#my partner said the fact that that I was obsessed with Sephiroth for YEARS but never got a tattoo inspired by him

[szynkaaa]

Today's PSA is that in this scene, in CN he is referring to himself as Old Sun (老孙 Lǎo sūn) ("give old Sun a good back scaratch") I started watching the 1986 JTTW show and SWK refers to himself as Old Sun a lot, which I think is really cute.

Makes me happy that we get to hear him call himself this once in the game 🥲🥲

[holyguardian]

I have posted about it before and I promise I’m not beating a dead topic. Turns out my cyberstalker did in fact get hold of one of my blog roll posts and followed blogs they previously hadn’t latched onto, they accidentally (or purposely) liked a post of mine from their current hub and I identified @ofthebones as being their OC and the avatar picture that previously outed them once before. DO NOT approach or interact with them, DO NOT make yourself a target because they will do the exact same stuff to you. Obviously I have them blocked and if I get any weirdness I’ll follow my normal pathway of locking down IMs, not allowing anonymous asks and escalating as far as I need to for my blogs to remain a safe space.

Their first blog name was @yzrch and they religiously followed Genesis and Sephiroth blogs to seek roleplays without being upfront about what they wanted until PLATONIC bonds had been established. All along they wanted a version of hardcore not safe for work that I am uninterested in, I personally do not write porn for the sake of porn there needs to be a deep connection for me coupled with writing with a trusted partner. I note this because it seems they have resurfaced again, this is a small post of my own that reflects what I went through at the time and this is another post from a completely unrelated blog which shows what kind of person this cyberstalker is. After the fact they created a new blog under a new name, were just this extremely sweet person to chat with and eventually I gave them my discord because they pretended to be someone else. I had no reason to question this new person until they revealed themselves with a red flag and a new discord avatar that outed who they were. That was a fucking insane lived experience let me tell you.

It’s unfair behaviour to follow someone maliciously, let alone for six years. This person had an irrational reaction to me roleplaying with other people. They were incredibly rude regarding other female OCs my Genesis blog had interacted with and when I said I was no longer interested in writing with them because of their behaviour they went nuclear and created new blog after new blog to keep bypassing blocks so that they could say increasingly nasty shit and it thoroughly ruined my experience with roleplaying Genesis (their obsession) and I took some years off Tumblr to instead write with my best friend on Discord. Slandering other writing partners was the climax, there was weeks to months of them alluding to roleplays I wasn’t comfortable with, I expressed my discomfort, but they kept ignoring that and talking in circles trying to force something. That was six years ago and they still keep tabs on me and evidently want to somehow be back in my circle for reasons unknown.

I felt like I couldn’t connect my blogs and when I finally do that, they resurface and pull their shit again. And for a long time (even now) I felt anxious about forming connections with other writers. Me holding people at arms length isn’t a you-thing it’s a me-thing. Hell, BLOCKING people which is the most rational step in a bad situation is also a crime but also seen as a challenge to some people.

So when blogs post things like please don’t bypass a hard block, it isn’t because all of us are “🥺👉👈 shy” or “we don’t know how to communicate”, it’s because we know what a shitshow looks like and we don’t want a repeat.

[breselin]

Shipping Info Meme

Answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?:

When it comes to actual ‘fandom’ stuff, I don’t ship any of the particularly ‘prominent’ ships, mainly because of their implications and backgrounds, as well as how the characters do treat each other canonically when it comes to Sephiroth. The only exception I made till now is with my friend’s Genesis and there was only one past time scene on this blog, the rest is entirely done in private. No matter what, I won’t change my stance on that, specifically with Cloud’s group in any capacity. 

As in for roleplay-wise? 

I do ship him with Cecil heavily and in that, of course, with my friend Artie’s Cecil @furnezh. This ship mainly came to be due to Dissidia’s background and their implications with the small sentences we got here and there. That, and the fact that this ship consumes our souls. I also ship him with Mateus, also due to the Dissidia interactions, that, as well, is heavily plotted out with my friend Snii over @daemonczar and will apply to none other. 

Finally, I adore my crossover ship with Elder Scrolls Online’s Mannimarco, also with my friend Snii, over @lichsent because of their splendidly fitting dynamics. 

I work the best with plotting and getting dragged into it tbh  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?

Pretty much anything, except for non-con and dub-con. I’m really not for that kind of thing and it even leads to me unfollowing and blocking. Anything else? Angst? Hurt? Fluff? I’m all here for that! As long as it fits the characters and leads to a good interaction, it’s all good. 

And as far as other interactions and ‘shipping’ goes? Unrequited love, enemies, sparring partners, platonic stuff - as long as it works out, I’m totally willing to go for it. There’s absolutely no limit when it comes to those kinds of interaction.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

I won’t do anything with underage muses, that’s - again - something that can get you blocked and unfollowed. Otherwise? I don’t really care, given that I partially have literally ‘ageless’ muses and I really adore the whole ‘human falls in love with an immortal’ character trope. 

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

Yes. Due to multiple things, I’m ridiculously selective and will only ship with friends. It sometimes even happens that new blogs I create are either non-ship/unshippable or even have a ship already with my year-long friends. It’s a comfort-thing and makes interactions in general easier.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?

The moment they begin to undress and get down to it, I consider it ns/fw, alas I mainly only place active sexual actions under readmore.

WHO ARE OTHER THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?

Like said before, I do not ship any of the main-cast with him when it comes to ‘romantic’ movements of any sorts.. I do have, actually, two more characters in Dissidia I would ship Sephiroth with and I’m a sucker for crossover ships or also canon/oc, but I’m good as it is at the moment.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:

Yes. As stated, I’m very selective and even if it comes to other interactions and kinds of relationships, specifically with Sephiroth, I prefer to be asked for the possibilities in place as he’s not as easy to interact with as people sometimes seem to make it out to be. 

There’s bonus-points for everything par ‘romantic’ or ‘sexual’ when your muse already knows one of my partner’s muses. Leeways are easy to be found then and I’m totally alright with muses referring to one another in interactions. Or if you are my friend, then I just build something out of nothing 8|

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?

I do like shipping and I don’t hide it. I usually play within my own comfort levels and then make my ships a prominent part of my blogs. My partners and I worked on it, so it’s there and we enjoy it.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

In the middle? If there’s no ship already to be found with friends/long-term-partners, then the blogs are outright non-ship. Whatever fits the blog. 

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?

Depends on the muse. I have muses that are single-ship with no chance of ever budging from that position, no matter if my partner is momentarily active or not. Some of my blogs, like Sephiroth, are selective multi-ship. But always with the same people and I’m very patient anyway when it comes to replies and everything along those lines 8|c

WHAT IS/ARE YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP(S) IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

UH. Mostly I go with what I see on the dash? As for FFVII, I really like Cloud/Tifa, Aerith/Zack, these are cute and fit well with one another. Kain/Cecil for FFIV, Zidane/Kuja for FFIX. Many little crossover pairings, I do like Cecil and the Warrior of Light tho, or with Noctis. They are cute. 

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:

Be my friend. Know that I’m sometimes very slow and will take quite a while to accomplish something but I’m always open for chatting. Also read my rules, some stuff about shipping is answered there anyway and I only point it out because people haven’t done so and I simply know when they talk to me. Otherwise? Have an idea for something? Just throw it my way!

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