#my shawol heart ❤️

[jhsbaby]

[Waiting for waiting for Godot] profile shooting

Bonus for my shawol heart 🐿

[peppertaemint]

Not the same anon as the ones before//

Ah, I think I also know who it is now(?) That person dislikes Key for a reason I haven't quite figured out yet, they're so shady about it. And of course, this is not a real 2minner, this person just wants to shit on Key for whatever reason there is because they're not feeling good about themselves. They have a weird obsession of excluding Key and that's not at all what 2minners or Shawols do. That person does not represent 2minners, that person is an OT4 who does what they can to make people hate and criticize Key. Do not think that anyone supports this, and don't leave just because ONE person is being a jerk.

I think we all can agree that Taekey shouldn't be excused, but don't use this to hate on any of them. And don't criticize the authors. Every single writer deserves nothing but the best for providing us with their amazing fanfics❤️

Don't let people bring us down!! And I'm off to work! ^^

Ps. "But this person is awful"- ALLOW ME TO FREAKING LAUGH AT THAT PART!!! WHAT EVEN WAS THAT???

Hello, thank you for submitting your ask. I also have an idea who might be sending those weird comments on a 03. If you want you can send me a message like an anonymous message saying who you think it is and I won't post it but I'll leave that up to you.

And I find it really weird that there is a 2Min💕 fan. Oh my God my phone added the hearts to 2min on its own. That is so weird. Anyway, I find it really weird that there is a two min fan who dislikes key. Like I guess everyone has their own taste, but it just is so weird and that they would have a vendetta is even weirder.

I hope you had a good day at work!

[naishad]

Dear Jonghyun,

It's been 5 years today. 5 years ago we lost you to the cruelty of the world.

Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for inspiring me to do what I love, empowering the world. You spoke out on "taboo" topics in Korea, always ready to help others. Even though you are not with us anymore, we will never forget you. We will always remember and treasure you in our hearts, blowing kisses and giving hugs to the moon.

I hope you are in a much better place now, the world is too cruel for pure hearted people like you. I miss you a lot, not just today but throughout the year. I do not regret or hate you for chosen path. Like I said, the world was very cruel to you. They blamed you for things you neither said not did. I hope your soul is at peace with itself.

You wil ALWAYS have a very special place in the hearts of k-pop fans and Shawols.

Lots of Love,

A shawol you never heard of

❤️❤️❤️

[localtrashstan]

My shawol atiny heart ❤️

[230701] SHINee TikTok/YouTube Shorts Update | 🌶️BOUNCY HARD💙

[seokwoosmole]

As a post-2017 Shawol, I can never truly understand what it's like to miss Jonghyun. But through songs, videos, photos, stories, and the memories of other Shawols, SHINee members, and those who love him, I know what a beautiful and special person he is. I love learning new things about him everyday and the more I learn, the more my heart grows to love and admire him. Thank you to all the Shawols for keeping his memory alive so that we may continue to love and learn about him.

Jonghyun, you did well and I hope you have found happiness. Thank you for the happiness you've given so many of us❤️

[cosmojjong]

Happy Birthday Didi 😊❤️🥳🎉 I hope you are giving yourself all the love and kindness you deserve. I think it's a testament to your character how many people on here care and cherish your presence. I am grateful our paths crossed and I will forever cheer you on. It might be hard to see for yourself, but you are a gem and everything will fall into place one day, I promise ☀️☀️☀️✨️✨️✨️ (p.s. I also play Happy Birthday at midnight on my bday every year haha) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

sara 😭😭 this is one of the nicest birthday wishes i've ever received in like my entire life, thank you so much. in my mind it feels like i still have a long road to go until i can be better for myself and for others but thanks for loving and cherishing me already and for being so encouraging to me, even in the past months. i'm grateful to you too, you'll always have a friend in me, know that and bear it in mind! ❤️

it's a blinger/shawol thing to start one's birthday with jonghyun, isn't it? ❤️ i think it really does give your day the right beginning to it. it's like jonghyun is celebrating you but you're also taking in the lyrics and celebrating yourself, which is really needed. thanks again for everything you said, every word will remain in my heart!

[httpsjhyun]

Another Letter For You.

December 18, 2021.

Four years have passed in a heartbeat. Four years from the day it changed everything in my life. The world continued on its course, but a part of my heart had been stolen from me. The moment I knew you were no longer here was one of the most painful of my life. I didn't know what to do. Despite everything, I got on with it. I enrolled in college, I reflected my love for you in my art. Every time I needed you, I just listened to your songs. Listening to you comforts me... However, the day I listened to Blue Night again, I cried. And a lot.

This year, it was one of the calmest for me. That doesn't mean that it has stopped hurting, but I have been able to take things differently. What if I cried? Of course. It was barely twelve at night, and reality hit me. Another anniversary of the day I lost you forever. I have not wanted to do anything but remember you in the best possible way.

Like this:

You, happy. Doing what you loved. Being on stage, singing, dancing, enjoying your music and your art with shawol. This year, I chose to leave out the bad comments from people who have no idea who you are, I chose to remember you happy, without reading anything sad or distressing. I chose to remember you with a smile on my face, even though the tears are still in my eyes.

I miss you, I love you and that will never change. No matter the years that pass, you will always be in my heart, in my mind, in my art and in the tattoos that I chose to wear on my skin in honor of you.

I love you, JongHyun. Thank you for being part of my life ❤️

— httpsjhyun.

[shineestories]

Yesterday, Minho celebrated an early Christmas and his birthday with us. As Best Choice approached Halftime, he comforted the viewers by asking them to believe that he will return with the second half of the match.

Back in 2008, after their debut, SHINee had given their fans alot to belive in. They became the five boys that the Shinee World would rely upon, but relationship of patience and trust between artists and fans isn't something that can be built in a day. Through repeated affirmations, they worked hard from their end to built a strong, rock-solid foundation of trust with their fans, and we reciprocated.

"..because I'm Choi Minho Yeorobun", he assured.

Right after his military service ended, he jumped back into his daily life activities. Acting, singing, song-writing, being a Shinee member and the appa on the Return of Superman. This year he even enjoyed being a part of two sports shows-Golf King and Best Choice. He was swamped with work, without a moment of rest. Just the way he likes it.

Minho's parents encouraged him to think positively under all circumstances. He became the cheerball of Shinee World, being the one who is happy, while doing everything he can to make others happy. A large portion of Minho's happiness comes from knowing that he is constantly receiving the overflowing love of Shawols.

"How can they cheer for us so passionately?", he questioned himself as the answer came to him, "Because I'm a SHINee member. I've used all the luck in my life in becoming SHINee. As much as I'm happy, I think I have to repay that heart", he said in SWC4 interview.

The Choi Minho Shawols know today is a man who has realised the dreams he had as a boy, and continues to expand his abilities through seamless efforts. His acts chant honesty and humility. He loves unconditionally, embraces, gets mad for not being given the points he deserves, passionately defends Arsenal, eats a lot, shows up for others, dances to his top picks, asks us to "Overcome it", and just like that, scatters warmth to the pearl aqua factor.

Today is 9th December. 30 years ago today, a beautiful soul was born to unleash love all over the world.

Happy birthday Minho❤️💎

#shinee #minho

[inkeybum12]

Your special day~~~~ 💎90.04.08💎 Will always in my heart. Love youuuuu, angel @jonghyun.948 😘❤️ Forever young❣️ . . #SHINee #샤이니 #Jonghyun #종현 #KimJonghyun #김종현 #Jjong #쫑 #Jjongie #BlingBlingJonghyun #블링블링종현 #SHINeeWORLD #샤이니월드 #SHAWOL #샤월 #종현아_우리봄이왔으니_한번만날까 #HAPPY_JJONG_DAY https://www.instagram.com/p/CcFCEMavcvV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[shwaybum]

thoughts lately -

though my blog is dedicated to jay park, i’m a big fan of kpop groups. one of them being shinee, so being a shawol i saw them in concert in march of 2017. i can’t believe how it’s been that long and i miss them so much. anyway, i’ve been a fan of shinee for such a long time. i’ve built a strong connection with the music shinee put out as they got me into kpop years ago. so my love even grew especially after the concert. after jonghyun passed, i was in such a bad state of shock that i couldn’t accept it. one morning, the day after he passed i had my shinee lightstick on my bed. all of the sudden it flashed on and off for a second when i didn’t even touch it.. i felt this odd peace. maybe it was him telling me he’s okay. maybe it wasn’t, but i wanted to believe it. it made me feel happy and i felt he was safe now. but, i cried on an off for a few days..i kept thinking about how much jonghyuns family, members of shinee, friends and family were hurting too. i wish i could’ve done something, but then i realized he was at peace now. i never would have thought that in a moment, he would be gone. since then, it feels like it’s only been a day. i’ve distracted myself, confronted it, remembered good times with jjong.. but the pain will not leave. i miss him everyday.. when i see pictures my heart hurts but i’m happy to know he is at peace now. even though he is not here, the music will forever give me strength to go on. i know jonghyun loved everyone so much. he would have wanted us to be okay and be happy. i love you forvever jonghyun ❤️

[manicsuga]

We cope together ❤️

This morning, December 18th, Kim Jonghyun of SHINee died. He commited suicide after struggling with his depression. I've spent the majority of my day bawling my eyes out. I'm still hoping that I will wake up and he will still be with us. My heart stopped when I heard the news. I've never felt more empty and more pain than i do right now. The fact that he felt so alone and thought there was no one that he could turn to breaks my heart. His death should be a wake up call to all of us that depression can go unnoticed for so long before it's too late. SHINee was the first boy group I ever got into, way back when I was in elementary school. Back then, I always saw them as a group that would stay together forever. And yet, even in the midst of this, I still believe that they're still together. I know the other members are aching just as much as us fans are and I hope they know that it is NOT their fault.

If there is anything you should take from this situation, it is to show your love and attention to those who struggle with their mental illnesses. Make yourself available as possible for them to contact you before it all becomes too much.

Please take some time to pray for his family members. Pray for Onew, Taemin, Key, and Minho. Pray for the Shawols as we cope with this heavy loss.

Kim Jonghyun will always be remembered as a the beautiful soul that touched so many people. He advocated for so many impacting things, improving the lives of others. I'm so sorry we couldn't be there for you when you needed us most. I love you wholeheartedly. Rest easy baby ❤️

[haloquartz-blog]

Rest In Peace Kim Jonghyun

2017 was a year filled with up and downs.

But there was know guessing that it’s be this cold and heart ripping.

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I felt such a deep aching pain at hearing the news-I do actually.

It made me come to realize how much of an impact Jonghyun made in my life and took at a lot of strong will to hold back my tears cause I didn’t want to cry-I wanted to stay strong.

There’s this part of me that never saw myself as a shawol really, I never got to involved in the fandom but maybe that was ok. That never stoped me form supporting shinee or being effected by there strong message to change.

Jonghyun was one of the many rare idols who really cared of the world outside of Kpop. He spoke against prejudice and hate, he gave a voice off to the communities who didn’t really have one, he sought for change within his music and hoped the world become better for all those who were suffering.

And honestly that’s I loved best about him. He talked about many problems people of many different communities faced without second thought and didn’t care if here would be backlash form haters or just closed-mined people. Jonghyun stood ture to himself and protected friends,family and fans even before he protected himself.

But the twisted reality about all this is to some people it’s didn’t come to consequences because he was just an “Idol” or a “Celebrity” there feelings don’t matter or they must be happy to sever and please.

Jonghyun was someones Son before he was a idol, Jonghyun was a brother before he was a Celebrity, Jonghyun was a person before he was in the spotlight so why is it that he didn’t have a right to show and express sadness- to show anger and rage.

Idols are Human at the end of the day.

And we didn’t just lose an idol. Someone lose their son, someone lost there brother, some one lose a friend. We lost a unique human being who’s humanity shined threw the best and worse of times and he become lost due a world who saw him as more of a “Perfect Idol” then a real human who had his own problems.

I.... I felt such a bitter sadness as to why he took his own life. Feeling he had not done good enough,feeling he was alone and trapped depression, feeling there was no were less to go. Feeling he was burden.

The biggest thing I wish he had know was he was none of those things, that we wasn’t alone, that he wasn’t a burden but in fact an inspiration, that he saved to many people through his music and his words.

You did more then well Jonghyun, you did the absolute best, For yourself,me and so many others you protected.So many and I wish you would have know,I wish you could have been helpd sooner.

And it goes out to the many fandoms who came together to support Shawols and Shinee during this. To help them heal lift them up through the sadness, it’s blessing and amazing to see ever one come together to give their support, prayers and respect to the group, the fans and the family and to Jonghyun.

And form me to the Shawols and just supporting fans out there don’t be afraid to cry or to mourn. Don’t let any negativity get down.

Because we didn’t just lose and Idol. We lost a person, a person who deserved to be happy just like us, a person who fought for the world to open up there hearts and change, a person who changed us.

Rest In Peace Kim Jonghyun 🙏🏼

Know that you did well

Know better days will come for changes you worked for

Know that we will Fover keep you in are hearts

know we will always fight for change for those lost in the dark

And Know that we will always be Married to the music Your Music Forever

❤️

[sailor-wallflower]

I was going to write a post about how sad this day is but Jonghyun wouldn’t want that. I want to remember him as the man he was; an incredible idol who deserves nothing but love and happiness. SHINee was the group that got me into kpop and will always be my favorite group. My heart still feels broken knowing that Jonghyun isn’t with us anymore but we should all remember that he’s in a better place. I pray that his family, his friends, and fellow Shawols find the strength to get through this difficult time. Even though I’ll still feel sad and cry, I know that Jonghyun will always watch over us and be there for us. I will never forget the happiness you’ve brought to me and I will continue to love you for forever. Rest In Peace Jonghyun ❤️

I dare you to find me a happier boy.

[lovesjinkiblog]

❤️

I’d like to extend my heart and my hands to all my fellow Shawols this month. Our first April out of many and it will be hard but we will get through it together

happy jjong month <3

[bakusquxd]

I'm not a fan of SHINee, but to know that all kpop fandoms are coming together to support shawols right now is heartwarming. to lose someone so amazing who brought a lot of light to this world and to so many people is devastating. my heart and love goes out to anyone having a hard time right now. And may Jonghyun rest in peace ❤️ you've done well

Update: Jonghyun’s official suicide letter has been upload. Please read at your own discretion. I don’t know how long I will have this up, but I felt for those not up to date should see this.  I am tagging everyone because this is something real and something that everyone, even kpop stars go through….

Keep reading

[manicsuga]

This speaks volumes ❤️

Us Shawols are still struggling but we will gladly be your support during this difficult time. Our hearts fully ache with you because we know exactly how you guys are feeling and how difficult it is right now. Seo Minwoo is so very missed right now but I know that he’s up their keeping my Jjong company ❤️

We love you PERFECTION’S. Stay Strong

Day 98 of ??? days without you.

I decided that tonight’s post will be different.

I’m not sure if everybody already heard about this but Seo Minwoo, leader and the oldest member, of 100% has passed away.

I’m asking all of you to reach to Perfections to let them know that we’re with them, to give them strength and shoulder to cry on.

It’s 98th day for us, Shawols, but for them is 1st of many filled with sadness.

“Fly high, Seo Minwoo”