#my mom almost dying? L idc. getting called mid? imma kms
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boosterthisgold · 3 years ago
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No one talk tk me for a few days
#tw vent#fucking#crying and shitting#and pissing#dbsdbsnbdbsdbsnbddje#bruhhh#pov ur watching a histrionic be called just ok#fuck this im fonnahdjebej#'it was ok' i. i. wow.#'don't think about it too muvh' r u fuvking kidding me i cant not think about it fuvk tbjs#'itll be better next time' THERE WILL BE NO NEXT TIME IN OFFING MYSELF RN RIGHT HERE /not srs#well more like /hj but whatever#im good for one thing and ur gonna tell me im MID at it?? im gonna kms#my hpd bpd ass looking for validation#im glad he communicates his honest feelings and thiughts its what i encourage him to do always#im the one who asks all the time if there is something to change how he feels ect ect#so im fr happy he said it and how nicely he put it knowing my brain fuckery#i tried not to react too bad so he doesnt get discoruaged from sharing vut god fucking damn do i feel like SHIT#theres worse things that happrned the last few days but lol im over it#my mom almost dying? L idc. getting called mid? imma kms#tw suicide#he is so understanding hut i just. i jsjsut. thats what im good at. avarge??? just ok??? i will obsess over this fpr a week straigh#but srs going dark for two three dats everything sucks assssss#my best friend attempted suicide my moms in the hospiytal im still recovering from hospital shit#school is more stress and so is work we dont have enough money for me to go to university#my fave breakdown spot was taken today which was just. the peak. of shittiness#but my eating habits have gotten harder. like im eating only bc of my bf like. if it wasnt him id probably be like. dead#my art isnt. existing like i dont have time for hobbies#and so much other shit like lolll#tw ed
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