#my skull is about to explode
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Switching between Tiktok and Tumblr feels like coming home to my wife and kids after an 18hr shift at the factory.
#chat if you guy saw some of the DUMBASS comments I've been dealing with#my skull is about to explode#“Erm...thats his mom...” comment on a edit i made of Scout and Miss Pauling#I ASSURE you she's NOT his mother.#“Good lord! Can nobody just be friends these days!?” On a HeavyMedic edit#No. No they can't. So sayth I.#tf2#[kinda. Adding the tag bc of the above tags]#tiktok#tumblr#jamisontalksabouttrash
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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue
Song: Plastic by Cheekface
#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED#I want to watch him fall apart#I need him to explode#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#animation#animatic#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was#and that idea makes me so so so crazy#The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself#followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege#like a punishment you cant undo#a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces#you know now. you cant go back even if you want to#and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know#He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural#I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars#AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED#removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore#Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes#Sorry Im going insane I love your au#I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥
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tbh i dont think my dysphoria's ever been as intense as it has being on hrt mostly bc now it feels like "i dont look like a guy" has the scary component of "the hrt isnt doing anything" now. like before it was like well duh im not on t. but now i am and nothing's ever happened. i've been misgendered more on hrt than when i wasn't on it. it's really frustrating because i think my brain looks for the logical why and it goes well. i'm too curvy to look like a guy no matter what i do. which is a great way to feel. is this like complete defeatism almost of i'm always going to look like this & i probably can't get top surgery because i'm too big for it to do anything. like man i'm never gonna look like a guy huh. well that sucks lmao
#fatphobia#i know this is an internalized problem. hence why i stopped talking about it to people#i don't even really want any input i just feel like i'm gonna explode if i don't put this down for a little while#this is such a deeply held Upsetness for me that it's just better for me & everyone that i don't talk about it#bc it'll just frustrate both of us yk#i wish i could lose weight but i can't even do that right or stick with anything and nothing ever changes#it is. maddening. to be so stuck in a body. nothing i do changes anything#hormones don't do anythign exercise doesn't do anything#all i've done is become an ugly girl so i can't even just give up on it all and look how i'm apparently destined to be#slamming my head into a table until my skull cracks brb#txt#vent#negative#body img //#whatever i'll delete this later i just don't understand how i've been on testosterone for a year and a half and#nothing. fucking Nothing has changed at All.#like what is the point. of it all#what's the point of binding what's the point of a little bit of facial hair#what's the point of an imperceptibly deeper voice#fuck!!!!!#i don't have a uterus anymore there's no reason i'm still the exact fucking same#except that i'm just i guess immune to ever looking different i could kms over this i fucking swear
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"Ahaha Daemon is so dumb for believing the old man is the one actively poisoning him when the weird goth witch giving him weird concoctions is right there."
May I introduce you to a beautiful concept known as sleep deprivation ? Man's only gotten poor quality sleep (if any at all) for weeks for all we know. Mood swings and paranoia are bound to go hand in hand with that one. Logical thinking ? Nope. Not happening. You add the fucking hallucinations further messing up his mind to the mix and you get exactly what we see.
#like I know the writing is bad#I am not a fan of the harrenhall arc#but you cannot complain about a character not using his braincells while actively also not using your braincells#kinda contradicting if you ask me#n e ways#talking from experience here btw#throwback to that one week of suffering from tension headaches so bad I thought my skull was going to explode#painkillers did nothing#sleeping was impossible for four (4!!!!!!) entire days#after that I managed to pass out for an hour or two every once in a while as the headaches ever so slowly started getting better#my brain was fucking mush on day 3#there was no being reasonable and thinking logically anymore#I had the worst mood swings#like constant mood swings#I was about ready to kill the next person who as much as made a sound#I snapped at everyone who checked up on me#worst fucking week of my life#do not recommend#anyways#you can hate the character#you can criticize the direction the writers have taken for him this season#but maybe stop being hypocritical little shits about it :)#whatever. I'll lose followers for this one and I do not give a fuck.#got mad scrolling the tag.#will go back to regular posting now.#can we talk about the fact that the acting was fucking phenomenal in that scene#daemon targaryen#hotd spoilers#putting this in the tag actually pls feel free to get openly mad at me I would love to have a free blocklist <3#much love <3
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The amount of dopamine this generated cannot be measured by human technology
#enough power to make elon explode with my mind#AaaaaAAAA#havent actually had to stop drawing something to stim about it in a minute#gyro gearloose#dt17#ducktales 2017#he gets to be fat as a treat!#clown on this post and hes smashing that mug against your skull
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i need to go through those rotating car wash brushes
#is this a migraine? is this a migraine? is this a migraine?#i'm so so scared about this headache i keep thinking about my friend's friend who had a headache for a couple days#and it turned out to be a stroke#she's fine but. what if i'm having a stroke. what if i have a tumor. what if it's a blood pressure thing and i'll explode like a wet balloon#what if it's just a headache.#everything is too loud and too bright and it feels like ice in my ears and down my throat and a vice around my skull#but everything that's coarse and rough and pointy feels nice thus the car wash brushes i think it would fix me#i need to throw up and cry all the time all the time all the time#it feels like i broke my neck my neck doesn't even feel real#third day of this. THIRD. i need to not be here anymore#i started freaking out that i'm going blind in one eye. my left eye. works perfectly fine it just FEELS dull like it shouldn't work#it works. it works. it just feels incorrect. like a fake eye. am i going blind is it going to explode will someone fix me#sorry. sorry. whatever#delete later
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I got my first tattoo today! don’t tell my dad
#i love it so so much#i can’t stop thinking about my dads head exploding when he finds out#he deadass thinks tattoos are the sign of the beast#he said as much when my sister got her tattoos#god especially if he sees mine lol#it’s a evil skull bug thing#post
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im gonna be sick. vancecore type song
#ITS EVEN PINK#vance#STOPPPITT STOPPPPPPPP#my post#im ok. im ok though#swing the hammer the fragments a skull exploding. i need a shoulder to talk to about it#STOP IT#Youtube
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whats funny about having an oc named . is that i also like to type in a way that sometimes puts spaces before periods for extra flavor sometimes and it looks as if . has just snuck into my sentence about random other things which is amplified by the fact i enjoy putting hard stops in the middle of normal sentences and this is all according to plan im just very happy it works out so well. truly the name decision that keeps on giving every aspect of it is just perfect
#tide of consciousness#oc: entropy.#best decision i ever made reality is lemons and the internet my lemonade#sorry. i meant to just type best decision ever but that line is fucking engraved in my skull.#shoutout to chartreux's tag about not being able to yell . because it just looks like silence thats what im TALKING about#thats what its all about baby. best name ever it does everything#especially bc its also not really meant to be a name but the absence of one but also its my character and im going to refer to zer by a nam#so the placeholder becomes the shorthand becomes basically just a name in the end and that is also a metaphor ^^ YAAAY#[thinks abt my oc] i need to explode
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ASAGIRI WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU ASAGIRI
#this fucking biography will end me how the fuck did asagiri incorporate so much of the real yosanos life#into bsd yosano but in the most painful way#what about we explode asagiri it's his turn to get exploed actually#‘correctness’ and ’angel’ IS MAKING SO MUCH SENSE NOW SOMEONE SMASH MY SKULL WITH A ROCK <333#HOW DAREEE U ASAGIRI TWIST SOMETHING THAT MEANT SO MICH TO YOSANSIDWEHSHHSDHHHSHSJ AAAAAAAA#gonna kms for 5 mins ill be back
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FUCK wisdom teeth to hell
#seriously if I ever need teeth removing again in the future I’m just gonna kms#love how dentists are like yeah just take some ibuprofen#like oh yeah cool I feel like my jawbone is about to explode out me skull but sure#had the cunts ripped out 4 days ago and I still feel like I’m dying
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but at least she's 21 and not 40!! amirite ladies [canned laughter and a few sparse cheers]
#i don't wanna do mommy shit with her i don't think. that's between me and some higher being that is certainly not god.#sorryyyy for being so tmi i just need to complain about everything in my life or i will explode in a cloud of skull-shaped glitter
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APFSDS MARETU is so fucking. GOD its so Hank pilled it makes me physically ill.
armor piercing fin stabilized discarding sabot my favorite song armor piercing fin stabilized discarding sabot oh what song are you listening to oh just armor pie-
and they just made it On the Side. Like as a little project. Oh hey btw I made this fucking. Doom Eternal soundtrack ass shit that's gonna blow your fucking mind away. Cool. Maretu I'm your biggest fan sign my baby.
#if anyone let me rant about the heavy metal subgenre of vocaloid or jmetal in general id be your friend eternally#i love utsu p i love maretu#i also adore power metal and metalcore shit in general#groove metal fucks also i just listen to whatever catches the right wave with me#also metal and edm make a beautiful fucking baby and anything 16 bit sounding makes my shit explode#shit being skull#random eden rants#can you tell i need more frie
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One of @wethekeegsta's NPCs from our dnd campaign! Her name is Liv and she does not like my PC.
I think she's cool as hell though
#Im having too many thoughts about my own character so I gotta draw some others before my brain explodes#bloodhunter#high elf#dnd 5e#dnd oc#dnd npc#portrait#art#artists on tumblr#csp#clip studio paint#blood hunter#is that one word or two?#dnd#wolf#skull#lycan#order of the lycan#vampire#the bad omens
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no context r/s
#everything about kendall makes my brain explode#literally so obsessed w him#need to crack his skull open and study him#oh and also#r/s
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Ok guys I'm going to bed, pray for me that my migraine goes away
#i think its from dehydration. it started around 8 or 9 in my forhead and its now 2am and its on the sides of my head.#i feel like my brain is going to explode. like if i could poke a hole in my skull it would release a ton of pressure.#i used to get headaches like this when i had period cramps when i was 18. paired with hot flashes and cold flashes and the gut shredding-#cramps themselves that made me salivate as if i was going to vomit. i thought i was foaming at the mouth the first few times.#they havent been that bad in a long time though. idk why it decided to do that for one year#and i never went to the doctor about it so i guess i'll never know
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