#my motivation is slacking
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#yeah it’s one of those nights#crying at the drop of a hat#feeling like everything is wrong and my fault and of course things are bad right now and of course they’ll get better but god#it feels like so much like I can��t do anything right like there IS no right thing to do no best thing#at least the cats came into my room to see me and Eurydice jumped up on the bed the moment i reached for her#Angel cat#but god#I feel like such shit#like I can’t do anything right like I don’t have any way to get it out like I’m walking on fucking eggshells#and it’s no one’s fault but it feels like mine#I’m eating poorly again#my motivation is slacking#at the same time there’s so much I want to do#so much I want to create and make#but I feel like it’s all garbage and it’s not enough#and this project that I love so much that I love so so much I just feel like I’m at a dead end#like I don’t know what to do how to contribute how to make it grow I feel so stagnant and backwards about it because all I can think about#is one piece of it and it seems like that piece isn’t even important anymore so I don’t even know how to recognize it I don’t know how to#see myself in it anymore and it’s so frightening because I’ve put so much of myself into this story and these characters but is it enough??#is it good enough???#I don’t think it is and that’s so scary because I don’t want to lose any of it#any way just…ignore me really#I’m just journaling in tumblr tags#personal
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♡Happy Birthday Shinazugawa Genya♡
7th January
#knyedit#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#genya shinazugawa#sky gifs#usergojoana#userartless#usermoonz#tuserelena#useraki#useradrienne#my baby son I love him so much!!!!#hope this looks alright <3333#really slacked on these posts last year but determined to do them all again this year!!!!#didn't bother with the ones from S1 because I've done them like 10 thousand times lmao#love this boy so much he is so cute and bestest boy ever#phone always makes these look so bad jssandasdsa hope they do look alright!!!#really hoping to get back into the editing game this year!!! really slacked in 2023 (thanks mento chewness)#but feeling more motivated now so !!!!!!
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Have some old art from back when I was more dedicated to learning Japanese and how to write it! (日本語はあまり上手じゃない、残念だな。 (-.-;))
#artists on tumblr#illustration#artwork#original art#art#my art#oc art#digital sketch#digital art#god I love me a god set of gays#yet another oc story I haven’t show you all- for returning people it’s the same one yukito and Jin-jin are from!#god I wish 0.7 (this story) was soemthing I didn’t make and just media so you all would know it#I guess that means I’ll make more art of them and post it more-#plsu it gives me a motive to learn more japenese#I’ve been really slacking on that- sorry to any native speakers see this I promise I’m not trying to descrace you all#I just want to be a silly manga artist when I grow up- HOPFULLY#HOPING AND PRAYING TO GET THESE GAYS ON BOOK COVERS
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here's a few things I drew 2day. no I am definitely not starting a nother project what makes you say that
#a hat in time#ahit#i will stop!!! and draw the things im supposed to!!!#ellipses i have an probelm#i promise i will not slack on art i swear it#ahit the prince#ahit prince#prince ahit#queen vanessa#potatart#oooouuuggggf im thinking alot about the snatcher and vanessa i think. and not in a necessarily good way#well. its not a bad way either its like#thinking about vanessas character motivations and her personality amd whatnot#i read a good fanfiction that characterized her and the snatcher really well and i saw my mutual in the comments!!#i was too shy 2 say anything but it was a very pleasant surprise#today is art month i am going to draw so so many things
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okay last snippet because i think/hope i'll finish up the chapter tonight <3 it's the longest one yet so idk if i'll finish editing in time to post it tonight too but if not, surely tomorrow :')
#my partiality to brady shows in this chapter i think. whoopsie i love that man so bad#little brother brady yes but also: babysitter brady on occasion#i can't ever be a no–snippets writer i'm so sorry if i don't post progress to hold myself accountable i'll slack off so hard#i wish i could be secretive n quiet while i write but ik how my brain operates and i can't rely on my own brain for motivation/pressure lol#dog coded bucky fic
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listening to these two bickering is probably the best background noise to drink coffee to
#springtrap#fnaf#fnaf springtrap#william afton#peepaw willy#old man arguing with the cat lol#he just woke up cut him some slack#morning banter#i feel like will would be a cat person#i have no basis for that btw i just kinda started believing it one day#i havent drawn a cat since the sixth grade lmfao i am not joking#i think i did an okay job#this was supposed to be longer but i spent way too long on it and lost motivation so i'll finish it later lol#spoiler alert he eventually gives him treats anyway#no talk me until had my cofe#doll's art
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i was talking to lady hekate but the answers are a bit unusual so i had the urge to ask if its hermes then guess what card flew out of the deck? THE MAGICIAN. had to give him points for making me giggle tho.
Its so weird cause i used to be catholic and never get answers to my prayers but its so easy to get answers with deities
#yes hekate did tell my im slacking off and being lazy with shifting 🙁#deity work#hermes#lady hekate#shifting motivation#shifting antis dni#shifting reality#paganblr#deities#deity worship#hekate#hecate#reality shifting#offerings
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(//i don't normally do text but cw in the tags erm. i went a little off track)
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii lightbulb#daily lightbulb#scribbly bulb#god. ohh my god. im not doing so hot yall#once again i apologize for suddenly halting on posting; ive had a couple rough days recently and it's constantly crashed my motivation to#even QUEUE SCREENSHOTS. my mental health has been so messed up too and i just had to take a step back#for starters. happy birthday to my baby sister that was born yesterday. like legit. im a big sister now#it's hard getting used to it; i was never good with change#secondly; like in the 100 post i've gained a new fixation thats unfortunately pushed ii to the side#i have adhd and autism so its hard for me to keep up with such a daily routine that includes a media i may end up losing interest in#i LOVE lightbulb and i LOVE ii i just.....need a bit#thirdly; i actually havent seen inside out 2 yet. might end up watching it this week or next week though which will be fun#while waiting in the hospital inside out was playing on the room tv so i wanted to draw smth to get my thoughts out#inside out is one of my favorite. modern? disney movies. rlly means a lot to me.#sorry for ranting i shouldnt dump all my life problems on yall LMAO you just wanna see lb pics#anyways posting will try and resume! cant afford to slack off with ii 15 being so close#if anyone is reading this ty sm for liking my silly blog and i hope you have a good day/night#102
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hi, i just read through like your entire blog, two things to say!
one! i love your writing style!! i love how you write dott in every iteration and every one of your works was a genuine pleasure to read (you’ll probably see my sideblog in your notifs for the next two or so days as the queue runs through) so thank you for being here! thank you for sharing your writing with the world!
two! i would adore if you could elaborate on ghost!reader at some point, maybe on their possession progress and the various bodies dottore makes for them to possess. this doesn’t have to be a formal request if you don’t want it to be, though, just a little note that if you’re interested, i would be too.
please have a good rest of your day, and i wish you the best!
WAHH YOU'RE MAKING ME EMOTIONALLL thank you so much!! i was super nervous when i started this blog because i wasn't sure if people would even like my take(s) on dottore (not to mention i was scared people wouldn't even like my writing lolol) but i'm so happy i'm able to feed dottore likers with my silly little posts ദ്ദി ꒦ິ꒳꒦ິ )✧ i've also been loving seeing your comments in the tags in the posts you've reblogged uegshfns thank you for your support anon-that-isn't-quite-anon-anymore ♡♡♡
and! about ghost reader! i've actually been considering writing and posting stuff exploring their dynamic with dottore but i know people usually prefer smut/suggestive stuff than like..... worldbuilding lolol. tysm for your interest in them, i'll definitely put this interaction in my Things I Think About Before Opening A New Word Doc vault in my head
#everytime i see a rb notif on my phone i stop what im doing n look at it hehe#dottore stans r so nice......wah.........#but ill b honest. ive been putting off answering asks because i havent been feeling very motivated but now i rly wanna write ghost reader#i feel bad about it but also. im doing this as a hobby n for free. i think i should cut myself some slack lolol#୧ ‧₊˚cat isn't writing!
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I'm gonna move away from my socials/writing/drawing for a bit till my hand fully heals. I seriously hope this doesn't last too long, I'm sorry- ;;
#my left hand is starting to sting too prolly cuz i'm having to overuse it to make up for my right's slack#this is so wack i stg#when i get motivation to do stuff i can't even without being in pain
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redesign of the Vespa Kids from book of boba fett
thoughts & closeups under cut
so i tried to keep their general appearances/colors intact while adding some actual personality (because i think the main problem with the original designs is that they feel like extras, not side characters).
Red: Zabrak orphan who grew up on Tatooine. 18 years old, was a member of the local insurgent group around the end of the empire era. Has a combo blaster/interrogation droid arm. Speeder is a repurposed version of Maul's speeder from phantom menace.
Blue: Human raised in the non-Tatooine parts of the Outer Rim. 23 years old, known assassin who worked for Jabba. Uses a scavenged magnaguard-type electrostaff. Has basically a version of the mandalorian helmet visors built into his face. Speeder is an abandoned scout trooper speeder.
Yellow: Tusken orphan from the clans around the podrace area. 19 years old, became a bounty hunter after his tribe (and bantha) were killed by the Pikes to expand spice routes. Has a Vader-style chest panel and rocket feet. Speeder is a custom pod attached to one of Sebulba's engines, with attached rancor teeth and horns from his late bantha.
Green: Human who grew up on Coruscant, but family fled the Empire to Tatooine around A New Hope. 21 years old, originally worked as a local enforcer for various Hutts. Has super battle droid arm & leg attachments. Speeder is stolen from local nikto gang.
original designs for reference:
#star wars#bobf#tbobf#book of boba fett#redbean art#vespa kids#i tried to keep at least one original design element completely intact for each of them#so Red has the same hair and similar vest#Blue has the grey slacks and similar shirt#Yellow changed a bit more because i couldnt find a full reference for yellow or green but he still has the grey jacket with orange shoulder#and Green kept the green ombre hair#the podracer speeder is mostly because i wish they had more salvaged podracer part stuff#like. those things crash a LOT. obviously local people are going to pick up whatever still works#Yellow definitely has the most distinct speeder silhouette#and Greens cybernetics turned out well#the original design for her looked a little too star trekky so i just gave her a flightsuit#but yeah part of the problem is that they originally looked too clean#not just shiny but also no scratches or dents or scorch marks#so for this i was going for something like the esb boba armor#and design wise something like krayts claw but dustier#so funny how pretty much everyone from tatooine tries to leave as soon as possible because its dry and sandy and full of criminals)#but then boba (career criminal who grew up on kamino) goes to tatooine once and is like I LIVE HERE NOW#also they originally didnt really have clear motives?#so for my redesigns Red is kind of ezra-like and sees bobas crime gang as sort of family (the rancor is their dog)#Blue is there because boba (and fennec) are famous and hes hoping to get recognized as an established assassin#Yellow respects boba's tusken family and wants revenge on the pikes#Green is there because she's getting paid
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🦉Positivity owl reporting for duty! This was sent by a friend who wants you to smile as much as your posts make them smile. Please list five things that make you unique, four things you are super passionate about and why, OR three of your favorite memories. Feel free to send the owl to those who you feel deserve to smile🦉
Izzy 🥺🥹
I literally feel too motivated by these little positivity owls 😭💗 here are 3 of my favorite memories:
When we had adopted our cat, I grew up with her 💗
Beginning middle school, it's one of my most treasured memories.
Any sort of a moment or time spent with my family <3
#asks#positivity#my pookie izzy 💗#motivation for myself because I've been slacking ✨#jinisnuggets#✧.* jini's talk
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Holy shit I miss my old manager wtf is wrong with managers at this job
#in 1.5yrs I've worked with 6 different managers/supervisors and he was the only one that wasn't constantly screaming or spamming slack and#publicly shaming everyone as “motivation”. he also wasn't a jackass about scheduling. I hope he's onto better things but fuck I miss him#in fact he's the only reason I stayed this long & tried to get this role back bc I spent most of my time here on his team#anyway...job hunting again
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i wish i could find any decent blogs about ace pride/positivity because i go out into the world and i read books by ace people and i read what people have to say about their lives and i feel so seen then i come on tumblr and it's a bunch of people just constantly fucking whining and dwelling on the negative and i swear to god if i hear one more person call asexuality "valid" im gonna scream like. where are the posts where people talk about their experiences navigating friendship as an adult when all their friends have partners? posts where aplatonic people talk about what they love?? posts where people share silly stories about awkward accidental flirtation??? posts that make it so we can talk about the parts of being aro/ace/etc that are good and positive and hopeful???? asexuality is such a complicated experience and it can definitely feel scary and alienating in the same way all queerness can, but im so tired of reading posts about negative shit when my experience of being ace has been primarily a positive one
#it's just suuuch a tumblr reaction to be like 'no one has heard of my sexuality...... oh this makes me a victim i should blog about it'#like what about just joining a queer group and talking to people about it??#or again just making posts about your experience and showing people that it's a positive one#but the obsession with outside validation really tips me off that these people are motivated by insecurity#they don't feel comfortable being proud of being ace unless someone tells them they can#but they seem to feel very comfortable expressing self-pity#im sure these are mostly young people so i will cut the tumblr community some slack#but come on guys stop being such negative nancies all the time i truly just wanna party#we'll serve cake the ace community will like that#bri babbles
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Airstrike is only on four pages this chapter but she's at peak performance so i'm a little consoled by that.
also... lookit these two liberal arts nerds practicing science unsafely:
#wake of the clash#webcomic#comic art#superhero#indie comics#she's my special little guy... the original special little guy if you want#exciting to say i finally finished the three pages i'd been working on for the past... months since february wahhhh#gonna get some pencils done before i start up again but i've decided i have to start being a little mean to myself and get drawing them!#post schedule upon return may look like a 'whenever i feel like it' situation though!#i got pretty used to slacking after work aaahah my brain is still rebelling a little at things deemed 'need to draw'#so i gotta save motivation for the day job
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SNOW DAY TOMORROW YESSSYESYES YESYESSSSSSS AHHHHHH
#currently very excited abt that as you can tell#I GOTTA WRITE TLLR GUYS I GOTTA GET MY SHIT TOGETHERRRR#IM SO SORRY ITS TAKING SO LONG#wyrms says stuff#very very hyper all of a sudden i’m so fucking happy i don’t have school tomorrow#you know what#something i kinda did like when i first started writing tllr was making up this thing to motivate myself to write and draw tllr#called “Dew days” so kinda a play on words with due date#and by specifically calling tomorrow a Dew day#it’d make me more productive somehow and that was during the summer so literally every day was Dew day because i was excited as fuck about#tllr. so yk what tomorrow is a Dew day i am going to spend all day writing and drawing tllr because I WANT TOOO#i’ve been slacking badly. i wanna get to the good parts. chapter 12 and 13 are okay. you guys will Definitely like them but im more focused#on future chapters. so i gotta just sit down and WRITE and then… i really really wanna AHHSHGHHHH talk about the mystery character#but FDSJHHSDFJHKDFSJHH i can’t yet#anyway yeah new chapter maybe tonight or tomorrow I FUCKING HOPE
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