#my grandmother is still around and sometimes lucid but im so scared to talk to her because im so afraid that she wont know who i am
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#i don't have twitter anymore so this is going here i guess#my whole life I've only had two grandparents#well my grandfather passed two months ago and we're still dealing with that and now my grandmother is likely going to pass in the next week#and i just#i went a really long time without dealing much with Proper Grief#but both my childhood dogs passed away last year and now basically both my closest relatives other than my parents#and i just wish i could have conversations with everyone again#my grandmother is still around and sometimes lucid but im so scared to talk to her because im so afraid that she wont know who i am#and I'll probably regret not talking to her but also i don't want to taint the conversations i do remember#idk idk im sad and im going to be sadder and#i wish there was a right option#over the course of writing these tags i decided i would try and get a call with my grandmother
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