#my heart is broken
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graciecatfamilyband · 2 days ago
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#i wish for a day where my heart did not bleed from all the losses that come with serious chronic illness#i know i should be grateful for even being able to type today#to think today#to make choices good or bad today#but there's just so much mourning to do that never gets done and it just piles up and up#i wish i could have a thanksgiving#or a birthday#or a shabbat#but instead this weekend will be about maintaining consciousness to not wreck my sleep schedule#making sure i don't lay down more than 14 hours each day#and trying to remember that this boredom is s gift#bc when my cognitive dysfunction was super bad i couldn't even be this bored#or this sad tbh#i couldn't even be this sad bc I wasn't physically well enough to have emotions this intense#🎉#anyway this is so wildly inappropriate im so sorry its just so hard to hear how terrible i am for not handling my illness better#and i feel like such a failure but i don't know how to do better with the symptoms that im given#and i live in a society that is always going to try to make me feel bad for being this sick#so i know i should just do the best i can do and focus on not beating myself up#but its so hard#chronic illness is loneliness upon loneliness#the loneliness of being too sick to connect#the loneliness of everyone giving you advice that is the functional equivalent of 'run 10 miles a day instead of 20'#the loneliness of having experience no one else can relate to#the loneliness of having nothing to talk about bc you don't do anything#my heart is broken#and this is not an appropriate venue for it#but it's just so hard to smile all the time and try to be appropriate#i'll get it together#i'll learn my lessons and put my public face back on and go back to mourning in private I just need a second
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ivs023 · 23 days ago
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What really makes me sad is that no one from the main cast came out to support Lou when the hate and threats started. And now it seems they are rewarding the haters
I hope that in the end it doesn't come out that this was personal.
Because absolutely no one is going to convince me that this was originally planned. Everything was bad.
At then end, neither Lou or Tommy could be part of the 118
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mr-culper · 4 months ago
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He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now. He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him. But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes. — 1 John 2:9–11 KJV
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leclerc-s · 3 months ago
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this just breaks my heart even more
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notetaeker · 10 months ago
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meara-eldestofthemall · 8 months ago
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On Monday, a little over two weeks after a traumatic brain injury that caused catastrophic damage, my beloved husband of over 45 years passed away. While I held his hand and gave him one last kiss on the cheek, his breathing slowed than stopped. He was the great love of my life and my best friend.
After a Mass of Christian burial on Tuesday, we'll sing him to his rest. There's a song that's traditional in my family. We sing it at the graveside and those who have gone before us sing in heaven as we do so, uniting the living and dead in love. It was originally in Irish Gaelic but was translated into English about two generations ago.
Into the keeping of God I place you.
May the gate of heaven open to you willingly.
May God come to claim you.
and carry your soul to the City of Saints.
Don't fall in love with this life.
It passes like blossoms on the branch.
Follow the path of those who journey
from this life to the land of the saints.
I'll be back after that because the world doesn't stop for anyone's sorrow or heartbreak. Life goes on and somehow so must I. Mike expects that of me and I'll honor that final wish.
Cherish the time you have with those you love. You never know when it will end.
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pumpkinnkidd · 1 year ago
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and for the first time, the grass is green.
@barrenclan
( altered version under cut )
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mayunagioia · 5 months ago
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I knew this episode was gonna hurt, but damn I'm so bad at math
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criticalyasha · 1 year ago
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C3E77 - 「 Imogen’s promise 」
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sbrown82 · 2 years ago
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TINA TURNER (November 26, 1939 - May 24, 2023)
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thewizardofrp · 5 months ago
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"Darling, you are all I ever wanted love to be." - e.s.
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mr-babish-the-bunny · 3 months ago
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To the people who loved him as he was, a little asshole who was the most handsome friendly boy in all the world...
My first true best friend and heart rabbit 🩶🤍🖤
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Mr buns binkied his way across the rainbow bridge tonight 🌈 he waited for me to come home like the best boy he is and gave me one last cuddle before he left 🖤🤍🩶
There will never be another like you, handsome man.
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obx-baddies · 19 days ago
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Sometimes, All I Think About Is You
Late Nights in the Middle of June
Can't Make You Happier Now
You Can't Fight It, You Can't Breathe
Now I Gotta Let You Go
You Know It Hurts Me Too
You Look So Broken When You Cry
One More Than I Say Goodbye
😪😭💔
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mr-culper · 5 months ago
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The first casualty of war is innocence. — Platoon (1986)
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papaxcamote · 14 days ago
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so you're telling me that the same man who fused Viktor to the fucking hexcore just so he wouldn't DIE, the same man who got heimerdinger fucking FIRED from the council just because of Viktor, the same man who told Viktor that the only place he wanted to be was by HIS SIDE doing science, did THAT?
don't f w me right now im sobbing
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cambridge-nps · 23 days ago
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This break up makes no sense, especially after 8.05 but bad writing aside I feel so bad for Lou.
All the none stop harassment that man has faced only to be blinded-sided by losing his job.
And Oliver saying we would enjoy this episode!?Really how cruel!
Sorry, 911 my life has enough shit in it, so goodbye forever 💔
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