#my husband has to parent ME into just beushing my teeth and drinking water
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#uses this post as a vent because i have ahit in my brain that i dont actually wanna say to people but wanna get ut out of my brain#i fucking hate myself#i feel like a waste of time and space constantly#i never can do anything right#even when i do something okay kr am proud of something theres always people who do it better#i can never be close to perfect and it eats me up#i hate my body i hate my brain#i have no personality i have no creativity#all im good at is copying others#their art styles which i use as “inspiration” because i cant even make my own pose for drawings or do anything original#their personalities their likes and dislikes#nothing about me is mine its all things i grabbed from others so they would like me#and now i dont like me#i dont know me#i dont feel like i deserve to exist#but here i am and im going to exist even though it hurts#i dont know why people love me but they do#they at least love the me i am to them#and i cant handle hurting people so i will exist#im going to be a parent#how am i going to take care of a baby like this#my husband has to parent ME into just beushing my teeth and drinking water#im fucking useless#im ugly disgusting trash that will never do anything positive with my life#but maybe thats just how i feel today idk maybe tomorrow will be better#i doubt it#if you actually read this and you know me#no you didn't#dont talk to me about it plz
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