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I just saw one of your fave games is What remains of Edith Finch and I’m so happy! I feel like its a lesser known game but i loved playing through it. I’m so happy to know more than just my small friend group know about this game!
Sorry this isn’t a question. Also want to say that you’re art is amazing and the development of the designs is so interesting to see. Also the way you draw intimate scenes have so much emotion to them. I love the Aj and rarity kissing comic so much, you can just feel their love for each other ;w;
Thank you so much!
I highly, highly, highly recommend What Remains of Edith Finch to anyone interested in narrative game experiences/"walking simulators." It's one of those games that was handcrafted with nothing but love. Every room you explore is just... real. The way the light flows in and makes the colors of the living room, the kitchen, the bedrooms glow. Playing the game is like walking through your childhood home as an adult and seeing how the dust clings to everything you once touched. Also genius-level gameplay mechanics, ones that can make you completely empathetic with the character you're embodying or feel completely complacent in their tragedy. It's really not fair to call it a walking simulator because it's so much more and so much smarter than that.Everyone talks about the fish one.
The theme of death and memory and storytelling and the burden of invisible trauma and self-fulfilling prophecies is so affecting too. The ending made me cry.
#detective-marshmallow#ask me#using this ask to seriously plug edith finch#and to talk about spoilers here#major major major spoilers#because i still think about walter. who saw something so awful and traumatic as a kid that he spend the next 40 years living right under hi#family. and everyone forgot about him#i think about the house. literally aching and creaking with the family's history of strange deaths#i think about sam. who had to grow up in an empty bedroom he once shared with his twin brother. and stare at the partitioned-off side#every single day#i think about edith. who knows she will have a child and knows she will die and continue the family curse but decides to live anyways#god edith didn't even make it to adulthood.#this game tears me up from the inside yet it's so full of love and fantasy and hope#it was honestly really helpful for my death anxiety.#don't fear death. one day you'll go. people will mourn. and then they'll tell stories about you.
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What would a mother not do for her child What lengths would a mother not go There's a bond that exists between mother and child With no end to how strong it can grow It's a promise for life between mother and child It begins from the moment of birth.
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She is six years old, and standing on the porch at her Auntie Alicia’s cabin. She is six years old, and holding an old rifle in her hands, standing at the railing and pointing the nozzle at a large target a couple feet away. There’s a pair of old ear muffs covering her ears. Behind her is her daddy and her sister, and Auntie Alicia. She can’t see them.
Danielle Martha Fenton is six years old, and her momma has her arms wrapped warmly around her, keeping the gun steady for her. It’s heavy and the butt digs into her shoulder uncomfortably, and she feels nothing but determined. And nervous.
Her momma was teaching her and Jazzy how to shoot, and they’re down in Arkansas to visit Auntie Alicia for her second “Divorce-iversary” as Auntie calls it. She keeps a hunting rifle in her gun safe for the rabbits that like to nibble on her garden. She mostly grows rhubarb, which goes untouched. But her carrots and greens and other veggies like to be tempting snacks for the game.
Regardless, she is six years old and learning how to shoot. Her momma and her daddy (mostly her daddy) have been banned from every shooting range outside of Amity Park in a hundred mile radius. So Auntie is the best place to learn, or so momma says.
Danny thinks it's just an excuse to see her sister, not that she's complaining. She loves visiting Auntie.
She’s already seen Jazzy do this, her momma told her before the muffs went on to shoot when ready. No use trying to fire when you’re not; you can’t afford to miss when shooting ghosts.
Danny breathes out steady, just like momma taught her, and quells her trembling little fingers. She focuses down the barrel, and pulls the trigger.
Immediately, the recoil throws her off, the side of the gun that her cheek was resting on knocks against her skin, harsh enough to bruise if it weren’t for her momma’s steady hands holding onto her. The bang of the gun startles her more than she thought it would, and her heart leaps up and runs a jackrabbit through her chest.
The gun is carefully slipped out of her hands, and Danny lets it go easily, her cheek smarting in pain and her eyes wide and following up to momma. Momma turns the safety on, and with a gentle hand, pushes against her chest. Danny takes a few steps back, and slips the ear muffs off her head.
Mommy is smiling big at her, something that Danny can’t help but replicate on her own face as her heart swells. “Did I get it, momma?” She asks, watching as she passes the gun off to Auntie Alicia, who steps over to take it.
“I’m going to go see, sweetie, but I think you did.” Momma coos, before planting both her hands on the porch railing and, in a single leap, vaults over the side and onto the grass. She’s dressed all comfortable for the summer heat, with her hair all tied back and in shorts and a tank top and nice boots. Danny’s ribs swell hopefully, and she stands on her tiptoes to watch her walk over.
“I’ll be hard-pressed to believe if you didn’t, Martha Mae,” Auntie tells her, grinning like a cat, “that was a damn good shot.”
‘Martha Mae Knight’ was Danny’s granny’s name. Auntie Alicia calls her that because of her middle name — and because, by her words, she has her momma’s weird-shaped eyebrows and piercing blue eyes. The kind that could scare a hawk into singing like a robin. It was Danny’s favorite nickname ever.
Daddy laughs brightly, the sound painful on her ears but twice as nice, and despite the distance, Momma whirls her head around to shoot Auntie a glare; “Language, Alicia. Not around my girls.” She warns. Her accent always comes through when they’re around Auntie. It’s Danny’s favorite thing to listen to.
“Do you think so, auntie?” Danny says, bright-eyed and ever-optimistic. Auntie Alicia nods fiercely as Momma finally reaches the target and searches for the bullet hole. Daddy then comes up behind her, still laughing, and claps a hand onto her shoulder so hard that it makes her knees hurt.
“Of course she did!” Dad boasts, as bright as the sun and twice as warm. He shakes Danny affectionately, wobbling her on her feet and pulling her straight into his side. She goes so willingly with a burble of giggles. “She’s got the eyes of a Fenton! And our family are darn good shots.”
Auntie eyes him up and down, her smile immediately fading off into a pressed line. “I’m sure you mean she’s got the eyes of a Knight. You couldn’t hit the broad side of a barn at twenty paces, Jack Fenton.”
Jazzy holds back giggles from where she’s standing by the door, her ear muffs in hand, and Danny watches her Daddy’s dark eyes immediately narrow. Just like Auntie’s, his smile tapers off into a frown.
Before he can say anything, there’s a cheer from the yard, and they all turn to Momma clapping her hands in delight.
Danny immediately pricks her ears up, and would’ve darn near rushed over to the railing if it weren’t for her Daddy’s hand on her shoulder. She yells instead, excitement thrumming like a hummingbird against her ribs, “Did I hit it, momma?!”
Momma beams at her with all the pride in the world, “You sure did, Danny!” And she turns to press her finger against the target, right on the inside red ring of the battered old bag. “Right here, sweet girl!”
There are cheers from all around, and Danny’s heart bursts inside her lungs with shiny, sunshine glee. She puffs her chest out big, and smiles so wide it hurts the cheek where the gun smacked her. Her Daddy shakes again, squeezing her tight against his side in a hug that Danny happily reciprocates.
“What’d I tell you, Martha Mae?” Auntie tells with a big wink and a wide grin, the gun still gripped tight in her hands as Momma makes her way back over. “You got a Knight’s eye.”
When Momma makes it back over the railing, she hugs Danny tight and praises her shot. Danny looks her in the eyes and chases the feeling, and asks to shoot again.
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#cw gun#cw gun mention#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc au#dp x dc au#martha knight au#female danny fenton#fem danny fenton#danny is martha wayne au#got a little something something written for this au. the dichotomy of the happy memory and the fact that she's being taught this to shoot#ghosts. the innocence of a child and the reality of the situation :]. as well as danny's steadily disillusion from her parents as she grows#fun fact! this memory is based off one of my own when my dad was teaching us how to shoot so we could (eventually) go hunting with him.#i was around danny's age i think. a little bit younger maybe. so a lot of this stuff -- like Maddie helping her hold it up and them#wearing earmuffs and Danny immediately getting the gun taken away after she shoots and danny herself backing up are all based off#what i could remember. albeit the only difference here is Alicia holding the gun and Jack and Jazz standing behind Danny. in my own memorie#iirc we were all supposed to stand inside when it wasnt our turn. but we also didnt have enough earmuffs for everyone to stand outside.#slaps danny's head like the roof of a car: you can fit SO much trauma in this kid. enjoy her joy while it lasts :]#smth smth the idea that the fenton parents weren't bad at first but instead became a steady decline once they got into building the portal#smth about how danny knows somewhere that they could improve because they were good before. but they aren't and she wonders#who they love more: their daughters. or ghosts? (the answer is their daughters but danny finds this out in a way she doesnt expect)#that beginning song lyric is from “after all” by christine ebersole btw. its danny's theme song for the au.#i thank god every day for being a daycare teacher because the word 'daddy' has been CLEANSED for mEEEEEEEEEEE
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MMKAY, TIME FOR MORE OF MY WILDLY-SPECIFIC X-MEN RAMBLING PAIRED WITH GIFS I SPENT TOO LONG MAKING.
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Erik Lehnsherr takes a hilarious amount of joy walking around and interrupting the X-Men doing things only to hit them with a surprisingly deep bit of advice or some shit then walk off like a bamf
Like my man literally rolls up, INSULTS Hank, then strolls off
And he did this soon before he was going to try and leave the CIA base. So he must’ve just been like “I’m leaving soon and stealing some files but oh wait lemmie go fuck some shit up real fast brb”
Whyyyy is he walking like that?????
Such a confident bitch ass strut
My man knows he’s hot and walks like it
Charles has impeccable taste
(Wait wtf after writing ‘taste’, my keyboard on my iPhone suggested the tongue emoji as the next option, like whattttt)
Gifs made by me in Canva 🎬
Goddammit I love writing these oddly specific X-men rambles 🤣🤣
#x men#erik lehnsherr#gifset#my gifs#x men first class#goddamn it I love him#I’m biased for Charles of course but I’m growing to love our boy Erik more every day#why is he so pretty#he doesn’t give two shits about anybody and that’s the hottest thing about him#aight brb im gonna go insult someone real quick#or give them fire advice#either way I’ll be lurking around
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uh night mode engaged sparkle on!
#metal sonic#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#art#fanart#digital art#doodle#eggman#i drew that previous metal and was like#i wanna see him with a black coat#baby dyes his hair#he's SO#he's my son actually#i need to draw organic metal so someone can pinch his cheek#my love for this little fucker grows every day#returning to ps means i get my old brushes back im experimenting i barely remember most of them xdjssjfhdsjf#my ass desperately trying to not make him look like mephiles ITS HARD OK THEY BOTH HAVE NO MOUTHS AND SHIT
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LYCA DW IM YOUR FRIEND!!!!! WE'RE BEST FRIENDS !!!!!!
(lyca's affinity 8)
LYCA I'D DIE FOR YOU 🗣
Bonus: (the other option)
#“no one comes and talks to me anymore” [LOUD GLASS SHATTERING SOUNDS]#but whats shattering is MY HEART#the urge to fight the general students grows more and more each day.....#lyca bby :(((((#IM SO UPSET!!!#(“carryoky” gghdgdgd i absolutely love his cute misspelled words)#ugh anyways i love lyca this is a lyca loving zone#every tongue that rises against him shall fall#tokyo debunker
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[ID: A digital illustration of Tashiro Gonzaburou from Sasaki to Miyano. He is shown from the knees up, wearing his outfit from his 2024 official birthday art. He’s holding a hand over his head to block the sunlight, and is smiling and looking off to the side. His hair and clothes wave as if blown by wind. The color palette consists of bright blues, oranges, and greens. The artist’s signature “sunnfish 2024” is written on the side. /End ID]
My girlfriend gon-chan
#his birthday outfit soooooo cute. the shorts…. the summer vibes….#i have to keep drawing#my fucking GIRLFRIEND#there is a very thin line between loving him as a character and wanting to be him. and it grows thinner every day#tashiro gonzaburou#tashiro gonzaburo#sasaki to miyano#sasaki and miyano#im so insufferable about him#im SICK !!!!!#going to start weeping about him again.#augh#my art#sunnfish.png#described#procreate#ssmyverse#hanzawa to tashiro#gon-chan
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Wilson works in a toy store to afford living among humans 💔 is it worth it!
#he shaves his face every morning but it grows back by the end of the day 💔#yipee that's my art!#art#artists on tumblr#oc#original character#spn oc#spn fandom#spn#supernatural oc#supernatural#WILSON#I hate this guy someone take him out back and dispatch him#he does not love his job but he loves having money. so#kitsune
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#David Tennant#Alec Hardy#Ellie Miller#Broadchurch#my gifs#Aww! Look at her TINY but FOND baby smile at his sass#He's growing on her#I love how she just... ACCEPTS him. Yeah she'll express disbelief at his weirdness#but it's always only the first time she comes across it#then she accepts it fully and simply works not just to ignore it#but ACTIVELY completes him. Remember the scene with Finley's last day?#He forgets Finley's name AGAIN in the same conversation? She nearly rolls her eyes but quietly reminds him of the name with no judgment#All he manages for a colleague leaving is well-done or good job#She makes sure to give him sass and go 'He'll be overjoyed' but she doesn't rail or mock him.#In S3 she simply tells him she thinks he should apologize to Brian#but that's it. She doesn't berate him or go on about it later#She tells him to make a cup of tea and holds his gaze and he goes and makes it and that's it.#Even when she goes 'Every time' later she still drops it at once as soon as he has sth else to talk to her about.#How much do you want to bet that she is one of the first ppl Alec Hardy has met who just... ACCEPT him?#Fully and without reservation? Just as he is? Aww those two. <3
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will never stop posting about him . . . i don’t even think i could if i wanted to
#him >.<#every single day my love for adrian grows#he’s so prettyyyy lord! with the golden hair and eyes . . . he’s such a dream ❤︎#i need this man like never before .#my husbanddddd#꒰ঌ castlevania.ᐟ ໒꒱#꒰ঌ rambles.ᐟ ໒꒱#ৎ୭ ⨾ alucard.ᐟ#castlevania alucard#alucard castlevania#adrian tepes#adrian fahrenheit tepes
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I realized I had forgotten to swatch for the button hole before starting the second sleeve. And an Hour later I have a swatch with 8 button holes before I got happy with how they look. The pattern basically says "make buttonhole" and I'm not experienced enough with garment knitting to go on just that.
I did manage to confirm that despite sizing up my yarn, I'm still going to need 1 inch/25mm buttons. I don't currently have 6 matching 25mm buttons that would look good with this yarn, so decisions have to be made. And unfortunately my brain has decided the best possible button would be a rose gold coloured shank back(?) button preferably that looks like an actual flower. Which, good luck to me for finding that relatively affordably.
I think I'm just going to knit the cardigan and decide once it's all sewn up. If it fits well and I think I'll wear it, I'll spend the money to get Nice buttons.
#swatching the button holes only took an hour of testing and writing and googling tutorials for things#but looking at buttons on ebay/etsy/random craft stores... that was three hours#i had fun tho tbh i love shopping :)#there IS novel reasons for the Ideal Buttons!!!#theres no actual description of buttons or anything. but still Novel Reasons#the Guy who Knit the Cardigan is representing by gold. like his hairs and eyes are described as golden regularly#i think its actually like a pale gold? but i think rose gold with the pinkish would look better with this pink#(i don't actually own anything rose gold i plan on taking a swatch with me to Somewhere with Rose gold to see them together)#also this is a designer pattern. the buttons deserve a bit of Class. i found some chanel buttons that would be great if i give up on flower#another thing about the Guy who Knits is that he like. CONSTANTLY is bringing the protag flowers. somehow not bl btw#off the top of my head i'm 100% sure he brings him carnations and i'm prettyyyyy sure roses?#sadly there's no canon colour on the carnations. the list of questions i have for the author grows every day#but the flower buttons Speak to me. maybe if i go for more simple buttons i can get a carnation applique or something#also i really really hope that i can read my own handwriting in the (v optimistic) two months it'll be before i knit the button bands
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thinking about the first time will sees hannibal after three years. how the highly sophisticated man he remembers now looks wearier, his hair a little shorter, the lines in his face a little deeper. how he’s been degraded but still holds himself with pride and dignity, refusing to be humiliated. how will is a married man and really thought he was doing okay but knew he was kidding himself the moment he laid eyes on hannibal again because it doesn’t matter how much time passes he’s still horribly in love with him and never truly moved on. he knows he lost his heart the day hannibal gave himself up, and it didn’t start beating again until this moment, three years later. and the ache of it hurts so much more than it did before. if anything, the longer they’re separated the worse it gets
#he wanted to know whether they could survive separation and the answer is no. they can’t#and will trying his damn best to keep himself composed during his whole visit#refusing to call hannibal by first name and everything#and hannibal *still* manages to see right through him and get under his skin#the whole time will is torn between throwing himself out a window and smashing the glass right then and there to get hannibal out#the same way hannibal felt when he saw will in jail and realised he didn’t want him there anymore#it’s just the inherent longing and ache of seeing the person you love growing older and damaged and vulnerable with time#and you realising it doesn’t matter what happens or what they do because you fall more and more in love with them every day#s3b angst from will’s pov kills me my god#nbc hannibal#hannibal#will graham#hannigram#ghost speaks
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cyberverse megop is like endlessly hysterical to me bc this megatron in particular is just suchhh a messy bitch right to the very end. like the fact that they have on multiple occasions attempted peace talks...? that even after a million billion years he's still hitting optimus with the "you could join me, old friend!" bro doesnt even want to be here. he wants that cookie so bad. and the craziest part is autism prime over here isnt even like a hard catch. if megatron would just be normal and communicate directly for like a minute the war would be over and they could suck face. unfortunately i think doing so would Actually kill him. like he'd die on the spot if he admitted to wanting something that isn't ultimate power. so everyone just has to like die fighting this absolutely pointless war bc megatron cant get over his own ass for a single minute. and its honestly kind of incredible to witness. fumbletron for real. I'd say we should kill him but he already dies so incredibly badly that he's effectively just written out of the show entirely like he never even existed so.
#the extent to which im not joking abt autism prime either. temu peter cullen is so fucking funny#just the most monotone grandiose Optimus Prime Voice for every single sentence. Autobots 、The Grass Is Green.#autism prime x wtf am i gonna get a therapist for to tell me im in love? that im in love with my enemy? lmao pass.im straight. i am straigh#he literally gets hit with the most straightforward sign from the universe to grow and change as a person and STILL FAILS#and it literally kills him. id call it poetic if this wasnt the same show where drift betrays the autobots-#despite failing to ever establish that he was a decepticon at any point or even like existed beforehand#comical show. clownery the whole way through#no transformers show has all three: looks good + well written + more than 2 women#espeon cries#**i wrote this 4 days ago. im releasing it from my drafts cause i think its funny still#no one else is posting about this fuck ass show!! except for me in my goddamn drafts its getting bad in here#rbs are still off cause im Scared. of what? im not even sure
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SHUT UP everyone SHUT UP. I just realized Venom is gonna be the first trilogy ever where I'll have watched every film in theaters during the original release. The first time EVER for me???
6 years. I was just finishing middle school and now I'm half way through college. And the whole time ive had the same interest in the world's most fuckable alien. There is not a single other thing that I have consistenty remained interested in in the past 6 years. And I get to watch 3/3 in theaters. How wonderful. How marvelous. Even if I DO have to sit between my straightest friend and my father. That's so crazy
#rehks rants#venom#the end of an era so literally#no matter what happens this weekend I will always love the first movie#if I can grow to love spiderman 3 (2007) I can love this movie no matter what#every other trilogy I caught the start or end of it#I didnt watch force awakens until I was on my way to last jedi#I watched ant man for the first time on a plane#and honestly they just dont make that many trilogies these days they're all mcu which means not a real trilogy#I was born too late to see the hobbit or lotr or the matrix in theaters but venom#idk venom recaptures the magic of rami spiderman for me#obviously its not as good but it tells its story in a similar way and updated to fit the times better#and everyone thinks its shit 😊#plus they kept him out of no way home which was the best thing for him#that little bit of time was perfect even tho it still makes no fucking sense for him to be there#ok ok this post is not about my growing resentment for no way home
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Fears that I've been repressing and not addressing, telling myself to stand tall and "not show weakness", started to slip into my nightmares.
I just want to crawl under my blanket and cry, cry, cry until I've cried myself to sleep... and wake up in a better parallel world, where my paranoia is not eating me alive, where I can feel trust and comfort.
#personal#/vent#I am getting compulsive thoughts of cutting out like 95% of people who are nice to me and interact with me semi-consistently#because.. well it is all trap right? it is all pretend right?#any positive words and feelings are just to lull me into false sense of safety and then abruptly abandon me#without even me knowing why.#I already have my reservations and feel reluctant to open up to someone who expresses truly liking me#because I just know it won't last long enough.#either I'll push them away in some way or they'll find out something about me and instead of discussing it with me-#-just will discard me right?#so sometimes just being lukewarm under assumption that this niceness and love is temporary is not enough#I want to just... scream. scream to stop mocking me. to stop trying to deceive me.#to cut everyone away except for like 6 trusted friends#and then live in fear knowing that if even one of these friends vanishes or dies.. I'll die too. internally.#I won't survive the loss of even one person whom I can TRULY trust. at least my heart won't.#as for nightmares? the recent nightmare was about a certain group that hates me turning ARTORIAS against me lol#I know it SOUNDS humorous from aside but within the dream it was *harrowing*. to just watch them 'warn' him about me#and him subtly agreeing to be on guard.. and wishing to protect them or anyone from me#and me knowing my chances to be friends with him got preemptively ruined#I've been thinking back on it all day and every time I did I actually cried. why I am such a child?#I am like reverse miquella: my body grows but my brain is forever that scared vulnerable traumatized kid. forever.#/paranoia
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Oh Yukio they could never make me hate you.
Make me extremely angry and frustrated and fill me with the desire to reach my hands through the screen and knock some major sense into you? Maybe even occasionally feel dislike for you? Yes.
But not hate you😔
#ppl are allowed to hate whatever characters they wanna hate#but if you are a Yukio hater#I understand#I do#I say this as someone who loves rin to death and wants to give him a fat hug every time he gets hurt#but#I might accuse you of lacking media literacy#cuz Yukio has so much trauma even tho his behavior upsets and infuriates me it does NOT surprise me one bit#like do y'all forget that that is a child#like that's a 15 year old boy who was basically forced to grow up at age 7#I'd be angy too if I was him#THAT BEING SAID#is his anger misdirected?#of course it is#every time he directs his anger towards rin for something he didn't even do I wanna bonk him on the head#he's so wrong for that#but at the end of the day he's an angy little boy in a teenager's body who's hurting a lot#anyway#thank you for coming to my ted talk#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#okumura yukio#yukio okumura#blue exorcist yukio
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Visual Novel/Comic mundane AU
How about mundane au with Magnus and Clary being the creators of a visual novel/comic series
(Clary does the drawings and Magnus the story),
and the both of them taking inspiration for the characters from the people they meet at a local coffee shop?
Alec, a secret comic nerd and huge fan of said visual novel/comic, and completely enamored with the wizard character in the series, gets even more into it when the story introduces an archer character who is immediately flirted with by the wizard.
And is it just his imagination, or does the wizard kinda resemble the cute asian guy he sometimes sees hunched over his laptop at his favorite coffee shop?
#magnus bane#alec lightwood#malec#shadowhunters tv#malec prompt#mundane au#Magnus and Clary are both working on a novel/comic in which the characters are inspired by themselves and the people they meet#and one day Magnus saw that tall gorgeous brown haired guy and was like “My character would totally fall in love with him”#and you know#maybe clary and magnus met in therapy as teens and got into writing/drawing as a means to deal with their issues#and over the years they made this every growing plot and then they decided to actually publish and then things just grew and grew#and Alec's like “I wish I were that archer guy so that I could romance the wizard.”#“But hey; that guy in the coffee shop writing on his laptop is cute and real and maybe I should make heart eyes at him.”
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