#myungbin

[moonbinu]

230305 Astro Twitter Update | Moonbin

명준이형 생일 축하해요!!😀😀😀 알게 모르게 형에게 의지를 많이 한답니다😌 오늘 세상 그 누구보다 행복한 날이 되기를 진심을 다해 바랄게요♡ #아스트로 #아로하 #밤하늘_빛나는별_명준아_생일축하해 [Myungjunie-hyung Happy Birthday!! 😀😀😀 I unknowingly rely on hyung a lot 😌 I hope you have a happier day than anyone else in the world I wish you with all my heart ♡]

[cheolbinsart]

🌛 200508 🌜 #EB_todaysBIN

MBC 에브리원해 X Naver Update

Behind #ASTRO's 'When You Call My Name' MBC Show Champion Special Stage (200506)

💜 Bin smiled so beautifully in here. Every minute, every second of the day, I miss you a whole lot more, Binnie 💜

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Untitled, 2022 (unfinished)

1599 words, written by me lol metal.bubble

PG rated: cursing only, non romantic, astro canon compliant..

Jinjin POV - about MyungBin

Set as they prepared for/filmed for AstroScope concert/movie

Wanted to share bc these feeling were eating me alive. Hope other arohas may understand...

SUMMARY: Jinjin has to find and diffuse an irrationally angry moonbin just days before they're set to do their stargazer: AstroScope concert. why does he feel like this wouldn't br happening if MJ was still here..?

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"Fuck this.."

Jinwoo sighed as he shoved a forgotten stage prop back into its place.

Exasperated, he pushed his long fringe out of his eyes and off his forehead. Where the fuck was Bin...

Jinwoo power walked through one dark backstage hallway after another, opening doors, and snooping in dark corners. Where the fuck did that lunatic sneak away to? This venue was only so big, but the leader wasn't picking up any sort of trail.

Moments ago, Jinwoo was rehearsing his solo stage for their first concert without Myungjun. Things were going great. They were practically running ahead of schedule. Jinwoo was so confident in his solo stage rehearsals too. He was riding cloud 9, and didnt have time for Bin to be a fucking buzzkill like this.

Jinwoo hadnt been off the mainstage for 20 seconds before he got a text from one of the stage managers that read:

"Binsan emergency, assistant required in the practice room :("

Shit.. that could mean only one thing: Bin had pushed Sanha too hard. Again... Why the fuck couldnt Bin control his whack-ass behavior? Was it really too much to ask??

Yes. Yes it definitely was. And Jinwoo knew it too. Bin had never had to go this long without his emotional support blanket of their oldest member: Myungjun.

Their eldest member served as a magnet that pulled Bin out of his natural path of introvertedness. Its like Myungjun had some sort of legit spell over the kid. If Myungjun laughed, Bin would laugh. If Myungjun saw Bin starting to clam up or get angry, he somehow always knew exactly how to pull Bin out of it. Jinwoo felt guilty now for relying on the older boy so much when it came to Bin and Bin's emotions.

Myungjun had only been gone a few days before Jinwoo began to notice Bin changing. It started with some mild self isolation. Bin would stay way past the time they were scheduled to leave practice sessions. Saying he just wanted to keep his mind busy. Myungjun was usually the one who forces Bin to come back with them to the dorm. Myungjun just seemed to cast a spell on Bin, and Bin would listen.

The recent sleepless nights had turned into Bin developing an anxiety-driven aggression towards the other members. Practices had started to regularly derail as Bin kept stopping to harass Sanha and Dongmin over every single misstep they made.

Dongmin had been handling it the best. It took an army to actually set off the prince of tranquility's anger. And Dongmin could clearly see that Bins behavior wasnt normal, so he managed to put up with it. But Sanha.. Sanha on the other hand had begun to crack.

At first the maknae had been willing to fix anything Bin pointed out, as he usually respected and trusted anything Bin said to him regarding performances. But Jinwoo watched as confusion and anger began to build in Sanha's eyes with every angry/anoxioustghtdhhth in we vbe hg insult Bin threw at him. Bin had never critiqued Sanha to the point of belittling him so harshly. Jinwoo had deescalated many tense moments as Sanha began to push back at Bin's needless over critiquing and micromanaging.

Unfourtunalty, just a week prior, the two had gotten inches away from an all out fist fight.

Jinwoo had tried talking to Bin. But Bin's anxiety got the best of him.

**Bout a week ago**

"Why did you bring ME out here hyung?? That SHITHEAD is the reason im so angry! We ALL see him fucking up nearly every choreo!! I know im not crazy.. im not just seeing things!! Right?? Tell me you see it too?

"No one said you are crazy. But Bin, you gott-.."

"NO! If i dont FIX all these FUCKUPS before the filming day, we're ALL gonna look like SHIT. You guys are NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH! Especially fucking Sanha. That.. that fucking talentless... Godddd"

Bin punched the hallway wall closest to him and kicked an unlucky, stray chair that happened to be in the hallway at the wrong time. It loudly flew half way down the hall. Bin looked like he was about to hyperventilate.

"Bin.. Bin... Bin look at me! Fuck, please breath and stop insulting Sanha. You are NOT helping anything by bitching like this and getting so angry. Do you understand me??"

"Why are YOU not as angry as i am?

Bin voice started to shake.

Your the LEADER GODDAMMIT.. i.. i-"

Jinwoo could see the breaking point closing in. He had to calm this mother fucker down.. and he hadda do it now.

"Bin.. please. Lets do those breathing practices we used to do, remember? The slow ones?"

Jinwoo grabbed Bins hands in his and held as tightly as he could. Bins hands were shaking too. His emotions were completely out of control.

Bin started to take a massively slow and unstable deep breath.

"Yes Bin, thats right. Push all the air out before breathing in. Come on, get it all out. Close your eyes"

Bin submitted and forced his eyes shut, as tears began to leak from the corners.

"Ok, now lets slowly start to let that air back in. Dont rush it, its not going anywhere. Slowly.. thats good. Ok now keep going till you fill those lungs entirely."

Jinwoo watched Bins chest slowly inflate with mild hitching and shaking.

"Thank you Bin. You're doing so well. Do you wanna keep going?"

Bin took two more shaky deep breaths.

"No. I think im fine now. But..."

Bin opened his eyes and looked down the hall at the chair.

"I think i need to go home for today. I cant go back in there. It'll happen again. I dont know why i cant turn off how horrible i feel and how nervous i am. And... I hate that im doing this. But when the anger comes, its impossible to stop."

Jinwoo pulled Bin into a hug. Bin let out a small sob as he leaned down to bury his face into the leaders shoulder.

"Its ok Bin, you can go home and try to relax. We have many more days to practice."

"Im sorry hyung. Im so sorry."

"Thank you for calming down Bin. I wish i was as good as Myungjun at cheering you up, but im trying my best"

Jinwoo let out a small chuckle.

Bin released their hug and faced the older boy

"What?"

Jinwoo then realized he said that out loud. Fuck... He definitely had never actually said anything about that theory to Bin before this moment. Mega foot in ass move there.

"Oh... Sorry. I just.. have noticed over the years that Myungjun seems to be able to.. idk, um.. he's just better at.. like..."

Bin looked so legitimately confused.

"Better at what hyung?"

Jinwoo rolled his eyes and shrugged.

"Goddamn, you know! He just tells you to do something and you do it, but its all good things that make you seem happier. Like i never noticed how much he keeps you from isolating urself untill he wasnt here. Or how he seems to be able to instantly reverse you when you get mad or sad. And i feel stupid for never seeing it before. But i mean.. think about it. When did you start to feel so anxious and angry all the time? Cuz it seems like it started after Myungjun left."

"The fuck..?"

Bin paused and looked deep in thought for a moment. Jinwoo saw the lights going on in Bins head. Bins cheeks even began to flush a bit.

"Damn hyung.. ur right! I started to feel really shitty after he left. Goddammit.."

"I mean.. hey - don't get embarrassed, its only something I've thought recently."

"Do you think... Does everyone know??"

"Bin.. no, literally i just thought this and haven't even said it out loud till right now. So no, i dont think everyone thinks that. And besides.. its not like it's a bad thing."

"But hyung.. like.. why? Why am i doing this? Why cant i get it.. why cant i fucking NOT get angry without HIM??"

Jinwoo could sense Bin working himself up again.

"Bin. Its normal to have new and different feelings when someones routine is drastically changed. Not having Myungjun is a big change. We all are having to adjust to him not being here. He is a huge presence."

Jinwoo put his hand on Bin's shoulder.

"Why don't you head home and.. idk.. text him? I think it might make you feel a little better, right?"

Bin flushed harder and looked down.

"Ok hyung... Ur right. I'll.."

Bin let out a heavy sigh.

"... I'll try to text him"

**Back to present**

Jinwoo wondered if Bin followed thru with that now. He'd have to ask whenever he found him.

He continued to run through the venue hallways, looking for Bin.

He had arrived too late to the practice room braul to stop the fight Bin and Sanha had moments ago. Only the stage mamager and backup dancers were left when he slid in. Sanha was taken care of nearby with Minhyuk, but Bin had fled the scene entirely. And now Jinwoo was tasked with finding him.

Aparently, it was the same old same old. Bin flipping out on the younger for not living up to some irrational standard set by Bin's anxiety. And it had escalated to the two throwing water bottles and other objects at each other and any poor soul around them.

He felt sweat on his forehead... Damn. This was entirely too much

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Our Season on AO3

AO3-G, 1900 words, MyungBin + JinRock, unrequited mutual pining

When the seasons change, the Seasons, Sun, and Moon gather for the ritual transfer of the Key of Seasons, and to sing songs, and to see what they can never really have.

[moonlitstories]

Chasing Confession New Chapter!

New chapter is out now! I hope you guys like it!

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@vonseal​ has made an update recently! Gotta bring this back.

IM IN TEAARSSS, IM IN TEARS, IM IN TEARSSSS

so i come with an astro fic rec. its just so good but it made me so fucking sad, and it hasnt been updated in like a year but apparently this author has done that before plus ik theyre still out there bc theyve replied to my comments on different fics of theirs and nowhere does it stay they dont want to finish this, so i remain optimistic.

you should read andr0id by vonseal. its a fic series by the same person who wrote that vampire myungbin fic i recommended to you a while ago. this one is about, well, androids lol. its an eunrock fic, a ship i dont particularly care for but i go for anything. anyway this fic is... FUCKED UP jjsbsbsbs not in the usual way, but its just so fucking tragic and theres some scenes that just feel fucking insane to me. i read the whole thing today and i am HOOKED this is amazing, but its so fucking messed up jabsbsbsbsvd why would an author put me through this....

one thing i love abt this person's writing is how they flesh out their characters. theyre all so distinct and unique and its so easy to endear myself to them. i dont usually pick favorite characters in fics but i always find myself getting attached to specific characters when it comes to this author. i dont want to spoil anything but i LOVE moonbin's character. he means the world to me but he also makes me so sad... and theres some rlly fucked up stuff involving him jsbsbsbs this fic gets kinda dark but god, i am obsessed....

Holy fuck. U have no idea how much I enjoyed the first chapter. This plays into so many of the tropes I like, most notably the "non-human entity slowly learning more abt humans and catching feels" trope. The delicate situation between rocky and eunwoo, the way eunwoo has certain expectations of rocky bc he participated in the creation of his code, how he's proud of him bc he's his creation, and then how the tide changes so subtly, how eunwoo realizes that there are things he hasn't accounted for, that rocky is an actual *being* w *feelings*. And it's so shocking to him but at the same time it's extraordinary, and I rlly loved the way this was handled. Bc we find out that eunwoo is more caring and careful of rocky than the other creators p early on, but he still has expectations and views rocky as a creation. And yet there's still a...kindness and love that shows thru, even if it's not perfect or has the purest, most selfless intentions

I haven't even gone to the next chapter and I'm already so T_T over this

[starryducks]

☀️🌙

[arohasflower]

what's up with these boys? 😅

[jinjin]

i really hate this

[moonrock]

mj: *exists*

moonbin: mind if i hug you? embrace you? hold your hand or rest mine on your thigh?

[moonbinu]

230126 Astro Twitter Update | MJ

카리스마 넘치면서 귀여운 매력까지^^? 빈이의 생일을 진심으로 축하합시다!!!!!!!!❤️ 푸하하하하핳ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ생일 축하해~~>< 글쓴이 엠상병 #아로하의_빛나는달_빈아_생일축하해 [Full of charisma and cute charm ^^? Let's celebrate Binnie's Birthday from the bottom of our hearts!!!!!!!! ❤️ puhahahahahaha Happy Birthday~~ >< Writer M-Corporal #Aroha's_ShiningMoon_Binah_HappyBirthday]

[cheolbinsart]

🌛 160514 🌜 #EB_todaysBIN

ASTRO 아스트로 Fancafe Update

Behind the Scenes of ASTRO's BNT Photoshoot

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💜 ASTRO had the BNT Photoshoot just 2 months (May 2016) after they debuted. They shared that they felt good after this shoot and they had fun. And that fun was so obvious on the photos - they were all such cuties

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Yo tell me im lyin...

MYUNGJUN COULD HAVE BINS ARMS IF HE WANTED ~

That is all.

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[podfic] red tulips

written by @vonseal read by @blue-logos myungbin 06:07 minutes rated G

bin loves red tulips, so it's the perfect way for myungjun to confess. until it isn't.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27742867

[just-an-aroha]

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@vonseal​ has added another installment, and we finally got some Jinjin and Rocky in the plot...but mostly Sanha lol.

hello my beloathed tumblr mutual. i come with a fic rec. i know you arent into astro but this one was WAY too good to keep it to myself. its been a while since a story has entertained me this much, im truly so invested and i cant wait for the author to update, they've been going at it since 2019 which is impressive, especially since it started as just a one shot.

anyway, its an ao3 series called "garlic and blood (and a bit of love)" by vonseal. its one of the most entertaining fics ive read in a while. the entire premise is very chaotic and honestly thats just what i would describe the fic as. PURE chaos.

to sum it up, its about moonbin as a vampire with a garlic addiction, who becomes infatuated with myungjun, a vampire hunter. the fic has some scenes of genuine emotion there (a lot of them, actually) but its mixed with some truly ridiculous situations. its just... i cant even describe it, there are some scenes in this that are just SO weird and the fic gets progressively more chaotic as it goes on. but its also really romantic. BUT its also horny. and its also really funny. there is SO much going on at once and im just. so entertained by all of these messy individuals and their ridiculous lives. its a TRIP, thats all i can describe it as.

(one of my favorite characters has got to be [REDACTED]. i shouldnt find his blatant disdain of gay people as amusing as i do, but it is what it is. homophobia wins.)

JDJSKDKSKDOSDJ A VAMPIRE W A GARLIC ADDICTION 👀👀 . That reminds me of that tumblr post abt italian vampires having to eat garlic bc of their moms except in this case it's completely voluntary

Anyway I started reading the first fic in this installment and I didn't realize until just now how much I've missed reading crackfics. This isn't technically a crackfic but it reminds me of one. I love the sense of humor of the author, the subtle nods to the audience (like when moonbin is looking in the mirror at the beginning and inner monologuing and the author as well as the reader know how full of himself he is, to a point where it's outright comedic, while for moonbin this is just how he always is so it's nothing unusual)

Fjskdkwkdks also I love how moonbin was trying to convince mj that they should fuck. He was so desperate for that garlic blood 😔 . AND THEN MJ'S RESPONSE, "as if I would ever fuck a man" only to come to the room later and for moonbin to notice that he's actually quite experienced - overall there is so much irony, I love it (prime example being how moonbin wasn't thinking abt eating mr turner bc they were on "good terms" but then sucked his blood bc he was pissed off; and then how the character gimmick was brought back almost immediately w mr harper, again, a gimmick which both the author and reader are aware of existing)

Mj being a tsundere was so funny to read, the characters are just taking turns using their collective braincell and the results are so chaotic and fun as a consequence

Also vampire!moonbin would do rlly well in eastern europe or italy, why is he in the us when his garlic addiction could be satiated much more easily elsewhere

WAAAAAAAAAAIT NOOOOO DON'T BRING OUT THE ANGST.

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That lasted like 5 mins lmao. Mj rlly said I'm the only one who can murder my totally not bf <3

There are so many moments that stuck out, so many good quotes, but this post will be endless if I mention all of them. Anyway, I rlly enjoyed the first fic of the series!