#my system posts aren't ever really seen so i dont expect anyone seeing this

[carnivalcentipede]

a year ago exactly i formed and saw the outer world for the first time. it was a weird feeling suddenly being somewhere completely different to what i was used to. i remember our host seeing me and crossing his fingers i was just a temporary fragment. i remember making fun of him and annoying him about it

obviously we all know now im not a fragment lmao

the past year has been rough. its had its ups. its had its downs. its had its very low lows. but i met a lot of people in the past few months that i wouldn't trade for the world. i made a lot of friends that i never really thought id meet. i felt things i never thought i would. as rough as its been im glad im here even though the circumstances suck ass

so uh, happy birthday to me ig. officially a year old alter wise (still 22 tho lmao). idk this post is sappy as fuck, but i could care less

anyways imma give front back to the other host since he has stuff to catch up on. ill cya guys around