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thecmaly · 3 months ago

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the eyes of a man in love

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more windbreaker comics

#you can NOT tell me that togame isnt head over heels for sakura this man is SMITTEN!!!!#like did u see his face...DID U........ im so glad he came back to join the protection squad the way i SCREAMED !!!!#wind breaker spoilers #wind breaker 148 #the last few chapters of wbk really rewired my brain im gonna be spinning through these fruity fucks for a while dont mind me #togasaku #kamesaku #haruka sakura #togame jo #wind breaker #wind breaker comics #comics #thecmart #wbk #also sry ill address asks in due time!!! my headspace is still a dumpster fire im barely squeezing these lil comics out

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erandraws · 7 months ago

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Somewhere in Texas TK Strand woke up in a cold sweat

#guys my mind still hasn’t comprehended this information #still have to catch up on s7 after the s6 dumpster fire finale #but I will because I need to be here for these historical events #911 abc #911 lone star #evan buckley #tk strand

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laurelwen · 5 days ago

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Love Triangle

[Like Minds Masterpost - Humor]

#they're even wearing the black tee and white tank #like minds #nigel colbie #alex forbes #nigel colbie x alex forbes #murderous intent #like minds 2006 #murder boyfriends #making memes as a distraction from the dumpster fire that is my country

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frnkiebby · 4 months ago

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the frank picturesss

bonus that i think you already have but i want to talk about:

HA I FUCKIN WIN THIS ROUND

and yes, pls, let’s absolutely talk about the last one.~🎃

#pls i love him #god he’s so so pretty #the little bitty curls are driving me up a wall #pretty perfect fucking eyebrows #and y’know his goddamn jaw #just casually losing my mind over here in my dumpster fire #frnkiebby #randomslinky #frank iero #mcr #my chemical romance #mcrmy #frnkiero #my chem #frnkie #ilhsm

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arson-09 · 7 months ago

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by the time i got to acowar i had lost all hope and all my annotations were just so tired and done. heres some of my personal favorites

#acotar #acowar #anti rhysand #anti feysand #this was such a dumpster fire lmao #pro tamlin #the rage i feel everytime i remember feyre couldve just read tams mind and take out atleast 30% of this book #obnoxiously long ass book #i couldnt add all my notes on rhysand magicing his clothes away why can he do that #it makes me viscerally uncomfortable for some reason #posting this cause i was looking for something and past me was making me laugh so hatd

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nothinggold13 · 7 months ago

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*watches the prequel trilogy with the og trilogy once* GUYS I THINK I UNDERSTAND STAR WARS NOW

#star wars #I have enough chaotic thoughts that I could let this take over my blog for a short time but I probably won’t lol #it’s just that I spent the prequels going ‘ok but this is Bad’ a lot of the time #but then I followed them with the og trilogy (which I’d at least 60% seen before) and suddenly that new background information MADE SENSE #like. Darth Vader. he really IS protective of Luke from the get go. like. hello Anakin.#so like. parts of it are still a bit of a dumpster fire.#BUT I SEE THE FRAMEWORK NOW #brb thinking about Leia carrying her mother’s sadness. that’s a thought. ‘Beautiful and kind and sad’#like. just. oof.#I also actually understand why the prequels are Bad now which is fun and I’m temporarily obsessed with them #may watch TFA at some point because I wanna meet Rey and Finn but I will not complete the sequel trilogy lol #little bro says the sequels Aren’t Star Wars and I preemptively agree but I just wanna steal the good parts to add to my mind #may watch Rogue One at some point too #and then we’ll see if I submit myself to the devastation of the clone wars because I probably shouldn’t but also it would probably fix me #I’m gonna shut up now. I should get ready for bed.

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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guess what day it is

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #masato arakawa #jo sawashiro #masumi arakawa #ichiban kasuga #snap sketches #big W for me i got to draw jo AND masumi #i want to draw them more i do i just never know what to do..#anyways i feel my organs shutting down good god oh my god im in so much pain #happy new years eve everyone #i had another birthday comic in mind but im ACTUALLY dying and im prob gon be busy with fam later so #enjoy these i suppose #naw why My Child by disturbed gotta come on as im ending this post that's just tasteless phone 💀#yeah anyway happy birthday to my favorite dumpster fire of a man

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bloodraven55 · 2 years ago

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summer: i can fix her

raven:

#rosebird is only good when raven’s still an absolute dumpster fire of a person and you can’t change my mind #rwby #rosebird #summer rose #raven branwen #rwby summer #rwby raven

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heartshattering · 6 months ago

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5 AM

Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃

#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous #and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep #I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip #I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home #(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today #and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too #BUT I also get what she meant #not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact #a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like #the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes #(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever #same with my mom's hallucinations as well #and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again #which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything #like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds #and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well #which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up #I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today #didn't eat #took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all #had too much caffeine #stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking

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walmart-miku · 1 year ago

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in light of the current depressing air surrounding bsd Canon I have decided to make character ai chuuya confess his love for dazai.

As you can see, I was successful :D

I will take recommendations on who to do next as well as ships to do

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coulsons-left-arm · 20 days ago

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Oh, and happy 23 year anniversary (October 21, 2001) to "A Broken Heart," episode 4 of season 1 of Alias, the episode that was apparently pivotal to my life when I watched it live in my dad's lap after waking up from a nightmare. 💀😭

I found the TV show years later in middle school (that's a whole other story), binged it, turned it into my very first rot, and realized I had a deep love for father-daughter relationships in media.

Jack and Sydney Bristow, you may not be written as top tier as Coulson and Daisy, but dang it, you'll ✨always✨ be famous to me. Forever. 🫶🏻 *Esp Victor Garber and Jennifer Garner's actual relationship. They're still sweet friends after all this time and she still calls him her spy daddy and I'm v 😭 abt it.

#alias #they were my very first brain rot and i will always be grateful 😭#i always thought i was literally insane because they occupied my mind 24/7 in middle school/high school #it wasnt until later when i found out “hey. tumblr is the place for brain rots”#although the alias fandom was non existent in terms of rotting over j&s #maybe one day...#if not thats okay #c&d are top tier and theres plenty of ppl that go insane over them #and theyre also a MUCH healthier relationship than j&s 💀#if youre interested tho... alias is like a dumpster fire version of agents of shield #but its the rot that brought me here today so it can do no wrong in my eyes... but jj abrams on the other hand 👀😤💀#dude doesnt know how to make a cohesive plot that makes a lick of sense #oh well

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emdotcom · 2 months ago

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Tbh, can't believe I'm cutting ties with Fnaf before Batim.

#em.txt #negative #all thr fnaf stuff that's come outta my rbs since the anniversary have just been queued. my queue is huge it takes a bit #anyways #bendy has given me pounds of grief & a lot of it is my fault for like. falling in love with a proof lf concept #& not waiting for the game to come out in full & rushing in to each chapter looking for hints #to a conclusion i made up in my mind & was never ever coming. the ending to game one is quite trash #& while the sequel tries to make the ending in 1 worthwhile it's too little too late #because while a sequel can recontectualize its prequel it cannot erase how it was when it first was released #yeah so like. i figured between how shit the studio heads were & how I didn't like the first game ot the second game #or really the spinoff which i played i am like the only bendy fan i know that played that thing #& I'm not like. super stoked for any of the 3 games they teased in secrets of the machine #which i think is fine btw secrets of the machine is okay but i refuse to judge it as a game because it's an advertisement #i think some of the secrets in that game like the poster one are stupid but most of it is fine kinda cool. glad they got to reuse #all those assets from previous games & also cameo the car from the mobile game #ANYWAYS i figured all this would pile up to mean i would cut off batim. but I haven't. when the next games come out i will #probably at least check out a playthrough maybe play them myself if they seem interesting #meanwhile. like. the fnaf 10th anniversary happened #they dropped a sequel to help wanted. they dropped 2 more fnaf games. & I don't give a shiiiiittt #i woke up the day after the anniversary & realized like. I don't like the games. I don't give a fuck about the books.#the movie has practical effects & was cute but nothing i will think about deeply. the lore is a industrial sized dumpster fire #I don't like the community i only play ONE fan game & i just don't care about this series that used to eat my brain whole on the daily #so i gave it a month. maybe this was just a depressive spike. but no it seems like something shifted in my brain permanently #I don't like fnaf anymore which sucks #but what sucks more is i still like this other piece of shit that has easily given me worse times

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no1ryomafan · 2 months ago

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I’m only putting this here despite most of my tumblr following being out of the loop-for the better-about this but I said on Twitter I wouldn’t mention it a lot or at all anymore but often times I think about how despite the fact I’ve rebranded to a old anime/mecha account I can’t escape mega man being mentioned not just cause of mm LITERALLY being inspired off that stuff but because it’s so easy to trace my digital footprint back to “oh it’s that get bent person” and that will curse me for the rest of my time online

#meg text #I’m leaving this vague as fuck on purpose cause the context is a dead horse that should stay buried #even if it was months ago and this year we do not speak of what happened #however it pops up in my mind whenever I think about mm cause it’s like- I still like it but it’s tainted #I can enjoy it for what it is and see parallels in media I like but can never fully be a mm account again #not when that whole dumpster fire was my legacy #but most people won’t be shocked I’m into mm more so shocked I might be that person #I might delete this later but GOD

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robinsnest2111 · 7 months ago

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tbh wanna tear apart my uncle for essentially deleting so much family history in form of photos and furniture and decorations/memorabilia and handcrafted items and recipes and jewelry and clothes out of pettiness and not wanting his children to inherit anything of value like they were supposed to according to my grandparents' original testament (before he convinced my grandma to set up a contract for my uncle to "watch over" the house and all finances until all the grandkids were adults, which he then used to weasel away all my grandma's money over the course of 10 years, declared her to be senile, shipped her off to a care facility where she died after not even 3 miserable months)

#fucking selfish bastard......#only thinking about his own gains and saving his own ass after being in financial trouble for my of his miserable evil little life #shooting him with lasers in my mind tbh #anyway enough about this. if i spend anymore mental energy on this dumpster fire of a situation i will perish

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governmentmandatedryujinstan420 · 1 year ago

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FINALLY. THIRD ACT. IT'S BEEN 3000 YEARS, I'VE FINALLY ESCAPED THE BUILDUP DUNGEONS INTO THREE SECONDS OF DIALOGUE THAT IS ACTUAL PLOT EVENTS, PRAISE BE TO THE WRITING GODS!

#hand jumper #DIALOGUE #LIKE THE LAND YOU FIND AFTER MONTHS OF SEA #ryujin mention of the day ig but lord knows how many days i missed they probably though i was dead and i technically was #The Horrors™ persisted but through pure hubris so did i #they say the first work is the worst work and brother i am serving that right #the cops are gonna find my rotting corpse #and they will only find the delusional folders of side character brain rot in the remains of my freshly burnt living quarters #born with a curse and the curse was fixating on two people's 5 minutes and 32 seconds of screentime respectively and obsessing over it #when i finally finish this i can finally force the peoples to listen to the queerplatonic situationship that juni and ishaan have going on #only in my deranged mind #only thing that kept me alive this month was this and that game i've waiting for really #BUT THE HORIZON IS UPON US LADS #terrible writing dumpster fire /hj coming soon near you #if i can proofread in time since i forgot contemporary literature actually condemns huge paragraphs

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her0garden · 4 months ago

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i Will draw something this month (affirmation)

#i wanna come back to social media but since the dumpster fire of a breakup the idea of checking anything is making me SICK #but i wanna interact with all my beloved mutuals . kissie #im making a new personal insta when i finally get a digicam that is AT LEAST 10 years old #i did buy one but the order got mixed up u_u oh well ..... we shall try again one day #anyway . i miss my ocs occupying my mind nonstop we WILL come back to this . figments of my imagination get behind me

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