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parents: you should stand up for yourself more!
me: *stands up for myself*
parents:
parents: not like that
#i dont actually fucking care if the stuff my brother says is meant to get a reaction out of me or if its his real beliefs#i dont fucking care i dont#because when he calls me a queer in a derogatory way and my parents dont do anything it doesnt actually matter if he believes in what hes#saying or not#its still fucking homophobic/transphobic and youre LETTING HIM SAY THAT NASTY SHIT TO ME#YOU ARE FAILING ME AS MY PARENTS WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME#AND YOU TELL ME TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF BUT WHEN I DO IM THE ONE WHO GETS IN TROUBLE FOR LETTING HIM 'get under my skin' OR FOR BEING#'too sensitive'#FUCK YES IM BEING SENSITIVE#my own flesh and blood is acting like im the scum of the earth and telling me to kill myself#but nooooooo im just 'feeding into his bullshit' when i get angry#not fair#moth.txt#vent in tags#vent#also literally remembering that after having someone say something nasty to me about my appearance he told me he would never stand up for#me if he heard someone being homophobic or transphobic towards me#which was great#like thats man that brings me soooo much faith that the stuff you say to me is DEFINITELY all a joke and not at all serious
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25 year reign of terror, a cane, and me sweet sweet revenge
We human will learn many lessons, in our lifetimes. Look both ways when you cross the street. Hot things will burn you. Don't pass out with your shoes on. But of all the things we learn, in our lifetimes, one stands out to me the most; it's the one's closest to you that will most likely stab you in the back.
This is something that I had to learn to hard way.
I've been in therapy for almost three years because of this horse shit, it really fucked me up. This is going to be a long and sad one, just be warned.
Some background
I grew up in a house with my mom, grandmother (GM), and my great-aunt G (AG); near the North Carolina/Virginia borader. My gm is the youngest of three sisters. AG is the middle child and great-aunt E (AE) is the oldest. I love both of my great-aunts, but my grandma is the scum of the earth.
I was her own personal punching bag from the age of 8 till 13. It only stopped because words like CPS and jail were being thrown around, by my doctor. No 13 year old should have the blood pressure of a 40 year old.
Now, you maybe thinking, why didn't my mom and great-aunt put a stop to the abuse. Mom was under Grandma's full control. She had some kind of dirt on my great-aunt. Enough to keep her quiet.
Too make things worse, I was bullied in school from 4th grade till my freshman year. By then I was tired of it all and tried to put a end to all of it. I failed seeing that you are reading this story, but sometimes I wish I didn't. (Story for another day)
Now on to the story.
Junior year meant thinking about your future, Junior prom, and all that BS. For me it meant that I was one year closer to blowing that popsicle stand. The one good memory I have my class rings.
I was told by my great-aunts, that I could order any kind if ring I wanted and they would pay for it. The ring I wanted was pretty standard, with one exception; I wanted my birthstone, a sapphire. As promised, I got what I wanted and it cost a pretty penny. The thing was my grandma wanted it. In her mind I didn't deserve something so nice. Trust me, she tried everything to get it and failed.
Graduation comes along and as soon as it's done, I high tail it to Virginia. I got a job and worked towards my personal goal, backpacking through Europe. (More on this later)
Two years later, my best friends younger sister was graduating high school and I was invited. After the ugliness of my freshman year, they became my second family. I worked in the families cafe and attended the oldest sister and my best friends graduations.
For the sake of the story os is older sister, bf is best friend, and ys is youngest sister.
The offer to stay with them was put forward to me, but I declined as I wanted to spend sometime with my little brother. "This was a big mistake." I was about to head out to ys's graduation party, when I have this conversation with my grandma.
GM: where do you think your going?
Me: I'm going to ys's graduation party. (By this time I had started wearing my class ring on a chain around my neck.)
GM: you aren't going anywhere with that.(pointing to my ring) We paid to much money for it, so you can lost it.
Me: YOU didn't pay anything for this ring. AG and AE paid for this ring.
GM: you aren't leaving this house till you give it here. (Head extended)
Me: oh yeah, you and what army? (As I turn to the door, I see mom blocking my way out.
Mom: hand it over and you can go.
Now the yelling and screaming starts. AG was also on the way out to do something, I don't remember what, but she puts a end to the fight quickly.
AG: ALL OF YOU SHUT UP! Give me the ring and I'll put it somewhere safe, if it means we can go about our business.
Smiling, I hand her my ring and wait for to put it up; so we can leave. Grandma following and yelling at her, all the way to her room. All is said and done; we head to our cars and go on our marry ways. I don't come back except to take my brother to lunch a few days later.
On the day I was to head back to Virginia, AG discovers my ring is missing. she thinks she may have moved it, but isn't completely sure. She tells me "when I find it I'll send it by CJ (her son my cousin). I agree to the terms and head back to Virginia.
A month has passed and still no ring. AG is extremely upset and I tell her, "don't worry, it'll turn up". It turned up, alright. A friend had ran into my mom in a pawn shop, with the ring. He calls me and here is the convo, as best as I can remember.
Friend: hey
Me: hey, it's been a while. How are you doing?
Friend: I'm good. By some chance, did you ask your mom to pawn your class ring.
Me: WHAT!
Friend: I'll take that as a no. Saw her at ABC pawn on main, yesterday. Just thought I'd ask.
Me: That bitch is so Dead! Thanks for the info. I owe you big.
After hanging up, with my friend. I was on the phone with AG and AE. I was told that they will handle Mom and Grandma. They were going to order me another ring, but I didn't want one. I wanted payback, but was told not to do anything I would regret and let it go. AE put some money in my account and I dropped it, for now
Flash forward a year.
The bullshit of my ring has passed and I'm about to apply for my passport. Now, I hope you remember me mentioning my bank account. My mom set it up for me, when I was young. Saving money for a rainy day and child support payments. I continued to use it after I moved away. Her name was still on the account, but it was never a issue.
On one of my phone calls to my brother,. I mentioned my Europe trip. He told Mom, not knowing any better. Which brought on the next round of horse shit. It was this round that literally broke me emotionally and mentally broke me.
I had recently opened a new bank account for the trip. I was going to withdraw the money and transfer it to my new account. I hope that you can see were I'm going with this. When I go to do this, i find out that it's all gone. Close to $25,000 gone and I flip my shit.
I call the bank to find out what the fuck is going on. They tell me that I withdrew it.
CS: Sir you withdraw the money a week ago.
Me: No I didn't. I have withdrawn from my account in months.
CS: It says here you withdrew the money from 123 Adams St bfe, North Carolina.
Me: Wait what, I haven't been to bfe in nearly a year. Son of a bitch. (Hang up on customer service and called home.)
AG: hey sweetie, how are you.
Me: PUT MOM ON THE PHONE NOW!
AG: what's wrong, sweetie?
Me: PUT MOM ON THE FUCKING PHONE NOW!!!
She puts down the phone and in the background i can, just barely her "I'm not letting him blow my hard earned money on some foolish trip." (I should add that my paychecks had been going into this account for years. Entitled bitch) By the time AG comes back to the phone I'm in tears and in no state to talk.
After I got off the phone, I was a complete mess. My roommate comes home to find me curled into a ball, crying. I must have worried her, cause she was trying to console me. The why me? I wish I was never born and I wished I was dead; started.
It was finally official, those cold hearted bitches finally broke me. The crying didn't stop and I was worrying my friends and colleagues. Then I stopped eating. Three later my best friend was there and their was no knocking me out of it. It was off to the hospital I go.
A month later Im released and my best friend is staying with me, for a bit. I was over crying, past pissed, and my rage was coming forth. I was long past getting even. I wanted my due revenge. Didn't care how long it would take, someone was going to pay.
I eventually return to work, a changed man. I was starting over when it came to my trip. Lawyers were suggested, but the law was not going to do. I wanted 10lbs of flesh.
Two years had to pass, before I saw my chance. I hadn't talked to those two people, in two years at that point. Things had gotten worse, back home for AG.
Grandma was acting like her shit didn't stink, literally. She was now sitting in the living room pissing and shitting, where ever she sat. The house reaked of shit and piss. She was being a bitch to AG and AG's friends stopped coming by. By this point, even Mom had enough of her and something had to be done.
I come home from work one night and who do I see sitting in my living room; my roommate, CJ, AG, my girlfriend, and mom. Soon as I see mom, "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" and walked out.
My girlfriend,at the time(let call her R) follows.
R: honey, I think you should hear them out.
Me: AG and CJ yes but that bitch gotta go.
R: my name
Me: NO
R: they are going to put your grandmother in a home.
Me: She belongs at the bottom of a six foot hole.
She seemed quite shocked I would say such a thing.
R: hear them out for me, please.
I agree and I'm told of what was going on. A agreement is reached and I will help move the old witch.
Two weeks later R and myself are driving down I95 to bfe. We take our time, as I feel a disturbance in the force. A shitstorm is brewing. After stopping for lunch, we arrive around 2pm. We just arrived in the eyes of the storm.
They had dropped the bomb on grandma and she isn't happy. We can hear her in the car. That's how loud the was screaming. It is then that my sweet revenge, comes to me.
I grab my phone and call non emergency. I informed them of the situation and say I'm worried about my grandmas health and safety, a car is on the way.
Here is the thing about the town we lived in. If the police are called; it's either going to be the county sheriff or the highway patrol that comes, depends on who is closest.
I knew I had very little time, so I tell R to stay outside and wait for the police. I walk in and see the witch; keeping everyone at a distance by swinging her cane.
I'm laughing at this point. She's got everyone scared of her. Guess what, I'm not scared. I noticed that highway patrol has arrived. (Gotta do this quick) I walk up to her and tell her like it is.
Me: Look, you waste of space. The way I see it, you have two choices. You can go to the home peacefully or I can drag your ass out back and put you down like old yeller.
She chooses option three. Highway patrol and R walk in as the handle of the cane pops me below my left eye. I take the hit and feel the blood running down my face.
It's on bitch. Grab the cane and say "your turn bitch", but before I can swing; someone grabs hold of the cane. Trooper sternly looks me in the eyes and says "Go outside before you are in cuffs too"
I turn to go,but not before I get the last word.
Me: Krama's a bitch and it looks like she finally caught up to you. Enjoy your time in jail, I Know I will.
She had hit me for the last time and I got to watch her ride away in the back of a squad car. I had finally gotten my revenge and all it took was taking a cane to the face, in front of a cop.
Afterward
I had to get stitches. She got me good, one last time. Left a scar, as well. I dropped the charges on the condition that she get some mental help, go to the nursing home and never speak to me again.
Mom and I are back on non speaking terms. Bitch brought a new fucking car with my money, so I put a cider block through her windshield after I found out. She wanted me to replace the windshield.
Me: why don't you just use the money that you stole from me, to replace it.
That is how I put a end to a 25 year reign of terror. Hope that you enjoyed my little tale of revenge. Like mentioned in the beginning grammar isn't my strong suit, please be kind. Oh and I will post some pics of Grandma's handly work.
Peace, love, and rock and roll.
(source) story by (/u/prettyfly4adazedguy)
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