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I will never heal
#i am so unwell#ill never get over this#touya.....#oh god..#my head hurts like hell#it feels like it will explode#I'll always love you toya#touya....#i love you toya#dabi#touya todoroki#mha#toya my beloved#bnha
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drawing fanart everyday for Danganronpa: A New Generation until the First Episode comes out
Day 340: Headache
Check out the fangan!
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Biograft jumpscare
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well it’s my birthday today
I already want to go back to sleep
#I’ve been working a lot the past few days#my back is fucking killing me#my head hurts like hell#and everyone is going nuts over doing something today and I can’t deal#I haven’t celebrated in literal years today is just another day to me#vent#inkpen is stupid
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I'M SURE HAVING A FUCKING NIGHT TONIGHT
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caffeine addiction is stupid i wish it was not something i need to function.
#i NEED to get a decent pour over set up i cannot deal with this shit man#my head hurts like hell#text
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another failed sneaking attempt
#i didnt even have this written down as an idea#i just started drawing cause i was bored and here we are#i think this is the most effort ive put into a multi panel post yet#purple text on a grey background is very difficult to make look good so sorry if it hurts your eyes#getting better with expressions i thhink. no longer hate myself whenever i do that downturned mouth thing on uzi#and head shape im a lot happier with the rounded square kinda head shape i see in all the md art i like#forgot to draw on ns sketchpad in the last panel. woopsies#theyd probably have a little bit of trauma regarding the solver stuff but like#theres no way in hell uzi is turning down the ability to become a sick as hell nightmare worm#for all its evil stuff the solver was edgy as hell and i think she would be totally on board with that#honestly i think i just wanted an excuse to draw solver worm stuff#i doodled it a bit ago and liked the way it came out so i wanted to draw it more#my hand is cramping im wrapping this up#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#the worm bit in the final panel is solely because i remembered i can use gausian blur to give the illusion of depth or whatever#never actually tried that before i think so here i am#oh yeah uhh#nuzi#i guess. i think this counts#im not well versed in the Fandom Rules
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about our favorite dad-finder, telemachus!
who do u think he marries out of nausicaä, calypso, or circe? (personally I'm team nausicaä for LIFE)
or does he secretly walk off with pisistratus (dad-finder's sidekick), hand in hand as the sun sets and a big 'telestratus' in bold print is in the bg??
DAD FINDER I GIGGLED
I’m sorry anon but the Telegony does not exist to me. There is no Telegony in Ba Sing Se.
I’m a fan of Telesicaa endgame actually… They’re really cute…. I really want to draw them one day once I figure out Nausicaä’s design🥺(colors my beloathed). Hungry ass multishipper moment, whatever gives Telemachus all the joy and happiness, I am all in for.
#crashes Telemachus nausicaa Peisistratus and hell even Neoptolemus since we’re here and im batshit crazy like Barbie dolls#everything the telegony stands for goes against the odyssey for me RAGH.#it hurts me bc I love playing around with ideas of family#if I can somehow have Telegonus the boyo without any of the attached tale. I’d gladly take it.#putting a gun to my head would be easier than making me have Telemachus with Circe#I’d accept polycaste too 🤔
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Character relations/opinions!
Alright before I post any more Battle Addict stuff I should probably explain what a League Council is. Here's a summarized diagram:
A Pokemon League is a region's network of specialized skilled trainers. It is run by the League Council, which includes finance, HR, marketing, PR, and other managing departments which are divided into different branches depending on who they work with.
This is all to say that everything gets messy very quickly when news of the diagnosis spreads through the network. Originally the diagnosis was supposed to be private information for only the Battle and League departments, however certain higher ups felt it was a safety risk and notified gym leaders as well in the event of future collaborations.
The network is mostly divided into people who are positive/neutral about the news, and people who feel negatively about the twins as a result. Coworkers who were already familiar/close with the two tend to be positive, or at least supportive, whereas those who didn't know them got another reason to avoid them. Some people think they should go on leave for "recovery", but some are more forward and want them terminated.
If you're wondering where Cynthia falls in this, she's a foreign top league worker (Sinnoh Champion) who is hosted in Unova. Basically she has dept. employees assigned to help her connect to people around the region and get different services if requested. She's basically watching everything unfold from the sidelines, with every interview about her opinion boiling down to "lol if you're scared of people stronger than you then get good". She does also bring up historic accounts of CM/HCCM though, mostly to clarify that CM is not a new or scary thing. She's not for or against the twins, rather just hoping to use this as an opportunity to teach others.
I didn't end up drawing her because I got tired but Elesa got the news too!! She actually got it before everyone else since the twins decided to go tell her beforehand. The general scene basically had Ingo and Emmet deliberating in the car, Ingo telling Emmet it's not too late to turn around and go home while Emmet was hesitant but adamant that they needed to tell her first. She probably took it the worst out of everyone but that's mostly just cause it caught her off guard that her friends would just randomly drop in to deliver the news. She's still rooting for them though, mostly trying to support the Subway with more collaborative events to make the twins look better after the hit from the media. She also tries to rework Emmet's restraints where possible, usually trying to make them look more cohesive with the rest of an outfit or trying to make them less visible (cause as much as Emmet says it's not a big deal it's still the first thing he looks at in his reflection).
Here's them in alt clothes :7
Man is cuffed under there (T_T)
Can't really think of too much to say so hope you guys like the art and see you later!
#submas#submas au#au#ingo#subway master ingo#ingo pokemon#nobori#emmet#subway master emmet#emmet pokemon#kudari#pokemon shauntal#caitlin pokemon#marshal pokemon#champion cynthia#grimsley#Elesa will use these two to model clothing lines without mentioning Emmet's are technically modified to match his work requirement#“His hands are just cold dw about it”#I wonder if Emmet's version of the clothes would be sold seperately#surely there must be a market for thick clothes with long sleeves and a compression fit#hell Emmet's league restraint is like half leather by volume there's gotta be an audience for that#also for those wondering‚ BFOs are considered auxilliary to the formal league and are considered as extra members for special events#They're generally not included unless an event is being planned or they need the extra marketing bait#Also the General Department handles other tasks!! it's just that most people are assigned/categorized for a specific dept. anyway#so the GD is for people coming in from out of the region or people ranking below gym leaders since they aren't assigned#All this writing is kinda making my head hurt‚ see you guys later
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you know when you keep thinking of a scene and cant move on until you at least hastily scribble it? yeah.
(technically skyward sword comic (destiny) concept art but i dont expect anyone to make sense of this mess lol .. its a scene from the third and last part of the story, blue thing is a horribly rough version of hylias true form)
#ganondoodles#zelda#art#tloz#loz#demise#hylia#doodles#yeah i hesitate to tag it properly#bc what the hell is this#but also i dont want to spend even longer on this#scribbled it like a madman to get it out of my head lol#might hurt my image as an artist as this is barely readable but you know#its gonna sit around in my folder and collect dust so why not post it#might be theres one person who likes it around here somewhere so here goes#also if you are worried yeah hes trying to kill her but cant bring himself to do it#they will hug and cry and be fine uwu#....for now
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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I feel so genuinely devastated.
Good Omens has turned into the one thing that kept me feeling alive, that kept me going, that made me go through how much of a mess life is right now. It has become into such a substantial part of my life.
And I know I'm not the only one who feels like that.
And this is how it'll go? 90 minutes when we could've had 6 whole episodes?
We deserved better. Terry deserved better. Aziraphale and Crowley deserved better.
It's not fair. Fuck Neil Gaiman, fucking predator.
God. I just want this sadness and emptiness to go away.
#good omens#vent#i know things could've been worse. please. i know#cancellation was the only other option. yes. but fuck.#i can't believe it's all going to be a rushed feature movie#i haven't stopped shaking and crying for the past hour and my head hurts like hell#fuck
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Obsessed with the idea that lucifer has a very strange, tilted moral compass. Like he seems so squeamish about certain things. For example i can imagine him being terrible about seeing others in pain or hurt (how fragile sinners are, that’s scary!), which he thinks makes him an oddity among his people, thus proving hes better than the low life sinners who only want to hurt others and are worth very little. Do you see the spiral 😵💫
#whereas Charlie also doesn’t like seeing people hurt but she’s much more part of hell than he is#and she’s less precious about it which makes her less judgmental and she doesn’t think of sinners as ‘them’ or very different from her#hazbin hotel#Charlie be better than you father in every conceivable way challenge!!!! and DONT end up like him in your persuit of that like he did 😭#break the cycle jump over the pitfalls… i believe#lucifer morningstar#this makes more sense if your in my head with me btw
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Clayton and his wife being t4t. Post.
#dont ask where the hell this came from but seahorse dad clayton is a nice thought#im going tk bed now my head hurts like all hell#legends of avantris#curse of strahdanya#clayton azran
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hiya l'il-- medium?...large?? Assorted Sizes-Guy
oh thanks! i could always use more spices-
. what am i supposed to do with this.
#surrounded by henchmen (smaller Me's) i peer reproachfully into my inbox#2: ...get him pregnant?#*slaps 2 upside the head* you absolute GOON he's ALREADY pregnant we can't get him DOUBLE pregnant#2: well... why not? if creatures can have two uteri then i don't see why--#Me: *drags my hand down my face* yes i know but. just. dont#3: Picture this. your snake wife is so full and round (because who knows how many snakelets are in there)#3: one day he has to stop working much earlier than usual. u kno. cuz of the MASS. and he starts getting insecure about his body changes#3: so he touches his tummy . looks up at you with those big eyes and murmurs 'am i... unsightly like this?'#3: and u whisper reassurances to him while kissing his face#3: then u promptly rail him on the nearest comfortable surface to erase any doubt of him being unattractive#Me: ..............WHAT THE FUFK?#3: *shrugs aggressively while maintaining eye contact*#Me: NO. pregnancy isn't even our kink. why are we-#3: not YOUR kink maybe#Me: *incredulous stare* how the-- you know what . Go to the timeout zone. i'm not dealing with this today#4: the ask says 'snakumo' though. Wouldn't he be in snake form then...?#3: so? THIS CHANGES NOTHING.#Me: GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#3: *rolls eyes and mutters while walking away*#5: who's greg?#4: dude you can't be serious. if WE know the meme then YOU know the meme#5: i'm serious. i haven't been online in 16 years#4: look. when you wonder if sex will hurt baby top of head-#Me: WHY ARE WE DISCUSSING THIS?#2: because we are currently engaged in a circle of ppl squicked by pregnancy... who must make pregnancy jokes#4: it's all about the joke potential ya see. gigglemaxxing#Me: *massaging my temples* i'm not ready to be a father. i never will be.#6: KNOCK HIM UP AND EAT HIS EGGS SO U CAN KNOCK HIM UP AGAIN. NO ONE SAID YOU HAVE TO BE A FATHER !#3: (muffled from a distance) HELL YEAH BROTHER#Me: SHUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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