#my inner demons oc

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I saw a little thing on Pinterest so I made it with Ava, Nova, and Lorilie as it :>

(My inner demons)

[fartzapril]

Random MID oc doodle

(funfact: her character was inspired by the song "Gretel" by soddiken)

[demons-mind]

Here they are!! I hope you like them!!! (I changed there desinges slightly :>) anyways a question, how do you think Leto, Sarah, and Hibi would react to my oc Nova :)

(Hope you enjoy them :3)

OH MY GOSH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!! 💚🥰😍💚🥰😍💚🥰😍💚🥰😍💚🥰😍💚🥰😍

(Also for your question, Sarah would be friendly with them if they're friendly back. Hibi it depends if they're a Daemos or a Human, if human she would be her normal sweetheart self, but if a Daemos she would put on a "Warrior mask" and be tuff with them. As for Leto, she doesn't really open up to people very easily, so she would give them the cold shoulder for a long while before she can be nice. Hopefully I explained everything well enough. Again Love the art!!! 💚💚💚💚💚)

[nonomives]

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[ellie-shy]

I get it. I understand Lucanis now. I understand him. So. Much.

I just finished his quest Inner Demons and locked into his romance. And I cried. I legit cried while doing his personal quest. Because I felt it. It felt so personal, to Lucanis, and to myself.

I'm gonna pour my heart out under the cut because Lucanis has just ranked up so high into one of my favourite fictional characters ever. And that means a lot to me.

When I played my first playthrough (and of course avoiding spoilers) I saved Minrathous. And I was devasted to see how Treviso looked in the aftermath. Then, Lucanis was hardened. I know that there will be consequences with Luc's arc but I was not sure what it will be. So, after finishing the other companions' personal quest and getting the Hero of Veilguard for everyone... except Lucanis. I really thought after defeating Illario I would get the Hero status with him, but nooooo. Only after finishing the main quest, I got it. But, I felt something was... missing. Something was missing with Luc's arc, but I couldn't put my finger on it. Thus, I finished my first playthrough.

Understandable, I did hardened Lucanis. But it got me so curious... what was it that's missing in Lucanis's personal questline?

Then I made my dear dwarven Grey Warden warrior Rook : Juliet Thorne, to romance him.

And I finally got to the Inner Demons quest, a quest that I never done before (and also tried so hard to avoid spoilers before doing it 😂).

Hold my hand while I confess this. I cried. I really cried when doing Inner Demons. This is what I was missing in my first playthrough?? Helping Lucanis escaped from his inner prison???

Inner Demons felt so personal. Like deeply personal. My Rook is actively involving herself into Lucanis's deep and personal thoughts. And you know what made me cry even more? This quest felt personal to me too.

I also understand Spite now!!! Why he wants OUT!! He didn't just want to go out in the world through Lucanis, he can't even go out of the Ossuary that Lucanis has made for himself, his own turmoil and guilt 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I get it now 😭 Oh God do I get it now (still crying btw).

Spite wanted to go out and it knows that they aren't in the Ossuary anymore, but why does Spite keep seeing the Ossuary? That is what made Spite so frustrated! Until Spite was desperate enough to ask for Rook's help because Spite knows, Rook "opens doors, never closing them" 😭 Spite knows the only way to get through Lucanis, is through Rook.

Lucanis, has made a giant wall to protect himself from everyone. Including Spite. He self-isolates, to the point of pushing Rook away. But he didn't mean it. Lucanis has a heart of gold. He is kind, he remembers my Rook's chocolate drink, he cooks for everyone, he considers Emmrich's vegetarian preferences, he buys things for the team, he isolates himself in the pantry because he doesn't want to cause trouble to anyone. He is a selfless bastard that's willing to sacrifice his happiness and comfort for everyone around him. Why? Because he thinks he doesn't deserve it. 😭 This mindset has developed after years of trauma. Years of training and torture... so he can be perfect. If he can't be perfect (which is the very high standard and expectation that he has set for himself), then he can never have happiness. At least that's what he thought. And I get it, because I have this trauma too.

This is why he punished himself so much. He was rescued by Rook and lived, but has a demon inside him. His city is saved, but at the cost of Neve's city. He made a god bleed, but didn't kill the god as per the contract. He killed Zara, his abuser, but he was devastated that Illario, his family, was involved. Every single time, everytime Lucanis thought he had a moment of victory/happiness, it will be at the cost of another he cared for. And he punished himself again, and again. Trying so hard to solve his own problems without involving anyone, and never asking for help. And that's why he pushed Rook away, he can't lose another person he cared for. Because he is such a selfless man!

I felt this, his trauma, fear and anxiety, I can relate with Lucanis. This feeling will eat you from the inside. It will make you develop a sense of self-hate, low self-esteem, not being satisfied with everything you have done and etc etc. It will drown you, literally, within your own spiral of self-hate. I cried while playing the Inner Demons quest, because it felt so personal to me too, as if I'm drowning again. But visualizing it with Lucanis this time. And hey, the Ossuary is an underwater prison. Lucanis is drowning.

And it's hard, you know. Because you will feel like no one is gonna help you other than yourself. Yet, you can't even save yourself. Lucanis couldn't save himself.

Until Rook.

The way that Lucanis just kept pushing her away, but my Rook just kept breaking down every single wall he built. Reassuring him, acknowledging him, supporting him, validating him, every step of the way. Rook didn't give up on him. Rook cares for him, so deeply. And nothing can stop her from reaching to Lucanis. Lucanis was so scared to lose Rook, or something would happen -- but Rook knows, it's gonna be okay.

I cried again because... to have someone like Rook, who willingly bring down every wall you make, carefully guiding you out of the place that's drowning you... that's special. That's very special. Rook is so special to Lucanis. Whether he was romanced or not, Rook is special. I was so happy for Lucanis, he has found someone, that will bring down his walls, that rescued him from drowning, that reassures him that he is enough. Because he is enough. And he will be okay.

This quest is so personal to me. Lucanis is a fictional character that resonates with me, so deeply. I understand him better now, because I see myself in Lucanis, and the experience he has been through are so similar with mine irl (minus being possessed ofc haha). It felt so validating, knowing that I am not alone. But don't worry about me, I'm in my own healing journey too <3 The moment I bawled my eyes out was when reading his thoughts fragments. My actual thoughts that time was "why does these thoughts sound so much like mine?".

Now I finally understand what was missing in my 1st playthrough. Knowing Lucanis, he built a wall to Rook, because he just lost his city. He has to put his guard up to Rook because he knows, no one will save him. Eventhough, in the end, he does trusts Rook, but not enough to bring his walls down. And that's valid, because I would do the same.

This is what makes his romance so meaningful and deep. He is vulnerable to a romanced Rook. He trusts Rook wholeheartedly. Literally, placing his heart on his hands and presenting it to them. Rook freed him from his inner demon (which was actually, himself), and guess what happens next? Lucanis would literally worship the ground Rook walks on. Let me tell you something, to achieve this level of trust in a relationship with someone like Lucanis, is otherworldly. I can't explain how meaningful Rook is to Lucanis. Perhaps even Rook wouldn't know how important they are to Lucanis. Only Lucanis knows how much Rook means to him. And me, the player.

Lucanis is a man that's going to treat you right. He would cook for you, he would take care of you, he would waste his time with you, he would do anything you ask. He would live for you, he would die for you, he would kill any gods you ask to keep you safe. His words and actions carry weight. Lucanis is indeed a passionate man, but his passion is only for the person that deserves it... a romanced Rook.

This is such an emotional post, but I just want to express how this short 'outing' quest means a lot to me. I won't go into detail on how much similarities I have with him. Just let me say this, I see myself in Lucanis Dellamorte, and I'm happy that I'm not alone going through the journey of healing my inner self.

Let me be hopeful, that one day, I will find my own Rook <3

[shiroganeryo]

Happy Father's Day with the Bungo Dads! 💞

Now we've come full circle as we celebrate the fathers today 😊 For the moms, please check out the Mother's Day post ❤️

Profiles/credits: Fumiya Nakahara, Yūko Tsushima + Sadako & Torao Kunikida are my OCS~ Chuuya, Dazai, Atsushi and Kunikida belong to Asagiri and Harukawa!

[melluvsuu]

I need like some mcd/mid/mystreet x reader fics... like PLEASE I know some of you are back in your aphmau phase PLEASE!!!

[bushkit]

DAEMOS OCS DAEMOS OCS DAEMOS OCS

These guys are actually the first characters and story I have as far as timeline goes, taking place over twelve thousand years before the events of Season One! This point in the timeline was a crazy one, the daemos kingdoms didn't exist yet and the dragons not only were the dominant species on Tramea, but they were in a fierce battle against each other for territory that left the daemos terrified and seeking refuge deep in the woodlands trying to hide away from all the firey bloodshed.

Soren is the main character of this story and his is one of the most important ones to Tramea’s history. Without him, the daemos and dragons would not be the way they are today. (It’s quite Httyd inspired too, even Soren’s design.)

Arrow and Byrdie are Soren’s friends, and help him out as he goes along his journey through the story. You will be seeing more of them in future posts!

[ruthpretzels]

My Inner Demons OC redesign‼️✨

[darknoverse]

What if I said hypothetically yet another fankid design?/hj

[blepbleepbop]

The happiness chemicals have activated with these two ocs! These two are My inner demons ocs! And i cherish them deeply! They came from a thought of if there are demon like creatures then maybe there are angel ones too! And so a couple years ago these were first made and I’m proud of the change! Sorry for my bad handwriting… also Yes Amarus does know about the Daemons due to walking into the apartment to give Quinn a surprise visit and finding the men. They were immediately concerned at first—

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(!NOT A SHIP!)

Just a little art thing I made off Nova and Ava, because I just thought of it since I'm thinking of making Nova a sort of spirit and since spirits usually spirits acompanie some one (usually between a Daemos) so ya!!! :3

anyways I hope you enjoy this little piece of art :)

[wompwomf]

mfs when i pump out art by the bucket ♡

[demons-mind]

Sarah’s Remade Bio

Name: Sarah Lilly Dalton

Nicknames: Rhys-Rare flower, love, and Fire Flower. Ava- big sis or Sis. Asch- the whore of the group. Noi- Mommy (One time on accident)

Species: Human

Magic: none

Wife of Rhys

Likes: 18+ shit, Rhys, Ava, her Brother Sam, Ava’s Dads, singing, protecting her friend, doing her own thing, touching Rhys horns, messing with Asch, ice cream, and any type of good book

Dislikes: Her father, her Ex-husband, Rachel, and people “fucking” with her friends and/or family

Fun Facts

Her and Ava know each other when they were both in diapers until middle school

She is a really kinky person (no, NSFW art on here)

She calls Rhys, her "Sunrise!!!" (And yes It's a pun! 😋)

Kinda is seen as more of a motherly person by the others, but more of the fun parent

she was married and then divorced

she’s know exactly what touching the horns means and loves abusing the hell out of it (only on Rhys)

She grow up in a household with strong old believe, Thanks to her Father, she also hates her father’s “believes”

Thinks of Andrew and Devin as her second parents

when her and Rhys go on dates they would somehow always end up at a ice cream place, every time

When Noi called her mom he actually sees her as a mother, and she was actually really flatted (it pisses off Rhys and Lorelai)

She and Asch have an unspoken rivalry when they first meet

Is considered the most beautiful woman amongst the five other girls

Her Ex-Husbend, miss treated her with his words and cheated on her with another woman

[asrielmerrymoon]

Some late story daemos ladies for the girlies.

[eepyartz]

So, I made Oc’s based off of this request I made to @brights-place

Meet (In Order) Tori(Asch), Rai(Pierce), Lloyd(Rhys), & Dori

Appearance and scars based off each of the three boys from the request. But, Dori was one I added for Leif like just now cause why not, to make it more angsty he’s dead but he can make himself visible to the point where you can physically touch him and see him.

I imagined them as triplets in a way (or Quadruplets), Instead of imagining them as the same person I made em very different. And for Dori his timeline is being since they basically left their home, he probably died in the crossfire so they took him with them so, they could bury him properly. They keep a picture of him in there room as a memento, I feel like Dori would appear at night cause he became a little mischievous so you can assume he probably likes scaring any humans in the halls. But he also resides near ava like the others.

And also for fun I thought of like animal based traits or habits each would have

Tori-Cat

Rai-Snake

Lloyd-Cat/ Lizard (To camouflage)

Dori-Husky/Golden Retriever

Soo byeee