#my guidance counsellor (who's a bitch btw) asked me why im “so bothered that not everybody knows the same things you do”
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#I hate my classmates#I don't even consider them my friends anymore because theyre SUPER transphobic#and I wish I was joking when i said that everyone in my school is stupid#like i cant tell if its because they're rich#thats the only thing they all have in common: they're rich and they're stupid#they're like the kardashians i swear#“if i had enough money I would quit keeping up with the kardashians”#“if i had enough money i would take a gap year” GIRL YOU LIVE IN THE MOST EXPENSIVE CONDO IN THE CITY#and most the teachers are fucking assholes#this one teacher made me have a full blown breakdown by telling me 'i dont deserve to be mentally ill' ???????????#there are only two teachers i like and i dont even like them very much honestly#actually i dont like anybody#everybody around me sucks#maybe because everybody around me is transphobic aka they all want me dead#huh i wonder why im so depressed all the time#my guidance counsellor (who's a bitch btw) asked me why im “so bothered that not everybody knows the same things you do”#which first of all - these people think the bladder the stomach the colon and the womb are the same organ. they are stupid.#imagine going to a uni lecture that talks about how the earth is round and everybody keeps asking BUT WHY the earth is round#then even the professor isn't even sure if the earth is round or not they're just reading from a textbook#welcome to my school#I currently hold the record for student with most missed days for 3 consecutive years#but my parents told me that i cant miss school tomorrow#one of the reasons i end up missing school is that my dad wakes me up in the morning#and my dad caused me severe trauma from trying to exorcise me after a sewerslide attempt by holding me down on the bed and reading verses#so imagine you have trauma from being held down onto a bed and hearing a specific person's voice and that person wakes you up every morning#YOU'RE GOING TO START YOUR DAY OFF WITH A PANIC ATTACK#last friday I literally woke up shaking and crying#also my parents bully me i feel like that's a major plot point in my personal lore its kinda funny actually#remember that video that went viral a few years back of the girl that said “checking up on my middle school bully” then calls her mom?#thats me btw LOL
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