#my mind is shattering into pieces
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hell is full.
v1 already has marksman for a reason i swear
#artists on tumblr#deadlyeyez art tag#small artist#deadlyeyez ultrakill tag#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#smiles at v1 so wide#a machine that is human. that’s the goal here folks#these pages are taking my soul from me omg#the hunt utk au#my mind is shattering into pieces
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McGucket is increasingly having anxiety problems, as he was before, and these anxiety problems are actually not problems, they are him being right about what they’re doing.
But he so wants to please Ford. I think McGucket sees his own value as “I’m the guy who builds stuff, and you’re the idea guy, and I’m valuable to you when I’m building stuff. And when I have a problem I can build a solution, and any time there’s an emotional issue, you build your way out.”
So the canon became that McGucket proposed such a thing (the memory gun) early on, and then was told “You shouldn’t do that”, and then like an addict, like an alcoholic who has a little sip and notices it takes the edge off, privately, he can’t bear to say it to Ford. He’s keeping a lot from Ford, he’s keeping just how scared he is of what they’re doing, he’s keeping just how concerned he is. McGucket doesn’t really know what’s going on, but he’s internalizing and thinking, “I just need to be a better partner. If I have anxiety, I’m gonna pop anxiety pills, and I’m gonna get through this.”
#ik this is very abstract and whatever but im playing around with colour and i just needed to get it out there that i AM a stanford hater#this poor mans mind has been shattered to pieces and for WHAT. he should have been at the club#gravity falls#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#my art#this ones unfinished but whatever#try not to make the memory gun lightbulb look like an inflated condom - challenge: impossible#tw alcoholism#tw addiction#tw eyestrain
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bait / hook / line / sinker
#the hunger games#finnick odair#thg#the hunger games fanart#this was a very very weird painting for me.#like i have painted decapitated heads and severed arms and shattered ribs and guts falling out and gallons of blood#and not once have i ever looked up from my work and been disgusted or disturbed by what i’ve painted#but the first day i was working on this one i looked at it and just felt so sick i had to get up and take a shower to get away from it#HE WAS 14 WTF WTF WTF WTF#that is a baby. that is a little kid. turned into a killer and paraded around like a novelty and used like a toy.#but on the whole i am very satisfied with this propaganda piece it's just as beautiful and unsettling as i wanted it to be#ugh my mind. nothing in the composition is overt but all the implications are there#not just the capitol's sexualization and brutalization of children but the fetishization of the districts' labor as well#as my good friend and mutual theworldiswhispering said.#'the hard labor you do is not safe from being romanticized by the people who benefit from it at your expense'#and i think about that every day#wherefore art thou#thg reread#why he so smooth.. just like a shark#[katniss voice] mfs took all my body hair cant have shit in the capitol#i just know tumblr's gonna crunch the quality of these images but i worked on a canvas 4 times larger than the usual size#so a lot of the detail gets lost when i post it. oh well. click for quality i guess#his expression changes when you're far away#far away he looks kind of vacant#close up he's smiling. like the photographer wanted a specific cocky emotion from him and it was there#but when you zoom out there's just a thousand yard stare#i did think about turning these into prints or actual posters but um. i don't think i should do that
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rapidly approaching your location
#freaks. weird animals#if you listen closely you can hear engies spine shatter into a million pieces#i wasnt originally going to post this but i changed my mind!#doodles#tf2 medic#tf2 engineer#engiemedic#science party#doesnt have to be seen as romantic though#smiles
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fellas, is it gay to get flustered when your colleague wraps his magic around you to keep you out of trouble? 🤔
#cookie run#shadow milk cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#creme university au#ive been sitting on this doodle for like a month now lord have mercy on my soul#god im mentally ill about what my friend and i did with these two#shadow milk used to be blueberry yogurt but he did a fuckin huge amount of forbidden magic in one go and it shattered his mind#so now hes unhinged as shit and insane but being around pure vanilla sometimes calms his mind#and he sometimes feels like his old self again#this is only possible because pure vanilla Did Something after the accident to try and save blueberry yogurt#cause they were pining after each other like the idiots they were#and now they are linked on a magical level#and pure vanilla is still trying to reverse the effects of the forbidden magic on the love of his life#shadow milk had no fuckin' idea but in this scene he ended up piecing some things together#i should try drawing pure vanilla's lab but omfg room drawings are not my strong point#okay ill shut the fuck up now i love them so bad
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tldr new love and deepspace update
#i'm sobbing in the corner#good food... but at what cost#please don't mind me picking up all the small pieces my heart shattered into haha#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#love and deepspace rafayel#lnds#lads#l&ds#lnd#lad#love and deepspace jeremiah
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WOE. FIDDLEFORD BE UPON YE. I did this for @oobbbear's Fiddtober art challenge and today is the "Mindscape" prompt. I chose the canon events related one loll. I imagine that this happens like weeks before society of the blind eye,where Bill wants to torment his ex boyfriend's best friend for fun and also cause' he's jealous wait who said that?.
#gravity falls#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#old man mcgucket#gravity falls fiddleford#gravity falls mcgucket#my art#fiddtober#art challenge#october art challenge#october art prompts#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls art#ibis paint x#ibis paint#ibis paint art#bill cipher#also I KNOW that Fidds' mind is canonically shattered mess with a few floating pieces as seen in the book of bill#instead of outright nothing but shhh lemme have this#bill ci the triangle guy#bill ci the demon guy#gravity falls bill#gravity falls bill cipher#also i was in literal agony over Fidds' pose and his fucking knees cuz i have never drawn that specific pose b4 and it was horrid.#also i know that the background kinda blends in with dark mode tumblr but uhh. ignore that
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She remembered the night that Lady Catelyn had learned her sons were dead, the two young boys she’d left at Winterfell to keep them safe. Brienne had known that something was terribly amiss. She had asked her if there had been news of her sons. “I have no sons but Robb,” Lady Catelyn had replied. She had sounded as if a knife were twisting her belly. Brienne had reached across the table to give her comfort, but she stopped before her fingers brushed the older woman’s, for fear that she would flinch away. Lady Catelyn had turned over her hands, to show Brienne the scars on her palms and fingers where a knife once bit deep into her flesh. Then she had begun to talk about her daughters. “Sansa was a little lady,” she had said, “always courteous and eager to please. She loved tales of knightly valor. She will grow into a woman far more beautiful than I, you can see that. I would often brush her hair myself. She had auburn hair, thick and soft … the red in it would shine like copper in the light of the torches.” She had spoken of Arya too, her younger daughter, but Arya was lost, most likely dead by now. Sansa, though … I will find her, my lady, Brienne swore to Lady Catelyn’s restless shade. I will never stop looking. I will give up my life if need be, give up my honor, give up all my dreams, but I will find her.
#OUGHHOUGHHHHH#every time brienne brings up catelyn i feel my heart shatter into a million pieces#their relationship is so painfully underrated ILY CATELYN ILY BRIENNE SOBS#even after death catelyn haunts the narrative genuinely going insane#brienne of tarth#catelyn stark#sansa stark#catelyn tully#cateyn tully stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#BRIENNE PRAYING FOR CATELYN AND ROBB AND THE MEN THAT DIED WITH THEM. BRIENNE UPHOLDING HER VOW EVEN AFTER#CATELYN'S DEATH BRIENNE SWEARING TO FIND SANSA EVEN IF IT KILLS HER. BROTHER.#GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND#valyrianscrolls#chaos reads
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whatever you do, don't imagine a young J Corvin waiting every day at the end of their drive, hoping today is the day the mail carrier finally brings a letter from their very best friend
#i'm personally about to start sobbing#how many letters do they try sending#how long does that sweet gentle soul wait - I actually don't want to know#little too close to home frankly lmao#grandpa i don't CARE that something evil lives in fernweh and wants to eat me or control me or whatever - that's my bestie!!#I just did James's route and this part hurt so much worse#fernweh saga#like J is SO scared to ask MC if they can write this time & they're trying to be SO supportive--#--of the fact that the last time they tried MC was going through an incredibly difficult time in their life#but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt so badly#and like it's obviously not MC's fault bc they never even got the letters in the first place#but now I want to cry thinking about how my MC hugs James at the police station when they meet again and how he's probably like ???#my MC missed him and James is like 'weird reaction for someone who couldn't be bothered to write back'#'and shattered my little fifteen year old heart into pieces'#i'm making wild assumptions about the inner workings of J's mind here but anyway#j corvin#all i'm saying is if my best friend was ripped out of my life and I tried writing them I would be religiously checking the mailbox#probably far longer than I should but still trying to hold out hope
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me wanting to make art of my sona being mauled but knowing people might take it as suggestive due to the wires + exposed robot components even though that would not be the Intent
#nonsenserambling#like i dont actually mind that people find robot innards suggestive but i Would Not Mean for that hypothetical art peice to be suggestive#and having my words or art taken the wrong way makes me scream and shatter into 100 million little pieces#me posting it and putting large text like ''no i'm not having sex here sorry. just being killed badly''#undescribed
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Bumblebee Week Day 4 - Secret
I've been here waiting for the longest time I can't believe it's real You lose the battles that you never fight Can't hide from what you feel (Come on!) No more compromise This is do or die And now you've crossed the line You'll wake the beast inside No more compromise This is do or die I'll warn you one last time You'll wake the beast inside!
Song: Sonic Frontiers OST - Break Through It All
#bumblebeeweek2023#bumblebee#transformers#maccadam#my art#sparkpulse au#i love how this art comes after the bad day art bc this is what happen when you dont learn the lesson and keep poking the beast with a stic#this is probably the worst time for Bee as he was trapped first and then seriously injured and then his spark shattered into pieces#and this fight was a huge mess because even his allies were confused and thought Bumblebee got corrupted and Windblade was unconscious#so she couldn't tell anyone to stop fighting Bee bc its literally just him#so Bee is very upset and he's hurt bc all his terribly memories rushed into his minds and remembering what exactly happened#meanwhile receiving help from below from another planet titan as she thought he was in danger#and she gave him some of resources so he can take on his actual form#anyways this is probably the most dramatic and intense moment in the whole story and cant wait until I get to this#like the fact I made this story because I envisioned this scene and it stuck with me ever since
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11x18 - A Beautiful Disaster
#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#hotch#morgan#criminal minds#screencaps#shatter my heart into a million pieces why don't you#it's okay i didn't need it anyway#no it's fine...really....#i'm fine#i'm very normal about this#VERY NORMAL ABOUT THIS EXCUSE ME...
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I'm cooking something.... don't rb pls
But what do you guys think of this general concept? Yay or nay?
( inspired by / partial redraw of the screenshot below the cut !! )
#hi fi rush#this is my MESSIEST kind of sketch#where i like.#i have a big piece in mind so its way less detailed than my simpler stuff#but i like the concept so far!! im taking from huevember for it#thought it might look prettayyyy cool :) so#the idea is to draw each noss reflected in fragments of the shattered glass#boss*#and crew too ofc
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god the announcement of hnk (houseki no kuni/land of the lustrous) has got me in shambles,,, i haven't read the chapters after the 10 000 years hiatus so i gotta catch up (actually I'll probably re-read the whole thing)
‼️rambling incoming‼️
imo, hnk is one of the best series for deep psychological analysis,,, it had such a deep impact on me when i first read it (like 3 years ago) and still remains in my top best/favorites series 🥹🥹 i could ramble abt it for so long,,, the process of one losing bit by bit the parts of themselves and replacing it with something else (both physically and metaphorically) in an endless need to help others, but also as an own selfish wish to become better than who they used to be. Then looking back, and realizing things were so much simpler back then, and mourning that past self. (The fact that all of this revolves around their self-hatred and the belief that they're worthless is just. It's so heartbreaking to me. They've become so desperate for affirmation and yet still keeps getting hurt, by others and by themself too.)
i have too many feelings about the manga 😭😭 im losing myself to the brainrot, help-
#leaf yapping#hnk#any hnk fans here?? 🥺🥺#I MEAN IT WAS PRETTY OBVIOUS THE SERIES WAS GOING TO END SOON ANYWAYS#god I still remember the infamous 2 years hiatus#all because ichikawa got a ps5#i have so many thoughts on so many characters#rutile...ghost quartz...diamond...yellow diamond...antARCTICITE...CINNABAR??? CAIRNGORM???? 😭😭😭#and last but not least. lets not forget our endlessly suffering protagonist. gods sacrifical lamb.#IM NEVER GOING TO SHUT UP ABOUT PHOS‼️‼️#this series made me so mentally ill...like i was already mentally ill but it made me worse#i rewatched the anime recently actually and it made me super emotional 🥹🥹#ichikawa. when i catch you ichikawa.#THE TRANSFORMATION PHOS WENT THROUGH IS SO INSANE ACTUALLY#ur telling me the silliest little guy is now...some imposing shapeless deity figure???#lets not forget about when [spoiler incoming]#they lost their legs. then lost their arms. then lost their head.#then got destroyed and slowly reconstructed into a horrifying mix match of broken pieces#not the mention how they get shattered by the alloy when they have a mental breakdown#WHICH IS SUCH AN INSANE DETAIL BTW???#the way they just. fully physically break down to pieces. from inside of themselves. when their mind is spiralling.#i think their portrayal of ones trauma is so interesting#ANYWAYS IM STOPPING MY RAMBLING FOR NOW
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i was minding my own business while listening to this bbm inspired playlist and i accidentally heard the (official?) lyrics to 'the wings' for the first time
* i usually listen to the official soundtrack on spotify, i didn't know there was a version of this song with lyrics lol
well ... i will never recover.
#my heart is shattered in a billion pieces#just the mere thought of jack giving ennis enough confidence to be his own authentic self even when he's not around makes my heart#and mind ache#what do you mean jack gave ennis wings just by loving him and showing him he deserves the most beautiful life#istg they're everything to me#if i hear anyone reducing this movie to the gay cowboys one more time i'll smash my head against the wall#ennis x jack#bbm#brokeback mountain#the wings#ok wait a sec#it's so interesting and utterly devastating to me how jack gives ennis wings as in the strength to be unapologetically himself#but it is him who dies in the story leaving ennis behind#and therefore ennis could use said wings to try and reach jack or at least to live the life he was denied since birth#i'm gonna cry#curling up in the dark atm
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i don't think anyone understands just how violently i was containing my urge today to be absolutely insane online about the two zeldas from zelda 1 & 2. the amount of paragraphs alone...
#every so often a voice in my head is just like 'hey remember how the zelda 1 manual implied that when zelda shattered#the triforce of wisdom she went around to the different dungeons in the underworld herself and hid the pieces#before getting captured. which would have involved. yknow. FIGHTING ALL THE MONSTERS TO GET THERE BEFORE LINK EVER DID.'#and i just start losing my mind about it and about her and then i start losing my mind about aol zelda#who was put into that cursed sleep during a golden age centuries ago and woke up to a post-apocalyptic version of her home#that was so destroyed it didn't even resemble the kingdom she was raised in anymore. WAUGH#ahem. anyway.#txt
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