#my motivation is slacking
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shireduchess · 2 years ago
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#yeah it’s one of those nights#crying at the drop of a hat#feeling like everything is wrong and my fault and of course things are bad right now and of course they’ll get better but god#it feels like so much like I can��t do anything right like there IS no right thing to do no best thing#at least the cats came into my room to see me and Eurydice jumped up on the bed the moment i reached for her#Angel cat#but god#I feel like such shit#like I can’t do anything right like I don’t have any way to get it out like I’m walking on fucking eggshells#and it’s no one’s fault but it feels like mine#I’m eating poorly again#my motivation is slacking#at the same time there’s so much I want to do#so much I want to create and make#but I feel like it’s all garbage and it’s not enough#and this project that I love so much that I love so so much I just feel like I’m at a dead end#like I don’t know what to do how to contribute how to make it grow I feel so stagnant and backwards about it because all I can think about#is one piece of it and it seems like that piece isn’t even important anymore so I don’t even know how to recognize it I don’t know how to#see myself in it anymore and it’s so frightening because I’ve put so much of myself into this story and these characters but is it enough??#is it good enough???#I don’t think it is and that’s so scary because I don’t want to lose any of it#any way just…ignore me really#I’m just journaling in tumblr tags#personal
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upperranktwo · 1 year ago
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♡Happy Birthday Shinazugawa Genya♡
7th January
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lucst-r · 2 days ago
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Have some old art from back when I was more dedicated to learning Japanese and how to write it! (日本語はあまり上手じゃない、残念だな。 (-.-;))
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potatobugz · 1 year ago
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here's a few things I drew 2day. no I am definitely not starting a nother project what makes you say that
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johnslittlespoon · 7 months ago
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okay last snippet because i think/hope i'll finish up the chapter tonight <3 it's the longest one yet so idk if i'll finish editing in time to post it tonight too but if not, surely tomorrow :')
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dolly-spit · 6 months ago
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listening to these two bickering is probably the best background noise to drink coffee to
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mikardl · 3 months ago
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i was talking to lady hekate but the answers are a bit unusual so i had the urge to ask if its hermes then guess what card flew out of the deck? THE MAGICIAN. had to give him points for making me giggle tho.
Its so weird cause i used to be catholic and never get answers to my prayers but its so easy to get answers with deities
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daily-lightbulbii · 7 months ago
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(//i don't normally do text but cw in the tags erm. i went a little off track)
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catscidr · 9 months ago
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hi, i just read through like your entire blog, two things to say!
one! i love your writing style!! i love how you write dott in every iteration and every one of your works was a genuine pleasure to read (you’ll probably see my sideblog in your notifs for the next two or so days as the queue runs through) so thank you for being here! thank you for sharing your writing with the world!
two! i would adore if you could elaborate on ghost!reader at some point, maybe on their possession progress and the various bodies dottore makes for them to possess. this doesn’t have to be a formal request if you don’t want it to be, though, just a little note that if you’re interested, i would be too.
please have a good rest of your day, and i wish you the best!
WAHH YOU'RE MAKING ME EMOTIONALLL thank you so much!! i was super nervous when i started this blog because i wasn't sure if people would even like my take(s) on dottore (not to mention i was scared people wouldn't even like my writing lolol) but i'm so happy i'm able to feed dottore likers with my silly little posts ദ്ദി ꒦ິ꒳꒦ິ )✧ i've also been loving seeing your comments in the tags in the posts you've reblogged uegshfns thank you for your support anon-that-isn't-quite-anon-anymore ♡♡♡
and! about ghost reader! i've actually been considering writing and posting stuff exploring their dynamic with dottore but i know people usually prefer smut/suggestive stuff than like..... worldbuilding lolol. tysm for your interest in them, i'll definitely put this interaction in my Things I Think About Before Opening A New Word Doc vault in my head
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hime-bee · 9 months ago
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I'm gonna move away from my socials/writing/drawing for a bit till my hand fully heals. I seriously hope this doesn't last too long, I'm sorry- ;;
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redbean-nom · 1 year ago
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redesign of the Vespa Kids from book of boba fett
thoughts & closeups under cut
so i tried to keep their general appearances/colors intact while adding some actual personality (because i think the main problem with the original designs is that they feel like extras, not side characters).
Red: Zabrak orphan who grew up on Tatooine. 18 years old, was a member of the local insurgent group around the end of the empire era. Has a combo blaster/interrogation droid arm. Speeder is a repurposed version of Maul's speeder from phantom menace.
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Blue: Human raised in the non-Tatooine parts of the Outer Rim. 23 years old, known assassin who worked for Jabba. Uses a scavenged magnaguard-type electrostaff. Has basically a version of the mandalorian helmet visors built into his face. Speeder is an abandoned scout trooper speeder.
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Yellow: Tusken orphan from the clans around the podrace area. 19 years old, became a bounty hunter after his tribe (and bantha) were killed by the Pikes to expand spice routes. Has a Vader-style chest panel and rocket feet. Speeder is a custom pod attached to one of Sebulba's engines, with attached rancor teeth and horns from his late bantha.
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Green: Human who grew up on Coruscant, but family fled the Empire to Tatooine around A New Hope. 21 years old, originally worked as a local enforcer for various Hutts. Has super battle droid arm & leg attachments. Speeder is stolen from local nikto gang.
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original designs for reference:
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#star wars#bobf#tbobf#book of boba fett#redbean art#vespa kids#i tried to keep at least one original design element completely intact for each of them#so Red has the same hair and similar vest#Blue has the grey slacks and similar shirt#Yellow changed a bit more because i couldnt find a full reference for yellow or green but he still has the grey jacket with orange shoulder#and Green kept the green ombre hair#the podracer speeder is mostly because i wish they had more salvaged podracer part stuff#like. those things crash a LOT. obviously local people are going to pick up whatever still works#Yellow definitely has the most distinct speeder silhouette#and Greens cybernetics turned out well#the original design for her looked a little too star trekky so i just gave her a flightsuit#but yeah part of the problem is that they originally looked too clean#not just shiny but also no scratches or dents or scorch marks#so for this i was going for something like the esb boba armor#and design wise something like krayts claw but dustier#so funny how pretty much everyone from tatooine tries to leave as soon as possible because its dry and sandy and full of criminals)#but then boba (career criminal who grew up on kamino) goes to tatooine once and is like I LIVE HERE NOW#also they originally didnt really have clear motives?#so for my redesigns Red is kind of ezra-like and sees bobas crime gang as sort of family (the rancor is their dog)#Blue is there because boba (and fennec) are famous and hes hoping to get recognized as an established assassin#Yellow respects boba's tusken family and wants revenge on the pikes#Green is there because she's getting paid
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jinisnuggets · 1 month ago
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🦉Positivity owl reporting for duty! This was sent by a friend who wants you to smile as much as your posts make them smile. Please list five things that make you unique, four things you are super passionate about and why, OR three of your favorite memories. Feel free to send the owl to those who you feel deserve to smile🦉
Izzy 🥺🥹
I literally feel too motivated by these little positivity owls 😭💗 here are 3 of my favorite memories:
When we had adopted our cat, I grew up with her 💗
Beginning middle school, it's one of my most treasured memories.
Any sort of a moment or time spent with my family <3
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drbtinglecannon · 2 months ago
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Holy shit I miss my old manager wtf is wrong with managers at this job
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teenagefeeling · 6 months ago
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i wish i could find any decent blogs about ace pride/positivity because i go out into the world and i read books by ace people and i read what people have to say about their lives and i feel so seen then i come on tumblr and it's a bunch of people just constantly fucking whining and dwelling on the negative and i swear to god if i hear one more person call asexuality "valid" im gonna scream like. where are the posts where people talk about their experiences navigating friendship as an adult when all their friends have partners? posts where aplatonic people talk about what they love?? posts where people share silly stories about awkward accidental flirtation??? posts that make it so we can talk about the parts of being aro/ace/etc that are good and positive and hopeful???? asexuality is such a complicated experience and it can definitely feel scary and alienating in the same way all queerness can, but im so tired of reading posts about negative shit when my experience of being ace has been primarily a positive one
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yo-yo-yoshiko · 1 year ago
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Airstrike is only on four pages this chapter but she's at peak performance so i'm a little consoled by that.
also... lookit these two liberal arts nerds practicing science unsafely:
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whumpy-wyrms · 1 year ago
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SNOW DAY TOMORROW YESSSYESYES YESYESSSSSSS AHHHHHH
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