#necessary bc we barely spoke to each other any more n im like noo thats not how this works we got married means we have 2 hang out sorrrrry

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like dv and i have put ourselves in at home rehab we hid the tv in the closet and were eating food and making vision boards before our bodies actually pass away from this. i forgot alcoholism can be so dangerous but were getting too close to not being able to detox without medical help and thats a fucked up thought. in january 2021 we went sober for a while and the withdrawals were the worst i couldnt sleep just shake and sweat literally writhing in the bed for days i felt just like trainspotting. and like i was joking about it to my druggie friend and she suddenly was very concerned and it wasnt funny to her at all and i was like oh shitt i know its bad if you guys are getting worried. ach and booze makes u Fat so.