#my man only has a keychain smh
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sharky-the-idiot Ā· 10 months ago
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the only official piece of spaceboy merch save me
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azsdiary Ā· 4 months ago
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Love, still.
(This man is winking at me??) itā€™s like I can tell everyone who likes me except my crush. Sigh.
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These guys at my work at the photos shop gave me a keychain of them. Now we all have one. Heā€™s so bad at cutting out. No ones given me a picture gift before and Iā€™ve never had a sentimental keychain. Itā€™s lovely.
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It was my favourite couple (Tamia and her NBA All star of a godly man)ā€™s 25th wedding anniversary, I lost my grandmother and started my first mourning process, and I got a new job that is perfect for me.
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Wow. Lifeā€™s amazing. Iā€™m glad I didnā€™t take mine. I got some friends who would take me out. This week gave me a lot. Not my crush though.
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Last week I went out alone and met a guy. (No heā€™s not attractive to me smh, focus:) He told me heā€™s not looking for anything and I said not to be closed off, he described his type when I asked, then a few mins later looked shocked. A girl just his type had just walked past and she was the most beautiful woman heā€™d ever seenā€¦
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ā€¦I went and found her, I asked her about herself and they both had locs and were Jamaican it was so perfect. I told her about him, and him about her. I told him to go for it. This week they went on a date and itā€™s going well. Same day delivery. Sigh. Werenā€™t we both with the same delivery company?
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Yes I still have a crush on my crush. But itā€™s just a background fact. Iā€™m just leaving it there. Getting rid of it didnā€™t work. It wonā€™t fade out as I ignore it either. Itā€™s just there. Peacefully.
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10 months later and still not attracted to anyone else. Iā€™ve only seen him 4 times. It is not my fault he is still fine. I donā€™t understand - how am I supposed to not find him attractive when he looks the same? Can anyone actually explain that to me?
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I asked a married man about talking to my crush advice as he stood staring at his wife and kids, and he said to tell him about myself first. So I did. Then he asked me for my number. People!!? I have a story like this for every day of the year.
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Iā€™m like Andy now, in devil wears Prada. This new role which was hidden prophetically in a post I made here at the start of 2024. God has been here along.
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(Tamia and Her mannnnn 2022)
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1moreoffkeyanthem Ā· 11 months ago
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my wife my life, i have ojv brainrot -- will you please go into crazy amount of detail about what the style boys look like to you in the ojv? what kind of outfits they like to wear? comfort sweaters/shirts? <3 also i love you i am waving $50s and shouting louder than everyone else to be noticed i'm the ride or die bi disaster ojc kenny of the irl
ASHFVGKKVHLJK MY DARLING WIFE HI AND FUCK YEAH!!!!! Helllll yes!!! Ok ok Iā€™m bouta go *rm Jersey voice* AWF!! (This is gonna be so long im sorry)
So OrangeJuiceVerse style my BELOVEDS!!! Ohhhhh my god these two own my entire goddamn soul! And smh theyā€™re so pretty in their own right!!!
OJV Stanā€¦ he is a fucking stereotypical DREAM MAN! Kyle is down astronomically bad. Like Iā€™m talkin tall dark and handsome, total sweetheart, inherently boyish charm that just makes everyone adore him! His heart of gold and that deep melancholy he sometimes gets behind those sapphire eyes make him all the more alluring! So this is what our affable Everyman looks like to me:
He is TALL (hit his last growth spurt between sophomore and junior year), like tops off at a lil over 6ā€™2 and is the second tallest of the ojverse Star Seven also heā€™s BUILT AS HELL?!? In high school his physique could be attributed to the myriad of physically demanding hobbies he cycled through (football in particular when he started dreaming of going pro rip to that) and work on Randyā€™s Fuckass Farm (fuck u randy). But when heā€™s older he gets softer, sure (best pillow ever) but keeps working out JUST so he can hold every animal ever like a BABY!!! If you want an approximate art reference of young adult OJV Stan, @bunytime ā€™s drawings on here for SURE! Like he is tall and strong and BUILT FOR HUGS!!!
Blue blue BLUE eyes like not scary stare into your soul but this soft deep shade that reminds you of calm waters and gemstones peeking from the depths of the shadows of his brows. Just gentle waves and clear dusk light.
Ojv Stan didnā€™t go through the ever popular bleached hair headcanon, most of my Stans didnā€™t, but this one bc on the brink of a SadSack episode he mentioned getting Kenny to pierce his ears and dye his hair and (this was before they were dating) Kyle was like NO!!! Bc he always loved Stanā€™s classic all american look and knows him well enough to know that he wouldā€™ve hated it a few days later.
DIMPLES!! TWO OF EM!! And his smile is SO sweet his whole face splits omg my sweet boy!!! And he has tiny, almost imperceptible random scars in various places from childhood tomfoolery, especially on his hands bc he sometimes rivals Kenny in recklessness, and those hands are so rough but so TENDER when they touch you and heā€™s so aware of his own size and inherent ruggedness that completely juxtaposes his personality and itā€™s so!!! (God forgive me Iā€™m thinking about nsfw ojv style hcs now)
Aight so OJV Stan IS greasy to some extent, cā€™mon heā€™s very Boy, but (this is important) only when heā€™s having a rough time mentally. Like heā€™s one of those people where while his horrendous lack of style doesnā€™t change much, you can tell by the stubble and the gross hair when heā€™s not doing well. Uhhh later down the timeline he has a beard tho. The bear jokes definitely emerge.
And for his style choices ohhhhh my god this man CANNOT fuckin dress!!! Iā€™m constantly putting ojverse Stan in my clothes bc WHAT is this guy doing wearing the ā€œBigfoot is real I made sā€™mores with himā€ shirt and he is GENUINELY confused when he canā€™t wear jeans to something formal. His socks are STUPID and GIMMICKY and never match, and his wallet has a million keychains HIS BACKPACK omg like every stereotypical veggie boy he has alll the vegan loser pins and patches. Animal activist Stan forever.
A very casual dresser tbh, t shirts and jeans, sweatpants, hoodies (that have mostly been confiscated by Kyle) like he truly sucks at clothes unless heā€™s going stupid abt a Halloween costume. He kinda relies on Ky to know what looks good on him irl, bc Kyle is VERY reactive when heā€™s dressed a certain way and Kyle climbing him= ah yes I look Not Disheveled right to jail for both of them.
Oh KYLE!!! From Stanā€™s pov??? OJV Stan is a huge fucking fantasy loser and he only knows the word ā€œetherealā€ bc heā€™s a nerd and it describes Kyle. On GOD OJV Kyle is so pretty!!! Like Stanley Down Bad Marsh is ENTHRALLED!!! Always, like since he knew what beauty was, beauty was Kyle.
Ojverse Kyle keeps his hair a little past his shoulders since like freshman year of high school, his HAIRRRRR lord those gorgeous red curls, Stan simply cannot get enough of them, that ponytail, the half bun, the little braids Marj used to do when she and Ky would hang soloā€¦ dear god Stan will not shut up about his beautiful elf kings hair. Like hair wise if u want a reference picture the homie @grimsbane ā€˜s long hair Kyle EXEPT
My guy, OJV Kyle is TINY. Not as short as Kenny and Tweek, but close and definitely skinny to the point where if he misses a meal EVERYONE is on his bony ass bc 1) diabetes and 2) they all know his past with eds and no oneā€™s gonna let that shit get its claws on him again! Unfortunately, OJV Kyle has a really hard time gaining weight, but as an adult heā€™s fully recovered, just kinda slim and at risk of health problems from the damage he did, but heā€™s mostly ok.
Ky topped off at 5ā€™7 and was the tallest of the m5 in 7th grade and then EVERYONE but Kenny surpassed him WHICH he was pissed abt for a while. But he kinda stopped caring once he and Stan got together bc Stan wasnā€™t thattt much taller at first (and then this mf got huge) but Kyle wasā€¦ VERY INTO THAT! Itā€™s so unserious bc when theyā€™re older Kyleā€™s like dude just fuckin toss me around and Stan WILL NOT because heā€™s NERVOUS and also traumatized from the ONE time he reinjured Kyleā€™s bad knee during Super Best Spicy Time (yes thatā€™s what his loser ass named the sex playlist) but when Ky gets in the mood he wants to be manhandled frfr (I will do a nsfw headcanon post prolly) like the SIZE DIFFERENCE kyle is so spicy 100% calls the shots out here climbin Staniel like a tree.
Heā€™s pale as fuck, cannot tan at allll this dude will not go outside without sunscreen bc he IS Sheilaā€™s son and had it drilled into him that they are pale redheads and uv rays are not their friend, BUT his freckles are faint and so prettttttyyyyy he doesnā€™t even hate them bc Stan loves them and Kyle loves Stan (losers) heā€™s got a little group of them on his left cheekbone that Stan INSISTS looks like a heart aaaaaaaaaa
Good lord those eyes. Like you look into them and you are LOST in the most beautiful woods you have ever SEEN!!! Iā€™m serious his eyes look like a forest, green and threaded with occasional brown like tree trunks and they are MAGNETIC!!! He is POINTY too like his features are sharp but his eyes are comfortable and itā€™s just a beautiful balance.
Iā€™m fully of the belief that this lil redhead is a CHRONIC CLOTHES STEALER!!! Sneaky lil fox like if heā€™s comfy at home heā€™s 100% wearing Stanā€™s lame ass ā€œearth day 2013ā€ hoodie or some shit BUT!!!
His actual clothing is VERY much hot professional dark academia vibes the sweaters, the reading glasses, that hair, like heā€™s so cute in his button ups and when he stops wearing cargo pants so much in college (man likes pockets change my mind) Stan is SALIVATING bc he can see the sbfā€™s lithe legs better and he wants to SNAG him smh down horrendous. Kyle wears a lotta green, bc we ginger losers know thatā€™s our COLOR and he looks GORGEOUS in jewel tones what a PRETTY BOY!!! Favorite item of clothing is DEFINITELY Stanā€™s Peace Love Pine Trees hoodie!!!
They do have friendship (lovers) bracelets that Kenny made them btw
Ok I THINK thatā€™s what I got for now on what they look like but lord knows Iā€™ll probably be more insane later NINA MY BELOVED WIFE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS
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ffxvhoe Ā· 7 years ago
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Ok so I've been wondering about this for awhile but what would the bros do when they accidentally see their 4'11 smol s/o wearing their clothes, high and mighty, while impersonating them, but really flustered when they got caught, ex. Iggy heard his s/o say something like "I am the coolheaded Ignis, and all of you are grounded for, uhh, something" or Noct's s/o "bow down before your prince, ohh, and as the future king, I hereby declare that carrots are banned" thank you :3
Gladio
Gladdy had come home early from a job and wanted to surprise you
it was late, probs a little past midnight
he did his best to unlock the door to the apartment as quietly as he could so as to not alert you and ruin the surprise
as he came further into the house, making his way to your shared bedroom, however, he heard you talking
it didnā€™t sound like there was anyone else in there with you and there was no weird pauses that indicated a phone call
so our dear gladio gently pushes the ajar door open some more so he can see wtf is goin on
there you are standing on the bed in nothing but an oversized shirt doin your best impersonation of gladio
you did your best to lower your voice to match gladioā€™s which damn was that a feat in and of itself
ā€œI am the manliest man to ever manā€
ā€œI eat nails for breakfastā€
ā€œdo you even lift bro?ā€
ā€œI can bench press a behemothā€
thereā€™s this stupid smile on gladioā€™s face as he watches you and finally he gives himself away when he begins to laugh
you nearly fall of the bed
Ignis
ignis stopped by your place to pay you a long over due visit
work once again took up a large portion of his life sigh what a shame smh
he still had the spare key youā€™d given to him on his keychain so he figured heā€™d just let himself in
well this mans got another thing comin if he thinks that heā€™s just gonna find you doin something completely normal
nope your bored af ass is jumpin on the bed ((iggy is internally screaming bc bE CAREFUL PLS))
but not only are you jumpin on the bed
youā€™re also doin you best worst impression of ignis
ā€œthis soup is saltier than noct when i wake him up too earlyā€
*pushes up imaginary glasses on nose*
ā€œdonā€™t test me, i make your foodā€
ā€œsometimes my hair looks like a cockatooā€
ā€œ___ what are you doing?ā€
ā€œIGNIS !!!ā€ cue awkward coughĀ ā€œwhat are you doin here?ā€
he just raises an eyebrow in question
ā€œi was bored?ā€
he just gonna shake his head with a smile before wrapping you in a hug
heā€™ll never let you live this down
Prompto
LISTEN YOU CANā€™T DO THIS AN EXPECT PROM NOT TO VIDEO TAPE IT OKAY LIKE THIS SHIT WILL BE DOCUMENTED
but any way
prom will come home after doin whatever it is promptos do during the day
spreading love
making people happy
just being a cutie patootieĀ 
heā€™ll come home wanting to tell you about his day like always exceptā€¦.instead of coming home to you watching tv or reading or whatever it is you do on a normal day
he comes home to you laying upside down on the couch so you legs are thrown over the back of the furniture and your head is hanging off the cushions
ya know as one does
anyway, youā€™ll have headphones on or something hence why you donā€™t here him enter the apartment
and youā€™re justā€¦impersonating himā€¦.very badly
ā€œi am prompto and i have chronic bedroom eyesā€
*finger guns* ā€œbang bang mothafucka the sunshine boy is hereā€
*pretending to flex*Ā ā€œthe gun shows in town folksā€
thank goodness prom has enough self control not to post that online as soon as heā€™s done filmin
Noctis
okay so like this whole thing happens bc you think noct isnā€™t home
in reality heā€™s actually just napping and you think that the bundle of covers is just fabric but really itā€™s noct buried under them
so youā€™re like idk goin around the house doin some minor cleanin
you canā€™t be that lazy canā€™t be living in a pig sty my d00d
anyway to keep yourself amused as you go about dusting things and whatnot you begin to impersonate noctis
ā€œhey ramuh fry this chicken for meā€
ā€œas your king i demand no more work before twelve pmā€
ā€œI will have you beheaded for trying to feed me such poison [talkin about veggies]ā€
ā€œi have more attitude in my pinky than people have in their entire bodiesā€
noct comes in at some point in the middle of this and justā€¦leans against the door frame watchin you be a goof
the vaccum cleaner woke him up
you nearly jump outta your damn skin when you see him bc thIS BOY WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE HERE WHAT
anyway noct just replies withĀ ā€œramuh doesnā€™t make house callsā€
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choujiro Ā· 7 years ago
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ph
so i spent 3 weeks at ph and oh gosh
week one:Ā 
the flight wasnt bad at all tbh i got to watch my kdrama & listen to my favorite music
scratch that was kinda annoying because my brother took a xan & instantly knocked out once we were seated, my mom and a flight attendant got extremely worried because he wasnā€™t really opening his eyes
i told them he was just really tired
he fuckgin drooled and it smelled
i couldnt sleep for like an hour or two because we saved his dinner but on my tray and it bothered me
incheon airport is so nice omfg !!!!! bought a macaron at a starbucks there & i wish we had that here at u.s
my uncles picked us up from the airport and our younger uncle (20 yrs old) got chubbier and said he got really fat so we were like no ur jst thicc
while we were waiting for my mom to fix her phone he was talking to me about kdramas because he saw the iu photocard on my phone LOL but its really interesting because guys arent really into stuff like that
found out his girlfriend makes him watch kdramas lol
found out the portions at jollibee were wayyy smaller so my uncle told me to buy two of the same food yah huge shock to me
the wifi was incredibly slow; we had to buy this portable wifi in which we bought 1gb of connection for idk 300 pesos??? wow first world problems for sure
my mom, brother & i slept on the same bed & it was just so hot i honestly could not sleep (we couldnt really sleep anywhere else)
the next day my cousins and i walked to our other cousins house & the aircon in her home was just fucgkin AMAZINGĀ 
we could not stand the heat tbh it ruined us
we went to the next town over to buy stuff at the market because we found out my uncle had fake gucci slippers
i bought fake nike slippers and some of us got the same along with gucci ones lol
went deeper in the market and found hella fake stuff like fake vans and addidas (i was planning to come back to buy them and when i came back to the market we didnt have time to get them so im really bummed esp since theyā€™re cheap like 200 or 300 pesos only)
went to the local mall the following day & found this really cute shop that resembled h&m, i ended up buying this overall dress & used up 800 pesos out of 1000 & didnt have enough to buy anything else lol
went to the supermarket the following day inside another mall & ended up buying a bunch of snacks in BULK (my cousins bought wine & alcohol, ended up tasting really weird)
bought a LARGE ASS bulky bag of corn chips called bawang na bawang & when my auntie found out i called itĀ ā€œbah-wangā€ instead ofĀ ā€œbuh-wangā€ she kept laughing & told everyone else because apparently im saying town instead of garlic
met my other cousinsā€™ family (they live in the same town, a 2 minute drive basically) and ate good food, talked to their uncle about palawan since we were going there soon
attended our parentā€™s high school reunion and watched them perform this dance line lol
we werent really interested in their reunion, i mean it wasnā€™t really for us anyways??
i actually got really sick the day before new years, i had a bad fever & had cold sweat. i told my cousins to move the fan away from me despite the weather being 80+ degrees :-(
i took antibiotics & got better several minutes before the new years hit lol
week two:
got sick to the point where i lost my voiceĀ 
went to pagasinan and ate rly good sisig & etc
went to the same supermarket from the one back in my familyā€™s hometown and ended up buying more snacks in bulk
my skin got super worse & im just like fuck it dammit
on jan2 we were supposed to go to palawan but our flight was delayed, we were transferred to a super nice hotel nearby, free of charge of course
got a massage with two of my other cousins for the first time, the lady thought i was korean so they were likeĀ ā€œoh !!! korean!!ā€
i couldnt speak so my manang talked for me lol
gosh the massage was both relaxing and hurtful LOL
i understood the lady speaking to her coworkers as she was massaging me as she said she felt sorry for me because my skin has alot of scars
i didnt mind at all, i felt bad that she had to see it tbh
she told me to turn my body facing the ceiling so i did and omfg she pulled the towel and massaged my ..... armpits and boobs (im so ashamed because i shaved before i left the airport and it grew fast oh my god)
my cousins and i were talking about how our butts hella hurt after they massaged that part because FUK it hella hurt oh my god i have never clenched my buttcheeks so hard in my life
my kuya said he was ticklish there so he let out a giggle
we boarded our flight to palawan the next day and went island hopping right away. i felt really bad because my skin got even worse so it made me uncomfortable & i couldnt talk to anyone so yeah bad time lol
island hopping was nice nevertheless, we couldnt explore the cave because the tides were high
my cousins, brother and mom got a massage at the hotel we were staying after finding out we got one in the other hotel
the masseurs come to the room instead of having a separate room
so i couldnt go to sleep right away since the bed was being occupied smh
we went to a place called bakers hill the next day & it was really nice idk how to say it, it was much of a hill tho. lots of places to take pictures there i guess??? theres only one bakery there and its small, the families bought alot of pastillias and hopia to bring back home, basically we left the store with a box full of sweets
went to bagiuo the day we returned back to our town and went to a place called mines view where we had an amazing view of the hills/mountains
its realllly nice and green and man !!!!! gr8 view
went shopping for gifts at the local market and bought a jacket & two wooden keychains shaped as a small ..... dicc
my brother bought a wooden flute and he really used it throughout the whole trip like he played in the house AND during car rides. i think the good part was that it wasnt annoying at all, he actually knew how to play and did some covered a bunch of songs that made all of us laugh (my cousin recorded it and has the videos on her phone so i cant show everyone here)
we went driving at pengbenga park, but not literally driving. we got to drive these plastic race car things and it was sososo fun!!!! i overtook some kids & adults but mostly kids on the driveway & i crashed like only twice
we were given the choice to use a bike/multi-seater bike, race car, & other stuff but yeah race car boi
ate really bomb waffles and pancakes at this pancake house and LORD !! GOOD AMAZING AAAHH OOOOO
went to a small mall the following day and bought 50 peso facemasks and i spent like 15 dollars worth of them??? idk i just bought hella without counting my money lol
drove to manila few days later and went to a place called greenhills (famous for fake brands like nike and gucci) and my cousins and aunties bought alot of gucci, ray bans, louis vuitton (wallet, belts and bags lmao). went to a store called miniso and it was so packed i wasnt able to look around as much, & i really wanted to go here ;___; it was okay tho
so there are basically two malls in one, one small one with a food court and market with the fake items and a REAL mall; theyā€™re connected by a yard which is partially a church lol (there was a tv outside so we assumed it was a concert of some sort, found out there was a priest praying inside the building along with so many others)
next morning, instead of going to another pancake house we were accidentally taken to a coffee house but honestly, it was the best choice ever
it was so fuckgin AESTHETIC I LOVED IT they decorated the place with flowers and it wasnt like overwhelming full of flowers it was just right and the iced latte?? AMAZING and ugh man i loved ittttttt
we went to a museum after and learned so much about jose rizal and the history of philippines before and during spanish colonization and it was super interesting
darn u white ppl go away
it was really ironic to see white people check out the museum too like.. first u colonize us then u wanna check our museum hm
went to eat after at a place similar to pepper lunch, so basically hot sizzling food
i ordered a sizzling tapa and it was so fuckgin AMAZINg gattdamn ugh i love sisig
we went to the mall after hoping to check out another museum inside the place (an ice cream one) but we found out that it was opened until febĀ 
anyways we checked out the whole mall and ate some aesthetic looking ice cream which was amazing also
dropped off two of our cousins at the airport since they were only here for two weeks (the rest of us dreaded over the fact that we had one more week left when our trip here was originally 2 weeks)
went back to my familys town at la union and didnt do much
spent two days at baguio, day 1: found a kbbq and ate lunch there, it was only 300 pesos per person so we werent complaining
we went to the mall after and i checked out this store that had really amusing shirts, bags and pouches. i ended up buying a shirt with a bunny that saidĀ ā€œbunnies like carrots but not this one. this one chose the jacuzziā€ it was so amusing omfg
i bought a pouch that saidĀ ā€œlechon is my lifeforceā€ aka pig and my friends were likeĀ ā€œthats really amazingā€
we left the mall to buy tea and i didnt have enough because i bought the bunny shirt so my uncle bought a drink for me LOL (i felt so bad tho)
watched netflix the whole time till it was time to sleep
the next day my other cousin was dropped at the house and we went to go out for a different kbbq place, it was much better (500 pesos per person too!)
went to the mall again and watched jumanji
watched black mirror when we came back
left the next day & went back to the mall since it connected to the other large buses to go back to town
week three:
next morning i met a faith healer who looked for the cause of my eczema, she cured my mom the day before because someone had cursed her food (she had stomach cancer several months back but sheā€™s better, she occasionally has stomach problems tho)
one of the amazing things i have heard from her was that when she was cleaning my moms body with a white towel, she squeezed out the remaining water & black sand came out. she says the curse has been removed & that sheā€™ll feel better soon
she looked at my skin and proceeded to put a special oil everywhere and said it mightve been the burning of a dwende outside the house when i was kid (when he was hurt, he probably hurt me too)
the next day she came by again and lathered a special oil again and came to the conclusion that when i visited the house when i was about 4-5 years old, the dwendes decided to play with me (which actually hurt me so)
she said to only have faith and keep praying, virgin mary will come by to heal you in the form of a sudden breeze with a nice scent
i know that alot of people might think this is crazy and all, but since i come from a spiritual family and had actual experience with something like this, its really easy to believeĀ 
it seems like the dwendes dont like modern medicine so everytime i put on my creams or ointments, the healing effect didnt last long
the next and final day, she put on oil once more and concluded that the dwendes have been playing with me since i was a kid so it was the root of my eczema. she had personally asked them to stop yesterday so she said they wont play with me anymore
as she was lathering oil on my skin, she said that i had nice legs and hands, the dwendes had played with me because i wasĀ ā€œpintasā€ or pretty
so that kinda shocked me like me? pretty?? lol
but after that she said i will get better, i need to have faith and pray all the time. once you believe, it will happen (i have great faith in both the faith healer and myself healing, my wounds are slowly closing so im really determined to recover from eczema)
the thing about faith healers is that they DONT ask for money. you could donate, but they dont ask for anything at all. i believe that they heal people in the form of good will
my mom & i gave money and clothes, and soap as a payment for her time and faith healing and im sososo thankful for her
she also did this thing where she could figure out things by putting oil and water in a plate and picking out rice grains and letting them either sink or float in another bowl
3 rice grains had floated while the others sank and she concluded that there was something wrong with me, both spiritually and physically?? i couldnt understand quite well since they were speaking in ilocano
but something along the lines of that, she had called me soul in order to protect me so i can heal. and that kinda boggled me like soul? is that always with you? is my soul somewhere else? why was it that my soul had to be called? so yeah interesting
she also found out that my grandpa had visited (he visited last week too, along with my grandma) and heā€™s just watching the family in the living room
also odd thing but last week a white butterfly came inside the house while my cousins and i were just doing whatever and it landed on the couch my manang and i were sitting on
my kuya said there was a butterfly behind me and i was like fuk imma move couches cuz i just dont like bugs in general (my cousin had entered the back door the other night and felt something crawling on his head so he slapped it away, turns out it was a HUGE spider so yeah FUK that lol i wanted to throw up when i saw it)
so i switched couches and the butterfly followed me and went on my head so i shooā€™ed it away
the next day after it had happened a lady who had a third eye/some sort of spiritual power said my grandparents visited last night and i guess i shooā€™ed my grandpa away lol
anyways, going back to the rice grain thing, the faith healer knew i couldnt sleep well because my body has been burning for the longest time, so she put those 3 rice grains in a cotton ball and safety pinned it to my shirt
my mom said that her mom would often do the same thing to her sisters back when they were kids, it was really effective in to protecting yourself
i think its really crazy how theres so many spirits and the like in philippines, and also in vietnam and other asian countries as well. i thought it was because it was 3rd world countries or countries that had been colonized
i searched it up and 1) when PH was colonized, the conquestors often scared them with stories about spirits and 2) when the angels had fought lucifer and his army out of heaven, alot of them fell on earth, landing on the islands of PH
we all packed our stuff last minute and my mom was having a hard time since everything could not fit in the luggage, i told her just to put everything in our large balikbayan box and she refused, she eventually gave up (even the stuff barely fit inside the box). we left at 1am that day for the airport at manila and man, i guess iā€™ll miss ph
our stopover was at incheon again and this time we had more time to buy stuff at the airport. my mom bought her starbucks mug in which she was excited about. i bought another macaron and planned eating it on the airplane but my mom misplaced it & once we came back i found out it was smashed lmfao
i went to the duty free store and looked around for some snacks, the ladies were rly kind in helping me, i tried speaking in korean but had no luck at all lol all i said was kamsamnida after they had helped me
while waiting for our flight, my mom and aunties were telling us about stories about our other auntie since sheā€™s really mean and all lol we were all curious to why she had treated everyone so unkindly basically the their whole lives
my cousins dont like this specific aunt and i dont have a good judgement of her either but my other aunt told us to always be kind despite that.Ā 
i had planned to watch the rest of my kdrama on the plane but i knocked out for 9 out of 11 hours of the flight
the men at the airports where they check our passport were so handsome omfg. the ones both at manila and san francisco like... so... handsome. i told my mom that theyā€™re really good looking and she assumed it was because they were light skinned but even if they werent light, they were SO handsome like i dont discriminate against color man if youre handsome you are HANDSOME
arrived back at SF at 2pm and my manang welcomed us by making us cajun shrimp and it was literally the best meal ever ugh i miss american food
i had school the NEXT day, and i had barely realized that i signed up for a class at UC DAVIS instead of sacramento and oh my god i was truly fucked up lol (ended up fixing it tho)
i checked up on my character on maplesaga and found out that literally everyone had outleveled me like ok fukĀ 
to summarize the 3 weeks there, my skin did not get better at all lol. although we were originally going to stay for 2 weeks, my mom couldnt fix our flight time and ended up staying there longer. despite it being dreadful at times, im really lucky that i had met a faith healer the 3rd week for my eczema. if i had left the 2nd week, i would not have been healed (the doctors here in u.s were completely useless so...) i was sick 80% of the time of the trip which made me feel bad lol but its my immune systems fault :-/// im really prone to extreme changes in weather, so coming from a 50 degree city to a 80 degree country took a toll on my body. it was the same back at home, during the summer the weather was often bipolar so that also took a toll on my body
anyways its so good to be back home except for the piles of homework stacking up ;__;
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