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just in my feelings, listening to mono. as one does.
all lyrics by RM | tokyo; There's something in the water by Victor Clement; seoul; Summer Landscape, Krumau by Egon Shiele; moonchild; Still Life with Two Sunflowers by Vincent van Gogh; badbye; a kiss by Nicki Zimov; uhgood; Spirit hold, part 2 by Holly Warburton; everythingoes; After the torchlight procession... by Adolf von Menzel; forever rain; Morning on the Seine in the Rain, Claude Monet; all translated lyrics from doolset.
#web weaving#quote#rm#kim namjoon#mono by rm#victor clement#egon shiele#vincent van gogh#holly warburton#adolf von menzel#claud monet#lyrics and vibes#baby's first web weaving#this got emo very fast but that's how i do#rm's lyrics are poetry
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go ahead and cry, little girl
nobody does it like you do
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#kpop moodboard#moodboard#moodboard dark#moodboard grunge#moodboard emo#moodboard vintage#bts#namjoon#namjoon icons#icons messy#moodboard messy#messy moodboard#messy layouts#messy icons#amino moodboard#amino packs#amino icons#namjoon moodboard#aesthetic#moodboard aesthetic#icons kpop#kpop icons#Spotify#emo moodboard#alternative moodboard#kpop#messy bios#kpop messy#messy simbols#y2k moodboard
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sad gworl misses bangtan
the rest of the BTS members just left for the military and i’m super emo so expect an onslaught of really old BTS fics that i never finished getting revamped and regurgitated from wattpad onto ao3 👍
#ao3 writer#fanfiction#fanfic#emo girl#bts#i miss them#so bad so much#im about to sob#bangtan#jeon jungkook#park jimin#kim namjoon#kim taehyung#kim seokjin#jung hoseok#min yoongi#bts army#bts fanfic#bts fanfiction#help me i’m so sad
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bts layouts
like/reblog if you save
#Bts#Bts icons#Bts layouts#Bts packs#Namjoon icons#Jimin icons#Yoongi icons#Bg icons#Messy icons#Messy layouts#Kpop icons#Cyber icons#Emo goth#Yoongi layouts#Jimin layouts#Namjoon layouts#Bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan
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Me, screaming: OFFICIAL MINIMONI CONTENT, BITCH WE'RE UP!!!!!!!!!!
My inner demons: This coulda been Hoseok.
#Sab talks#like hello Namseok have been exchanging first listens on their music since debut...#this will literally be Namjoon's first album where Hoseok didn't get first listen#and I'm trying not to be emo about it
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#bts#bangtan army#bts namjoon#namjoon#look at joon#my god#kim namjoon#he’s fine as hell#RPWP is gonna be good#imma be emo#I’m so excited
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tagged by: @cosmicdreamgrl 💛
There’s two that I’m kinda 🫣
tagging: @senor-hoberto @longlegsnamjoon420 anyone else etc etc 🫶
#my feelings for namjoon got me in a moment of weakness and I made one of those changing wallpapers#hobi almost got me too but I couldn’t find the home screen I wanted 😔#but most of the times it’s still my dogs I swear#my cousin is LIVING for me being into kpop now bc she tried so hard to get me into it during her big bang phase#I saw fantastic baby a few thousand times every time they came over#unforchys I was deep in my trying to be an emo girl 😔🖤#i got tagged!
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The Bangtan Bomb of Namjoon, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook's entrance is up on BangtanTV. 🥺No English subs yet though!
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#bts#bangtan#aesthetic#bangtan seonyandan#btsedit#bts army#moodboard#bts moodboard#emo#soundcloud#kpopium#kim namjoon#namjoon#bts namjoon#bangtan rm#bts rm moodboard#rm#rap monster#rap mon bts#murda musik#ken carson#destroy lonely#0pium aesthetic moodboard#0pium aesthetic#0pium gang#bts mic drop
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About me
I really love all the metal genere and rmb
My favorite color is cherry red, baby pink, and forest green.
My favorite animal is a black panther and my favorite sea creature is a sea bunnie >.<
My birthday is on valentines day so of course im a hopeless romantic.
I really love to read dark romance and fantasy books.
I believe everyone deserves to be treated with kindness and respect.
And i absolutely love to make playlists too past time away.
#about self#heavy and thundery rain set to batter ireland as met eireann confirm ‘high pressure building’ ahead of major switch#just girly things#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#death metal#spotify#musica#pretty#music#namjoon#thoughts#yeah#bisexual#pookie#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#girlblogging#emo girl#girl bye#moon#poetry#im not sorry#ummm#slowdive
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Change My Mind [1]
Pairing: BTS x reader
SUMMARY: As a make-up artist, you were expected to glamorize your clients with brushes and products that cost a week-worth of food, not to befriend them outside of work, let alone have them save you from dates yet here you are five years later as one of their closest confidants.
Being a stylist of the world's biggest boyband is no easy feat, someone is doing flips, someone can't stay still and one's asleep but its fine, you can work around their chaos but then one day, you find out they're all your soulmates, a whole different can of chaos you don't think you can handle.
Tags: Soulmates AU, Friends to Lovers, Eventual Smut, Not Beta Read, Slow Build, Polyamory, Attempts at Humor
Words: 5k
haha heyy I'm back after a year. Still suffering from writer's block so here's the start of a series I created during it, forcing myself to actually write. There's no set schedule but I'll try my best to do it weekly. That is all and pre-save Neva Play :DD
MASTERLIST || Next>>>
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Maybe you should've cut off your mother before you went past the age for mark appearances.
If you had then maybe you wouldn't be suffering with the overcompensating rant about an unfortunate man and his bare minimum achievements.
What are you, Bangtan's—The current biggest boyband in the world—makeup artists since their era of wearing thick eyeliners to convey their passion and emo inspired hairstyles, doing, listening to someone's so-called gratifying achievements?
Staring at the source of the grating voice babbling nonsense, you refrain yourself from letting out a heavy sigh.
Jeong Binwoo is a stout man. His roundness is enhanced by the fact that he's an inch or so shorter than you on a good day. His face reminds you of a dumpling, especially now that he's stuffing it with a handful of greasy fries in quick successions. Despite his full mouth, he kept on speaking and you swore a few stray blobs had landed on your plate.
You've only just a week and a half before the start of their tour in Seoul and here you are wasting your time sitting in front of a man whose awareness is limited to only himself when you could've been at work or binging some stupid cliche drama.
Maybe you should've listened to Namjoon's statistical analysis of your dates this year and never bothered going to this meeting as well.
Your mother's recommendations so far had never brought you a man decent enough nor carry an ounce of respect your father has for your mother. Why you still try and date them is a question you've asked yourself one too many times.
His rant was the standard overcompensating life story of a man unfortunate enough to be given an ugly mug and an even uglier fate. A conversation topic you've been subjected to far more often than you'd liked but still smooths out your brain every time you're forced to listen to it. It might not be but it must've been an hour already since he started listing out the same adult milestones he achieved in his 28th year—you've done the same at a younger age, 20 to be exact.
Binwoo reached for your fries shamelessly when his fingers found his bowl empty and you couldn't stop yourself from grimacing this time.
He was actually decent , compared to the other guys you've met before whose mouth spouted bullshit even the devil himself would gasp at. The man actually bought you a gift and opened and held the door for you.
'How disturbing that you think the bare minimum is a sign of a good man, noona.' A voice suspiciously sounding like Namjoon echoes in your head and you sighed for the nth time that afternoon.
If you weren't so weak against your mother's wishes, you would've been doing work instead of putting up with horrid dates over and over again. You'd willingly take on styling an energetic Jungkook at 6am trying to dodge your brushes and play fights with them then sit in front of another insecure man.
A clang of a metal utensil making contact on the tile took your attention to the two men sitting a few tables in front of you. Suddenly, you're reminded of the lovely bodyguards who have volunteered to watch the mess that is your love life for lunch.
You caught one of their gaze when he looked over his shoulder, pitiful, before kicking his friend's leg and picking up his phone.
Immediately, a vibration rang from your bag and you checked the message as discreetly as you could.
[13:24] Mimi: I feel so bad for you, noona. Is this really how guys are like these days? [13:24] Mimi: It's appalling how he thinks finally getting his own space at 28 is impressive. [13:24] Tete: do you need help? Please say yes, I don't think I can sit through the whole date and hear this bull. [13:25] Tete: Just seeing it is mentally scarring enough, I can't imagine how you're feeling as the one that has to actually listen.
"Hey, are you still listening? I hope I'm not talking too much." A voice interrupts before you could reply.
Looking up from your phone, Binwoo's face now displayed a sheepish smile, the smear of ketchup on the edge of his lips not going unnoticed. His greasy hand had reached behind his head to scratch the back of his nape and you had to gather every strength in your body to not grimace when the same fingers he ate with met scalp.
You try not to notice how oily and stiff his hair already looked. You really tried.
You shook your head despite wanting it all to end for the sake of appearing respectful and the man immediately continued his empty boasting, the same hand he scratched his neck returning to claw down at your fries without another thought and immediately your phone pings again.
[13:29] Mimi: did he just [13:29] Mimi: did he just eat with the same hand he scratched with? On your plate of fries? [13:29] Mimi: I'm gonna barf [13:30] Mimi: Please free us from this torture, noona. My heart can only take so much [13:30] Tete: Screw this, we're going back. I can't do this anymore
A screech of a chair being dragged through tile took your attention back to the masked men in front of you and saw the tall and imposing form of Taehyung marching towards your table, brown beanie hiding his dyed hair and a black mask covering half of his face.
"The fucking gull you have to show your face here after you ran away with my heart last week!"
You sigh internally and hope he's not about to choose an embarrassing trope to follow through this time.
If he takes on another dramatic golden-spooned CEO character who throws tantrums when he can't do or get what he wants, you might just stab yourself with the butter knife next to you. Witnessing and being on the receiving end of his tantrums, even if it's acting, in such a public place like the park once is enough.
With a silent wish that Tae has picked a good trope to follow this time, you followed his lead.
Comically widening your eyes, your gaze bounced from Taehyung and Binwoo with a mystified look before sputtering out a reply.
"Wo-Wooyoung! I thought you went back to the states! How's being home again feels like?"
"Is this how you're gonna be? You're just gonna act like everything's alright after you took my youth ?!"
A couple of gasps erupted from the guests around you, in the seas of scandalized reactions there's a burst of hushed giggles from one guy in black from a particular table and you refrain yourself from glaring at his ducked head and shaking shoulders. The phone pointed in your direction didn't go unnoticed, no doubt recording it all from start to finish to send to the group chat as he always does.
Ever your biggest supporter.
At this point, everyone in the restaurant is looking at the three of you. A glance at Binwoo told you of how close you are to freedom. The man has hunched his shoulders, shrinking into himself, trying to disappear from the public gaze while his eyes busied itself by tracing the details on the tiles. He has long stopped from eating now as he hangs his head in embarrassment, ashamed to be associated with you.
"Hey, I'm sorry man. I didn't know you were like that, in your profile it said that you were experienced in hammering."
"I do woodworking, of course I'm amazing at it!"
You hear a dull thud erupt from two tables over. At the edge of your eyes you see Jimin hitting the table with a closed fist, his giggles a little louder; enough to gather a few confused eyes but quiet enough to limit the range to the patrons next to him.
"I-I'm so sorry."
Binwoo flushes before darting out, towing his black suitcase that looked suspiciously light, away from the eyes of everyone in the restaurant and relief floods your body, muscles relaxing as you watch his form disappear behind the partition between the tables and the exit.
You stare up at Taehyung to find him already looking back at you with crinkled eyes past the dim shades he was wearing, his cheekbones poking above the mask as he smiled.
With your date finally out of the shot, Jimin's laughter explodes into loud cackles of a mad man as he stands, stumbling before he manages to approach you both. When he was close enough, he latched onto Tae's arm to stabilize himself as he held up his phone with the camera app open. Immediately, everyone's displeasure echoed in the room at the implication that the intense scene they just witnessed was a part of a vlog.
Despite how much of a spur of a moment their plan seemed, the duo has managed to construct a simple start and conclusion to their plan and you couldn't be more proud of your smart boys.
Taehyung turned to the mass and bowed.
"I'm sorry for disrupting everyone's afternoon, I was just saving my sister from a bad date and decided to make a vlog out of it. We're really sorry." Taehyung exclaimed.
The disturbed patrons' voices grew louder and angrier, a few attempting to approach your little group to possibly get physical.
Next thing you know, Tae's grabbing the paper gift bag your date has given you earlier before reaching to your and Jimin's hand and pulling you both out of the restaurant at full speed with a wide grin, leaving behind indignant screams of 'YA!' . You couldn't stop the laughter from bubbling out of your chest as you three raced down to the stairs, taking the safer and the long way down. You'd regret the decision later once your age kicks in and the ache on your knees comes but the thrill thrumming under your skin keeps you occupied.
They'd probably ban you from ever entering the establishment but for now, you could care less, the place felt too pretentious for you anyways.
The laughter didn't stop even when you entered Taehyung's car, your joined delight bouncing off the small space and when it ceased, a satisfied silence followed. You and Jimin sag to your seats as the giggles die down, arms clutching your stomachs while Taehyung hunches over the wheel.
Even with how ridiculous the youngest decides on how to go about destroying a date, you couldn't deny the overflowing gratitude you hold for the guy for selling his dignity. Although as an idol with an interesting internet background, you doubt he still has one.
"Wow, that went better than I expected."
"I'm never taking you both to my dates again."
Jimin rolled his eyes at you, lips tugged into a grin. "You say that and take us anyways."
"I'm so glad Tae didn't pull another jealous CEO persona, I was so embarrassed that day!"
"Hey! I still got you out so it's not that bad!" Tae protests, turning to the both of you on the backseat. "At least I didn't act like an embarrassing ex that cried and begged on his knees by the outlook!"
Jimin's swat was quick and Tae hissed and gasped dramatically, cradling his arm as if it was broken by the slap.
"Now he's trying to hit me!"
"Nonetheless, we did so well ruining your dates this month, noona. I think we deserve some reward." Jimin's lips tugged up into a sly smile, eyes glimmering with mischief as he suggestively raised his eyebrows.
"You don't have to tell me twice."
Before you returned home, you had Tae stop by the nearest grilling restaurant to treat the two of them to a couple of orders of meat. If Jimin looked like a kicked puppy upon realizing you've misinterpreted his words, you didn't say anything.
In your defense, he didn't specify what he wanted. Even if he did, you wouldn't have entertained his flirty jokes.
Not a minute longer since the three of you had seated yourselves at a secluded corner at the far back of the restaurant did Jimin's phone ring. You didn't have to look at the screen to know it was Jungkook, ever so eager to hear about how his hyungs managed to scare off your date this time.
He treats it like he was watching those public prank videos on the internet but instead of random targets, it was your dates.
When the video call loads in, you are met with the sight of Jungkook and Jin sharing half the screen while the stylists hands tend to their hairs, stuck deciding between leaving a strand astray from their elevated fringes or keeping it neat.
"Hyung, did you manage to do what you were telling me last time?"
Taehyung grinned. "You should've seen how they all reacted!"
As Taehyung recalled the event with exaggerated movements and expressions—with Jimin adding his extraordinarily unique perspective every now and then—the plates full of meat to grill and bowls of rice you ordered came. Immediately, they were recognized by the waitress who bowed her head at them before shyly asking for an autograph. If you felt her eyes burning a hole through your skull throughout the encounter, you pretend not to notice.
You've introduced yourself as their make-up artist early on in their career, sneaking into their hearts with behind-the-scenes photographs of their idols. A few photographs in exchange of their respect which the boys and the company allowed. Even then, you wouldn't be able to avoid exchanges like these.
Once the waitress was gone, the boys continued to delight the others with their tales. They laughed and expressed their disgust, picking apart your date piece by piece down to his last molecule but as they continued noting down their observations, you started to feel that they're making up random facts out of spite.
Like, what do you mean you saw the guy kept wiggling in his seat to subtly scratch his ass? How did you even see that, Jimin?
But due to them sneaking out to be your guard dogs, they were called to return soon by an unimpressed Namjoon who took over the phone call at some point, threatening them with Hoseok who just laughed in response. You didn't miss the opportunity to rub your week-long rest in their faces with a smile when Taehyung and Jimin tried pouting their way out of punishment.
They ended up being given the chance to at least finish their food before they're given the countdown when Jimin bribed them with takeout.
"Come with us to drink that memory away instead, noona! Hyung and I are better drinking buddies anyways."
You waved Hoseok off. "I don't think Sejin would appreciate me distracting you guys more than I already do."
"Look into my eyes and say that you don't want to drink the memory away!" Yoongi said matter-of-factly from somewhere in the background.
"We won't even drink much, promise!"
"Stop lying to yourself, Hoba. We know you'd tap out after the third glass." Jin snickered.
"Hey, I've changed! I can do four now."
Before you could further shoot his idea down, your phone flashes open with a ring displaying your mother's name and your heart drops. As if sensing the change in the air, their heads perked up to look at you.
You knew she'll contact you eventually but seeing her name on the screen glare back at you, a shiver wracks down your spine.
"Who is it?"
"It's my mom."
Jimin and Taehyung gasped, shushing the people on the other line like kids trying to hide a stray pet from their parents who came home as you answered the call.
"Hello my dearest daughter, tell me why the hell did Binwoo's mother just call me to tell me that you've been going around stealing people's youths?! I don't remember raising you to be such a person!"
Despite not having the call on speaker, her rage is loud enough for the other two to hear. Instead of sending pitying looks towards you like a proper friend should, they were grinning and trying to stop themselves from cackling. Your mother's screeching evolved into rapid fire scolding with barely any breathing in between, sending your companions into silent laughter.
You could only glare as Taehyung threw his head back as he guffawed noiselessly while Jimin had hunched over the table, his shaking shoulders being the only indicator that he too was laughing.
Kicking them both under the table, you gathered the courage to interrupt your mother so she could breathe.
"Mom, it was just a friend who wanted to save me from Binwoo."
"A friend?!? A friend my foot! He must be an-uh what do you call it these days—a friend with benefits! Here I thought you've been busy fussing over those Bangtan boys to fool around!"
At this, their ears perked up, attention falling to yours.
"God! If you just started dating them then I wouldn't have to stress myself over finding you a husband!"
Taehyung sobers up, playing with the meat on the grill as he whispers. "Oh I wish auntie but noona is too professi—ow!"
Your foot swiftly connects with his shin and Taehyung hunches over the table, hand disappearing down to cradle his foot.
"I assure you, Mom, if you've seen how he acted, you'd thank your daughter for dodging such a disgusting guy. He didn't even ask me permission to eat my fries!"
"Aishhhhh! If you were here I would've hung you upside down in a sack outside our house! God, I'm gonna have a cardiac arrest because of you!"
"The guy is really my friend, mom! It's the same guy who interrupted my dates before. Remember the crazy CEO?"
"I know I know! But with how picky you are, you'll end up alone! I know you're trying to wait for your soulmate but you're 26 now! You're way past the maximum marking age!"
Taehyung and Jimin fall silent as an awkward silence settles between your group, continuing to place their pork into the leaves and engulfing them almost meekly; almost because the way they ate the wrap is far from graceful.
You've known that for a year now, accepted your fate but the reminder made your heart ache. Imagine how it was for a hopeless romantic, who dreamt of fated meetings and whimsical red strings on your pinkie, to find out that they're untethered. Even then, a small part of you, a much younger version, keeps hoping for a chance that you're just a late bloomer.
Who wouldn't want true love for themselves?
Even a solitary man would crave affection.
"I-I know that. But you can't expect me to settle for less, you wouldn't want to see your dear daughter in a miserable marriage do you?"
There's a deep sigh from the other line and you could imagine your mom pinch the bridge of her nose before she spoke:
"I'm just worried, I hope you understand. I'm not getting any younger. Your older brother and sister already have their own family and seeing them happy while you're still on your own, it hurts this old woman's heart, you know?"
There's a quick succession of dull thuds from across the line and you assumed your mother was hitting her chest with her fist, ever the dramatic.
Jimin flips the newly added meat on the grill, taking the cooked strips to distribute between yours and Taehyung's bowl. It was such a small gesture yet it made your stomach flutter for a second. Always the caring and golden hearted boy you've met years ago that never hesitated to give you hugs and make you smile either with exaggerated movements or from touch alone.
If only there's more Jimin in the world, you would've been married a long time ago and you wouldn't have to deal with your mother's horrible matchmaking.
You sighed. "I know, I'm trying my best so don't worry too much."
"That's my youngest. Now, since you're trying, I have another—"
You pinched the bridge of your nose. "Mom, please."
"I swear this guy is better. He's a lawyer, 30 years old, and he's got a penthouse!"
There's a shrill ding! from your phone and you turned to look at your screen to find yourself staring back at a picture of the suitor your mother was just talking about. In a blink, Jimin and Taehyung have teleported behind you with side dishes in hand as they peered over your shoulder to look at the photo.
The picture was roughly cropped and showed a man in a tailored black suit leaning against what looks like his mother from how similar the shape of their eyes and lips are. He had his coat hanging from his arm, giving you a full view of how his chest and shoulders filled out his white button up. With a narrow and refined jawline, topped off with good hair waxed into a small quiff and a pair of sunken dimples on each side of his bowstring lips, as an idol's makeup artist, you wondered how it is possible for him to be single.
But what distracted you more was how your mother has sent you someone visually appealing instead of the challenged men she had recommended to you. It's making the ends of the hair on your arm stand up.
It's new and it's creeping you out.
You make a mental note to ask your father about her strange behavior.
"His name is Yoo Guwon, isn't he good looking? His mother and I met at the salon by the market in front of your aunt Jia. I saw him once and he looks exactly like he does in that picture!"
"He looks good."
A hiss following a slap muted by thick clothing erupted from behind you, looking over your shoulder, you see Taehyung staring at Jimin with a shocked and betrayed expression.
"What are you doing?! You're supposed to be against this!"
"Well now that you've mentioned it," Jimin hums, crossing his arms as he leaned closer over your shoulders. "He does look like a manipulator. He has the eye and facial structure for it."
You turned to him with a puzzled expression. "What do you even mean—"
"No no no wait, I can see what you mean." Taehyung butts in, narrowing his eyes as he also inched closer to the screen on the other side of your face before reaching over to expand on the man's face.
You furrowed your eyebrows, still not seeing how a skull's formation could mean manipulator in their eyes. But before you could ask how they came to the conclusion, your mother gasped.
"Is that one of your boys? Taehyung and Jimin?"
"Yeah, I took them out for some meat since they saved me earlier."
"Oh? Put me on speaker, I want to talk to them!" You obeyed her and hummed a confirmation before holding your phone towards them. "I hope my daughter hasn't disrupted your busy schedules to play jealous exes for her."
Jimin laughs. "It's nothing too much, auntie~ She took great care of us back then, it's just us repaying the debt! Besides, I like watching her fail her dates!"
"Oh aren't you quite mischievous?" Her tone was teasing and delighted as she giggled. "Don't enjoy it too much, okay? My daughter needs to get married soon!"
"Don't worry too much, auntie! I also want our noona to find a good husband!"
"What a sweet boy! Too bad company rules can't let you date, I would've loved you as my son-in-law."
A smile stretched across Jimin's face as he shyly laughed, hiding his delight behind a hand. "You can't say that and expect me to not try and court your daughter, auntie!"
"What about me, auntie? I sold my dignity just to push away her creepy suitors when hyung only sat back to record. I did a lot!" Taehyung jumps in with a pout, feeling left out of the conversation.
"Any of you boys are welcome in my family as long as my daughter is married and treated well! Ok, I'll stop now since I have some friends to meet up with. Visit me soon, my lovely daughter!"
After saying your goodbyes and your i-love-you's, the call ends. Immediately, your phone was fished out from your hands by Taehyung as the two boys returned to their seats, zooming in on Guwon's face and speaking in hushed whispers among themselves. At least until Jin and Jungkook's insistence to be included in the discussion came booming.
"Ya Taehyung! Aren't we friends for so long? Why are you not showing us the picture like a normal friend would do? Forward it to the GC!"
Even after forwarding the picture to the GC, they're still far from pleased after being ignored for so long. Jungkook and Jin didn't spare any words from expressing their wrath, especially the elder. A problem easily buried for everyone to forget with an offer of bringing food when they come home. Your mother expressing her openness to the idea of having any of your bosses as your husband seems to breeze past their heads. You do have an inkling they'll discuss amongst themselves later on.
Soon, Jimin and Taehyung are dropping you at your apartment building, parting ways with hugs before they leave.
Since you've finally claimed some of the absent days you've gathered throughout the years for a nice week off before the eventual tour, you decided to take full advantage of it by treating yourself with a nice night in, stuffing yourself with ice cream and an unhealthy amount of pizzas. Doors locked and blinds shut.
Just you and your TV.
And the generic drama that's playing before you.
It's about a poor girl who got rescued by a handsome rich man who has an obsessed admirer and a family who opposes their relationship despite the soulmate mark they both wore due to their different levels in society.
The trope has been overused but you indulge in it anyways.
But as the night gets deeper and the plot thickens to its climax, you find yourself slowly liking it. Watching the young couple be domestic around their apartment, your heart starts to yearn. Their kisses looked fantastical and sweet, as if the taste of each other could energize them for the whole month.
You watched as brief passing touches scream louder than words, eyed the way their arms wrapped around waists with jealousy and wondered when you'd be able to experience such a thing too.
Emotional torture is what you're doing but you couldn't find it in yourself to stop watching it.
You remembered how realization felt like plunging into the darkest depths in the ocean, cold and harsh, the pain in your chest when your 21st passed by without any notable changes in your life.
You recalled how you'd wake up and excitedly look over your skin for a hint everyday with no fail, hoping for a telltale sign that you weren't assigned to a fate of love bare of the genuine and rawness of a soulbond. The devastation gnawing at your dreams when your 21st ends uneventfully and the 22nd comes with the same nothingness still fresh in your mind.
There wasn't a cure for being untethered but you learned soon how to accept your fate. Having your friends comfort you through those years helped. From the maknaes' grounding tight hugs to Yoongi's silent support in the form of distractions and Seokjin's insistence on how unimportant soulmates are, healing came easier with them by your side.
Being untethered or alone isn't a disease cured by human medicine but you think your friends' support came close.
Your phone then vibrates, taking you out of the train of thought you got yourself into, screen lighting up to a message from an unknown user.
[21:39] Unknown: Hey, it's me Yoo Guwon. Your mother gave me your number and said to contact you first because you might be busy with work.
None of the suitors your mother has brought forth has ever worked out. At this point, you should ask her to stop and try to find a good man yourself.
But none of them ever made the effort to reach out first.
But he's a lawyer and you know damn well what they're good at .
He looks cute and tall though, got a good background as well.
Everyone before him also had that.
With a heavy exhale, you picked your phone up and opened his message.
[21:40] You: Hello, I'm actually on a week-long break so I'm just rotting on my couch instead haha
"That's too awkward." You muttered to yourself, subconsciously biting your lips as you rephrased the message a couple more times, frantically deleting and adding words onto your ever growing introduction message.
But then it's too wordy, it makes you sound desperate so you deleted it all again, starting once more from the beginning.
You didn't even get to send it when Guwon sent another message.
[21:48] Yoo Guwon: I'm free tomorrow, I hope you are too. What do you usually like to do?
He's giving me options? You stared at the screen with furrowed eyebrows before narrowing at it suspiciously.
What's up with this guy? Why isn't he taking the lead?
[21:50] You: I'm more often working and staying at home than visiting places so I don't know where ;-;. I'll go wherever you want to go. [21:51] Yoo Guwon: It's fine, just send me your address and I'll pick you up tomorrow at 9am, dress formal casual.
Throwing your phone to the side, you reached for the canned beer from your table and took a long sip before titling your head back to stare at the ceiling. There's a careful rise in your heartbeat, a traitorous action of your body. It was hopeful and you hated how you felt like that, you sighed again for the nth time that day but for a different reason.
Your mind takes you back to the mischievous duo, wondering if you should take one of them for this date but find yourself shutting the idea down as quick as it came. The guy looks decent enough for a solo adventure, going alone shouldn't hurt.
Maybe this time will be different.
#bts x reader#bts x you#bts x fem!reader#bts x y/n#kim namjoon x reader#kim seokjin x reader#min yoongi x reader#jung hoseok x reader#park jimin x reader#kim taehyung x reader#jeon jungkook x reader#soulmate au#bts x reader poly#ot7 x reader
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Bangtan eras/looks that I feel like we moved on way too fast from😔
KIM SEOKJIN
THIS fansign look is my roman empire, like he was just sitting there casually looking like the hottest man ever???? We need this back idc✋✋🙂↕️
MIN YOONGI
If d-day era yoongi has no fans I'm dead. HE LOOKED LIKE A WHOLE MEALL like I swear to god I almost cried cause I couldn't go to the concert(they'll never tour in my country 😔😔)
JUNG HOSEOK
DIOR FIT HOBI STILL LIVES IN MY MIND RENT FREE,he looked wayyy too good I can't make this up like bdjdjd I'm lost for words
KIM NAMJOON
Map of the soul:7 purple haired namjoon SPECIFICALLY in On(we don't talk about the sia collab btw😚) platinum and purple are the best colors on him, argue with the wall😊😊we really moved on fast from this idc
PARK JIMIN
KITTY GANG JIMIN SNSNSNJS WHAT CAN I SAY I MEAN WE ALL KNOW ABOUT THIS, the hair, the fit, the body, the waist, the the the he was just so pretty and hot I could eat him, I'll always be the biggest fan of this jimin💗💘💗💖💗💖💗💘💗💖
KIM TAEHYUNG
Grammy tae but literally all of them, I couldn't choose a favorite he just had this aura and it was so hottt especially the skit with olivia rodrigo, I just love himmm✋✋✋
JEON JUNGKOOK
HEAR ME OUT OKAYY, him in woh era was just so damn fine( I love emo bts btw) plusss him at 16 was my crush at 14, but this look of him is scrumptious, idc what you all say this will remain one of his best eras😚✋
Thanks for coming to my ted talk
#Bts#Bangtan#Bangtan boys#Yoongi#Jin#Namjoon#Hoseok#Jhope#Taehyung#Jimin#V#Jungkook#Jeon jungkoon#Min yoongi#Park jimin#Kim taehyung#Kim namjoon#Jung hoseok#Kim seokjin#Prbywoo:rambles
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COOK WITH ME, YEAH? || ep.1 my ride or die, my other half
uploaded on january 15, 2024 to the bangtantv youtube channel and weverse. dialogue in italics are spoken in english
content warning: mentions tannies’ enlistments and separation anxiety (please tell me if i missed something)
miya: “hi everyone! welcome to my new series: cook with me, yeah?”
she started clapping, even cheering a little bit before reality hit her
she sighed and looked off camera
miya: “you know, you could cheer for me”
jungkook: “you said you’d do the intro before introducing me!”
she got the folded cloth from next to her on her kitchen counter and threw it towards the direction of the voice
there was a yelp, laughter, then cut back to a smiling yoonmi
miya: “i’m very open about my friends, and armys like to see that, so i decided to start this series and introduce some of my friends to you guys while cooking with them! while cooking, we’ll be answering first few set questions i’m always asked on weverse or instagram when i post with my friends, then a few questions more specific to us as friends that i found on twitter by lurking”
while she was talking, a few pictures of her with her various friends were shown on screen
she held up her phone when mentioning the set questions
she lifted a small fish bowl with slips of paper holding questions when mentioning the more specific ones
miya: “this friend, well, i’ve known him since i was eleven. nine? we use international age now… anyway!”
she trailed off a little before laughing and waving her hand
miya: “we met as preteens, now we’re in our twenties. i literally can’t imagine life without him, he became my ride or die, and, because of how we were raised, he practically became my big emo-punk-looking soft boy other half. the oppas think we could have been twins in another life”
there’s soft thumps sounding from off camera
she looks over and starts laughing
miya: “he’s cringing and punching a pillow right now. everyone, welcome the person i’m sure you are all missing by the time this releases, jungkookie oppa!”
jungkook jogs in in his pastel pink apron cheering for himself while yoonmi clapped for him
jungkook did a little slide then a spin before bowing
yoonmi laughed at him, shoving him to the side
jungkook shoves her back then the video cuts to them standing together relatively calmly
jungkook: “i brought you chardonnay. i thought it would pair well with carbonara”
miya: “this looks good!”
jungkook passed her a two bottles of chardonnay, which she gratefully accepted
she pulled up two wine glasses and poured them some
they clinked their glasses together and finished their first glasses then she refilled them, setting them to a corner of the counter
miya: “like kookie oppa said, we’re making carbonara. want to explain why?”
jungkook: “namjoon hyung. he always talked about enjoying the carbonara in italy. mimi and i were talking about it when she was conceptializing these videos, so we decided to try”
miya: “shall we start, oppa?”
jungkook: “let’s go!”
the video cut to a clip of her filling a pot with water
there’s a clip of jungkook cutting up a slab of guanciale into cubes
when did you meet and what were your first impressions of each other?
miya: “contrary to popular belief, kookie oppa was very straightforward and blunt with me”
jungkook: “why? we became friends because of me”
miya: “i know! but people think we didn’t start talking until like weeks later”
jungkook snorted and looked at her while she added oil and salt into the pot over a flame
she looked at him
then she poked him with one of the uncooked noodles, which he swatted away
he turned on the other side of the stove and placed a pan on it, waiting for it to heat up
jungkook: “you were the only girl in the boys classes at the time. i thought you would be a vocal, but namjoon hyung said you were a rapper, so i was surprised. then i heard your satoori and got curious to find another busan kid in the company”
miya: “and you went straight up to me when you entered the training room. i was a little scared of you, but not really? i just didn’t know what to expect”
she brought out eggs and a bowl of pecorino romano cheese
jungkook started frying the guanciale
what are your names for each other in your cellphones?
miya: “kookie oppa? i have him saved as ‘ride or die’ with, like, the praise hands emoji”
jungkook: “i have mimi as ‘princess crazy’ with a crown”
she gave him a look, and he just gave her a smile
there’s a close up shot of the guanciale frying and a clip of jungkook trying it
there’s a clip of yoonmi trying it, too
there’s then a clip of her cracking the last of the eggs into the cheese, adding pepper, then starting to whisk everything together
describe each other in one word
jungkook: “yoonmi is music”
miya: “what?”
jungkook: “you literally live and breathe music. you're in your studio all the time, you always look for music to add to your playlists, and it seems like everything you do is very musical. the way you move in general has a rhythm, and the way you speak has a melody"
miya: "... you're nice to me today"
jungkook: "so i deserve a nice answer"
he took the pan off the heat and took the bowl and whisk from her
he gave her an expectant look while whisking while she just thought while fixing the pasta into the now boiling water
miya: "i think you're excellence. everything you do, you do it very well and to the best of your abilities. when you find something you struggle with, you work your hardest to become good at it. you're practically excellence as a person"
they met eyes then cringed before laughing
jungkook exaggerated his aggression with whisking the contents of the bowl while yoonmi walked off to the side
the video cuts to them clinking glasses and drinking their glasses of wine, now just waiting for the pasta to cook
what’s your favorite memory together?
jungkook: "that's hard to answer, mimi"
miya: "true, we've been friends for so long and together almost daily, so there's way too much to choose from"
jungkook sipped at his wine again
jungkook: “maybe when we wrote ‘stay’? do you remember that?”
miya: "when we slept in my studio for like three days?"
jungkook: "we cried, made jokes, watched movies, didn't namjoon hyung physically drag us to eat food that wasn't instant ramen?”
they laughed at the memory
yoonmi lit up at a thought
miya: "oppa, vegas!"
jungkook: "oh yeah! you weren't legal in america yet, so you couldn't go to the ptd parties in the bars"
miya: "but you took me around vegas for food and to look at all the different light and water shows! it may sound boring, but we had a lot of fun there"
there's a clip of yoonmi gently stirring the pasta then of jungkook pouring more wine for them
how often do you two have sleepovers?
jungkook hummed while thinking
jungkook: “a lot, actually. i slept over at mimi's a lot for a while to help her take care of yoonseollie and the puppies back before she graduated. nowadays, we sleepover in each other's house just whenever we feel like it"
miya: "yeah, but we still see each other almost everyday even without the sleepovers. oppa, the pan?"
there's a closeup of jungkook placing the guanciale from the pan onto a spare plate
what was it like working on jungkook’s solo album together?
jungkook: "oh, yoonmi wrote ‘yes or no’ back in 2018, if you all know what was going on then"
he wiggled his eyebrows at the camera, making shove him to the side
he pulled her into a noogie while she squeaked in surprise and started to hit his arm
jungkook: "she was falling in love! this kid! look at her, falling in love so young!"
miya: "oppa, let go!"
jungkook: "i still remember the first time you admitted you might have been in love"
miya: "oppa!"
she stomped on his foot, making him let go
she was fixing her hair while he laughed at her
miya: “in all seriousness, oppa told me right away when he started pulling golden together that he wanted to use ‘yes or no’ and to have me feature on a track he’d promote, so i edited ‘yes or no’ just a bit then i listened to ‘seven’ to start writing my verse.”
jungkook: "it was comfortable, you know? a sense of familiarity. then i wanted to make a song for army, and mimi actually translates my thoughts best, so we wrote please don't change together in a music style similar to one we've been listening to a lot. you know songs used for dancehall?"
miya: "I've been listening to a lot of latin and afro beat music"
there's a clip of yoonmi tasting one of the noodles
and there's a clip of jungkook throwing one at her wall (it stuck)
she looked at him then threw a noodle at his face, which he ate
does bam play with yoonmi’s pets?
yoonmi transferred the noodles into the pan where the guanciale was cooked, turning the heat on high
jungkook stepped back and gave a loud whistle
there were pitter patters of feet running, and you see bam and dipper running in
jungkook bent to pet the dogs
jungkook: "you don't see her, but nala is here, too"
miya: "our pets are siblings. they all go to stay with my brother or kookie oppa's brother when both of us are busy, so they bond a lot"
she turned the stove off then opened the freezer jungkook looked up and pointed at something yoonmi pulled out a small tray with frozen treats
they gave them to the dogs who all scattered away after receiving treats then they washed their hands
miya: "this next part needs extreme focus, so excuse us for being silent for a moment"
jungkook: "mimi, i think the pan is the right temperature"
there's a clip of jungkook pouring the sauce and adding the guanciale into the noodles while yoonmi mixed it
jungkook placed the bowl down
yoonmi looked at him, so he got a bit of the pasta water and added it into the pan
there's a close up of the pasta being stirred
there's a closeup of jungkook plating the pasta
the video cuts to them sitting on the floor in front of her couch, their plates of pasta and glasses of wine in front of them
but jimin is now with them
miya: “jiminie oppa is here!"
the three of them cheer while jimin waves
he puts his arm around the two maknaes, bringing them closer to him and rubbing his head with theirs
jimin: “my busan babies! my cute babies made me pasta”
jungkook: "hyung, let go!"
they're all speaking through laughs
yoonmi speaks up
miya: "jimin oppa is here to try our pasta, and he has the special honor of reading us the last question! but first, have a bite, oppa”
yoonmi handed him the third plate while jungkook handed him a fork
jimin twirls a bit of the pasta onto the fork, laughing a little about how awkward it was to do that while the two were watching him
he takes a bite, tilting his head before humming in approval
he swallowed and looked at the two
jimin: "this tastes really good, babies! i think it's a 100 out of 100!"
she grinned while jungkook handed him his glass of wine
yoonmi held up the fishbowl of questions for him while placing the plate back on the table
miya: "now the last question, oppa"
jimin stuck his hand into the bowl, swirling it around while giggling at the two maknaes
he pulls one out and reads it to himself first before chuckling and taking another sip of wine
jimin: "I'm curious, too, actually"
jungkook: "then read the question, hyung”
how does it feel knowing jungkook is about to enlist?
yoonmi visibly tensed while jungkook’s head snapped to the side to look at her
jimin put his free arm around her and rubbed her arm comfortingly
miya: “i’ve been seeing my therapist about this, and she said it would be a challenge for me. the oppas and i always talk and hangout, especially me and ggukoo oppa who talk to each other daily and see each other almost everyday. i’m honestly scared, but i’ll have to push through. i can do it. i think i can”
jungkook: “i’m honestly very sad about this. mimi and i are used to going to each other for almost any and everything we can think of, and we have gotten used to each other a lot. while i am worried about her given her separation anxiety, i’m also a little scared for myself, especially for the five weeks of basic training where i won't be able to talk to or be updated with her at all”
jimin: “don’t worry, babies. i have people to watch over our princess, i’ll be watching over jungkookie, and this will all pass by very quickly. just you wait”
jimin leaned his head on jungkook’s then turned to kiss the top of yoonmi’s head
the video cuts to them with finished plates and empty glasses, all smiling towards the camera
yoonmi, now seated in the middle, spoke
miya: “that brings an end to this first episode of cook with me, yeah? thank you to kookie oppa and jiminie oppa for coming to spend the day with me! if any one of you would like to try what we made at home, the recipe will be in the description! see you next episode!”
the three of them wave to the camera, then the video cuts to black
after a few seconds, jimin appears sitting in what looks like yoonmi’s home office with a question along the bottom of the screen
what do you think of miya and jungkook’s friendship?
jimin: “it’s a treasure. you don’t see friendships like theirs often where they’re raised together by the same group of people while experiencing the same things. our maknae and makdungie developed a connection over the years that us hyungs and oppas ourselves can’t understand, but they understand each other, they have fun, they keep each other in line, and they do love each other. i’m pretty sure they were twins in another life. but, yes, their friendship is like a rare treasure”
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drop an ask or a dm if you wanna be added or taken out of the taglist 🥰 requests are also open!
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Their S/o Has An Alternative Style
Ot7 x Reader
Summary: How the members would react to their S/o having an alternative/emo/grunge style
Warnings: none
A/N: Thanks to the lovely anon who requested this!
Masterlist
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Jin: Although I think he tends to prefer slightly more ‘girly’ styles, and might’ve been slightly intimidated at first, he can’t deny that he kinda loves how badass you look and comes to be a big fan of your style.
Yoongi: He doesn’t really have a preference what kind of style his partner has, so long as they’re happy and comfortable, but I do think he would secretly think you look kinda cool.
Hobi: I think he’d be pretty into it! He personally prefers more of the streetwear style, but he can definitely appreciate the vibe/look you’re going for.
Namjoon: Similar to Yoongi, I think he’s pretty neutral about his partner’s style, unless it was like super elaborate, but even then he still loves that you have your own unique style.
Jimin: I think I’ve said before that he tends to prefer softer, cuter looks, but he would absolutely love this! He loves how cool and edgy you look(might even borrow a few pieces too if you let him)
Taehyung: I actually think he would really love it? Like he has his own distinct style, so he would love that you have your own specific look too.
Jungkook: I’m sorry, I think you just described his soulmate? Like this is his perfect aesthetic, and having a partner that shares his style would just have him like 😍 He loves it, no question.
Taglist: @sopebubbles-replies @btsw1fe @this-must-be-my-tardis @whitefoxgirl @bethanysnow @coffeedepressionsoup @main-bangtansmauyeondan @feminympho @a-gayish-unicorn @dfqcsqueen @mother2monsters @comingupwithacoolnameishard @captainorangegoose @k4ngelz
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Thinking too hard.
I was having a delusional episode while talking to my bestie:
Here's my wild concept for the BTS comeback MV: a Star Wars-like spoof where they are the rebel underdogs fighting the evil empire.
The song would need to have an overall "together we will overcome and save the world" theme. Or it could be a "fuck you evil bitches time to die". Either/or.
They are in those X-wing fighters and those huge land walker thingys.
Jimin can have smeraldo flower decals on his X-wing and JK can have tattoo graffiti looking decals on his. Of course both of their light sabers would be purple. Duh, right? It gets hot in those fighter space craft, they'd be shirtless of course.
Tae can be riding one of those two-legged horse/kangaroo looking things, wind blowing in his hair. Hey, I just googled what they are called... Tauntauns... tan tans? The universe is universing here. Stick with me, I might be on to something.
Yoongi can be operating one of those land stompers. Googled what those are called (can you tell I'm not a hardcore Star Wars fan? But I did see most of the theatrical movies, except maybe one... anyway) All Terrain Armored Transport or AT-AT Walker because at one point in Yoongi's life, he worked as a motorbike delivery person. Universe, stop it! While delivering more troops and weapons to the front lines, Yoongi can crush people who look like k-media and fake media... or MHJ. For sure kpoppies. Crush 'em all, Yoongi.
I don't want to say it but its a no-brainer: Namjoon is a wise and philosophical ancient being who can slice an enemy in half using only his words. May the force be with you. Slash.
That leaves Hobi. He's the commander of course. Perfectly fitting uniform (designed by LV of course) manning the war room.
Jin, since he's the oldest and the most hardcore gamer, would volunteer to be the one to fly into the heart of the evil empire's ship/vessel/planet/egg/brain/bowels/whatever and blow it to bits before he zooms out safely, escaping obliteration. I guess that would also lend itself to having a slight astronaut touch to it wouldn't it? Kinda also ties in with military stuff.
Cue the close up of Jin winking to the camera and blowing a WWH kiss.
At the end of the MV the evil in the world is destroyed and everyone cheers. The whales in the ocean rejoice.
A bit violent but in a sci-fi fantasy way. Hybe can spend a lot of money on special effects and make it very sparkly and over the top cinematic.
At least you can’t say I don’t have a sense of humor along with this wild imagination.
Time to exit the emo angst school boi era and enter the mature hunk oppa hero era guys. Universe! Get on it!
#maybe too similar to the My Universe MV concept#anyway#ignore me#i spent time editing that pic of jk the x-wing pilot
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namjoon doing an alternative album
this is a big day for the emo to kpop stan pipeline
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