#my gender identity 🤝 my lesbianism

[snoopy-sapphic]

my genderrrr uaghhhhh!!!!!!!!! desire to present more butch!!!!! my hair needs 2 be even SHORTER!!!! jorts!!! jewelry!!!! masc clothing!!! it’s like I have this version of myself in my head that I reallllly want 2 be and it feels *almost* attainable, but right now, I feel stuck :/

[deathricedrawn]

girl peri if u even gaf (more stuff below)

This piece was made for personal use as an icon!!! for me!!! if u want to use it tho go ahead!

I love Women and i love Peri from fopanw so i made peri from fopanw into a girl and I LOVE HERRRR SHES SO CUTE. This is my interpretation of her!!!!! shes kind of like an oc to me

This isnt like a genderbent au where like, everyones gender is swapped. Only peri and irep turn into Girls and everyone stays the same👍 That being said I'm kind of projecting my gender identity onto girl peri and she's actually genderfluid instead of being a Binary Girl. Sometimes she feels very comfortable being feminine and a Girl but sometimes she also feels masculine and like a guy, just with feminine presentation. Shes like the "how i look with he/him pronouns in my bio" meme. On that same topic, i like to think she goes by she/him pronouns (though i refer to her with she/her so people dont get her confused with Canon Peri🤘)

Heres a doodle i did when figuring out her design. Her hair is VERY soft and i ended up going with a lighter shade of purple for her hair than depicted here to give her a softer/more whimsical feel.

I like girl peri because her vibe is basically like... charismatic woman who comes across as very confident and as if she has everything together and Is A Normal Person, but shes just Not. Shes quick to unravel when faced with the Tons Of Demands from her godkid Dev and her ex.

Speaking of her ex...

BUTCHFEMME PERIEP🗣🗣🗣!!!!!!!! I made this doodle very quickly so its kinda ass but idgaf

I havent thought about him much yet but Irep is a he/him butch (i might slap she/her onto that too, so him and peri are matching but like flipped. so he/her and she/him solidarity🤝). Peri and Irep are both lesbians!!!! YAY!!!!!!

Okay i hope you guys enjoyed my rambles idk what im doing YAYYY Lmk if u wanna see more of girl peri and butch irep. Ill see what i can do🫶

[possibilistfanfiction]

Ur butch Bea fic completely encompassed my experience as a butch lesbian and it’s encouraging me to enjoy the little thing in my life. Everything from how you describe her growing up, to the way Bea finds solace in nature and physicality through sports and such. The way you write her relationship with clothing and gender expression is so similar to my own experience it’s kinda crazy?

Im hoping to find a partner someday that will love me the way Bea and Ava love each other in ur fics. It’s just so beautiful I cry when I think about it.

On a smaller note butch Bea has inspired me to get back to the gym lol wish me luck ig

i mean this in the absolute fondest way possible like dyke 🤝dyke affection lol but i think there’s a p lovely & significant universality to the feeling of butch identity — which is, of course, why it exists! i rly loved writing abt yknow… feelings i’ve had, although not the same, but the ~vibe~ so it’s nice that it’s resonating

also i firmly believe clean oversized perfectly tailored earth tones >>>> & i’m lucky enough to have a rly beautiful wife who is just genuinely along for the ride. she’s the best

& good luck at the gym! i’ve been back running w my dog after a few months of PT & it’s slapped

[ursa-arrowbreaker]

me🤝you

having complex identities that people generally hate

What a fucking mood my guy. I love when I get specific with my gender (ie; not having one) and people just, can't get it. Like they can understand a third gender, or being somewhere on a gender spectrum, but somehow the concept of the void eludes them. Also, If I have to hear "wait you think he's hit? I thought you were a lesbian?" one more time imma lose. Yes he's hot, I love him in a lesbian way what's not clicking