#my grandma passed away yesterday and im fine cause we did not have a relationship at all
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#death tw#my grandma passed away yesterday and im fine cause we did not have a relationship at all#but we didnt have a relationship cause she was Openly Homophobic to me#and im seeing all my cousins and relatives post these sweet posts for her#she was the best grandma she was so compassionate and accepting#who was always a phone call away and im like#damn i wish i had that grandma!#the grandma i had ostracized and ignored me once i came out#and made comments about me to my mom#so where did yall get that grandma i want one#that sounds lovely to have a nice grandparent anyone want to loan one out#cause the only type ive ever known is Bad#but anyways thats making me more upset than the actual fact that she died is#like the person yall are talking about is a complete stranger to me#how am i supposed to be sad when the person i knew i considered an incredibly distant relative#who i hadnt seen or spoke to in 5+ years#and who didnt like me#(there's a really good bakery near her tho that i do miss. hm.)#delete later#edit: i meant to put after the phone call bit that once on her birthday i tried to call her#and she let me get one question in then made an excuse and hung up on me#so it certainly wasnt for lack of me trying
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