#nana 100% pays for just about everything in this household

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Noodlemoon Family Account

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[lovemesomesurveys]

When did you last see someone you know in public? It’s been awhile. I wouldn’t want to run into anyone right now. :/

Do you enjoy going to the dentist? Noooooo.

When did you last eat something you didn’t like? I don’t recall, it’s been awhile. I only eat the same few things to be honest and obviously those are all things I like. Sometimes I’m not in the mood for those things, though. I have a messed up appetite and sometimes I don’t feel like eating or nothing tastes good. Sometimes eating for me is more like a chore.

Do you think you’d survive if zombies took over the world? Nope. When did you last hang out with a bunch of friends at one time? A few years ago when I had friends.

What kind of music is your least favorite? EDM, techno, house music stuff.

Are you and your best friend complete opposites? We have our similarities, but yeah we’re also pretty different.

Would people around you say you’re regularly a mean person? I hope my family doesn’t think I’m mean. I know they’d say I’m moody and sensitive, though.

Do you like the color yellow at all? Yes, it’s one of my favorite colors.

If you were to write a novel, what would it be about? >> I have no idea, which is why I’m not writing a novel. <<< Same. I have no motivation or inspiration to write one.

How many times have you logged in to Bzoink? (it has a counter) Zero.

Are you currently pretending to be someone’s friend? No.

Are you an impatient person? Yes.

Are you afraid to watch movies that have sex scenes with your friends? Why would I be afraid?

Who sings the last song you listened to? I forget what song it was at the moment. 

Why do you think some actors dont want to see their movies/shows? I know for me that I hate seeing myself on a recording. It’s so cringy seeing and hearing myself. I critique everything. I actually took an acting class in college (me? an acting class? wild, I know) and one of the things he had us to do was we’d do scenes by ourselves or with someone else and he recorded them so we could watch them back. The worst part? We did this as a class. We all watched each others. Ugh, I died every time. ANYWAY, I imagine that’s how it is for actors. They’re their own biggest critics. 

Do you think fortune tellers are the devil’s messengers (haha)? I don’t believe in that stuff because I think it does mess around with evil stuff.

Would you rather use napkins or paper towels? Paper towels.

Do you go to the pool in the summer time very often? >> I never go to the pool. <<<

Have you ever had a serious issue involving your eyes? Just that I need glasses. 

Have you ever watched South Park? Who’s your favorite character? I’ve some parts of episodes here and there cause my brother watched it a lot. I wasn’t into it, though.

Do you have sensitive teeth? Yes. 

Do you enjoy or hate snow days? Why is this your choice? It doesn’t snow here.

Do you turn pale when you get sick? I’ve been told that.

Does it bother you to get shots in the mouth? Does it hurt? It’s not a pleasant experience. 

When did you last talk seriously with one of your parents? Yesterday. I talk with them everyday.

What is the day of the week currently? Wednesday. 

Is anything exciting coming up in the next three months? Christmastime.

Do you ever borrow money from someone? My parents or brother sometimes. Well, with my parents don’t expect it back, but I do pay back my brother.

Do you know anyone who tells every single thing you say? No. I used to know someone like that, though.

When did you last kiss someone on the cheek? Who was it? My Nana last year when they were here visiting.

Why do you think people like Lady Gaga so much? Ask ‘em.

Do you have a lot of enemies, or not so much? I don’t have any.

Can you count backwards from 100 without a mistake? Yeah.

Do you have any friends you’ve had since birth? My mom. ha.

Do you care if your friends talk badly about you? Uh, yeah I’d care if my friends talked badly about me. 

Would you rather drink out of a straw or just the cup alone? I use straws.

Does anyone ever say they miss you often? No.

Would you rather become a wizard or a vampire, if you had the choice? Neither.

Is there anyone out there who has made you feel miserable? No, my life and health do that.

Do you have a problem answering personal questions? Usually not on surveys. 

What color is the vacume-cleaner in your house? Black.

Have you already moved out of your parents’ house? No.

Are your parents divorced, married or seperated? They’ve never married, but they’re together and have been for over 30 years.

Have you ever thought you might just have obsessive compulsive disorder? No.

Do you think it’s rude to text someone else while on a date? If they were having an ongoing conversation and were totally into their phone, yes. 

What is the funniest movie you’ve ever seen? I’ve seen a lot of funny movies.

What are your views on our current president? It’s 2AM, let’s not get into that.

Has one of your websites ever quit operating or shut down? Were you sad? It sucked when Xanga shutdown. So many surveys I had on there. :(

Is it awkward to see your best friend’s parents out in public? My best friend is my mom, so no it wouldn’t be awkward to see my grandparents out in public. Unfortunately, both my maternal grandparents have passed away. :(

Who is the person you talk to the most in your house? My mom and brother.

Is there a television show out there that you never miss? >> I wouldn’t say never, but there are a few shows that I make a priority to keep up with. <<< Same. And if I do miss it, I go back and watch it when I can.

What movie have you seen too many times to be healthy? There’s a few movies I’ve seen countless times now because they’re on TV quite a bit. I genuinely like them, but the reason I’ve seen them so many times is because they’re on a lot. I like to have my TV on, which often serves as background noise, so if I see there’s a movie on I like I’ll put that on.

What are the last two digets of your phone number? Nah.

Does it creep you out to see people with mullets? It doesn’t creep me out, but I admit I don’t care for the hairstyle at all. Sorry. 

What is your biggest responsibility in your household? I don’t really have one?

How cold did it get where you live, last winter? Our winters get into the 30s (F) at night and low to mid 50s during the day. That’s really cold for us Californians who get triple digit weather during the summer and experience a lot of 80-90 degree weather. I love winter time.

Do you ever wish you could go back in time to redo something? So many things I’d like to change.

Ever accidentely pull out a filling from your tooth? I’ve lost some before.

Do you ever wonder what your exes are doing? Mostly just when asked about them in surveys, which is like all the time. 

Have you ever been caught in a huge lie with your parents? Yes.

Do you ever listen to the radio anymore? No. My parents and brother play their Spotify in their cars. Sometimes I’ll put mine on.

Does it bother you to have personal conversations with people? I just have a hard time with conversations like that.

Ever ride in a limo? When did you last do so? Yeah, several times. My dad used to drive limos when I was a kid. It was so cool.

Do any of your body parts hurt at this moment in time? Yes.

Are you sober at the time being? Yes.

Do any of your friends constantly do things to annoy you? My family does sometimes, ha. But I’m sure I’m annoying all the time. :/

When did you last eat a Starburst? What color was it? Wow, I don’t even know. It would have been quite a few years ago.

Have you ever lied to someone & said they could sing when they couldn’t? >> No. Also, I don’t really believe that singing is a thing you need to be “good” at in order to enjoy doing, so it doesn’t matter to me if someone’s singing sounds good to me or not. It’s something one can do simply for the joy of doing it. <<< That’s true. 

Do you ever call backstabbers out on what they do? I don’t know any, thankfully. I’m also not like a backstabber vigilante who goes around taking on backstabbers lol.

How many people in the world do you trust? A few. I don’t really have an issue with trust, I just have a hard time opening up and expressing myself. Like I said, personal, serious conversations that involve feelings and emotions are difficult for me.

[thethoughtsofadumbcollegegirl]

About Me

Let me begin with a little bit about me. I am a Sophomore at Millersville University. I really love going to college. I have met so many great people there and have had some great times. College has really changed me as a person and I honestly love the me that I am now. I went into school with a boyfriend who ended up proposing to me when we were 19. Actually, I was 19. He was still 18 at the time. We started dating freshmen year of high school. I thought that he was the one for me. We were always together. Marching band, chorus, same classes, lockers 4 apart from one another, lived only moments away. It was perfect. He was my first lover, but not my first love. He, yeah were going to refer to the high school boyfriend as he. He and I were practically the perfect couple. Never arguing, never disagreed, always there for each other. Lying? What was that? We were so honest with each other. His family LOVED me. Well his dad’s side of the family did. My family LOVED him. My mom told me practically every day about how perfect he was and how I should never let him get away from me. Our junior year in high school things started to change with us. He changed almost over night it seemed. Before I get into that, let me say that him and I came from two different places even though they were only moment away. His parents were divorced at an early age. His sister and him always going house to house. It was very hard for the entire family. Because of that though, he was given everything that he ever wanted. The newest video games? Yeah he had them. 100′s of DVD’s? Yep those too. The newest cell phone that was out? Yeah that too. Once he started driving, his family bought him is first car. He never had to worry about not having gas money because when he was out, mommy or daddy or one of the grandparents was there to hand him some more. He laughed at the thought of having a job. I however come from a single mother household. This means that my mother tried to give me and my brother everything, but most of the time that was not possible. I understood. My brother as well. From an early are of 14 I had a job. When my brother was finally old enough to get one, he did too. I was forced to learn the value of money at a very young age. If you want something expensive, you best find a way to start saving it, because mom can’t help much. My brother and I did have my mother’s parents for most of our childhood though. Nana would throw us $5 or $10 if she could. Nana was the best. She knew that my mother was trying as best as she could. Nana sadly died suddenly when I was 16. My brother was 13. This really devastated the family. Nana was the rock that held the family together. She didn't have much to leave for us except for a life insurance policy. That is how I received my car. My nana and I always looked on the computer for nice cars for me. She always wanted me to have a beetle bug. My mom knew how much I loved doing that with her, so when the money finally came, that’s what I got. Im sorry, I got pretty sidetracked there. The point of all of that was to explain that I know the value of things. When he got his car, it was way before I got mine. (We had to wait for the life insurance money) Every chance he got, he rubbed it in my face. I was happy for him that he had a car, but he didn’t need to do that. He pretty much drove that car into the ground though. He did such stupid things in it. Why did he do that? Because he wasn’t the one to buy it. He didn’t care what happened to it. When he would get mad, he would throw his phone at the ground and smash it. Why? Because he didn’t pay for it. He didn’t care about it. When I finally got my car, I drove carefully and always kept it clean. My rule was that I could eat and drink in it because it was my car. If I spilled something in it, it was my fault. I wouldn’t be mad at anyone else except for myself. About 2 weeks after having my car he brought a soda and chips in with him. I reminded him about not eating in the car so he did put the chips away. The soda however ended up slipping out of his hand when I was turning. Maybe a little more sharply than I should have been turning, but that’s not the point. I was so mad at him for that. It was all over my carpet. When we finally got home I screamed at him about how he was going to be scrubbing the carpet and cleaning anything that was sticky. He laughed at me and said “It’s only a car”. That’s what started it. Right there I knew. I knew that he was going to be like this is whole life. I wish I would have gotten out of that relationship right there and then, but I was so stupid. I stayed with him for 3 more years. I broke down crying about how he doesn’t care about anything because everything is handed to him. Yes, I did get my car handed to me but my grandmother had to die in order for me to get that car. I would trade my car to get my nana back in .032 seconds. I miss her so much. The point of all of this is because after this, I saw him in a different light. We began arguing so much, but I thought that I loved him, so I stayed and pretended. At the time, I just thought that was what couples did. Now that I’m away from him and have time to reflect and see how things were, I can see how unhappy I was with the whole thing. We even went and got engaged. It was during our first semester of college. Well actually the first semester was over because it was Christmas. He had decided that going to school wasn’t for him and he didn't want to go back. He went to school in Williamsport. He said that he was too far from me and his family. I understood that. Going away to school just isn't for some people. He was going to go to the local community college. I was fine with that. I told him that he will be going to school full time or he will be having a full time job. I was hoping that the thought of having a job would scare him into staying in school. When I went back to Millersville, he ended up just not going to his classes. He didn’t withdraw or dropout, he just stopped going. Failed all of his classes and killed his GPA. If he would ever go back to school, it would be so hard for him to pass. That’s how low it is. He did all of this though without telling me. I was at my school thinking that he was in school and all that. I would ask him how class was and he would give me an answer knowing damn well that he wasn’t going to class. That began the big lies. He would really be going out with his friends and doing very stupid things. He was going over to girl’s houses and hanging out. Never telling me any of this. All the while every time I was home from school, all he wanted was sex. When I wouldn’t give it to him, he would get mad and leave. I always thought that he was just going home when he was leaving... Yeah that wasn’t true. I guess it’s my fault though. I wouldn’t have sex with him. So he had to get it from someone else. I didn’t find all this out though until we broke up. We broke up because he didn’t want to have a job or go to school, so i didn’t want to be with him. It was actually him who broke up with me. He said that I expected too much from him and I was always mad. I mean I guess that’s true too. I expected him to have a job and I was always mad at him because he would do things that I asked him not to constantly. He was being mean to me verbally, never physically. But let me state again that HE was the one who broke up with me. When I finally write down Halloween party story, remember that. HE BROKE UP WITH ME. Remember that when I tell you the story of December 14th at school. Those are stories for another time.