#my mom works for a security company and is the head of hr so is one of the 5 that has to stay on to run the shit
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harleiquina · 9 months ago
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Gather 'round kids, time for a story...
Regardless of what you think... it can be worse.
Take it from me, an argentinian girl that has a home-office job in a company in USA. The 3rd interpretation company in less than 3 years. Now I get paid US$7.50/hr. When I started I was getting US$3.50 and later US$4 per hour. Too little? Well that happens when you are an overseas worker.
We are cheaper because most of us come from "3rd world countries" so there is NO WAY we can aspire to get paid as much as someone in USA. My job (over the phone interpreter) in USA gets paid between $14 and $25 the hour... I get paid 7.50! I fully understand those that complain that they can't get a job because we are chosen because we are cheaper. It is unfair to them... but it is also unfair that remote work is a new way of slavery. We get paid cents on the dollar because the companies know that one dollar is a lot of money in our countries and exploit it.
And just to be clear... I hate my job. But I support my family, so I have to suck it up because those $500 and something (and now about $800 -depending of how many hours I get to work-) keep our heads out of the water.
I am a Creative. Both because I studied Advertising to be a Creative and because I actually love to create stories and even things!
My idea was to get a job, get some money and use my spare time for what I like to do (writing, painting, making videos for Youtube to try and get followers that might support my work) but I am just SO TIRED.
Worst of all, by switching from one company to another this month we had to manage with just $300 for the entire month and actually mom had to ask for a small loan offered by a virtual wallet to try and strech what we had. Now we are officially with $0 and probably I'll get paid by the 29th/30th.
So I tried the "side hustle" thing... and what nobody ever tells you is that to get good at it you have to work pretty much 8hrs a day or more to get a reputation and then get to the "sweet spot" where you allegedly "make money while you sleep". Something quite impossible when you have a steady job and live in a country that is in a neverending economical crisis that requires you to get more money as soon as possible.
I am no longer working 8hrs a day. I endured it for a year and a half, my 2nd company asked me to work 6hrs because there was a low in the call volume and now I work the hours that I might get through the Deputy app (I aim for 6hrs but I'm able to grab about 4 or 5 a day because as soon as shifts are posted is a literal "everyone for themselves" while trying to win your co-workers in securing a bloody shift).
So, no, it is not full-time... yet all I do is sleeping, eating, working and start over again. I'm on autopilot whether due to exhaustion or depression... could be both 🤷🏻‍♀️
I wish I could get out of this vicious circle, but my family needs the money and I need to find ways to get it even if that means to work more hours, to sacrifice my goals and dreams.
Will I succumb to the "side hustle" craze and definetly lose my mind?
Tune in next Thursday to see the end of this riveting story.
“If you have time to watch Netflix you have time for a side hustle” my side hustle is relaxing so that my body and brain can heal from by this nose-to-the-grindstone bullshit. I refuse to feel guilty for being a human with the need to relax sometimes. my side hustle is no.
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userkyle · 5 years ago
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....both my parents are technically part of the important job sector meaning they get clearance for always going to work but they are like.....the weakest examples and like, why is that funny to me.
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cloveroctobers · 4 years ago
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SHEA BUTTER BABY | S. James
Requested by: @theshyprincess “Can I get a spencer James getting married and smut biracial if I’m not bothering you I really like your writing”
A/N: decided to do this in hc form, hope that’s cool? And it’s been my thing lately anyways lol. Hope you like this one! I also hope I channeled Spencer well 🙃
WARNINGS: light smut + some curse words ofc!
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We all know Spencer takes the world on his shoulders; when his finds you, you become his world
You meet freshman year in university, specifically on the football field and decided to invite him to a sorority party because what’s the best way to start off your freshman year? A little party never hurt nobody
Except it did, things got rowdy resulting with a huge ass knot on your forehead and losing consciousness for a few minutes
You expected Spencer to dip like any other asshole dude would have but you were shocked that he actually came to your aid and walked you back to your dorm even tho you had a “big ass egg” growing from your forehead
You could laugh about it a little then, but more so now
He actually asked for your number before you departed, even tho you thought you majorly screwed whatever this was up but he wanted to see you again and you were more than happy to oblige
It was instant friendship with a touch of flirtations but you knew that he recently got out of some heartbreak from his senior year of high school and you had no choice but to respect that he wasn’t looking for a relationship right now
Day by day you became the best of friends spending majority of your time together while also getting to know each other’s outside friends and family, you became each other’s family
It was end of sophomore year where Spencer decided he wanted to give it a go but it was your turn to be leery since you watched him go through some girls but he never flaunted that in front of you, yet you always knew
You didn’t want to be his last option
“You could never be that, y/n. You’re so much more than what you think I think of you.”
Words of affirmation is definitely Spencer’s love language and he had no problem saying how he felt about you
He openly admitted that he was confused at first, trying to fight with his inner self on taking your friendship into the love zone. He’s always gone the friendship route first before it turned into romance—well maybe not with Kia but his past two relationships he did
He was not only confused but nervous and you made him work a little bit to get a date from you but you didn’t hold out for too long since you felt Spencer was your person
You took things slow but you still felt like friends except now you held onto each other a little longer and touches seem to burn now but you liked it, really liked it
Senior year is when he proposes, he’s actually the second out of his group of friends back home to get engaged...JJ was the first and actually went through with the marriage after one drunken night in vegas with some girl who was studying physical therapy
Sure it’s only been two years but like your grandmother always says, “when you feel a pull in your heart whenever they’re not around, they’re the one baby.” And your grandparents got married only after knowing each other for four months. Every love is different
You were a sappy mess and Spencer found it humorous while slipping the ring on and embracing you, “we not doing that. Save it until the wedding, huh?”
And he gets a few nice whacks to the chest but he can take it ofc as he’s kissing you so gently
It’s a private moment and you wouldn’t have it any other way
A year and a few months after you graduate, Spencer gets drafted into the NFL and you’re still searching for a job you majored in
You’re both living apart with you going back to your hometown in Arizona and Spencer in Cali. Things aren’t easy but you’ve been planning your wedding and it feels like Spencer is just saying he’s okay with everything which is frustrating. You don’t want to do this alone and you need to find a place to live together, you didn’t want to live with Spencer’s mom and brother as much as you loved them. You were both adults and needed to take the wheel
Yet it always felt like Spencer was busy planning on putting further distance between you since he was secure in his career and you just felt stuck
That caused a riff between you two but Spencer didn’t like that silent treatment bs. You were gonna talk to him one way or another
Once you get through it, which you definitely do!! it’s pure heaven and you couldn’t be happier
You get married at a banquet hall
You both have a lot friends and family that’ve invited
Your best friends + sibs are your best men, bridesmaids, maid of honor
Spencer leaves a chair open for his dad up front with his mom and brother 🥲
Initially you were going to have your guests pick whatever seat they wanted and just have your immediate family have the front areas but you knew that would probably end up hectic with the strong personalities you had within your friend and family group so you kept it traditional. Your family/friends on one side and spence’s family/friends on the other
Memorable wedding, you were gorgeous and he was so handsome. You loved when Spencer got dressed up, it did something to you and you couldn’t wait for your honeymoon
It wouldn’t be anything over the top like The Bakers tried to gift you with, you just wanted something simple but nice with the man you loved
You were going to Palm Springs the next morning!!! Spending the night in the hotel
You were going to hold out even longer until the night you reached your honeymoon destination 😌
Spencer wanted the both of you to write your own vows and you sure didn’t know how you would compete with this guy. Spencer James always had a way with words!!!
He ofc had you a sobbing mess again but you knew it was never about out-showing the other
when you seal your marriage with a kiss, his hands rest securely on your hips with your hand cradling his jaw and you’re all smiles as the hall fills with cheers
“I love you, Mrs. James.” He’s got that smirk of a smile on his lips and love in his eyes
“As do I, Mr. James.” And you can’t wipe the smile from your own lips even if you tried
One thing you both know how to do is party so the reception goes on for awhile, until about 3 am even tho you both have to be on the road by 10 or a little later since check in isn’t until early afternoon
You’re both so giddy you can hardly sleep but you eventually do, you in your dress + Spencer in his dress shirt but he’s lost the tie and loosened his pants
Since Palm Springs is a 2 hr drive you’re reminiscing on how you basically taught Spencer how to drive and look at how far he’s come now with the rental you’re both using for 4 days and 3 nights
“so it’s my fault you don’t know how to instruct?” Which leads to harmless bickering over spencer’s road trip playlist
it’s been agreed that you each had an hour to play your playlists then for the left over minutes you’d listen to the radio once you got to your destination
your airbnb is REAL colorful and modern, not exactly your tastes but nonetheless it was your getaway from home. You were used to the desert while spencer? Not so much
“the hell was that?” Spencer is dodging and weaving especially if they fly
“looks like fire ants.” keep your distance.” “Why do you know what that is?” “I get stuck watching discovery channel with my dad when I can’t sleep and he’s always up. I saw one episode about them and we don’t want to mess with those bastards.”
you don’t do much with the rest of your day there, just enjoying each other’s company in the air bnb
You decide to shower while Spencer is ordering y’all your dinner from grubhub and deciding what you’re going to watch on firestick that you bought with you
you tend to take long showers so you’re just about done rubbing shea butter into your skin when Spencer announces that the food is here through the door
when you step out you’re on a mission with your silk robe, bustier, and garter
although you kept your own values of saving yourself until marriage—while Spencer was way more experienced you didn’t feel as nervous to get intimate with the man of your dreams
but that changed the moment his set his eyes on you
“what’s this?” He smirks, popping a fry into his mouth
You’re playing coy as your skin shines, leaning over to steal one of his fries. “My pajamas.”
He’s amused but definitely turned on, “oh aight, so that’s just the norm for you now?”
“I could change.” You pointed back to the where the bathroom sat
“I ain’t say all that, Mrs. James.” Spencer blinks then lifts his head upwards, “c’mere.”
And you move to sit on his lap with excitement even tho you think you hide it pretty well. You’ve always pictured how this would be and you knew from stories from your cousins and friends that half of them didn’t have the most romantic experience...
You didn’t need the rose petals and candles but you knew Spencer was a romantic at heart, plus you had plenty of time to see what was up his sleeve and knew this wouldn’t be the only time as of tonight. You were hoping!!!
“Are we starting dinner?” You ask, wrapping an arm across his shoulders but his eyes are set only on you
“I’m hungry for somethin’ else right now,” his nose presses against your beating throat, “and it just walked in here, looking good enough for this appetite.”
Now he’s kissing on your neck and when he gets to that sweet spot behind your ear he’s got the confirmation he needs but he needs to hear you say it. And he asks with his eyes which you reply with a dip of your head
Now he’s got his hands underneath your thighs, locking your legs around his waist for you and he’s off to your temporary bedroom
He’s always so gentle with you, even when he’s laying you down on this bed
“I promise the next time we do this, I’ll make the place look special for you.” He says into your neck and your nod as you feel the weight of him against you
You’re gasping for breath before he’s been fully touched you yet, “we still have the tub and a couple of days.”
He breathes out a laugh, “that we do. That we do.” Before your lips are brought back together
You know you are loved with the way Spencer touches you and speaks to you even in your most intimate moment
He builds you up before he gives himself all to you. It’s something you heard about, SEEN and knew it was crucial but you didn’t want to put too much logic in this moment. You don’t think you can even think straignt with the way you’re on fire for Spencer rn
And he’s know that but he needs you to be patient, he knows how to take his time. And he should know what he’s doing...he does
He’s seeing what your body likes, he’s watching his face even when you begin to whine for him
He knows when you’re truly ready even when you’re begging
He gives you your first climax with his mouth and you know you need more because you knew how much you loved his lips but you loved them even more now
“even better than I imagined,” he says with a lick of his lips from below before pressing a kiss on your abdomen and you’re still seeing stars
“you okay up there?” He asks. He’s always seeking reassurance from you. That’s too important to him, you’re too important to him
You have to say it as your vision slowly starts to splat back to normal, “I need you i-in— but there’s heat pooling in your cheeks. You’re a bit shy now as you’re getting in your head wondering how you must have sounded or looked in that moment of your first climax but it didn’t seem as if Spencer was disappointed. He seemed just as happy to please
He knows what you need. He worked with your body up to this moment
So he’s kissing up your body, slow and soft. He looks into your eyes before he glances over to grab his wallet from the night stand to grab protection
you didn’t think this far ahead but part of you wanted to know if there was a difference without, ofc you knew the risks without and you had forever to try so you made no comment about the choice to use protection
You wanted to do the honors, and so you did
You were surely in awe to be this close and personal with something you get to have for a lifetime
“Careful, something might fly in there.”
You can’t help but you roll your eyes and snort as Spencer places a kiss to your cheek before he reaches up to lock your hands together and up over your head, your wedding bands contrasting against the bright orange walls and your shea butter skin
“I’m ready.” You whisper, your eyes shifting from Spencer’s deep brown eyes to where your bodies would connect
Spencer hums as he keeps his eyes on yours before lining up, he has to free one of his hands to guide
and your mouth falls open with a slight arch in your back
He doesn’t move right away, he needs to be sure
when you lock both legs around his hips, tugging him closer than close to you, fully allowing him in your space, you then squeeze your hands tighter together, never wanting to let go
Spencer James was all you ever needed and you were more than thrilled to continue this journey of life with him
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dontlistentomother · 4 years ago
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safety is a lie; stability, a sham
Back in 2016, I was recovering from a mental health breakdown - caused by a terrible boss I had while working at a non-profit (more to come on that) - and getting back into the job market after six months of leave.
I did four interviews in four weeks: oil and gas, education, start up, and government.
I knocked most out of the park, and got offers with the Oil and Gas and Government.
Oil and Gas: $60k/yr, plus benefits. Government: $40k/yr, plus benefits. I took two days to think, and thought to myself “I can’t work Oil and Gas, I don’t want to contribute to the death of my planet!”. 
I thought some more, and asked my parents for their opinions. My dad, who’s been with the government for fifteen years, of course recommended the gov’t. Security, he said. Stability, he said. Steady pay increases, he said. I thought some more, and figured my “environmentalism” and the long-term stability of government was going to be worth the $20k/yr pay cut.
IT FUCKING WASNT
DON’T LISTEN TO MOTHER: 
Never take a paycut. The way the job market is, taking even a $5k pay cut - even for a higher position - will kill your earning potential. Employers will either only want employees who can offer them more skills for less (the COVID job market is saturated with highly-qualified, over-leveraged, desperate people willing to work for peanuts), or have policies that account for previous compensation. The higher your previous salaries, the more you seem to be worth - always, always seek a pay increase.
Job Safety is a thing of the past. COVID made this worse, but we were already headed here to begin with. With automation and machine learning becoming more and more accessible, less and less jobs will be human-necessary. Which means competition for human-held jobs will become more and more fierce. And as AI and tech improves, fewer and fewer humans will be needed. Think we need humans to program or maintain machines? Think again. We’re already teaching automation programs to program simple machine learning algorithms, and we’re already seeing 3D printing make construction workers a thing of the past.
Stability is a sham. My parents pushed me to take the government job because “it’s going to be stable” - even if I did start Contract. False. Any job that starts you on probation or contract will never want to keep you around. Always assume this. Work your ass off and your bones out of your body and you might keep it. But better yet, skip on any offer that isn’t permanent, or won’t meet you at permanent. If they won’t guarantee you a job, don’t give them your dignity. Take it if you must, but KEEP FUCKING LOOKING AS SOON AS YOU START WORKING.
Employers are never your friends. As a former HR person, always always remember: as an employee, you are nothing more than a flesh, bone, and blood battery. It doesn’t matter if you’re the only one who knows how to do something - that doesn’t make you an asset, it makes losing you a liability. Which means they’re gonna find someone to learn your skill - and maybe force you to train them - so the company’s ass is covered. Take your company for everything you can (obviously, if you work for a mom-and-pop, don’t fuck them over - but if you work corpo? Take them. Take everything. Including creamer).
Systemic environmentalism is for the rich. Something like 7 companies the world over contribute 80% of climate change. Whatever - look it up. Basically, that Oil and Gas company? That was like a single car’s emissions compared to what Nestle is doing to the world water supply. That $60k? If I’d have taken that, I would’ve made $40k more over the two years I worked for that gov’t job. That could’ve bought me a home, a shit ton of GME, a fuckin’ TESLA. Push your governments to hold the rich and the corporations accountable for the destruction they’ve wrecked for generations without consequence. Your measly $20k extra a year isn’t going to change the world - holding multinationals accountable? That will.
Anyways.
Welcome to don’t listen to mother, where I try to share some of the painful lessons of my failed career in HR, my transition into IT, and all the things I wish I’d done differently.
It won’t help me now, but maybe it’ll help you.
And worst case, hopefully it entertains you.
Signing off, pissed and about to head out for a smoke as always,
- Mother
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themonkeycabal · 4 years ago
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WandaVision Ep 4 SPOILERS
Yes, spoilers, 
Wherein I watch and say stuff that might or might not be worth reading.
After a little bit of a lackluster start, there was good story progress last week. An escalation of weird, which I appreciated. I'll probably have to relive it, because Disney doesn't want to let me skip the previously. Ever. Why are you the way you are, Disney?
Geraldine/Monica is made of whispery voices and swirling dust and such. Weird. She's sitting in a chair, sleeping, and apparently being reconstituted. She wakes to a hospital room but outside is chaos. Lots of yelling and people running about. There's like swirling dust or human confetti everywhere, and other people are being reconstituted left and right. Seems unusual. Not the sort of thing that normally happens in hospitals. Oh, are they being un-snapped? The great un-snappening. The un-snapapalooza. The fall of the snappocalypse. I'll stop. I guess we're in a flashback of sorts.
Dudes, Monica just like full on hip checked some dude into the boards. She didn't mean it, but, damn, that guy went flying. Nobody knows what's going on, it's madness. A doctor recognizes her and asks where she went and Monica's all "uh, what? I took a nap?" Napping and then snapping and then popping back into existence. Ain't that just the way? Oh, sad, her mom died while she was missing for five years. :(
Sentient Weapon Observation Response Division — please nobody expect me to remember that. They have a Cape Canaveral looking compound with multiple launch pads and a very large hanger smack in the middle. Gee how neat for them that they get to operate out in the open, Phil Coulson says (in my head) with a whole lot of sarcasm.
Oh, right, they called it the Blip. The Great Un-Blippening. That doesn't sound as good. What on earth with the massive monitors in the main lobby. Nobody likes watching the news that much. Monica is trying to brazenly walk through the front doors with a badge that doesn't work and wow, security guy is kind of a dick. Oh, she belongs there. Captain Monica Rambeau. Captain, good for her.
And now security dick is revealed to be even more dickish, since this is just after the Blip and she's trying to go back to work. Like, SWORD couldn't put out a memo "Be on the lookout for recently unblipped personnel. Don't be massive dicks to them when their security badges don't work, because of how they got blipped and all"? Also maybe a reorientation packet, or like a desk out front "Back from the Blip? Talk to Lt. Mandy Smith in HR about your reactivation options today!" I'm just spitballing here. I get it was chaotic, but that's no reason to let the unblipped get a rude welcome. It wasn't their fault Thanos was critically dumb.
Blip no longer sounds like a word.
Anyway, the acting director is fortunately there to meet her before she could drop her gloves and punch the security dick in the dick. Aww, Maria Rambeau is on the Wall of Valor, or whatever they call it at SWORD.
Things aren't going well at SWORD. The Blip put the hurt on the division. Their remaining astronaut trainees have chickened out. Oh, what if there was like crew up in orbit that got blipped and then when they unblipped five years later … yikes. Well, I'll allow the 'lost their nerve' may have a solid basis in horribleness that probably occurred around the Blip. I retract the 'chickened out' comment.
This is a very long walk-and-talk. Maria Rambeau built SWORD "from the ground up". Bless.
The Director has grounded Monica. Well, actually, her mom grounded her, making protocols in case vanished personnel one day returned. Lol. Though, I mean, I'd guess she'd know, what with Carol and all.  "I know it's a raw deal, but there is one positive takeaway. She believed you'd come back." Awww
So, she's off to deal with some sort of missing persons case in New Jersey overseeing the loan of one of their drones for the FBI. I guess Wanda will be the missing person. Yep, she's off to Westview. Which has seen better days.
Hey! It's Agent Woo! I like you Agent Woo! Did I know he was in this? I don't remember. Randall Park's great. A happy surprise.
Hmm, he has a missing witness. So, not Wanda, then. Hmm again. Agent Woo contacted known associates, family, friends — none of them have ever heard of the witness. A mystery!
Oh and there's another wrinkle.
"Pardon me Sheriff, would you mind repeating your claim about Westview to my colleague here?"
"No such place," he says, standing next to the 'Welcome to Westview" sign.
Hmmm, puzzling. Jimmy Woo can't reach anybody listed as living in town. So, wait, the town doesn't exist, except it does, but, nobody thinks it does, so where did he get the phone records for residents? The phone company was just like "here's your records for the imaginary city of Westview, all 3,000+ residents that never existed, and yet we have the numbers and we're just not going to question that". Weird.
"So you can't reach anyone inside and everyone on the outside has some sort of selective amnesia?" That does seem to be the case, Monica. Super odd. Agent Woo is very sanguine about the whole thing. He dealt with Scott Lang, I guess after that everything else is like, 'meh'.
"Why haven't' you gone inside to investigate?" A fine question, Captain.
"Because it doesn't want me to." That's just creepy, Agent Woo. "You can feel it, too, can't you? Nobody's supposed to go in." I guess this is where the drone will come in handy. Oh, it's the little helicopter that Wanda found in the bushes in the second episode. I'm going to pretend that super advanced SWORD drones would totally look like cheap RC toy helicopters. I guess that's a disguise?
Monica wants to know why she and Agent Woo are aware that Westview exists and nobody else is. Does that mean the Sheriff was standing next to the Welcome to Westview sign and just did not see it at all? He was just hanging out in the middle of nowhere with a weirdly laconic FBI agent who kept asking about the town that very clearly wasn't just right behind them? That's a little more than amnesia.  
Also, Agent Woo's hero was Elliot Ness. Of course it was.
Oh no, the drone vanished as it crossed the town line! There's an energy field around the town that looks like what happens when you push your fingers against an old monitor and get the weird pixelly rainbow. Agent Woo's all "please no touch" and Monica's all "yes, I think I'll stick my whole hand in there." And she got sucked in. Agent Woo's gotta be like "WHY DOESN'T ANYBODY EVER LISTEN TO ME?"
24 hours later. Darcy! Some sort of transport van. A trio of other suits in the back, plus Darcy. She tries to talk to one of the dudes and he's all "we're not supposed to talk to each other!" "Boy Scout leader, got it." Relax, uptight guy. Pfft, what sort of team is that? The rest give up their specialty. Aww, bless, she went into astrophysics. "We've got the full clown car." heh.
Boy Scout leader finally caving to peer pressure: "I'm a chemical engineer." Darcy: "No one cares." lol. Missed you, girlfriend!
And in 24 hours SWORD/FBI whoever have set up a little military camp. Oh a "response base". How banally euphemistic. There's like a whole bunch of agencies there, as well as Army and Air Force.
Dr. Lewis. Oh, I'm so proud. I bet Jane was over the moon. Saved from poli-sci!
Elsewhere another drone vanishes. Darcy darcys a lot at an uptight uniform who is breathing down her neck "make your assessment" and it's delightful. Darcy notices some high levels of cosmic background radiation and also something weird layered over the top of that. Hmm, she needs a tv. "An old one, like not flat." One with vacuum tubes, perhaps?
In another part of the camp, they send in a guy in a hazmat suit, down into the sewers, looking for Monica. I guess he'll be the beekeper Wanda tosses in ep 2. Jimmy Woo is not optimistic about that plan. He tells the SWORD Director all about it.
"Someone must really miss you back at Quantico." "No, sir, softball season is over." Lol.
All their high tech scanning is turning up nothing.
Uhoh, screaming. Oh, nevermind, it's the laughtrack. While everybody else was dicking around with the LIDAR, Darcy has tracked down the last tube tv in New Jersey and has tuned into the Wanda Dimension. Episode one is playing.  
Darcy is understandably particularly baffled by Vision. "Look, I know it's been a crazy few years on this planet, but he's dead right? Not blipped. Dead." Poor Vision. Alas.
Director wants to know if the broadcast is realtime or a recording. Or what? Darcy's like "how tf should I know?"
Jimmy asks the good question "So you're saying the universe created a sitcom staring two Avengers?" "It's a working theory."
Now SWORD fans out! And collects every ye olde TV on the eastern seaboard. Who doesn't love a good sitcom, amiright? (Me. Me do not love sitcoms). The Director storms off to wherever for whatever reason. I don't know, don't care. Jimmy and Darcy are on the case.
Darcy is IDing the other "characters" in the sitcom, who appear to be real people with NJ driver's liscenses, while Jimmy is wondering why the force field is hexagonal. You've got me there. And now we're montaging.
Jimmy ponders the big board of 'characters' and Darcy drops her cup o' noodles when she spots Monica in the second episode. He and Darcy discuss and he's like "is it an alternate reality, time travel, some cockamamie social experiment?" Darcy's all "it's a sitcom." A pure mystery.
Darcy comes up with the idea to reach out to Wanda via the radio in her kitchen. "Next time she's washing dishes — which by my count happens about once an episode, barf." heh. She tech babbles some and I'm very proud.
A minion agent runs up with the latest intel from the most recent episode, it's a picture of the SWORD drone that looks more retro (frankly it looks better than the 'real world' one.) Hmmm, such a puzzler. Why did it change, they wonder.  
Darcy Lewis and Jimmy Woo are a partnership I can totally get behind. Jimmy was the voice trying to reach Wanda. Darcy's watching the show while Jimmy's trying the radio thing. It's the second episode where Wanda's talking to Emma Caulfield and things go weird. Good. I'm glad they jumped us to the outside world by ep four. While I thought the first two eps were slow, I think maybe they'll work better once we can watch the whole thing at a go.
Dude is still crawling through the sewers. I completely forgot he was down there. And the field extends below ground and he just crawled through it and became a beekeeper, and his safety rope snapped and … became a jumprope?
And then Wanda wishes him to the cornfield. (I guess? We don't see what happens to him.)
SWORD is watching episode three.
"1950s, 1960s, and now 70s. Why does it keep switching time periods. It can't be purely for my enjoyment can it?" Guys, it's so good to see Darcy.   "I can't believe Wanda and Vision are having a baby." No really, Jimmy and Darcy, BFFS 4EVAH! They're eating chips and watching the episode. Delightful. Just delightful.
"Twins. What a twist." Jimmy gives Darcy a look. "I'm invested!"
Monica mentions Ultron and Jimmy and Darcy are like "Whoa!".
They notice the screen sort of glitches and then Monica is gone and it's the end credits. Like when Bee guy vanished. Darcy and Jimmy are confused. "Someone is censoring the broadcast." Yeah, Wanda. She's gone to the scary place, friends.
Alarms go off and they run off. But, we go into Wanda World the aspect ratio changes from 4:3 to 16:9 and it's a new angle on when Wanda went all scary at Monica, demanding to know who she is. And then, of course, she gets kicked out of Wanda World.
"Wanda, I'm just your neighbor." "Then how could you know about Ultron?"
Wanda brings up the glowy hands of scary. "You are a stranger and an outsider and right now you are trespassing here. And I want you to leave." And then she zooms Monica out through the walls and fences and fields and that looked like it probably hurt.
Oh gross. Wanda turns around and sees Dead Vision. The big hole in his head and his face all, you know, dead looking. She looks away and then he's normal when she looks back. Well, now this has turned all sad, you guys. "We can go wherever we want." "No, we can't." Sad. Poor Wanda. The aspect ratio goes back to 4:3. I’m sure Editorial was like “oh god, again?” 
"Don't worry darling, I have everything under control."
I don't think so, Wanda.
Good ep! My only real takeaway is that none of this is going to end particularly happily. 
So … Darcy and Jimmy, BFFS 4EVAH!
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noonaficcorner · 6 years ago
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CinderHELLA
Request: “A Cinderella story, like a modern one but instead of the prince finding a glass slipper he would find her butt plug” 
Pairing: Jinyoung | Reader
Genre/Rating: Smut / Comedy / AU
Word Count: 4,293
When your sisters force you to go to a sex shop and get some toys you thought your life was at an all-time low. That was until you lose said sex toys. However, with the help of an unexpected Prince Charming, your eyes are open in a whole new way.
A/N: This was my first request! Thank you brittbrat2017!! I hope it lived up to expectations. This kinda ran away from me at times, but I’m glad I pushed through it.
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The last thing you expected was when your sisters said you needed to let loose after your recent breakup, which would include a trip to the local sex shop. Never have you stepped in such a place before. And it wasn’t because you were a prude. Your ex and you had a very active sex life. When he wanted it, you gave it. However, there wasn’t any variety. Missionary, doggy, the occasional cowgirl. Maybe that was the reason why you and Minho broke up.
“Gahyeon, do we really have to be here? What if someone sees us walk in and then it gets back mom? She’d kill us.” You whined as your older sisters, Gahyeon and Jiyeon dragged you to the front of the store.
“How?. We’re wearing sunglasses and no one is going to ask for your name, geez.” Jiyeon claimed as she whipped open the door to Red Container, a large sex toy shop that looked like an actual shipping container with big windows. Your heart rate picked up and you knew you were about to be caught. The bells were going to go off and the police were going to arrest you all.
Once through the doors, it was nothing like you expected. Thinking this was going to be like some back alley excursion, it actually looked like a nice, bright, shop. All the items were packaged nicely and nothing crude was on display for the naked eye to see. You were sure they were hiding the giant dildos somewhere in here. The fear that they were going to slap you in the face placed itself in your mind.
Your sisters abandoned you toward the front counter to go explore the shop. Immediately, the idea of running out and leaving them seemed best, but a display next to you caught your eye. It was a wall filled with rings. Initially, you wondered why they were selling jewelry in a place like this. That is until you got closer and realized these rings weren’t for your fingers.
Visuals of men actually placing these around their penis, made you shudder. You weren’t sure from disgust or intrigue. Some were plastic, but the shocking ones were the metal ones with attachments. Where the hell were those going?
Gahyeon ran up to you with a satin blindfold and whip set, smiling from ear to ear. “Y/N, I think you would get a lot of use out of this! Look, it even has a tail!” She turned around and shook her ass at you, and it indeed had a black furry tail attachment.
“Maybe let me build up to using those kinds of props.” Sighing, you followed behind her deeper into the shop. All around you were various toys and clothing. The most you’ve ever done for Minho was dress up as a naughty nurse for Halloween one year as he played a sick patient.
“Y/N, we don’t have long because we have to get back to work. So please just pick something and then if you like it, we can always come back.” Jiyeon exasperated as she put another item in her little basket. From what you could see, she had filled it with bottles of lube, a small bullet shaped thing you could assume was a vibrator, a package that looked like a stopper of some sort and edible underwear.
“Can’t we just say we got something for me and leave?” You adjusted the glasses on your face, looking around no one else was staring at you all.
Jiyeon just rolled her eyes and shoved the basket into your hands. “I figured you’d be this way. Here, these are for you and since I’ve done all the heavy lifting, we can leave.”
What the…Stuttering, you watched as she grabbed your hand and took you to check out. Gahyeon was still giggling at the array of different rabbits, saying that she was going to come back for another but she settled on one and joined you both at the counter.
Still, in shock, you watched as Jiyeon just paid for all the items in the basket. You didn’t even notice that she had her own things she was buying, so instead of just one bag, the three of you were each leaving with one.
It was like a blur as you all headed back to your office. The three of you worked for the same company. Gahyeon, an executive assistant to the CEO, Jiyeon was associate director of HR, and you were a research analyst. Your relationship outside of work was very unbalanced with them. They were older and basically the bosses. But when it came to work, there was harmony.
You were in a daze until you actually got back to the building and the security desk was in your view. Sweat started to form at your temple, worried that they would ask what was in your bag. Luckily it wasn’t obvious that it was from an adult sex shop, but you just knew that everyone could tell you were carrying around a vibrator and butt plug.
As you waited for the elevator, Gahyeon and Jiyeon chatted happily behind you. You, on the other hand, were freaking out. People started to gather around you and you seriously thought you couldn’t breathe.
“Y/N? Hey Y/N, you okay?” There was a voice but it felt like you were hearing it under water. You slowly turned around and you saw your work crush looking at you as if you needed to be committed.
Park Jinyoung, in his black-rimmed glasses and crisp white button down and gray slacks, was the definition of nerd hot. He was a fellow analyst and he worked in the cubicle across from yours. So every day you got a glimpse of him and swooned a bit from your chair. There were even days you made sure to walk slowly pass it to the lunch room, to just watch him biting at the end of his pen or his brow furrowed in thought. Watching Jinyoung was a guilty pleasure. Even when you were with Minho, you would lock away your feelings and chalk it up to just a work crush. However, ever since the break-up, it felt as if Jinyoung was everywhere you turned in the building. Just like standing at the elevator as you carry a bag of sex toys and edible panties.
“Oh, Jinyoung. Hi. Yesh…I mean yes. I’m fine.” You sounded like an idiot but his smile made you feel like maybe not.
“Ah, okay. I was wondering because you were zoned out pretty hard there. Good lunch?” he innocently asked and flashes of your sister shaking her furry tail at you came back and you groaned.
“It was okay. Just left me with some indigestion.” You lied and hoped he didn’t press you for further details. Your hand holding the bag shook but you couldn’t even concentrate on it because just then, the elevator doors opened and the crowd that had gathered behind you, Jinyoung and your sisters, forced you all in.
Now you were squished between Jinyoung, your sisters and the other ten people who thought it was a good idea to fit in one ride. You tried moving your arm that was in the crook of his armpit and ended up hitting him with your shoulder.
“Oh shit! Sorry!” The curse flew from your lips before you could register it. Everyone in the elevator now had eyes on you. Without even looking in a mirror, you could tell the redness of embarrassment had taken over your face. Jinyoung, the sweetheart he was, just smiled as if you didn’t have the mouth of a sailor.
The ride to the twentieth floor felt endless. Instead of getting off at your usual twenty-fifth with Jinyoung, you left with sisters and the rest of the hoard.
“See you later, Y/N,” Jinyoung called after you. You couldn’t even bring yourself to look behind and give him a proper goodbye. You just clung to Gahyeon’s side and rushed off with her.
Once you reached Jiyeon’s office, you fell against the neighboring seat and shut your eyes, wishing for the day to finally be over.
“Y/N, why are you so dramatic? Nothing happened and no one knows where we went. Let me get your bag so I can put it away and you can go back to being normal.” Jiyeon said, holding her hand out for your bag. Eyes still shut, you lifted your hand that was holding your bag and realized it felt different. It felt empty.
All three of you stared at your now empty hand and before you could scream out, Gahyeon slapped her palm over it.
“Calm down. Calm. The. Hell. Down. You had it when we got back to the building. You just left it in the elevator. No biggie. We’ll just go back and see if it’s still in there. No need to have a major freak out.” She tried to reason with you, but you knew this was basically the end of the world.
Whoever found it would look inside and they would know you’re some sexual deviant and then there would be a mass email chain spread. They would make you register as a sexual offender. When you ran down all the scenarios in your head, the minute you thought of Jinyoung possibly being the one who found it, you fell off the chair and tried to get in the fetal position.
“It’s over. I’m done for. It was nice being your sister. You guys were dicks most of the time but it’s been fun.” You muttered.
They exchanged a pair of eyerolls before hauling you to your feet and leading you out the office. This is not how you saw your day going. When the elevator arrived, it was empty and your stomach dropped twenty flights.
“Well I wasn’t expecting anyone to take the bag, geez,” Jiyeon said. “Okay, new plan. Let’s go to your desk and pretend this never happened.”
You nodded in agreement but you were numb. Was today actually happening? Or was this a nightmare that you were having? You all rode the elevator up and walked to your space. What you really wanted was to go home and never leave. You could order everything you needed online, so what was the purpose of ever interacting with humans again?
Gahyeon gasped suddenly beside you but you barely registered as you sat at your desk. Her hitting your arm was something you couldn’t ignore though.
“What? What?!” you snapped at her. She was standing at the entrance to your space and you followed where her eyes were bugged out staring at. That was when all the blood rushed out of your body. There, on Park Jinyoung’s desk, was the shopping bag. The shopping bag that contained all the naughty things that were purchased for you.
It was as if he could sense you all staring at him because he turned around and his eyes met with your mortified ones. A few emotions went across his face. Shock. Surprise, Mischief? The last one couldn’t be right. Maybe you were confused and it was disgust.
He slowly walked over to your cubicle and you would have assumed all time had stopped. You and your sisters blankly stared at him, bag in hand.
“Hi Ladies. Are any of you missing something?” he lifted the bag in his hands and waved it back in forth like a magician hypnotizing his subject. All of you nodded and he chuckled.
“I was actually surprised when I found this left in the elevator. I knew it couldn’t be Mr. Seo’s unless he’s into a lot of new things.” Yep, this is what death felt like. Jinyoung tilted his head toward the break room and started walking. You all assumed and followed behind.
Once in the room, he closed the door and leaned against it.
“I’m pretty sure I saw all three of you with bags before getting on the elevator. But I don’t remember if you all left with them. Then I found this gift bag. I never knew you three were into these kinds of things.” He smirked and opened the bag, rifling through the items. When he pulled out the bottle of lube, your eyes twitched.
“Yes, it’s ours. Jinyoung, thanks for finding it for us, but can we please have it back? We have actual work to return to.” Jiyeon’s no-nonsense attitude was in place as she held out her hand for the bag. Right when it looked as if he was going to hand it back, he placed the lube in her hands and continued to go through the items.
“Some of these were pretty standard. Edible undies, vibrator, even the lube. But this last one made me really question who this belonged to.” He pulled out the butt plug and you wanted to throw up.
He walked up to Gahyeon and waved it in front of her face as if it was some piece of sausage.
“A butt plug? Really? Ladies, you are really adventurous, aren’t you? But I have my suspicions on who these belong to. But let me see if I’m right.” He started his own inspection on which one of you was the true owner of the items.
His eyes traveled over Gahyeon’s face first. They landed on her clenched fist and you got nervous. She wasn’t above knocking some sense into a person, men included. Shaking his head, he continued down the line and came to Jiyeon. Her bored expression was telling. She really wanted to just get this over with and return to work. And then it was your turn.
You tried avoiding Jinyoung’s gaze, but it was hard when he was looking at you so intently. When having a crush, you notice things that the casual eye wouldn’t. That is why you knew that this look that Jinyoung was giving you was something you’d never seen before. You had cataloged his kind stare, his hungry for lunch stare, his frustrated with a report stare, and even his kill me now this meeting is useless stare. But this was new.
“You two can go.” His eyes never leaving your face and you almost let out a small whine. Why were they free? Did he realize that the items belonged to you? What was he going to do?
Gahyeon was about to protest but whatever look Jinyoung gave them had Jiyeon leading the two of them out of the room. Jinyoung followed but only to make sure the door was closed and locked behind them.
“Jinyoung…,” you started but was cut off when he placed a finger on his lips to silence you.
“Want to know how I knew this, belonged to you” he waved the butt plug as if it was some flag of surrender.
Without even realizing it, your head was slowly nodding. But you started to take steps back as he closed the space between you. Your back hitting the counter made you feel like you were trapped between Jinyoung’s stare and survival.
“I have never seen you not meet my eyes before. No matter what, when I look at you, your eyes will eventually connect with mine. Today, not so much. I am not a fan.” To prove his point, his free hand came and took hold of your chin and he leveled with your stare. Something about this felt different. You don’t remember ever sharing an intense moment like this with Jinyoung.
Barely opening your mouth to respond, you were cut off by the sudden appearance of his lips against yours. The kiss came in fast and hard but you were too shocked, it took a few moments for your brain to catch up and respond. It could have been five seconds of five years but is lips were making their presence known. Just as you started to actually enjoy it, they were pulled away. You were both breathing fast and heavy.
“It’s felt like centuries since the thought of kissing you has entered my fantasies.” Letting go of your chin, he went in for another round and this time your hands clutched at his button-down, pulling him closer. You wanted to get lost in this second kiss. Fully aware that you’re making out with your work crush, in the staff lunchroom, while he holds your butt plug for intended purposes.
His hands started to ghost their way down from your neck, over the side of your breast and down to your hip. The moans that were leaving you felt on the verge of porn star worthy. Park Jinyoung was an amazing kisser. The way his lips commanded yours but allowed for your tongue to slowly stroke his was intoxicating. When his hand reached below to grab at your ass, you wanted to combust.
Separating briefly for air, you pushed him slightly away. You needed to collect your thoughts and not fall deeper into this other dimension, where making out with Jinyoung at work was just something that you two did.
“What are we doing?” You asked out loud, not sure if the question was for you or him. He tossed the sex toy on the counter behind you and went to take hold of your waist, lifting you onto the surface.
“There are three things. What we’re doing, what I want to do and what we should do. We’re making out in a semi-public space. What I want to do is spread you across this counter, make use of the toys you have here and fuck the shit out of you. We should stop here before it goes way too far.  The real question is which will win.” He explained as his hands traveled back and forth across your bare thighs. When raising you to the counter, your skirt started to slip higher and higher, leaving you exposed for him.
Just the thought of Jinyoung being this nasty and the possibility of anyone walking in and catching you, made your panties useless with how wet they were. Could you throw caution to the wind and have this hookup with the hottest guy at this company?
Your eyes traveled down from his and over his body. Taking in every ounce of him in this suit. His fingers went to open up a few of the top buttons of his shirt and you felt as if you’d not had a drink in years, that’s how thirsty just a peak of his skin was making you.
“What if someone catches us?” You asked as he continued opening up his shirt, his tie now spread as open as you wanted your legs to be. You hadn’t felt this kind of sudden lust, ever. Even with your ex, he never looked at you the way Jinyoung was looking at you. Like he could just devour you without apology.
“Isn’t that the fun part, princess?” His voice was deep and he leaned over to remove the vibrator from the bag on the floor. Your eyes were as wide as saucers. Was he going to use that on you, here?! And since when did he start using a pet name for you?
Your heart was pounding against your chest as he got closer. His hand went to your knee and spread them apart slowly. Your eyes were glued to his every move even when he just shook his head to get a stray strand from his eyes.
“I want to take my time with you but right now I don’t think it’s the time or place for that. So Y/N, will you go out with me?” His question shocked you. Not because he was asking you out, but because he was doing so with his hand beneath your skirt, fingers moving to settle outside your panties.  
“Are you going to stop doing what you’re doing with a yes or no?” you questioned. The last thing you wanted to do was end whatever was about to happen. This was so far from your comfort zone but having the sexiest man in the company look at you with heat in his eyes and fire with every touch to your skin had you throwing away all caution.
“Y/N, do you see how hard I am right now? The only way I’m not having you on this counter is if you tell me not to. Are you?” Your eyes immediately dropped down and Jinyoung wasn’t lying, the bulge in his pants was bigger than you had anticipated and your mouth watered. Shaking your head, you reached out with a shaking hand to unbuckle his pants and let them fall to his feet.
The smile that spread on his face was a satisfying one. It took only moments for his hands to dive beneath your skirt and pull you to the edge of the counter. His lips went in for another mind-altering kiss. So mind-altering, it wasn’t until you felt the cool air hit your wet folds, that you realized Jinyoung was touching you. You purred as if you were a kitten being stroked for the first time. Maybe it had been that long since you’ve actually been touched or had someone want you this much that they were willing to risk it all just to have you.
Two digits slipped into your heat and it felt as if they always belonged there. Your hips were moving on their own to get him to thrust them inside of you. The moment he bit down on your lip was the same when his thumb reached to rub against your sensitive clit. Breaking the kiss only to yell out his name.
“If you keep this up, someone definitely will come in and then we can’t continue the fun.” He placed a small, almost innocent kiss on your lips as his fingers slipped from you and pulled your panties to the side. You were too blissed out to realized he was already released from the confines of his boxers because when the tip of his hardness came in contact with your needy core, you almost jumped out of your skin.
His eyes connected with your as he eased himself inch by inch into you. This wasn’t what you were expecting. With his words being nasty and wanting, you thought he would have roughly entered you, but this was sensual. You both inhaled together and when he bottomed out inside you, the exhale was euphoric.
Your hands reached behind his neck and pulled him in for a kiss. You wanted him to just stay there but also the primal urge to be fucked on the counter was waging a war. His eyes were shut but his kiss was needy. You could tell he wanted to just let go and honestly, you wanted to see what Jinyoung looked like when he lost his cool exterior.
“Jinyoung… if you don’t make me cum right now, I’ll take care of myself,” you mumbled against his lips. Brazen wasn’t your norm, but being in this situation with this man, had you doing things you only dreamt about.
That must have been the encouragement that he needed because his grip on your hips tightened and he pulled out only to slam right back in, having you gasping for air. And it was like a switch. You clawed at Jinyoung and he pumped into your wetness over and over. Every other moment he was grunting about tightness and how good you felt wrapped around him. All you could do is hold on and try not to cum just from his dirty mouth.
Suddenly there were steps right outside the room and panic started to rise in your chest. That didn’t stop Jinyoung though. His hand clasped behind your neck and held your stare as he continued to drive you to your release. His thickness stretching you in sweet agony. You moaned when it seemed like the person was getting closer to the door. Something about almost being caught started to turn you on even more.
“Baby, please tell me you’re close, cause I can't hold off much longer.” Even before the words left his lips, you could tell Jinyoung was close. His thrusts were more erratic and you could feel his cock start to swell even more inside of you.
This was perfect because you were just holding off just enough so he could reach with you. Words couldn’t even come out, you just nodded and your grip on him grew tighter. Your walls clenched on his last stroke and you saw stars. You tried to keep your eyes open to watch his blissed-out face but you couldn’t manage. His groans grew deeper as he stilled inside and found his release alongside you.
It could have been minutes or years, but Jinyoung stayed connected with you as you both came down. Soft kisses from your cheek to your temple was left and your fingers stroked the nape of his neck.
“That was…. I don’t…. Can we do that again sometime?” Words were staggering out of Jinyoung’s lips but it was his shy smile that made you laugh. He still hadn’t pulled himself apart from you and you know that you should care about the mess you both made, but your crush was into you. And who would have thought it would have come out all because of a butt plug.
“As long as we can maybe start the night with dinner or something where we keep our clothes on?” You ask shyly. He placed a kiss on your lips. The hunger was still there but it was different, it was sweeter, it held promise for more.
“It’s a date.”
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eleanor-writes-stuff · 5 years ago
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keep calm and let HR handle it [V/VI]
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Rey managed to go a full year without ever directly interacting with her new CEO, but now it seems like he’s dropping by her office every single week.
(Because what else is a love-struck fool to do when he falls for his head of HR other than find reasons to visit her department?)
OR: five times Ben gets summoned down to HR, and one time Rey gets called into the CEO’s office, based on this prompt from @optimisticsprinkles​​: “Rey as the director of HR at [office] and Kylo/Ben starts finding reasons to be sent down to HR”.
In our penultimate chapter, Rey concocts an emergency in order to lure Ben down to her office. But why in the world would she do something like that??
(Hint: 🎂) 
Chapter 4 Also available on AO3. And hey, maybe check out my Twitter and Ko-fi?
To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Subject: URGENT
Hi Ben,
I’m so sorry about this, but could you come by in twenty minutes? I know it’s almost lunchtime, but something urgent’s come up regarding next week’s staff lunch preparations.
Warm regards, Rey Niima, Head of Human Resources, The Organa Foundation.
 To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Subject: Re: URGENT
I’ll be there. Is everything okay? And do you want me to grab us something to eat?
Best regards, Ben Solo, Chief Executive Officer, The Organa Foundation.
 To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Subject: Re: URGENT
It’s not a huge emergency or anything, just time-sensitive. Sorry for sounding so panicky! And this shouldn’t take long, so don’t worry about getting food.
Warm regards, Rey Niima, Head of Human Resources, The Organa Foundation.
 Rey would feel bad about springing an ‘emergency meeting’ on Ben and potentially disrupting whatever plans he has, but she’d already asked Mitaka about his schedule this morning to make sure she wouldn’t mess up his day.
Predictably, Ben Solo has nothing planned for his birthday.
Scratch that, he has one plan: hole up in his office from the minute he gets in to the minute he clocks out, to prevent any unwelcome surprise celebrations. It’s what he did last year, according to everyone else on the 37th floor, even when they told him they had cake in the breakroom. In fact, Poe says it’s what he did for most of his birthdays growing up.
But not this year, not if Rey has anything to say about it. It’s not like she can’t empathize – she’d spent the longest time hating her assigned birthdate as a child, after all – but ever since Han’s anniversary two weeks ago, something’s changed between them. She can’t quite put her finger on it, can’t quite put it into words, but it’s something that tells her she absolutely cannot let Ben spend his birthday all alone and locked away in a darkened office.
He’ll spend it in her office instead, with a small cake that’s really more for her benefit than his and a card she discreetly passed around the office last week and had everyone sign. She would’ve gotten him a gift, but Rey hadn’t even known his birthday was coming up until she reviewed the monthly employee birthday calendar just last Tuesday and realized Ben’s thirtieth birthday was only a week away.
A week, as it turns out, is not nearly enough time to figure out the perfect gift for your boss-slash-friend-slash-person you get way too comfortable around after two drinks. The cake and the card (and the gift of her company, she supposes) will simply have to be enough, especially since Ben’s supposed to be here any minute now.
He’s almost always on time, if not early, so Rey has no qualms lighting the single candle on his cake and carefully picking it up. She secures the cake in her grip before slowly spinning around so that the back of her chair faces the door, and waits for Ben to arrive. Rose and Kaydel have strict orders not to wish him happy birthday or do anything that might give the surprise away, and her earlier ruse apparently worked a little too well because Ben barges into her office after a series of uncharacteristically frantic knocks.
“I know you said not to panic, but is everything– Oh.”
Rey wheels around with a smile. “Surprise!”
Ben closes the door behind him and leans against it, taking in the scene before him with an almost wary look. “Rey… this is really sweet of you, but–”
“You’re not big on birthdays, I know,” she assures him, setting the cake down on her table so she can wave him forward. “Which is why we’re going to hide in my office for lunch so that the others can’t drag you kicking and screaming to your own surprise birthday party in the breakroom.”
At this, the tension drains out of his shoulders and he happily closes the distance between them as a relieved smile lights up his face. “You know me too well.”
“Make a wish, birthday boy,” Rey says with a grin, pushing the cake towards him. Ben acquiesces, but chooses to maintain eye contact with her throughout the slow and deliberate process of leaning down and blowing out his candle.
It’s… quite a moment.
Rey claps to snap them out of it, and retrieves the oversized card from under her desk to hand it over to him. Finn had told her that last year, none of them had known what to write on the card – on account of the fact that none of them had known the man himself, not really – and so they’d all just signed their names around the standard “happy birthday” message that had come printed on the card. This year, though–
This year she watches Ben open the card, and knows exactly why he grows more and more overwhelmed with emotion as his eyes dart from one message to another, all of them sincere and personalized now that everyone’s gotten to know him better through their weekly happy hours.
She notes a little furrow digging into his brow though, and is ready with a smile when Ben looks up at her. “On the back.”
He closes the card, and sure enough there’s her message to him scrawled across the back, the last one to be written:
Ben,
I know this isn’t what you had in mind for today, but you deserve good days. You deserve good things. And I hope this is the first of many good birthdays we get to celebrate together.
Love, Rey.
There’s so much more she’d wanted to write, so much she’s left unsaid, but when Ben looks up at her with a painfully earnest smile and reaches across the table for her hand, she knows she’s said enough… for now.
“Thank you, Rey,” he says quietly, his smile as warm as sunshine as he squeezes her hand. “Really, this is… this is already the best birthday I’ve had in years, if not ever.”
An incredulous laugh bubbles past her lips. “Ben, it’s just cake and a card, I didn’t even get you–”
“It’s not just cake and a card,” Ben corrects her. “It’s… it’s getting to spend the day with someone who actually cares. I haven’t had that chance in a long time.”
After everything else he’s shared with her, this… this really isn’t much. But she still cherishes every single secret he trusts her with, every ounce of vulnerability he’s comfortable showing her. “I… I know what that feels like,” Rey tells him in return. “Believe it or not, I haven’t always been the biggest fan of birthdays myself,” she adds with a little huff of laughter.
Ben’s hand is still on hers, and he moves to lace their fingers together. “Because of…?”
She nods. “They didn’t even bother leaving a birth certificate, or a note, or anything. Just a baby, a blanket, and a basket on the front door of a police station, like something out of a movie.” Rey fights off a grimace at the memory. “Did you know my name might not even be Rey? It was stitched into the blanket, but people who can’t even be bothered to write a note wouldn’t have bothered getting personalized blankets, would they? More likely that they got it from a thrift store, or maybe even stole it.”
The soothing motion of Ben’s thumb running up and down the side of her hand keeps her from getting tangled up in that old mess. “Anyway, the hospital figured I was the size of an average one-month-old, but I was also malnourished enough that I could’ve just been abnormally small for my age. They had no idea what to do, so they just listed my birthdate as exactly a month before the day I was abandoned. You can probably see why that never really felt like cause for celebration to me,” Rey says with a shrug and a little smile, the instinct to fake nonchalance at her past so much a part of her now that she does it even with Ben.
He keeps her hand in his, warm and solid and reassuring. “So when did you start celebrating?” Ben asks, gently guiding her away from the darkness.
This time, her smile is sincere. “The first year of college. Finn asked me when my birthday was one day, just out of the blue, like friends do, and I just… I was so hostile about it. But eventually he pried it out of me, in bits and pieces, and that year he threw this huge party for me, to show me how many people I had in my life now, how many people cared about me. And I’ve been in love with birthdays ever since.”
Ben smiles at that, and lets go of her hand when she pulls away to get two plates and a knife, which she makes a show of presenting to him. He laughs as he takes it, and serves them two huge slices of cake.
“I love how you automatically know to make mine super-sized,” she quips as they dig in.
“Maybe we both know each other too well.” He smiles at the thought, and Rey spends a little too long with a forkful of cake hovering in the air, caught up in his bright eyes. They eat in silence for a moment, until–
“I used to love birthdays,” Ben tells her, between bites. He doesn’t quite look up, so she pretends to focus on her cake as well. “I think I was six, the first time my mom didn’t come home for my birthday. And then the next year, neither of them were there. And yeah, they made sure to call and they left cake and presents and a signed card, but… that just made it worse, somehow. Because none of it meant anything if they weren’t there with me – and they almost never were, after that.”
Rey slides her hand back into his, and Ben looks up at her with a smile.
“But you’re here now.”
“I’m here now,” she echoes, and hopes he catches on to the unspoken promise that she always will be, year after year, if that’s what he wants.
He nods to himself, as if he’d gotten the message somehow, and they go back to finishing their cake. Ben laughs when she excuses herself for a minute only to return with a bag of take-out from a nearby Italian place they’ve gone to for lunch a couple times and tells her that they’re doing this all out of order, but they dig in nonetheless and the hour seems to fly by as they talk about their friends and their lives and their plans for the upcoming staff lunch, their first major employee engagement effort.
Five minutes past one, Ben reluctantly gets to his feet and accepts his card from Rey with a sigh. “What’s the point of being the boss if you can’t spend your birthday eating cake and hiding out in HR all day?”
“You could,” Rey points out with a laugh, “but can you really stomach more cake? Because even I’m done for now, I think.”
“Good point,” Ben says with a grimace as he pats his stomach. “Fine, I’ll get back to work then.”
It’s habit by now, for her to cross her desk and step into his arms for a hug before he leaves. “Happy birthday, Ben,” she whispers into his shoulder as they hug.
Warm lips brush against her temple. “Thank you, sweetheart.”
Ben tenses before she’s even really registered what he’s just called her, and before she knows it he’s out of her arms and her office, throwing a hurried “Thanks again, see you around!” over his shoulder before the door closes behind him.
Rey blinks as her door slams shut, and a laugh escapes her as her mind finally catches up to the situation and Ben’s reaction to his little slip-up. She’s still smiling as she turns back to her desk and picks up the remaining half of the cake to offer to Rose and Kaydel, both of whom appear to be equally stunned and intrigued by their boss’ abrupt departure.
It’s really too bad that he’d freaked out over it, because Rey finds she quite likes the sound of Ben calling her sweetheart.
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This was supposed to be at least ten times fluffier than it is, with a healthy dose of pining... but nothing is going according to plan with this fic. I'm really glad you guys seem to be liking it anyway.
Our next (and last) chapter will feature a bit of a change, both in setting and POV. Time to go visit the 37th floor! I'm hoping to have that up later today, so I'll see you guys then.
Until then, as always: thank you so much for reading, I hope you liked it, and please don't hesitate to like/reblog/comment!
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ahnsael · 5 years ago
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On Going Back to Work, and Other Things
Tomorrow night when I wake up, I’ll know more about my future. Our tentative June 4th reopening date for the casino is contingent on a meeting that the Gaming Commission is holding tomorrow. After this, I ramble, so here’s a Read More break.
I know our casino owner well enough, after almost four years of working with him, to know that he’s going to want to reopen at the first opportunity (he was ticked when we were ordered to shut down, while I was relieved, even having tweeted Governor Sisolak to beg him to shut us down since I knew our owner wouldn’t do it unless he was ordered to, so I went over the owner’s head).
I mean, having a guest literally cough in my face while she was exchanging coins for bills to put into a machine spooked me big-time as I was realizing what a big deal this pandemic was. Then Disney shut down their theme parks, which really made it hit home that this was a HUGE deal.
So the thought of reopening, when the curve still hasn’t even begun to flatten, scares me.
I live in an area full of conservative types. It’s a VERY red county (if it wasn’t for Washoe and Clark counties, Nevada would be a red state -- fortunately there are enough liberals in Reno and Vegas to counteract that). But my county? VERY red. These are the people who are going to refuse to wear masks (it’s VERY rare, when I need supplies, to see other people in masks; I’m usually the only non-employee wearing one). These are the people who will intentionally cough in my face if I ask them to follow whatever regulations the state requires me to enforce. These are the people who are going to take it as a personal affront that they cannot play their favorite machine because someone else is playing the machine next to it (we already know that every other machine will have to be placed out of service to promote social distancing).
I don’t know how drinks are going to work. As of now, bars are not open (except for to-go orders, which is usually illegal but these are interesting times). We have a self-service beverage bar, but as of now those are not allowed. But people are going to try, even if we turn them off. So am I going to have to carry a key to turn it on so I can get drinks for guests, and then remember to turn it off? Will I need to get a new glass every time someone gets a refill (probably a good idea)? Will we be allowed to serve alcohol?
Will we require facemasks, and if so, does that mean we are now a non-smoking facility? One manager, the one who told me about the June 4th potential reopening date (he once gave me a late April reopening date so I didn’t believe him until I saw the governor’s tweets confirming it; the rest of the info I didn’t see from the governor so I’m taking it with a large grain of salt) mentioned temperature checks, all employees being tested for the virus, and other major restrictions, but I’m waiting for the results of tomorrow’s Gaming Commission meeting and the announcement that follows.
And of course, whenever we DO reopen, we’re going to have to get together, be it in person or online, to discuss things. Because we’re in uncharted territory (I know other businesses already have charts now, but casinos haven’t reopened yet and are a different kind of business, so we’ll be learning as we go.
We’re going to have to train staff -- well, those who we haven’t lost; not sure whether everybody’s going to come back. I’ve been told that one of my graveyard security guards and one other manager both took jobs with Walmart rather than be unemployed, and I can pretty much guarantee that they’re making more money there than they will at the casino when we reopen (with the extra $600 weekly unemployment payment passed by Congress, I actually make more money being unemployed than I do working, but I’ll be back when I get the call, scared as I may be).
It could be that we won’t be a 24/7 operation anymore. Most nights, there are only two of us working. So how can two of us screen every guest, enforce social distancing, get drinks for people, and continually sanitize/disinfect machines after someone uses them? When I first got word that we could reopen soon, I started adjusting my sleep schedule from “meh, whatever” to try and get on more of a graveyard schedule, but I’m realizing that may not be the best idea. Because I don’t know if graveyard is even going to be a thing at the casino.
I have so many questions, and so far no word from the company (understandable, since the company doesn’t know any more than I do at this point). I imagine that I’ll hear from the company within the next week.
If we are going to be scaled back in operation, I do remember hearing our area manager (who I’ve heard through the grapevine is no longer with the company) telling my boss to create a “ranking” of employees on the night we closed, so that they could prioritize who to bring back. When I picked up my last check after my “babysitting the empty casino” duties were cancelled, my boss asked how I was doing and emphasized that he didn’t want to lose me, so I imagine I would have made such a list, so I’m not worried about whether I have a job when we reopen. But I don’t know how many of my co-workers will still be there. There are a couple who told me about being immuno-compromised as we started realizing what a big deal this pandemic was. So they may not be confident coming back.
I had to have an awkward conversation with my security guard when he called and asked me to move in with him (he recently lost his mom and has been staying with an aunt and uncle but needs to find a place and while I’m touched that he likes me enough to want me to be his roommate after knowing me for as long as he’s known me...I mean, even if I was looking for a place, it would be weird for a manager to live with a subordinate. This is one of the people who took a job at Walmart rather than take unemployment (and I have respect for the two I know have done so; I needed a break anyway, so I’ve accepted the unemployment.
My week of paid time off that I had approved before this all happened, which was cancelled when we closed, expires soon (I had put in for a week off at the end of April, but once I was furloughed the paid time off was also cancelled) and while we have a “use it or lose it” policy, as it doesn’t carry over to the next year, and I’m nearing my 4-year anniversary with the company so I’m about to lose it). I may have to chat with HR about maybe getting an exception (they DID say, when they announced that we were officially furloughed, that paid time off could be requested again once we reopen). But I don’t think they’ll be able to afford to lose me for a week of paid time off between now and mid-June (or July -- I often forget which of those months I was hired in and usually I can pull up my gaming card at work if I need to know, but I don’t have access to that right now), but I also don’t want to lose that week. So hopefully they will be willing to carry it over even though that’s not the policy, or just give me those 40 hours of pay without me taking the time off. I’d be good with either one of those, but would be a little bitter if I just lost that pay.
Not TOO bitter, though. As I mentioned, I make more now than I did when I was working. Nevada issues BofA MasterCard debit cards for unemployment, and load benefits onto that. And I have more in that account now, even after paying for my ambulance ride in April, than I’ve ever had in any account before. Like, even the first time I left Disney, and they paid out my unused vacation pay on my last check, it was around $1,000. I’ve got almost $2,000 on this card right now. Like,  if I get turned down for my financial assistance from the hospital, I may actually be able to pay it (and I was shocked that I was able to pay the $1,200 ambulance bill; the hospital bill for those three hours looks like it’s going to run around $2,000 and I can actually cover that if I have to -- it beats the $21,000 bill I had a couple years ago).
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prorevenge · 6 years ago
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The Lawyer, The Fabulous, and The Geek
A few relatively unimportant details are fuzzed to obscure identity as this ended up a Big Deal.
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away, I had just managed a promotion at work. I was now a manager who managed managers at a hotel of not insignificant renown. This meant I was at that point where despite having a boss above me in the same building, I was the absolute highest person most guests would ever talk to. Unfortunately, that also meant I got to handle the most noxious of people who were so insistent their shit didn't stink that they wouldn't pull their head out of their ass because it smelled too nice in there.
One of our better corporate clients was a law firm I will call Lawyer Factory. On a regular basis we would have a new hire from Lawyer Factory stay with us for one or two months before they could find a suitable apartment in the city. Most of the new hires were slightly elitist but not particularly bad sorts. They would talk to front desk staff on occasion, mostly to brag about their watch collection or new Jaguar, but they would also give front desk staff a few local sportsball team tickets they got from the office.
The target of my revenge was a newly minted lawboy who I will call Dylan as he looked like the kind of guy you would expect to be named Dylan. Lawboy Dylan was very obviously new at the game, as he would come down for breakfast every day around 8:30 in a sweatshirt, jeans, and stocking cap. Part of our deal with Lawyer Factory meant their recruits had breakfast included with the room every day. At first, Dylan was a fairly approachable fellow, shaking hands with the front desk staff and taking time to talk about the most popular sportsball team in town who was a favorite of everyone including yours truly. Dylan and I had also spent a bit of time jawing about a few video games and anime. He was a causal fan, but it happened that his brother in college was a hardcore fan both of an obscure Asian online game and Dragon Ball Z, both of which were my big nerd-out spots. Thanks to him, I met his brother in game and fortune had it that we were both in guilds which went boss hunting together on a regular basis.
Of course, this wouldn't be a story about revenge if Dylan was really a likable guy all the time, now would it?
One day a few weeks into his stay, Dylan hit the lobby early on Monday just before 6 am looking for coffee and breakfast a bit early. According to security footage, this is when things started to break down. He pulled on the restaurant door to no avail as it would be locked for another ten minutes. He pulled again with some frustrated mumbling that couldn't be heard clearly. It is also worth nothing that Dylan's breakfast outfit plus a weekend without shaving left him looking not entirely unlike a transient man hoping to score some free coffee. At this point, my night manager "Marcus" decided to intervene. Marcus is very reliable, very flamboyantly gay, and very black, and he'd scold me for only using one very for each of those. Marcus asks Dylan for ID as proof that he is a guest. Somehow, this must have been the worst insult Dylan has ever heard, as he decides this is time to lash out in the worst way. He started into a profanity laced tirade filled with racial and homophobic slurs along with rolling up his sleeve far enough to show a Confederate battle flag tattoo to display his contempt for Marcus. While security footage didn't show this part, Marcus also testified that Dylan reeked of whiskey and cinnamon as if he had been pounding Fireball since 5 pm the day before. Marcus decided he wasn't going to have any of this, stepped back and let one of our early bird morning staff handle the issue. When she stepped in, Dylan had no problem procuring ID for her as well as an unsolicited phone number. By 8:00, Marcus was in my office venting about how he wanted to "beat Dylan's ass like the bitch he is" and unleashing other bits of choice profanity.
I've got a rule when it comes down to troublesome guests. You can swear at me, you can hurl racial slurs at me, you can say whatever you want, and I'll still make it a point to provide the best customer service possible. Pull that shit with my staff and I'll toss Business McMakebucks out on his ass. Dylan went the latter route and he had to go.
Well, as you might imagine, a lawyer being informed that it was on him to find new accommodations immediately did not go over well. First he attempted to invoke tenant law which was quickly shot down as he had not established 30 days of residency. Second, he implied that his employer would cease operations with us if he were evicted. Considering we had offered them a sweetheart deal far better than our rivals, this was not particularly likely and never came to fruition. When all else failed, he turned to me and begged me to not throw him out. No dice, nobody calls my go-to night guy a N-F- without consequences. I'd like to say I was badass enough for him to bolt in fear of me, but I wasn't and he didn't. However, he was pretty quick to shut up when Officer Smiley came in and requested his cooperation.
First, I call "Katie" at Lawyer Factory HR. Katie is one of the nicest ladies I've had the pleasure of working with. A quick discussion leads her to a decision that Dylan has stepped over a line. Within two weeks, Katie refused to acknowledge anything beyond the fact that Dylan was not employed at Lawyer Factory.
Next, I call the state bar association. They are as tight lipped as expected, although there was a clear air of exasperation from the representative as if this wasn't the first she had heard the name Dylan Lawboy.
Professional revenge is fine and dandy, but insulting my crew and showing off proof of being a treasonous son of a bitch in my hotel asks for more.
Three weeks later, Dylan's brother is pulling tank duty and I'm the King of Healz, bringing the smack down on a goat demon. His brother mentioned how Dylan had moved back home after his employer "lost a client and didn't need him anymore" and his potential apartment was "not worth the trouble" after all. Seems not working as a lawyer means it's pretty hard to make rent in a downtown loft. Bro also mentioned that Mom told Dylan that if he wanted to stay at home, he would "have that terrible graffiti taken off his shoulder immediately."
The aftermath included a lawsuit, a few discussions with company legal, and a healthy dose of Schadenfreude at a complete failure of his claim of defamation. The next hire from Lawyer Factory was a very likable Samoan guy whose idea of flaunting his wealth was buying pizza for the staff and bringing it in while singing "You're Welcome" from Moana. Total goofball and easily my favorite lawyer guest. Last I heard from Bro, Dylan had a large tattoo removal scar and a job as a paralegal.
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themusechronicles · 5 years ago
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Family Day II || A TMC Fanfic
Fandom: Shadowhunter Chronicles Ship: Malec Plot:  Dinner with a homophobic father while pretending to be dating [but also madly in love] should be easy, right? Alec and Magnus are about to find out.
Part of the Dorm Life Drabble series [ AKA: My gifts to @ofdemonicmagic ]
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Isabelle had left just over an hour prior and with each minute she was gone; likely spending time with their parents, the more tense Alec got. Magnus checked on the enchiladas they’d decided to make and sighed when he found Alec tapping his fingers nervously on the counter of the breakfast bar. “Alexander, relax. Everything will be fine.”
“Will it?” Alec asked. “My dad is so convinced that me being gay is just some phase that he is going to be extra, extra attentive once they get here and if he doesn’t think we’re legit, he’ll just blow up and of all the things in my life I could not handle, it would be my father losing his mind on you over some stupid slip up, and-” he was cut off as Magnus placed a finger on his lips, blue eyes looking down at the hand, and then following it as Magnus pulled it away. “Magnus, I-”
“Shh,” Magnus quieted him, turning the seat so that Alec’s body was facing him. “We are going to get through this. You are strong, talented, and beautiful and if your father can’t see that, then he and I will have some serious words because you deserve happiness and he should not try to control you like that.” His tone was fierce and he reached up to lay a hand on Alec’s cheek. “You’re so stressed out over this. Are you sure you want to go through with it?”
Alec blinked, fighting the urge to lean into the warm hand on his cheek. “I’ll be fine, Magnus. I just didn’t want you to meet them like this.” he admitted, smiling sadly. “I know how my dad is and he really doesn’t like who I am and I don’t want him to take it out on you and I-” He was cut off once again, but this time by warm lips taking his into a kiss. He gave a startled noise before he relaxed and kissed back, one hand moving to Magnus’ hip and drawing him in. It was warm and gentle, nothing like what he’d experienced in the past, and he tilted his head to deepen it, humming as he felt arms around his neck. As with everything that came with Magnus, it was careful and caring and he fell into it as he pulled Magnus closer still, letting himself forget about the stress of seeing his father again. Content and wonderfully blissed out, he didn’t hear the knock or the door open until the sound of a throat clearing startled him. The two pulled away and looked over, Alec’s face flushed with pink as he looked over at where his parents stood with Isabelle. “Mom, Dad, hi…” he started.
“Mr. and Mrs. Lightwood.” Magnus said, reaching to lay a hand on Alec’s knee and squeeze reassuringly before walking over. “I didn’t realize Izzy would be bringing you so soon. I’m Magnus, Alexander’s boyfriend.” he held out his hand, smiling as the woman with long hair tied back at the base of her neck took it with a warm smile and a nod.
“A pleasure, Magnus. I’m Maryse, and this is my husband, Robert.” she introduced. “Isabelle tells me you two haven’t been together very long.”
“Not very long at all,” Magnus agreed, nodding.
“And by that, don’t you mean as of today?” the man asked in a tone full of disdain, but before Magnus could answer, there was an arm at his back.
“Watch the way you talk to Magnus in our home, dad.” Alec said, anger hidden beneath the casual words. “We’ve been together just over a month.” he said, blue eyes unwavering a he stared at his father. HE then turned to Maryse and his entire demeanor softened. “Mom, hi.”
“Oh, Alec, how are you, darling?” Maryse asked, hugging her son. Magnus didn’t miss the way Alec happily hugged back.
“I’m doing good, mom. Really good.” Alec answered. “Magnus and I made enchiladas.” he offered, moving to motion at the table.
“You cook together?” Robert sounded doubtful, and Magnus felt his body tense up angrily. “And who pays for the food?”
“We both do.” Magnus answered this time. “So before you start thinking that my being with your son has anything to do with your failed status as a senator, you’re sadly mistaken. Alexander is an amazing person, and if you have a problem with me - or with us - then I will happily let everyone on campus know how you stand on our rights.” He wasn’t trying to scare Robert, he was just making his point known, but he saw the fear brush through the man’s features as he stood up to him. “Now, we’ve worked very hard to make a wonderful dinner to share with you and Isabelle, but if there’s a problem, I’ll have to ask you to kindly leave and your wife will meet up with you later.” He reached to take Alec’s hand, anger subsiding a little as Alec’s fingers laced with his own and squeezed gently. “So are we going to have a problem, Mr. Lightwood?”
There was a tense moment between the men as Robert stared Magnus down and Magnus stared right back without faltering until, at last, Robert broke and put on a fake smile. “Not at all.”
Magnus cocked his head as he nodded, letting Alec’s hand go to hug Isabelle. “Hello, beautiful girl. Thank you for bringing them to dinner.”
Isabelle had stood watching the exchange, proud of her brother and of Magnus, and as she hugged Magnus, she smiled and whispered in his ear. “You two are perfect.” She then moved to get some tea, sitting at the table as Magnus and Alec plated food and brought the plates over. “Oh, it smells wonderful, guys.” she praised, grinning.
“Alexander said you guys enjoy Mexican food, and my mother had an amazing recipe, so we made it. Enjoy.” Magnus replied, sitting down next to Alec. He looked at Alec and when he saw the smile on the other’s lips, he smiled back. He turned to look when Maryse made a pleased sound, proud of the response.
“This is fabulous, you two!” Maryse praised, dabbing her mouth with the napkin. “Your mother is a talented cook, indeed.” She paused as Magnus looked down, her smile fading. “What is it?”
“Magnus’ mom died when he was young.” Alec said, reaching to grab Magnus’ hand and squeeze gently.
“Oh. Oh, my. I’m so sorry, dear.” Maryse apologized.
“How did she die?” Robert asked, looking up at Magnus.
The look wasn’t missed, and Alec squeezed Magnus’ hand in apology, knowing how much Magnus hated talking about his mother’s death. “Dad, that’s not an appropriate-”
“It’s okay, darling.” Magnus said, squeezing his hand back and lifting their hands to kiss Alec’s knuckles. He took a deep breath, then looked up and leveled Robert with a stare. “My father wasn’t a nice man. He found out my mother was becoming close with another man and killed her.” he explained. “He stabbed her numerous times while I hid in a hall closet.” He was quiet for a long moment. “The family of my best friend were there for me through the trial and adopted me after it was all done. I grew up with them.”
“Where was this, exactly?” Robert asked.
“Robert!” Maryse’s voice was offended. “That is most certainly inappropriate.”
“Maryse, it concerns me that this man is the son of a murderer. Did it not occur to you that it could be a rouse-” Everything went silent as Alec pounded his hand onto the table and stood up so fast the chair fell over.
“Get. Out.” he snapped.
“Alec…” Izzy whispered, stunned by the anger in her brother’s eyes.
“Sit down, Alexander.” Robert said simply. “Quit making a scene.”
“A scene?” Alec asked, a sarcastic laugh escaping him as he ran a hand through his hair. “A scene? This? This is not a scene, Robert . This is you trying to guilt Magnus into whatever it is you want. My guess is money. Lots of money to leave me and never look back, right? Just like with Sebastian?”
“Alec, Sebastian was different.” Izzy said calmly, though there was a quiet fear in hr,
“I know that was different, Izzy. Honestly, I’m glad he took that money and ran. But this is ridiculous and I am done letting him try and mold us into the perfect children he wants.” Alec answered, turning back to Robert with a dangerous glare. “You think I don’t remember your little mind games?” he asked, voice harsh but hardly raised. “You don’t fool me. You came here to try and win votes for a re-election after your failure when you publicly made an actual scene of disowning me last year. You think you can just come to the school where Izzy and I are excelling and happy then you dare to imply that Magnus would hurt me - kill me - to get at you. Do you hear yourself? The abuse and control you have to have over us? I’m done. Get out, and I swear to whatever gods you’re faking belief in this time, you better not ever show your face in my life again. Do you understand?”
Robert had been staring in stunned silence as his children spoke, but his eyes never left Alec. “Alexander.”
“It’s Alec to you.”
“Excuse me?”
“It’s Alec to you. Now get out, or I will call security and have you escorted out.” Alec snapped. He watched as Robert wiped his mouth, slowly stood and looked at his mother.
“Maryse, let’s go.” Robert demanded. When she didn’t immediately stand, he looked at her harshly. “Maryse, now!”
“No, Robert.” Maryse snapped, looking up at him from where she sat next to her daughter. “You can go, and I will meet you at the hotel. Just because you have an image in your head of what our children should be does not - by any extension of our marriage - mean that I must cut my children from my life.” She stared at her husband, back straight and gaze fierce. “I am proud of our children. Of Alec for having the courage to come out. Of Isabelle for having the determination to make a company all her own. Of Max, for studying so hard to be a lawyer despite his young age. Our children have done nothing wrong, and I am tired of you treating them as slaves and scapegoats for your failure as a father and husband.” She looked back down, her gaze going from Izzy, to Alec and then Magnus, smiling. “I am going to enjoy dinner with our children and Alec’s wonderful boyfriend and that’s the end of this discussion.” Robert seemed as if he’d been slapped in the face, and for a moment he just stood. Then his fist collided with the table - causing Maryse and Izzy to both jump, before he stormed out.
The door slammed and Magnus was stunned at the way Alec and Maryse visibly relaxed. He was quiet before he squeezed Alec’s hand, looking at him in concern. “Alexander?” The name seemed to break whatever was going on in Alec’s head and he looked up, sighing and smiling at Magnus in a way that made Magnus’ heart ache.
“Thanks, Magnus. I wouldn’t have been able to do that without you.” Alec answered, lifting their hands to kiss Magnus’ knuckles.
“I’m proud of you, big brother.” Izzy said, smiling. “And you, mom.”
“Thank you. All of you.” Maryse said. “I doubt your father will let me do anything, so I believe I will be staying the night, if that’s okay, boys? Tomorrow I have things I need to do.”
“Things to do?” Izzy began.
“Starting with a divorce lawyer. And then I will be making an announcement that I plan to run for Senate.” Maryse replied. “It would honor me if the three of you would come and stand with me when I make the announcement publicly.”
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TMC Fanfic - Family Day II
Fandom: Shadowhunter Chronicles Ship: Malec Plot:  Dinner with a homophobic father while pretending to be dating [but also madly in love] should be easy, right? Alec and Magnus are about to find out.
Part of the Dorm Life Drabble series [ AKA: My gifts to @ofdemonicmagic ]
Isabelle had left just over an hour prior and with each minute she was gone; likely spending time with their parents, the more tense Alec got. Magnus checked on the enchiladas they’d decided to make and sighed when he found Alec tapping his fingers nervously on the counter of the breakfast bar. “Alexander, relax. Everything will be fine.”
“Will it?” Alec asked. “My dad is so convinced that me being gay is just some phase that he is going to be extra, extra attentive once they get here and if he doesn’t think we’re legit, he’ll just blow up and of all the things in my life I could not handle, it would be my father losing his mind on you over some stupid slip up, and-” he was cut off as Magnus placed a finger on his lips, blue eyes looking down at the hand, and then following it as Magnus pulled it away. “Magnus, I-”
“Shh,” Magnus quieted him, turning the seat so that Alec’s body was facing him. “We are going to get through this. You are strong, talented, and beautiful and if your father can’t see that, then he and I will have some serious words because you deserve happiness and he should not try to control you like that.” His tone was fierce and he reached up to lay a hand on Alec’s cheek. “You’re so stressed out over this. Are you sure you want to go through with it?”
Alec blinked, fighting the urge to lean into the warm hand on his cheek. “I’ll be fine, Magnus. I just didn’t want you to meet them like this.” he admitted, smiling sadly. “I know how my dad is and he really doesn’t like who I am and I don’t want him to take it out on you and I-” He was cut off once again, but this time by warm lips taking his into a kiss. He gave a startled noise before he relaxed and kissed back, one hand moving to Magnus’ hip and drawing him in. It was warm and gentle, nothing like what he’d experienced in the past, and he tilted his head to deepen it, humming as he felt arms around his neck. As with everything that came with Magnus, it was careful and caring and he fell into it as he pulled Magnus closer still, letting himself forget about the stress of seeing his father again. Content and wonderfully blissed out, he didn’t hear the knock or the door open until the sound of a throat clearing startled him. The two pulled away and looked over, Alec’s face flushed with pink as he looked over at where his parents stood with Isabelle. “Mom, Dad, hi…” he started.
“Mr. and Mrs. Lightwood.” Magnus said, reaching to lay a hand on Alec’s knee and squeeze reassuringly before walking over. “I didn’t realize Izzy would be bringing you so soon. I’m Magnus, Alexander’s boyfriend.” he held out his hand, smiling as the woman with long hair tied back at the base of her neck took it with a warm smile and a nod.
“A pleasure, Magnus. I’m Maryse, and this is my husband, Robert.” she introduced. “Isabelle tells me you two haven’t been together very long.”
“Not very long at all,” Magnus agreed, nodding.
“And by that, don’t you mean as of today?” the man asked in a tone full of disdain, but before Magnus could answer, there was an arm at his back.
“Watch the way you talk to Magnus in our home, dad.” Alec said, anger hidden beneath the casual words. “We’ve been together just over a month.” he said, blue eyes unwavering a he stared at his father. HE then turned to Maryse and his entire demeanor softened. “Mom, hi.”
“Oh, Alec, how are you, darling?” Maryse asked, hugging her son. Magnus didn’t miss the way Alec happily hugged back.
“I’m doing good, mom. Really good.” Alec answered. “Magnus and I made enchiladas.” he offered, moving to motion at the table.
“You cook together?” Robert sounded doubtful, and Magnus felt his body tense up angrily. “And who pays for the food?”
“We both do.” Magnus answered this time. “So before you start thinking that my being with your son has anything to do with your failed status as a senator, you’re sadly mistaken. Alexander is an amazing person, and if you have a problem with me - or with us - then I will happily let everyone on campus know how you stand on our rights.” He wasn’t trying to scare Robert, he was just making his point known, but he saw the fear brush through the man’s features as he stood up to him. “Now, we’ve worked very hard to make a wonderful dinner to share with you and Isabelle, but if there’s a problem, I’ll have to ask you to kindly leave and your wife will meet up with you later.” He reached to take Alec’s hand, anger subsiding a little as Alec’s fingers laced with his own and squeezed gently. “So are we going to have a problem, Mr. Lightwood?”
There was a tense moment between the men as Robert stared Magnus down and Magnus stared right back without faltering until, at last, Robert broke and put on a fake smile. “Not at all.”
Magnus cocked his head as he nodded, letting Alec’s hand go to hug Isabelle. “Hello, beautiful girl. Thank you for bringing them to dinner.”
Isabelle had stood watching the exchange, proud of her brother and of Magnus, and as she hugged Magnus, she smiled and whispered in his ear. “You two are perfect.” She then moved to get some tea, sitting at the table as Magnus and Alec plated food and brought the plates over. “Oh, it smells wonderful, guys.” she praised, grinning.
“Alexander said you guys enjoy Mexican food, and my mother had an amazing recipe, so we made it. Enjoy.” Magnus replied, sitting down next to Alec. He looked at Alec and when he saw the smile on the other’s lips, he smiled back. He turned to look when Maryse made a pleased sound, proud of the response.
“This is fabulous, you two!” Maryse praised, dabbing her mouth with the napkin. “Your mother is a talented cook, indeed.” She paused as Magnus looked down, her smile fading. “What is it?”
“Magnus’ mom died when he was young.” Alec said, reaching to grab Magnus’ hand and squeeze gently.
“Oh. Oh, my. I’m so sorry, dear.” Maryse apologized.
“How did she die?” Robert asked, looking up at Magnus.
The look wasn’t missed, and Alec squeezed Magnus’ hand in apology, knowing how much Magnus hated talking about his mother’s death. “Dad, that’s not an appropriate-”
“It’s okay, darling.” Magnus said, squeezing his hand back and lifting their hands to kiss Alec’s knuckles. He took a deep breath, then looked up and leveled Robert with a stare. “My father wasn’t a nice man. He found out my mother was becoming close with another man and killed her.” he explained. “He stabbed her numerous times while I hid in a hall closet.” He was quiet for a long moment. “The family of my best friend were there for me through the trial and adopted me after it was all done. I grew up with them.”
“Where was this, exactly?” Robert asked.
“Robert!” Maryse’s voice was offended. “That is most certainly inappropriate.”
“Maryse, it concerns me that this man is the son of a murderer. Did it not occur to you that it could be a rouse-” Everything went silent as Alec pounded his hand onto the table and stood up so fast the chair fell over.
“Get. Out.” he snapped.
“Alec…” Izzy whispered, stunned by the anger in her brother’s eyes.
“Sit down, Alexander.” Robert said simply. “Quit making a scene.”
“A scene?” Alec asked, a sarcastic laugh escaping him as he ran a hand through his hair. “A scene? This? This is not a scene, Robert . This is you trying to guilt Magnus into whatever it is you want. My guess is money. Lots of money to leave me and never look back, right? Just like with Sebastian?”
“Alec, Sebastian was different.” Izzy said calmly, though there was a quiet fear in hr,
“I know that was different, Izzy. Honestly, I’m glad he took that money and ran. But this is ridiculous and I am done letting him try and mold us into the perfect children he wants.” Alec answered, turning back to Robert with a dangerous glare. “You think I don’t remember your little mind games?” he asked, voice harsh but hardly raised. “You don’t fool me. You came here to try and win votes for a re-election after your failure when you publicly made an actual scene of disowning me last year. You think you can just come to the school where Izzy and I are excelling and happy then you dare to imply that Magnus would hurt me - kill me - to get at you. Do you hear yourself? The abuse and control you have to have over us? I’m done. Get out, and I swear to whatever gods you’re faking belief in this time, you better not ever show your face in my life again. Do you understand?”
Robert had been staring in stunned silence as his children spoke, but his eyes never left Alec. “Alexander.”
“It’s Alec to you.”
“Excuse me?”
“It’s Alec to you. Now get out, or I will call security and have you escorted out.” Alec snapped. He watched as Robert wiped his mouth, slowly stood and looked at his mother.
“Maryse, let’s go.” Robert demanded. When she didn’t immediately stand, he looked at her harshly. “Maryse, now!”
“No, Robert.” Maryse snapped, looking up at him from where she sat next to her daughter. “You can go, and I will meet you at the hotel. Just because you have an image in your head of what our children should be does not - by any extension of our marriage - mean that I must cut my children from my life.” She stared at her husband, back straight and gaze fierce. “I am proud of our children. Of Alec for having the courage to come out. Of Isabelle for having the determination to make a company all her own. Of Max, for studying so hard to be a lawyer despite his young age. Our children have done nothing wrong, and I am tired of you treating them as slaves and scapegoats for your failure as a father and husband.” She looked back down, her gaze going from Izzy, to Alec and then Magnus, smiling. “I am going to enjoy dinner with our children and Alec’s wonderful boyfriend and that’s the end of this discussion.” Robert seemed as if he’d been slapped in the face, and for a moment he just stood. Then his fist collided with the table - causing Maryse and Izzy to both jump, before he stormed out.
The door slammed and Magnus was stunned at the way Alec and Maryse visibly relaxed. He was quiet before he squeezed Alec’s hand, looking at him in concern. “Alexander?” The name seemed to break whatever was going on in Alec’s head and he looked up, sighing and smiling at Magnus in a way that made Magnus’ heart ache.
“Thanks, Magnus. I wouldn’t have been able to do that without you.” Alec answered, lifting their hands to kiss Magnus’ knuckles.
“I’m proud of you, big brother.” Izzy said, smiling. “And you, mom.”
“Thank you. All of you.” Maryse said. “I doubt your father will let me do anything, so I believe I will be staying the night, if that’s okay, boys? Tomorrow I have things I need to do.”
“Things to do?” Izzy began.
“Starting with a divorce lawyer. And then I will be making an announcement that I plan to run for Senate.” Maryse replied. “It would honor me if the three of you would come and stand with me when I make the announcement publicly.”
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chapter 7
i woke up to the smell of food with one eye open i looked at the alarm clock it was 6:52 am i had to be at work by 9am but with everything going on i wanted to call out and make sure hassan was ok i got up and straight in the shower  i took out some grey tights an over sized black t-shirt and some air max. i called my job and explained i had a family emergency. the table had turkey bacon eggs croissants and fresh brewed coffee i smiled at kim as she passed me the joint she was smoking she was just finishing up the grits when we heard a knock at the door. i ran to peek thru the peep hole i saw no one but out the side window i could see a DHL delivery truck pulling off. i opened the door and there sat a box no bigger than a shoe box addressed to hassan i grabbed it and put it on the bench by the front door i didn’t secure the placement so the box fell and the sound it made quickly called me and kims attention. kim said are you gonna open it then my phone began to ring its almost like every time i was going to confront something with hassan the universe would just interject. the nurse called and said hassan was now up and asking for me she also gave an extension to his room and she connected the call. hassan answered he sounded very alert for someone who was unconscious not even 24 hrs before he began to ask me to bring him his phone and a change of clothes i agreed then i asked him what was going on and why were they saying he overdosed he flipped it on me and said “i should ask you the dr’s said you mistakenly gave me a sleeping pill what the fuck is that about” my response was epic “i covered for you so they wouldn’t have the police kicking my door in besides everyone knows a sleeping pill wont cause and overdose so are you gonna keep it real with me and tell the truth or will i have to find out on my own” before hass got another word out he heard his phone ringing in the background of the other end of the phone. i was triggered and once my hand is forced i couldn’t control what left my mouth here he was accusing me of things but not taking responsibilities for his actio"well look who it is ??? “as i swiped to answer the call. Hey “shirley girl how are you?” i could her hassan moving around in the background of his call i made sure to put the phone on speaker shirley said “girl give that man his phone”. my response to shirley was “what man? your man? as you said the first time i answered this phone” shirley began yelling at the top of her lungs all types of obscenities thru the phone half of which i didn’t even make out because she was so loud i lowered the volume on hassan’s phone and then spoke into mine to hassan “you either tell me what you got going on or i will light everything you own in my house on fire” hassan had now ripped every machine he was connected to off and was determined to get to the house before any other information was found out. i could here the cars in the back ground the hospital they sent him to was luckily 30 mins away. hassan screamed thru the phone “im not playing with you cheyanne your gonna regret this shit” i laughed and hung up the phone. see the house we lived in belonged to my granny she had brought it in 1992 and when she passed away she left it to me so i did the kicking out and played no games about it after dealing with hassan always controlling the narrative i had to boss up as kim would say and i was done being played with here i was asking for the bare minimum and he couldn’t even do that it cost zero dollars to be honest something my granny always said!!
i made my way to the basement office with kim right behind me. i opened all the desk drawers flipped all the cushions on the love seat and nothing kim fumbled thru some cabinets that hass had his business stuff in i was so pissed of that i swiped everything off of the desk computer printer everything hit the floor and as the metal pencil holder hit the floor out fell a sandwich bag full of yellow pills me and kim looked at each other shocked. kim bent down and grabbed one and looked up the number that was engraved in it she looked up and said girl these are percocet. my eyes grew wide “i bet any amount of money that box that just got delivered here is the same thing kim rushed upstairs to retrieve the box and as i started to pick the pills up i can tell that the carpet had been pulled out near the wall behind the desk and with one little tug i found a stash kim made it back in the basement and i instructed her to shine her phone light into this hole the carpet was covering i reached in and there was a bag from footlocker i pulled it out and sat it on the desk i untied it and there was at least more than 40,000 kim was on her own mission opening the box that DHL delivered and of course it was over 6000 pills this man was running drugs out of my house i was believing him about his own design company dreams and he was turning my house into a trap house i grabbed everything money pills and took it upstairs i also cleaned everything up i gave kim the bag with all the money and pills and asked her to take it somewhere and hide it just not in her home. i grabbed garbage bag after garbage bag and filled it up with hassan’s belongings. i thought id be more hurt after all me an hassan had been with each other for years but truth be told we only lived together for a year. my mom died of an overdose when i was 12 i found her deceased eyes rolled to the back of her head and foaming out the mouth and him knowing all of this he still brought this garbage in my house and used me all the while carrying on with shirley and god knows who else. hassans phone began to ring once again and it was the man with the feminine voice i calmly asked him what was the call about and he stated that hass owed him money and that he didn’t like to be played with i told the man i had no idea what was going on but that once hassan got out the hospital i would give him the message.i heard a car door slam then another i called kim to see where she was but she didn’t answer my stomach turned and cramped up as if i had eaten a order of white castle  
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How much does a locksmith charge per hour? The cost of a locksmith's hourly labour rate you can expect to pay from around £65 per hour. Some locksmiths may charge a lower price for subsequent hours after the first hour on-site. For example, the first hour on site may be £65, then 2nd hour will be £30.
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I recognize it's difficult for everyone including me however perhaps just post the images when you get back to Manchester. Outside of the door will certainly be a round looking faceplate called a Rim Cylinder, this is where the key is inserted to pull back the Catch as well as open the door.
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The work will after that be phoned via to an independent handyman who might be unqualified and might not also speak English. At Lockforce Locksmith Manchester we frequently adjust our solution to maintain our security one action in advance of the lawbreakers, so as their methods change, so do ours.
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On the within the door will be the covering which will certainly have a Catch which suits the keep on the door structure holding the door closed. As a Locksmith in Manchester I see these Locks assaulted the most by Burglars making use of a technique called "Lock snapping".
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Many decent Locksmith professionals will certainly not have a telephone call out fee and will just bill you for the work and also parts. This is just a price quote, and until the Locksmith is actually stood at your door and also can see the trouble after that the cost can differ from this. You might be tempted to do the job on your own, nonetheless this is something we do not recommend this. You can invalidate your insurance coverage if the job is not carried out by an expert. uPVC locks are all various and also some might also be outdated, so you would certainly require to call a Locksmith to entirely change the part.
Locking on your own out on Xmas day will be more expensive than a regular weekday. As an example 10 am on a Monday will be cheaper that 10pm on a Saturday.
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If your door is uPVC and also just the cyndrical tube needs replacing then it will certainly be cheaper than changing the entire device as this only demands to be done if there is a trouble. An average Euro cylinder will certainly cost around ₤ 45 and also might differ depending upon make/model as well as security criterion.
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cutsliceddiced · 4 years ago
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New top story from Time: Constance Woodson Worked Hard All Her Life. How Did She End Up Homeless During a Pandemic?
A few days after her 60th birthday, Constance Woodson took in the early-June sun on a bench in New York City’s Madison Square Park. Masked, except when she sipped her coffee, she reflected on her luck. The good news was that, in the midst of a pandemic, she had secured a job, as a contact tracer. She could do it from her home, with a company-issued laptop and headset. The bad news was that her current home was a room in a hotel–provided by New York City’s Department of Homeless Services (DHS)–where, she was informed, laptops were not permitted and wi-fi was not provided. Woodson had finally found a job that might get her out of her long struggle with homelessness, but she couldn’t do it, because she was homeless.
The DHS caseworkers at the Best Western Bowery Hanbee eventually told her she could bring in the laptop. But there was still the wi-fi issue, and then Woodson would have to figure out how to do a sensitive task with a roommate who liked to watch Disney cartoons day and night with the blinds drawn, and without chairs or lamps. They had been removed, she was told, because the hotel was being sold. “The system is not designed to move you forward,” she says. “I don’t want to sound like I’m complaining, but it’s been heartbreak after heartbreak.”
At last count, in 2019, more than 560,000 Americans were homeless, and 16.5% of them–about 92,000 people–were in New York State. New York City has the highest number of homeless people of any metropolitan area in the U.S., although Washington, D.C., has the highest per capita, and because of New York City’s extensive shelter system, Los Angeles has far more people living on the streets. According to the Department of Housing and Urban Development (HUD), 40% of homeless people are African American, like Woodson.
Homelessness has recently been getting worse, with a 3% increase in the number of homeless people just in the past year. But, says Nan Roman, head of the National Alliance to End Homelessness, “there’s never been anything like this.” One Columbia University analysis of unemployment figures suggested that by the end of 2020, homelessness would increase by 40%. In July, about 44.5 million Americans told the Household Pulse Survey takers at the Census Bureau that they either hadn’t made last month’s mortgage or rent payment on time or doubted they could make the next one. Unless Congress acts, the moratorium on evicting people from most federally subsidized housing will run out at the end of July. “Starting on July 25, 2020, landlords must give 30-day notice before pursuing eviction for nonpayment between March 27, 2020, and July 24, 2020,” says a HUD official. The Aspen Institute estimates that by October, 1 in 5 American renters could face eviction.
The world they will encounter is, to be generous, not very compassionate. Even before the pandemic, Woodson was kept at such distance and treated with such suspicion that she often felt as if she were contagious. In the COVID era, life for unsheltered people has gotten even more desperate. John Sheehan, director of ecumenical outreach services for Fifth Avenue Presbyterian Church in New York, who has been working among the homeless community for 40 years and who has known Woodson since 2018, says it’s not just that people have nowhere to go, no bathrooms to use, and fewer places to sleep, it’s that even the few dollars they used to get from passersby have dried up with the lack of foot traffic. “They’ve lost all the connections to the community,” says Sheehan. “I met one of my regular clients, and he said he hadn’t eaten for three days.”
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Kholood Eid for TIMEWoodson holds a yoga warrior pose in Central Park on July 16
People end up with nowhere to live for myriad reasons, but there is one constant: it’s much easier to lose a home than to get a new one. Eight years ago, when her mother died after a three-year illness, Woodson discovered the family owed so much money on the home the two of them had lived in with Woodson’s daughter, Joelle, that the bank was repossessing it. Since then, her opportunities for stable housing have flattened like a slowly leaking tire. The experience has upended not only her sense of security but also her self-image. “I do not recognize this person that I have become,” says Woodson, who says at one point she briefly considered suicide. “I keep trying to figure out how I got here, what I did wrong.”
Woodson’s story is not full of dramatic mistakes. She recalls her childhood as middle-class; her father was a musician, and her mom worked in HR at the University of Missouri–Kansas City. It was, she says, “domestically turbulent”; her parents divorced when she was young, and her mother got the house. Woodson has worked most of her life, including seven years in health care administration and 13 as a manicurist at a high-end spa. In 2008, she got a degree in organizational leadership and development from Rockhurst University. With the aid of scholarships, she and her ex-husband put Joelle through Kansas City’s prestigious Pembroke Hill School, and the Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute (RPI) in New York.
But the foreclosure revealed how precarious her situation really was. By many estimates, homeownership is the most reliable wealth-building vehicle the American economic factory has ever produced. Home equity allows people to get money when they need it, which delivers them from many financial perils. It can also help them to accrue and pass along wealth. Paying off a home, however, requires not only a certain level of income but a reliable one. Otherwise, people can end up worse off than they started. Labor Department figures show that in April, on the heels of the economic shutdown, fewer than half of all African Americans were employed, the lowest rate in four decades.
In the first quarter of 2020, 74% of white people owned their homes, whereas only 44% of Black people did. This is due in part to discriminatory practices over the years that have limited Black people’s access to homes in certain areas and to mortgages, especially those at attractive interest rates. This disparity in ownership is one of the reasons that, in 2016, the median Black household wealth was $13,024 while the median white house-hold had $149,703. The loss of a home, moreover, doesn’t affect just one generation. When RPI closed its dorms for the summer, Joelle took low-paying employment as a camp counselor just to ensure a roof over her head. “What freaks me out is the fragility of everything,” Joelle says. “There’s a very thin line between having a roof and not having a roof.”
As the few jobs following the spa’s closure dried up, Woodson did what most people do when they have to move out and don’t have much money: she moved around from city to city, staying with friends or family, bartering her car for rent, dipping into her savings and petsitting. By 2016, Kansas City no longer felt like home, so she decided to join her daughter in New York. She bought a one-way ticket east, and arrived on the day Joelle graduated.
While she looked for work, Woodson bunked in with Joelle and her three roommates, but she was never able to pay much rent, and after about a year, the situation grew tense. Joelle, 26, paid for so many Airbnbs that she too began to get into financial difficulty. She still gives her mother as much money as she can spare, but she can’t afford a place for them both on her salary. “I worry about my mother every single day,” says Joelle, who works for a communications and marketing agency. “There’s a limit to what you can actually do. You hope there’s some other system that can pick up what you can’t, but there’s actually not.”
Woodson is resourceful, funny and plucky. Sheehan says she’s always advising other participants in his programs on where to find meals or a bed. She’s a client advocate at the Coalition for the Homeless. She gets SNAP food benefits ($194 a month) and keeps her Medicaid up to date, but has never been on welfare. But on March 20, when New York Governor Andrew Cuomo imposed the stay-at-home order, none of that was enough.
First, a church-run shelter Woodson used most Sundays to get a decent sleep (and where I occasionally volunteer) closed. Then the drop-in center where she sometimes scored a chair for the night halved its intake. One of her daughter’s roommates had been in contact with someone who had the virus, so Woodson couldn’t go there. The now deserted streets became an even less safe place for a woman on her own to sleep. Many of the soup kitchens closed, as they figured out how to feed people safely. Woodson, who had always resisted entering a city-run shelter, believing she was better off on her own, finally applied for a place. “I thought, I’m resilient, I’ve been through so much,” she says. “I can just do this for a few months, until I get a job.”
The DHS has helped countless people get off the streets, but Woodson found it to be illsuited to assist someone like her. Those who are the most vulnerable–physically disabled, mentally ill, addicted or formerly incarcerated–have particular programs to assist them with a place to live. Woodson is none of those things. She falls to the bottom of the list for those who need help. “They did a lot of blood tests and psych evaluations,” she says. “They looked at me, and I could tell they didn’t know what to do with me.”
At first, she was assigned to the 200-bed Casa de Cariño in the Bronx, which had just become the first shelter to have a reported case of COVID-19. (The DHS says that as of July 16, it has found 1,358 people living in shelters or on the street with COVID-19; 1,189 of them have recovered, and 103 of them have died.) Terrified, she called Joelle, who called an old friend. He had an apartment in Brooklyn that was waiting for renters who had changed their minds when the virus hit. He let Woodson stay there while it was empty.
Having a place to go to, to cook, to stay allowed Woodson to recall what it was like to be regarded as just a person walking down the street instead of a “street person.” She was not an outcast, not a problem. “It is so much better than I thought,” she said after a few weeks there. “I’m in a neighborhood. There are all sorts of people wandering around. I’m just one of them.”
By the time the landlord needed his apartment, most New York City shelter residents had been moved to hotels. The Best Western seemed clean and safe, but having tasted autonomy, Woodson found the restrictions arbitrary and cruel. The staff were overwhelmed, and she could never get in to see her case manager. She says she even got to envying her room-mate, “perfectly content watching her cartoons and stocking up on snacks.”
Just as she began to sink into despair, a family from one of the churches she went to offered her their apartment; they had moved with their five kids to Texas for the summer. All she now needed was the equipment for her new job, but having no permanent address slowed the delivery, and a month passed before she was actually working. The family’s lease is up at the end of July. As of press time, Woodson was not sure where she would go.
Perhaps if Woodson has made any mistake, it is this: She hoped for too much. She hoped for more than America was prepared to offer a Black woman who has had some run-of-the-mill setbacks. She will not settle for cartoons and free snacks. Woodson doesn’t want to be on welfare, doesn’t want to be in the shelter system, doesn’t want to just pick up jobs here and there. She wants meaningful work, independence and stability. She wants to be the one who can offer her daughter a place to stay during the pandemic.
Shopping for food at her local corner store in the Bronx, she can’t find healthy options. She wants to ask the people there: “Why do you feel like this is what we should settle for?” But she doesn’t. She just takes the long walk to Whole Foods and buys a little less. And she wants a place of her own. “I’m done with the shelter system,” Woodson says. “My plan is never to return.”
When she feels down, Woodson has two antidotes: yoga and the preacher T.D. Jakes, whom she listens to most mornings. “T.D. Jakes talks about mountains,” she says. “You can’t go around them. You have to go over them. My mom made the decision to get a reverse mortgage, and I can’t get around it.” Recently she was listening to a sermon about the beggars at the gates of Jerusalem. “I feel like that’s me,” she says. “I can see the gates, but I can’t quite get through them.”
Despite it all, Woodson retains her positive outlook. She can’t help but notice the kinds of problems she’s been wrestling with for years have emerged in other people’s lives during the pandemic. Suddenly everyone has to play by more rules; everyone is regarded with a little more suspicion; lots of people have limited access to public bathrooms. Suddenly there are many stories of men and women who face great uncertainty, worry about rent, have to think about whether there will be food that day. “People are worried about losing their houses. I know what that feels like,” she says. “It’s not, ��Look what I’ve gone through. Welcome to my world.’ It’s that I haven’t felt so much like the outsider or the freak. I feel like now, finally, we’re all in this together–and maybe we can have a conversation.”
via https://cutslicedanddiced.wordpress.com/2018/01/24/how-to-prevent-food-from-going-to-waste
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vampyrechick · 5 years ago
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My Mental Health Story
*****WARNING: This post contains self harm and suicide attempts and ideation*****
When I finally accepted my diagnosis of bipolar II, it sounds cheesy, but my whole life made sense. Me as a little girl isolating, being paranoid, getting fixated on things, moods changing quick, the self harm. The self harm... first it was digging my long fingernails into the back of my hands till it bled, banging my head against the wall, pulling out my hair. Later as i grew up, the self harm turned into punching large bruises into my legs, raking my nails down my forehead, and eventually cutting my wrists. It was punishment. Punishment for being me.
I was picked on all through school- too fat, too skinny, fake boobs, etc. None of which was true. I was right in my BMI and there was nothing in my bras but my boobs. I got made fun of for having freckles and moles and I even got picked on for needing a rolling backpack when I broke my clavicle and was unable to lift heavy things.
I started college and started dating my now husband. I’d had a few huge panic attacks here and there, but never really knew what they were. He knew something was wrong with me, but didn’t quite know what. He had a suspicion on bipolar and after working with a bipolar person, so did my dad.
I’d been working at a well known lingerie store for 7 years when my boyfriend and I got married, had a kid, and bought a house with my brother. Having a baby was hard especially not knowing she was lactose intolerant so my moods were everywhere. We fixed up the house for a year and finally moved in in late 2013. I’d been getting mentally abused at that store the whole time- getting passed up for promotions, blamed for things getting stolen, yelled at, etc. It was time for a new job and more money. My brother was out a job for a while, so we needed to pay for the house somehow. I got a job at a well known insurance company. I didn’t know it, but I’d been having panic attacks all through 6 months of training. It felt like I was being crushed and I couldn’t breathe and I’d been throwing up every morning while getting ready. At the age of 4, my daughter even came in to comfort me while I was nauseous and said I’d be ok and just needed food and brought me a bucket to throw up in. Being on the phones was the worst for me. I did get my promotion and moved out of training though. I was there almost a whole year and almost to my next promotion and I had the biggest panic attack I’d ever had. It was the start of my shift and I couldn’t get on the phone. All those mornings of throwing up in the shower getting ready for this job blew up into this huge 2 hour long panic attack. My friend had to talk to managers over the phone after trying to calm me down, I had to talk to the nurse, my brother and husband had to come pick up me and my car. That was the last day in the office for me. HR was horrible. The lady I got didn’t care about mental heath and constantly needed dr notes. I eventually had to quit. A lot of people quit that job because of the stress.
I had been going to the dr while at the insurance job trying to find out why I was throwing up every morning and why I couldn’t breathe. I got checked for gall stone, ulcers, crohns, everything. Ultra sounds, endoscopy, colonoscopy, etc. My dr finally told me it was mental. I refused to believe it, but I went up a floor to psych anyway. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I was put on so many different combinations and saw so many different doctors and none were working. After I quit, I of course lost health insurance and had to go through the state. Again many different pills, but less often as the dr wanted to slowly try combos. My husband somewhere in there lost his job, my brother got one, and then my husband found one making road signs. I got insurance again.
My friends mom got me a job filing paperwork at a well known car dealership. I did well filing, but I started having to greet customers in service and move cars into the smallest of parking spots. I started fixating on things, arguing with my boss, and getting lonely in the back room. I even tried to open a vein in my wrist in the bathroom at work with a wire hanger. I got really depressed in the back and the anxiety while moving cars was great. I crashed 1,2,3 cars and I was out. I was put on a 3 day suspension (which afterward turned into being fired). That day I went home and took over a full bottle of prescribed medication. I wanted to sleep. I didn’t want to exist. Just sleep forever. I was tired. Tired of my brain and stress and not knowing how to fix what i was going through. Just so tired. I text my husband to pick up our daughter from school and said goodbye. He called 911 and they came in and walked me downstairs, strapped me to the bed in the ambulance and took me to the nearest hospital in late September 2017.
They didn’t have to pump my stomach, but I did end up having a seizure. My husband, mom, and dad all came to see me and my aunt and uncle watched my daughter after school. I got put on a 5150 which is a 3 day hold in the psych ward of the hospital. I begged to be let out for the first two days. I was diagnosed bipolar II and placed on a handful of medication to take while there. I eventually gave in and participated so I could go home. The meds they gave me made me hungrier. I got out in 3 days time and still had to take those meds. and 3 months later on those meds I was 60 lbs heavier. I looked and looked for someone to help me lose the weight. Eventually I found a psych at the health insurance place that changed my medication, but after a little, they weren’t cutting it. I’ve changed meds and doses a bit. I kept asking my psych and my regular dr and my therapist for a way to help me lose weight. Nothing. I got into a bipolar group after taking IOP. A handful of them had to get surgery to lose the weight they gained on bipolar meds.
May 2019 I had an episode and landed back in the hospital under 5150 this time just for ideation. I begged again the first 2 days to be let out. My husband came every night to visit and my parents at least once since my dad works out of town. I participated when I could and got out in 3 days. I went into IOP again for 12 weeks. Then last 2 weeks of October come and I’m back in the ideation stage. I need the hospital, but the insurance policy changed and I don’t know if it’s covered. I go like that until mid November. I get put on new medications and have to cold turkey off one drug and slowly go on one and whatnot. In the beginning I can’t tell what’s real and what is a dream. For a week I live like that. Then I have a day or two of being ok, and switch to being angry. Cold turkeying that drug made me lose touch with reality for a whole week then adding that new drug made me angry. I had to stop one of the new drugs (the one that made me angry).
I’ve had trouble sleeping off and on my whole life probably due to episodes. It got worse when my grandma on my dads side passed away and lately seem to have trouble often even on meds to help.
My resting heart rate is always above 100. Often around 120 and has gotten as high as 153 (resting).
On the combo I’m on now I’ve thought about giving myself a labottomy when I used to want to drill open my head and try to fix whatever is wrong with me.
April 2020 and I haven’t had a job since about July of 2018. Before COVID-19, I was getting panic attacks every day having to take my daughter to school. In fact she missed the day school closed (March 16,2020). The panic was bad and I couldn’t get myself to drive. I’ve been fighting to get on social security disability and I have a lawyer. I had a hearing in January 2020, but needed a court ordered psych appt. The appt was scheduled for late March and was canceled because of COVID-19. Since we are a 1 income family in San Diego, it’s hard to afford our house.
I’ve had meds make me talk slow, think slow, fall fast asleep at work, hungry 24/7, thirsty 24/7, have to tinkle every 45 mins, make me tense all my muscles 24/7 for weeks. I’ve had them effect my memory. Even my memory of what everyday words are.
May 2020 I’m so stressed about everything that I’m getting massive heartburn again. I don’t know what medication to help aleviate it because lithium reacts with everything.
July 2020 stress got to me. The stress of possibly not being able to stay in my house, the stress of my backyard being so full of weeds that my husky had to get fully shaved and get over 300 foxtails pulled from his skin (and of course the bill that came with it), the stress of my husband having a kidney stone in each kidney, the stress of my husbands car not having ac and his drive to and from work is 1 hour each way (and of course not being able to afford to fix it), the stress of my car leaking oil (and again not being able to afford fixing it), and I’m sure there is more. I went out with my parents and they asked me to be friends with someone who stopped being my friend because of my disorder in order to make my brother happy. That hurt. I texted them and wanted them to know how that made me feel especially while I’m dealing with all this other stuff and got some crappy replies. I then realized that I was being stigmatized by family and they weren’t the only ones and I lost it. I got put on another 5150 July 1st. I felt like I had lost a huge part of my support team. I wanted to stab myself in the throat and make a special note to my dad as to why he, my mom, and my brother made me kill myself. While in the hospital I realized that my husband and his father (when he is able to visit) are sympathetic to what I am going through and my husband does everything he can to make things easier on me. I am very lucky to have him. Later in July I had another instance where I couldn’t tell what was real and what was not. I hope that isn’t a regular thing again.
July still and I found out my brother had invited my bipolar best friend over for a bbq and made advances and was shut down. He text her dirty texts and she told me she still shut him down and I was upset because never once did anyone in my family reach out to see if I was ok after getting out of the hospital, but my brother would text my friend he’s hung out with less than 5 times? So I message him and he gets defensive and I decide to cut him from my life. I’m upset the couple days after and my husband tells me my daughter is showing more signs of bipolar (she’s 10 and there’s a 10% chance of passing it down). I get more upset and miscommunication leads to my husband calling my parents who I am still mad at for stigmatizing me. The first thing my dad does when he gets here? Tries to fix the door handle to the bathroom because my mom couldn’t open the door when there was another one she could have used instead of check on me like my husband had asked. Things get heated and I tell them they were the reason I was hospitalized on July 1st and they then said they were calling the police. More things were said about how upset and how they don’t even try to learn or read a book to learn and they said “no book can teach me about bipolar.” And I said the whole family stigmatizes me by not saying anything when I say I can babysit and my dad said “well no wonder they think they are a danger to their kids look at you!” I told them to get out and my mom had to be forced out due to refusing to leave without my child. She then called my daughters phone and tried to talk her into walking outside to them so they could take her from me. A therapist called and deemed me ok to not go to the hospital and wait until my regular appointment (in a few minutes from then). My regular therapist then called and talked to me and came to the same conclusion as the therapist before her. My husband came home to my parents on the porch. My father then told him that I was in rage and that it was just a seizure. I was not. I am hurt and sad and upset and misunderstood. I don’t understand why people don’t get that mental illness is a real thing. Why can’t you learn about bipolar from a book? How do doctors learn? You learn how it works and what the symptoms are and then you learn the specifics of the person you love. How is that a difficult concept?
I have been having seizures at night now though. Multiple a night. Just small few second ones. Haven’t been able to sleep for a few nights unless I get so tired I pass out.
As a kid I’ve never felt like I fit in with my family and it transferred into adulthood even before I found out I was bipolar. I didn’t feel happy when I felt I should have been. I felt left out from the girls group because I didn’t like the same things they did, but I didn’t fit into the boys group either. Then adulthood. I was the first out of all the cousins to have a child and get married and buy a house, but I’m not the oldest. I just never fit. I see how the oldest and second youngest (of the girl group) go out to bingo together and of course the oldest and youngest are sisters so they are close, but me? I had 2 brothers. Where did I fit? They hung with the boy cousins. I didn’t have anything in common with either group. Again adulthood I still don’t fit because I don’t have a job and my kid is over 5 years older than the age of the babies everyone else just had. Now we add bipolar to the group and no one else has a mental disorder. None diagnosed at least.
More about my childhood, but first I’ve been having trouble sleeping. Insomnia due to stress, seizures which I’ve never had before (due to stress), and things I should have grown out of (thanks genetics... due to stress). I’ve never been happy with myself because of it and I’ve always had trouble sleeping. Most of my sleeping issues came after my grandma died. All I could think about was death. Burning alive in a house fire, drowning, being creamated alive, being buried alive, etc. I got more depressed.
Growing up at family functions I would ask to “play in the car” which meant sit and wait to go home. Now looking back I know I was sad and overwhelmed with the loud noises and not fitting in. I’d throw up every Easter. I was told it was because I ate to much candy. Now I see it was anxiety. Anxiety to find all my eggs because my family is competitive. Anxiety because my family is loud. Anxiety because I didn’t fit in.
I didn’t fit in at school either. I said earlier I was always made fun of. I forgot about how the kids would always dare different boys to ask me out and then laugh about it. My husband has learned not to tell me I’m pretty or beautiful because it makes me cry. I don’t believe him. I don’t believe any compliments ever and never have. They upset me. I’ve taken lipstick or eyeliner and written “fat, ugly, useless” ect on my mirror. I gave up on wearing make up because to me, it’s not to make you look pretty, it’s to enhance your beauty and i don’t feel I have any. First it was my cystic acne and now it’s my weight. I’ll never be how I want to look again because doctors don’t care. I was literally told “would you rather be alive and fat or dead?” I want to be happy. What’s the point of a life if you aren’t happy?
Growing up I didn’t feel like I got much attention. I tried to come up with ways to break a bone at school 1-5 grade. Lotion on my hands then go on the monkey bars, play the tougher games like red rover where people did try to break your arms while running over, ect. Nothing worked.
It’s been a hell of a ride. Paranoia, obsession, fixation, anger, hypomania, depression. It’s hard. It’s really hard to live this way. I finally got someone to help me with my weight loss early April 2020 after getting to be 110lbs over what I was. I still struggle with mood swings because obviously there is no cure and I can’t remember things and often forget what everyday things are called. Some times I feel like I am putting on a face for others. Like a “happy face”, so they don’t have to ask “what’s wrong”. I do know (when I’m in my wise mind) that I have help and a small amount of people who love me who will be there for me when I need it.
It’s August now and my parents are lying to my husband about what happened just like they lied about why they asked me to be friends with someone for my brothers sake. First it was because the wedding. I pointed out they asked it was after they broke up. They stated it was just to be in the same room. I stated no that’s what was said after I told them why she didn’t want to be my friend anymore. Why am I wrong? Why lie? Why not admit it?! You fucked up! Just because my brain doesn’t produce chemicals to make me happy doesn’t mean it makes me stupid. “We called our granddaughter to come outside to the porch.” Ok. Then what? You were under the impression someone was going to take me away which in turn means you thought you would get my daughter. That’s stealing. I didn’t want her outside and you knew that.
Still beginning of August. I guess July was too rough with me not sleeping that since August came along and I fall asleep all the time and I can’t wake up. You’d think sleep would be a good thing, but the sleep I get is nothing but nightmares that I can’t wake up from. I went to the doctor the other day and found out that a small lump I’ve had on my shoulder since 4th grade is a cyst brought on by stress. I also have psoriasis... brought on by stress. I have been shaking a lot lately due to anxiety and money problems keep getting worse. My stomach won’t stop hurting.
Wow it’s the first Saturday in August. How much has happened. That girl my parents asked if I would be friend with for my brother btw is married. I had asked my friend of like 25 years when the incident happened if she would take her off things like Instagram and Facebook and stuff and she had a fit, but half took her off Instagram. You know where you unfollow them but they still follow you? So yea I was still mad but she claimed she didn’t know how to not have her on Instagram. You know that “block” button. Yea I guess that doesn’t exist. So recently after my parents thing I see she adds the new Facebook page (I blocked one so this is a new one) and I lose me shit). She text me asking me how I am doing and I not word for word say “don’t ask how I am if you don’t give a shit. I see you added that bitch recently and I don’t know if you’ve done reading or not on mental health, but triggers are things that set back forward progress. I don’t get why I fight for you to be in my life when you don’t fight for me to be in yours. Don’t text me again” and I blocked her. She then had her daughter (who’s always grounded from her phone) bombard my daughters phone with “can my brother and I sleep over? Auntie has to answer my moms texts though” like what the fuck?! She’s always been a “user.” And when I say “user” I mean “drive me here and I’ll ignore you the whole concert” “give me money and I’ll say I’ll pay you back and never actually will” “ watch my kids every weekend for like 2 months and I’ll never return the favor.” Shit like that. I’m out. Done. To quote my favorite movie in a time of pain this Katelynn “chick must have beer flavored nipples.”
August is the month that just keeps giving. I am non stop nauseous. I threw up the other day and it caused me to have a nose bleed. Mental health drug withdrawals are no joke. Hopefully I’m on a good mix again for another year or whatever. Once the withdrawals stop, I need to stop the stress and anxiety. My husband says my dad is trying to make an effort to learn now, but I don’t know if it’s too late. He and my mom have already triggered me many times by asking me to be friends with that girl who didn’t want to be my friend because my illness to make my brother happy. My dad also told me I’m a danger to children when I’ve only ever hurt myself whereas his oldest has gotten expelled from high school for fighting and has a track record for punching holes in walls and hitting cabinet doors off hinges, but because I have a label, I’m dangerous. There’s just some things you just can’t take back.
I don’t know if I’ve already stated, but I forget what things are called and the stress to get my thoughts and what I’m trying to say out is huge because I don’t want to hear “what?” “I missed that” “I didn’t hear what you said.” It’s cause I didn’t get to finish! I stopped to figure out what the word was now I forgot the whole sentence! Colored pencils are colored sticks. Elote is elbow. Ice is grass. Posture is prosper. I HATE this! I come up with ANY word that will come out to avoid a pause so I can avoid “what?” I truely cannot remember the word either until someone tells me.
It’s the end of August and my parents and I are slowly starting to talk. First about small things like video games, but yesterday I called my mom and told her I was sorry for how I expressed my feeling. I said I never should have acted out in anger and should have come to them calmly (though now thinking about it, I did and it didn’t work, but what’s done is done). My dad is reading the book and really taking it in. The book being from a bipolar persons perspective is nice for him. My mom is also doing internet research. My brother has been asking how I have been doing which is nice though I still don’t know how I feel about him and how he treated my friend. My oldest brother has been silent. We’ve never been close. It hurts, but he’s got two little girls to deal with I guess. I would have been asking about him, but oh well I’ll take what I get. I’ve did the distance thing I realized because I was afraid of losing them again. Afraid the anger and fighting would come back and it would just be a never ending cycle. I hope this book opens eyes. On other notes, I’ve upgraded to nocturnal panic disorder. I’ve been waking up in a panic from sleep. Still having nightmares, but the times I don’t, PANIC!
My parents and I are doing better since my dad is reading the book. I appologized for how I said things in anger to both of them because it wasn’t fair to them for my to have done that even if I did try calmly. I should have kept trying. My dad said the book is really eye opening and he didn’t need the apology, but appreciated it. He said reading it made him realize I couldn’t help it. I can’t explain right now what he meant, but it’s just like loss of control (I posted the book in another post). I text my brother to tell him I love him because I do and I understand why he would ask my friend out, but I’m still upset because I know I was a rebound and he didn’t have good thoughts. I know he knows it was a mistake and in time we will be ok. On another note, I found out why I was having nocturnal panic attacks. I stopped my sleeping pills that is also for anxiety. I started a medication that I haven’t been on for a little and I took my on the spot anxiety med the other day and i had a few psychotic breaks again (a few in one day). So now I won’t take my on the spots anymore.
My primary care doctor has put me on a medication to help with weight loss in addition to the others I am on. Its also supposed to help with full body pain and swelling which I have. In just three days I have already noticed reduced swelling and pain. Dieting is still hard, but less hard. I am couting calories safely to lose 1 pound a week and eating at least 80 grams of protein. Thats it. Thats my diet I am following. Nothing special or fancy or hard to do. Simple.
Took almost 2 years on the dot, but I finally got on SSDI as of early Sept. and early Oct. I got my award letter. I didnt fully win my case (only 16 months out of 2 years, but I will take it). Also, I don’t get paid for the first 5 months of that 16 months which I don’t fully understand, plus I have to pay the lawyers, but still, I won. We also got a notice saying that since I have a child, I can apply to get money to pay for her as well. That was easy to apply for and only takes a month to hear back for, so I should hear back early Nov.
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The Ultimate Guide to Adulting in the Philippines (My First Job Application)
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Hello, this is the blog that no one asked for but I’m gonna write about it anyways lol So, months after graduating the board exam and applying for med schools, I was stuck at home with nothing to do. I couldn’t apply to the hospitals in my area because the training was for 6 months and if I got hired, I would have to sign a contract saying I would work for the hospital for 2 years. Ain’t nobody got time for that. Joke onli but I just couldn’t commit to such a long contract because I would be going to med school some time around August. So... what a great dilemma, right? After weeks of binge watching Netflix series and playing a bunch of games, I finally couldn’t take it anymore. I kid you not, I could feel my brain rotting away. I was so goddamn bored out of my mind that I decided to look for jobs. 
Step 1: Writing a Resume and Realizing that You Have Nothing To Offer
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I of course had to create a resume. It’s a good thing that when I was in college, the creator of jobs180.com had a talk in our college.He’s a really funny guy. So funny and convincing that he managed to convince me to sign up for his site lol Surprisingly thought it’s actually a good website because it create a professional looking resume and you get an online profile too. You can print your online resume into one page which contains your picture, description, educational attainment, licenses and certifications, seminars attended, skills, languages and character referrals. Literally all you need to do here is input your info and the site will arrange it into a professional looking resume so it removes so much hassle from your life. Plus, it functions like jobstreet wherein you get alerts for jobs that match your credentials. Just frequently check your email for alerts. I highly recommend this website. I wasn’t paid to say this btw but jobs180, if you’re reading this, hmu pls haha sponsor me daddies. 
If you really wanna make your life difficult though, go ahead and make your own resume following the traditional standards set by your school or university and there are a lot of samples available in the internet which you could use as a guide.
Step 2: Realizing That Running Papers is Hard but the Government Requires It
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So you’ve gone ahead and made a sick looking resume. You MUST think it’s time to look for a job and apply right? WRONG. Don’t do it yet, sis. Don’t be a pleb like me. Jobs will require you to have a bunch of things like NBI clearance, work permits, Philhealth, PAG-IBIG, SSS, TIN and credentials from your school like a diploma or transcript of records. So before you proceed with looking for a job and applying, I suggest you secure these documents first! Otherwise, after you get accepted at your job, you will be forced to cram all these requirements and you will be tired as fuck just like me! I was so dumb thinking I could get away with working and not having these things. I’m lucky that the company I applied for is very friendly to first timers and they were kind enough to give us a list of requirements for these things.
2.1 Get Yourself a Valid ID
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Where to start? Well, sis, you need a valid government ID to get all these things done. How do you get that in the Philippines when the system requires you to have a government ID to claim another government ID?!!? Who the fuck designed this labyrinth of a life right? Fear not! I have a lifehack for you. Just go to your barangay and get a barangay clearance or go to your City Hall (even better if you go during the weekdays so there’s not a lot of people) and get a Cedula. These things don’t require a valid ID you just need to pay. These will serve as your valid IDs. But I really suggest that you get a Cedula because you will need this for other requirements. If you’re 18, you can get a driver’s license in LTO too. Plus, you can order a PSA birth certificate online and have it delivered to your house. Order more than one and immediately have it photocopied. You’re gonna need a lot of those. Always photocopy whatever IDs and important papers that you have. Keep 1 photocopy together with the original in a plastic envelope or plastic filing folder. It must be PLASTIC. Why? So that it’s waterproof. This is something that I learned the hard way. Again, sis, learn from my mistakes. Also, I suggest that you secure at least 2 valid IDs. Why? Because they need one valid ID to confirm the details of the other valid ID. I KNOW. STUPID RIGHT but yeah it needs to be done.
2.2 Next Valid ID: NBI Clearance
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The good thing about this is it’s much easier to get this compared to back in the ol’ days. But you need to get this done before you get an actual job just in case you have the same name with a criminal in the Philippines. If you have the same name with a criminal, you will get a ‘HIT’ which will mean that your NBI clearance will get delayed. I was lucky that my name is so unique so I didn’t get a hit and I was able to process my NBI clearance in one day lol. To do this, just go to their website and register online. You have to set an appointment in their website. I suggest you do it in the morning so you can process other things in the afternoon that you might need. You must bring a valid ID as well as a birth certificate. You can pay them online through ebanking services but in my case my mom made me physically go to the bank. Remember to screenshot your reference number, their BDO account number and other details so you won’t get delayed at the bank. You don’t need to print your NBI registration form, but you need to screenshot your Reference number. Idk how it’s done in your NBI site but in my experience, I had to first have my bank deposit receipt authenticated then they gave me a queuing number. When my number got called, I did the biometrics then I presented my PRC ID and my birth certificate. They asked for my reference number so I showed the screenshot on my phone. Then I just waited near the releasing area to be called. Viola! I got my NBI clearance. 
Important Tip: Don’t be a poo poo head. If you’re unsure of where to line up or what the next step is, ASK someone. Even the stranger next to you. I learned that Filipinos are actually polite and helpful if you’re going through the same shit. Kahit introvert ako, nagtanong tanong na ako sa mga katabi ko kasi naiinis ako mag-aksaya ng oras not knowing where to go. Plus, the quicker you get shit done, the sooner you can go home and rest, di ba? Motivation.
2.2. Philhealth, SSS, PAG-IBIG With Minimum Hassle? ask me how 
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Don’t be intimidated. These things can be done online! You just have to be very patient and fill out their online forms as soon as possible and as accurately as you can. I suggest you do Philhealth first coz (god forbid) what if you get sick and hospitalized from all the anxiety of job searching? Ya need Philhealth to cover for your sick ass. Don’t forget to print your MDR form just in case your employer asks for it. The website is kind of wonky. Once I logged out, I couldn’t log back in and recover my MDR so I had to manually fill it out haist. You can for this this through the bank too and then when you get the confirmation from Philhealth that they got your payment, bring the receipt to the nearest branch and get your ID! The whole process takes about 3 days. While it’s pending, apply for SSS and PAG-IBIG too. You have to do PAG-IBIG as soon as you can coz they process kind of slow. It takes approximately 3-4 days for you to get your PAG-IBIG number but at least you can text them to get an update about your application. When you apply for SSS online, they email you some forms. So print these forms ASAP and have them photocopied too. Once you have done this, congrats! You’re almost done!
Step 3: Looking For An Actual Job Without Experience and Realizing that All Jobs Need Experience
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Wow, after going through all that trouble you now realize that there are no jobs out there for your field? All the salaries they offer are so low? Why the hell does everything require 2 years of experience?! And why are all the jobs so far away??? Sis, I feel you! I was so stressed out looking for a job online too! I really did not know where to start. So here’s what I did. I signed up for all the common job hunting websites coz my logic was, surely, these companies wouldn’t post ads in these websites if they weren’t actually actively looking. Right? Well, again.. I was WRONG. Some companies take so long to reply so you have to be very patient. Really, really patient. Don’t be sad if a company doesn’t reply immediately just think that maybe their HR is swamped or something. So for me, I signed up for Jobstreet, Glassdoor, Upwork, LinkedIn and Fastjobs. The good thing is that these things can be downloaded on your phone and you can turn on notifications for them so they will alert you for possible job opportunities. But for me, Indeed.com is where I found my job. This isn’t a sponsored post but hello websites, if you’re reading this, sponsor me daddies. Just narrow your search by entering your desired job and current location in the search bar and then apply to anything and everything. Dont be afraid of rejection! What’s the worst that can happen? NOTHING. And the best case scenario? That you get an interview or the employer replies! Every negative thing is just water off the duck’s back. Go lang ng go sis! Di lalapit sa you ang trabaho.
Step 4: Going to your first job application and Interview!
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Let’s just assume that you got an interview or a call. (Keep your phone close by at all times and answer calls from unknown numbers politely because chances are, it’s one of the jobs you applied for calling) Dress for success if you’re gonna go for an interview. I dressed up in a corporate attire even if it wasn’t require coz I was trained by my Uni to do it that way eh. Besides, you will feel more formal and more serious if you’re dressed for the job talaga. For the interview, speak slowly and clearly. If you’re not confident, well, FAKE your confidence. SMILE and don’t be afraid to ask your employer questions. For the job i was applying for, we even had an online test which took HOURS. Lol. They were testing our english, active listening and typing skills. It’s a real good thing that I am a fast typer coz I scored the highest in their typing test. They require only 25wpm but I can type around 60 wahahahaha. 
Tip: I suggest you go sit beside someone who you know is already done with the interview and ask him/her how it went. Then you can prepare your answers ahead of time. They usually ask the same set of questions coz who the hell has time to come up with personalized questions for every applicant. Sis, ako talaga introvert ako eh pero wala chinika ko pa rin yung mga katabi ko. hahaha ano namang masama sa pagtatanong? Eh pare-pareho naman kayo ng pinagdadaanan, right?
Step 5: Submitting All Their Requirements and Contract Signing
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Well, you’did it, sis! You’ve gone and landed yourself a job! Time to get moolah! But wait, there’s more....hold your horses for one minute. Your employer is probably gonna require a few things still so be prepared. 
Make sure that during this time, you are healthy and fit coz they’re probably gonna make you undergo a physical exam. For my job, the company shouldered my PE so haha I paid nothing. I had to get examined by a doctor wherein she did the routine things like a breast exam and reviewing my medical history with me. Also, I had to get an Xray, CBC, Urinalysis and Drug testing done so make sure that you drink lots of water before going to the hospital so you can pee easier. And for urinalysis don’t catch the first drops of urine, rather, catch the midstream so that the sample is cleaner and you won’t be positive for pus cells or bacteria. And don’t do the urinalysis if you have your menstruation because you will automatically be positive for RBCs and that’s a big no no. Wait for your menstruation to be over before you do this test. 
Next, you’re probably gonna have to get a work permit coz in the city where your job is located. And how do you get this??? Well, just go to the city hall, pay for the work permit at the treasury department and then get your work permit at the work permit station (just ask the guard where this is located). Don’t forget to bring your cedula coz this is what they require to get a work permit. 
After completing all this shit, you can submit your requirements to your employer and sign the contract! Just make sure to read it carefully. Viola! Job well done to all of us!
Now the hard part starts... training and actually going to work.
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