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So, hi! I'm Verne (they/them), practically a queer elder in my 30s, brand new to tumblr (dunno how I ever missed the boat), and I only ever seem to write in the 20 minutes or so between pulling up to work and clocking in, or when I'm putting my toddlers down for a nap but don't want to crawl out of their beds and address the chores I gotta do while they're out of the way. I've written poetry, prose, and roleplayed in the past but got away from it for years and years, and only recently started writing again. I have notebooks and lists of story ideas but the few things I have fleshed out are mostly silly character-based "what if?" scenarios, because those are the most fun to me. Too many of my stories are me simply wanting to write a scene, developing a bit of a world around it, then losing interest entirely. I hope this blog can change that a bit, help me focus on following through or figuring out how to better develop small ideas into something longer.

Interests:

Post-apocalyptic

Near-future dystopias

Scifi/Fantasy (urban) with magical realism

History/AltHistory (especially lesser-known and marginalized stories)

Horror, dark, violent, and mature themes

Queer everything. I can't write heteros to save my life and I'm not all that sorry about it.

Sexy melodrama and smut with too much plot

Fanfiction (I could read/write Fallout stuff all day)

Some Favorite Authors:

Octavia Butler

Nnedi Okorafor

VE Schwab

Starhawk

Madeline Miller

Ta-nehisi Coates

Becky Chambers

Emma Donoghue

Looking for:

Community, inspiration, other writers to follow, and problem-solving tips in storytelling and sticking to stories when things get tough. I really just need some folks to talk to when working through all the things in my head. Open to the occasional tag but I'm not great at responding.

I have plenty more little bits of nonsense in various states of readability, like character backgrounds, alt-ending scenes, slice-of-life banter between characters, etc. These will be posted under the tag #ntzsche misc

Noteworthy WIPs:

Bad Blood - A Fallout Nuka-World fanfic (#ntzsche Nuka-World)

My longest story is a fanfic, but with a cast of characters largely not in the Fallout 4 DLC. I intend to eventually write this in a way that someone who hasn't played the game would be able to easily read.

Lafayette, the son of a 'retired' raider, left his abusive father to find his place in the world and was taken in by an eclectic trauma-bonded found family that inspires him to be a better person and shows him love he is certain he doesn't deserve. When his father comes across them in a raid, Lafayette is given the offer to join him, and he agrees in order to save the settlement and his little brother. Lafayette finds that being with his dad again, and being the son he always wanted him to be, isn't nearly as difficult as he thought it would be. He struggles to maintain the person he wants to be with the person he suspects he is, all while a cast of scheming raiders, wastelanders, and slaves vie for power in the raider city built within the rusted remains of an amusement park.

Salem's Child (#ntzsche Salem)

A background on one of the lesser Nuka-World characters that I got carried away with.

Andrew Rook doesn't look like his parents. He looks like someone they are desperate to forget. Growing up in post-apocalyptic Salem, Massachusetts has it's perks, though. In a fading settlement run by incompetent men who would rather blame the population of feral black cats for their problems than try to solve them, Andrew and his two best friends build a world in their imagination that shields them from the wretchedness of the wasteland and the people they have to rely on to survive.

Hechizo

Another character background that I would love to expand into a few short stories around.

Mateo Zavala was born in the vibrant and tight-knit community of Navarro. His great-great-great-great-great-great grandmother, a pre-war ghoul, is still the ruling matriarch, and it's hard for her not to play favorites when she has over 300 living descendants.

The Crash (#ntzsche Crash)

A what-if real-world rewrite of an event from another story. I just really enjoy writing these two.

Gabe always knew his functional alcoholic roomie would get into a terrible car wreck some day, but he never thought he would be dumb enough to be in the car with him. When the consequences of the wreck threaten to destroy Dave's life, Gabe finds himself doing everything he can to hold those pieces together. The love he harbors for his straight, polyamorous best friend runs deeper than either of them are ready to face, and find that Dave's injury turns their relationship completely on end.

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Picturebook roundup: December 2023

i'm back with another picturebook roundup! the changing of the year always means end of year lists, and i have been putting in library requests left and right for books that look interesting. i read a lot over my winter break!

Corner by Zo-O

a very cute book that's almost undone for me by the difficulties of the central design element, but not quite. as you might expect, the whole story of this mostly wordless book takes place in the corner of a room, as represented in the book by the gutter (the center where the two pages come together at the spine). because of the way hardcover picturebooks are bound, it's difficult to open this book completely flat; one aspect of picturebook design is allowing for and working around the gutter, where some of the image inevitably disappears. this means that the protagonist of Corner, a very cute crow, is lost in some of the first images in the book, where they're sitting in the corner or otherwise doing things there. i can see where the visual cleverness is coming from, and at the same time i can't actually satisfyingly see all of the images, which are centered around this difficult space.

that said, the action quickly moves into other parts of the room as the crow expands their space, adding a bed, and a dresser, and a plant, and painting the walls, and dancing to music. the art is lovely and soft, maybe colored pencil? and the geometric patterns the crow draws all over the high walls of their room are delightful to me. finally, the last step to making the room perfect is to cut out part of the wall to create a window, and see the world outside. it's a simple story about creating a comfortable space for oneself and then being willing to open that space to contact with others. i just wish the spreads were a little more carefully placed at the beginning to fully show the crow and not bury them in the gutter!

age rec: simple and slow, great for 2 and 3 and 4 year olds who are into noticing details and seeing what changes from page to page, and will resonate with anyone who went through COVID lockdown or any other kind of isolating experience.

a bit i really liked: i love the crow's relationship with their houseplant.

more books under the cut!

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When Rubin Plays by Gracey Zhang

SO CHARMING! Rubin is a very cute little boy who admires the music of the orchestra in his village, and wants to learn to play the violin. when he practices in the music room, he stays at the back and plays very quietly so as not to disturb the orchestra with his inexpert playing, but after rehearsal he goes into the forest to practice alone as loudly as he wants, and amasses an audience of appreciative, yowling feral cats! the cats are extremely funny and good to me, happily yowling and dancing all around, and eventually crashing the orchestra's performance in front of the whole village. i love the loose and messy art style, it has a very retro William Steig kind of feel to me, and i love that nobody in this book ever actually tells Rubin that his playing is bad or discourages him from playing as loud as he wants--he does that himself, a little bit, but in the end everyone agrees that he should play in his own way, and his efforts are praised and appreciated.

age rec: i think this could go as young as 3 for the silliness and as old as 9 or 10 again for the silliness and for the relatability of starting to learn an instrument.

a bit i really liked: the cats CRACK ME UP

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My Baba's Garden by Jordan Scott and Sydney Smith

this is a really lovely and quiet book. on the surface level it's about a grandson and grandmother and their bond, and deeper down it's gently about intergenerational trauma. the narrator's Baba lives alone in a tiny house with a subsistence garden, and takes care of her grandson while his father works. every day she makes her grandson breakfast, and if he drops any, she swoops it up and kisses it and gives it back to him; he understands this care for what it is, and finishes every bite. when Baba comes to live with him and his father instead, the narrator takes care of her in the same ways she took care of him.

the art is also quietly beautiful--Sydney Smith's style has this dreamy quality to me, a lot of interesting framing and gorgeous light and the suggestions of shapes with one or two central focal points, like faces. this is one of those books where not a ton happens, but it's super pleasant to read and look at anyway.

age rec: maybe 3-6 as a general range; great for those kids who can do a little emotional contemplation, and situationally great for kids with grandparents whose health is declining and/or need a little more help.

a bit i really liked: i adore this kitchen, i want to move in with Baba

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The Mysteries by Bill Watterson and John Kascht

i requested this book from the library because it was on a year end list of weird picturebooks, and it did not disappoint! it's short but layered, funny and creepy, playfully refuses to answer its own questions, and carefully reminds the reader of our own hubris and smallness as human beings on this planet. and yes, it's that Bill Watterson, creator of Calvin & Hobbes. I can see the connective tissue between the humor of that and the humor of this, keenly observational of human nature and also a little bit dark.

and the art!!!!!! so strange and delightful! I'm not entirely sure how it's accomplished, but the backgrounds have a misty, painterly feel, while the figures look like they've been molded out of clay. it's a fantastic juxtaposition, and makes each face and each expression stand out dramatically.

age rec: this is definitely a picturebook for grownups. not to say that it would be harmful for a kid to read or something, but the level of subtlety, social commentary, creepiness, and general feeling of uncertainty seem like they'd be off-putting to a lot of kids. but if you know a little Wednesday Addams, one of those kids who really likes creepy stuff and comes out with foreboding pronouncements a lot, try this one out on them!

a bit i really liked: i am fascinated by the artwork on the walls of this artwork, i want to visit this museum

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The Magicians by Blexbolex, translated from French by Karin Snelson

this is another book i heard about through a list of weird picturebooks! i don't know if i would totally classify it as a picturebook, as it's pretty long and dense, but wherever you shelve it, it's pretty neat. gorgeous to look at, in a sort of vintage style that looks a bit like woodblock printing and a bit like when picturebook illustrations did their own four color separations for their art. the effect is textured, nostalgic, and a little bit cartoony in a fun way. and the story is strange and interesting! it follows three magicians: an elephant, a bird, and a girl who likes to garden, and the huntress and lion-dragon clockwork creature who are chasing them. there are all kinds of weird twists--they tear through the pages of the book into another world, people turn into seeds, magic is passed from one person to another, it's all very surreal and delightful.

age rec: this is another one that i think is mostly for grownups, but definitely could appeal to kids who like off-kilter and strange stories. maybe age 7 upwards, as a read-aloud for the younger end, because the writing is pretty complex.

a bit i really liked: the beauty of this prose!!!!!! im in awe of this translator

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Say It by Diego Estebo

i know the aim of picturebooks with messages is to get the message across to young children, but i love a book that just states the message simply, with cute art, and doesn't smack you over the head or get too twee about it. this one is right in that sweet spot for me! really clear emotional language, fun to look at, and it does what it says on the tin: encourages the reader to tell someone the feeling they are holding on to, regardless of what the feeling is. i was a secret-keeper as a kid, and i'm still terrible at telling the people who care about me how i'm feeling if it's anything other than "good," so this book really speaks to me.

also, the art is so great! vibrant and messy and delightful, and using all the little tricks of the trade to get the desired tone for every spread. i wish i was back in grad school so we could talk about this one in picturebook class (still think about you every time i type picturebook as one word, Susan. i'm sorry i still use "cute" all the time.)

age rec: around 2-5 for this one! it's a good message to give kids early, but charming enough to extend into early school age imo.

a bit i really liked: i feel u kiddo

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Male Cat Spraying Kitten

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