#my main is still a spn blog lmao

[johnsilvers]

it's SO funny to me that steve boyum was also on supernatural. like the guy who directed episodes 2x01, 2x08, 2x10, 3x04, 3x09, 4x06, THEE 4x09 also worked on like. one of the worst shows on earth. HOWEVER the episodes he directed (including 'in the beginning', 'death takes a holiday', THEE 'the end', 'the song remains the same', literally THEEEE 'swan song') actually do stand out so. he's got the talent regardless of whether the show is very very good or very very bad is all i'm saying

[rosewheresheshouldntbe]

> Rose: Confess to Kanaya!

Rose: I love you.

Kanaya: Y Yo Ati, Rose.

> Rose: Get swallowed by something that looks like Venom.

> Rose: Get sent to super hell!

> Kanaya: Have something very gay and homophobic happen to you.

Kanaya: ...

What an absolute diversity loss. You find yourself thinking "love loses!"

[momentsofamber]

wait I have another addendum;

does anyone else remember this from like 2012 tumblr

there are so many words to use in place of “penis” in regards to smut. there’s dick. or shaft. we got cock. member. organ. length. hell, even manhood! all are acceptable replacements.

but what do we have for the testicles? nuts? no thank you. ballsac or, lord forbid, just sac? i’d literally rather be tarred and feathered. using their government name and just calling them testicles? take me out back and gimme the ol’ yeller treatment.

how has the english language evolved so much yet we have no acceptable word for testicles in a sexy context? how can we claim we’ve advanced as a society when the best word for describing when two characters are fucking nasty and the noble and mighty testes are swaying about is balls?

BALLS

[trans-ralsei]

who the hell are you?

Well, first of all:

my name is ellis. i used to run a blog about politics in my home city. that's my main account, so this is an alt.

things i do in the home city: community organising? journalism? jacking off? graphic design? jilling off, if I feel like it

friends call me ralsei. you can call me ralsei too! i don't mind

we're all making it up as we go along

i'm a transfeminine, non-binary piece of shit that posts about anything I guess

you could call me a twitter refugee but i'm still on that shit app for work. also i'm on bsky, mastodon, threads, whatever. idk lmao i live here now, and have migrated my work persona onto linkedin

i AM kita ikuyo. i AM kita ikuyo. i am Kita Ikuyo. 私は喜多郁代 www 来た! さあ、行こう!

my profile pic is by @sadbocchi!

what will you find here? idk um. bocchi. succession. mcr destiel. yuri. yaoi when my partner likes them. uh whatever.

my partner is a big fujoshi/fudanshi and loves shipping men so watch out

I’ll try to reblog any yaoi my partner likes (spn, 9-1-1) with #the yaoi my partner likes to talk about so you can mute that tag

i am reblogging your posts. i am in your walls. i am reblogging your posts

this isn't actually going to be mainly a deltarune blog; i haven't played in a while. but i got into the game as I started transitioning, and I thought ralsei was a cool and relatable lil goat. i love her!!!

/related-links

trans_ralsei on Archive of Our Own ellis-island: writings on gender

[blanketforcas]

so i'm sending this to you because i just can't put it on my blog- my friends would have me arrested lol. i really apologize if this is weird or you're like "I didn't need this in my inbox today." i just have nowhere else to put this thought.

so i'm very new to spn and quickly fell down a cockles rabbit hole after watching all the jenmish panels i could get my eyes on- more out of them just charming my pants off as a dynamic duo and cute besties than thinking it's real at all.

but the whole "coming out straight thing" threw me. i was aware of it when it happened of course, but now i'm thinking of it as a fan.

because the more i saw and learned about misha (having watched a stupid amount of panel videos already) the more i thought...come on. straight? you gotta be kidding? but then i thought, pfft I'm being so stupid and conspiratorial. WHY once outed would he go back IN- it just makes him look dumb. that makes no sense- nobody cares at this point and he would only have tons of support from his fans.

but.

but.

it's the WB angle.

if what he said about the WB telling him they want him to be bi because it would be better for them is true?

that made me think..."hmm."

because that dude is a big weirdo and he's kinda contrarian for the sake of being contrarian (i know, because i'm a big weirdo and i'm the same way). he zigs when he's supposed to zag.

which kind of makes me think the very idea of some corporation telling him whether he should be out or not because it's better for business might have made a queer man says, "okay fuck you, i'm going to tell everybody i'm straight then."

obviously, there's no way of actually knowing. it's just one of life's great mysteries. but i'm wondering what you think of that.

there's also a very good chance i've completely lost my mind.

thank you for your time.

well this was a ride lmao

but no worries i think a lot of us have considered the "misha is a contrarian" explanation before! and it's overall an interesting topic ofc. one that i prefer to discuss in dms though, so get your ass over there if you like!

while i wouldn't rule out the possibility, i really don't think it was a deciding factor in coming out as straight.

i'm more inclined to believe the more boring/depressing explanation here that it's still hard to be out in the industry, or perhaps he has a fucked up idea of what sexuality is (even if only for himself) and he really doesn't want to claim a queer label

those are, in short, my two main "theories" i suppose

[spn-here-we-go-again]

Hello, people who stumble on this. This is Dagger.

Honestly just somewhere to dump my thoughts while I rewatch the seasons I last left it on while it was still airing and actually finish the show (I think the last I watched was up till they killed Charlie FUCK THAT SHIT FR). Anyways, enjoy whatever silly thoughts I put here. Of course I shipped Destiel. Never got into the fandom part of it, but I know what happened 🙂. This might just become a blog dedicated to SPN only lmao.

I'm currently very much into 9-1-1 and Buddie so please feel free to follow my main if you're into that 🫶🏼.

[michaelwavemichaelwave]

I posted 2,611 times in 2022

That's 2,611 more posts than 2021!

65 posts created (2%)

2,546 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@quicksilver-castiel

@adammilligan

@fellshish

@klayr-de-gall

@pussypopstiel

I tagged 1,565 of my posts in 2022

Only 40% of my posts had no tags

#spn - 1,351 posts

#notes - 62 posts

#midam - 62 posts

#prev - 60 posts

#supernatural - 46 posts

#read later - 25 posts

#adam milligan - 24 posts

#all hail michaelwave - 16 posts

#misha collins - 12 posts

#lmao - 9 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#i do very much think adam has the mindset of 'if i wasn't worth enough of their time to get me out of the cage then they're sure as hell not

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Micheal and Adam definitely had this giant DnD campaign over their time in Hell. Micheal plays an Angel Sorcerer named Micheal while Adam DMs (struggling to balance out Micheal's character).

"You see a village."

"I smite it, as is my mission."

"No. You don't have that ability."

"Yes, I do."

"No. Maybe try talking to one of the villagers."

"I stab him."

Adam groans, that was supposed to be the exposition dump and friend of the campaign NPC. He shifts said role to another NPC.

"I stab him."

"He takes six piercing damage."

"He should be dead."

"He's bloody, but he's hanging in there, buddy."

"I stab him again."

"But before you kill him, he offers you some dying words <insert lenghty exposition dump here> and then he dies."

Micheal is indifferent to the game, but soon he begins taking it far too seriously (He likes going on missions and killing things). Micheal gets frustrated with needing to take long rests and how his powers in game are limited. Later Adam will join as an NPC in the campaign. He wants to pick a cool name, race and class, but Micheal somehow talks him into playing a human fighter named Adam Milligan. The two go on epic quests together to smite demons, and bog slimes. Along the way Micheal befriends an animal familiar (What kind of animal would Micheal's familiar be and what would its name be?) But it befriends Micheal, and Adam loves it, and soon Micheal and the pet companion are inseperable.

Then one day a Giant Vemomous snake attacks them as a random encounter for having low perception and the familiar/pet companion is killed. Micheal sides the main plot of the campaign and gets into necromancy. Micheal swears revenge on eliminating the Giant Vemomous snake population in its entirity- and the campaign takes an unexpected side quest for several years.

Throughout the campaign Adam keeps trying to get Micheal to reflect on "maybe you don't need to complete every quest, and should find your own pursuits. What does Micheal want?"

"Micheal is a soldier. It is his duty to complete quests."

"But you put it aside for (pet companion's name)."

Micheal frowns. Slowly coming to the realization that maybe... he doesn't like going on missions and killing things? Maybe he just likes spending time with DnD Adam. DnD Micheal never fully completes his character arch before they get out of The Cage. He reaches level 20 and believes this to be enough. Eventually DnD Adam decides to retire from fighting, and DnD Micheal decides to go with him. But there are still post retirement from fighting adventures. And then they escape The Cage and never return to the game.

32 notes - Posted May 18, 2022

#4

Sure, Adam fulfilling his dream of becoming a doctor-

But what if his junior/ senior year of college he discovers that he hates being a doctor and that his true interest lies in another subject entirely. It's just being a doctor seemed so much more practical and stable, something he was supposed to become but isn't, Chuck's parallels, and his mom did it and he want to be like her. So he has to unravel all those emotions???

32 notes - Posted June 16, 2022

#3

Adam feeling confident walking into that diner knowing that George Bush is the president and the new iPhone is the iPhone 3.

33 notes - Posted June 13, 2022

#2

Michael: You'll be my guide! :)

Adam, who hasn't been around humanity for 1,200 years: Oh for sure, I got this.

83 notes - Posted June 12, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

127 notes - Posted April 23, 2022

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[snoopy-natural]

snoopy sapphic’s supernatural side blog intro 😎😎😎

she/they • main blog is @snoopy-sapphic • check out the intro post on my main blog for more info!

hi! this is my side blog where I will post and share all things supernatural! I have a long, complex, and strange history with the show and the fandom, but that’s a post for another time! here’s some info about how I may interact with spn tumblr on this account!

•sam-coded! I relate to early seasons sam a whole lot as a queer person and also as the youngest sibling. also a post for another time lmao. s1 sam my beloved <3 (dw I am not a jarpad defender)

•deancas/destiel! I was there on november 5th. it was one of the first queer ships I was exposed to and it’s still so interesting (and devastating) to me.

•if I were to pick a fave main character, it’d have to be cas. I love them all tho :) I’m a tfw-girl(platonic)

-wait no I lied my fave from tfw is jack. I think of him at least twice a day.

•i <3 eileen leahy

•spn women in general. sapphicnatural 4ever

•also transnatural! I <3 making every character queer

•one of my fav things about fandom culture is the art!!!! there is so much amazing spn fanart out there and I will be reblogging it.

•I try to stay out of discourse bc it’s usually silly but sometimes I give my two cents

•i occasionally ethel cain post on here bc it just feels correct

•I’m having so much fun on the side of spn tumblr I’m on can’t believe I ever left

[angelsdean]

the way i spam reblogged 30k claire, a cas post, and a dean thesis post to my main instead of here and didn’t notice for like 20 mins......

[redlenai]

guess I’ll die too

cas approved blogs. would castiel supernatural approve of your blog? if the answer is no you have to die.

[oflosechesters]

for anyone curious, the following meta and the elaboration below are in relation to this post. i posted this to another blog of mine, but i felt i should share it on my personal as well.

okay, i actually genuinely don’t wanna shut up about the significance of miracle because it’s possibly one of the most redeemable qualities of the spn finale. it’s actually really important, even if you don’t like the circumstances surrounding it.

at first i just sort of went off about it in some tags:

#this is the only good thing about that entire finale #it is the one thing i actually loved from a meta perspective in terms of dean's archetype #so i gotta have the puppy snuggles on the blog i'm so sorry #other than that this is largely a finale free blog lmao #i actually have a Lot of feelings about dean being given a dog #and naming the dog miracle #am i gonna end up writing meta about a dog? possibly #in broad strokes: dean has always been the archetype of a soldier #but never once has he been allowed to be a veteran #the dog very much is representative of that #it's very commonplace for veterans to have emotional support animals #dogs in particular #the way miracle launches into dean's arms after dean's just woken up is indicative to me that it's commonplace #likely after nightmares #which means that (for me) dean's PTSD is being subtly addressed #which means when i retcon the disaster of a finale for my portrayal miracle is absolutely staying #spn 15.20

but there’s so much more to it than that. 

the thing about the dog, if we’re staying within the context of the canon, is that this is a dean who has lost everything (keep that wording in mind, because we’ll be coming back to it). the war is won, and he's come home, but the cost was high. we also know that dean has canonically suffered from PTSD since the end of s3, though it’s not always been explicitly addressed in the following seasons. regardless, it's an aspect of his character that is widely established and recognized.

much like in s4, and after the purgatory storyline in s8, dean’s PTSD is shown to manifest itself largely through substance abuse, anger management struggles resulting in bouts of extreme violence, and nightmares. it’s a thread throughout the narrative whether it’s consistently addressed or not. more importantly in terms of the dog: dean is never allowed to heal, because the war wages on.

by the series finale, the war is won, but the cost is castiel’s life. what does the dog have to do with castiel, you ask? more than you might first think. i don’t want to get too deep in the paint, so i’m going to focus primarily on 13.01, dean’s grief arc in early s13 in general, and some key aspects of s15.

returning to the concept of being left with a dean who has lost everything, i want to point out a choice of dialogue in 13.01. the following is said during a scene of mourning, after they’ve lost castiel, and dean is left to wrap his body for burial.

dean [voice breaking]: we’ve lost everything. and now you’re gonna bring him back. okay? you’re gonna bring back cas.

this scene is the beginning of a several episode long grief arc where dean is depicted classically as a mourning widower in terms of cinematography (viewed on bended knee from above, distant and distraught after the death scene itself at the end of s12), and is then shown to slip into apathetic suicidal tendencies. his substance abuse reaches such a low that he quite literally drinks himself to death, but death will not take him, despite his wishes. he rages at sam for being able to move on so easily, in 13.03, patience:

dean: and what about cas? sam: what about cas? dean: he manipulated him, he made him promises, said, “paradise on earth” and cas bought it. and you know what that got him? it got him dead! now you might be able to forget about that, but i can’t!

the grief arc firmly establishes castiel as being representative of dean winchester’s hope, and the will to live. this is reinforced throughout s13 – s15, as it is further mirrored in later episodes, such as in act 3 of 15.09, the trap, in which sam is shown alternate futures. in every future where dean has lost castiel, he is shown to have lost his hope, and his will to continue on.

dean: no, sam. it doesn't matter. sam: what are you saying? dean: what i've been trying to say for months. it's time... time to stand down. sam: you want to quit? what's happened to you, dean? ever since— dean: ever since what? we lost pretty much everyone we’ve ever cared about? ever since the mark made cas go crazy? ever since i had to bury him in a ma’lak box? ever since then?

these follow an old tradition within the writing of spn that can be pointed at as early as 5.04, the end (��cas, too?”): castiel is always singled out apart from the rest. castiel, an angel, who saw worth in dean when dean couldn’t see it in himself. an angel who became his best friend, and loved him when dean couldn’t love himself. castiel, who saved him the moment they met, and saved him in death, as seen in 15.18, despair. given everything preceding this, it’s evident that this is not a small loss for dean. when they lose cas, dean loses the will to go on.

in losing cas that final time, cas’ confession — his assertion that dean is full of love, not anger — finally seems to break through. when fighting the main antagonist of s15, he is called “the ultimate killer.” at one time, dean would’ve agreed with this. but after cas’ confession, he denies it, and firmly says, “that's not who i am.” because that’s not who cas fell in love with. point being: castiel’s sacrifice affects dean enormously.

at the end of all things, when dean crosses the threshold from soldier to veteran because the war is won, he has a dog and he names him miracle; which harkens back to a scene when dean indirectly referred to cas as ‘his miracle,’ because truly: who’s been performing miracles in dean’s life over the past 11 seasons? the name holds a heavy weight and bears a large significance in the face of his loss.

by the end of s15, we now have a dean that is allowed to rest, and in resting, he is allowed to begin to heal. and the thing that is representative of this crossing of the threshold from soldier to veteran is giving the veteran an emotional support dog. that dean names miracle. something that is saving him, day by day, even in small ways. it’s just not only important for dean's development and healing after finally making that transition, it’s also the lasting influence castiel still has, even in death. it’s absolutely heartbreaking, especially when one considers how many of dean’s nightmares, stemming from his PTSD, canonically revolve around losing castiel — as is shown in early s8 through the purgatory storyline; therefore it is not incongruous to assume similar nightmares would crop up after the events of 15.18. and we’re shown this.

the dog jumping into bed for cuddles after dean wakes up is just so telling. but the way dean wraps around the dog, clinging? it’s the most telling.

granted, there is every possibility that i am giving the show too much credit (as it’s been shown we, as fans, are wont to do). but the concept of death of the author was quite literally pushed into the narrative of s15, and i personally like to think that no matter what else happened in 15.20, certain things remain significant and have bearing on the story, even if unintentionally so. that’s sort of just always been spn’s way of doing things.

[rpf-bat]

19, 27, 33 for the Weird Writing asks?

19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?

I started writing fanfic in August 2011. It was right after I came home from summer camp. I’d made a friend at camp who used Fanfiction.net, and it inspired me to make an account myself. ^^;

Initially, I wrote a bunch of weeb shit (Yu Gi Oh, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Fruits Basket, Naruto, etc)

In December 2013, I joined Tumblr. I went through a somewhat cringey Supernatural phase, and ended up posting a couple SPN fics on my FF account.

Then, in late 2015, I got really into Fall Out Boy. In March 2016, I posted my first RPF fic, to my main blog. It was Pete Wentz/Reader. It was set in the Sixteen Candles music video universe (so…Vampire!Pete).

I never actually finished it, because I got some rude comments about how writing fic about Real People was weird and cringey. 😔

Then, in July 2016, I started getting into MCR…and I wrote Party Poison/OC.

Someone I was mutuals with on main - trying to defend me - said, “well it’s not actual Gerard, it’s just a character he played. So it’s not weird haha”

Me in my head: I really want to write about Actual Gerard, though. Fuck. 😰

In October 2016, I created this blog, so I could write MCR reader inserts without shame. ^^;

From October 2016 to February 2021, I was consistently writing MCR fic. That’s an incredibly long time, and I’m so grateful for the friends I’ve made in this fandom. 🖤

But, as winter came to an end, MCR stopped being my special interest. In March 2021, I got really into the anime RWBY, and made an AO3 account, so I could post my RWBY fics there.

Then, In May 2021, I watched Eurovision, and it changed everything.

Mere days after Måneskin won the competition, I started writing a Damiano David/Reader fic. It was multichapter, which was huge for me, because I’d written literally nothing but oneshots for five years straight.

….I didn’t finish this fic, either. 🤦‍♀️

Sometime around August 2021, when Balboa came out, my brain switched special interests again, from Måneskin to Blind Channel.

…and that’s still where it’s at now, a year later. 🤷‍♀️ I don’t know how long this will be my special interest. Or what the next one will be after this. But, I’ve made so many great friends in the BC fandom, too. 💖 So, I hope I stick around for a while.

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

….I had to think hard about this one, because fanfic is rarely stressful for me! I have so much fun with all my characters. 😄

I guess I kind of stressed about Demon!Niko, because that AU was far dirtier and more explicit, than anything else I had written in years. 😳

33. Do you practice any other art besides writing? Does that art ever tie into your writing, or is it entirely separate?

Writing is pretty much it for me ^^;

But, I don’t only write fanfic! Fun fact: I’ve been writing poetry since I was like, nine years old.

During middle school, I started reciting my poetry publicly. I even caught the attention of my local literary magazine, while competing at a poetry slam. The magazine was only published in the county where I lived, but I got to tell everyone I was a Published Author lmao

I also got second place in the school talent show 🥈

I took a break from it for a while, but, when I was 20, my friend convinced me to recite some poems at an open mic night at my university. I got so much applause, I was really blown away 🥰

I wish I could find an event like that where I live now. I really miss it. As for how it ties into my fic writing…I’m able to relate to Niko and Gerard a bit more, because they’re lyricists. Singing on stage and reciting on stage feel a little similar, I guess?

[moostiel]

Tag game time!

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to get to know better

Thanks for tagging @the-gray-ghosty!

Name: Moose/Shibu

Sign: Scorpio

Height: 5"3

Time: 2:22 am

Birthday: November 20th

Favorite bands/artists: Gorillaz, Tally Hall, Mother Mother,Glass Animals, Tyler the creator, lil nas x (there's more of course but these are my top ones)

Last movie: I've actually seen two movies which where "It" from 1986/90 (still trying to finish this one, it's a pretty long movie) and Lightyear (again). My cousins and I have been on quite the movie binge haha

Last show: The Boys, it's so good. I'm mad the season is over lmao

When I created this blog: this blog in particular was Made on January 10th 2021, it's still kinda a baby spn blog

What I post: Supernatural though mostly one of the main characters: Sam Winchester, I also post art when I have the motivation to draw.

Last thing I googled: digital art hair highlighting. (Gotta double check how to do stuff ya know?)

Other blogs: I have quite a few blogs but the ones I use the most is this one and my main blog @softyshibu I mostly just reblog stuff I like over there

Do I get asks: not too often but I love whenever I do get them. my ask box is always open whether it be for art requests or just a genuine question.

Following: I'm following 1,749 blogs ((I've been on this website for a while. I'm sure most of those blogs I follow aren't even active anymore)) and I have 195 followers on the Moostiel blog

Average hours of sleep: my sleep schedule has not been the best so maybe 4 to 5 hours?

Instruments: currently I have none but I did have a piano when I was a kid. Always wanted to learn how to play fluently.

What I'm wearing: red flannel checkered with black and black jeans

Dream job: not sure really, I thought about being an art teacher or art designer but there's really no telling.

Dream trip: maybe to New England or Italy

Nationality: Americano

Favorite songs: I've got so many of those but it'll have to be sleeping powder by Gorillaz , ruler of everything by tally hall, stalkers tango by Autoheart , enemy by Imagine Dragons, glitter by Tyler the creator,them changes by thundercat ((I could go on and on lmao))

Last book I read: I read "I'm thinking of ending things" a long while back. (good book btw)

3 fiction universes I'd live in: I can't think of three but two universes I'd live in are pokemon because who wouldn't want to go on adventures with pokemon? Animal crossing because it just seems like a chill place to live even if I'll be forever in debt because of Tom nook.

Tagging:

Anyone who sees this. if you wanna crack at this, go for it.

[first-only]

I've always been curious - what are your favorite ships?

under the cut bc its rambly and No One Cares about my old ass fandoms that were seasonal for most people but stuck with me for some reason and also to maybe avoid showing up in searches/tags for the rare person looking for Content

i guess the most Hardcore ive ever shipped is mcreyes (yes, overwatch i know), they consumed me with a rage that pretty much burned me out of fandom (tho i still ship it, i just literally never found anyone that sees them the same way i do - non-fanon compliant it is for me). along with them i also have somva and widowana and of course shimadacest, its just the Polycule living in my head [i guess i should point out i broke up w canon after the like first year of development ie after the great retconning so i neither know nor care whats happening there, these characters are basically (schrodinger's) ocs at this point]

the other fandom i am Too invested in is, tragically, dragon age, which i still sorta indulge in some Canon for (i apologize for whats likely going to happen to this blog once the next game comes out lmao). My ships there are mostly OC/canon, as the games sorta lead into. Anora/Zevran/Cousland (and cousland/loghain, and cousland/fergus...); Carver/Hawke/Isabela (/qp!Anders) [well and just some good old hawke/anders really], and Dorian/Trevelyan/Blackwall (/qp!Vivienne) are my mains.

dragon age leads to mass effect, where i fell head over for shakarian which i will fight for to my last breath i do not give a fuck. and also ashlaw wich i literally had to invent a shipname for cuz nobody else cares about it lmao (ashley and miranda if anyone even knows the franchise here lol)

i think more obvious is my love for star wars, i ship just the entire pentacule in the prequels/clone wars - obi/ani/padme/ahsoka/sabine. han/leia/luke(/lando?) for the og trilogy and reylo and finn/rose/poe in the new one (tho thanks to fandom im much less invested in finnpoe)

ive been in like a few fandoms that were wild and strong but didnt last - red dead where i shipped john/arthur/abigail; detroit become human where hannor ate my brains. pathfinder and divinity original sin which literally did not have a fandom, but i will tell you i very much ship my mains with amiri/octavia/regongar (in kingmaker) and camellia/daeran (in wotr);. in divinity Lohse/Sebille and Fane/Ifan are the other polycule plaguing me. oh and pillars of eternity with devil of caroc/maneha/PC tho i eventually ended up pairing up aloth w my pc in deadfire

real talk tho, the most recent thing close to an Obsession is fucking league of legends (yes i know) where its swain/darius/draven; yasuo/yone/taliyah; kayn/zed; and some good old lucian/senna. i mean you've seen the TF/Graves art this shouldnt be a surprise lol

and yeah in Arcane its silco/jinx/vi/vander

But mostly lately ive been merrily making DnD OCs and playing Rimworld which allows for amazing characters so it's kinda OC season i guess

oh and as an end to this rant which everyone gave up on reading im sure - i'll leave you with the fact that what got me into real fandom communities was itasasu (/saku and/or karin sometimes) and wincest (/jack) has been a latent interest even tho spn has never been high on my interests list so do with that what you will lol

[estrel]

JANUARY 2021— looking ahead

okay so i was inspired by @galaxycastiel to make a post about what to expect from me/my blog come january, and i felt like it could help organize me a bit so that i don't lose track of some goals of mine and i can stick to them!! + also so you guys know what to expect 🤍

— SPN THURS as always, i'll be around on thursdays on the spn thursdays discord server (at the main time slot, if anyone wants to come hang out w/ me !!) but i also want to post some more art/sketch pages based on the eps...i think it'll help me get more comfy in posting my art + i need the practice lmao

— RAMBLE ON we've watched through season 6 for Ramble On in the last month, so come the first week of january, we'll be mapping out the bigger plots for RO, including chapter-by-chapter plot ideas and character arcs (in addition to what we've already planned). i'm hoping we'll get good direction on this, and that we can get some drafts done in the first few weeks of the month (which is!! exciting!!) and hold more meetings to reflect this

— FICS i also had an idea for another fic (an au) that i think i'll start this month. no promises, but if i go through with starting it, i think it'll end up being really cool!! (and likely multiple chapters) IF NOT then i still plan to upload some of my other ficlets to my ao3, and possibly write some more ficlets (bc they're shorter) and post them here/on ao3 as well (,:

— FIC RECS *this was added on after my original post lmao but. i started making a fic rec page and i intend to finish it . or die trying 💞

— FOLLOWER CELEBRATION *ok this was ALSO added after the fact. SORRY!! i keep remembering things. i hit...several milestones since making this acc and i will be celebrating it and planning that all out because i wanna make it cool!! and stuff! if you have any suggestions of what i should do please lmk via ask box (,:

— EDITING guess who just downloaded after effects again !! ✨ i'll be re-learning how to make edits if i can find the time to/remember to. i have an idea that i'd like to get out this month. i think that's doable tbh !! it'll be posted on my instagram when it's eventually finished (;

— POETRY because it's not too much of a time commitment and because i enjoy it a lot, i'll likely post some more poetry this month...woo me!!! if you don't like it...uh, me neither! but hey it's content and i'm starved for it!!

*note (to myself and others): i start school again on monday...while i'm taking less units than last quarter, it's still an obligation that'll take up some of my time, plus i'm working part-time still at my job. i tend to put too much on my plate lmao so if i end up falling through on one or more of these, my apologies, but it's okay. there's always time. i'll get to them eventually!!

so it'll be an eventful month, it seems!! idk how to end this...uh...i hope you guys like my content?? lmao, and good luck to me i guess! 💛

[agentmika]

@alwaysanoriginal thank u sm for the tag Char!!! And it’s technically after midnight so Ik it’s not ur bday anymore but happy bday again <3 sorry I took like 2 weeks to get to this lmao

RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

(^ clearly I do not follow the rules because oh my God I am not tagging 20 people but I copy and pasted the rules anyway)

^^keeping what Char said however I have no shame and absolutely will tag 20 people. Don’t feel like you have to do it tho! 

Name/Nickname: Cherish, I generally don’t go by nicknames but I have had friends call me Cheroosh, Cherie, and once upon a time this douchebag in middle school tried to be way too chummy and said “cherbear.” Unfortunately I actually think this is cute but he was annoying so if anyone wants to reclaim that for me be my guest <3

Gender: female, she/her

Star sign: Taurus (I don’t follow astrology stuff but I am happy w/ this in a vague sense)

Height: 5′8″ / 172.72 cm

Time: right now?? 12:18 AM baybeee

Birthday: April 26th! It is fast approaching and I shall be 21

Favorite bands: this will be hard and far from a comprehensive list. Muse. Saint Motel. FOB. AJR. Florence and the Machine. Green Day. The Hot Sardines. Queen. The Regrettes. Uhh, this feels like a unique thing to mention here so I also still like and listen to some songs by Chameleon Circuit, a band that made music inspired by Doctor Who. 

Favorite solo artists: seconding what I said before but here we go: MIKA, Lizzo, Mitski, Hozier, Janelle Monáe, Watsky, uh Daft Punk is technically a duo but they’re not a band and I gotta mention them

Song stuck in my head: I’ll give you two. At the time of being tagged it was "Runs in the Family” by Amanda Palmer because of this amv and currently it is “What the Hell,” by Avril Lavigne because of this one

Last movie: Space Sweepers with my friend Cindy :))) It’s space found family and has a really cool universal translator thing b/c sci-fi that has sooo many languages in the film including Nigerian Pidgin!!!

Last show: in full? Wandavision. in part? I watched the first episode of the new pacrim anime :/

When did I create this blog: 2014...yes I’ll admit it I was once superwholock. 

What I post: whatever I want catered to an audience of me 😌 currently that consists of predominantly SPN renaissance posting, some more recent occasional personal sharing, the old guard, writing and poetry I like, memes, etc 

Last thing googled: not counting the cm thing so “was this song used in a movie” (trying to find if there was a site for that sort of thing)

Other blogs: I have some saved URLs but honestly I don’t have the energy to maintain multiple blogs. it’s all on main baybee!

Do I get asks: rarely but sometimes! ty to those who sent me desticule asks yesterday  <3 Ily 

Why I chose my url: as I admitted before I joined in superwholock era (tho admittedly I began spn after starting my blog im pretty sure) and I couldn’t decide upon a URL that mashed together all the things I cared about so that-one-fandom-chick was born because it was an umbrella thing

Following: uhhhhh...1695....I’ve been meaning to go through and clear this out b/c some are def defunct and I followed a bunch of new ones in the aforementioned spn renaissance

Followers: 788. I’m a relatively small blog in my corner of the internet I think? Plus tbh  like 200 of these have been since Nov 5th lmao when I turned full spn blog

Average hours of sleep: according to my Fitbit, currently 7h 8min. would prefer 8+

Lucky number: big fan of the first few multiples of 7, in particular 7, 14, and 21. I like 64 quite a bit, and thanks to my sister, also 11

Instruments: :/// I wish. I have a keyboard and took like a month of lessons as a child and have tried and failed to teach myself at least 3x. It taunts me. I will try again one day. For now I can kinda play Charlie Brown theme one hand at a time, still memorized from early childhood. 

What am I wearing: My comfy pair of pants that look like a bowling alley floor, fuzzy socks, a periodic table pun t-shirt, and a purple Comfy aka this thing for the uninitiated

Dream trip: keeping the diff versions from Char: 1. also a road trip with friends across America (preferably with a playlist including Fragments of Time - Daft Punk) 2. One of my childhood history obsessions was Pompeii. I would like to see it. 3. Literally almost anywhere outside of the US. I have not left it except for a few trips to Canada since I’m right at the border. 

Favorite food: I have very simple tastes. I love my mom’s holiday baked mac & chz w/ bacon <3

Nationality: American

Favorite song: no ♥️ (also keeping this from Char lmao) One that I always love the vibe of tho is So it Goes by Hi-Lo Jack

Last book read: :(((( this makes me sad b/c I read a lot but I’m actually in a reading drought rn b/c I got stuck on a book and I’m a completionist. Technically still reading The Immortalists by Chloe Benjamin, but soon to begin a book club with Neuromancer by William Gibson 

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: Star Trek PLEASE. One where magic is real, maybe the Graceling universe? Gimme a special ability and heterochromia. Tbh I haven’t thought about this much but I want space and magic so whatever gives me that. Since I’m very into superheroes and the prior statement I will also say maybe Marvel. 

Favorite color: Yellow 💛

If you actually read this all, hi ily <3 say hi :) this was an excellent way to stay up much later than I should’ve! 

andddddd taglist at the end: @fan-art-ic, @hirschco, @davidfosterwallaceandgromit, @autisticandroids, @princesshamlet, @shitun0t, @crisp-breeze, @hotgirlcastiel, @omniscientoranges, @cor-aeterna, @actually-a-hobbit, @galaxybrian, @char-arts-occasionally, @sobsicles, @spriteofwinter, @ohsweetflips, @stevebeyonce, @casthyelle, @internetcrimes, @tinyneverthelessfierce

again: this is voluntaryyyyy <3