#n ok sure there's only like 1 black character. but have u considered that shes cool as hell & i love her so so much
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louder than the maker’s revolver (and twice as shiny) - chapter 1: look alive, sunshine
fandom: dragon age rating: M characters: isabela/f!hawke, bethany/merrill, anders/fenris/m!hawke words (total): 6.5k words (this chapter): 6.5k additional tags: fabulous killjoys au, post-apocalypse, twin hawkes, slow burn, mutual pining, angst with a happy ending, canon-typical violence description: in which an eight-person gang of rebels living in the desert pisses off the government, firefights are lost and won, homoerotic wound-dressing is commonplace, bonds are forged and broken and reforged, feelings are hard, fighting a powerful and corrupt institution is slightly less hard, and everyone is just trying to survive, to heal, to find their way. (or, “the da2 killjoy au nobody asked for”) a/n: ITS STILL 2019 OUT WEST I MADE IT!!! ok so. [cracks knuckles] this is an AU fic based on the universe created in my chemical romance's album “danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys” (and gerard way's subsequent comics) about rebels in the desert fighting a corrupt government post-apocalypse. the album starts/takes place in the year 2019 which is why i wanted to get this fic out before the year ends. while the general setting and terms are the same, no characters from the killjoy universe will appear and everything else is a more loose interpretation. you do not have to be familiar with my chem or the killjoy universe to read this. (for those who know the story, this fic takes place in the year 2030, so after the original “fab four” have died but before the events of the comics, during a sort of “lull” in the action you could say)
a key feature of the killjoy universe is the usage of “killjoy names,” usually one or two-word phrases that relate to the person, and often the person created the name themself - the original four are party poison, fun ghoul, jet star, and kobra kid. i've given each member of the crew a killjoy name (see below) that the other characters will usually use in dialogue (except for characters who knew each other before they became killjoys and got names), but i will use their real names for the most part in narration so you don't forget who's who
ANYWAY i've been planning this fic for a whole year now and it's gonna be a FUN RIDE !!!! i've left a guide at the end for the killjoy names (not all of them are mentioned in this chapter though). i tried my best to explain what certain terms mean in this chapter but they will all be expanded upon more throughout the fic!! ALSO some of characters might end up aged down a little bit because people in the zones tend not to live very long and someone in their early to mid 40s is considered like, ancient in the comics. bethany and carver are still 19 though, the others might just be adjusted in proportion
thank u for reading, i love ensemble casts and da2 and mcr and rebellion and also being gay. fic title and chapter title come from “look alive, sunshine” (by mcr of course lol)
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Bethany has never been one to complain, but she has to admit, her knee hurts like a bitch.
The rest of the Birds take down the remaining Draculoids fairly easily, so she doesn’t feel as bad about having to hide crouched behind a crate on the ground. If there were more of them, or if there was a Scarecrow, she’d probably try to keep fighting despite her injury, but this is just a small, unlucky group of Dracs, leaderless and mindless in their pursuit of one of the biggest gangs in the Zones. Perhaps a Scarecrow would have ordered them not to try to fight a group of eight fairly seasoned Killjoys.
When the guns stop firing and the Dracs lie dead in the desert sand, Isabela’s voice floats over. “You know, Blondie, a smoke bomb would’ve helped.”
Anders sighs. Bethany can practically hear him rolling his eyes. “Those things don’t grow on trees, you know. And even if they did, it’s not like we have many trees out here. You think I want to waste them on a group like that? We got rid of them just fine.”
Bethany peers out from behind the crate just in time to see Isabela shrug and gesture to her. “Well, at the very least, it might’ve saved Sunshine from being shot.”
At that, Carver seems to snap to attention. “Bethany’s hurt?”
Now it’s Bethany’s turn to sigh. Gingerly stretching her leg out and trying not to wince, she says, “It’s not that bad, Carver.”
Marian huffs, shoving her red-and-black ray gun back into its holster. “‘Not that bad,’ my ass.” She sounds angry, but there’s an edge of worry to her voice that Bethany knows like the back of her hand. “A few more shots like that and you’d have been dusted for sure.”
“But I wasn’t,” Bethany replies. Out of the corner of her eye, she can see Anders rummaging through their supplies for the first aid kit.
“But you could’ve been,” Carver adds, crossing his arms and glaring at Marian as if she had something to do with the injury.
Marian scowls defensively. “What are you looking at me for? I was killing Dracs! Maybe if you weren’t so busy trying to show off at every opportunity, you could protect her better!” She sneers out the word protect.
“Maybe if you actually thought before you acted for once in your life—”
“Hey!”
Garrett’s voice rings out above everything else, so loud and firm that for a split second it feels like the whole world stops. These are the moments when Garrett Hawke is at his most serious and his most powerful: when he’s breaking up an argument between Carver and Marian.
“How about instead of blaming each other for Bethany’s injury,” he says, his hands held up in an appeasing manner, “we set up camp here and rest for the evening?”
Marian and Carver exchange glances. After a pause, it’s Marian that says, “Fine.”
The place in question is an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of Zone Four, not so remote that it’s off the map, but remote enough that there aren’t a whole lot of Dracs crawling around (and even fewer now that they’ve taken care of this group). A few empty crates and barrels litter the ground surrounding it, some knocked over or zapped from previous firefights. Other than that, there are no recent signs of life—which means it’s a perfect place for the Birds of Passage to recuperate.
Bethany pushes herself to her feet, using the top of the crate to balance herself. Her knee hurts even more when she tries to stretch it out or place any weight on it, but she’ll be damned if she lets anyone help her.
“Are you alright?”
Well...almost anyone.
She lifts her head up at the sound of Merrill’s lilting voice. The girl’s black hair is plastered to her tattooed and sweat-covered face, not long enough to pull up into a ponytail like Bethany’s, but just long enough to get in the way. “I can help you get inside, if you want,” she says, holding her hand out. “Then we can take a look at it, get it all wrapped up.”
For a moment, Bethany just stares at her, searching her face for any signs of pity. Instead she finds only sincere concern for a companion, the same as it would be if any of the others were injured. With a nod, she lets Merrill wrap an arm around her shoulders and guide her slowly into the warehouse. She can feel the eyes of the rest of the group on them, some more subtle than others, but she knows deep down that they’re just making sure she’s okay. Like it or not, she and Carver are the youngest, and though he tries so obviously hard to act like he isn’t, there are still moments where the others look at him and remember that he’s only nineteen, too—moments like right now, as he paces agitatedly across the floor, looking like he’s never been more stressed in his life.
“Carver,” Bethany calls as Merrill helps her sit up against the wall, her legs stretched out. “I’ll be fine.” She laughs a little despite the stinging pain. “It’s not like we’ll have to amputate it or anything.”
Anders kneels down beside her, first aid kit in hand and a good-natured smile on his face. “We might.”
Merrill smacks his arm. “Don’t scare them!” she hisses as she sits down next to Bethany.
Garrett turns to Carver, cool and composed. “She’s fine,” he says matter-of-factly, a playful smirk on his face. “If it were really that bad, none of us would be joking.”
Carver snorts. “You might.”
Garrett puts a hand to his chest in mock offense. “Dear brother, you wound me.”
Merrill giggles as she watches them, her gaze soft. “Your siblings remind me of my family sometimes,” she says as Anders begins cleaning and dressing the wound. “Well-intentioned, but sometimes they need to be reminded that you’re an adult, same as them.”
Bethany nods. If there’s anyone that understands her, it’s Merrill. “To be fair,” she says quietly, “sometimes I need to be reminded of that, too.”
Merrill turns to look at her, pushing a few strands of hair out of her face. “Then I’ll remind you,” she says. “You’re a grown woman. You don’t have to always agree or go along with them. You can stand up for yourself like anyone else.”
Bethany nods again, unable to stop a faint smile from breaking through. Anders doesn’t say anything, but she can see the blush on his face, as if he’s just witnessed something he feels he wasn’t meant to see.
The Hawkes are only on the run for a month or two before they meet their first recruit (and fifth member).
Well, perhaps “on the run” isn’t the right phrase. All Killjoys are technically “on the run” from Better Living Industries—it comes with the whole “openly rebelling against your corrupt government” thing. But it doesn’t really feel like running. It feels like surviving. Every Killjoy knows it’s dangerous to stay in one place for too long.
Still, they’re traveling a lot more than they did when their parents were both still alive. Growing up in the Zones outside of Battery City, away from BLI brainwashing, the Hawke children learned how to thrive in the desert fairly quickly, which meant that their family was able to more easily live off the land for longer periods of time.
Now, though, after selling most of their belongings, they live out of their car, a black 1969 Chevy Camaro convertible, spray-painted with two red stripes down the sides and a red bird symbol on the hood (courtesy of Garrett). In honor of their surname as well as their living situation, they’ve christened themselves the Birds of Passage.
For obvious reasons, one of their most common pit stops is one of several Dead Pegasus gas stations littering the Zones. The siblings usually draw straws to determine which one of them has to pump the gas.
“Damn! Again?” Carver says, staring at the short straw between his fingers in disbelief. Frowning, he starts to open the left-side car door. “Just my luck.”
In the driver’s seat, Marian reaches into the back and pats Carver on the shoulder, a smirk on her face. “You’ll live. Now go.” With that, she gives him a light shove out the door. Carver snorts.
As he starts pumping the gas, Marian absentmindedly surveys the area, not really expecting to see anything out of the ordinary. Out of the corner of her eye, though, she spots someone she’s never seen before at one of the other fuel pumps: a petite girl filling up a black and forest green motorbike.
Bethany seems to notice her at the same time. “Who’s that?”
Garrett strokes his beard, like an asshole. “No idea.”
“Let’s find out.” Before anyone else can respond, Marian hops out of the car, popping the collar of her black leather jacket. She’s mostly tuned Garrett out at this point, but she thinks she can hear him warn her not to scare the poor girl. He underestimates her ability to be charming rather than terrifying.
The first thing Marian notices is that the girl dresses like a Killjoy. Her brown boots have flowers painted on the sides, and her acid-washed jeans are ripped and dirty. The back of her denim vest features a large daisy with white petals and a yellow center, and in the center is a radiation hazard symbol.
“Nice logo,” Marian says as she approaches.
The girl yelps in surprise, nearly dropping the gas pump in her hands. When she turns around, Marian sees that her face is adorned with branch- or root-like tattoos on her cheeks, forehead, and chin. “Oh!” she says, clearly taken aback. “Uh…thank you.”
Marian can practically hear Garrett’s “I told you so” from the Camaro. Holding a hand up, she says, “Sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.” Somehow, her voice still comes out sounding gruff and vaguely threatening.
“Oh, that’s alright,” the girl replies, leaning against her motorcycle and seeming to relax a little. “I was just filling up Feathers.”
Marian raises an eyebrow. “Strange name for a motorcycle.”
The girl blushes. “Well, I named it after a pet I had when I was younger.”
“Oh,” Marian says, nodding. That makes a bit more sense. “A bird?”
The girl laughs a little and shakes her head. “Oh, no, it was a lizard. I always wanted a bird so I could name it Feathers. But I grew up in the Zones, and there aren’t many birds out here. Lots of lizards, though.” She gives Marian a lopsided smile. “I took what I could get.”
Marian can’t help it; she laughs, though in the back of her mind, she wonders why she’s never seen this girl before, if she grew up in the Zones.
“Oh! I’m so sorry,” the girl says, her green eyes widening. “I didn’t mean to ramble. I didn’t even introduce myself.” She holds out a hand, both of which are covered in long, fingerless fishnet gloves that end near her elbows. “Deadly Daisy. Daisy for short. Or you can just call me Merrill. I don’t mind.”
That explains the logo. “Kitty Hawke,” Marian replies, shaking Merrill’s hand firmly.
Merrill nods and starts to speak again, but something behind Marian makes her stop and narrow her eyes in confusion. “Who—?”
Marian glances over her shoulder and nearly jumps out of her shoes. Not one, not two, but all three of her siblings have decided to join the conversation.
“Firebird,” Garrett says, bowing dramatically—so dramatically, in fact, that it makes his stupid sunglasses fall off his face. Garrett has a habit of collecting weird sunglasses and goggles and such. This particular pair has bright orange lenses, which Marian is pretty sure do nothing to block out the sun, and flames sticking out on either side.
Marian rolls her eyes. “My twin brother,” she explains. “It seems I stole all his brain cells in the womb.”
Garrett blows a raspberry at her as he picks his sunglasses off the ground and uses his shirt to wipe off the sand and dirt.
Bethany steps forward, tucking a few strands of hair behind her ears, one of her nervous habits. “Midnight Sun,” she says with a tiny smile. “It’s nice to meet you.”
“Oh! You, too!” Merrill says. Gesturing to Carver, who has yet to say anything, she asks, “Who’s the grumpy one?”
“I’m not—” Carver starts, but he cuts himself off at the sound of his siblings’ snickering. “Fantom Fighter,” he says, his face heating up. “Two Fs.” He turns around and gestures to the two large black Fs painted on the back of his jean jacket. Then, gesturing to Bethany, he adds, “I’m her twin brother.”
Bethany chuckles. “And we’re all siblings.”
Merrill cups her hands over her face. “Oh, my goodness.”
Marian clears her throat. “Anyway,” she says, side-eyeing Garrett, “why are you guys even here?”
Garrett throws his hands up. “Don’t look at me! I am but a slave to the whims of our younger siblings!”
Bethany and Carver exchange embarrassed glances, then both turn to glare at Garrett. Marian sighs. They’re all a mess.
“Oh, well, I shouldn’t keep you,” Merrill says, patting the side of her motorcycle. “Feathers and I can get moving, if you all need to leave.”
That catches Marian’s attention. “Wait, you’re traveling alone?” She hadn’t seen anyone else around, but she’d assumed that Merrill had at least one companion somewhere, perhaps inside the shitty convenience store connected to the gas station.
Merrill nods. “I was raised by neutrals,” she says—people who live outside Battery City, but don’t openly rebel against BLI. “I didn’t become a Killjoy until just recently. I haven’t really found a group yet.”
That explains why Marian’s never seen her before. Neutrals tend to stay out of the way unless they run a business, like their friend Varric.
“That’s dangerous, you know,” Carver says, but he sounds less matter-of-fact and more concerned. “You’re a lot more likely to get ghosted by yourself.”
Merrill sighs. “I know. But what am I supposed to do? Invite myself to tag along with the next Killjoy gang I see?”
Garrett shrugs. “Why not? You could tag along with us.”
To be fair, Marian had been thinking that, too, in the back of her mind, but it still stuns her to actually hear it spoken.
Merrill’s eyes widen with hope. “That would be wonderful, but I wouldn’t want to impose���”
Instinctively, Marian and her siblings all turn to look at each other, none of them saying anything, just glancing back and forth with various facial expressions ranging from embarrassment to uncertainty to excitement. Finally, Marian turns back to Merrill and says, “You wouldn’t be imposing. We’d be glad to have you join us.”
Merrill gasps. “Oh, thank you! You won’t regret it, I promise!”
Bethany smiles. “Welcome to the Birds of Passage, Daisy.”
(At the use of Merrill’s Killjoy name, Marian briefly wonders just how long her siblings had been eavesdropping before Merrill noticed them.)
“We’re headed to one of the outer Zones for the evening,” Carver explains. “You could follow us on your bike until we find a place to set up camp.”
“Oh, perfect!” Merrill says. “I’ve been meaning to head that way. Too many Dracs this close to Bat City.”
When the Hawkes climb back into the Camaro, Marian steals a glance at Merrill in the rearview mirror, watches as their newfound companion unties a green bandana from her belt loop and wraps it around her head to keep her hair out of her face. When Marian steps on the gas pedal and tears out of the Dead Pegasus parking lot, the roar of the motorcycle lets her know that Deadly Daisy is right behind them.
Fenris doesn’t sleep well that night.
Granted, Fenris doesn’t sleep well most nights, but for some reason, the night after Bethany gets shot in the leg is particularly bad. Maybe it’s the hard concrete floor of the warehouse, which no amount of blankets or cushions can completely alleviate. Maybe it’s the fact that he’s lying only a few feet away from Garrett, who sleeps like a log and snores like a chainsaw. Maybe it’s the pain in his shoulder from an injury a few days prior.
Or maybe it’s the fact that tonight, his nightmares are worse than usual. Tonight, when he dreams, he is alone, but worse than that: the bodies of his fellow Killjoys lie dead at his feet, glassy eyes wide, their hands still on the triggers of their guns. Draculoids—more Dracs than he’s ever seen at one time—close in on him, zombielike in the way they reach for him, pull at him from every angle, pin him to the ground and snarl in his face. He’d fight if he could, fight with everything he has, but his body is stiff and frozen, and no amount of willpower can force even his mouth to move. For a man with an aversion to closeness and touching, and painful tattoos from BL/ind experimentation, the sensation of being trapped makes him feel like he’s about to vomit.
It’s when they pull out a Drac mask and shove it over his head that he wakes up gasping for breath.
It takes a few minutes for his body to relax and his heart to stop pounding in his ears. Fenris can see the faintest bit of morning light trickling through the windows—he’d guess that it’s around five o’clock—and concludes that attempting to get a decent amount of sleep will probably be a fruitless endeavor. Sighing and forcing himself to sit upright, he reaches into the small backpack beside him and pulls out a Killjoy-made magazine that they snagged at the last gas stop.
The zine is filled with artwork of desert landscape and rebels fighting BL/ind, accompanied by writing—a few short stories and poems, a few articles and essays, all about the highs and lows of revolution. It’s a perfect representation of life in the Zones, every copy made by hand, since few (if any) Killjoys have access to a working printer. However many were made, probably no more than twenty, the artists and authors must have had to redraw and rewrite their work. Two Polaroid photos are taped to the inside cover, one of a Dead Pegasus gas station at sunset, the other of two female Killjoys kissing, with their names listed at the bottom. There are probably different photos in every copy, likely taken from the same photographer, someone lucky enough to have access to a working Polaroid camera (though Fenris concedes that it’s actually not too difficult to find batteries out here, though they might be half-empty).
He’s so focused on flipping through the zine that he doesn’t realize anyone else is awake—at least, not until the sound of someone sitting down next to him nearly makes him jump out of his skin.
“Sorry,” Anders whispers, holding a hand up. Behind him, the orange light of the sunrise creates a halo around his blond head. “I assume you couldn’t sleep, either?”
Fenris makes a noncommittal grunt, enough to give Anders his answer, but curt enough to hopefully get his I don’t want to talk about it message across. He’d rather not have to even think about the nightmares that his subconscious assaults him with, let alone explain them.
“Alright,” Anders says with an understanding nod. He glances over at the zine, skimming the page Fenris has it open to with clear interest.
Fenris holds it out for him to take. “You can look through it.”
Anders hesitates for a moment before obliging. Fenris watches his face as he flips through the pages. The brilliant poetry and detailed artwork seem to fill him with awe, similar to what Fenris felt browsing the zine’s contents, but there’s something else, too, something deeper—something like longing.
“I wanted to tell you something,” Anders says finally, slowly closing the booklet. “I just remembered, and I think you deserve to know.” He glances over at the windows, and the sun shines on his pale face, reflecting off of his gold earring. Without looking at Fenris, he says, “You have a sister, named Varania.”
Fenris blinks in surprise. A sister? Anders apparently knew him when they both lived in Battery City, before BLI wiped Fenris’s mind—or reprogrammed him, as they like to call it. It’s times like these that make him feel like Anders knows him better than he himself does. “And you’re just now telling me this?” Fenris says in an attempt to mask his bewilderment. A sister. He has a sister.
“You only mentioned her once or twice,” Anders says. “It was the last thing on my mind. But something reminded me of it this morning, so I figured I’d tell you.” He shrugs. “I don’t know much else about her. But I know she’s still alive, or she was by the time I left Bat City.”
Sister. Sister. Sister. His brain repeats it so often that it no longer really feels like a word. He knows he’d be angry if Anders had kept this hidden from him, but at the same time, he’s not really sure what he’s supposed to do with the information. She’s probably still in Battery City, which means it’s too late and far too dangerous to go back and search for her, or even attempt to write a letter to her.
Still, he feels like he has to say something. “Well,” he mumbles, clearing his throat awkwardly. “Thank you. For telling me.” Then, tilting his head to the side, he adds, “May I ask what reminded you?”
Anders sighs and pushes a few loose strands of hair out of his face. “She appeared in a dream last night.”
Fenris doesn’t expect it to hurt, but it does, just a little. To think that he doesn’t even know what his own sister looks like, while a man who barely knows anything about her sees her in his dreams.
Abruptly, Anders hands the zine back to him and stands up, covering his eyes with a hand to block out the sun. Fenris glances down at the page he left open: a poem written in an angry hand, calling for revolution, calling for justice.
Varric Tethras is what people in the Zones call a “neutral.” He doesn’t wear the flashy clothes, he goes by his real name, and he tends to stay in one spot minding his own business rather than get into fights with Draculoids. He has his own little gas station convenience store in Zone Three and is an expert at aiding Killjoys without giving BLI a reason to go after him. In short, he’s the perfect person to go to when there’s trouble, and there’s always trouble.
The trouble this time has nothing to do with BL/ind, for once; about five miles away from Varric’s shop, the Camaro broke down, so Marian had to jump start it using Merrill’s motorcycle, and now they’re hanging out in the store while she tries to fix the car.
Garrett frowns as he glances out the window at the setting sun. “We might have to camp out here for the night, Varric.” It’s not the first time, and he knows Varric doesn’t mind, but he still feels bad about it.
Varric waves a hand nonchalantly. “Yeah, I figured,” he says from behind the store counter, where he seems to be digging through some junk he’s stored underneath. Varric is a whopping four-foot-eight, so the chair he uses to reach the counter makes most other people who sit in it look like giants. Merrill finds a particular delight in this, and she’s so sweet that anyone would feel terrible asking her to get off of it, even Marian, which has been an especially interesting phenomenon to witness.
As if on cue, the front door swings open, and there stands Marian, covered in grease and wearing nothing but a sports bra and ripped black shorts. “I’m turning in for the night,” she says as she waltzes into the shop, letting the door slam shut behind her. “Round two starts in the morning.”
Garrett watches as she heads into the bathroom to wash herself off. Carver came in from practicing his shooting about a half hour ago (and is currently sitting on the floor eating potato chips), so now they’re all inside for the evening. Bethany’s been drawing quietly, her brow furrowed in concentration as she sits on the worn couch in one of the back rooms, and Garrett and Merrill have been making their own fun out front. The store is Varric’s home, so he had to get creative with the few extra rooms.
Garrett is wandering aimlessly through the little aisles, examining various snacks, all stamped with the BLI logo, when he hears the front door open, and in walks possibly the most gorgeous Killjoy Garrett has ever seen.
The first thing he notices is the shock of silver-white hair, the way the undercut contrasts against the man’s brown skin. The dim light of the store reflects against his leather jacket and his surprisingly wide eyes. When he takes a few steps forward, a chain hanging from his black jeans—yes, jeans, in the desert—makes a jangling sound, and his heavy footsteps suggest combat boots. He looks like he just walked out of a mosh pit, but that’s not what intrigues Garrett the most. No, what really catches his attention is the pale white tattoos that stretch from the man’s bottom lip down into his chest and out to the tips of his fingers—they almost seem to glow. “Varric?” the man calls in a deep voice as he surveys the area.
Varric pops his head out from the back of the store. “Oh-ho! Long time no see, Wolfy!”
The man rolls his eyes at the nickname and leans awkwardly against one of the snack aisles. “I see you are having a sleepover,” he says slowly as he eyes each of the Birds suspiciously (save for Marian, who is still washing up, thankfully). Bethany walks out into the store to see him better, and Garrett flashes him his best good-natured smile, causing the man to raise an eyebrow at him.
“Their car broke down not far from here,” Varric explains as he walks out from behind the store counter. “And because I’m just so charitable, I let them stay for the night.” That’s his way of saying that they’re friends.
“Hm.” The man makes his way through the store, seemingly on edge, like he’s keenly aware of the way the Birds glance his way out of the corners of their eyes, pretending that they’re not looking at him. Eventually, Garrett gives up on trying to be inconspicuous and plops down in a chair pushed up against one wall, allowing himself to stare openly. He’s never been good with subtlety.
Suddenly Marian’s voice rings out through the shop. “Who’s this?”
Varric clears his throat. “Birds of Passage, allow me to formally introduce you to the Painted Wolf. He’s kind of new, doesn’t have a gang to roll with yet.”
The Painted Wolf looks away, not making eye contact as he wanders into another aisle where he can’t as easily be seen. “I think I would prefer to keep it that way. No offense.”
After a few beats of silence, Merrill says from her place on top of the chair behind the store counter, “You have tattoos, like me.”
Instinctively, almost as if he was expecting it, the Wolf replies, “But you received yours willingly, I’ll wager.”
Merrill blinks in surprise. “Well. Yes, I did. You mean you didn’t?”
The Painted Wolf does not respond, just runs a hand through his hair and takes a breath through his nose.
Garrett frowns a little and stands back up, making his way over to where Marian is still standing in front of the bathroom door, her arms crossed. “Don’t tell me,” she says quietly. “You think we should let him come with us.”
Garrett shrugs. “Well, why not? He doesn’t have anyone. And he’s…intriguing.”
Marian rolls her eyes. “You’re just saying that because you think he’s hot.”
“I do not,” Garrett lies, but his face heats up, giving him away. “Okay, well, maybe I do, but that’s not the only reason.”
Marian shakes her head. “He doesn’t seem too keen on making friends. I mean, he just said he’d rather be alone. Also, what you call ‘intriguing’ I call ‘suspicious.’ The man’s got secrets.”
“So do we,” Garrett says, though at the moment he can’t think of anything particularly damning. If nothing else, he’s sure Carver’s got something embarrassing.
“You being gay doesn’t count as a secret when you gawk at any man that isn’t related to us,” Marian says, a tiny smirk forming on her face.
“That’s not what I meant!” Garrett says. He can feel his face turning even redder. He needs to find a way to get Marian on his side, and if he can’t do it with emotion, then maybe he can do it with logic. “Seriously, I think we should talk to him. He’s a new Killjoy, but he looks way more experienced than most newbies. He might even be older than us. I’d be willing to bet he knows something about BL/ind. I just think he’d be good to have on our side. And it’s not like he has to stay with us forever.”
Marian seems to think it over for a long time. It’s different than it was with Merrill. Unlike the Wolf, Merrill had expressed a clear interest in finding a group to fall in with, and the Birds just happened to be the first ones to click with her. Also, Marian is a lesbian and about ten times more suspicious of men than she is of women as a general rule, which is fair, but it makes these things difficult sometimes. Finally, she says, “Fine. If you can convince him, then I’m game. I can go tell the others.” She cracks her knuckles. “At the very least, he looks like he knows something worth knowing.”
Garrett holds his hands up. “Well, hopefully you won’t have to beat it out of him, so you can stop with the threatening looks.”
Marian snorts. “Just asserting my dominance, my dear little brother.” She reaches forward and musses his hair.
Garrett shakes his head as he starts to head over to the other side of the store, where the Wolf is standing. He doesn’t bother pointing out that she’s only older than him by nine minutes, because she’ll hang those nine minutes over his head until the day they die.
The Painted Wolf looks up from the magazine he’s been flipping through. “Let me guess,” he says. “You want me to join your gang.”
Garrett smiles sheepishly. “What can I say? We think you’d be a good addition to the team.”
The Wolf frowns and puts the magazine back on the rack. “You barely know anything about me.”
“I know you’re a Killjoy traveling alone, and that’s enough for me,” Garrett says, and it’s the truth. Killjoys stick together. It’s the law of the desert. It’s how they survive.
The Wolf narrows his eyes. “I already said I prefer to be alone.”
Garrett folds his arms over his chest, allowing his knowledge of the Zones to give him confidence. “That’s how I can tell you’re new,” he says. “Rule number one of making it as a Killjoy: find a gang. Hordes of Dracs are less likely to target larger groups, and even if they do, you have a better chance of making it out alive when you’re not alone. If you watch our backs, we’ll watch yours.”
The Wolf nods slowly, as if this just confirmed something he already suspected. “You watch our backs, we’ll watch yours,” he repeats to himself. “It’s...a sentiment I am not entirely familiar with.”
“I figured you were from Bat City,” Garrett says, stroking his beard thoughtfully. (Carver and Marian like to make fun of him when he does that. Marian says it makes him look like an asshole.)
The Wolf nods again. “The sense of camaraderie was one of the things that drew me to the Zones, and to the Killjoy lifestyle specifically. But until now, I suppose I have been too wary to actively engage in it.”
Garrett raises an eyebrow, careful not to show too much excitement. “Until now, you say?”
The Wolf gives the softest chuckle, his mouth curving briefly upward. “Perhaps you have a point about me traveling alone. BL/ind knows that I left Battery City; no doubt they’re looking for me. It...would be prudent to join a larger group, at least for a little while.”
Garrett allows himself the beginnings of a grin. “It definitely would.”
The Wolf clears his throat. “I...never got your name,” he says, fingers playing mindlessly with the hem of his jacket.
“Firebird,” Garrett replies, holding a hand out for him to shake.
The Wolf looks at it for a moment before responding. “Well, then, Firebird,” he says slowly, “if you’ll have me, I would like to travel with you and your gang.”
“I certainly would love to have you,” Garrett replies, only realizing how strange it sounds once the words are out of his mouth. His face heats up. “I...I didn’t mean it like—”
Across the room, Marian calls, “Real smooth.” Garrett flips her off.
An awkward little smile forms on the Wolf’s face. “I know what you meant,” he says, but if Garrett isn’t mistaken, he’s blushing, too.
A few days later, Varric, whose talents include knowing everything that’s happening in the Zones, says, “So I got a tip that there’s someone after you guys.”
Isabela rolls her eyes and leans against the counter, conscious of the way her ripped white jean shorts ride up her ass—she’s doing it on purpose, and she peers over her shoulder to make sure Marian’s watching. “Someone’s always after us, Varric. This isn’t new.”
“No, like a major someone,” Varric replies. “Does the name Meredith Stannard mean anything to any of you?”
The Birds exchange glances from their various positions throughout the shop. They’ve all heard the name, but only Fenris and Anders seem to know who she is. Makes sense, since they’re the only ones who have actually lived in Battery City and seen BL/ind’s inner workings up close.
“She’s a Scarecrow, right?” Marian says from behind Isabela. She steps forward and takes a large sip out of her Neptune Pop can. “Isn’t that all we need to know?”
“She isn’t just any old Scarecrow,” Fenris says as he examines the shelves for more food. “She is one of the Director’s favorites—very high-ranking, always flanked by six or more Draculoids and sometimes other Scarecrows. I have known a few BL/ind workers who do not wish to kill, but do so because they fear the consequences of disobeying.” He shakes his head, speaking calmly but severely. “Meredith is not one of them. She kills out of hate and nothing less. She views it as her duty, a mission she will carry out until the day she dies. I suggest taking her seriously. She has slaughtered many of you.”
The way he refers to Killjoys isn’t lost on Isabela. It’s been a little less than a year, she thinks, since he left Battery City and joined the rebels in the Zones, but he still seems hesitant to identify himself as one of them. He still refers to them as you instead of us.
His words send a brief chill down Isabela’s spine, but she shakes it off and looks up at Marian to gauge her reaction. Unsurprisingly, she doesn’t seem fazed.
“It doesn’t matter how many of us she’s killed,” she says. The piercings in her left ear gleam in the light from the windows. “She bleeds just like the rest of us, and she’ll die just like the rest of us.”
Varric holds a hand up. “Fair point, I suppose. Just don’t say I didn’t warn you. My source says Meredith considers you guys one of the most dangerous gangs in the Zones. That means one of her biggest priorities is wiping you out. Just...be careful.”
“Careful is my middle name,” Marian says as she finishes her Neptune Pop, crushes the can in one hand, and launches it across the store, causing Anders to duck because of his ridiculously long bird legs. The can lands in the garbage bin with a loud crash.
Marian grins. It’s lopsided, and her teeth are crooked and stained with soda, but it just makes Isabela want to kiss that alluring, imperfect mouth even more.
“I thought your middle name was Selene,” Merrill says from her designated spot in Varric’s chair. They call it the Tallening Chair.
Marian’s face softens, and her cheeks turn pink as she gently explains to Merrill that it’s a figure of speech. Isabela watches in silence until Marian suddenly turns to her, lightly smacks her ass, and says with a playful glint in her eyes, “Well, back to business.”
Isabela smirks. Works every time.
It only takes half an hour for Marian’s nonchalance about Meredith Stannard to come back and bite her in the ass.
“Guys!”
Garrett bursts through the front door of Varric’s shop, his eyes wide and panicked. He’d been outside restocking the trunk with supplies. “I think we’ve got company.”
Marian peers outside, and the rest of the Birds do the same. Sure enough, veering into the parking lot are two white vans with the Better Living Industries symbol emblazoned on their doors.
Shit.
In a flash, they all whip out their ray guns and rush outside just in time to see a horde of Dracs pouring out of the vans. Then, from the passenger seat of one of the vans, a woman climbs out. She’s tall, blonde, and middle-aged, and her eyes seem to pierce right through them.
“Ah,” she says as the Dracs line up behind her, brandishing their plain white ray guns. “The notorious Birds of Passage, or so you call yourselves.” As she speaks, she pulls out her own weapon and seems to aim it straight at Marian. “It looks as though you’ve been expecting me.”
For a moment, the two groups just stand there silently, revolvers pointed at one another, a classic example of a Mexican standoff. It feels like the air has been sucked out of the atmosphere, like the atoms themselves have stopped moving completely. Then Meredith snaps her fingers with her free hand, and the desert explodes in gunfire.
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killjoy names: garrett - firebird marian - kitty hawke bethany - midnight sun carver - fantom fighter merrill - deadly daisy anders - nuclear blonde isabela - storm chaser fenris - the painted wolf
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lollyholly99 · 5 years ago
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PiCk OnE qUeStIoN fRoM eVeRy LeTtEr wItH OcS oF yOuR cHoOsInG
folks somebody is too sweet and values my time too much (more than I do) to let me fill out the ENTIRE thing w/ my ocs so instead we have this ^ prompt so hERE WE GO
A: Aptitude
1. what are your oc’s natural abilities, things they’ve been doing since young?
ok I NEED to do all of them for this since most of em are/began their life as DR ocs so their abilities are kinda? important to them
Hotaru - solvin them puzzles
Ren - relationship advice
Noburu - maths and comedy
Akiara - makes clothes
Sachiko - honestly? being a lil shit. and manipulating p much anything to work out in her favour
Mayu - acting
Morten - rly good leader
Chouko - shoot gun real good and accurate
Yaulmi - actually they don’t have anything they do all that well,,, but they’re having a fun time anyway!!
Momoko - knitting
Takara - any kind of skating (skateboarding, ice skating, roller skating, ALL of it)
Tarou - baking
Umeko - weightlifting
Kouta - doing (LEGAL AND REQUESTED) things to dead bodies
Isamu - directing films
Airi - beekeeping
Frances and Gumm and Freya - uh,,,,,, being baby,,,,
B: Basics
4. how old are they?
again I’m doing them all bc this one’s easy safdsg
all the dr babs are 22(?) if my working out of their timeline is correct \o/
Frances, by her vague count, is somewhere in her 20s? but she gave up keeping track of her age after being turned into a vampire ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Gumm is. centuries old I’m thinking. but she’s also goop so time doesn’t affect her much
Freya is just baby!! built just 2 years ago but implanted with a functioning “brain” that does Not work like a two year old’s
C: Comfort
5. who is the best at comforting them when down?
for 
-Ren and Hotaru 
-Chouko and Airi
 -and Momoko and Umeko? Eachother!!
later on Momoko also gets to add Akiara to the folks who comfort her best uwu
D: Decoration
4. what type of clothes and accessories do they wear?
if it has aliens on it, Yaulmi is ALL OVER that (or rather it’s all over them bc it’s clothing,,,) bc they love human interpretations of aliens
E: External Personality
4. are they up-to-date on the internet fads?
yes absolutely they are all memelords
F: Fun
3. who would they have the most fun with?
^^^ refer to answer C above ^^^
G: Gorgeous
1. what is their most attractive external feature?
now y’all can feel free to disagree but personally I’m STILL enchanted w/ Ren’s hair and imho??? most attractive part of any of these bastards
H: Heat
2. do they prefer summer or winter?
as dumbasses who wear black and refuse to give up their aesthetics, Kouta and Akiara will choose winter over summer in a HEARTBEAT
I: In-the-closet
1. what is their sexuality?
again i’m gonna go through all of them WOOO
k so all of them are bi except:
Ren, Mayu, Kouta, Freya - pan
Chouko, Airi - lesbian
Yaulmi - pan? they don’t get gender so they’re just attracted to whoever they’re attracted to
Takara - Takara-sexual (this bitch doesn’t pay enough attention to other people to consider attraction to anyone addfsdf)
J: Joy
2. who makes them happy?
^^^ refer to answers C and F ^^^
K: Kill
2. have they ever thought about homicide?
well uhhhhh some of them have and have,,, ACTUALLY carried out those thoughts(within the story that I’ve basically given up on writing for em) (bc they are/began as DR ocs)
Morten plans on killing Mayu and (accidentally) gets killed right back instead
Yaulmi kills Chouko
Tarou kills Momoko and Takara
Umeko kills Kouta
and Isamu kills Airi
L: Lemons
1. what is their favorite fruit?
Ren’s a big strawberry fan for the simple reason of I like to insert my own traits into these guys
M: Maternal
1. would they want a daughter or a son?
Ren and Hotaru are ABSOLUTELY gonna have kids and they don’t mind any which way what their genders’ll be
N: Never Have I Ever
5. have they done anything they thought they’d never do?
gonna go with murder here, folks. for Morten and Yaulmi and Tarou and Umeko and Isamu \o/
O: Optimism
4. is there anyone in their life that throws optimism on them?
Momoko is a negative babby but Umeko makes sure to be the MOST positive force EVER for her
P: Personality
2. what is their worst personality trait?
Tarou’s a chill guy most of the time but when he gets mad he gets m a d
boy’s got a bad bad temper
Q: Questions
5. are they curious?
Yaulmi is just a big ball of curiosity abt anything earth/human related man they just Gotta know new things!!!
R: Rules
1. do they follow rules?
Sachiko has never followed a rule in her life and she’s not about to start now
S: Streets
1. are they street-smart?
Sachiko? absolutely.
T: Truth
1. are they honest?
Akiara’s too sweet to tell a lie!!! he’s an honest babby :>
U: Underdog
1. have they been bullied?
Airi’s been bullied plenty bc she’s ~weird~ and she likes bees like too much and she talks to them wha
she tends to ignore it
V: Vomit
2. do they get lots of stomach aches?
sometimes Isamu’s anxiety gets REAL bad and on those occasions the stomach aches start flaring up
W: Water
1. do they drink enough water?
all of em drink plenty of water bc they’re gonna be good role models in that regard
Stay hydrated, kids!!
X: Xylophone
3. do they have a favorite band/artist/singer?
watch me slap traits from myself onto my ocs and say Ren is, at any given time, listening to CRJ or vocaloids
Y: You
2. what inspired you to create them? 
Akiara was first and he came about bc I wanted to get in on making some fanganronpa content, and like visually? I realised halfway through making him that I’d been super inspired by Damien from dream daddy
Gumm well she’s here bC BERRI WAS TOO CUTE and i HAD to get myself a slime
I listened to Built 4 Love by TWRP for like an hour straight and then made Freya
and the only other one who I can place a specific inspiration for is Takara and for him it’s that I had the hots for Tom Hardy’s Bane and rly wanted to give a character a cool medicinal mask sfdafsgsgf
Z: Zebra
5. do they have any pets at the moment?
Momoko has one (1) dear little bastard cat who she loves and who plays with her wool while she knits c:
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princeyitz · 6 years ago
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GET TO KNOW ME TAG why r there so many questions </3
@viiavi​ tagged me(and mayb someone else??? i dont know tumblr notifs are awful)
uhhhmmm i tag @ratboysims​ @felicitum​ @bullsim​ @keysims​ @bratsims​ and uhhmmmmm any1 else that wants to do it just say i tag u
also here’s a bad edit of my simselfs outfit its cute and basically what i wear everyday gotta wear those nikes get some good ass arch support u feel me
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1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? byrd
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? byrdie, b
3. BIRTHDAY? june 3rd babey
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? harry potter
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? ye s
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? i dont think i have one. picking faves for literature has always been hard for me
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? i listen 2 podcasts
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? ummm dark chocolate or mango
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? awesome
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? thank you next look its a good song ok
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? ridiculous but how my mom says it like a harry potter spell
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? ummmm something by halsey i think
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? im binge watching greys anatomy so that i guess but also my fave show of all time stargate
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? moana
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yea
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? failure
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i give good cuddles
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i have no patience and i worry too much
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? yes(dogs)
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? fall
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? yes! we’re getting married next october :-)
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? no responsibilities!!! no bills!!!! also my moms cooking
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? her name is lauren but also my fiance and my dog
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? dark green
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? brown
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my fam, my fiance, my dogs, my close friends
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my fiance 100%
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my parents i worry about their health and also my sister bc she’s in a new relationship
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? my sisters dog just had puppies so im excited to see them
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm rn sims
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? probably rugrats and also x files
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my dad
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? hell yes big time
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? well i still cant drive so like. driving i guess
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT?uhhh behind i hate when others take pics of me lol
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? writing and simblr i guess
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? actually i think it was the adventure zone graphic novel does that count
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? the crimes of grindelwald
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i can sing
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? owls
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? i feel like im on the spot ummmmm @felicitum @keysims @smart--milk @surreysimmer @hesitantpixels
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? u ever seen heroes? remember how peter was like a sponge well i wish i could do that but with like, normal knowledge/skills. like if i met someone who was a carpenter or dr i could shake their hand and i knew everything they did about that and could learn new languages that way too. i wanna b a sponge
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in my bed w my fiance and dogs in a cuddle pile
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? when we ask blu if she’s a sleepy baby and she tilts her head
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? none bitch
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? water all day every day im a camel hi
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? uhhh probably recently at work
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? as i get older yes
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? when people talk down to me because of my identity or age
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? yea!! the last one we went to was p!nk im pretty sure
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? no
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a cardiologist
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? hmmmmmmmm probs harry potter tbh
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? money!!!!
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? yes and no
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yup!!! i dont sing as often as i used to tho its sad
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? no
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? i really love big bear and catalina island
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? doesnt really matter as long as its not a big city and relatively close to family
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? we have 2 doggos
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? tbh i am a mix of both now, tho i used to be a night owl
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunset
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? no :-)
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds sometimes headphones hurt my ears esp bc i always wear glasses
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yes and im getting war flashbacks
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? pretty much anything besides hardcore rap, country, and religious music, also nothing too poppy
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? probs my mama
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? ye
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? when they only brew decaf at work
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? both
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? i really loved english
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? i have two brothers and two sisters
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? flowers for my mother in law
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′7″
75. CAN YOU COOK? yes
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? coffee, purple flowers, the lil potbellies that all puppies have
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? decaf coffee, peas, when people say my name wrong
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? uhhh i guess just bc thats who im around more
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? gay af my dudes
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? i live in southern california
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my mom i think
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? a while ago 
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? garrett watts is fun
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? sure
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? digit it saves me money
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? im super close with my parents and relatively close w my fiances parents as well
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? hmmm probs middle eastern
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? seattle
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? lmao no
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? not really
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? both but i tend to lean more towards the ocean
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? not at all im a chicken
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nope
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? y...es
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? n o?
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? when i am wrong lol i dont care too much about being right
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? forest 100%
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? trust your instincts
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? hufflepuff
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? sometimes
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? v big introvert
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? no
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? kind of
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? pick it up and return it to its owner
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? yes but they have to believe in it too
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes but u cant tell nobody knows ok thanks
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yeah they’re cool
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? my ears and my septum
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? sam carter from stargate shes smart
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? yeah i have 10 i think
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? opening up to people
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? 110% yes
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? yeah i want 5 but i dont think i can afford that many someone start a gofundme for my future babeys
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my best friend
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? i told my middle school crush that i liked her and then she told everyone and thats the story of how i repressed me sexuality until i was 20
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? many times
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? yes but carefully planned and well thought out adventures where i have a checklist and a binder of all the information i need listen i am v anxious everything is scary
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? when i was a baby i was on the news lmao
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 25
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? to thine own self be true wow super lame and cliche thanks im tired is this done yet
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory i dont have much of a sweet tooth
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freckledbabysbf-blog · 7 years ago
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11 Questions Tag!!
(or more like i’ve been tagged 7 times and im just gonna answer all of them)
Basically, you have to answer these 11 questions, create 11 new ones and then tag 11 people to answer your questions!
thank you neha for tagging me! @3rachaa
1) which stray kids member would you want as your best friend?
honestly?? probably either felix, seungmin or changbin. i think felix would probably bring out good sides of me, seungmin and i could be soft together and changbin and i are just lowkey the same person so
2) who’s your ult bias and why?
i dont even know at this point, i have like 5 tbh. its ncts mark, because he got me back into kpop because idk i just thought hes really inspirational and shit. then theres seventeens the8 because honestly he just snatched me and damn im lowkey in love with him ngl and hes so talented and god damn beautiful i just cant. then theres ma boy v, aka kim taehyung aka the guy that has had me smitten since 2014 and i just love him because damn his voice and hes so adorable and just damn. also im a hoe its also suga because ngl hes like exactly my type and hes so damn admirable and just i dont even know how could i not love him? And last but not least our boy felix somehow did it and im not sure how but he did it and im still confused
3) how’s your day been?
im really sick but except that today was a chill day, i had a 5hour nap and basically couldnt talk all day so
4) what’s something that you’re excited about?
honestly? my best friend and i have a tradition of staying on my step dads farm in between christmas and new year every year and this year my other best friend is joining us and im super exited for that
5) how’d you discover stray kids? what was your initial impression of them?
i saw the teaser of the hellevator mv and was like, damn jyp u got a new group ready to snatch me?
6) ice cream or cake?
questionable because i dont eat either bc it most of the time isnt vegan but probably ice cream
7) what’s your fave food?
i have no favorite food tbh
8) favorite ice cream flavor?
idk proably hazelnut ig
9) what’s your ult group? why do you love them?
the same as with ub, its in between nct, seventeen, bts and now also stray kids and right now id say my main focus is stray kids? i just love them
10) what’s your role in the fandom? (ex. parent, the baby, etc.)
im that one gay cousin who just dissapears from time to time
11) rant about anything ;)
honestly felix eyes are so beautiful and dont let me start about his damn freckles man this guy is a whole 20/10 like damn bro chill ur already basically everything i want as a boyfriend stop being perfect hard working and lovable 
thanks mari pt 1 @jiggyjisung
1. whats your fav cold drink?
does water count?
2. chocolate chip cookies or oreos?
both are not vegan but if they would be probably chocolate chip i dont like oreos
3. are you still in school?
sadly yes i am and its stressing me
4. do you have a job or volunteer work?
not really i sometimes do errands for my moms cinema tho
5. Do you have any pets?
pets that are actually mine? at the moment not but im getting kittens soon
6. am i gonna finish this without making stupid questions?
no
7. trick question all these questions are pretty stupid
i am aware
8. do you like anime (wow such weeb)
i might like anime, youll never find out tho (yes)
9. do you like video games (wow such nerd)
i mean im totally not obsessed with little nightmares or anything
10. what temperature is it where u are?
well outside its like 0° C inside idk
11. whats ur level of weird
changbin
mari pt2
1. Whats good fam?
bye
2. Did you eat yet
its midnight, yes i ate a small dinner
3. What time is it?
00:09
4. are you tired?
nope
5. Still in school or nah?
yyes
6. are you a keyboard, cuz you’re my type *wink wonk*
thanks ur not (jk ily ur cool)
7. did you like that ^^
i love me some shitty pck up lines
8. So whatcha doin rn (besides this)
texting and listening to music
9. chocolate chip cookies or oreos
chocolate chip
10. do u got any pets
nope still not
11. mac n cheese or lasagna
both not vegan but probably lasanga
thanks my dear ela ily @incorrectfelix
if you could magically learn any language, real or fictional, which one would it be?
probably korean tbh
Do weekdays have a colour for you?
not really
If so, which ones?
nah
Sweet or savoury?
savoury
If you could do anything right now, what would it be?
having a movie night with all of my close friends i miss them a lot
What‘s your favourite haircolour?
black and brown probably, but ill also never say no to some good looking dyed hair thats lowkey washed out
Favourite kpop quote?
“My current boyfriend is Shownu and my next boyfriend will be Wonho” - I.M
Favourite type of weather?
snow and rain im all in for that cold wheather
What got you into KPop?
my friend back in 2014 and then mark lee
Do you have any ships? Which ones?
to many tbh, i love taegi? like sign me the fuck up. celara (thats the shipname of my siter and her girlfriend and i support it) , changlix, poly evryone and idk man i ship a lot of people
Describe a memory, any memory.
hi im about to share one of my favourite memories from this year with you, like it was a quite warm saturday evening and i was out with my friends and maybe a little drunk but we all were and we were just talking and honestly that was the moment i realised i love my friend so much i could never let go of them ( i like talking about memories so if anyone wanna know some of my fevourite memories im open to share them)
Favourite names?
i really like charlie, noah,nico, lee (yes i like my own names fight me) , finn, michael and lucas
thanks for tagging me @dabkingfelix
1: Do you prefer tea to coffee??
tea all the way coffee is way to bitter for me
2: When was the last time you laughed so hard that it hurt??
just now, bc my throat is sick but my friend send me a joke
3: List 3 things can be found in your room on a daily basis??
pens, clothes and pacifiers
4: What’s your favourite season??
fall and winter
5: If you were reborn, would you change your gender??
well i mean i am transgender so yea i guess i would
6: Who is your favourite fictional character??
probably lee jordan and fred and george
7: What was your dream job when you were a kid??
i always wanted to be an artist
8: What’s your favourite scent??
vanilla and cinnamon 
9: Name 3 personality traits you seek in other people??
honestly, loyality and creativity i guess??
10: Do you lick or bite ice cream??
god i dont know
11: Do you believe in horoscopes?
nope not really
thanks @thestraykidsfreak
1. Milk or cereal?
cereal
2. The group that got you into Kpop?
bts (and lowkey vixx) in 2014
3. Who’s your Stray Kids bias?
felix and changbin
4. A thing you really like about yourself? (appearance, character trait, whatever)
that i can draw well and that i get quite freckly in summer
5. Do you get along with your family?
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6. Fave band that isn’t Kpop?
one ok rock lol (or pierce the veil, sue my emo ass)
7. Have you ever considered learning Korean?
yes im lowkey learning it but its on hold bc of school rn
8. What’s the last compliment you gave someone?
i like your eyes, they look as dead as u  (to my best friend. she might've hit me)
9. Have you ever changed your bias? And if, how often?
the only group where i actually changed my bias is seventeen where i went from jeonghan to woozi to the8
10. Do you have any nervous habits?
i scratch open my skin, i pick at my skin and i fidget
11. What made you get a tumblr account?
well this one the cereal debatte my actual first one? idk anymore tbh
thanks emma ur cool @straykidshizzle
1. What do you like most about your physique?
i like my nose and eyes
2. What is your biggest talent?
drawing probably
3. When do you feel the happiest?
when im with my friends
4. What is your favorite memory?
this year the moment i was outside with my friends where i thought wow im really glad i got all of you, in general a night between christmas and new year on my stepdads farm laying on my bed at night with my best friend listening to teneriffea sea by ed sheeran
5. What is your current homescreen background?
for my phone, felix for my laptop some random hot guys collarbones
6. If you got a free plane ticket to anywhere, where would you go?
probably korea, thats the place i wanna go most right now
7. What did you want to be when you were young(er)?
artist
8. How would you describe yourself?
im really bad at that but a highkey socially akward small shy boy that just wants to get accepted and doesnt know how to handle social situations
9. What’s the best thing that happened to you this week?
its monday night so i guess its my friend saying shell visit me tomorrow because im sick and my other friend who i thought didnt like me anyymore asking me to meet up on wednesday
10. Who is someone you really admire? (and why?)
lowkey my sister because she just does whatever she wants and my best friend because she does what she wants but shes still on top of her class and just wow i just really admire all of my friends (thats lowkey shitty tho bc that lowkey fucks with my mental state)
11. Who was the last person you hugged?
well, probably my mom or dad and except them lotte, a girl whos on my team that i drove home with together
thanks for all the tags man
my questions are:
1. whats your hogwarts house ? (slytherin im a snek)
2. cats or dogs ? (cats)
3. favorite star constellation ? (cygnus and the summer triangle)
4. kakao talk or line ? (kakao)
5. a stargazing date or a library date? (stargazing)
6. natrual or dyed hair (both but natural ig)
7. sexual orientation? (gay)
8. haikyuu or kuroko no basket or free (?yes im a whole weeb rip)
9. produce 101 season 1 or 2 ? (2)
10. girl groups or boy groups? (bg)
11. kermit or pepe? (kermit)
i tag : @fehlix,   @leader-chan, @dani-edgy, @ultiz; @jisxngie ; @f3lix-lee; @koalachris; @jenaipaidemots (what an url), @squishywoojin , @jeongn @felixsfreckles
if you dont want to or have already done it dont worry!
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hellcatchvalley · 7 years ago
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i made a little word doc of my punisher liveblog because i could not contain my emotions to myself so obviously SPOILERS
i love kurt so much pLEASE DONT HURT HIM
i love madani already too gOSH STAY FOREVER PLEASE BE GAY
THEEEEEEEEERE'S MY GIRL!!! WELL NOT REALLY IT SJUST HER NAME BUT!!! MY GI GRL!!!
i cant believe frank just pulled a matt murdock and threw his shit in an alley
the director's name is tom shankland how appropriate
o shit frank's the one who killed her old partner
lowkey?? im rooting her for lMAO EVEN THOUGH I MEAN SHE'S OBVIOUSLY NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GET FRANK FOR HIS WAR CRIMES BUT IM WITH U GIRL I HOPE YOU GET CLOSE
CHRIST ALVIE!!!!! CHRIST ALIVE THIS IS LIKE FANFICTION COME TO LIFE
NOW I CANT WAIT FOR KAREN TO GIVE HIM THE WHAT-FOR ON WHY THE BALLS HE'S ACTIN ALL PEACHY WHEN HE'S DOIN THE STUFF SHE YELLED AT HIM FOR HSDJKFL
THE WAY SHE'S DRINKING THIS BITCH OOOOOOOOOO FRANK YOU GONNA GET IT I CAN FEEL IT IN MY TITS 
OK LOWKEY.......IM M A D CONFUSED
ifeeel like??? i Missed something here why's he so.......soft
they left on a pRETTY BAD NOTE I MEAN,,,sure she saw him on the rooftop bUT NO ANGER?? NO TENSION?? AT ALL?? I MEAN I KNOW ITS BEEN HALF A YEAR BUT. JSDKLF IM JUST CONFUSED
ok All of me is so Very confused as to this whole thing to the point where i deadass thought frank was just kinda. dreaming. bUT I MEAN IM STILL LOWKEY DYING IM DYING
(but seriously i hope this writer didnt kill karen's spark ok the girl's got a spine of steel dONT LEAVE THAT OUT PLEASE)
man this is really making me question the timeline of all this like is this pre-'she thinks matt is dead' or post-'she thinks matt is dead' bECAUSE THERES. THERES TOO MUCH SUNSHINE ON HER RN IT FEELS OFF
"i wanna know what you're gonna do" oh thank god my darling youre still in there i was so worried 
MAAAAAAAAN IF YOU COULD HEAR THE S I G H OF RELIEF I JUST DID THANK GOD KAREN!!! YOURE IN THERE
GODDDDDDDDD THERE THEY ARE!!!! MY FUCKGIN G GO DDDD OTP: BE CAREFUL
i stan sara :c she is just having the worst day sdjkfl
me: hey why's frank walking with a limp i dont remember him getting hurt??
me two seconds later: OOHHHH HE'S TRYING TO BEAT THE CAMERA SYSTEM THAT SMART MOTHERFUCKER
hey this is a fallout song!! and its called 'kick in the head' so r i p to this dude
F CUKGIN KNEW IT!!!
oh shit oh no frank really was the reason his family died :C
on another note: oooh this poor sunnva bitch is pretty much toast
you gotta love how cleanly frank kills the guys that matter
"the place to eat" what a way to avoid copyright of any kind i bet that was the name on the script 
OOOOOOOOOHHH I LOVE KURT DONT HURT HIM
LMAO FRANK WAS IN HIS TRUNK??? SDJKFL
i stan ben barnes shadily licking his finger to turn a page of his book while this dude recites scripture
KURT GAVE HIM HIS TOMBSTONE IMMMM ;n;s 
i cant believe Lieberman has to watch frank cuck him in real time
GOD KAREN'S REALLY GIVING ME VANESSA VIBES RN AND I DIG IT SO BAD
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THE ENTIRE SCENE AT THE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS JESUS CHRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIST THE RIDE NEVER EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENDS
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HEY HEY HEY THIS CERBEROS SPIEL LITERLALY LITERLALY COMES FROM A TUMBLR POST WHERE IS THIS PERSON'S COMPENSATION??? EVEN THE WORDING IS EXACTLY THE SAME
LMAO HE DIDNT MAKE HIM A SANDWICH SDHJFK GET WRECKED FRANK
hey its travis! :D
LNAOJDSOFIM LMAO WOW TRAVIS' CHARACTER GOT THE W O RST OF IT
this soundtrack is very 'last of us' and i l o v e it 
i legit dont know which one im more jealous of
O SHIT HOMEGIRL DIDNT EVEN TAKE OFF HER SKIRT
damn kurt's like a dude claire god i love him dONT HURT HIM
i wonder if the dude who worked on irobot worked on this show because So many of thes shots look like his work
"you gotta find something you care about" "have you found that frank?" WELL FRANK!!!! HAVE YOU?????/
nooo ben barnes i trusted you!!! cept i really didnt 'cause youre always playin someone mad shady but still!!! YOU WERE HIS BROTHER, BILLY, YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE
look at him with the assassin's creed blade n shit
madani's ribs are so......whats the word, prominent??? every time she slightly leans back its like that picture from that dancing ballroom anime
watching frank literally cuck david's wife is still the Funniest thing on the planet shdjfkglh
LMAOOO FJSDIGOJ SHE KISSED HIM IMS CREAMING THIS IS GONNA BE SO FUNNY
FINALLY SOME EXPLOSIONS YES GIVE ME SOMETHING
OOOOOOOOHH THE LETTER'S GOIN TO MY GIRL IM EXCITED
"why are you going after him like this" shE LITERALLY JUST SAID THE EXACT SAME THING YOU WERE SAYING EXCEPT IN A NEWSPAPER SHJFKGJLSDL
david about his wife: she's Your girlfriend
frank: HEY ive Never wanted to be with Anyone but my wife >:(
david about karen: your girlfriend's on the radio
frank: turn that shit up
me: BITCH ME FUCKING TOO???? BITCH ME TOO TF
im literally dying at frank holding her flower from across the damn city shdfjgklh
karen: [goes off on a senator on the radio]
frank castle: [pointing and nodding] 
NOOOOOOOOOO KURT WHY WOUDL YOU GO BY YOURSELF YOURE THE ONLY BLACK GUY ON THE SHOW YOURE VULNERABLE
THEY REALLY JUST GON GO AND KILL THE NIGGA WITH HIS OWN LEG???? H SFDUIJDPIJ THE DISRESPECT!!!! CURTIS DESERVES BETTER!!!!!
lowkey im bored of the bill/madani thing like. gimme a romance i care about now they were cute until it was revealed he was using her and now its just there 
omg i cant tell if frank is actually trying to get lewis to turn himself in instead of killing him or if he's just lulling him into a false sense of security but either way
AW G O S H ; AAAAAA ; THATS SO MUCH BETTER THAN A KISS IM JUUUUUUUUUUST SOOOOOOOO
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lmao i didnt even consider that the family would see his face lDFHGKL OOPS
i love how both frank and the bald dude are losing their minds with the torture and ben barnes is just in the back like 
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"WHAT HAVE YOU BROUGHT TO OUR DOOR" I LOVE HER MOM SO GODDAMN MUCH HSJDKFLG
ok in summary: loved it, thought it needed more karen because i love my girl and i just love to see her, next season feels like its gonna be So Lit because this season was like “ok now that we’ve got all the nuances of being a soldier and frank’s backstory Out of the Way NEXT TIME he can fuck shit up willy nilly and we can have our supervillain” which i am A-ok with because season 1 daredevil was kinda like that, first seasons always gotta get the talking out of the way also the way karen and frank’s relationship was portrayed just
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x-men-x-imagines · 8 years ago
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Imagine #18 Charles Xavier - Part 1 (Request)
Requested by Anon: hi! so can i request a charles x reader one shot that ive been thinking of? ok so first of all y/n and charles were super close as teens but y/n died at around 19(got mixed up in smth), charles was devastated and hes still not 100% over it as an adult so when the xmen find a mutant who can control time he ends up asking them to go back and try to save y/n? and they try and they have to convince her to stay safe bcs ‘theres some1 who needs her’ or some cute shit like that?..but if u do this thx!
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Words: 1646
Warnings: Swears, typos, fem!reader, time travel (?)
A/N: Okay, so I decided to make this a series with 3 parts, because writing just one would have been wayyy too long. I hope that’s okay with you. Also about the time travel, I considered using the character of Shadowcat for it, but my approach was a little different and it wouldn’t have worked with her, so I decided to introduce another time-travel mutant (It’s not important or anything, I just thought I’d mention it). Enjoy! xoxo
Part 2 - Part 3
It took Charles a moment to find back to reality and shake off the painfully familiar nightmare. Then he forced himself on two elbows and reached for his wheelchair. He knew, if he went back to sleep now, the dream would pick up right where he left it. And that he definitely didn’t want.
The mansion was quiet and dark, as it was supposed to at 3 in the morning. Charles’ mind randomly wandered through the rooms of his students, picking up their dreams, not staying long enough to see any details, but long enough to know that they were fine. Looked like he was the only troubled one in this starry night, he thought, stopping by one of the big corridor windows.
He could remember every single time that he had had the dream. That specific nightmare that just wouldn’t leave him alone. God, had he been thankful for every night, in which he didn’t have to relive that day, that feeling, that shattering pain, both his and yours. He hadn’t had this dream in almost fifteen years now, but still, not a single day passed without him thinking of you, without him missing you.
And Charles knew very well, why the dream had returned tonight, why he had had to go back to that day tonight, of all nights. He hated putting Samantha into this kind of position. He had looked into her mind, he had seen her fear, her insecurity. Like all the other students, she doubted her abilities, her powers. Charles had told her the same as all the others, that with enough training and time, she would be able to feel like herself again. But unlike every other student’s, Sammy’s powers put Charles into a position, in which he had to choose between giving her the time she deserved to discover her abilities and pushing her in a way that he had sworn never to push any of his students.
Time travel, he thought, looking down on his property, the fresh green of spring having been replaced by the night’s doubtful black. Now that he thought about it, it wasn’t surprising that he had encountered a mutant with that kind of ability. He had seen the most extraordinary abilities, each unique and powerful in their one way, but never had he expected that a person’s powers could reach as far as to reverse time and space. He was a scientist after all, he thought.
Incredible things were happening to the world and you weren’t even there to see them. You would have loved to see this, Charles smiled to himself, you would have loved teaching the students to use their powers, you would have loved him. He had never asked, if you reciprocated his feelings, he had always wanted to and then, all of the sudden, he hadn’t been able to anymore.
He could still feel his own determination, his nervousness in both his memory and the dream.
It was hot by the window, the leather of the diner bench sticking to his back as he leaned forward to grab his coke and take a sip. God, it was way too hot by the window, but he knew that you would make him sit there anyway, so he might as well just stay and wait for you in the heat. You loved the summer and he loved the way the sunlight made your face glow in all kinds of colours. You were the most beautiful person he had ever encountered, perfect from head to toe, from the shimmering, almost white hair to the grace you effortlessly laid in every movement, from your glowing skin to your glowing smile.
You never hid, you never kept your voice down. All you did, you did, because it was right. And sometimes it did scare him, sometimes he did tell you to keep it down, to be careful with what you did. He didn’t want you to hide, but he needed you to see that there were moments, in which being different was neither convenient nor smart.
You always told him not to worry, that you would be fine, that someone had to stand up for what was right. He sometimes believed that you would be the one leading the mutant community out of hiding eventually. He just hoped that you would let him be by your side.
He placed the empty bottle back on the table in front of him and shook his hand nervously. He wanted to be the one by your side, the one that supported you in everything you did. And today, he was going to tell you. He never read your mind, because you had asked him not to, so he never knew what you were thinking. Your mind must be just as beautiful and extraordinary as your exterior, he thought, and just as mysterious. Not knowing, how you’d react was the worst part of it. From all he knew, you might push him away, you might never want to see him again. Or you might smile and tell him that you felt the same. He had to take that chance, he just knew. He needed you to know.
He waited and waited. He watched the minutes pass on the diner clock and waited. The sun went down. He called you on the diner’s payphone and left a message on your voicemail. In all that time that Charles had known you, you had never been late, not once. At 6pm, his leg started wiggling nervously. At 6:30, he started randomly rummaging through people’s mind in search for some kind of clue to where you might be hiding. He left you another message. At 7pm, he was just about to go looking for you, thoughts shooting through his head like bullets, showing him all the horrible scenarios he was desperately trying not to imagine, one of the waiters, a girl showed up at his table, handing him the phone. “It’s for you, I think.”, she smiled.
“Y/n?”
“No, it’s me, Charles.”, he heard your older sister’s voice, followed by a heartbreaking sob that told him, that all the scenarios he had been imagining weren’t anywhere close to cruel, brutal reality.
He had helped the police to find the guys that did it. He had looked them in the eyes, he had recognized them as two of your former classmates, and he had watched them go to jail with a smile on his face. It had been a dark time for him.
In the dream, he was never sitting in the diner, no, he was on the street with you, where they had cornered you and attacked you, beat you until you couldn’t get up anymore, and then kept beating you, until you had stopped moving. Charles had seen you in their minds and his own brain had done great work at completing the scene into his ultimate personal nightmare.
He would have loved you to see all the things that he had achieved, all the things that had changed. Mutants were out in the open now, which was all you had ever wanted. To stop hiding.
And now, with Samantha, maybe there was a way to show you, to get you back, to spare you all that pain. But the girl, he thought, how could he possibly put her in that kind of situation. He knew, she wouldn’t be able to refuse; she would want to help him. But she was just a child, merely fifteen years old. He was responsible for her, how could he put her in danger like that.
“I thought, I’d find you here.” Charles wasn’t used to people surprising him. A sign to how deep in thoughts he had actually been. He turned his head and smiled at Raven. “I knew, you wouldn’t be able to sleep tonight.”, she said, placing one hand on his shoulder. “How so?” “I might not be a telepath, but I sure as hell can read you, Charles. And I know about the new girl.” Charles nodded. Raven had known you, adored you just like everyone else.
“Samantha. She is truly unique. I never would have thought an ability like hers possible.” “Charles, you’re with me now, you can stop it.” He sighed. “You should really consider my offer. I’m sure, you would be an amazing teacher. The children would love you.”
“I don’t think so. And don’t change the subject. I know you want to get her back.” He sighed once more. “It’s not that simple. She is too far away and I have to put my student’s wellbeing first.” “And that’s exactly why I would be a lousy teacher. I would save y/n in a heartbeat, no matter the consequences. And I didn’t even have your kind of connection. Just think about all the things she could do!”, Raven replied and Charles could hear her smile as his eyes wandered to the faint lilac strip of sunlight, that was slowly lifting itself over the horizon. “She would want to see this, you know?”
“You did what?” Charles never screamed; he hadn’t in years. But given the current situation, it seemed like the appropriate reaction. Raven didn’t even flinch. “The right thing, Charles. You know it is. Y/n, Charles, this is about y/n. I’m giving her a future, I’m giving the two of you a future together!” “By endangering another person’s life. Samantha could have died in the process, along with Jean and Peter. What the hell were you thinking?”
“Aren’t you the one, who always wants to believe in your students? You knew, she could do it. And she did. They are all safe and sound.”
“We don’t know that.”, Charles hissed. “We don’t know, if Jean and Peter are okay. We don’t know, if Samantha will manage to get them back. We don’t!”
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