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donnydamakkk · 5 months ago
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not surprised at all that wes was helping bloody rose. he's had a problem w tabby ever since tabby's mom stopped him from grooming her. plus, he loved chip's lil rapist ass
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liverpool-enjoyer · 10 months ago
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#for the first time im genuinely considering changing my major#n by considering i mean 'rlly want to but know deep down i cant'#cause like... i have NO IDEA what else i would do#like not a damn clue#so its either my current career path (which i have reason to believe im genuinely not cut out for) or... idk nothing???#well i'd hafta do something#but idk what#its jus that after a LOT of thought ive come to the conclusion that me being a nurse will do so much more harm than good for other ppl#i made the most careless mistake last week that cost me a rlly valuable clinical experience at a SUPER reputable hospital#im the only one in my class who made that mistake#the only one stupid enough#like... gosh what am i DOING here?#im literally the least qualified person to be a nurse#im cold#im standoffish#i HATE being around people#when i told my friends n family i was going to nursing school they were shocked n WHY SHOULDNT THEY HAVE BEEN?#when you think of a nurse you think a someone whos kind. whos reliable. whos hardworking... im not any a those things#n its not even me being self depracating its an honest to gosh fact#oh also my grades fuckin suck lmao#like i literally know for a fact i got lower grades than every single other nursing major last semester#plus i was never going into nursing to help ppl#i went into it so i could sleep at night knowing ive done a 'good thing'#so yeah#ive put myself on a career path im not in any way cut out for#n i cant quit cause i have literally no plan b!!!#yay#idk what i was made for but its not this
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harrystylesfan2686 · 10 months ago
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Alone Part 2
Pairing: Azriel x Reader
Summary: Reader finally has someone's attention but at what cost...
Warnings: Minor Mentions of self harm
A/N: thank you so much everyone who read and loved Alone! I love you all so much!!! Hope you like this🫶 Also! Here's a surprise for the readers who did not want Azriel as endgame😏
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It has been three days since your last mission, the very mission that got you hurt and made you realize just how fucked your head is. Three days since you left the fight that left you with a big tear at your waist which will most definitely leave a scar.
It's half healed already, so is the cut you gave yourself but you didn't realize how deep you hurt yourself because it's left a thin white line that's fully healed but can be easily recognized.
You are preparing to go to a high lord meeting. When Rhys informed you of this, you thought of protesting but then agreed to go at the end because not going would cause unwanted attention from everyone else.
You are currently in your bathroom, trying to replace the bandage thats been drenched in your blood, it's on the edge of leaking out. You hiss in pain while unwrapping the gauze, it shouldn't hurt this bad. And it should be healed until now, shouldnt it? Though you weren't sure about that.
You made sure to remove you dagger and put it out of reach while removing your shirt before, after all you didn't want unnecessary temptations distracting you as you were ordered to leave in the next fifteen minutes.
While you were focused on your task at hand, you didn't realize soon enough, that someone had walked in on you. You hear somebody inhale loud enough for your ears to catch and freeze. Your eyes snap to the mirror in front of you, catching the reflection of the shadowsinger looking at you with wide eyes.
"What the hell happened to you?" His face filled with worry and horror. You open your mouth to reply but can't think of anything as you watch him in shock.
Why is he so worried for you?
"What–," His hand rises as if to touch you but you turn around to face him and take a step back, the back of your thighs stop against the sink. The movement causing a jab of pain from you injury and you wince.
"What are you doing?" You finally say.
"What– I'm asking you. What happened to you?" He exclaimed, his eyes surveying you from head to toe. You are at a loss of words, you've never seen Azriel without his calm exterior, seeing him so, unhinged, has put you off gaurd.
He called out you name again but you don't answer. "For fucks sake, you're bleeding." He goes around you to take the clean cotton and gauze, you are still so strattled that you don't protest at all when he kneels and puts a hand on the right side of your waist and holds the piece of cotton to your wound, taking the other hand and wrapping the gauze around you waist, attaching the bandage tight enough and wiping the blood that came out with a cloth.
You're still watching him with wide eyes as he stands and catches your eyes. You are suddenly very aware of how close you both are standing, facing him in nothing but an underwear covering your chest. You clear your throat.
"What happened to you? Please tell me." His voice suddenly so soft, all the anger leaving his body.
"I– I got hurt in my last mission."
His eyebrows meet, "When?"
"Three days ago." You answer and he frowns.
"How and why didn't you tell anyone?"
You scoff, finally gaining your sense as you glare up at him. "Like you would've cared."
His eyes flash with hurt, "of course I would've cared. You got so deeply hurt that you still haven't healed in three days, how would I have not cared? Why would you think that?"
"Why would I think that?" You mock his words, your anger slowly rising with each second. "I think that because you've made it very clear that you don't care. That none of you care. Of course I wouldn't tell you, you never listen!" You practically yell at his face.
"What makes you think that?"
"You! All of you! You never listen to me. You never ask. You don't even care if I'm with you or not. You are all too busy with your friends to even notice if I'm in the room! I haven't been you any of you in months and none of you have even asked me why I've distant myself!"
"I don't know about others but I haven't asked you that because I thought you didn't like being with us anymore. I thought you didn't want us anymore. I was respecting your choices." His voice hurt.
You clench your fingers to the counter behind you so that you don't accidentally punch his stupid face in anger, though the idea sounds tempting.
"Respecting my choice? You have been glued to Elain the second she walked in our lives, ignoring me every time I tried to make a conversation and when I finally accept that you don't like my company anymore, you don't even try to voice your feelings and you think you were respecting my choice!"
He has the nerve to look heartbroken. Gods you want the beat the hurt out of him.
"I got close to Elain because I thought you didn't want me. At least not the way I want you." He avoids your eyes. "I've cared for you from the moment I've met you. I thought you didn't prefer my company so I distracted myself from my feelings and went to elain instead but then I realized that I'll always want you, Y/N." He finally meets your eyes, begging you silently to understand him.
You close your eyes, taking a deep breath to calmed down and gaze at him.
"Alright, if what youre saying is true then why are you telling me this now? Why not before?" The look you level him with scares him to the core.
"I was an idiot. I'm truly very sorry. I thought you'd never want me. I was wrong I admit, but please give me one chance to show that I truly love you." He pleads.
You flinch, "Love me?"
"I do. I love you. I always have." He dares to put a hand on your cheek.
"It took you seeing me hurt to admit that you have feelings for me?" You scoff and rip his hand off of you.
"Y/N, please." He begs, taking your hand in his, "I am a morron for hurting your feelings. You're right, it did take me seeing you hurt to admit my love for you and I am so sorry. But please, dont push me away, please give me one chance to show you just how much I love you. I can not see you hurt again."
The tears in his eyes leaves you dumbstruck. Maybe he is telling the truth. Maybe he does have feelings for you.
"I-," You try to protest but he beats you saying,"Please, one chance is all I want. Just one to show you that I really care for you. I promise you I will never hurt you again."
You swallow a lump. You are sure an idiot to even consider agreeing to this but would it really be that bad? Haven't you always wanted love? Haven't you always wanted someone to love you, to care for you with everything they have? This is it. Azriel is standing here, in front of you, promising you the happy ending you've always wished for, he should get at least one chance to redeem himself, right?
"Ok." You whisper. His eyes widen and his face splits into a huge smile.
"Thank you. I promise you, I'll show you I'm worthy of you." He kisses your forehead and wraps an arm around you. "And I've just told Rhysand we aren't going." Your eyes widen.
"Azriel–,"
"Don't. Please just let me take care of you right now." He pleads resting his head to your shoulder and breathing in your scent.
You sigh and finally hug him back, wrapping your arms around his waist, wondering if you've made the best decision in your life or the worst.
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Tag list: @kalulakunundrum @optimisticbabydreamer @esposadomd @ineedsometherapists @witchymomfrien @thelov3lybookworm @fantasyandshit
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kmt123whatsthetea · 9 months ago
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The Big Book of Desires
George Weasley x reader x Fred Weasley
Requested by: @gdogcat1
Request gist: “The twins find their wife’s dirty fantasy book and surprise her”
A/N: Thanks for the request! Sorry it's taken so long to write. Because no kinks were specified, I decided to pick some at random. I also focused on the marriage aspect and went for a ‘Reader feels the mundaneness of marriage and twins surprise her’ fic.
T/W: Fred being a bad influence on George and his sweet mind, Snooping, Daddy kink, Master kink, Blindfolding, Bondage, Edging, Unprotected sex
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Married life with the twins was how you'd always expected it to be. Sure, it was an amazing time in your lives, but the day was starting to go the same as the day before.
Wake up, work in the shop, make dinner, sleep, then wake up and repeat the day again.
The twins could tell that something was up with you. You weren’t as affectionate as before, you weren't as cuddly in bed, you didn’t kiss them before work. Something was wrong, and they vowed to find out. The twins came back to the flat after a long shift, one that you had off, and noticed something new. A new book that your eyes were glued to. Sure, you liked to read and owned most of the books on the bookshelf, but this was new.
The title read “The Fire of Love and Romance” in fancy writing. The woman on the cover was in nothing more than underwear with a man standing over her in a shirt and grey waistcoat. The twins exchanged a look of confusion. Compared to the other books you owned, this was an anomaly. When you noticed the twins, you quickly set the book down and got up to greet them and ask about their day.
A few days had passed and you were still reading that book, or better yet, you were still reading the same chapter. It was Fred who came up with the idea first.
“Tonight when she falls asleep, we’ll take a look and see what she’s reading. It's just a book, what are you so worried about, George?”
The ever practical George scoffed at his brother's idea.
“It's our wife’s property, we shouldnt be snooping. It just feels wrong. Can’t we just ask her about it?”
George knew the answer already because he knew you. You’d brush it off, make some excuse on the spot. That was one thing that Fred loved about you, your ability to lie so easily (which worked in their favour back when teachers would ask you who gave Filch puking pastilles). George sighed softly and relented.
The plan went ahead, and the twins waited till you fell asleep before taking a peek in your precious book. They didn't know what to expect, but they didn't expect this.
“Michael looked down at his new submissive, admiring her soft breaths. He trailed his hand down her supple skin and over her lace covered breasts. He watched as she shuddered and let out soft moans”
“Be a good girl for Daddy”
The twins looked up from the page simultaneously before looking back down, the action almost comical. They were shocked to say the least, but horny as hell.
As if fate whispered in your ear, you stirred. When you saw the book in the hands of your husbands, you sat up quickly and tried snatching it back. Fred held it out of reach to keep reading while George moved beside you. George kept his voice soft.
“I'm sorry, love. We shouldn’t have gone through your book. We’ve just been so worried about you”
Fred was less soft.
“Do you like this kind of stuff, pretty girl?”
Both you and George looked at Fred, confused at the new nickname. George caught on to his brother's little idea and turned back to you.
“You want us to take care of you, baby?”
“Yes Georgie, please”
Fred didn't seem as pleased with your answer as his brother did.
“That's not his name. Address him properly, baby”
Your cheeks blushed a dark shade and you gulped nervously.
“Yes Daddy”
George smirked at your response, his cock twitching in his boxers at the word. You always had a way of making mundane words sound so heavenly. Fred put the book back on the nightstand and stalked towards you, his signature smirk looking predatory.
“I need a title too, love. Can't let Georgie have all the fun”
“Yes Master”
Boy twins seemed pleased with their new titles, almost like they had just been knighted by a fair princess.
Fred walked over to the drawer and to retrieve two ties. He brought them over to you and secured one over your eyes, making you vulnerable to their next move. The other tie bound your wrists together, which Fred then attached to the bed frame.
Both men stood over you, admiring you. You heard George whisper to Fred and footsteps before feeling hands on your thighs, pushing your legs apart. The mattress dipped one the other side of you. Your nightie was pushed up, leaving your underwear and the slowly growing wet patch visible.
“Look how wet she is, needy girl”
A hand pulled your underwear to the side and ran something along your wet slit. When you felt something cold against your clit, you knew what it was. A small metal bullet vibe that the twins bought you.
When the vibrations started, your hips bucked involuntarily. No matter how much you squirmed, a pair of hands held your hips down and your legs open. The vibrator was held steady on your clit, giving you no escape.
“You can take it, pretty baby. Are you gonna be a good girl for us?”
Although you and the twins had been a trio for years and you could tell them apart in an instant, the blindfold mixed with your pleasure filled mind made them sound identical to you.
“Yes Master, Yes Daddy”
The twins were pleased with your words and the vibrator was pressed more firmly against your clit. Your moans filled the room, the blindfold seemingly heightening your senses. When your moans got louder, Fred turned to George.
“Should we let her cum, Georgie?”
“She’s been a good girl, but is more fun to watch her squirm”
Fred pulls the vibrator away, both men revelling in your whines. George couldn't wait any longer and made his move, kneeling between your legs. He pulled his cock from his boxers and lined himself up with your entrance. He pushed in until he was balls deep. Fred kept a hold of the vibrator, ready to keep teasing you with it.
George started moving his hips, thrusting his cock deep inside of you each time. He moved his hand to your face, cradling your cheek.
“I think you deserve a reward for being such a good girl”
With a nod to Fred, the vibrator was back on your clit. You threw your head back, your orgasm approaching quicker since your last one was ripped away.
“Cum, pretty girl”
That permission from one of the twins had you letting out a cry of relief, your orgasm pulling you under. Your walls convulsing around Georges cock caused his band to snap, his orgasm catching him by surprise. His cum filled you up, leaking out when he pulled his cock out.
Fred worked to untie you and remove the makeshift blindfold. He stroked the hair from your face, his touch soft.
“Such a kinky little wifey”
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glitchxinthematrix · 2 months ago
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IRREDEEMABLE
Part 4
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Love, a concept so complicated to even grasp and yet, every single soul in the universe end up craving it. I have had my share of the cravings, but, news flash, it all resulted in me being left alone stranded. So the concept is now hid safe inside a box. buried deep down somewhere inside, and at times like these I hear the faint screaming it does from the suffocation, all for some acknowledgement. And now, Geto, Love? The one minute he stared longer? Gojo's words kept replaying in my head on my way to find Suguru.
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I wouldnt run my thoughts any deeper into this, i mean why should i? what did he do about this? how long has this been going on, and ,oh fuck , thats a pillar and my head is gonna raamm into-, wait no its soft, wait its a hand, a familiar one, shit-
I slowly raised my head to see geto by the vending machine with one can of his favourite drink and the other hand as a barrier to my head and the wall. and yet he doesnt frickin spare me a look, why te hell is his head stooped so low.
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Walls are everywhere these days huh?,the audacity to joke around right now without even meeting my eye.
"So youre not even gonna look at me?" I blurt out, unexpectedly helpless in my delivery.
As I see him lift his head up very reluctantly and struggle, i find myself doubting everything gojo previously said, miutes ago.
"Whats up y/n". THE NERVE.
"Didnt take you to be a fuckboi Suguru Senpai, following your best friend's steps is it?"
With a confounded expression I saw him squint his eyes and , well that should be a question then.
"You never called, Geto".
His eyes bulged a bit like he wasnt expecting me to care about the things that we did yesterday. I saw him mumble something under his breath while maintaining the good old strained eyebrows.
"What, you dont care about how i feel now that you slept w me?"
I see his expression waver into immediate shock that desperately needed to set some things straight.
"Y/n..you don't know what you're talking about.. please".
No amount of strained expression from him is helping this mixed signal facade that's happening to me. He takes a deep breathe noticing my baffled expression.
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"I do. i do care, more than I've done for anyone else. its just.. by the time you were asleep in my...in my arms, gojo had texted. Soo..it worked. Everything worked out. As intended. Or it didnt, and he came to his senses maybe,finally,else, it doesnt make sense. it makes zero sense. i mean why the fuck would someone not know how to treat you? to treat you shouldnt come as a chore or a result of some challenge, its as natural as breathing air, and idk what was with him all this while, but im sure he realises now, so give him a chance, he'll treat you better I'm sure."
"Is that what you want?"
"What..why..why would it matter, what I think" he visibly gulps, confused.
"It matters to me geto, if you care about me, to know that you like me, I don't know geto you messed with my head, I can't get you out of it...i broke up with gojo."
"What..wait. what?" His face couldn't contain the emotions that rollercoastered through his mind.
"Just say it geto, fucking say it. Do you or do you not like me. Shit, why am I even doing this? " I steer away on my heel as an attempt to hide the tears that are about ruin my mascara, until I feel an immediate grab on my wrist, the same soft hands.
"y/nnn, y/nn....how do i tell you this...you have no idea. not a thing. the way i have craved for you, to be with you, the way i have literally felt my blood boil seeing the way my bestfreind treated you. you have no ideaaa. please dont torment me any more than this, shit im sorry, i know, its not your fault. hell you had no idea how i felt. its just. all you had to do was exist ynnn. the way you aree, the way you smile, hold the hemm of gojos shirt when he failed to pay you the attention you more than deserve, the way you gently hit shoko on her shoulders when you laugh, the way your eyes crinkle when you smile, the way and fuck the way, the way i saw you yesterday, every inch of you, its etched in my memory, by choice. Fuck, I need some water"
I couldn't contain the happiness that bloomed inside me and I had to do something crazy because he looked just too cute.
" for now i can help you moisten your lips I think", I stand on my toes to reach his open mouth, so confused and wary and place the timid but hungry kiss on it, but within seconds he makes sense of things and grabs me by my waist only to land a kiss that lasted longer than the hourly bell that rang twice or thrice after that.
"Aaargh, this...you're tempting me to do something irredeemable again" he breathes with a glistening red lips messy with the stray tints of my lipstick.
"Let's redeem through it this time then."
The smirk on his lips right then looked more promising than ever.
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runningthroughthegarden · 1 year ago
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tear stained kisses
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summary: cheesy love confessions. blurb
a/n: i start school tomorrow! :( leave me some requests of what you guys wanna read :)
jack was always there for you. even in the hardest of times, he was right there next to you. which explains why he was currently on your bedroom floor stroking your hair as you cried into his lap.
you had called him on the brink of tears and before you knew it he was knocking on your door. you didnt know exactly why you were crying; everything was just piling up. your anxieties had gotten the best of you, breaking down the wall you had fought so hard to keep up.
usually jacks presence brought you comfort, but today it was only adding to the tears. you dont know when your love for him turned romantic, all you knew was you so badly wanted the curly headed boy. the tears worsened when you realized you could never confess these feelings in fear of ruining the friendship you had so beautifully created.
"love, please tell me whats wrong" jack softly whispers.
your heart aches at the familiar nickname.
"i cant. it'll ruin everything" you respond, beginning to wipe away your tears.
wrapping his arms around your shoulders he lifts you up to bring you face to face. pushing back your stray hairs, he carefully swipes his thumb across your cheeks.
"i promise anything you say will not ruin everything"
leaning your cheek into the palm of his hand you slowly pull your words together.
"im in love with you" you confess.
"what?"
you get up from the ground wiping the rest of your tears and taking a breath. jack follows your lead and stands next to you still in shock.
"i have been for a while. i think i was just scared to admit it to myself. whenever im with you everything just feels right. i feel so safe and at home. you are my home" you continue, peering up at him through your eyelashes.
the room is silent except for the small sniffles coming from you.
"i shouldnt of-"
jack cuts you off softly bringing his lips to yours.
"im in love with you too" he confesses.
you pull him in for another kiss, bringing your hands to the back of his neck.
"i dont think i could ever stop loving you" he whispers.
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beomoa · 2 years ago
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YOUR COMING BACK..?
— request // : IF YOU LIKE THE IDEA THEN WHAT ABOUT PART 2 ? With Nami , Robin and Franky??
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NAMI . NICO • ROBIN . FRANKY
- an \\ : yeah!! Of course I can do it! I hope you enjoy this one too :))
PART 1 | PART 2 |
cws / blackmail, slight threatening, reader being left out (lmfao) drugging?, slight proofread.
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NAMI
she thought you were just "temporarily" staying, shs didn't care at first, not until she saw you how you budget things. Food.. money..she was shocked, she thought your gonna be "scared" because hey.. they're a pirate. They do bad things..after a few days, you already got used to it?.. until one day, you were talking to one of the crew. and a random attacked came in, she looked at you, her instincts was to..protect you immediately.
at that time, she just.. randomly became your big sister. She takes care of you, protects you
"hey y/n..do you know when your coming back?" that voice snapped her back to reality. Chopper asked "when were you coming back..?" She looked at you, with slightly wide eyes, she couldn't let you go back..no..you did so great in this ship..thanks to you they still have food for the next week..! Thanks to you..more reasons came to her mind why she shouldnt let you go back..to that..world of yours. "..I don't know exactly..but I think when I feel the same symptoms when I got here,I guess..that's when?" You responded. Slightly hopeful you still can come back, on the other hand, she felt the opposite, she's.. devasted? Disappointed? A mix of that..a lot of emotion she didn't knew she could feel. why were you coming back? "Well can you..like..choose to stay? Or just when you feel it you just automatically come back?" She asked, she wanted to ask more, a lot of questions came to her mind that was left unanswered. "I don't know..but I hope I can come back here again!" You said, smiling so bright that oh she loved so damn much. She wanted to protect that damn smile everytime..
It has been a week, and the you felt the "symptoms" coming back, you told everyone you had a week to come back in your real world, saying this also happened before when you came here.
She walked away, going back to her room, she felt..upset, devasted..she thought of how to..stop all of this, she searched and searched and searched
Until she found this old..book, "Going Back Time" she read it, and it's exactly what happened, instructions how to stop to go back-. That's when her eyes was filled with such happiness, and hope, if this works..you won't be mad right..it just takes a bit of time..she just need to..erase your memories..! That's all.. that was all..? A grin was forming to her face as she walked out the room.
NICO ROBIN
She didn't quite trust you, just yet. But of course, after she realized you have so much in common, reading books, studying on free time.. She had this vibe, a big sister vibe, a protective but caring, gentle sister vibe. You liked it, Then why come back?
Why do you have to come back, to your real world? Don't you like it here? You already joined. No turning back now.. Pirates don't like it when their own treasure is leaving, or gone. Don't you love it here? Here you can be calm, relaxed.
But another thing you didn't mention, things you don't like, the way she glance to you, the stare she gives you, it's like its telling you "That's enough." And it makes you stop talking, she smile at you everytime it works. She doesn't really give you.. Your own time, if you take things slow, not stressing about the deadline. Oh, she'll be impatient, she gives you.. A good amount of days to finish it.
lonely. You trust her a lot, giving her secrets but everytime you "misbehave" and by I mean by misbehave, talking to much, relaxing a bit to much.. Taking your time.
She uses your secrets to.. Simply blackmail you, misbehave once more and you'll eventually be hearing your secrets being talked about.
FRANKY
Oh? Who's this little one? Are you new here? A thousand of question was asked by the cyborg. You were a bit pressured by the question, but you lied your way out of it. And eventually, your answers have catch the cyborg's attention.
You knew a bit about.. Mechanical things.. Is what he said. You said, in your world, Your science teacher teach it.
He was amazed, he can't help but want to know more about you, things happened, he wouldn't let you get hurt, he's always by your side drinking his favorite drink, cola, if he has free time, He builds you your room. Making sure it has a lock that he can only open.
He prepares everything in your room of course, a bed.. Anything. Once you realized you were finally going back, you wanted to tell others, and say goodbye.. Once you tried
Opening your door, it wouldn't. You called someone and tried to get the doorknob twist. Locked.. Until Franky opened it, he was caught surprise by you trying to open the door, he didn't mind it and let you out. Once you informed them your going back to your world... And it's optional. Franky tried to make you.. Stay, he begged, he gave you reasons silently by actions.
Once you picked that.. You missed your real world, everyone was upset but understood, but Franky was just upset. He gave you reasons.. He build you a room, and put everything in it.. Once you've go to your room, it was immediately locked. Franky was mad, upset.
If he had to hurt you to stay, he will.
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sadakorosee · 2 years ago
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Raphael picking a horror movie
A/N: i wasnt sure whether to do this in bulletpoints or fanfic version. im not the best at fics but i always try my best to make it interesting for everybody to read. bayverse!raph, fem!reader, raph and y/n been dating for 4 months.
bulletpoints it is!
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raph picked the movie this time and it was *drumrolls pls*
HORROR
but its not those underwhelming horror movies like The Boy or Jack in the Box- it was weak sauce.
you're actually a horror fan - dont tell raph yet
when the movie came out you knew raph wanted to challenge you - Hereditary
damn it
you may be a horror fan but psychological ones??
you hate the suspension
not like raph knows its psychological so its more fun to see him confused
the boys wanted to join in as well so raph put you on his lap, his huge bulky arms around your form
your hands played with his finger when the movie begins
"wait so, she makes that clicking sound because she was anxious?" mikey asked.
"yeah, her dad taught her in case she feels anxious or overwhelmed" donnie explained
the horror began when that scene came
the turtles all screamed in horror when they can hear a crack during the car scene
yeah. that car scene
"wait.. her HEAD just came off??!" raph lurched forward pointing at the TV
ofc he thought it was too graphic for you so he used his big hand to cover your entire face
you giggled by his cute gesture
everyone's reactions were just amusing you almost forgot how disturbing the movie is supposed to be
"so he just went home without retrieving his sister's head???" donnie scratched his head
i think we all felt the brother was dumb but hey he was shocked
its like the movie dragged for hours and its now at the scene the brother was 'possessed' by something
the classroom scene
another "OHHHHHHHs" filled the room
this time, both mikey and raph's hands cover your eyes
"uhh guys i'm fine"
"no. pretty girls shouldnt have their minds tainted by this cruel scene"
"mikey, stop"
each disturbing scene made raph hold you protectively and yes its sweet but
"raph, the only horror i fear most is getting killed by your bulky arms"
he mumbled a 'sorry' but still holds you
it was finally the scene where charlie was chased by his mother annie
okay, that scene she was banging her head against the attic door
it scared you a bit
this time it was you who used raph's hand to cover your vision
"tell me if its over please" you quietly said
you felt raph kissed the back of your head instead
it was a gesture he'd do when you're anxious
when it was over, everybody was confused, creeped out and wide awake
"i'm sleeping out here tonight. who-" leo started
"we do!!!" all of you said
raph was shaken by the movie and checked on you
"you okay, bub?"
"yeah kinda"
that night everyone huddled up, raph spooning you in his arms the whole night
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m0e-ru · 3 months ago
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hi ive been binging your blog a lot recently. i rlly adore the sheer effort you've given to these dumbass fucking characters that otherwise get such little people even attempting to appreciate or engage with them beyond very shallow depths. as someone who only really got into the p4 games relatively recently (2022. my only remembered experience with the series beforehand was like a couple episodes of the the p4anim years ago and playing p5 in 2016/2017) and kind of being shell-shocked by how characters like marie and teddie and namatame were perceived by the overall fanbase once i started engaging with it more i really appreciate all the writing and analysis and art and other shit you do for them. even the gas station attendant, a character i overlooked initially, i've come to love because of all the time and energy you put into picking them apart like a dead frog in a science class
uh yea idfk i feel generally vindicated by seeing the way you characterize these bitches. especially marie as someone who felt like a lot of her interesting aspects were evaporated by the fandom (somewhat because of p4ga i feel but but still) and wanted to see more silly fanart of her (and shumarie/soumarie/whatecvrer the fuck that wasn't just kind of surface level romance becuz i rlly do love their dynamic w how i see bancho in my head. idiots who dont know how to properly express themselves w one repressing themselves to adopt a likable persona and the other unable to shut the fuck up much to their own detriment. im not gonna get over that fucking "marie makes everyday sunny for him" post ever i think) so uh keep on keeping on and ill continue to like your posts and something
anyway dumb stupid cringe fucking rant over. i apologize if i come off like a loser i dont use this website and idk the general tumblr etiquette. im pretty sure shit like this shouldnt even go here but . dont need to respond to this i just wanted to yell into the void cuz i appreciate this account. rest of this will just be panels of marie and teddie and bancho from some of the p4g anthologies i own that i wanted to share in the off chance that you also dont already own said anthologies n have seen them befor. these r only from the last ID antho and the dengeki one because those r the only 2 i have proper pictures of
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hai i read this ages ago and i wanna get back to it by saying youre so awesome possum forever and ever dont worry about your ettiquette because getting 3 essay worthy paragraphs of you talking is basically everyone ive met in the tumblr nation
another thing i remember is that a bestie also loved your offerings esp the last one because those two look so lalala AUAHUAHA okay i should answer this ask properly now that i have the time 🏃🏃🏃🏃
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can we give it up for the bingers and blog skimmers !?!?!?! you guys are such an interesting breed i remember trying to do that in 2018 i can already recall the thrill going through my blood im so honored to see people doing that and moreso coming to me to tell me about it WAHAUHAHA 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
this gas station (blog) really is catered to the niche market of all time also because the way my brain is wired to just go in the dustiest nooks and corners of a community and thrive and live there. i AM the bug you see when you lift up the rock . hai . i'll do anything for these poor poor characters being tossed around like hot potato with people who dont bother understanding thing or even try to pick them up at all. also im getting such a kick every time someone tells me i got them into appreciating the attendant or even iznmi more OR in a different way. thats why im here bros . me when i do my JOB !!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
the way fandom handles shipping has always irked me because theres just SO much you can do with two characters than just make them hold hands. what if there was blood invovled, you know . /starts pacing around the room / you know im glad you know the know it's so cool you know /shaking you/ im glad i have a post that's affected you so much like i thought it was just a silly caption at the time and seeing it after 2 or 3 years is like "YEAHH i cooked this " and im glad you brought it to me hehehe
i hope this gas station brings you joy and you keep coming back for more etc etc and please know i really am happy to see you around in whatever branch you show up at 🫡🫡🫡 /explordes
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fuckshitslover · 2 years ago
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gallavich dads where their daughter comes home pregnant and mickey ian and lip all get super protective
GALLAVICH X DAUGHTER!READER
Warnings: Teen pregnancy, angst turned fluff, angry mickey, daughter is 14, mickey and ian are in their thirties, use of y/n
No...No! You're probably wondering how y/n got in this situation...well, she may have done some things that she probably shouldnt have while at a party, and one thing led to another. Y/n is currently sitting on her bathroom floor, four positive pregnancy tests scattered across the tiles, one in her hand. I'm only fourteen! What the fuck will people think...what will my dads think?! Those were the thoughts that were stuck in her mind. She had been raised to be shameless, as a gallagher-milkovich but her fear of judgement was creeping in.
She heard the door to their two-bedroom apartment slam open, the loud footsteps of her dads banging through the living room. they mustn't have known she was home...how could they? she was supposed to be at school right now...but this is more important! she listens through the locked door as her dads sit down on the couch, sighing as she leans back, contemplating how fucking stupid she could be, to have sex, let alone unprotected sex at 14?!
y/n's body tensed as she heard mickeys heavy footsteps stride towards the bathroom door, scuttling around trying to shove the pregnancy tests in the laundry basket. she goes over to the sink and runs her hands under the water, wiping her smudged makeup off of her face.
she then hears her dad toying with the door knob, before yelling "who the fuck is in there?!". she panics, turning the water off and yelling back "it's just me dad!". she unlocks the door, straightening out her shirt and greeting her dad. "what the fuck are you doing home?" he asks, surprised to see his daughter home so early. "oh, my teacher was being a dickhead and sent me out of class so i left, didnt think you'd mind is all". she says, looking up at him. "you know i dont, but your dad will be pissed when he sees you home early, just a warning", mickey says before ruffling her hair and pushing her out of the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind him.
she runs to her room, shutting the door behind her and flopping on her bed, completely mortified at what was going on. her heart drops when she hears an angered, confused mickey yell "WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE?!". at this point she was hoping that he had found her vapes or something, anything could be better than this, but she knew what he had found.
"What is it?" Ian yelled from the other side of the apartment, prompting y/n to slowly walk towards the bathroom. you could imagine her surprise when she sees an angered mickey standing infront of her, striding towards her rapidly holding, cornering her while holding 5 positive pregnancy tests. "are these fucken yours???" he yelled at her. she immediately broke into tears again, the stress mixed with hormones letting all of her pent up emotions out. mickey stands his ground, until he feels ian pull at his shoulder roughly, forcing him to stumble back. y/n cowers into the corner, not prepared to argue with mickey and ian. mickey looks down at her, being held by ian. "fuck...y/n..." mickey says, regretting how angry he had been.
he then remembered that shes only 14, she is going through so many emotions right now, and that his anger can wait. he slowly walks back towards her, as she backs away from him slowly. then, to her surprise she feels him envelope her in a hug, wrapping his strong arms around her shoulders, kissing her forehead. she leans into him, relatively in shock about what is happening.
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issdisgrace · 1 year ago
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so i was wondering if you can do a carmy berzatto x male reader. Smth maybe s bit of enemies to lovers (maybe even smut with bottom!carmy)
BEING ENEMIES TO LOVERS WITH CARMY BERZATTO​
WARNINGS: Swearing, suicide, age gap, fighting?​
A/N: Carmy is 29 in this and Y/n is 45.
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You were Mikey's best friend and Richie's twin brother.
The three of you were 3 peas in a pod. You guys would drink together, cook together, and laugh together. You knew each other better than anyone else. So when Mikey killed himself, it came as a shock.
Then soon after his death Carmy came back into the picture. He came in with his stupid culinary degree and that stupid fucking award he got for being the best up-and-coming cheif.
And god did you fucking hate him most of the time. Not because Mikey left him the restuarnt. You weren't mad that he was left it at all, It was something Mikey mentioned in the past.
The thing that made you hate him most of the time was that chip he had on his shoulder. He acted like he knew everything and it pissed you off to the fucking core.
But you stayed on, you wanted to mke this work for Mikey. You needed this to work for Mikey. So despite everything, you tried to make things work. The thing was the two of you oftened bickered back and forth which was a problem at times
But things finally came to a head. It was a late night/early morning when you couldn't sleep so you got up and got dressed and headed over to The Beef. To your suprise the back door was unlocked and the lights were still on.
You sighed to yourself why did he have to be here right now? You just wanted to cook in peace and remember the good ole times. As you walked further into the kitchen, you saw Carmy with his back to you as he cooked something.
Leaning against the wall, you watched as he gracefully moved backed and forth. Whatever he was cooking smelt great.
You hated to admit that he was a wonderful cheif, and hated even more that knew that he was a wonderful cheif. But what you hated the absolute most was that chip he had on his shoulder.
You stood there leaning against the wall thinking of your hatred for him but also admiring him. He looked so graceful almost like an angel. An angel that made you feel so conflicted. You were his brother best friend and you were 16 years older than him for christ sakes. You shouldnt feel anything for him but here you were.
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"Jesus fucking christ, Goddamn you scared the shit out of me. What the fuck are you doing here? How long have you been here?" Carmy's voice ringing out, pulling you from thought.
"Been here a minute or two." You respond, you've been here for more like 10 but youweren'tt gonna tell him that.
"Why are you even here, it's 3 am?"
"I couldn't sleep figured I'd come down here cook something and remember the good ole days. Why are you here?"
"Working on the new menu."
"A new menu?"
"Yeah figured throw out the old one. Get a new better one. Bring in more and new customers."
"Great just wonderful. How about we throw out the whole dinning area to while your at it."
"What's your deal?
"You. You and your stupid fucking handsome and that chip on your shoulder. You don’t need to change everything all at once. You'll just run off all our customers and then we'll be in deep shit."
"You think I'm handsome."
"Is that all you heard from that. God what am I going to do with you."
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And with that this late night/early morning was the start of a wonderful realtionship.
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spiderbaby123 · 1 year ago
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Cal Stone x reader (fluffy fluff stuff)
Listen, it starts out with young Cal but all the actual romancey style stuff is when hes older. Dont get weird on me about kid Cal having a crush on you. I remember kids having crushes on me when I was a teen and it was just cute in an awe look at you with a big ole crush kinda way. Like the way id look at my brother having a crush on someone when he was young. Ok. Ok.
I avoided and gender terms so use what you want! 😘
You were Cal and Olive's best friend growing up, often spending the night and always trying to come over every chance possible. You wouldnt let on to Olive for obvious reasons but you had the biggest crush on her brother. When the plane disappeared you were often there for her and Grace, as they were you too. When your mom got sick and passed, Grace took you in completely. She had adopted you. That was 1 year before the plane returned. When it did, you were the most excited and terrified you had ever thought you could be. Mostly you were excited to see Cal. The shock that took over your body when you actually seen him was an understatement. He was still a child. Seeing him just the way he was the day they had left for their trip was freaky.
~months later~
By this point you had gotten used to everything, almost better than everyone else for that matter. You treated Cal more like a brother now. It was cute when he was around you though. He almost always had a small tint of pink on his cheeks. To think 5 year's ago you had a massive crush on him was weird, even weirder now because you thought he had a crush on you. Oh the irony, you thought.
~Mick and Zeke's wedding~
You had been sitting in the corner watching everyone dance. Cal had been staring at you for a while now smiling but not quite coming over. Finally after you had had enough of being stared at you walked over. "Cal?" He looked up and a blush appeared on his little face. "H-hey, y/n." "Wanna dance little bud?" You smiled holding your hand out for the boy. "Okay!" He perked up quickly grabbing your hand and jumping out of his seat.
~at Grace's funeral~
You had been sat with Olive and everyone at the very front. That's where you were expected to be. You had been adopted by her. She wasnt your mother but you were her daughter, even before she had adopted you she had always said that. You kept looking to Cal in his older body in the back away from everyone. "This isnt right." You mumbled before getting up and heading to him. Olive started to look as though she was going to protest it but didn't. "Hey." You said, once next to him. "Shouldnt you be up there." He said through slight sniffles. "I'd rather stand with you." Cal looked at you for a second before breaking down and you pulled him into a tight hug. This wasnt right. Grace was his mother. He shouldve been up front with Olive and Ben.
~2 months after~
You had taken Cal with you to get groceries for the house. "Ok, so I got everything on the list. Do you want a snack or something before we go?" You asked looking at him. Cal started to reply but was interrupted by an old woman. "Oh look at that. Reminds me of us, honey." She said to her husband. "Such a lovely couple. I remember our first shopping trip together." Both of your faces turned red with awkward looks planted on your faces. "I- we're not! I mean- uh... Th-thank you...." You stumbled over your words trying not to be mean or rude but also entirely embarrassed. You hadnt thought about how it looked to others with Cal being the same age as you now. Come to think of it you hadnt much thought about how he was the same age as you now, at all.
~later that day~
The car ride home was super awkward. For you at least. Cal didnt say much on it but he had just played along and wrapped an arm around You smiling thanking the old woman like it was nothing. ((I just imagine him being able to just switch into this act like nothing)) now at home, You had been stocking the fridge and pantry alone. "Hey. How'd the shopping trip go?" You jumped, hitting your head on the roof of the fridge, upon hearing Zeke walk in. "Woah. Didnt mean to startle you." He laughed a little. "I-it's ok! I mean- uh. Yeah its ok." You said earning a look from the man. "Hmm. Ok. Whats got you so flustered?" "Flustered? I'm not flustered. Are you flustered? Cause I'm not." Zeke gave a knowing look to you. "Right." Just then Cal walked into the kitchen. "Oh hey, honey!" He emphasized the pet name, making your face go red. "Cal!" You shouted trying to hide your face. "Stop, that was so awkward!" "Ok, now I'm really curious how the shopping trip went." Said Zeke. Cal laughed and told Zeke about the old couple.
~1 months later~
At this point everyone was in on the joke. Calling you and Cal a couple. After the first 2 weeks you had accepted it and went along, although now you werent able to look at Cal as a kid anymore. Which he didnt really act like one either.
~6 months after Grace~
Olive had come to terms and stopped blaming Cal by this point, which was great. Ben, however was slipping farther and farther. Today had been an especially bad day. Cal was upset and it was just you and him at the house, besides Ben who was upstairs spiraling, as usual. "Do you wanna go out or do something? Maybe get your mind off it?" You asked him. He sniffled and looked up to you. "Sure. Like where or what?" "Uh.. Well. Maybe... Um I think the fair is in town." "Yes!" He jumped up. "I'll go get ready!" You laughed and decided to do the same. Now you were in your room getting ready and struggling with what to wear. Why were you so focused on your outfit? You couldn't figure it out but once deciding on the cutest one you went to Cal's door. You were about to knock when Cal opened the door running right into you. "Y/n! I'm so sorry!" He shouted as he caught you, pulling you close to his chest. Up close like this you could smell his cologne. Odd. Why would he where cologne just to go to the fair. "It's ok, Cal." You smiled up at him. "You ready?" You asked and he nodded before reluctantly releasing his grip on you.
~ at the fair ~
You had been there for a few hours now, riding all the rides over and over again. "I'm so glad you talked me into the wrist bands!" You giggled as you got off the dizzy disc for the 3rd time followed by a very wobbly Cal. "I think I'm going to be sick.." He said half jokingly. You then saw one of your favorite rides had no line at the moment and quickly grabbed his hand, dragging him along to it. "This one next!" You shouted staring up at it. You were so excited you hadnt realized you still had Cal's hand, nor had you realized the prominent blush on his face. The ride director let you on and you finally let go to get on. Then you went up and started spinning the cage. Cal and you screaming like little girls because lets be real, fair rides are scary. Once off you started laughing uncontrollably. "What's so funny?" Cal asked smiling wide. "You- you should have-" you were struggling through laughs. " you shouldve heard your screams!" You finally got out. Cal's face dropped into a mopy face playfully but he couldnt hide the smile still playing at his lips. "Yeah, well... It was scary." He fake grumbled. "Awe, come on, honey." You emphasized the pet name the way he had before. "It wasnt that bad." You smiled at his blush laughing a little. "Not as fun on the other side, huh, honey?" "Actually." Cal quickly grabbed your hand pulling you up to him into a close embrace. "I don't mind." He smirked at your squeal and stared at you. Your faces only inches apart, you started blushing like mad. "C-Cal.." You whispered, suddenly forgetting the world around you and not remembering to call him Gabriel. "Y/n.." He whispered back as he stared into your eyes and inched closer. Right when he was an inch away someone ran into you, knocking you out of Cal's arms. "S-sorry." They mumbled as you stood up with Cal's help. You checked your phone to make sure it didnt break when you landed. Seeing the time you mumble "shit." "What?" He asked you. "It's getting late, we should probably head back.." "Oh.. Ok.. Um.. Maybe one more ride?" He asked nervously. "Yeah. One more shouldnt hurt." You smiled. His face lit up as he smiled. "Ferris wheel?" He said. "Oh, come on. You know I'm terrified of that thing!" "That?! You're terrified of that?! But not the Zipper? What the hell y/n?" He exaggerated, laughing. You nodded, "The zipper is scary on purpose and has a whole ass cage around it. The ferris wheel is scary on accident and does not have a cage around it." You said matter of factly. "Oh come on..." He thought for a second. "I'll protect you." He grabbed your hand gently, stirring all those feeling up again, making you blush. "O-ok.." Cal held your hand the entire time and made you laugh and smile all the while. "This isnt so bad. Kinda pretty actually." You stated once stopped at the top. Unbeknownst to you Cal was absolutely staring right at you, not daring to look out at the scenery or anything. "Beautiful." He whispered. You smiled. "Yeah, it is beautiful." Then the ride started going down one by one and your face twisted into one of terror. Quickly Cal noticed and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close to his chest gently. It was like immediate comfort. Once off you both started walking to the car. Cal smoothly grabbed your hand in a way that didnt even make you blink. He opened your door and helped you up into your jeep. "Thanks, but you didnt have to help me." "I know." He smiled sweetly at you.
On the way home you pulled over about 5 minutes from the house. "What's wrong? Why'd you pull over?" Cal asked, worriedly. You sighed and yawned. "You know I just don't feel like driving." You smiled at him. His eyes widened and he smiled big. "Wait. Are you serious?" You just nodded smiling and then unbuckled getting out of the car and switching sides with him. To say the rest of the ride home was long and bumpy would be an understatement. But it made Cal really happy, even if he did almost drive into the ditch twice.
~That night~
Everyone had gone to sleep. Well almost everyone. You could still hear Cal moving around his room right now. Bored out of your mind you went and made 2 hot chocolates and popcorn then went up to Cal's room. You knocked quietly as to not wake anyone else up. Cal opened the door and looked at you with both shock and curiosity. "What's this?" He asked with one eyebrow raised. "Hot chocolate and a movie?" You smiled at him. "Hmm. Ok, honey." He moved to the side while also helping you with the snacks. You blushed at the nickname, thinking of earlier when he almost kissed you. You sat on his bed getting comfy. "Cal, why do you have it so cold in here?" "What do you mean? Its the same in here as every other room." "Yeah, well, you also have a fan on and the ceiling fan. Like what the hell?" He chuckled, shrugging his shoulders. "I get hot when i sleep." He sat down next to you, grabbing the remote. "What do you want to watch?" He asked grabbing a piece of popcorn and poping it in his mouth.
~end of movie~
Cal looked over at you and saw you were asleep on his shoulder. He smiled blushing lightly. "You're so beautiful." He whispered, moving a strand of hair from your face. "Mmm.." You stirred from sleep and looked up at him. Yawning you asked "Did you say something?" "Yeah..." He whispered again. "Why are we whispering?" You whispered back, waking a little more from your cat nap. "Cal?" You asked, realizing his hand was on your face and his big beautiful eyes were staring into yours. "Can I kiss you?" He asked in hush tone as if his voice would scare you. All you could do was nod a yes once, staring back into his eyes. He leaned in slowly and kissed you with the most care and passion you could ever imagine, so much so that it took your breath away even though it was relatively a short kiss. When he pulled away he rested his forehead on yours, his eyes still closed. "Can I do that again?"
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nastudragneel · 2 years ago
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Becoming Mates with Natsu Dragneel
NSFW
Minors DNI 18+ Natsu receiving oral, loss of virginity
Natsu x Reader
Date with Natsu, You and Natsu become mates and imprint on eachother, you fight Gajeel over Natsu
A little angst+big fluff
Plot mistakes as I havent finished Fairy Tail
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"Hey! Happy, Natsu!" Your voice springing off the buildings. His sakura pink hair fluttering in the air. Scarf dazzling off the summer breeze. You slide to a stop while he does the same. He gives you a smile as you do the same on the street.
"I win!" We all say in unison.
"Just do it allready" Happy whispers to Natsu. Happy flew off and Natsu's head flys through my wall.
"Natsu! Stop firstly! I won fair and square best friend." Looking smug.
"Why do you always win (n)?" Natsu asks outloud.
"Funny you should ask, I wait until five minutes before then listen to the door and I win." He looks at you quizzically cocking his head to the side. He leans in closer and sniffs the air but is simingingly confused.
"Ahh! Did I forget my deodorant?" Rambling on he cuts me off steps back and opens his eyes.
"No it's not that it's just, your smell, you smell like sakura blossoms but it's never been this strong before though.
"Hey isnt it like really close to mating season?." You say calmly as Natsu is trying to fix the wall.
"Uh yea it is, but I doubt I'll find a mate ..." He blushes but hides his face with his scarf and continues on the wall. After a solid minute,
"Um do you want to come in?" You ask quizzically. He looks at you and nods three times removing his scarf and rejusts his scarf.
"Let me just quickly finish getting ready, and there" your wearing a lolita heart backpack with some cute clothes on that match and thick black platform boots.
~At The Guild Hall~
"Let's look for a good quest!" After about five minutes of searching the board you feel a hand on your shoulder and you dissapear along with it. After about ten minutes later you notice Natsu is looking for you.
You see him look directly at you
with destain. He walks over to where you and Gajeel were and grabbed him by the collar started spouting off some non sense about how he claimed you already and to back off unless he wants to fight. You just look at them.
"I dont want any part of you but thanks for playing Gajeel. And you come here" drgging Natsu by his collar. Once you both had picked a mission. You both head out by saish ten am.
"So what were you and Gajeel talking about?" Natsu crossed his arms and pouted. You notice so you decide to say something outlandish.
"Were expecting a baby." I swear not his jaw hit the floor. You start laughing your ass off and even took a picture.
"Okay that was funny you know I'm screwing with your head right?" He cocked his head to the side and pouted.
"Actually he offered me to be his mate ... but I declined theres only one man for me." He looked shocked at first but then smiled.
"Why didnt you though, you both are always matching and I know youd be perfect for him." Natsu says quietly.
"Firstly I'm my own independent woman, I dont take crap from my S/O at least I shouldnt have too. Secondly hes just no where near my type." You say venomly then sweeten up at the end. Natsu gently bangs his head on my table then asks.
"So what is your type." Natsu asks quietly.
"Who are you workin for Natsu you startin to sound like a detective?" You mimicked an old detective show. He knew he been caught snooping through your thoughts.
"Its just for a friend who you dont know yet, you might like him." Natsu says quietly. You nod and call his bluff.
"All right what time what place??" You ask boldly.
"You know my main goal is to have a mate Natsu and why have you been asking all this, all day?" You ramble on until Natsu holds your hands which were shaking.
"Because I want to help you too, here are the guys details." Natsu says all husky like then he leaves since its dark and you finished your mission.
You go hmmm......
~The Day of The Date
'Not this one, nope not this one either' you think to you self shuffling clothes around.
"Oh that's right I let Lucy borrow it. Okay second best it is. I dont even know why I'm going on this stupid date there are only three known dragon slayers in the kingdom how could another pop up so easily. Well oh well let's see how this goes." You say monologuing to your self. Anyways your ready and it's time to go.
~At the restaurant
Feeling very nervous you twist your handbag .
'Theres only three options here 1. He could be real. 2. He could be real just come at a different description or the deadly 3. He ghosts you leaving you there to suffer.
"I'm sure itll be fin-" You didnt know he owned a suit.
"Wait whattt" frozen in shock only to see a walking Natsu in a suit sexy as hell. Which makes you blush quite terribly. He spots you and waves you cant dunk down in this occasion, high heels. You walk up to him. "Natsu what are you doing here?" You question.
"(n) You wont be needing that description. I'm the guy..." he stated bold and proud.
"I slightly figured but was still unsure" we both went to the reservation guy and you were surprised on how Natsu graced the table pushed your chair in. He was showing you a different side to him.
~After Dinner
Which he payed for everything. You both interweave hands as if it was meant to be.
"Why didn't you just tell me you liked me?" You started. He twirled you around then gently grabbed your hand.
"Because I was scared I would break our friendship and it never be the same way again but I knew I just had to tell you." He looked downward.
"I got some confidence from Erza, Grey, Lucy and Happy though." Now in the towns park headed to your place.
"What made you change your mind about actually coming tonight?" You asked quizzically. He rubbed the back of his head.
"Well I noticed something about you and I should stop playing with your emotions is what Lucy said."
"What about me?" I ask curiously.
"You cant find a mate because you cant smell that put me off, and finding a mate is like almost all smell" Natsu exclaimed. Shocked you say
"I never knew of all people you would cetch me"
~Inside your apartment.
"But anyway I decided to man up for you but it's all about what you think..." Natsu felt disheartened.
"Well what do you think will you be my Mate (n)?" Natsu asks in such a cute way.
*hmmmmmmm*
"Firstly who told you I had a crush on you and be honest" You say firmly.
"Lucy said. She said she cant handle me mopping around all the time" Natsu says as you go around the island table to him, putting your hands on his big broad shoulders.
"Natsu. I'm only gonna say this once. I love you" as you put your lips to his. After a couple seconds he reciprocates wrapping his arms around you as you kiss then lick his neck .
"Do you make up for not smelling with taste?" Natsu asks you quietly. You just nod then kiss him again lureing him to your bedroom slowly taking off articles of clothing, making him do the same. Poof goes his suit and his normal clothes poof back but on the floor except his pants.
"Wait we have to imprint before .. that" Natsu turned bright red. You held his face in your hands and gave him a more passionate kiss.
"Okay let's imprint" you say as he gets behind you, gets in position then prepared the spell then goes "urgh" using his magic power he imprinted you.
"My turn" as you get up bra and matching panties, while Natsu plopped down on your bed blushing bright red.
"Ready bam" you prepare then use your magical energy to imprint on Natsu. Once done both your powers were drained from the process.
"Hey can we just cuddle?"Natsu asks softly.
"Of course I was just excited was all I mean it is mating season hehe" you flat toned at half the sentence. Holding onto your hand he was spooning you.
"I know I was too"
You just lay there embarrassed you would just jump into bed with your new mate. You both drift off to sleep peacefully for the first time for probably each of you.
~Next Day Morning
You open your eyes only to see Happy, Lucy, Grey, And Erza.
"So this is what loitering feels like" Lucy says with sparkly eyes.
"Wait a minute how, why are you all here?!" You yelled waking Natsu up. From the depths of the blankets he arises shirtless.
"Oh hey guys!" Natsu says happily. As he gets out of bed of course he still has his bottoms on, stretching your timer has all ready been clicked. Thrice.
"That's it all you, go to the living room now and you Natsu heres your shirt."I yell as they start talking about Natsus imprint with him showing it off. After you get the door closed you check the mirror on your back it just looks like a dragon print matching your skin color but slightly darker. You wanted to show it off so you pick a aqua baby blue and white striped bikini. Next you pick a all white skirt and grab a fanny pack in silver and silver shoes. Once ready you opened the door.
"Hi (n)!" Everyone says being obnoxious.
"I couldnt have one night/day with my mate that's all I ask!" You huffed.
"Ya ya, well figure out the schedule later, right now we have to do this mission by today" Happy says sliding the paper to me. Slay a Chimera whose been eating everyones sheep.
"Okay let's go!" You yelled as you head for the door you hear a
"Nice tattoo" with a snark Happy and Lucy say laughing.
"Your on thin ice cat you gathered them all here!" You remind him.
"Haha yeaaa now chop chop" Happy says while eating a fish.
You all make your way back to the guild and double check it before heading out. You spot Gajeel but dont interact you just avoid avoid avoid until. He comes up to you while everyone is at a different spot now.
"Dont say anything to me" you speak to him.
"I see you've got your imprint so what? Your hero gonna come every single Tim-" You lifted your leg up past his head then slammed kicked down into the direct concrete. You yell loud enough for everyone to hear
"I love Natsu I made the decision on my own, and I dont need others besmirching my loves good name, say all you want about me just not my friends or mate" slowly Gajeel gets up from that blow
"Your love has a lazy ass punch." Clearly he wants to elevate the situation maybe its finally time to show off my true powers.
"Fight me now."Was all that came to your mind. You could now feel everything that Natsu felt since the imprint pain and emotions. You could tell where he was. He was moving through the crowd then finally made his way to you.
"Dont d-"you covered his mouth on purpose with your hand.
Does anyone object?"
"No well, let's go" you say as your team follows along with you squeezing Natsus hand.
"(N) you cant take this guy honestly think about it." Natsu says worriedly.
"Dont worry about me Natsu you'll have to worry about him" as you graced away our fingertips touched.
Finally in position noone else besides your team knows your abilities or elements. Everyone is gathered to see whose tougher. Even though you've been at the guild since but a child you only and always trained alone ate alone and battled alone before you became friends with Natsu. Gajeel attacks extending his iron pipes while you gracefully avoid every single attack.
"Attack me or are you just big talk and no gam-" Gajeel says to you. In a flash you kick from forward downward onto his head again pushing him into a hole. He pushes him self out while you prepare for his attack. A beam came down and to your side if you dont move your be crushed and everyone knows it.
"Get out of there now!" You hear Natsu yell. You twirl putting your magic in your feet. The columns break apart like putty missing your face by mere inches. As you slide away from the rubble.
"Sorry but I have to" You say as he shocked.
"Well we need to have a talk later"
"Agreed" as you dodge anthor pillar.
"Time to wrap this up" you jump onto two beams headed downward. With every step everyone hears a crunch until
You stomp in Gajeels face. Then backwards flip off him. With a perfect stance zero hits on you many hits on Gajeel.
"Guys hes KOED help me" murmurs started.
"Hes awake!" Everyone claps.
"Let me remind you all here who he called out first. He took stabs at my friend and mate first he deserves this" You end your monologue. Everyone nods. You finally look behind you Natsus jaw is on the floor. You pick it up and hug him whispering in his ear so only he could hear.
"Thanks for being here to support me Natsu you mean the world to me. But I fight my own battles" he hugs you back and nods.
"Shes like what our second top dragon slayer? She badass." someone says.
"You know she could be even stronger than Natsu" a guy from the guild says. You turn to your teammates
"Let's get going guys I'd prefer the sooner" You said worriedly. You felt Natsus hand you didnt even need to look since your both imprinted. He grabs your hand and hurries out of there with the group. Oh yea Wendy and Carla are now with you guys. On the road you keep looking down causing Natsu to notice. He starts walking by you then reaches and holds your hand gently. You squeeze his hand and look up him shining a bright smile.
"You know if you didnt put Gajeel in his place I would have. No one talks to my girl like that and gets away with it" you hug him tight.
"Will I be punished this is my first offense." Natsu just laughs.
"Common brawling is expected at Fairy Tail your fine" Erza states in her normal voice.
"Well guys he gives me the absolute creeps. I bet hes still undercover or something " you huff.
Lucy, Erza, and Grey all look back to you.
"He said he needed power and that I could help him by making a harem. Sick fuck" You state. Natsu looks disgusted.
"What is it Natsu?"
"Igneel said there was forbidden magic, that's one of them in order to gain all the harems powers you have to kill the next one until you kill them all."
"You were in danger already dammit" Natsu punches his hand.
"Actually I have become quite strong, I want to spare with Erza next" You say catching them all off guard.
"You cant be serious (n) Erza is S class." Lucy explains.
"That's exactly why Gajeel has gotten so weak hes just a shell of himself. I need a stronger rival and dont say Natsu. Okay well we can do mental training but physical I wanna spare with Erza." You state looking at a sad Natsu.
"Okay we can spare sometimes"
~ At The Chimera plains
"Let's take turns. I want to give it my all today"
"Approved" Erza first attacks to no avail, then was Grey he almost got eaten, then Natsu was up and punched some damage onto the Chimera. Wendy just stuck it out. Then was your turn which gave you a new sense of pissed off. You finished casting the gravity sword getting into long sword stance. Once the Chimera started to charge, you charged in as well putting the majority of magic onto your sword. In a flash at the last second you strike and cut all the way through the animal leaving it steaming profusely your gravity sword disappearing.
"How the hell did you take that thing down in one strike?!" Grey yells.
"Very nice form, I approve" Erza says
"Just wow that was amazing" Lucy squeals.
"Nice job cutie" Natsu yells and throws an arm around you and you laugh slightly embarrassed.
"Good job(n)" Wendy says.
"Let's go turn in this quest then we can eat!" You hear Happy yell.
"Thanks so much guys it was nothing."You say softly.
~Back At The Guild
"Where is (n)?!" Pops yells around.
"Oh no you said I wouldnt get in trouble Natsu Erza!" Internally freaking out.
"Listen I've gotten an earful from the oldman so many times yours will probably be light. He gives you a thumbs up then gently nudges you forward.
"Hey pops she right here" Natsu yelled over to pops.
"Coming!" You run up the stairs quickly only to face the old man.
"Yes sir" you huff out of breath.
"I've been hearing many things (n).. what's this about Gajeel? What made you so angry? And I'm sure Natsu told everyone he a real man now that he imprinted." Pops says nonchalantly.
"You know I had no strikes against me for all these years. He pushed me over the edge by talking trash to my teammates. So we had a fight. He lost I thought it was over I know self control and to not destroy Fairy Tail." You spoke plainly. "I'll let it go if you help clean up the mess." Gramps says.
"Yess sirr" really not wanting to but having too.
"Is that all sir?" You ask politely.
"Yes do it right away" he says.
"Okay I'll be off" you walk down stairs and out the door. You hear Natsu say whats up.
"I have to clean this now ugh it's all Gajeels fault." You say upset.
"Well everyone went home so how about we turn that frown upside down after we finish this let's go home" you eyes sparkled when he said that he wasnt just gonna leave you alone.
"You know usually we'd say goodbye and go home why'd you take an intrest in me besides me being the only eligible Dragon Slayer?" You ask quizzically. He looks shocked and blushes.
"Well you just stuck out from everyone. I guess you could say I had allready fallen for you without knowing it" Natsu replied. As were adjusting the road were finally done after an hour. You use your gravity hammer to hammer in the road and your done officially. Natsu wraps his arm around you and kisses your cheek.
"Let's go home now (n)" Natsu says cutly.
"We need to talk about alot but that can wait." You say as you both walk joined together getting some awes and ouus. Once inside you yell if there is anyone in your house they will die. This time you make sure every lock every bolt is locked cant do much about the chimney.
"Can I use your shower?"
"Why yes Natsu look" you show him the right everything but everything is barely working.
"Thanks" he blushes.
"Um could you pinch me (n)" Natsu asks. So you being the good mate you are you pinched him. Then you squished out his cheeks
"Whose my cute salamander?" You say as you undo his face. He blushed even harder into his scarf.
"Okay I'll let you do your thing" you close off your bedroom and bathroom so your in the kitchen.
"You know you could bring over your stuff so you dont have to use my girly stuff." You yelled at him you hearing the door to the bathroom wide open since you dont have a sense of smell all your other senses are upgraded.
"Sounds smart I'll do that next time" you hear Natsu say.
You try and turn on the stove but forgot it's by fire only and out of matches. Now you have to wait for him and you've never been in this kinda situation before.
'Its okay calm down I'm sur-' cut out of your thought besides thinking wow that was quick. Waiting patiently you hear a rattle from your bedroom. Click it opens to see a Natsu and Happy. But Natsu has his shirt off.
"Oh ya Happys gonna stay with us obviously." Natsu says blankly.
"Okay well I forgot to buy matches so unless you know where to get fire were screwed." You say with the most deadpan face ever. Best poker face ever. Natsu looked personally offended.
"Now looky here I am one fire dragon slayer if there one thing I know how to do is burn!"
"Not a lot I need like a match sized!" I say, he deflates it and looks sad. "Thank you very much now let me make a dinner you wont forget" Natsu sat down patiently. You made a huge pot of curry and had only a little for yourself. Waiting for him by sitting on the other side.
'Actually its probably gonna take awhile. You slipped into your room and picked out some pjs but didnt put them on yet. Just as your sliding on your bottoms the door flies open causing you so loose your grip and they fell to your knees.
"My you sure are pretty (n)" Happy says as Natsu covers his eyes learning from the other time. You managed you get you pjs on.
"You can look now Natsu" you say as he opens his eyes.
"Awe your so opposite of your daily seriousness. Your too cute" Natsu says petting your head. KOED (N)
"So this is your weakness haha so cute." He picks you up bridal style and goes into now your both shared room. He places you on the bed then leaves for awhile.
"I cant sleep without him ugh" you mutter and curl up under the blankets.
"Okay all done!" Natsu said
"All done with what?"You retort.
"What do you mean I guess I'm just so used to living alone."
"I meant the dishes are done" he replied. "Well thank you very much I appreciate you and Happy"
"Does this mean cuddles?" You ask bluntly.
"Yea it's late, time to sleep."he yawns and crawls into bed with you. You finally get to wrap your arms around him and he does the same.
"You can always talk with me (n) you never have to feel alone again I can fully promise you that" he hugs you closer and pets your head.
"Hey I know it's been only a couple of days but you think we chould kick Happy out one night to complete the mating ritual?" You say cutely.
"Oh yea the cycle is ending we do have to, in order to make it official." He looks down.
"Its not that I'm not man enough. I'm just scared I wont be good enough."
"Sweetheart dont think like that think like this is gonna be awesome exploring body parts" you say and give him a thumbs up.
~ A Week Later
"Man that mission was long" you say sighing.
"Man I'm beat" Lucy says through her clock spirit.
"I'm whatever " Grey says
"That was fun!" Wendy says.
After parting ways you Happy and Natsu head home. After dinner we gave Happy some hotel money and food money and told him to just come home if things dont workout but beware there with be noises.
"Hehe what your gonna cook now?" You say happily leaning on the counter but fall a little and hold the hot metal.
"Ahhhh! It burns!" You scream as Natsu holds your arm. Sitting on the floor now you put ice over the burns.
"Oh shit its burning!"Natsu screams.
"Take it off the stove!" You yell back. You manage to get off the floor and sit on a stool.
Natsu puts the plates down then goes over to comfort you.
"How is it?" His hands are slightly shaking so you hold his hands in yours.
"I'm sorry I just fell" you started sobbing. He came round and just hugged you petting your hair.
"Its okay cry it out." Natsu says softly. After abit you calmed down. And after dinner you both felt closer. You could feel your imprint becoming more dark.
"Tonights the last night of the cycle after this wont be till next year." Natsu gulped so you said
"Dont worry I'll guide you" to make sure hes ready.
"First grab my breast,-" Suddenly your hit with your loves taste so yummy a passing slob exchanges and now your full on making out. Both your arms are around eachother. Feet playing toosies. Hes taking off your clothes so you do the same in exchange. Until all clothes are off except his scarf. Natsu becomes rigid
"Dont take it off (n)"
"But I cant see you " you say sweetly.
"Fine you win" he leaned his head to the side exposing a scar on his neck.
"Oh baby who hurt you, really I'll kill them" You say viciously.
"Dont worry about it " he smiles as you feel a teardrop fall again onto you face . You wipe away his tears as he falls onto you now crying in your boobs which you allowed. After he had cried himself out.
"I guess that really got me sorry" he apologizes.
"No need to apologize dear I'll always have your back and always be right by your side." He kisses you with more power now as you reciprocate hes panting your panting.
"Wait I'm told this will make your partner happy" you bend down taking his tip into your mouth and gave a a couple of good swishes before going down half way then bobbing your head up and down.
"Oh my god yes!" Natsu runs his hands through your hair before he could pop you switch positions with Natsu hovering right above his erect dick. You slowly since your a virgin too go down on him till you both here a pop. "Owww that hurts so much" you cry out in pain.
"We can do this next year-"
"No dammit I'm.... in heat okay..." Natsu chuckled.
"Well that makes two of us with fire in our bellies." You place one hand on Natsus abs and one on his thigh for support. You start to move when you feel better you nod for Natsu to move but he doesnt know the directions. So you end up coaching him until was smashing dat ass. Moaning, bed creaking, the works. The caress of his tounge hes seemed to master allready. Both breaking for air
"Ah Natsu I I I I'm going to cum"
"Well wait for me! Not fair!"Natsu yells like hes loosing something
"Natsu I fucking love you, you big dummy!"
"Dont you know women can cum much more than men and even squirt" you say as you realize hes given you hickeys like nearly everywhere.
You wrap your arms around his neck pulling him down to your level while he bangs you, making you moan here and there.
"Natsu what turns you on do you know?" You ask quietly. It takes him several minutes to think about it.
"I think I like maids and you" Natsu said as he was reaching in his climax.
'Maids got it' you think to your self.
"I love you Natsu Dragneel! And I promise to always love you from here to forever." *moans loudly* he did it again *moans loudly again*
"Natsu I uhh couldn't hold it for some reason. But I'm having a second one " after a little while longer. Making out, grabbing your breasts, and finding your G spot all in one go. You constrict his cock with your pussy causing him to moan very loudly. He temperaly fell onto you.
"How sexy are you?" You ask rhetorically.
He look at you with those eyes. While thrusting deeper in to you some how you both cum at the same time.
"Woah (n)"
"Ah yes Natsu! Please stay in me, I like your warmth. Hehe I got my own fire dragon to warm me up"
"And I've got you to cool me off when the time is right." Natsu leans on his shoulder while still inside you.
"That was wow. How do you feel (n)"
"Well I feel more relaxed, I feel even more connected to you.
"What did you think Natsu?
"I think the same thing I'm definitely more relaxed, and feel connected to you more, but let's take a bath first. Okay?"
"Okay let's clean up now" you prepare the bath while well you dont know what hes doing.
"Natsu the bath is ready." You use the bathroom as he comes bumbling in rubbing the back of his head.
"What were you doing?" You question.
"Eating haha" he says as he crosses the room and joins you in the bath.
"So did you like it?" He questions.
"I loved it I cant wait for more sexy time in the future" you say and wink at him.
"Did you enjoy it Natsu?" You ask curiously.
"It was awesome you felt amazing. Are you okay though? I didnt hurt you did I" he questions.
"No I'm okay you were perfect my cute salamander" you say and he seems relieved. You both get clean then dry off.
"All the locks are locked except for that high window its open for Happy. I wanna sleep naked tonight" you state
"I'll do the same then" Natsu says. You both snuggle under the covers wrapping eachothers arms around eachother. Natsu kisses you, you reciprocate and kiss him back.
"Goodnight Natsu my lover hehe" you say coyly.
"And goodnight my little salamander" Natsu replies.
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sandeoki · 2 years ago
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Break me sweetly
request: can I request a mafia hongjoong x reader and the conflict has something to do with betrayal?
author's note: i know you wanted a fluffy ending anon-ie but i couldnt help it. the angst loving monster inside me took over T_T
taglist: @atinyreads
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she couldnt stop her hands from shaking as she stood infront of him, gun pressed to his head. at the gunpoint, stood the man she had came to love, pointing his gun at her head too.
"its truly the only way we can be together huh?" she couldnt stop the tears anymore. a sad smile pulled at her lips as she connected them with his.
"its the only way love, they will never accept us" hongjoong replied to the woman he loved. the same woman who was holding at gunpoint.
the same woman who had his gun pressed against her head. the same woman who came to betray him but ended up catching feelings instead.
the same woman who was ready to die with him just so they can be together without their world's crashing.
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*a few months ago*
y/n stood at the HQ with a file in her hand. even though the file wasnt that heavy, the words inside carried a huge weight. the weight of someone's life.
it was her mission. this wasnt anything new for y/n. being a trained spy and all, earning people's trust and then killing them was nothing new.
this case was nothing new. it was easy enough and the pay she was getting was huge. she was used to it but something inside her felt off.
this man who she was supposed to kill, Kim Hongjoong, leader of Ateez, was someone y/n really admired.
he was an exceptional leader and his bravery was known worldwide. earning his trust would be no easy task. but she was trained for this.
she smirked as she saw her boss briefly explain the possibe outcomes of this 'case'. most of them lead to her either getting caught and tortured or getting killed on spot.
"you dont need to worry about me, i know what i am capable of. i wont disappoint."
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something didnt feel right. he could feel that something was off about her. no way the new recruit could manage to take down three of his strongest men.
"interesting. bring her here, i want to talk to her" his voice was passive but he could feel a smirk pulling at his lips.
an exceptional fighter, a girl at that too. she would be a great asset to his gang. hongjoong wasnt a fool though, he knew he couldnt trust her that easily.
when he saw the girl getting dragged by the arm by his men he couldnt help but be shocked. he couldnt believe it.
"YOU, A 5'2 LOOKING GREMLIN, MANAGED TO TAKE 3 OF MY BEST FIGHTERS DOWN?!?"
to say y/n was offended was an understandment. she was ready to explode. this was so low of him. calling her a gremlin when he looked like a minion himself.
"WHO ARE YOU TO TALK HUH? YOU ARENT MUCH TALLER THAN ME EITHER! MINION LOOKING ASS CALLING ME A GREMLIN"
hongjoong could feel his cheeks heating up. never in his life had someone dared talk to him like that.
and here she was, a tiny squirrel, shouting at him. the worst part was, he wasnt sure if he hated it or not.
"what's your name?"
"y/n"
y/n. he liked it. it sounded pretty. it suited her well.
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after months of hardwork and seduction, y/n finally earned hongjoong's trust. there was just a teeny tiny problem though...
she fell in love in the process of making him fall for her. she knew she shouldnt have. but she couldnt control her feelings.
here she stood, infront of the man she betrayed, as she confessed the true reason of her joining his gang.
"you thought i didnt know? so dumb of you princess. i always knew. you were trying to play me but you failed to realize you had been played with too"
she blinked, stared at him, then blinked again. WHAT?!? she couldnt believe her ears. seeing her expression, hongjoong expained
"i knew what you were trying to do all along. i took it as a challenge, a challenge to do the same as you. my plan was similar to yours. but instead of killing you, i couldve used you for information"
hearing this, her heart cracked a little. she felt as if her whole world was crashing. she felt out of breath.
"so you were just acting the whole time?" she couldnt hide the pain laced inside her question.
"no, not really. while i did succeed in my plan to get you to fall for me, i seem to have fallen for you in the process too."
he answered with a smile. she couldnt help but smile back. she felt relief. although she knew this relief was temporary, she grasped to it.
"you know they wont let us be together right?"her question caught him off guard and he sighed before kissing her.
her lips felt hevenly against his. he had been waiting for this. he pulled her closer and kissed her with more passion.
she could feel one of his hands tightening on her waist while the other pointed his gun at her head. she let the tears flow. she knew this was the only way.
"they will never let us life together, but they cant stop us from dying together"
he kissed her one last time as she pointed her gun at his head too.
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iftari · 7 months ago
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heres my personal question/reflection. growing up post 9/11 i rmr a lot (& i mean A LOT) of sentiment surrounding the concept of assimilating to the west, being the "good immigrant" and still being fucked by institutions. in line w that was a lot of feeling on how tiring that felt, how exhausting, n like, would we ever be accepted? this isnt an accurate timeline but i would say say this shit peaked in mainstream culture w yt ppl in 2016 (hamilton i think is acc a really great pinpoint of this) and then this energy i would say imo kinda died down throughout trumps presidency (which i personally think has to do w the fact that sm yt liberals were firing up for poc so arguably this was the time institutions were pretending to make "amends". actually. liberals & instutions were maybe trying to make 'ammends' a bit before 2016. maybe since 2014? timeline is rough on this but for sure they were Very Sorry during trump...)
anyway. 2024. in the imperial core of america alone i would say theres *at least* 4 genocides happening (& thats prob me undercounting !) simultaneously. there is currently a very overt livestreamed genocide of palestinians. it is VERY much impacting ppl in the imperial core in the sense that the facade of liberalism is so plainly falling away, institutions are very explicitly engaging in islamaphobia, antiblackness, n anti-palestinian sentiment, etc. and like i obviously think its important to document bc every form of fascism is important to note but i also feel like we're kinda back to convos we've had before of 'omg been SUCH good immigrants n *this* is how they treat us??? oh my!' n like i understand the feeling of betrayal but i wonder how much interrogating is going on beyond the betryal. to sum degree it feels like the way ppl engage w covid in the sense of...im wondering how much of what ur experiencing is actually radicalizing u that america even in its most liberal form should not exist - exactly like israel - n how much of what ur experiencing is like...shock that it could happen to u & the ppl u care ab (vs the....'unimportant/undesirable ppl). like yes its awful campuses are so blatantly engaging in islamohobia. but shouldnt we be reconciling more, as a community that we need to create a world w.o colleges n shifting the importance *away* from unis (esp in a time of shitty economy?) rather than reconciling w like...the betrayal of a institution preserving imperial interests? like how many times are we going to keep learning this? what are we benefiting from having this same shock over n over again? who is it serving to keep experiencing this? feeling similar to this campaign of voting 'uncommited' like who does this serve? dems dont acc care if they have office or not and theyre very clearly ok w losing. they dont need the presidency fr - if anything hey want to lose so they can punish ppl more for not shutting up. so like when we extend energy on the uncommited campaign, who is it serving? what purpose is it filling (& i do believe it is filling a purpose for some ppl. i think for lots of ppl it fulfils the very real emotional need to do *SOMETHING*, to move, to exert the tension n energy we're feeling n thats a correct emotional response! but how u spend ur energy DOES matter bc part of fascism is to literally divert energy so u DONT take up arms. like imo america is not at a place culturally for any sort of violent revolutionary resistance (organized or not) ! like we're just not! but the most explicit nonviolent form of resistance is not being uncommited to voting for a party that is relying on not having electoral offices but rather an actual coordinated strike. THAT has purpose no?)
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raturger · 2 years ago
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had a dream where there was this thing where if u watched a harmless video like . something would happen with among us . i dont even remember exactly what happened but some shit that shouldnt have been among us was among us . anyways in my dream this was something that had happened b4 n i swear 2 god i was right . like there was just a period of the internet where bc of this among us thing u couldnt send long messages n other shit but it . wasnt ? that wasnt real ? this is genuinely like shocking 2 me ive had dreams that i thought were real life b4 but im still half convinced yhat the among us shti happened i still am
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