#my gay ass almost started crying in the bathtub last night.
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lacefuneral · 8 months ago
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i would like. to love sometime. thanks
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ninja-go-to-therapy · 5 years ago
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The Ninja as Things My Friends and I Have Said
My friend keeps a quote-book and I thought y’all would enjoy this lol
Jay: say your last words to me, I’m about to be smited
Jay: I am so bright, I am star
Kai: Pickles and Dick Jay: Pickle my dick? Kai: PICKLE AND DICK! Lloyd: TICKLE MY DICK?
Kai: I want to play hot potato with a hand grenade
Lloyd: this chocolate milk mocks me
Kai: Can we all agree that when Jay walks he looks like a flamboyant gay drag-queen toddler
Lloyd, looking at a tampon: is that a cheese stick?
Kai: Where you at you little hoe?
Cole: Don’t do gay it’s not healthy 
Jay: I live life as a pirate. Because a pirate is free
Jay: The sun's only up for half the year in Alaska Cole: We have that too. It's called nighttime
Morro: Lick his nuts, they have a sorta Mexican flavor
Kai: I need to be surrounded with seven beautiful naked women in order to sleep at night
Lloyd: You know how there's like a line between bravery and stupidity? Nya: Jay is that line
Jay: Disclaimer: I am an anxious bean
Wu: It’s not your fault but it is your problem
Cole: I can't keep a straight face anymore. It's gay now.
Lloyd: That was such a late reaction it could've been my dad coming back
Zane: DISCO PENIS
Kai: I wanna stand around and look GORGEOUS
Kai: I'm outrageously good-looking Zane: No you’re not
Lloyd: I admit when I'm wrong! Kai: Oh yeah. But I'm like never wrong!
All of the ninja, always: It would be so much fun to hurt a bad person
Zane: what state do I live in? Jay: depression
Kai: cool onesie... can I get inside it?
Lloyd: They call me Santa. I bring snow to the children.
Kai: Don't fucking giggle you little shit.
Nya: I will beat you with a meat stick
Cole: You moan more than the dumpster out back
Wu: Don't stick the plungers on your foreheads!
Garmadon: whY are you SMelLING the plungers?
Zane: How does one piss in a watermelon?
Lloyd: When I become 99 pounds I'm going to eat a pound of chicken nuggets so I can be 1% chicken nugget. It's indisputable.
Cole: It smells like SHIT. Like it smells kinda okay now, but it still smells like shit. So it's like. Perfumeshit
Jay: Your socks are untied
Lloyd: Morro can just molest himself
Jay: Can you please not get a fucking locker smaller than my self esteem
Zane: You be smellin your own shit soon Jay: I already do Zane: Get it? Cause your mom gay. Everyone: ...what?
Lloyd: My name's Lloyd and I wear shoes sometimes
Nya: Unlike Skylor, they actually like balls
Kai: Fuck fuck fucking fuck fucking fucktown
Jay. I’m about to go commit space heater in bathtub
Kai: Vaccines make you gay
Lloyd: It’s not because I’m Asian, its because I eat rice so much
Zane: Hi. I’m Zane. ... my dick fell off
Kai, to Lloyd: Your dad is my fuckbuddy. ... wait. Shit.
Lloyd: You didn’t miss. You hit me right in the fucking nipple.
Kai: Eat my dick
Nya. Bite off your own dick
Cole: Your face looks like you're trying to make your dick fall off
Lloyd: So we were sitting watching TV eating macaroni with a fruit roll-up soaking my feet in a trashcan
Jay: I’m gonna go commit visit Pompeii in time machine
Jay: How can spiders fall from the ceiling and just skrrrrt away
Kai: Because none of us can speak proper sentences
Kai: Hold on. I'm sending a meme. I can't fight.
Jay: Engulf your own dick
Jay: Please don’t have a Boston tea party in my back yard
Kai: Still it felt like I committed a minor crime in Iran with all the water in my nose
Jay: Sensei Wu, please throw scissors... I kinda wanna die
Kai: I got royally fucked
Jay: Get your meaty luscious legs
Jay: The fuck you mean take my pants off? They're always on! Cause no one wants me to take them off!
Lloyd, picking up a napkin and seeing food fall out: IT’S BIRTHING 
Zane, threateningly: Give me your kidneys 
The Overlord: Where is your technology stored?
Zane: I can balance my body on my boner and spin like a beyblade
Kai: My balls are not a muscle
Cole: So apparently I'm not the only one with asymmetrical balls. Lloyd: Wait actually? Cole: Well yesterday Kai gave us a very descriptive description of his balls
Zane, sarcastically: Gosh darn don’t you hate it when you're not allowed to bring your 5 dollar footlong subway to training
Lloyd: So he poked me in the back with a pencil and my third grade self was like, "BLASPHEMY"
Kai: You.... dickmuncher
Jay: We're playing infinity Life. It's like Life but the cars are infinity stones.
Kai: I could have divine gay sex and it would still be nohomo.
Cole, during some super serious training: Bake me into a pie daddy
Kai: a compliment sandwich, like this: I like your shoes, YOU SUCK, your eyes are pretty
Zane, to Lloyd: Don't KILL her! Too much paperwork!
Jay: Stop moving your butt. It's uncomfortable when you clench it
Cole: The STICK.. will be UP YOU! Kai: My ASS is your spot!
Jay, teaching Kai to roller skate: First, we master walking  
Kai: I know I’m beautiful and perfect and amazing and huMBLE
Lloyd: I'm here for a good time, not a long time.
Cole: I'm allergic to emotions!
Zane: Yeet is not a valid Scrabble word
Kai: I love myself 3000. And you should, too. Love yourself, that is. Unless you wanna love me as well, cause that’s cool too.
Zane: Is doing drugs illegal
Lloyd: Post-traumatic stress? More like spicy memories
Jay: Be quiet so I can see
Cole: Why is my wallaber grinding its ass on the floor?
Kai: Whatever, my ass cheeks are balanced ... just as all things should be
Garmadon: IT WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN TO MAKE SOMEBODY THINK YOU WERE GONNA HIT THEM WITH YOUR CAR!
Sensei Garmadon: First of all, nobody says they're fine when they're good
Lloyd, getting himself a donut: A chocolate frosted donut for a chocolate frosted child
Nya, about Harumi: I just loathed her at first sight. Like your dad!
Morro, about Lloyd: He reminds me of a cucumber.
Cole, after becoming human again: I’m like Jesus... I thirst
Lloyd, sipping apple juice out of a shot glass: I'm just... done, ya know
Jay: Zane was eating my popcorn and I was like "hey that's my popcorn!" And he looks me dead in the eye and goes "surprise communism!"
Lloyd: I consumed a spatula
Jay: I almost burned down my house making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich
Zane, after Jay climbs on his back: Unmount me you heathen.
Kai: Yeah it's been such a dick-licking long time
Karlof: In Metalonia we do not have sister, we have brother with pussy
Zane: I want to delete my meatsack
Little Lloyd: At about 10 I was so hungry so I went to the med tent and pretended to be fainting so I got crackers
Garmadon: Before we leave I'm gonna sing a Disney song to attract all the females. Especially Misako
Jay, about to get sunburned: I know right, sunscreen is gross, you look like a glazed donut after you put it on
Cole: I like nuts but not that much. ... both kinds... I like my own nuts.
Zane: Hi I’m Zane and I’m the only one in this group with any form of common sense
Lloyd: Oh there's just someone throwing up over there! Kai: That’s hot
Cole, having a cashew thrown at him: I don’t want to swallow your nut ... I DON’T WANT YOUR NUT
Lloyd: My uncle is  going to sacrifice my body
Kai: Okay. You ALL can eat MY ass
Lloyd: A picture will last longer than your family will
Garmadon: That last rep was like a hydroflask and this one was like a kleankanteen
Kai: I bet for a second he was like "oh my God they care about me"
Kai: Because no one would be ballsy enough, no pun intended, to whip his dick out and piss on a crowded bus
Jay: Fuck a duck Lloyd: Please just dont ..ff... a duck Jay: But the duck likes it. It goes quackquackquackQUACKAFLACK.
Lloyd: Digiorno? More like I'm fucking hungry
Lloyd: My socks are so wet tis but a small price to pay for salvation
Kai: No means no muchacho
Dareth after failing at spinjitzu: Now I'm just dizzy and my ass hurts
Zane: I said, Cole, don’t orgasm in public, it’s rude, and Cole started moaning as loud as humanly possible
Lloyd: Say cheese! Kai: Whiskey!
Jay: Who the fucking dammit
Jay: Spongebob square-nuts
Jay: Actual- ACTUALLY it WOULDN’T make me more of a smartass because my SMART has yet to be caught up with my ASS
Lloyd: I hate it when my foot becomes the itch
Kai: STDs are like pokemon, you gotta catch em all
Kai: Here y’all are like "I like them 'cause of how they hold themselves and whatnot" and I’m just like “GIRL PRETTY"
Cole: I hate it whenever my foot becomes the gay.
Kai: I’m shit at being a person, not a shit person.
Zane: Buses turn me on
Jay: No pissing in our VSCO hangout!
Lloyd: Are y’all on high?
Kai: Its gotta warm up to start lavaing, now it’s just lamping.
Kai, crying: When I was crawling through the sewer my hair got stuck in my knee pit and ripped out a chunk
Lloyd, deepthroating a plastic recorder: I’m blonde so naturally, I'm good at this
Kai: I’m depressed. I’m stressed. But at least I’m well-dressed.
Lloyd: Nom nom milk carton
Cole, playing Life: Give me children
Jay, on a Thursday: If Friday was a Tuesday, it would be today
Kai: We're eating lotion and calling it spicy butter ... it’s spiritually spicy
Kai: I don’t fucking know! I'm not a cheese wheel!
Zane: Beepbeep bitch what's that? My lie detector smells a lie
Lloyd: I aced two tests today! The PSAT and the rice purity test!
Pixal: I don't really get the phrase "dry as bones" because your bones are in fact, wet
Cole: Kai, Kai, we can draw you as one of those anime girls. With humungous eyes. Actually no, it doesn't matter what the size of your eyes are. But your boobs are HUGE.
Lloyd: Jay wants to become the Alpha hoe
Cole: STOP TOUCHING MY HEAD AND SAYING IT FEELS GOOD
Jay: Deli sandwich equals cold hamburger
Lloyd: How was your day? Cole: Good. I have pie dough in my water bottle
Jay: If we do that we can reach our minimum requirement which is our goal
Kai: You can taste the freedom in that nacho cheese
Lloyd: I lust for the crust
Garmadon: You dirty-minded fools!
Anyone, to Skylor: You sucked the fire
Lloyd: OHMYGOD WE GET TO COLOR WITH CRAYONS!
Nya: Not to be lesbian or anything... but DAMN
Jay: No means no in Spanish
Kai: Bro saxophone is literally the sexiest instrument alive
Wu: The only wrong answers are the ones I don’t agree with
Kai: Look, why do you need to be a bottom to suck someone else's cock?
Cole: Jay, you suck Jay: More so than you do? Kai: Wait... wait you mean like you suck at the game or you’re better at sucking than he is?
Kai: WE CAN WANT YOU SEXUALLY TOO
Cole: That's not kinky, that's just abusive
Lloyd: CAN WE STOP USING THE TERM “BLONDE BITCH”
Cole: That’s not how you do it! Straddle me HO!
Kai: I didn’t mean to kick you in the coochie! Jay, I’m the distance: Be genital with her!
Cole: Yeah, also Jay tackled me and then grabbed me in between his legs and Kai jumped on top and Jay smacked his ass and I tried to record so Kai tried to smack my phone out of my hand and missed and his finger went right in my eye so I rolled over screaming and they got up and threw pebbles at me
Cole: It sounds naked! Music!
Kai, to anyone after they say Wu seems chill: He looks like a big soft squishy man but he is not
Zane: On average, in order to feel happy, you need to be touched, (pokes Jay) 8 times a day Kai raises two fingers on each hand: I’m about to make you ALL happy" *every person at the table in unison scoots away*
Zane: You looked like lord farquad but in a cute way!
Jay, after getting a pizza shoved at him. The pepperoni sanitized my facehole
Kai: I am the WITNESS! VICTIM! And I will play ... the e x e c u t i o n e r .
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nat-roman0ff · 5 years ago
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iv. sex & candy, among other things
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 series of blurbs // a certain time and place (read full series in my masterlist!)
 iv. sex & candy, among other things
the one where they almost say ‘i love you’.
wc: 3,214
warnings: cursing (but in a good way), smut (see title), & melted chocolate (gross).
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She always does this, thing. Despite however many times he’s seen her naked (which Shawn counts at about 285 at this point) she still hides herself. He isn’t sure if it’s like, a confidence thing. Because he’s pretty sure she’s the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen. And not in that, facetune Instagram kind of way either. She doesn’t obsess over her hair or having the perfect winged eyeliner. She’s beautiful in the way her face lights up when she sees someone walking their dog, or seeing a cute baby despite absolutely hating children, or when she’s reaching for his belt (okay that last one was a bit of a stretch, but they’re both naked and who are we kidding, he’s hoping round two will happen once she wakes up). 
 Shawn begins by tracing her shoulder; he’s basically obsessed with the way that her skin prickles when he touches her, even when she’s asleep. His cheeks heat up when he reaches her neck, his fingers trailing over the purple marks from the night before. He’s sure he’s got a few on him as well. Neither of them had been exactly gentle last night. 
 “Stop doing that, it makes my nips get all hard,” she says, not bothering to open her eyes as a chill shivers down her spine. 
She feels the breath of Shawn’s laugh graze her neck, “maybe that was my intention,” he smirks, she can feel it against her skin when he kisses her there.
 She rolls closer to face him, “you’re gross,” she says, poking at the divet in his cheek.
 “You seem to like me enough.” 
 Her eyes roll, “only sometimes.” 
 Shawn cuts her off by giving her a kiss. It’s soft but so goddamn yearning, as if he hadn’t gone to town on her for hours and hours just a short time ago. It doesn’t take long for his mouth to open and their tongues to mingle. She hitches her leg over his hip and rolls him onto his back, straddling him. She breaks the kiss and sits back, allowing him to take in her full bare upper torso, her bottom half covered only by a tiny pair of lace underwear that sits dangerously low on her hips. 
 He resists the urge to fucking rip them off of her.
 She blushes while his hands take inventory of her body, starting at their resting point on her hips and moving slowly up her sides and back, moving to the front to give her breasts a firm squeeze then roaming the front of her soft stomach. She won’t make eye contact and he notices. Her hands do this weird thing where he can’t tell if she’s trying to stifle a cough or hide her face. She lets him see all of her but she won’t watch. 
 Shawn notices and he hates it. It’s the thing. He grabs the side of her face firmly and forces her to look at him.
 “Do you not feel good about yourself?” Shawn asks while the fingers of his free hand ghost her hip. 
 She scoffs, pushing away his hand from her face, “why would you fucking ask me that?”
 “You don’t have to be perfect,” He starts, and he already hates what he’s saying, “not that I think you aren’t or are. Fuck, this is all coming out so wrong,” he pulls at his curls “I’m just trying to say that if you’re insecure that’s okay. I’m not here to fix that but I want to know why and I want you to want to feel better about yourself. Regardless of what me or anyone else says or how we feel about you.” 
 She wasn’t insecure about her body - at least, not insecure more than the average girl. She had her bad hair days, or the zit from Hell that just doesn’t go away but she rarely felt unhappy with her looks. And she supposes she’s a very lucky person in that sense. She understood that her body was hers and hers alone, a vessel that gets you up and puts you down to sleep every day. That not all of them looked the same and she was never going to be the flawless model on the cover pages of the magazines she stole from her mother’s nightstand as a girl. She understood that her curves were her own, that her stomach rolled when she sat down and that was okay. It didn’t make her any more or less of a woman. 
 What she was insecure about were her feelings for Shawn. She knew if she had to watch the look in his eyes every time his hands covered her body in the most delicious way that she would absolutely lose it. Probably cry a little, scream, even. The two of them were so caught up in this not being a thing that it became a thing and the lack of answers and knowledge about the future was beginning to drive her batshit crazy.
 He looks for answers in her eyes but she won’t look at him. He’s thankful they’re in her bed instead of his, it’s smaller, so it forces them closer together when they cuddle at night. In fact, he can’t really remember the last time he spent a night in his own bed. At least a night in his own bed without her by his side.
 “You don’t have to be my anti-hero, Shawn. I know I’m not what you’re used to. I know this just is what it is for you. Just be you and don’t fucking complicate it by telling me I’m beautiful-” 
 “But you are,” he cuts off, sitting up, his chest flush with hers, “and you deserve to be told that you are.”
 She rolls her eyes again, “just shut up and fuck me already.”
 Shawn’s hands smooth up the side of her, “really fucking eloquent for someone who can’t look at me when I touch her.” 
 She tries to get off of him but he plants her across his lap, “we’re not doing this right now.” 
 “Then when are we?” He pleads, “when are we finally going to do this? Whatever the fuck this is in your mind.” 
 She doesn’t say anything and instead leans down slowly, letting her pert nipples skim across his chest, “I will literally fuck you until you shut up,” she whispers in his ear before biting and tugging on the lobe. 
 Shawn puts his hands behind his head, “go for it. You know how hard it is for me to shut up.” 
 She raises an eyebrow and crawls backwards a smidge, kissing his chest and working her way down his stomach, tongue swiping at the V that disappears under his boxers. Shawn prides himself on having an excellent poker face, and watches her with a cocky smirk. 
 “So what are your thoughts on this Communist Manifesto?” Shawn starts. 
 She’s not gentle when she rips Shawn’s boxers down his thighs. He’s only half hard, so she licks her palm and wraps her fingers gently around him. He twitches in her hand and she can see the heat rise in his cheeks and flow to his chest. 
 She pumps him slowly at first, getting her wrist into a rhythm that she knows will both torture Shawn, and also get him hard in like, thirty seconds flat. He takes in a deep breath and holds it when her lips slip over the tip of his cock.
 “When did you first figure out Albus Dumbledore was gay? For me, it was-” 
 He grunts and clears his throat, his voice a little higher pitched now, “ittttt-it-it,” he struggles, “was in Goblet of Fire.” 
 “That’s easy, knew it from Chamber of Secrets,” She licks the underside of his cock, tongue tracing the prominent vein that protrudes from it.
 Shawn’s a little uneasy now and she’s winning, but Shawn also isn’t a quitter. She lays out flat now between his legs, massaging his thigh with one hand as she uses the other to edge him. She’ll start and stop; twist, lick, anything unpredictable. Finally, she takes him fully in her mouth, gagging a little when he hits the back of her throat and Shawn swears he goes full stupid for a second. She’s so wet and warm around him he’s finding it hard to concentrate on anything else except maybe what her pussy is going to feel like later. 
 “You ever see a bat before? They’re really hideous. My sister got one stuck in her hair once when it was flying around the backyard.” 
 She pulls back up, releasing him with a pop. He’s fully hard know, his cock a pretty pink and wet with her spit. She can already feel her own wetness pooling between her thighs and she kisses soft little pecks into his thighs and back up his body.
 “You want my ass or my pussy?” 
 Shawn chokes. 
 “P-pussy?” He isn’t sure why he says it like a question. 
 She reaches over him and into the nightstand for a condom, “are we already out again?” 
 He just nods.
 She shrugs, “I’ll just let you finish on my face then.” 
 “You kiss your mother with that mouth?!?”
 She kisses the side of his face, “only on major holidays.” 
 Shawn grabs her hips, squeezing at the bare flesh and situates her back on top of him. She rubs her clothed center against his cock and it’s just the perfect fucking amount of friction that he’s pretty sure he’s going to bust if he doesn’t get inside of her right now. 
 He wraps his whole hand around the dainty fabric of her underwear and rips it completely off, tossing the fabric aside. 
 “Hey!” She slaps his arm, “Those were one of my favorite pairs!” 
 Shawn lines himself up with her, “you’ll get over it,” he says before slamming into her. 
 All the breath is knocked from her lungs and it takes her a moment to adjust to his size. She places her hands on his broad chest and starts to rock herself. Shawn loves the way she feels around him, so tight like she was made just for him, their bodies the perfect fit for one another. He’s felt that ever since the first night in the bathtub.
 “Fuck, Shawn,” She gasps, “I can’t tell, are we in a fight?” 
 He fucks up into her, loving the way his length disappears entirely inside of her, “now who’s the one who won’t shut up?” 
 “Fuck you.” 
 He grasps her hips so tightly she’s positive there will be marks in the morning, “already am.” 
 They find their pacing eventually, her on top and Shawn’s hands guiding her movements. She feels that familiar feeling start to sprout in her belly. It warms her veins and spreads so quickly she thinks she might pass out.
 Shawn swears he’s never seen something so brilliant in his life; her hair a mess, cheeks pink, body shining with sweat and her breasts bouncing with each thrust. She throws her head back, and he allows one of his hands to slide up her body and around her throat. He gives a gentle squeeze and she nods.
 “If you’re horNAY let’s do it, ride it, my pony,” Shawn sings at the top of his lungs. 
 She stops all movement, “are you really singing Pony while you’re inside me?”
 “I couldn’t think of anything to talk about and it’s too soon to cum.” 
 She rolls her eyes and she can feel him twitch inside her when she does, “so I win?”
 He sits up and nips her chin, “you’ll never win, Baby.”
 “You wanna bet?” 
 She pushes his chest and he falls back down onto the pillows, she leans forward with force, probably a little too much, and her hand goes straight through the wall behind the bed. 
 Shawn snorts, and she pulls her hand out of the wall, “well, I hope I get my security deposit back now.” 
 He plucks the pieces of drywall from his hair and tries to pull himself from her but she grabs his wrist in protest, “oh, we aren’t stopping!” She states. 
 “There’s nothing sexy about asbestos,” Shawn deadpans.
 She gets off of him and winces at the feeling of losing him between her thighs. It’s then that she notices the blood between her knuckles. It’s warm and falls down her wrist, mixing with the dusty powder from the drywall on her hand. 
 “Shit,” she mutters to herself, “I’ll be right back.” 
 She grabs a shirt from the floor and throws it over her head before scurrying to the bathroom, clenching her bleeding hand to her chest. She locks the door behind her and isn’t quite sure why. It doesn’t take long to clean up, it’s just a couple of minor cuts and she bandages them quickly. It isn’t until she looks up at herself in the bathroom mirror and sees the fading fingerprints of where Shawn’s hand was around her neck that she begins to cry. 
 It starts as sort of a bubbling, like a pot of water that foams and spits onto the burner just before spilling all the way over. She’s not always like this, but it happens most of the time after she’s with Shawn. The intimacy is the hardest part. She can be friends and banter with him until the cows come home, but it’s not until it’s three in the morning and they’re naked in her full size bed that he barely fits on that she just can’t fucking handle it. 
 Some days she thinks she should end it, to just be friends, whatever that meant to them at this point. She knows herself better than that though, she knows how badly her body, mind and soul crave him until the point where it physically hurts not to be around him, holding him, fucking him. She’s addicted, in a way. It’s exhilarating in some ways to never have an answer. It means it’s never quite tangible, there’s always something to chase after.
 She lets the tears fall and she knows Shawn will see right through her the second she gets back to him. It’s a feeble attempt, but she washes her face and dries her eyes and works up the courage to back back to the boy she wants to scream I love you to at the top of her lungs. 
 Something strikes her then; she could say it to him. There’s plenty of different types of love that exists in human existence. 
 “I love you, Shawn,” she says to herself in the mirror, her hands white knuckling the edge of the sink, “I. Love. You.” 
 Bile rises in her throat at the thought of his reaction. She doesn’t think she could stand it if he rejected her, which she knows is a very reasonable outcome. She just doesn’t fit into the big picture of his life, she was the friend with an empty bed and open arms every time he came home. She’s sure there were plenty of other girls in between her that Shawn didn’t talk about.
 When she returns from the bathroom, Shawn’s got his boxers back on he’s eating a chocolate bar. 
 “I have many questions for you. First, where’d your boner go?” She asks. 
 Shawn’s eyes pan to a discarded towel on the floor, “...don’t touch that.” 
 She grimaces, “you’re gross.” 
 “You were in the bathroom for like twenty minutes! It hurt!” 
 She rolls her eyes and his heart skips two beats in a row, “second question, where’d you get that chocolate?” 
 He takes a bite, “it was in the back pocket of my jeans, it’s a little melted though. Want some?” 
 She clears the room and jumps on the bed, taking a bite from his hand. He’s sitting up against the wall behind the bed, his feet still dangling off the bottom edge of the mattress. She curls into him and he wraps an arm around her, “why were you crying?” He asks, kissing the top of her head.
 She hides her face in his shirt, “my hand hurts.”
 “I once watched you literally get hit by a moving car and you got up and said ‘all good mate’, a bloody hand doesn’t make you cry. What’s wrong? Did I do something?” 
 She shakes her head.
 His fingers trace where his fingers held her throat, “was it the choking? We don’t have to do that next time, I just thought-” 
 “No you can choke me anytime.” 
 Shawn snorts and she side eyes him, “I’m just thinking too much lately.” 
 He raises an eye, “oh? About what?” 
 She shrugs, “I don’t know...maybe getting in a relationship would be nice. Maybe it’d be nice to be choked by only one person in my life.” 
 “Who the fuck else is choking you?” 
 She glares, “no one, Shawn. That’s the point.” 
 His mind is blanking. Shawn always thought he was good at reading people. The two of them had always been blunt to each other about everything; there were no lines to read between, no double meanings. This was the first time in the entirety of their friendship that Shawn didn’t know what she was talking about. 
 “What do you mean?” 
 She pulls away from him and rolls over to face away from him, “nothing, never mind.” 
 “Do you - do you not want to do this anymore?” He asks, “if there’s someone and you want to be with them I want that for you. I just want you happiest.” 
 With me, he thinks. 
 She rolls over, “no, there’s no one, Shawn. It was just a stray thought in my stupid after sex girl brain. It’s called hormones.” 
 Her heart races, and she thinks that now is the perfect time. The perfect time to grab his big stupid face and look him in those honey eyes and tell him everything she’s wanted to tell him since the first time they met. 
 Shawn’s heart breaks a little thinking of her with someone else. He’s sure that comment had a second meaning and gets a surge of jealousy that weakens his bones at that thought of someone else holding her like he does. 
 She’s here though, in bed with him, fucking him, wearing his teeshirt. That has to mean something for now, that for now she’s his but not really. That whoever this mystery person is, is just a fleeting thought in the here and now and he is the here and now. 
 This is his chance, he thinks. This is that moment when the walls are down and it’s time to lay it all out on the table. Shawn tugs at the sleeve of her teeshirt and rolls her over onto her back so he can get a look at her. 
 “What?” She asks, pinching his chin between her thumb and forefinger. 
 He moves her hand to his chest, his heart beating beneath it so rapidly and harshly he can hear the way the blood surges through his veins. His breath comes in short gasps. It’s her turn to take his hand and press it to her chest. 
 Their misguided hearts beat in synchrony beneath each other’s palms, but neither have the gall to say the words that are on the tips of both their tongues. 
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monmonstres · 7 years ago
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Happy Christmas Bitch, Here’s Some Sin
@teenwolve
jk, I love you Chloe. Merry Christmas!! But there is not joke, here’s some sin for you and your lovely followers!! I think you know what this is based on. warnings: biting, a teeny tiny amount of blood (honestly nothing too bad?? it’s kinky don’t worry about it), bruises, too much alcohol, smoking and bathroom cigarettes, hair pulling, light choking, sin based on personal sin, fictional people based on my friends but they’re your friends now bitches enjoy them they’re assholes, it is definitely implied that the reader character is not straight or at least fine with getting down with other girls, (sorry guys, this is kinda a gift to Chloe more than anything), ummm, yeah?? also, not beta’ed or proof read, have fun!
So, how this group of friends all ended up half naked in a circle playing Spin the Bottle was a mystery... Not really, it had everything to do with the alcohol. Don’t pass around two bottles of champagne, four six packs of beer and cider, and mixed drinks with whiskey, rum, and vodka unless you want to end up kissing all your friends with the only thing separating what God gave you is skippy underwear, not even afforded a bra, bit it’s fine, you aren’t the only one like that.
You pulled away from Gordon, after Thomas slapped your ass where Eliza left a dark bruise and welt with her teeth earlier in the night because you were quote “taking too long”. You groaned but slightly you were thankful that he did that. Things tended to get messy when you were drunk, but all is well because you spin the bottle. Your drunken hands somehow finding the coordination to spin the bottle hard enough to leave everyone on the edge of their metaphorical seats since all of you were on the floor. It was a perverted game of Duck Duck Goose that the Goose was chosen by an empty beer bottle that you are pretty sure it was the one that Eliza deep throated but you didn’t want to bring that up again.
Finally, after it’s torturous spin, it landed on the person you’ve been wanting all night, Dacre. He was the only friend that you had yet to kiss or do anything with and this game might have been a carefully crafted ruse made by you to start something and it might have included you lying about never playing Spin the Bottle, but that doesn’t matter now. Everyone cheers and you lean in next to each other, letting your lips meet. 
It’s a mess, both of you are drunk and a little bit horny and it’s just a blur. You hear Gordon make the comment that he usually has to pay for porn to see something this good. Both of you smile but your hand comes up from Dacre’s neck to stick your middle finger in Gordon’s face. 
Finally, you get the little cheeky idea to bite him to end the kiss. You let your teeth dig into his bottom lip and pull away. The only problem was that your are plastered and judging how much pressure you’re using did not happen the way it was suppose to and he groaned. 
As soon as you were off of him, his finger was running across the inside of his lip and pulling away to revealing it being slightly bloody. “You cheeky little birdie!” He pretended to be mad, but his eyes were alight with joy and maybe a little too much fire, “You made me bleed! I’m going to get you back.” You’re only response was a wink. 
The game continued, more alcohol was consumed, more people were kissed. It was a good, gay, debaucherous, time, but your reprieve and your time was up. It was Dacre’s time for revenge. You landed on him again and without a moment’s hesitation, his hand was pulling at your hair, roughing pulling you into him, making you cry out and his lips were crashing on yours. Someone, pretty sure it was Jenny, said “Oh fuck, Gary, why the fuck don’t you kiss me like that?” But there was no response from the two of you, you were lost in each other. You could have guessed that this was coming but he sunk his teeth into your lip, drawing just as much blood. For good measure, just to get the message across, he let his hand smack against your welt again, making you jump and fall further into him.
You were panting when he finally let you go and you needed to catch your breath. He spun the bottle and it landed on Jenny. They went in for a kiss but she pulled short, “Oh my god, are you bleeding?” She asked like the true mom friend that she was and he just smiled.
“No, it’s Y/N’s.”
You smiled, a little bit of blood cleaning to your teeth to prove the point. 
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The game finally died down and a smaller group of you found yourself in one f the bathrooms smoking one last cigarette, that being your drunk social habit. You were reclining in the bathtub with Dacre laying in between your legs with his head resting on your bare chest, sharing a cigarette. His hand was rubbing up and down your leg absent mindedly as he took another drag off the cigarette. 
“Hey! Don’t smoke the whole thing,” you complained vaguely. 
“I don’t know, I think after biting me, I deserve this.” 
“You bit me back, jerk!” You cried out, but it was a happy sound, much too drunk to be anything but in a good mood. “And you slapped my bruise!” 
He made a face at the last remark.
“Oh, what’s that for now?”
“Nothing.” 
You plucked the cigarette from his hand, “Nope, that’s not an answer and you’re not getting this back until you tell me.”
“You should have more marks on you from me.” 
You didn’t quite know how to respond to that but before you could even try. Gordon spoke up. “Do you guys need some private time? Because we can go...”
The both of you turned to your little audience and before either one of you could apologize, Thomas spoke up, “I know! We could have an orgy!” 
“No,” was Gordon and Jenny’s response. 
The rest of the scene in the bathroom was rather uneventful but it was when you were heading off to bed when you pulled Darce towards you before he could crash on the futon and pulled him into another rough kiss. It was just the two of you in the dark hallway.
Dacre pulled away to breathe but he looked at you, confusion clear in the darkness, but you were pulling his wrist with you to your room. “Babe, what are you doing.” 
“You said that I should some more marks from me so,” you opened the door to your room, “Come mark me up.”
With that, you didn’t even quite remember how you got to the bed but he was all over you, your lips, your jaw, your neck, your chest. Wherever he went though, his teeth were digging into your skin, sometime hard enough to make you cry out, but it was always followed by little pants of his name that made him growl.
He finally had one of your nipples in his mouth, the pressure of his teeth finally relenting to a lighter pressure, and he was ripping off your panties. He switched sides and moaned when you felt his fingers teasing your slit, already wet for him.
He kissed down your body. He slipped two fingers into your core the same time he dug his teeth into the sensitive skin of your ribs, making your throat tighten and your head spin. 
There were dark marks in the pattern of his teeth on your hips before he had you squirming with his fingers fucking into you. He kissed around your core, dragging the torture out before you called out, “Please, Dacre, do something!” 
He smiled up at you, a devilish grin on his face. His fingers slowed, barely even moving. “I didn’t hear you babe, what was that?” 
You glared down at him but you knew there was only one way to get that mouth on you. “Please, Dacre, I need your mouth. I need your lips wrapped around my clit. I need your tongue fucking me. Fuck, I just,” no, you weren’t going down like this. You laced your fingers in his hair and tugged with all your might, making him take a sharp inhale of breath, “I need to come on your tongue so hard that I forget my name and I need to come so god damn hard that you will remember the taste of me on your tongue until the day you die.” 
He swallowed hard and you gave him the same devilish grin, “Did you hear me that time?”
That wasn’t even graced with a response, his mouth was on you and he was fucking you with his two fingers. It was so sudden that you moaned out his name in a high pitched breathy voice, making him groan against your sex. It felt so gad damn good and you had no idea if it was the alcohol or him that was making your head spin this hard. 
He was drawing shapes with his tongue on your clit as his fingers curled against your g-spot. It was all too much and you were repeating his name like some sort of prayer and you felt that smirk on your skin but you didn’t care. All you wanted was his tongue to keep doing that thing. 
You were grinding into his face and he eventually had to pin your hips down just to keep a good angle and everything consistent. Your voice cut out and there was that coil in your belly that was tight in almost hurt. He could feel your whole body tensing up and that is when he started sucking on your clit, making you tumble over that cliff loudly. The whole house probably heard his name on your lips but neither of you could care. 
But there’s no rest for the wicked. Dacre barely gave you anytime to recover, needing your body now. He flipped you over and pulled your hips up. You got the idea and as he pulled his underwear off, you got on your knees in a more comfortable position and arched your back. You left him lean over you, his erection pressing against you, kissing down your back. It was much more gentle than when you first started but to only aggravate the situation, you wiggled your hips into him. He held some skin over your ribs in his teeth, only hard enough to be a warning that you’d be in pain if you kept being a brat. You giggled and he let the skin go when your hips settled, but you weren’t worried about it. You felt the smile on your skin as he continued to kiss down your back.
He reached your ass and the one cheek that wasn’t marred, he let his teeth sink into that the hardest he’s done yet tonight. You let out a loud yelp, the sensation being so unexpected and painful but you felt yourself get wetter from it. He came back up to whisper in your ear as he lined himself up at your entrance, “Mine’s bigger,” but before you could complain, he pushed into, a moan cutting off any of your complaints. 
Both of you were a mess, it was desperate moans and his lips were all over your shoulders. His teeth found the junction of your shoulder and neck and left something comparable to the mark on your ass, making you moan louder but he kept going, feeling you clench down on his length. 
With you practically writhing underneath him at his bruisingly fast pace, he stepped it up a notch somehow. He tucked an arm underneath you and pulled you up so both of you were on your knees. Your weight was supported on his forearm and his hand came up to lightly squeeze your neck. His free hand went down to rub your clit, getting a groan out of you and he smiled.
“I want you to cum, babygirl. Be a good girl amd cum all over my cock.”
You moaned a bit your lip, just trying to cope with the tightness in your core that Dacre’s size caused, the friction, the restricted air flow, everything was too much.
With a final cry, you released on his cock, spasming around him, making him groan and spill his release into you. You felt his warm cum wash over you.
The both of you fell in a heap, exhausted. It was quiet for a moment before the turned to cuddle into his chest. He welcomed the contact and pulled you close. The movement making you groan.
“I bet I look like a wild animal mauled me,” you finally spoke. He laughed.
“What can I say? You drive me wild.” 
“I hate you,” you said through tired laughter.
“No you don’t.” 
“You’re right, I don’t,” you sighed happily as you nestled your head into his chest. “We should do this again sometime.” There was a little more vulnerability in your voice.
“Oh, we definitely are,” he responded, a hand running through your hair, and that’s the last thing you remember.
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