#my gf called me their man a few times... gets me feelin some typa way

[stolkat]

Not to 'serious' post on the zest account but: I wanna be more boyish and I think a big step forward in that is to stop refering to myself in feminine terms and calling myself a girl so often, even just as passing comments

Even though I'm genderfluid, I think referring to myself in fem ways prevents me from seeing myself as the boy I want to be. I also keep using fem terms because its mentally easier and feels like 'cringe and embarrassing', its easier to do because it doesnt feel weird to do. I'm a genderfluid boy, not a genderfluid girl yk?

I feel kinda excited about forcemasc stuff (maybe even casually if my partners down for that..) because it'll get me to hear masc terms and phrases being used for me, and will maybe get me to use them more for myself (which I have a hard time doing right now)