i know you’ve been told this before. fix your face.

pile 2 ghouls

hello pile 2! here’s confirmation this is your pile!!: fairies, love, purple, green, heart chakra and third eye chakra, shadows, “on a silver platter”, polite, scars, romance, sacred, girl blogger, skull and bones, doja cat, fear of success, screaming, pink, sexuality, white, sensuality, fire and ice, opposites, blood, self sabotage, royalty, alternative, goth, knight, disability, multilingual, this specific dynamic, vampire

simplicity. simplify everything. that’s all spirit is saying. don’t over complicate things. that’s like all spirit is saying u guys 😭😭

they r literally saying clear your mind, just be the person you are meant to be. listen to your intuition, be creative, have love in your heart, even when times are hard, and let emotions flow.

spirit told me your manifestations are actively coming in 😭😭 idek why you’re reading this pac! like there are no notes, nothing else you need to do. just listen to your intuition and be in tune with yourself. god i love this pile bc yall r js so sweet and light hearted — like there’s so much hidden positivity here that’s waiting to come out.

good job on how far you’ve come, and hav fun where you’re going! love you pile 2!

pile 3 — unclear memory

hi pile 3! here’s your confirmation: “even a worm will turn”, disappointment, ditsy, protector, big eyes, proposal, hobbit core, hermitcraft, minecraft, silence, under another’s control, blush, light colours (pastels), resting, new opportunities, distractions, distant, chapell roan, wlw.

you’re over possessive but you cut out your heart. or someone else cut it out. you need to get your priorities straight. there’s so much going on in your brain. they all lead to the same thing, don’t they? like how a spider web meets in the middle.

you’re sad, i can tell, but you won’t let anyone know. you think you’ve done enough, or even too much, but in reality you’ve been distracted. you’re trying to hide your main in overworking. doing too much.

your repeating advice is “get back on track and focus on your morals”.

but dont become some else. become yourself. stop holding grudges. get yourself back.

pile 4 — kisses

hi pile 4! here’s confirmation this is your pile: shadow work, brooklyn nine-nine, wolf pack, furry, july, suicidal but continuing, height difference, jumbled thoughts, flowers, blue and pink, wash off the makeup, ombré, counting crows poem.

this is my dogs favorite song 😭😭

pile four, you have been looking for outer validation when you don’t need it. you’re searching for signs, for love, for confirmation you’re on the right path when you really jay need yourself. you’re putting yourself down and other people/the universe on a pedestal. YOU ARE THE UNIVERSE!! REALIZE THAT!

what you say goes. what you want will happen. and that’s that.

your advice is as follows ; “you need to just rest.”

and i think that’s great advice. sit down and relax. listen to music, meditate, be at peace. work on yourself. try journaling too!! it will help.

thank yall for reading!! <3 i hope this helps someone. finishing this at 5:55 pm btw!!

[charmedreincarnation]

I shifted using the void state!

I'm getting straight to the point because I know people don't like long success stories, but I used these two posts to finally shift to my desired reality and manifest my dream life.

Rotten’s Practical Guide to Shifting Realities

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1zgrhCYyct7xV4j7d7qYFcoO8bAMx5Jqdb3NGoO81Oqs/edit

Reddit Post: The Power of the Void State

https://www.reddit.com/r/shiftingrealities/s/XMIo5TPYlM

Anyways, when I learned about the void state on Reddit, I was instantly captivated. I mean, who wouldn't be? The idea of not only using it for shifting but also manifesting my dream life for myself and my family felt like a dream come true. That's when I came across the second post I shared about the void state, and eventually, the first document I shared. They were incredibly informative and completely changed my perspective on shifting and the law of the universe.

I went on to stalk many of the recommended success stories on Reddit, exploring posts and comment sections that mentioned you. You seemed to be a common denominator in their journeys, helping them shift or guiding them with your posts. It made me happy to see your positive influence, even though your posts were from years ago and it seemed like you no longer have an account. Unfortunately, many other creators' posts were either inactive or banned due to Reddit's strict rules which is really annoying.

However, someone made a post about you, and one of your friends ended up commenting with your Tumblr account. So, I gathered a lot of valuable information from your account and a few others (like Fleur, Pink, Rem, Sexy Dream Girl, etc.) on Tumblr.

I must say, the Tumblr shifting and void community is miles ahead of Reddit and Amino. I was shocked that I hadn't come across this community before. Reddit is just starting to talk about the Law of assumption and the void, whereas you guys have been immersed in it for years. I even encountered some misconceptions on Reddit, where people still think the void can only be used for shifting and not for waking up in a whole new life. 🙄

Regardless, finding this app was the motivation I needed, and I discovered so much valuable information. I ended up using your theta wave method, combined with the first Reddit post I sent, to enter the void and shift to my dr. It's truly mind-blowing how easy it all was.

I can vouch for this process. All you need are the two Reddit posts I shared, as the guide is highly regarded within the shifting community, along with a few trustworthy Tumblr bloggers. I've been part of the shifting community since 2017, so I've seen it all, and I managed to shift within just two and a half weeks of finding these resources. Even though I was struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts, I realized it doesn't have to hinder your journey.

I wanted to share my experience here, and I might make a post on Reddit too. However, they have become stricter with success stories due to anti-troll measures, and it takes weeks to even months for anything to be processed. So, I wanted to share my journey here first.

I also recommend this: https://www.reddit.com/r/shiftingrealities/s/daFCQdyHim because it helped me understand what shifting really is. Manifesting too!

Lastly I'm 26 years old, and I've noticed that Reddit tends to have a more adult audience compared to Tumblr. At first, it felt nice to be surrounded by fellow adults discussing shifting. On the other hand, seeing Tumblr mostly filled with teens and younger adults made me wonder if it's easier for them, especially without the weight of responsibilities that often come with age.

But let me tell you, age is not a factor that determines our success in shifting. Whether you're 13 or 55, it doesn't matter. This is something we can all engage in, no matter our age.

Sure, there might be some challenges that come with getting older. As we accumulate more life experiences, doubts tend to creep in, and we become more logical. But guess what? Those doubts and logical thinking don't define our ability to shift realities. They are simply hurdles for us to overcome.

Hi love! I've spent some time going through all the resources you shared, and they've been incredibly helpful! Actually i have seen that guide in so many places, and it's truly enlightening. Thank you for sharing these amazing tools with us!

And yes, I wholeheartedly agree with what you said. age and doubt really do have no place in our journey they really don’t matter in the grand scheme of things.

I used to engage with @theastralplaneandbeyond5487 on Amino and Reddit too. He also has an informative YouTube channel and is in his 50s, I believe. His experiences and insights are rlly helpful and further show that age is just a number in this journey.

His journey showed me that we can do whatever we we want , regardless of our age. It's a beautiful reminder that we're all capable of creating and experiencing whatever we want 🩵

Also omg my Reddit era in 2021 was so fun. I’m glad it’s still helping people though my views have definitely evolved :D!

[hollowed-theory-hall]

Do you think of Ginny as a “pick me girl”? Some of the things you say in your post makes her come across as that, which is sad since she is a strong female character and there’s so many m|m bloggers who shitting on strong female characters these days.

I don't know if you're just looking for a fight or if you're genuine, but I'll give you the benefit of the doubt about this subject once.

Yes, I think Ginny comes off as a bit of a "pick me" which I already wrote about here, which I don't think was intentional on JKR's part. I don't think Ginny was intended to come off the way she did.

Like, Ginny in the early books is just, really boring, in my opinion. and I think Ginny in book 5 had the potential to be an interesting character. She had a good sense of humor and she seemed somewhat in line with the twins (though on the crueler side), but I despise Ginny of books 6 and 7.

Like, all power to you for like Ginny and her romance with Harry. Truly, have fun with your canon pairing, I wish you the best and that you find many fics that portray them just as you like to see them.

But I don't see them that way. I think Ginny is a badly written character, and I think her romance with Harry is similarly badly written. It has nothing to do with gay ships. Trust me, if Harry was written into a compelling romance with a well-written female character, I'd be all over that. But he wasn't.

I mean, hell, I don't even ship Drarry, which is the most popular gay ship for Harry because I don't like Draco much. I think he's written well for what he is in the story, but I just don't vibe with him.

Becouse I don't need an excuse to dislike a character or a pairing. I can give my reasons, I have them, but I'm (and anyone else is) allowed to say I just don't vibe with a character. Even if Ginny was the best-written character in literature (she isn't) and her romance with Harry was perfectly written (it isn't) I could still shit on her as much as I want to, you know why?

Becouse she's fictional.

Fictional characters can't be offended. You can't be mean to a fictional character. Because fictional characters don't have feelings. They're not real.

You can say you personally find it sad people don't like Ginny the way you do, and you can be personally disappointed — but it isn't objectively sad. It isn't sad for Ginny becouse Ginny isn't real and only real people have feelings. It's sad to you, that's your opinion.

I love Harry, he's my favorite and I made it no secret, but I have good irl friends who shit on him in casual conversation and I can laugh with them when they make a funny joke about him even when we disagree, you know why? — we agree to disagree. We know Harry is fictional and that he doesn't care. Because he isn't real, he can't care.

So, for me, it doesn't matter if you shit and hate on fictional characters and fictional relationships as long as you're decent to real people.

You aren't a misogynist for disliking a female fictional character. She's fictional. She isn't real. You would be a misogynist if you mistreated irl women because they're women. In the same vein, you aren't a homophobe for disliking a popular gay ship. You would be a homophobe if you mistreated irl gay people because of their sexuality. You aren't wrong for disliking a fictional character or ship for any reason, even if the reason is just "vibes". You would be a dick if you mistreated irl people because they don't think the same as you about a fictional character or ship.

I personally find it sad that fandom seems to have lost the ability to say "agree to disagree" and move on (if the ability ever existed in the first place). I follow some blogs who shit on HJP himself because they post other stuff I find compelling. I follow blogs that post a lot of Drarry because I like how they write Harry even if I don't really care for Draco. You can like someone and enjoy their writing and be friendly with them even if you don't agree with them on some fictional characters and fictional relationships. And if it really bothers you, you can block and move on as many of us do.

So yeah, I think Ginny comes off as a "pick me." I think she's a badly written character, and you can disagree with me on that, you can think she's a strong female character, but that's your opinion, not an objective truth. And I dislike her for being a badly written character, which, I assure you, is gender-natural.

I also think it's important to remember that at the end of the day, we're all just playing with dolls, and the only feelings that matter are those of real people.

[gulfiya007]

On lukola fandom

Here’s some venting about the lukola fandom, and its ways, and consequences, from an ordinary polin, Bridgerton and Luke fan.

Starting from the way Luke’s loved ones and friends are treated by its adherents. Especially his girlfriend. The hate towards her is visceral. The whole phenomenon of bullying and stalking someone just for existing and posting on their SM account from time to time probably needs to be studied by social studies scholars and parasocial relationship specialists, cause it’s new heights apparently.

So, what if she’s proud of Luke as her boyfriend and wants to show it? What if she wants to mark her territory sometimes, to which she has a right btw? What if she trolls haters and delusional IRL shippers occasionally? Hers is probably the most relatable behavior. I myself, as an introvert millennial who doesn’t run one single SM account and cringe from the exhibitionist nature of current SM posting practices, still recognize that there’s nothing unusual about that kind of posting per se. Why was Luke’s former gf, Jade, allowed to post him all the time (which is totally alright btw), but Antonia hinting at having, say, a dinner with Luke is shady, attention-seeking, desperate, needy and despicable?

It's not that I care particularly about her. In fact, I couldn’t care less if she’s replaced by Luke with some other woman in a couple of months or if she is his future wife and mother to his kids. I still believe, regardless of her status in the relationship, she deserves basic respect and decent treatment as a human being that we know pretty much nothing about. She does not deserve the vilification and demonization that she gets.

Luke too, has a right to privacy and respect for his personal choices that are nobody’s business. He owes no one anything in terms of disclosing his dating life and confirming his relationships. If for someone, Luke bringing the girl to almost all his travels and events with himself, is not a proof or statement in and of itself about her being his girlfriend, then that’s on them. No amount of intentional misreading and skewed takes on photos will trump this simple fact.

Also please don’t bring up virtue signaling and other cancel culture stupidities, such as moral judgements passed on Luke and his close ones for political or other values purportedly held by them, of which we in fact know zilch. It’s clear that this is just another useful tool in a shipping crusade.

Nicola too, deserves, for a change, to have her numerous statements taken seriously. Let alone, privacy. She’s being stalked by her so-called fans to insanity. I am sure she, to put it mildly, is uncomfortable about her “queen” and “goddess” status among the cultists, and being a projection vessel for a myriad of sad women. Cause she knows very well this type of passionate idolatry is an inch away from hate, and the plus sign switches to a minus sign the minute she does something not to their liking, a wrong brand or person supported, or not enough disciplining of Luke is exercised. The most delusional thing about lukolas is them truly believing themselves to be Nic’s or Luke’s fans.

Which brings us to the crux of the matter. That IRL shipping is bad, period. Some lukola bloggers on tumblr, TT and IG half-heartedly try to reign in and admonish the more unhinged segment of the fandom by telling them to behave and not bring their bul..t to the actors' feet. However, this is what the lukola discourse platforms, by simply existing, still do - breed crazy fan behavior. Because the problem lies in the belief system itself. No amount of reservations, house-keeping and discipline by lukola discourse 'leaders' will do away with the tenets and premises of this religion that seep through and twist every discussion and speculation about the figures involved (Luke, Nic, etc). Since every reasoning should work towards a certain end goal, all means and distortions are good to achieve it. Finding faults with Luke's character and behavior and demanding a 'redemption' from him, hating and criticizing Luke's friends and family, attributing motivations to the actors and their loved ones that best suit theories, online stalking etc. A myth about Luke ever publicly stating he was single during promo, a ridiculous myth about Bridgerton cast and showrunners shipping lukola (news flash – nobody in the cast cares about their co-stars’ private lives, stop the kindergarten), or the “papgate” affecting in any way Luke’s job prospects. Myths upon myths that build the house of cards of the lukola dogma. I myself wouldn’t care a damn about this fandom if it really contained itself to its close corners and group chats, however, unsurprisingly, they spill over in a grand fashion and permeate all discourse.

You really believe the innocent delulu fangirling has no by-products? These are the staple manifestations of the lukola and of any IRL shipping fandom, and popular lukola theorists are pretty successful in justifying and reinforcing them. And it should not be surprising that some followers, the most zealous and stupid ones, take it too far and actually harass people and be annoying in SM.

As a Luke and polin fan, I am annoyed by this, but I am 100% sure this sh*t is affecting the actors, and you all can kiss goodbye to the chemistry between Luke and Nic naturally displayed during promo. I am sure polin will not be affected, for L and N are excellent actors and friends, but you all soon will look sadly back to S3 promo tour as magic that will never come back.

[krystella-shifts]

Hi holy shit ok. Idk who else to send this too because I'm unsure about the new blogs on here but I used to be a big blog on loablr before I deactivated in 202...3 I think. Anyway. I recently got back into this because I fully crashed out and decided I wanted my dream life more than I ever have. I made a Pinterest board called "peep game lock in fr" (lmao) and filled it with my dream body, life, friends, money, job, etc etc. I've looked at it religiously since about 3 days ago. I listened to Edward Art again as a refresher, and because I've been around here before it was easy to get back into the swing of stuff. Today was a slightly doubtful day but nothing much.

I am being deadly serious here, I'm not manifesting or scripting, I swear on me and my dog's life here: I have two money-related pins, one showing 10,000 pounds and the other showing 20,000. TELL ME WHY. TELL ME WHY my boyfriend suddenly texts "babe. I'm getting paid at the end of the month and I would never usually do this but I'm going to send you 10,000 pounds to put in your savings." FUCKING WHAT. He has a part-time job and the most I've ever seen in his active account was 2,000. (I was crying real tears going "oh my god. Oh my god it worked.") Bear in mind I don't have a job, I am (was) completely down-to-pennies broke, I'm a uni student, and I've been manifesting for ages but this time. This time it worked within 3 days.

I was like "oh my god babe why??" And he was like "I've been saving to give you stuff so we can buy a house." AGAIN. FLOORED. I have two house-related pins. I'm crying while texting him. He goes "I've been saving my own, and together we'd have 20,000 thereabouts." FUCKING GAGGED. I'm laughing and crying at the same time. How has this worked????? How has he revealed this to me when I started living from the end?

Ok, but what about my other pins? Again, I'm swearing on me and my dog's life; my skin's cleared up after ages, I'm skinnier, I finally have plans to go to the gym after manifesting it for ages, I am getting a ps5, I'm texting a potential new friend, and my brows and lashes have gotten thicker. I am being an adult about this; this isn't wishful thinking or confirmation bias but all of this has been dumped on me since I started 3 days ago. THREE DAYS. THREE. Some things haven't manifested yet but I'm goddamn sure they will after this lmao.

Somehow there are still doubts like "did I really do this????" But the timing and amounts are just... Too perfect. I'm excited for the future, when 3 days ago I was depressed. I'm going to stick around here but oh my god. It worked. I'm in disbelief.

Anyway my advice would be to make a Pinterest board lmao. It worked for me!!!

GIRL YOU SLAYYY 😭🫂💞 And thanks for choosing my blog for this OMG??? And don't mind DMing me cuz WHICH BIG BLOGGER ARE YOU 🧐 (Jk you don't have to tell) I think the deactivation of your acc was like a break you needed 😭 (stop overconsuming y'all it's better to focus on actually living your dream life (I'm looking at you my bestfriend 💀)) and YOU DID MANIFEST IT SLAY GIRLY QUEEN BESTIE don't doubt it! Doubt the doubts cuz "i doubt that it's just a damn coincidence. I definitely did it!!!" And that's exactly what I talk aboutttt 😭 you don't have to lift a finger bro just do what you like (eg making a pinterest board or scripting etc) IT'S SUPER EASY AND EFFORTLESS MANIFESTATION IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNNN! And yeah live in the end who cares when you have your desires stop overthinking.

THANK YOU BESTIEEE CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW HOME 👏🏻🥳🎉 Goodluck

˚˖𓍢ִ໋💞˚.✨⋆🦄

[whispersofalostsoul]

RUNAWAY

Summary: Image if Lando Norris has follen in love for the first time….with a woman that he never thought he could fall for… and when his whole world turns upside down, he finds himself alone…once more...

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(Please leave comments to help me improve my story ! Would also love to hear your opinions ! thank you !)

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Chapter 1 - Encunter --- https://www.tumblr.com/whispersofalostsoul/756913230598815744/runaway?source=share

Chapter2 - Belgium ---https://www.tumblr.com/whispersofalostsoul/757021516150030336/runaway?source=share

Chapter 3 - Dinner --- https://www.tumblr.com/whispersofalostsoul/757096323375824896/runaway?source=share

Chapter 4 - The fight --- https://www.tumblr.com/whispersofalostsoul/757270709880930304/runaway?source=share

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Chapter 5 - Sleeping in

Dalia was astonished that so much had transpired in just three days; it felt like an eternity to her. Oscar had offered her a ride back to the UK on his private jet, but she turned him down. She didn't want to risk being photographed with him, and more importantly, she wanted to steer clear of making excuses to her team, especially to avoid Noah's sharp-tongued remarks. With the F1 summer break underway, Lando had mentioned in an interview that he intended to travel extensively, hopping between Spain, Greece, and of course, Portugal. Time has slipped away, and not a single message or call from him has come through. She knows she shouldn't be waiting for him to make the first move; after all, it was her harsh words that drove a wedge between them, causing her to lose everything they had built in that brief moment. The weight of the workday was becoming increasingly burdensome, with piles of materials needing editing after the hectic race week. With a deep sigh, she reclined in her chair, just as Noah leaned in and asked, "Hey, would you like to join me for a small party tonight?" It turned out one of his friends was celebrating a birthday at a cozy bar downtown, and Dalia thought this might be the perfect opportunity to lift her spirits and embrace a more positive outlook.

The journey lasted almost an hour, and as Noah drove, it felt like they were leaving London and heading towards the suburbs. "Change of plans," he explained as he double-checked his GPS. "The bar was fully booked, so Dean decided to move the party to his grandma's house on the outskirts." This made Dalia a little anxious. When she thought the bar was in the city center, she was comforted by the idea that she could easily take public transport home if she had enough. But now, she was relying on Noah, which didn't make her feel very secure. The gathering turned out to be larger than anticipated, leaving Dalia feeling overwhelmed. She sought refuge next to Noah as he began mingling with the crowd. A friend of her colleague noticed her presence and jokingly remarked, "Well, well, look who we have here. It's been ages since I've seen you with a lady!" Noah chuckled in response, subtly introducing Dalia by placing his arm around her shoulders, an action that sent a ripple of discomfort through her. 

As the night went on, Dalia's discomfort continued to increase. Initially, she thought it was due to her negative mental state, which made it difficult for her to connect with Noah's acquaintances. However, as time passed, she realized that the issue lay with these individuals. They were rude and acted like bullies, many of them being journalists or bloggers who enjoyed gossiping about celebrities. It dawned on her that her own words towards Lando mirrored the toxic gossip these people engaged in. She was repulsed by this revelation, realizing Noah had influenced her negatively. Dalia was taken aback when she overheard a tipsy girl launching into a tirade against Lando. Unable to stay silent any longer, she immediately sprang to his defense. The onlookers were taken aback and chuckled at her strong protectiveness towards him. "Careful, guys, she might be sleeping with him," Noah teased from the back. Surprised by his disgusting comment, Dalia shot him a fierce look before making her way to the door.

Noah hurriedly followed her, struggling to maintain his composure. "Hey, Hey, hey, what's gotten into me?" she shouted, her voice trembling with emotion. "It's more like what's gotten into you! Why do you always have to make those kinds of assumptions about me?" Tears welled up in her eyes. Noah ran a hand through his hair, expressing regret. "Please, just come back inside," he implored as they both stood outside the house. "No, I want to go home," she insisted. "Well, clearly I can't drive you back," he admitted, indicating his intoxicated state. "Let's stay here for the night," he said with a smile, trying to lighten the mood. He moved closer, his eyes sparkling with mischief, and suggested, "We can share a bed," leaning in for a kiss, his breath warm on her skin. Dalia's heart raced, caught off guard by his sudden boldness. She quickly jumped back, her instincts kicking in and her mind racing with a mix of surprise and indignation. In one swift motion, she firmly slapped him across the face, the sound echoing in the stillness of the dark front garden.

He took a step back, his expression changing from surprise to irritation. He rubbed his cheek and said coldly "fine! then find your own way home" before walking away. Dalia took a deep breath, her heart racing from both adrenaline and a whirlwind of emotions. She had the urge to cry for numerous reasons - She misjudged Lando because of his celebrity status, only to realize that he wasn't the one who mistreated her, but the shallow and manipulative Noah, who fed her all of those toxic thoughts. She was also stranded in the dark suburbs with no ride. She fought back tears, knowing she needed to figure out who to reach out for help. Her first instinct was to call Lando, but he was probably still upset with her and enjoying, at this very moment a night out somewhere in southern Europe. After a moment of thought, she dialed a number and waited for a response.

When the clock struck 2 am, the cold began to settle in. Dalia's sleeveless white dress was doing little to keep her warm, but she'd rather freeze than go back into that house. After what felt like an eternity, she heard a car crunching over the gravel, and headlights lit up the area. The car pulled up to the gate, and Oscar jumped out, frantically looking for her. "Are you okey ? What happened ?" he asked, holding her shoulders with concern. Dalia knew she couldn't keep it from him; she had to explain why she called him so late and had him come all this way. So, she opened up about everything that went down with Noah. Oscar, fuming, looked towards the house and snarled, "Where's that jerk?" Dalia quickly grabbed his arm, stopping him from going after Noah. She knew that violence wouldn't solve anything and all she wanted in that moment is to get as far as possible from that place.

The ride in the car was quiet. Oscar didn't want to bring up what happened, so they drove in silence. Dalia found solace in Oscar's jacket as she leaned against the window, eventually feeling safe enough to close her eyes. Unbeknownst to her, she slept for the entire journey. When she felt the car stop, Dalia woke up suddenly. "Hey, it's okay," Oscar reassured her in a soft voice. "Where are we?" she asked, looking around the dimly lit underground parking lot. "I wasn't sure where you lived, and you were asleep, so I brought us back to my place," he explained apologetically. "If you're uncomfortable, I can take you home now." Dalia appreciated the offer of company at that moment, feeling a sense of security with Oscar, so she shook her head and thanked him for the invitation. 

His place was way bigger than her office, and it was super tidy, which totally matched Oscar's vibe. He ordered some food and got the guest room ready for her. He even lent her some of his clothes to keep her comfy and plopped down on the couch, opening up the takeout boxes. They were joking around and laughing about random stuff, chatting about F1 and other silly topics, but Oscar had one question nagging at him. When he finally mustered the guts, he asked her while munching on a chicken wing, "So, you like Lando?" He said it softly, trying not to look her way so she wouldn't feel awkward. "Yeah," she replied quietly. "I couldn't help but overhear what you said to him back in the club," Oscar chimed in. Dalia's expression suddenly froze. "About us drivers being rich playboys," he teased with a playful grin, watching her cheeks turn red. "I'm sorry" she stuttered, trying to regain her composure. "I didn't mean to imply that you all fit that stereotype."Oscar chuckled, the sound light and infectious. "Oh, but you have to admit, some of us do live that lifestyle." He ran his fingers through his hair and said, "But not Lando," biting his lip and already regretting his honesty. Leaning his head against the couch corner, he stared up at the ceiling. "I've known that muppet for a couple of years now, and yeah, I get that his first impression is kinda similar to yours. I mean, with all those parties and events he goes to. But honestly..." He paused and smiled. "He's really just a soft-hearted hopeless romantic." Turning to look at her, he grinned, "He just hasn't found his true love yet." Dalia's demeanor softened. She remembered the words she had said to him and how harsh they were. Perhaps he was just being a good friend to her, maybe his true love was Magui and he was slowly opening up to her. Regardless, she knew what was important: "I need to apologize," she said aloud. Oscar rose from the couch and smiled at her warmly."It's late now, the conversation can wait. You should get some rest."

IShe had the most restful sleep she'd had in ages. The guest room bed was unexpectedly cozy, and the sheets were so soft, it felt like she was floating on air. As she heard some sounds coming from the kitchen, she knew Oscar was already awake, likely preparing breakfast or brewing a fresh pot of coffee. The thought of his cheerful presence and the aroma of something delicious wafting through the air filled her with warmth and anticipation. "Good morning"  Dalia greeted Oscar with cheerful smile. He motioned for her to sit at the table where he had prepared a scrumptious breakfast. "and voila!" he exclaimed with a grin, placing an extra plate of egg, cheese, and English muffins in front of her. "Wow, this looks amazing!" Dalia exclaimed, taking in the sight and smell of the delicious meal before her. She couldn't help but feel touched by Oscar's gesture of preparing breakfast for her. Moments into their peaceful breakfast, the doorbell chimed and Oscar sprang up to answer it. "Hey," a familiar voice rang out, sending a shiver down Dalia's spine. She felt her heart skip a beat, a mix of anticipation and anxiety flooding her senses as she set down her fork, her appetite suddenly forgotten."Thanks for lending me this, mate..." he began, his voice trailing off as he turned to face the room. His eyes widened in shock when they landed on Dalia, who stood frozen in place, caught between surprise and a rush of emotions.

The air thickened with unspoken words and lingering glances, as the tension in the room shifted. Dalia could feel the weight of Lando's gaze, and for a brief moment, time seemed to stand still. The warmth of the breakfast they had been enjoying faded into the background, replaced by the electric charge of an unexpected reunion. "What are you doing here ?" Lando finally found his voice. "Oh, she stayed over last night," Oscar replied casually, as he moved the box from the counter to the corner. Lando's breath caught in his throat, barely managing to whisper, "What?" His gaze darted from Dalia's face to her attire, realizing she was dressed in Oscar's clothes. A whirlwind of thoughts flooded his mind, emotions swinging from hurt to anger to sheer disbelief. Lando's heart raced, each beat echoing the questions that spiraled in his mind. How could she? How could they? 

Lando's fists clenched at his sides as he struggled between confronting them and walking away. He knew he shouldn't interfere, especially since Dalia had expressed her lack of interest. Overwhelmed with emotions, Lando turned and left. Oscar noticed the mixed feelings on Dalia's face. He propped himself up on the counter, and as she looked at him, he flashed a bright smile and said, "I think it's time for that conversation." Just as she was about to reply, Lando popped back in, strolled over to Dalia, took her hand, and dragged her out of the house.

[enriquemzn262]

It’s turboweeb shit time, so be advised.

Anyway, with the new anime season finally settled, let me share with you what I’m watching, or what I at least tried, so in case any of this is of your interest, you may check out:

Mayonaka Punch

A v-blogger has a falling out with her old friends, leaves her channel and accidentally gets involved with lesbian vampires, who now join her in her quest to reach one million subscribers in order to take revenge on her former partners, with the promise that once she does, she will let the main horny lesbian vampire suck her dry (of blood).

Great animation, weirdly deep character developments, an underlying plot of anxiety and denial, and even an exploration of what happens when an immortal vampire gets too close to the spotlight, all the while keeping an overall comedic energy.

8/10, its an original anime so the story will probably warp up by the time the season ends, hopefully they don’t fuck up the landing.

Dead Dead Demon's Dededede Destruction

Aka DDDD

What I originally wrote off because I’m sick and tired of high school anime, it turned out to be quite the fascinating show about life after an alien invasion, with tons of Roadside Picnic vibes, a great cast of screwball characters who are actually as relatable as they are realistic, and for once its a show set in high school that doesn’t give a single shit about glorifying that era of education, you will not see any mention of any school council, festival or any of that tired nonsense.

Plus, there’s always an inherent darkness brewing around the story, with episodes 0 basically setting up how everything will go to shit at some point, and the story slowly moving towards that endgame, it’s great!

Oh, and if you’re a fan of Doraemon, you’ll be pleasantly surprised too.

10/10, I’m absolutely glued!

No Longer Allowed in Another World

In an era where there’s 10 million isekais about the most boring male main characters who go into your standard fantasy world to get harems and be overpowered, here we have a story in which the MC actually wanted to die (by double suicide with his lover), and accidentally got summoned into said standard world, only to say fuck it, I want to die, you fuckers deal with this shit on your own.

No overpowers, no useless harems, no boring MCs, it’s so far a hilarious story about the one guy completely incapable of playing along with the world, and how said world, which keeps getting standard boring guys who do fuckall and just end up indulging in their newfound powers, deals with him, including the love interest, which the guy barely acknowledges, and the standard cute cat girl that’s now the jobber of the group.

7/10, could have tried to make a more unique world, oh well.

Shikanoko Nokonoko Koshitantan

Not gonna lie, I too fell for the earworm of a theme song that dominated memes for a good month before release, and while it does have its moments, it hasn’t really lived up to the potential of it’s wacky premise, mainly because it tries too hard to go for the “cute girls doing cute things” angle, instead of completely embracing the batshit insanity that pops up in every episode.

I’ll still watch it, if anything, I want to see what else they come up with in between the boring school life shit.

6/10, needs more nuclear deer antlers.

Alya Sometimes Hides Her Feelings in Russian

There’s a good number of romcoms this season, and while all are set in high schools, since DDDD showed me there was a chance I could watch a show set in one and not deal with the usual bullshit, I gave it a watch.

It deals with the usual bullshit of school councils, school festivals, clubs and the like.

Honestly, the russian part is what made it somewhat interesting, but that hasn’t led nowhere, so now I have a female love interest that’s nothing more than your standard tsundere, and your standard male lead who at least doesn’t lack a backbone, but that overall remains boring.

5/10, the weird sister is the only interesting thing, but in a car crash sort of way, may end up dropping it if they actually try to be serious with her.

Too Many Losing Heroines

It’s garbage, had an interesting setting of following girls who are basically third wheels in their own love stories, and it could have worked, have they not chosen to tell the story from the point of view of the most boring, spineless, stuttering betamale in existence, the usual curse of the romcom, somehow turned up to 11.

It’s a pity really, overall the animation is really good, and while it gets too horny for its own good many times, it’s still cute to see those girls dealing with their unanswered feelings, a pity we can’t just follow them and instead have to stick with mister whatshisface.

3/10, dropped it after not being able to finish the latest episode (4? 5? I can’t be arsed to check), seriously, just write off the dude and the show will at least be 6/10.

I tried a couple more shows, and iseaki I didn’t know was one that I dropped after the first episode (oh no, I’m actually trapped in a VR game!!1exclamation point), and another about a drunk V-tuber who reinvents herself around alcoholism (good premise, extremely boring execution).

Not gonna lie, I only really like the first two, the other two may drop the ball really soon, and I’m another school council episode away from dropping the russian girl one, so overall it’s been a pretty underwhelming season.

Do watch DDDD though, that one truly is the absolute gem of this season!

[espressoristretto-patronum]

A/N: English is not my first language, and my blogger skills (?) are poor, so proceed with caution!

Meet my MC!

You can find how much Tori and Poppy are living in my mind rent free under the hashtags #Tori Lewis and #Tori x Poppy 😁

Eleazar Lewis-Sweeting, Tori and Poppy's son introduction here!

My fanfiction on AO3: To me, she is the sun

Soft skin (and soft lips) by celestial--sapphic ❤️(also on AO3!)

Tori's character sheet by kiwiplaetzchen

Tori and Poppy by pheexblack

Tori (birthday's present ❤️) by myook

Tori (and other MCs) by myokk

Tori (Trick or treat's treat 🎃) by myook

Tori (and other MCs) by a-florable

Tori by ladyofsappho

Tori in group MCs by girl-named-matty

Tori and the girls ✨ by girl-named-matty

Tori and the gang by girl-named-matty

Tori and the gang by girl-named-matty

Tori and Poppy in Potions class by girl-named-matty

Tori and Poppy by girl-named-matty

Tori, Jaimsen and Theo by girl-named-matty

Tori by theladyofshalott1989

Tori and Poppy (animal crossing au 🦝) by rypnami

Poppy (Char's gift!) by rypnami

Tori (gift from my sweetest wife bean 💕) by savingsallow

Tori and Jaimsen (the twins!) by leaping-toadstool-caps

Tori and friends (HCU snow day) by leaping-toadstool-caps

Tori (Chocolate Frog Picture) by acciobagel

Tori among cool MCs by eggzeroni

Tori and William (Lewis bros!) by eggzeroni

Tori and MCs (Sailor Moon ✨) by syrooo

Tori and MCs by syrooo

Tori with Evelyn and Octavia by beebooboo6

Tori with Evelyn and Octavia by beebooboo6

Lesbians + Bi intruder chat ❤️ by the-well-of-dreamfullness

ABOUT HER

Name: Tori Lewis

Birthday: 14th June 1875

Birthplace: Turin, Italy

Pronouns: She/her

Sexuality: Lesbian

House: Hufflepuff

Wand: Acaia wood, phoenix core, 12' length, quite bendy flexibility

Patronus: Jack Russell Terrier

Quidditch position: Seeker; Imelda practically begged her to join the Hufflepuff team because "I need a good competition in order to improve myself!"

Some extra facts!

Her name

Tori stands for Vittoria. Why Vittoria? Because she is half-British and half-Italian (from her mother's side) 🤌. I chose the name because I like to think that her parents thought about  Queen Victoria of the United Kingdom and King Vittorio Emanuele II of Italy, both sovereigns by the time of Tori's birth.

Why Turin?

Because well, it's my birthplace! Also, Turin is a special city: it has a lot of esoteric story. In a few words, this city joins London and San Francisco to create the triangle of Black Magic, but also the triangle of White Magic too with Lyon and Prague.

Future

Spouse: Poppy Sweeting (she IS wife)

Career: Auror and Natty is her partner, they're thick as thieves and menace to their superior

I think that Poppy's mission is still saving beasts from poachers, so I headcanon she is a sort of mix of Auror and magizoologist (guys, I have no idea about careers in wizard world lol)

Residence: Hogsmeade (I headcanon that since she is a Keeper, she doesn't want to live far away from Hogwarts, I'm also too in love with Hogsmeade)

My personal headcanons with future wife Poppy 💛

Even if they're in the same house and same bedroom, Poppy had never spoken to Tori before their first Beasts Class together because the last was often away and Poppy herself is a night owl, visiting Highwing or studying beasts, etc.

Poppy was also sure that the new fifth year will become like her schoolmates. Because sure, why the new cool, brave student will be friend with Peculiar Poppy? But fortunately Tori is such a good egg, kneazles can confirm.

Tori decided to kneel in front of the Graphorn (because we're not a monster, right?) following Poppy's example. It was Poppy that waited patiently for the mother dragon to take its egg back. It was Poppy that put down her wand when centaurs came to her. And of course, you should show respect to an Hippogriff before approaching.

That's why she chose to kneel. The Graphorn has fought well, it deserved respect.

Poppy felt in love first. Tori felt harder. Like she is kind of in denial for a while and then BOOM she falls and realises and she is panicking "what? Aaaaah what should I do now?!"

Poppy doesn't need protection but loves how protective Tori is.

Their love language is physical touch. Every single one. Surprise hugs from behind? Lovely! Forehead kiss? Adorable! Cuddles in the vivarium with beasts? The best!

Should I really say it? Poppy is an adorable little spoon and love to be wrapped in Tori's arms.

Tori is a golden retriever. Already from day one when Poppy asked to follow her in the forest.

Tori feel like she could die because of Poppy's cuteness, often screaming "STOP BEING SO CUTE AND SO KISSABLE I CAN'T FOCUS"

Poppy is a great cook, Tori isn't at all. But a few times she has tried to cook to cheer Poppy up. The result was messy but still edible and Poppy appreciated the efforts.

They're bad dancers but they don't care, they're having fun

I have a very sappy proposal headcanon.

Tori proposed to Poppy after a few months after graduation (lesbian couples move fast, okay?) and she decided to be extremely romantic.

She studied where to find Mooncalves and when the full moon would happen and saved the day on her calendar. When the day came, she took Poppy and flew on Highwing to the special place.

Poppy thought the surprise was the mooncalves' dance, instead she turned around and found Tori on her knees, with a ring in her hand. A very shining ring that a selvatic niffler has tried to steal before Poppy could say yes, jumping from a bush the moment the ring sparkled under the moonlight. The little beast had caused little chaos but fortunately they catched it before was too late. With the retrieved ring in one hand, and the beast thief in the other, Tori asked grinning "do you still want to marry meee?"

I've surely more facts and headcanons for my MC, but I think this post is already long enough!

Anddd that was my MC! If you've read so far, thank you so much!

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odd guy saga final part I guess,,, my friend sent me this post.

Yeah I’m tired😭😭

WHAT DIFFERENCE???? To be honest I don’t draw a lot of women since I’m hyperfixated on postal (the dude game ™️),, so I haven’t been posting a lot of my lady characters,,,, WHO ARE THESE WOMEN YOU SPEAK OF????😭 the only women I can think of are also trans ⬇️ (Side note but,, the way they say “girls” when referring to cis women while they say “transfems” when talking about trans women is,,,, a bit iffy to me…. Girls is a category trans women should be referred as too. Just my opinion)

About the “fetishy crossdressing art of p1 dude blushing and shit”,, here are some drawings that don’t include him being embarrassed or something. (Plus two other dudes in fem clothing🤯)

Also, about the “finding my art through a transfem blogger”,, I just want to say to that blogger that I’m sorry that my art comes across that way. That was not my intention and I’m sorry I made you uncomfortable.

Multiple trans individuals have sent me asks that they feel seen by my P1 lady. I’m not just making things up for the sake of it.

Okay, the diy estrogen thing,,,, let me just send a screenshot of what one of my friends (that takes hormones) has said on this topic.

But this is about a fictional character so uh,,,,,,,,,,,, speaking of that…..

Yeah I can see that “since she’s not real why don’t you just make a scenario up where she can get what she wants,” the embarrassing part is that I am projecting onto P1 Lady. I am projecting my inability to get the gender reaffirming care that I want onto her. Times are getting rough for me and I need to put my emotions into something. I know it’s stupid but it helps me right now. Sorry I project the fact I can’t get surgery and shit onto a character.☹️ Sorry I’m not trans enough for you. How bout you give me free bottom surgery right now on your porch. Give me the gardening shears and fix me.

Also I just wanted to add this😭😭😭 not gonna lie that made me giggle a bit. (Though the daily mail comment did hurt) I do want to say that later on in her transition journey she does eventually get hrt, if you want to know so badly. I just think about that point of her life more often because that’s the point I’m at currently. Anyway again, this is going to be the last post on this. If there’s anymore vagueposts about me I will not respond. Please stop posting about me and let’s move our separate ways.