#nana writes 🎁

[rnm-magic-space-xsd]

Walking briskly through the corridors of the school hallway, stacks of paper in hand, Jumin grumbled to himself.

‘Being relied on is all well and good but for gods’ sake why do we still use these paper documents if we’ve got computers and save files to browse through at the tip of our finge—‘

“I reached into the sky,,

My love wouldn’t reach you”

Mid grumble, Jumin reactively froze in place. His eyes widened and his heart leapt at the sweet, melodious yet sorrowful voice tickling his ears in a faint yet hypnotic whisper. ‘—hrs..’

“The multicolored balloons,

Disappeared into the sky,

growing smaller and smaller”

‘I must. Find the source of this witchcraft. It’s too achingly raw to bear.’ - Jumin, very unlike himself, felt overwhelmed with the desire to find that beautiful soul that called to his troubled heart.

“I’m alone,

I had no destination,

but you gently held my hand.”

As if a burden was lifted from his heavy heart, his feet started to move, papers feathery light in his arms as he was swept closer and closer to the magnetically heartbreaking sound of the mystery singer.

‘It’s. It’s her.’ His eyes were locked onto her waltzing figure, “Shiri” the transfer student that caught his eye from the very first moment he saw her innocent, bright smile as he introduced her to the school the first day she arrived.

“Starless night,

I won’t look back on the shadow of my past,

I want to feel your warmth”

‘But her eyes..am I mistaken or’ his heart quivered with the bite of concern and an odd aching as he quietly watched her. ‘are these tears welling up in her eyes?’

“Tears are falling down,

even when I’m lost”

She danced, her emotions clear in their intensity as she clutched her fists at her uniform’s blouse, her singing voice filled with sorrow and pain; harmonizing with the music playing through her headphones, only to— !!

“J-Jumin???” So surprised at having been caught, she yelped his name in alarm, heart shocked still for a moment at his unexpected arrival.

‘Oh- Oh no. He heard me. Oh god, that’s so embarrassing. and I was acting so silly, dancing by myself. I must’ve looked a little foolish and childish; lost in my emotions and thoughts.’

“Uh. Um. I was just.” At a loss of how to reply to her guffawed dumbfounded look, and at having been caught eavesdropping on her private moment, Jumin’s eyes looked restlessly around him; searching for a change of subject to ease the embarrassment and awkwardness.

Only but a few moments of silence and awkwardness later Jumin’s eyes landed on the stack of papers in his hands, beginning to hurt him with their stacked weight.

“Hg-khgm!” Jumin coughed, walking closer to the piano in the music room, resting the papers upon it with care. Yes, the same room Shiri was just practicing and daydreaming in.

“So, uh. Shiri. What are you doing, singing here by yourself? It’s already past school lessons’ hours. It’s nearing sunset.”

Awoken from her frozen stupor and restless, anxious thoughts circling around her mind in an embarrassed mess; as well as gazing at Jumin’s beautiful figure walking right in front of her, Shiri was brought back to the reality of the moment thanks to the comforting bassy voice of his.

“Oh. I uh.” “I’m practicing this song for my choir club audition..I really hope you liked it? I-I don’t usually sing in front of people, but I really love singing. It’s, my favorite form of art, alongside the magic of emotions!”

‘Heh. Magic of emotions. Suits this daydreaming dummy to love the sensitivity and the arts. Just like Jihyun.’

Oddly enough, despite lightly insulting Shiri in his mind, he felt drawn to her emotionally colorful heart. So unlike his own, often times empty and barren.

Blinking peacefully and thoughtfully his lips curved into a small smile “Yea. Your voice is. It’s. It’s full of so much heart.” Gaining slight courage, Jumin’s gaze turned to Shiri’s deep and warm brown eyes, hoping to see her response to his compliment, only to instantly avert his eyes from hers, pale pink dusting his cheeks and ears.

“Almost just like the duality of my dear Elizabeth; her delightful warmth and gentle purrs ; combined with her sharp teeth and soft yet dearly painful claws.”

His instinct to hide his embarrassment at his inexperience with genuinely complimenting others; his awkwardly sincere comparison was what came out of his mouth, almost without thinking it through. An action he rarely ever makes around people other than his one and only genuine friend, and his Elizabeth.

Shiri was at first puzzled and oblivious at Jumin’s odd behavior; granted they don’t know much about each other, it being only a couple of months since she transferred.

It took her a few moments to realize that he was shy.

‘Haha, Jumin’s cute, being all shy like that. I suppose we are similar like that.’ Shiri unintentionally huffed a small breathy laugh. Quiet, yet loud enough for Jumin’s sensitive ears.

“Hey, are you laughing at me?” Jumin asked, a dead serious glare pointed at her.

“Oh, no ! Of course not, I just. Your compliment made me feel relieved and I couldn’t help but laugh my tension out!” She reassured, hiding the fact that she saw his bashfulness as cute, keeping it a small secret for herself.

“But Elizabeth huh? I remember you talking to Jihyun about her in one of our mid lessons break. She must be an absolutely adorable pet ! Could I see how she looks like? I’d love to get to know your cherished girl” Shiri moved in closer to Jumin, excited and undeterred by (oblivious to the danger behind?) Jumin’s previous defensive glare.

“Uh. Too close, too close. I uh- my phone is in the student council’s club room so I can’t show it to you right now but, I wanted to share that I. I used to sing too, when I was a kid. So I can understand how shy and nervous one can get before performing. I used to calm Jihyun down by pressing my fingers on his ‘union valley point’ and reassuring him.”

“Reassuring him? What did you used to tell him? You’re so sweet and caring! I didn’t know you used to sing! Your voice is very deep and comforting; I can understand how soothing your voice can be. But you were younger, so your voice was probably like the chirping of a baby raven, yet still quiet and mature.”

“Those who get to listen to your voice must be very blessed, I’d love to listen to your singing voice too someday.”

‘Perhaps when we are closer. I wish to get to know you more..’ Shiri thought as she gazed longingly, wishfully at her intertwined hands resting upon her knees.

From the moment Jumin cried for personal space, she sat by the seat of the piano chair, with Jumin leaning upon the piano’s side himself, close yet far enough for comfort.

Perhaps he craved it as well. A human connection, with someone he could actually trust and openly and fully be himself with; seen for who he truly is.

He didn’t quite understand what this ticklish feeling in his heart meant, but he liked being with Shiri. He hoped she liked his presence too.

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀️, how’s your Monday ?

I see you have being posting that you are not doing good mentally , I am worried :/ you can always talk to me about anything that bothers you , uk. Just write a kinda ✉️

Sorry I feel disconnected , it’s so hard to provide for myself with no additional financial support :( and this job , they always find some new ways to deduct smth from my payslip 💔

I slept 4h tday , and I feel so not working tday ., such a hard zombie day for me.. I hope you are doing better ?

I wanted to share a new song with you , I like the lyrics and it’s so smoothing (?) let me know if you like it

Also hv u seen txt Comeback,? Your thoughts ?

What’s up with your life now dear ?

I wish you a good week , have a good rest & get better , I’m here if u need me 🧡💛🧡

🐁

Hi hi my 🐁 anonie !! 😘🤍 BEEN A LONG TIME WE LAST TALKED?😭 I’m so happy to get another sweet ask from you. First of all, happy jungwon day 🎉🎂🎁🎈🎊😽

♡…first of all I’m really sorry for the late reply. You sent this on Monday and it’s Thursday already, I’m so sorry I was at my nana’s place and didn’t check tumblr for that while. :(

♡…second of all yeah.., I’m not doing very great atm😓 emotionally or physically. It’s okay please DONOT worry about me or stop talking about your rants just bc you feel like you’re disturbing me and being one sided. I know people who love to help others like you have this tendency, they shut out if they feel like they’re taking too much from someone without giving anything in return! Well i always disappear when I’m feeling bad, bc I like to deal w my mood swings alone but one thing I can tell you is that I have severe levels of social anxiety😓 which makes me really unable to maintain interaction/communication/relationship with people. Well..a lot happened and that caused this problem with me and so, even replying on tumblr, posting fics, answering asks and dms seem so overwhelming to me since the past few weeks. I can’t even open this app OR ANY OTHER APP, just any sort of interaction frightens and drains me so much 💔 it’s not w the people, or the way they talk to me it’s just me and 99% of the times my anxiety and fear that cause me to ghost people and just disappear sigh.

♡…but don’t worry, it’s not that bad cause I don’t mind being away from people, in fact I love it in a sense bc I like spending time with myself so much and it’s honestly very healing. 🤲🏻 🤍

♡… oh anonie everytime I hear about you having a hard time it really pains my heart :( cause you’re so dear to me. 💔 that sounds so rough I wish I could help you in any way and make it all magically better for you! Job life experience seems so hellish I hear so many people talk about it. Maybe I’ll be able to understand you better when I enter that life myself and earn to provide for my self, but that isn’t until I’m 24-25 when I graduate my bachelors program so yeah. I really hope god makes everything better for you, my love. I’ll be sure to include you in my sincere prayers.💗

♡… oh no 4 hours really seem so tiring and exhausting!😭 anonie I hope you can sleep better in the upcoming days! Being zombie sucks I know, I was zombie yesterday. I came back from a 5 hour car journey with the worst kinda sunny weather, so I was so sick 🤢 I passed out before 10 pm and woke up at 5:58 am today so I can tell I had an amazing sleep 🤲🏻

♡… new song huh?🤩 born again, okay I’ll be sure to listen to it. Also here’s a song suggestion by me that I feel like you’d love, it’s my current fav. It’s “skeletons” by Keshi! Also about txt, I don’t listen to their music unfortunately. Sadly, our music taste doesn’t align, that is exactly why I don’t Stan them. I just love them and their personalities a lot!!

♡… my life is so-so rn but I’m still so so grateful for everything I have! My life is still loaded with many many blessings so I’m always thankful for where I am, who I am and what I have! ✨ anonie, know that you can always talk to me too and I really cherish and love you. 🥺💜 life will get better please do not stress and look at the bright side no matter how small it is. Sometimes even being alive is a gift we should cherish. Cause as long as you wake up, everyday is a new chance. 🌟

𝕴 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕾𝖔 𝕸𝖚𝖈𝖍

[hinatto]

megumi’s love language is taking note of things. its instinctual and after spending day-to-day periods with itadori and nobara, he sometimes wished he didn't. 

he knew the stuff they hated, their favorite foods and places, and as time progressed the bins in his head allowed for his friends would pile and in response, more room would form. 

this included you too of course but there was something different about you. you made him feel all kinds of emotions and he wanted to learn more about you. to cram more information in his mental bin...willingly. 

You effortlessly took the reigns of his brain and even when he wasn't trying to learn about you, his eyes would follow you. and before he knew what was happening, and his ears would listen when you spoke, so it took a short period of time for him to figure out what you liked. and what you hated. he could decipher your funny, cute expressions and your emotions. 

he'd try to be the first one to check on you, to wish you congratulations on things you thought everyone forgot about. but what was even weirder to him? he wanted to do something with what he knew about you. 

when you said that you’ve never been to a concert before, he wanted to buy tickets for you but your favourite artist wasn’t on tour. That time that you said that you really liked this this necklace, he wanted to get you a matching set with earrings. 

Sharing with you felt ok, late night calls with you always made him feel happy even tho it made him a grouch in the morning. and hanging out with you always made him smile a little too much. 

he remembered that you didn’t like your smile and the cute shape your eyes would crease. He effortlessly notes that your favourite shows and even hyperfixtations and thinks about you when he sees any posts about them. 

He could vividly recall you stopping and quickly taking out your phone to take pictures of pretty sunsets. he wished that he could give you the sun. but sadly he couldn’t but a few days ago when you said you liked stars he wanted to take you to you to his favorite park and stargaze with you, 

and so thats what he did, you two came early and even had a picnic before the sky was littered in stars and together you two observed the stars in wonder. 

he was staring at the sky but soon he turned to you. he found you a more beautiful sight. he hoped very much that your face would light up the same way it did whenever you were excited after his surprise for you. 

he slowly took your hand, hiding his blush with the other and you took his, and even tough you liked holding his hand and dragging him to places there was something different about the way he was looking at you and smiling today.

and it felt almost too soon when you two headed to his place to finish watching the movie you started earlier. Though it didn’t take long before his lifted his hands and slowly covered your eyes. "what are you-"

"I have a surprise for you. on the count of three, look at the ceiling." "One...two...three." his hands are lowered and you look up at the ceiling, the ceiling that is covered in neon stars, a cluster of stars forming the words, 

'I love you, y/n'

-

a/n: gonna pretend he didn't run out of stars while decorating and writing your name.

prt 2 (yuuji x reader)

various imagines

[victoriahazelnut]

☕Daily Productivity Log☕ Day 106

🎕2021-12-24🎕 🎄🎁~Happy Christmas Eve~🎁🎄 ♡~🎵~♡

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📔 8:00AM: Waking up and doing Morning Routine.☀️

🧸 8:40AM: Restarting Laptop and Feeding Kitty.🐱

📔 9:05AM: Morning Workout (22 min abs, 17 min glutes)

🧸 9:50AM: Freezing some Bananas.🍌

📔 10:00AM: Chatting with Mum.💬

🧸 10:20AM: Making Gifs for this Post and Checking Notifications.💌

📔 11:00AM: Breakfast: Banana Cinnamon Oatmeal and a Low-Calorie Coffee Protein Shake.😋

♛ Nutritional Info: 316 kcal, Protein = 32g, Carbs = 34g, Fat = 7g

📔 12:00PM-1:25PM: Playing Animal Crossing.🔔

🧸 1:30PM-2:30PM: Lunch: A Ham and Spinach Wrap, a Scrambled Egg, Beef Jerky and Green Tea.☕

♛ Nutritional Info: 254 kcal, Protein = 36g, Carbs = 7g, Fat = 9g

🧸 3:00PM: Reading.📙

📔 4:15PM: Afternoon walk with doggy.🥶

🧸 4:45PM: German Practice.🥨

📔 5:30PM: Dinner: BBQ Seasoned Chicken Breast with some Spinach.😋

♛ Nutritional Info: 121 kcal, Protein = 31g, Carbs 1 g, Fat = 1g

📔 6:15PM: Working on the new Name List.📜

༻ Some other lists I've posted in the meantime:♡

Dark Academia Inspired Names Part III

Light Academia Inspired Names Part III

Things I do to Release Stress and Tension

🧸 7:20PM: Listening to Music while looking at Fitness Inspo.📻

📔 8:25PM: Evening Snack: Apple Slices, Lactose Free Greek Yogurt and Green Tea.☕

♛ Nutritional Info: 149 kcal, Protein = 14g, Carbs = 22g, Fat = 0g

📔 9:00PM: Visiting with my Nana and Grandad and Meal Planning for tomorrow.📅

🧸 10:00PM: Reading again.📙

📔 10:45PM: Evening Workout (11 min abs, 27 min glutes)

🧸 11:35PM: Writing before bed.📝

📔 12:30PM: Bedtime Routine.🌙

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[twstinginthewind]

🎁 What kind of gift would they give at birthdays? For ALL OF THEM.

OC ASK GAME

Sia has a couple of ways she could go. A generous gift card for a spa day might be one thing she'd give a friend, or one for a favorite shop. If you're really close, she'd figure out a way to get your measurements on the sly, and you'd end up with a beautiful, custom-made, bespoke piece of clothing in just your color.

Jon tends towards practical gifts, especially ones that lend themselves well to survival gear. A multitool with an engraved handle, or a set of cookware that works as well over a campfire as it does on a stovetop, or even a waterproof jacket. Something that he knows will be useful.

Nana finds odd but personal gifts for people. Little treasures from the secondhand bookstore or consignment shops, a really cool rock, a pair of silk ribbons with hand-tatted lace, a record from a band you've never heard of but love every note. Or a dead bird, some habits are hard to break.

Punch likes to either make something special for a gift, like his little clockwork toys, or have a special event be a gift. A trip to the seaside, tickets to a concert or sports event, or a night picnic when there's a meteor shower. He thinks special memories are as good of a gift as anything. Or, he might go the route of gifting a truly awful movie and offer to watch it together with you, so you can make fun of it together.

Mia will find out what fun little things you're interested in and exploit them. Have a favorite flower? You're getting a vaseful of them and maybe also stickers with them. Like a certain tv show? Novelty socks with the characters and a poster with a goofy quote from it. She leans towards pop culture-related gifts and tries to make it fun!

Bobby tries to find things off the beaten path. He'll get pieces from local artists or a cake from an independent bakery, or, like Punch, make an event into a gift. He's also the type that would make a charitable contribution in someone's name as a gift, especially if the recipients have any sort of favorite cause that he can help out. Or board games. Especially if they can play right away.

Joker is the one who will make your birthday dinner or a special birthday cake, if there isn't already something else planned. She might write a song for someone as a special gift, and play and sing it for them. She also would give hand-knit hats, scarves, or socks to special friends. She also likes to gift funny tee shirts to folks, or do like her brother does with the bad movies.

[gloryfore]

36,38, 41-58

36 already answered!

38 : favourite comedian(s)

Not a massive comedian watcher but I really like Russell Howard!

41 : Relationship status?

In a relationship 👫

42 : Favourite Book?

The Enchanted Wood by Enid Blyton, childhood fave.

43 : Favourite song ever?

Bit of a lame one but a song that’s always meant a lot to me for personal reasons is Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

44 : Age you get mistaken for?

So many! I’ve had people ask me if I’m 12, 15, 16, no one can ever guess my age lmao.

45 : How you found out about your idol?

I have 3 idols, one I’ve always loved her in movies and learned way more about how much of an awesome person she is through social media.

The other two are in my family so.

46 : What my last text message says?

“On my way home xx”

47 : Turn ons?

Neck kisses, thigh touching, lip biting and choking me so hard that I die.

48 : Turn offs?

Bad breath, selfishness, pushiness, guilt tripping into having sex, crusty dicks loool idk

49 : Where I want to be right now? In the middle of nowhere, surrounded my trees, animals and staring out at mountains and a massive lake, sipping on a hot chocolate by a fire with the love of my life and a pooch.

50 : Favourite photo of my idol?

Cba wid dat.

51 : Starsign

Pisces ♓️

52 : Something I’m talented at?

Drawing I guess, so many people have my designs tattooed on them, including my boyfriends dad???

53 : 5 things that make me happy?🎁 Giving people gifts.🤶🏻 Seeing my Nana laugh/smile.👯 When something good happens to my friends.💑 Laying in bed at the end of the day and having my boyfriend try to pull me in closer even though we can’t possible be any closer.

🌲 Walking through the forest without a care in the world.

🔮 My alter.

👩‍👧My little sister and how much of an incredible angel she’s growing into.

54 : Something that’s worrying me at the moment?

Can’t share that, private life matter.

55 : Tumblr Friends?

@babyhxnds @dracari @nothing-to-write-lots-to-say @tidalwavz @medusa-makes-me-hard @extravagant-opulence @f4gbutt (There’s lots more but that’ll do I’m sleepy and dude you picked so many questions lmao.)

56 : Favourite foods?

Already answered.

57 : Favourite animal(s)?

Elephants, wolves and foxes. 🐘🐺

58 : Description of my bestfriend?Long ombré hair, cute hamster cheeks and a killer jawline. Quite tall, I’d say 5 foot 8. Curvy angel who I love very much. Her smile lights up the room like the moon lights the night sky.

[hinatto]

asking you to move in with him

feat: yuta (the anxiety king)

genre: fluff !

The thought of you living with him crosses Yuuta's mind increasingly often, like when eating takeout together, or you taking a nap on his couch as you guys studied together, just the way you filled the room and brightened his home in ways others couldn't made him think even more about it than he could help it.

And it was exciting to him that he became so comfortable with you but were you that comfortable with him? 

Did you want to see him and have meals with him, did you want to share chores and get to know each others silly living habits, did you even want to wake up and see his face by yours from the same bed? 

Moving in with the one you love is a big deal and even though the thoughts in his head seemed to multiply even more which each day that he thought about it and saw you and chickened out, he'd only know if he asked you.

So he asked to have lunch with you later in the week and before that he tried to pop in the question but every time, he would fumble and talk about something else. 

Heck with you holding his face in your hands with a look of worry on yours as you gave him your full attention had him rambling about radishes and how expensive they were.

Frankly he was a mess. And even though Yuuta was falling apart at the thought of your response, he could handle being wrong. He could more than handle you not being ready or having a good home that you don't want to leave. 

And so he was more worried about rushing you and making you uncomfortable and making a rift in your relationship. Basically a lot of other things while hoping very badly that you'd say yes.

He held the plushie that was a character from your favorite game/anime to his chest, practically cradling as he nearly went numb with nerves as you sat down across from him, the food spread out in front of you. 

"Y/n, I want to share more memories and moments with you and in a home together...if your ok with that. Y/n, would you please move in with me?"

You were stunned to be honest but all of yuta's weird behavior it all made sense. He was thinking about you and trying to find a way to ask you and you were touched.

"Moving in is a big deal, so don't be afraid to be honest with me. But I'll take care of you I promise!" And he would. 

You both know he would and even while he is fumbling over his words out of nervousness, he's super excited about it all and especially spoiling you, morning hugs and cuddles, being able to carry you to bed when you fall asleep on the sofa, randomly staying up.  

He's about to continue rambling when you're at your feet already going around the table and engulfing him in a hug. "Yes!! I'd love to move in with you. I don't have a lot to offer but I'll be a great housemate, that I can vouch for."

You two laugh and he's hugging you back tightly, tears at the edges of his eyes. Happy tears because you're going to live with him and instead of thinking of the worst, you guys can be excited about what to change and helping you move in. 

You're already putting your plushie on the dresser though you told Yuuta that while you like the idea of sleeping in the same bed and waking up beside him that you would like your own room and your own bed to sleep in every now and then and maybe for now.

And he was relieved that you were comfortable enough with him to tell him that and work it out. Maybe things were going to be okay. More than okay.

-

jjk masterlist

[hinatto]

yuuji is the type of guy to 100% be deceived that confessions need a certain timing.

like there will be a moment where he'd feel it would be perfect to say and it almost comes out but then the moment, the millisecond that feels like a lifetime passes, and as you blink at him curiously all he can do is make some teasing comment that has you pounding his back as he tries to dodge your hits, with his momentum and feelings crushed.

like why can't he be smooth and grab your fists and look you in the eye and say his feelings?? why can't he fight the lump in his throat that surfaces when he thinks he's about to say it?

don't even get him started about his staring issue and how much he actually enjoys pretending to be your boyfriend around creeps and the way you fuss over him when he gets hurt or when you think something will look nice on him.

or the way he likes the way his name sounds when you say it, watching terrible movies with you for you two to bully and somehow get invested in and late night snack runs-

and that's why he's scared. scared of breaking the balance and small security in his wild new life. where after putting himself into danger, meeting new people to find out information on curses, and missing days of school, a big smile brightens his face when he sees you and with ease, you smile back because between you two, nothing has changed. such a little thing comforts him deeply.

and so as he catches sight of you staring at him fondly, the same beautiful smile that lived among his thoughts rent-free, he's almost moved to tears. he places a hand on yours. the same hand he'd drag you everywhere with now required courage he didn't know he had. You grip his hand, afraid he'll turn away like he did before. but he doesn't, instead, he takes your other hand in his, lightly squeezing them, "yuuji?"

"I love you, so much. You're my world and want to cherish you, very much, if want me of course. as your boyfriend..."

he finally said it. but the anxiety isn't over yet, he's nervously scanning your expression as you process the confession. Your eyes light up, "of course, I'd want you as my boyfriend!" you hug him and his arms tighten around you as he laughs with relief. "I was about to confess to you but were acting weird." "Its because I was nervous. Super nervous."

"Why?" "Because I thought that you wouldn't want to be friends with me anymore." You pulled back from the hug to cup his cheeks. "You are literally my best friend and the reincarnation of sunshine, I would have to be an idiot to cut ties with you."

Now he's really crying- and hugging you in his big warm hold where he promises you guys will have sm fun, and he'll treat you so right and even though he's sobbing, a smile keeps resurfacing bc you guys like each other. both of your daydreams became real and you had all the time in the world to celebrate that.

a/n: i had even more thoughts but I decided to calm down for now LMAO and oh the megumi in love pt.2 of this series is 89% done if anyones interested

[hinatto]

nighttime adventure (kaeya x reader)

a/n; I would pay to have nighttime adventures with kaeya

genre: fluff, comfort!! tw; reader will mention they’re struggles but nothing beyond stress, lack of direction and hating things sometimes ^^

'come with me to the park' you text kaeya, under the golden glow of the streetlight. he replies quickly, 'why 😏' 'bc there are scary people here' 'u think that if I come u will b safe? be careful who u trust bc if i see someone scary, i will teleport w/o you' 

the park is empty, all signs of life besides you missing from the half-lit scene.

'ok then dont come' 'okok im cominggg, let me go put on my new shirt' and its not actually a far distance since you guys live across from each other and the park is just around the block.

you sit at the swing nearest to you, the outer ring of the park cloaked with darkness. you cast a glance over your shoulder every now and then in case the mf decides to scare you. 

but he doesn't, he's sashaying along the path leading to the park with lamps stationed along the path and the streetlights illuminating both of you two and the park. 

and you're grinning as he does ridiculous poses and you already standing to meet him halfway, wolf-whistling even though he's just wearing the awful bright red shirt that belongs to diluc, you're hyping him up, still insisting he does a twirl which he gladly obliges. 

"hurry up and swing with me," you say and he sits on the swing next to you but he doesn't move.

A moment of silence passes and you turn to him and he's only swinging left and right. "I'm waiting."

"For what?"

"For you to tell me why you're sad." Of course seconds after seeing you he'd be able to pick up that you weren't in the best state of mind and emotional state. Even with you still welldressed.

"But I'm not." "Suree, and I'm Diluc." He slips off his hair tie, giving himself a high ponytail that Diluc would wear his hair in, pulling at the sides of the ponytail for some volume. 

"How did you know?" 

"I told you, dear y/n, my empath powers are just like that."

Your gaze travels to the floor covered in woodchips as you think about your struggles and it takes only a moment before everything starts piling up to the top. 

The constant stress you feel, family issues, constant second doubting, lack of direction, like you aren't smart enough, and always a few paces behind.

You think about the sad expression that paints onto kaeya's face that he can't help and the thought of 'ruining the mood' but you know that kaeya won't budge until he hears at least one calamity of your life.

"I wish we could just slow down. And I hate that everyone expects you to be the best every day." And he's nodding frantically, and you can tell that he is thinking something but he's holding back. 

If this wasn't serious, Kaeya would jump in with something that happened to him and his eyes go so wide when he tells it like it's the most important piece of information. But it's really sweet that he tries so hard not to when your trying to vent. 

"Like I hate people's expectations so much, and I hate myself for not even meeting my own expectations...I just hate everything. I'm mad, sad, and disappointed. Or I was. But now let's just have our swinging contest, I might be able to beat you this time out of pure saltiness."

Kaeya is great at swinging. You like to blame it on his long legs though he's unreasonably good at it like you've seen him nearly make the swing do a 360 and so it wasn't a surprise when he scoffed at your challenge, still taking you up on it.

And you almost beat him, though when you started to get tired, he started to go higher until you both hopped off the swing, even competing about who flew further as you guys sent woodchips flying upon landing.

and instead of just heading home or over to his house, you guys gave each other staus updates on your lives as if you didn't just call each other for hours yesterday

kaeya starts playing music and suddenly your twisting his swing with him ready to be yeeted when you guys see diluc out for a jog and he sees kaeya in his shirt and with the ponytail.

and then it's just diluc chasing kaeya abt to throw hands over the shirt LMAO 

and then kaeya grabs your hand and runs with you and you wanna stop running but diluc looks like he's got murder on his mind

You guys keep running until he disappears from view, sinking into the grass of the field nearby and you turn to kaeya.

he's is out of breath but grinning and he's always been like that, getting you guys into silly situations and finding it fun. even he'll admit that sometimes his ideas aren't but not without slandering you too.

"I pray for your encounter with him at home." 

"Shut up," You laugh and he continues between breaths, "I'll climb through the window and put on my blue shirt and gaslight him into thinking that him chasing us was a dream." 

"What if I don't vouch for you."

"But you've got to, we can't be the 'issue's' squad without you!"

and now you're chasing him and after being chased by diluc, you catch up to him faster than usual, tackling him into the grass. 

"Wow, y/n. Not you out for me too." He whines as you join him laying on the grass too and wow, the stars look lovely tonight. 

He glances at you, clearing his throat, "when I was young, my grandma used to call me her special, adorable little boy. Of course, I'm still special and adorable..." 

You humored him, nodding like you knew where he was going with this. 

"But, I think we all are special. Special, and dumb but we don't think that we're special. We're different, we feel things differently, see things differently, and think differently but we all get sad and disappointed sometimes. Sometimes it's out of our control and it feels ten times worse when it's in your control."

"But..." he paused, waving his hands around in a 'you know what I'm trying to say.'

"You suck at ending stories." 

"Maybe I'll get better if you pay me, then."

Though in the silence that followed you dwelled on his words. You knew that he cared, a lot. Cried over you that time you went to the hospital and prioritizes the people he cares about.

"An ear or a dollar for my wisdom?"

"Did my lifetime subscription end?" You slid him a dime and he smiled. A kind one that held lots of comfort and love as he opened his arms for you to crawl into.

"But trying, being patient with yourself, and accepting that there's no way you will be perfect all the time has helped me." He spoke slowly and soothingly, you settled your head into his shoulder, trying not to cry because of how overwhelmed you felt at a simple thing to him. "let's be imperfect clowns together. Oh, and you can decide how you react to disappointment and that's a nice powermove too-"

You lift your head and turn to stare at him. "No refunds." He whispers.

You still ended up sobbing and laughing a lot through your sobs after a while and so he whined as he piggybacked you to your place, holding his hand out for a 'tip' only to gladly accept another brief hug.

"Bye and goodnight kaeya"  

"Goodnight sweetheart"

Kaeya will soon encounter a very unamused Diluc sitting on the chair at the porch- but y'all didn't hear that from me- 

note; i'd like to think that he had a feeling you were bothered by something earlier off the bat when you guys were texting and thats why he put on the whole performance at the start to cheer u up bc he’s just like that LMAO-

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☕Daily Productivity Log☕ Day 107

🎕2021-12-25🎕 💖Merry Christmas Everyone💖 🎄~🎵~🎄

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💋 8:00AM: Waking up and doing Morning Routine.⛅️

🔥 8:30AM: Morning Workout (20 min abs, 16 min glutes)

💋 9:00AM: Chatting with my Nana, Grandad, Mum and Dad while waiting for my sisters to get up.💕

🔥 9:45AM: Opening Christmas Presents.🎁

💋 10:50AM: Sorting my gifts and changing into a hoodie my younger sister got me.🧥

🔥 11:30AM: Breakfast: Peanut Butter on 1 Slice of 100% Whole Wheat Toast, a Low-Cal Coffee Protein Shake and Apple Slices.🍎

♛ Nutritional Info: 319 kcal, Protein = 32g, Carbs = 33g, Fat = 7g

🔥 12:30PM: Playing a little Sims 4.🏡

💋 1:00PM: Setting up my Fitbit.😊

🔥 1:45PM: Chatting with a friend about when we'll exchange Christmas Gifts.💬

💋 2:05PM: Lunch: A Chicken Breast Strip and Spinach Wrap, Beef Jerky and Green Tea.☕

♛ Nutritional Info: 198 kcal, Protein = 33g, Carbs = 8g, Fat = 4g

💋 2:45PM: Checking Notifications.💌

🔥 3:00PM: Afternoon Walk with doggy.🌨️

💋 3:30PM: Making Gifs for this Post and Meal Planning for tomorrow.📅

🔥 4:15PM: Playing Animal Crossing and Cuddling with Kitty.🐱

💋 5:00PM: Reading.📙

🔥 6:00PM: Dinner: Roast Turkey with some Cooked Carrots.🥕

♛ Nutritional Info: 207 kcal, Protein = 32g, Carbs = 4g, Fat = 7g

🔥 7:00PM-8:00PM: Evening Workout (21 min run) and a Quick Shower afterwards.🧼

💋 8:30PM: Evening Snack: A Banana Vanilla Whey Protein Shake and Green Tea.🍌

♛ Nutritional Info: 127 kcal, Protein = 14g, Carbs = 13g, Fat = 3g

💋 9:30PM-10:00PM: Listening to Music and Playing Animal Crossing.🔔

🔥 11:00PM: Writing/Story Plotting.📝

💋 12:00PM: Reading before bed.📕

🔥 12:35PM: Bedtime Routine.🌙

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