#mydoubts

[insanebookwormandwriter]

'I am strong.'

Sadnessspreads through meand Itry to grabit andshove it backdown,but it dodges myhands,screaming itsway up to myeyes, to mybrain,my breathcoming ingasps now,my visionblurring,so I close myeyes tightly,and whisper,“I am strong,”to myself,breathing in all mydoubts, allmy fears, all myinsecurities deeply,and when Iopen my eyesagain,I exhaleall mytroubles andbreathe inconfidence,happiness…

[k-van-art]

"It is clear that the plastic aspect has been present from the very beginning." The elastic properties of the plastic telephone card make it ideal for the drypoint engraving. I use a special etching ink to print the image. In 2015, I found this amusing title in a Dutch art catalogue.

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[ihaveabanana]

That feeling when you are working out at the gym and people are looking at you and you don’t understand if they give you stares coz you look hot or just coz you are one miserable ugly red sweating piece of poop.

[ihaveadoubt-blog]

The wise man

Photo by fede_ihaveadoubt

  The wise man knows where to watch. Follow his sight and you will discover the world.

Who’s your wise man?

ihaveadoubt,

…and I hope you too.

[truthafterthelies]

The after word.

Today I've been thinking a lot about this blog. 

Spilling my truths here can really be the end of me, and my pleasurable lies. 

I had thoughts of doing entries for each of my lovers. Current and past.  Men are so alike yet so different. I love their psychology. So, I wanted to express and give each its own entry as well as just have my own outlet of the day. Expressing how I feel at a certain time.

Today though, I had to give a lot of thought to the risks. They wouldn't like me talking about them, and much less like that I have in fact being lying to them. A good mistress is honest and open with her lover, you know?  I haven't yet come to a conclusion.  For now I shall leave it as is. I will continue to ponder on this thought, and perhaps make another entry soon enough. 

-NDD