#need a hug today lmao
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#flashbacks especially bad today !#the bus journey to therapy was surpringly calm but the way back was bad#I’m not here right now and it’s stressful !!!!!#whatever ig#p#coming back to add#my hair smells like my therapists office which is pretty jarring and comforting at the same time#I want this to not be a shit day because it’s pancake day and that’s the best day of the year#need a hug today lmao
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got him off-balance!
#my art#ds9#star trek deep space nine#julian bashir#elim garak#garashir#watercolor#image desc in alt text#i normally post on mondays but. today im breaking my pattern! getting a little silly. getting a little wild. garashir jumpscare#“tumblr user chitinleg garak would neot easily let himself be swooped off his feet into a hug like that” yes i know BUT!#look at his expression. look at how his arms r pinned. he didnt let this happen LMAO julian just surprised him. grabby huggy human behavior#if you look really closely you can see the tiniest frown in the world on Garak's face. because he's like “EEP !”#cant see bashirs face at all in this only his body but i think we can all imagine that whatevers going thru his head. he needs this hug bad#ALSO. for anyone wondering what the fucked up shadow is that starts at the juncture of the teal sleeve-cap where its set into the armhole#the jumpsuits have a bit of a fold of extra fabric (called an Action Pleat) there which allows for a little more maneuverability of the bod#AND creates a really sleek and flat back panel#because you can see the fabric twists along the side arent grabbing the flat back fabric theyre grabbing the fabric folded beneath it#often times i think about drawing out a dissection of kiras first uniform and this voy era one for other artists to use. bc god knows#i struggled at first to find full body references#they like to shoot ds9 very close to peoples heads. and the camera is so blurry. they smeared butter on that thing. god bless
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god, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young.
#tw flashing#dk#dokyeom#lee seokmin#seventeen#svt#17net#svtsource#*mine#heymax#maddieblr#userbexrex#raplineuser#userzaynab#useryenas#heysol#usersemily#chwedoutbox#heyrj#97source#i feel like my soul has been hugged today. he knew i needed his beautiful voice in my ears lmao thank u sunshine <3
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inktober 2024 - day 7
#inktober 2024#apollo justice#ace attorney#ink#fanart#hooh boy today’s drawing was a doozy because i decided to record the process!#i still get nervous drawing in front of the camera but overall it went okay#i’m on the last chapter of spirit of justice 🙏🏼 they gotta stop traumatizing my baby boy apollo#also what even is his family tree i need a whole whiteboard to keep track lmao#but ngl i miss edgy rogue apollo#fellas is it gay to wear your dead bestie’s jacket over your body like a warm celestial hug#and abandon your friends and virtues as you seek revenge for his sake?
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Waiting for my brothers to get home from school to watch the new bad batch episode is torture omg
#hoping for a bit of a comfort episode. or at least not devastating lol#my anxiety is Rough today and I need the star wars equivalent of a hug#aka: favourite characters not dying or gaining additional trauma lmao#the bad batch
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the faith he has in v.ossler is really sweet actually considering everything
#ash rambles 💚#it's funny since my s/i has beef with him- there's a fun grudge there thats been around for years#but that aside. b.asch's voice is so... AJSHAJSHAJDHAJS#he just casually drops the hardest lines and i love that for him#man jshajdhw i could listen to him talk all day!!! his voice is really pleasinf#*pleasing#just between us friends... he's been known to say some pretty romantic things behind closed doors 🤭🤭🤭#also i finished the f.f12 manga today#it was kinda an ass adaptation but it did add some stuff to ba#sch's character and man... i just wanna hold him close and give him a hug#i think he needs one LMAO#gah i miss f.f12#i binged it and now i just feel empty inside#my desert flower 🥀
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May I offer small child?
They need hug :(
#oc#Zaya#they need hug :(#small baby#pat pat#just a doodle for today!#sadly exams are kicking me ass so :(#everyone is going to quickly find out who the favourite child is lmao#art
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my total admiration for nurses and caretakers. I’ve spent a couple of days taking care of my grandma because my aunt and mom are on holidays and I ended up crying out of frustration
#like i take care of her sometimes but not usually the heavy stuff like hospital admitions and stuff#it’s just so much work? and I’m physically and emotionally exhausted#she’s old and i adore her because she basically raised me#but fuck it’s hard to deal with someone who doesn’t listen and want things exactly the way she wants them and won’t accept other options#I’m just really frustrated right now after spending 1 hours between calls because she touched something on the tv and it didn’t work#i ended up sobbing and with a little mealtdown and my cousin managed to fix the issue via phone call#i feel weak and a failure but i mentally need a break agter yesterday#it breaks my heart but I can’t spent more than a few hours with my grandparents without ending up being very very frustrated#which makes me feel like I’m an ungrateful bitch#anyway i don’t have any more energy today and it’s not even 1pm#i wish i could call someone to give me a hug and hold me while i cry for a bit#but i feel guilty about bothering the few friends i have so yeah#im gonna pour my feelings in a tumblr post like i used to do 10 years ago lmao
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genuinely can't stand it when doing the dishes and putting on a little moisturizer actually makes me feel a tiddlybit better like come on those self care posts can't actually be right
#shout out to my husband for letting me stay in bed as long as i wanted while also gently reminding me that these things do work#so now instead of just looking like a horrific sea slug i smell like pomegranates and have a clean pot to make mac n cheese with#maybe i will wash my hair later who knows no one can stop me now#love losing at the 'is it adhd or depression' game lmao#spicy sads#these adhd/general executive dysfunction posts need to stop being so relatable or im gonna need to go get tested#hug yourself today and remember that sometimes all you have to do it make it until tomorrow 💕
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#told my mum i wanted a hug#like i really need one today#needed#and she said she doesnt have the energy anymore to be affectionate and stuff#i said same i dont have the energy im feeljng down#and she goes u shluld be grateful#lmao#i literally haveto beg for some love from her#like seriously beg . i have to ASK for a hug 😂#never again
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nothing deep or profound to say except social media is exhausting.
#vent.txt#not really bc like I’m not upset about anything specific#just kinda drained and I have that urge to like disappear from social media for a while#but I don’t really want to bc it’s skz cb season and I love screaming about skz to my mutuals and frens here#and like also ateez cb season too now#and idk it’s just a lot and maybe I just need to detox for a bit#but I also wanna come on here and annoy people with warm hugs and messages and also annoy ppl’s dashes with chris bang and my hot 2d men#idk it’s like I’m feeling like I should just go quiet and not annoy ppl even tho I KNOW it’s my own blog but it’s that weird feeling like#idk it’s that weird thing where it’s like would anyone wonder where I am on the dash bc it’s social media yk? like the dash changes a lot#I feel very idk today lol#I said idk like 5981723 times lmao#anyways I need to work bc i have school tomorrow :))))))))))))
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beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeeeeeeeeep. beepbeeeeeeeep beepbeeeeeeeep
#food u ate was bad#i am so very overwhelmed today??? i feel like a bubble about to burst#and i like my twt friends knowing of my wellbeing but i feel bad mentioning i Feel Bad too pften lmao#also twt feels so. direct compared to tumblr where i throw my thoughts into the void if not for them to be heard but to vanish from my mind#also coffee place noises rub my brain in every satisfying way i havent felt calm all day and being here for even judt five minutes has made#me feel better too long tag lmao#tags always feel like im just vanishing bits of myself into nothingness so i dont have to ignore it or even dwell on it i just go okie#anyways i have a test tmrw and i did great on the qw today i was so Genuis#my hs teach is v flawed omfg#im studying for the test tmrw today w my pal#also possibly need to eat smth i felt awfully sixk earlier too#idk if its just anxiety sick or regular sick but i know i now have hunger shakes#its a rough recovery from rest week isnt it lmao#im also sleep deprived im so so sleep deprived once again i just Couldnt get to sleep#im just both too high strung and too relaxed about Being high strung simultaneously#i wanna take a nap so bad#i want a hug#i want to hug my parents 😭😭😭#i do thank them for being so smart and not getting anyone sick and staying home i just miss them so much#ill go get some hmmm food ig lmao#its actually rlly rlly hard and a lot of fucking effort to care for thyself and i hate that#i totally fet it but ugh
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@love-and-pigeons!
Hen and Chicks by Yamaguchi Okatomo, mid- to late 18th century
Masterpieces of Japan on Twitter: Source
#henlo my friend... good morning and a happy sunday to you 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#got any plans for today?#me not so much b/c yesterday was kind of a weird one 😅 in the morning i felt pretty awful and throughout lunch as well#but then my mood improved over the afternoon and i feel like i had one of the best saturdays overall i've had in a while?#i didn't objectively even -do- anything lmao just pottered around#i think i need a holiday maybe before christmas... i'm hoping for more of the same calm today#there are gale force winds coming so can't go out on my long walks 😭 but i'll make something work as always#have a good day and i'm thinking of you always my friend#and i hope dnd guy gets back to you!! he's really missing out if he doesn't!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖#*hugs hugs hugs*#netsuke#chicken#birds#cute
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#today has been. such an insane day I dotn even know where to start#there is so much on my mind about my panrets and my sister and my friends and#im drunk rn btw. which explains everything#but I just dont kno whow to even begin to unpack how im feelin#I dont know where to start#I feel like im a million miles from all my friends because I AM (physically) (emotionally)#and I feel like im a million miles from my parents because I AM (emotionally)#I feel like im a million miles from help#ive been looking into residential programs and my therapist has supported this but I just have no idea how id approach this idea to my pare#parents.#bc I have in the past and like.#idk I just keep replaying this fucking memory of me showing my mom a hospital and saying “this looks like somewhere good for me"#and her saying “for your sister?” <- or smth like that. its been a year#im just. sad. all the time and especially when im drunk#me when the depressant depresses 🤯 aint no wayyyyy#but yeah its crazy how my parents are too tired to start shit to point out the obvious self harm scars ive gained since january.#shocker!!! <- this is a pattern#my parents love ignoring my self harm#im just so tired#im so tired#this is going to be a really hard summer I really need people to check in on me. hopefully#ill do what I can do talk to other people#also the urge to buy a pack of cigs is so fucking strong. I miss weed. I miss anything thats not fucking alcohol. I hate it!!! and yet#ironic my dad gave me his 30 days sober coin as a gift and now im drunk off my ass#also my ex texted me today im normal about that too. fuck that guy fr#anyway. idk. I havent showered yet tonight but I know im gonna regret it when I do. im just so sad and tired and done#its not even relapsing if ive been conisistently self harming for the past 6+++ months lmao I need to stop lying to myself. but I wont#im just tired. I want a hug. I want to stop being the one people rely on. I want to be loved without it feeling conditional#maybe I want too much and this is my punishment
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one unfortunate thing abt watching bloody violent up-close-and-personal movies is that it makes me even more crazy touchstarved than usual after.. I need to wrestle someone NOW
#i need to BITE. or lie in someones lap and let them stroke my hair#also now my family have left i probably wont even get a hug for a longass time......... its dire out here#ik my flatmate said a while ago she wouldnt mind if i wanted more physical contact or whatever but ik thats not true#bc she always seems so physically uncomfortable near me or moves so distinctly far out of my space like i get the message man#and its just difficult for me for so many complicated reasons. sigh#im just tired of feeling so lonely always all the time. and so ostracised or alienated in every community and relationship in my life#and i know thats my own fucking fault bc im stupidly incapable of allowing myself to trust and believe other people abt anything#and partly also bc im disabled and autistic as shit etcetc and so will always come across weird and Other and i have no control over that#but mostly its my fault. and i dont even know where to begin trying to fix that man. if its even fixable in this lifetime i dont even know#but it sucks ass im so tired of being sad and close to tears 90% of the time i cry on the fucking daily even on good days#dont get me wrong im doing pretty okay at the moment like i dont even really have any Real problems its all just in my fucking head#but unfortunately thats the head i live in. and will live in the rest of my life so i guess im always gonna feel like this on some level#so i need to just accept it and be grateful for the shit i have bc it could be so so much worse#and yet i cant just do that so here we are!!!!!!!!! oh well.#maybe a part of me likes being miserable. or feels like i deserve it. bc im really fucking good at it lmao#anyway i should go to bed soon before this gets worse. at least i dont have work tmr so i can do smth nice or chill all day#and there have been lots of nice things today too.. ah i just need to sleep#sorry for rambling my ass off with my mentally ill monologues again 🙃 well not that sorry bc youll see me do it again lol#.vent#.diaries
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hi, ok i have another idea for a fic which again totally up to you to write!! but i had an idea with dad!james and r where their kid is like equally obsessed with their mum as james is with r and one day james decides to prank their kid by saying something bad about the r while their kid is present and the baby just goes off. i feel like you would do an amazing job with this! feel free to ignore too. have a perfectly splendid day!!
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"the baby just goes off" painted a hilarious picture of an infant yelling at his dad in my mind lmao. ty for the request this warmed my heart to write + special thanks to @moonpascal for chatting a little about kids, gave me the reassurance & inspiration i needed
𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚜
⟢ dad!james potter x fem!reader ⊹ 1.1k ⟢ warnings/tags: fluff, dad/husband!james, mom/wife!reader, no use of y/n, no name for the son, idk how to write a child's dialogue tbh son's supposed to sound 4 years old
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James gladly goes out of his way to mention to anyone who will listen that his little one is unmistakably a Mummy's boy. From family to friends to the poor souls who bag his groceries, James will talk the ear off of anyone he can.
He finds it to be the most endearing thing in the world— the way that your son is as obsessed with you as James is. Always staying close and clinging to you, touching affection radiating from every hug and smile.
Today, as he watches his son run back and forth across the carpet, handing his mother block after block just to see her face light up after each gift, his awe and admiration are insurmountable.
Last night, James surprised you with a pair of earrings that you have been wishing for. When your face lit up upon receiving the little leatherette box, so did your son's. He didn't quite understand why you were so excited about some cube, but since then he's been trying to replicate your excitement with presents of his own.
"Oh my! Another one! Thank you, buddy," you beam, you're gratefulness and delight unwavering as he hands you the sixth block.
Your son giggles, bouncing in his spot as you inspect each side of the little wooden toy, telling him how much you adore the blue penguin painted on one of its faces.
That's another thing that touches James' heart: the tender nurture and care that you bestow upon your son with such unwavering devotion and warmth. It has James convinced that you must be the best mum in the entire world.
He might just melt at the sight of you now, kneeling happily in front of a growing pile of blocks as your son scurries back and forth, adding to your collection. James sits cross-legged to your right, resting his elbow on his knee and laying his head in his hand, watching the two he loves most in the world with hearts in his eyes.
You gasp, as if surprised when handed block number seven. "Oh, this is my favorite one yet. How did you know I love zebras?" you ask, your thumb tracing over the red acrylic paint on the side of the block.
By the time you have twelve, nearly half of his collection, you say, "I have a lot of blocks here, buddy, do you want to give some to Daddy?"
"No!" your son protests immediately, running off to his toy box for the thirteenth time.
You and James both chuckle, exchanging amused glances. Finding your son's reaction hilarious, James’s mischievous side has him dreaming up new ways to push his buttons. Your son thinks the world of you, and James is curious to see what the little guy will do if he claims otherwise.
"Well, what am I gonna do with all of this? Should I..."
You leave your son in suspense for a moment, and his hands hover over his toy box as looks at you, hanging onto your every word in anticipation.
"...build a castle!?"
“Yeah!” your son cheers, scooping three more blocks into his arms, thrilled to supply the bricks for your castle.
James nudges you, a sign of his upcoming playfulness. “You sure about that, bud? Mummy is absolutely rotten at building castles.”
Halfway across the carpet, your son stops in his tracks, glaring at his father as he tries to keep his blocks from falling out of his arms.
Stifling a laugh, you press your fingertips to your lips. By now, you’re used to James’ bursts of mischief, and you’re more than happy to sit back and let them play out. Unless you’re an active participant, of course.
You muster up a scandalized gasp as he reaches for your mountain of presents, claiming three blocks in one hand.
“No!” your little one complains, rushing to drop his three in your lap to replace the ones that James stole, “those are Mummy’s!”
“You sure Mummy deserves all these blocks?” James asks, starting to stack them into a tower, “You watch, I’ll build a castle that’ll make her’s look like rubbish.”
Your son hastily makes his way over to his dad, both arms extended as he collides with the tower and sends the blocks flying. "Stop it," he says as he scoops up the nearest block and runs it back over to you, shouting, "Mummy's castles are the best!"
He climbs into your lap, clutching onto the toy tightly as one of your arms wraps around him, and you feel your heart start to melt as you rub soothing circles into his back. You look over your son's head, your eyes sparkling with affection as you meet your husband's tender gaze.
Not having the heart to mess with him for very long, James concedes, "You're right, I'm not being very nice, am I?"
"Nuh-uh!" your son replies, shaking his head with exaggeratedly vigor, the curls he gets from his dad bouncing about.
"What can I do to make it up to her?" James asks, turning the ordeal into a subtle lesson as he dramatically feigns sorrow and despair over his actions.
"'Pologize," your son commands, his head swiveling to look at James expectantly over his shoulder.
James puts on his most sheepish, apologetic smile, looking from his son to you. "I'm very sorry. He's right, your castles are the best. Can you forgive me, love?"
"Aw, of course I forgive you," you say warmly, your amusement manifesting as a wide smile. You lean back so you can get a good view of your son's face when you tell him, "You know, I bet what Daddy really wants is to build a castle with us. I love your presents, bud, but we don't want to leave Daddy out do we?"
He looks down at the block in his little hand. "No," he replies shyly.
"So why don't you ask him to build a castle with us?" You give him a pat on the back before releasing him from your arms. "Go on," you coax.
He steps closer to James, holding the block close to his chest. "We can all build a castle," he offers.
"Yeah?" James' face lights up, and it's not for show. Genuine joy takes over his features as he ruffles your son's hair, responding, "I'd love nothing more, little man."
"But you have to be nice to Mummy!" he demands, his little voice firm and earnest as he looks up at James with wide, serious eyes.
"I promise, I will be on my best behavior," James assures him, his voice sincere as he gives a playful salute. That's enough for your son, because he finally awards James with his very first block, which he accepts with pride.
"Good!" your son cheers, already moving on to the pile of blocks to start stacking them as he proclaims, "Mummy is the best, and we have to show it!"
Your lips part as you suck in a breath, a quiet gasp. Receiving your son's affection never fails to make your heart swell.
You don't feel James' eyes on you, but he's watching— admiring, more like, as he takes in the way that you soften at your son's sweet words. A smitten smile plays at his lips as he agrees, "She is the best, isn't she?"
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