#necrotizingpancreatitis

[chaoskeep]

Beginning to fear that this entire year will be a miss for me due to this #necrotizingpancreatitis issue I have dealt with all year so far. Thankfully I have insurance… but still $15,000.00 out of pocket is what I owe and that resets on July 1, so I start owing more soon. Especially with 2 more surgeries needed. Oh, well. At least I have a body of work I can fall back on, and friends who have tried to help. Looking at one of my favorite locations in #madera #canyon at the #waterfall #model #models #bikini #bikinimodel #water #swimsuit #swimwear #fashion (at Madera Canyon, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfSDL_evp9a/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[deadlifttillimdead]

The very definition of Deadlift 'Till I'm Dead 👉 @rippedandcompany ・・・ Still fighting this disease #necrotizingpancreatitis about every six weeks I get put in the hospital due to flareups but every day that I can get out of bed I try to exercise I've gone from 135 pounds to 160 pounds in two years still very chronically sick but still fighting never give up on your goals and always fight for your life#nevergiveup #keepfaith #keepgoing#nolimits#fitnessmotivationdaily#fitness#neverstop#keeppushing#fitnessismylife life#f#determination#death#fitnessmotivation #menshealth #gq#beautifuldestinations#chronicallyill#fightingforlife#chronicillness#chronicpancreatitis###menshealth#sexymen#mensfitness#mens#fitmententhusiast#fitnessinspiration#fitnessjourney2017#me

[chaoskeep]

Learned the #hardway yesterday what #opiod #withdrawals are like. Forgot to take my med yesterday morning and over the course of the day just kept getting worse. #physicaltherapy to help with my recovery from #necrotizingpancreatitis was tough and the day went downhill from there. Was not until late last night that I realized if missed my meds. Just kept trying to power through the day like my #stupidself always do. When will I learn? Well, at least I know now what physical addiction is like. #photo is of the #murphycomplexfire from several years ago taken in #tumacacori #arizona Kinda matches how I felt last night (at Tumacácori National Historical Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CezD87gvIK7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=