#my hyperfixation is starting to sound like
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If you see me add the name “Arthur” to my nickname list, no you didn’t.
If you bring this up to me, i will deny anything and everything.
#my hyperfixation is starting to sound like#change your name#to your favorite character#I NEED to be a grumpy British man#it’s in my blood#guys I need to go buy a sweater vest#ARTHUR IS JUST A CUTE NAME#ALRIGHT!?!#OKAY!?!
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forgot to ever post this here but i had the most fucked dream the other night and i had to draw it
#it was so vivid.#bill gets to wake up from it here but in my dream ford was just like.. actually dead#it was wild. i love when i pray for dreams relating to my hyperfixes and this is the kind of shit my brain provides#um#billford#tw decapitation#tw mild gore#fucked up#yes it was specifically the mr bill pines bill and ford#my art#personally im a big fan of how i drew the other bill and ford#dream context: i bought a new apartment and invited friends over for a housewarming party and i guess i was just casually friends with#multiple bills and fords. pretty sick tbh. but in my dream i remember just like walking around the party and then coming up to join their#conversation just in time to witness this happen. i remember that the entire apartment went completely silent and i literally vividly#remember the sound fords body made when it hit the floor and then bill spent the rest of the dream freaking out trying to reverse time or#revive ford. i cant actually remember if he ever managed to figure it out bc my dream just devolved into something completely unrelated#about a storm suddenly hitting and the river in the backyard of this apartment started to flood and i became a lot more worried about that#ive been having some. interesting dreams as of late.#ANYWAYS#um. ask to tag#just in case
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kitchen of witch hat vibes
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i have more stuff but this looks like a normal post someone normal would make#MR QIFRY SOUNDS SO GAY IN KITCHEN VOLUME 3. WHAT IN THE. every single word he says.#i'm sorry i scorned the translator because i thought orufrey was being made less gay. i still have Quibbles but im sorry.#sensei drew live orufrey in canada but i dont know that actually bc if i read about that i would feel so jealous i'd feel sick! thank god#(takarazuka talk->) REIKOUMI.......i have not thought of zuka for months bc i really drifted away due to reasons#and it was hard to feel the full emotion i should be feeling. :( mix of depression & witch hat atelier hyperfixation#that makes it physically impossible sometimes to access lain aside feelings that i really do feel#BUT...right at the end of the sayonara show with the long long held kiss and the music suddenly everything HIT and i started bawling#they were/are deeply deeply special. i will NEVER forget what they mean..i'll go on my personal reikoumi pilgrimage leading to tokyo raku..#i love takarazuka even if i love witch hat atelier <- Autistic affirmations
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i should listen to more artists, new music. *listens to five songs from something that isnt tally hall related* wowzers that was good. i should listen to that more often. unfortunetly for them, theyre are not a middle aged colourful tie wearing fella. back to my regulary scheduled tally hall. *listens to only tally hall for the next 3 weeks nonstop untill i again decide to widen my music taste*
#in the two months and ten days ive been hyperfixated on tally hall ive noticed a pattern#tally hall#devilish rambles#ill be listening to tally hall and decide i want to widen my music taste#so then i do but just for a teeny bit#then i go back to the familiar sounds of tally hall for weeks on end with no interruption from other music#this happened to me recently#i started listening to will wood regularly (alongside tally hall)#but im going back to tally hall#last month it was lovejoy#and before that it was lemon demon#its not cuz i dont like these other artists. tally hall isnt my favourite band. im just INCREDIBLY hyperfixated on them#im literally listening to tally hall right now
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really all i should need to do to get professionally dx'd with autism is show them my warrior cats conlang from senior year of high school
#i'm technically not dx'd with autism. i have like one of those umbrella diagnoses#'Unspecified Neurodevelopmental Disorder'#aphelion.txt#wc#warrior cats#autism things#it was soo involved. had a lot of fun brainstorming grammar#selecting phonology reasonably similar to the sounds cats can make#made up a writing system of simple lines and dots and slashes that could conceivably be made by claws#even made up different accents for each clan#started brainstorming a Tribe of Rushing Water dialect/related language#and the mountain cat parent language that the clan and tribe languages would have descended from#THEN i started drafting a rogue/kittypet separate language#and the ways it interacted with the clan language causing loanwords and phonic drift#*phonetic drift sorry its been a while since my last linguistics hyperfixation#started making a dictionary using an app i downloaded on computer#THEN at that point i finally burnt myself out after like a month+ straight of hyperfixating#sometimes i still reteach myself the written language at random when i get really bored though#and use it to write secret messages in english#(because there is an alternate mapping for english phonetics. obvs)
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y’all… i’m so SO excited about this halloween fic but… i am STRUGGLING lol. the words are not happening and there is 0 motivation to be found anywhere.
🪐<- her ass is NOT writing
#just remembered burnout is a thing too like oh right THATS what this is#saturn starts yappin#i’m in too deep to every lose this hyperfixation but we’re definitely in a dry period lol#started trying to write the other day and i accidentally made crosshair sound like hank from dbh#you’ll never guess why lol (lies) (dbh has become my only train of thought 24/7)#(with like the constant interruptions of echo angst that show up for funsies)#luna daemonium#finished the poster for it tho so that’s fun#damn i should’ve just written it when i was motivated to back in june
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i have nothing funny or clever or insightful to say. cas told dean he loved him and then he died.
#the fuckspn rewatch#i'm so.#listen i am not in spn hyperfixation mode i have been kind of slogging through the last few weeks of this watch#and so i worried the love confession wasn't gonna hit the way i wanted it to#but folks let me tell you. it hit. my god did it hit. quite literally started tearing up towards the end#also fuck OFF that whole speech is so romantic actually?? it's one thing reading the words or hearing fragments in amvs#but actually watching the whole thing in context start to finish is like. oh my god cas is IN LOVE with dean.#people who think it's platonic are quite literally just stupid and not just because of the 'the one thing i want i can't have' thing#it's just start to finish so obviously achingly romantic and misha clearly played it that way#(side note: misha's acting is actually... really good in that scene?? like i'm kind of obsessed with his line deliveries)#(the speech could easily come across incredibly clunky but he made it sound very easy and natural)#'i have nothing to say' she says and then proceeds to write a fucking novel in the tags lmao
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UUUUGHGGHGHGHGH,,,,
#One my friend says that's what I look like when I talk about my hyperfixation.#They said I sounded like a maniac in one moment :[#I'll have to ask my other friends if I'm not boring them with my yapping-#-where I'm running from one detail to another trying to explain to them what I'm into#and also ask how I look when I talk about them.#And sorry about this post I'll make some normal art soon. I promise!!#I don't really hyperfix often. I can only remember the fnaf times that didn't leave me for years and now I fine....#...ok that fandom still haunts me and I can't stop watching what happens there.... but AHEM#And I never thought I'd hyperfix on anything again.#I thought I was finally free.#but now something's gone very wrong I don't know if it's normal. maybe I need help#I'm afraid it'll get to the point where I'll start telling my dad about it because it's going to be really weird.#now its funny to me because I thought I was only gonna post art on tumblr but ehehehEHEHEHAEHHASHAHFAHHAS#I think I'm getting off topic SO BYE.#.... and also there are TOO many tags IM SORRY#folli's though#< - yeah this tag can be here#shitpost#digital art#doodle#ms paint#art#hyperfixation
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yo what the fuck you meant to do when you run out of content of or your niche hyperfixation. Like. On all platforms. Source content? Consumed. And reconsumed. And reconsumed (Like a fuckin cow or sum idk) . Fanart? Seen them. Yes all of them. Text posts? Seen them all. Edits? Watched all of them. Fics (of which there are FEW which have THE BLORBO)? read them. Gifs? There’s only so many scenes you can gif, dude. deleted scenes? Been there. Bloopers? Done that. TIKTOKS? IVE SEEN THEM. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IM NOT SATISFIED
#“Make your own” I will throttle you /nm not /Srs#/lh#/hj#yes this is about Lancelot from natm#honestly I am tempted to just start reading about Arthurian literature but given my uncanny ability to hyperfixate on niche things#I think that is a dangerous path#this is the Romeo and Juliet hyperfixation guy#also Natm Lancelot is specifically the one I’m hyperfixated on#So Merlin Lancelot doesn’t do it#And neither will. Legendary Lancelot#yes I have gone and looped Dan Stevens’ Evermore from the live action beauty and the beast just bc he plays Lance so it sounds like him#Yes I have watched a bunch of Alexander lemtov videos because he is played by the same actor as lancelot#What else can I do the natm fandom only ever talks abt jedtavius#Sigh#niche interests#hyperfixation#adhd#adhd problems#natm#lancelot natm#fandom culture
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Epic: The Musical
#IT'S GOOD. IT'S SO GOOD. I'M GONNA EAT DRYWALL.#AAAAAARGH#GRAHHHH#BARK BARK BARK#for context this fucking thing is the only thing i've listened to on loop since like Friday#ive started watching the animatics too lord help me they're really great too#i feel a new hyperfixation forming. if that's the case I'm sorry everyone. I'm gonna end up reading Homer's Odyssey.#ONE thing tho: there's a leitmotif in there that sounds way too much like a song from N2N and it's so offputting lmao#but thats just my weirdly wired brain the songs still go INSANELY hard
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i’ve fallen face over ass into a (mostly) dead ship
#and by mostly i mean at least half (rip jackie lol)#the brain rot has progressed RAPIDLY#heard a fucking perfect song for them today and was forced to start a playlist#now i’ve got my delusional headphones on and every other song sounds like it works for them#love/hate being that the whims of my gay little brain and It’s hyperfixations#i have no say whatsoever in what they are or when they hit#literally watched the show like a year ago and was like ‘meh’ and then came back to it like last week#and now i’ve read several novels worth of fanfic#anyway I’m just here to enjoy the ride#yellowjackets#jackieshauna#personal#also unrelated but i love butchering sayings#dunno why but i find them funny
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hey! can we see your playthrough notes?
You absolutely can! A lot of them have made it into my posts in one way or another, so it probably won't be a lot thoughts people haven't seen before, but I'm happy to share! It's definitely fun to look back on now that I know more about the game. These notes were intended just for me to organize my thoughts so they might not make a lot of sense to other people, or be phrased in the best possible way. Also TW for a self harm mention
I hope it's everything you hoped for lol
#disco elysium#love how my notes go back and forth between first second and third person to talk about Harry#self harm tw#some of the phrasing here is weird#like the way I talked about Kim once kinda made it sound like I liked him *because* he handled racism stoically and that's not true at all#in my first playthrough I immediately pushed over the pale emitter instead of talking to Ruby so you can see me being shocked by some fairl#basic plot points in the second playthrough lol#I'm not going to fix the spelling mistakes it adds to the vibe#i also started but didn't complete the communism quest in my first playthrough#the tribunal really caught me by surprise ok!!#I also wanted to wait until after my third playthrough to look at fandom stuff to avoid spoilers but then I didn't#and I still haven't finished my third playthrough!!#it gets mentioned in the notes but sometimes when I hyperfixate on something hard enough I get afraid to engage with it because I don't wan#to 'ruin' it#I'll finish my third playthrough eventually
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unironically bossgat lives in my brain rent free
#mar.txt#saints row#johnny gat#it started with the romance option in sr4 and how compared to every single other one it sounds a LOT like a full on love confession#escalated to me opening ao3 for the first time in forever to look for johnny x boss fics#found an absolutely WONDERFUL series of 3 (thus far) johnny x male boss pre-relationship pining fics (trophy husband malewife johnny in +#denial about pining? yes please)#now i'm seriously considering making a proper saints row oc because of this,as opposed to the saints row au i have for thor#(in which he is literally 100% the same as normal except he fucks off to a diff universe for Vacation Time and ends up +#manipulating/charming his way up the ranks of the idols to become some sort of unofficial 'leader' figure,because the idols are right up +#his alley and while he absolutely does not NEED A Cult if he saw the opportunity to have one WELL...........)#the oc is going to be a mirror to my friend's sr oc😌 parallel versions of each other essentially#can you tell the hyperfixation brainrot is insane i never seriously make ocs for games unless i REALLY like them#ive beat. the reboot and 4 back to back without booting up mh again ONCE. and ill probably beat every single other one i can get my hands +#on before i boot up mh again,unless mh6 gets announced in that timeframe (unlikely,given it seems it'll be sometime next year,which is fine)
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#only the thought of eddie curled around me helps me sleep#i miss him so very much#the fandom is going into a lull which is expected but it still hurts#i’m still so invested in him !!! i’m not over it !!! and so many mutuals have moved on to other hyperfixations 😖#i have my moments and blips but eddie is who i always start and end the day with#helena speaks#i sound fuckin wack but maladaptive daydreaming hits different it’s like a whole other world on top of the world im already#navigating
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and if i said.... pet.er peve.nsie.....
#i have never read the books but ive just watched the first 2 narnia movies#it was def my first time seeing prince caspian idk ab the other narnia i probs watched it as a kid#but he..... he is calling me#mr doomed blonde twink who makes poor choices but is doing his best....... welcome back all my muses#i was gonna say welcome back kurt but... tate... levi.... probably more#ive never been. Good at writing fantasy im not great w anything that requires lore#hes just. oh hes calling to me#and the. specifically the pains of living a life in narnia and being king and then having to go back to the real world and be Just A Kid#idk if hes in the third movie im ab to watch it now but the bitter sweet end of 2 where he says hes leaving narnia and he wont be coming ba#and aslan says its bc he has nothing more to learn from it like..... kinda heartbreaking and would destroy u as a person#a world where ur king and u do everything u can to make the right choices but u dont do things really right and u get people killed#and yeah narnia prevails but it doesnt prevail bc of u. its in part bc of u but ur decision cost lives it risked a lot#and then its like. well ur leaving now and thats it bc it taught u what u needed to learn#and like maybe it did but he had no chance at redemption at fixing things there like his redemption was to leave it to someone more capable#and then he has to just like. go be a person. and live a normal life#like thats wild#im gonna go watch the third movie if u have read the books sound off on if u think i should based entirely on my little rant ab peter#the issue here tho. is if i made him. u see. two muses named peter on this blog... both with a last name starting w p.... its almost like.#its almost like one would have to be a solo blog#'but quin ur literally never here anyway' but what if for a hyperfixation muse i was here#this post started w the intent of 'narnia peter solo blog' but now... i am thinking perhaps spider peter would be a better solo bc of his.#bc of the fixation i have#however he intimidates me a Lot as a solo blog bc hes such a. everyone knows him u know hes a Big muse and i fear the pressure of that#then again narnia i think is big too? and theres the talks of the new movies so thats also potentially big muse#its crazy bc i have sososo much muse for every muse i have but my brain is saying abandon this blog and make both peters solos#and i Cant do that#but at the same time................................#my issue has always been too many blogs and being stretched too thin but also. w all due respect. who cares#like i am here to have fun and most of the time my blogs dont last bc no one writes w me not bc i dont want those muses#and yeah theres no guarantee making a new blog would change that but idk. kinda vibe w the idea of starting new
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To all the Pokémon enjoyers:
How do I get into the games? I think I read somewhere It's better to start off with the classics, but I'm not sure how to play them! Is there a way I can play the original games on my pc?
#pokemon#calling all pokemon enjoyers!!#i wish to be one of you!#well i did enjoy the anime well into my mid teenage years#that makes me sound old...#i promise im twenty!!#if you could help i would really appreciate it#If only i knew how to get started with the games...#i know it wouldve become a huge hyperfixation#like stardew!!#but different of course...
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