#my friend and i have been sharing music
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#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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experienced an autism loss today
#my friends made fun of me because i said i liked cats :(#we have a musical every year at our school and i said if they did cats next year i would want to join#and they laughed at me :(#even my friend who does the musical every single year laughed#sigh. sigh#i know it's pretty silly but. idk#i rarely share things about myself or my interests with my friends because they always make fun of me#so idk. i've learnt my lesson by trying to share with them!#i know i shouldn't really care what they think but. i'm sensitive 🤷♀️#sorry for being negative i'm always about the positive vibes here but i just wanted to get this out because it's been bothering me
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i guess i just need to talk it all out and try to make some sense of it. the GazettE are one of the most important bands in my life. they've brought me so many friends and so much happiness over the years. i was just 13 when i started listening to them and now i'm 27. they were such a huge part of my teenage years. they literally kept me going at some points of my life. their music saved my life.
i've always thought i'd get a chance to see them live one day - one of my biggest dreams was to experience flith in the beauty live at least once. and now i probably will never. and if i do, it won't be the same.
i can't believe reita is gone. just like that. he's gone. it feels like an old friend just passed away - someone i hadn't spoken to in years, but still thought of fondly. he was such a wonderful, talented human. i can't believe he's gone.
#i'm sorry i will eventually process this it's just#i'm just at a loss for words really#so many old friends have been talking about this and we're all just trying to make sense of it#i wasn't even active in the fandom anymore not really#and i mostly listen to their old albums at this point#but it's still hitting me hard#please if you have a chance go to shows and buy merch and show the artists you love them while you can#i mean i've always tried (as a foreign fan) to show my love to the band but it wasn't always easy#now i'll never get another chance to do so#oh reita 💔#thank you for sharing your music and your talent with us for so long it was an honor#reita#the GazettE#personal
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wanna talk about sol and their personality (or better said, their perceived lack of) but idk..how…. how do people talk abt their ocs and like their inner lore
#i like show not tell more but im impatient and tired and idk how id show what i have in mind#also i was thinking earlier and i think sol reminds me a lot of a bg character from a musical or smrh like that LMFAOO#like. they’re very much inspired by the things in my life that have impacted it greatly like musicals and studio ghibli and those#types of stories. but also they weren’t made to be a main character me thinks.#i have so much planned guys. but i have been struggling recently i wont lie and my motivation to make art is at an all time low#i just wanna share sols story wit the world snd my friends and show how cool they can be but im so tired#i feel like im falling behind..gah#i wanna be cool like every1 else…..#i also dont know how to talk abt things unprompted. u have to invite me first like a vampire HAHA
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Ink October day twenty-six: Share
To accord a share in (something) to another or others.
To divide and parcel out in shares; apportion.
#bug hunter#blue boi draws#ink october 2023#ink October 2023 day 26#my ciel ‘shared’ (read: gifted) a ticket to the bug hunter and narcissist’s cookbook concert they did in Dublin this day#not only was this very sweet of them we went together with with their brother and a friend and then made a new friend at the show!!!#it was so so fun. I didn’t know a lot of Bug’s songs and only one of Narcissistic cookbooks but I didn’t need to it was so fun#they were so good individual and together and by the end I had so many new songs to listen to again when I got home-#it was standing as well which I’m not a fan of in theory but ngl the two concerts I’ve been to where you can only stand#(the only other one I’ve been to was Cloudbusting which is a Kate Bush cover band) have both been so fun!! we be grooven to the music#11/10 would go to see again would recommend
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made my beloved friend listen to Dream and she said something along the lines of “I like how well everything comes together near the end” and for some reason I’ve been thinking about that since.
#The benefit of having a friend who knows nothing about the lore is she points out things in the music itself that I missed#Cuz she’s paying more attention to that#I dunno it’s just been in my head k felt like sharing#Idk if it sounds like that to anyone else but she pointed it out when she listened to it for the first time and I think she’s got a point#S.K thinks#Felt like sharing this with the class to see if anyone gets it#Chonny Jash
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thankful for everything :’3 thankful for art and for my knowing heart and for joy and for laughing super hard. today was honestly a juicy delicious absolute gift
#diary#caught the bus with no fear at all#and only minimal dread#spoke to a dear friend on the phone for a while#cuddled with my cat#tickled him. fluffy boy#was creative#was brave#loved and was loved#smiled and induced smiles#listened to mitski?? first time ever . dont crucify me pls.m#in fact i have been listening to a LOT of music lately and really enjoying sharing it with some of my nearest and dearest#(to my heart anyway not in distance)#(some of them are v far away rn)#it’s nice to enjoy music again!!!!!!!!!!! and friendship!!!!!!!! :’3
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Anons ✨
#lou tisdale anon: unconventional way to get informed i guess but if it worked good for them#‘I’ve really appreciated all of the information you’ve been sharing on here’ anon#a bit offensive you come at me talking about coincidental choices and intentional decisions#using your building as a reference… Guys cmon. At this point you should know im not stupid lol anyway I deleted the tags because#since I noticed a few people have written the same thing as you#usually the background choice falls in an intentional decision but as you say it’s a wild guess#that’s why I only said ‘I hope it’s not intentional if it is yikes’#‘don’t have any doubts about harry’ anon: we’ll never know what they support#and for once I’m glad they won’t be speaking up like their usual because#I’m already disappointed of what side they would be on this#have you seen what his friends share? have you seen what his mom shares? they can be zionist on main without ripercussions#‘seriously wouldn’t know what to if he supported them’ I would unstan right away. god thing is they’ll never be talking about politics#(except Harry sporadically finding new way to have kore people register in the us to vote democrats#and eventually forget about what is happening in rest of the world. firstly like all celebrities do secondly like everyone does.)#you take care of your little garden first#my opinion my ideology and my political view don’t depend on them#if I don’t agree with what some artist/celebrity says#ill stop interacting with them#there’s tone of music and art being made by people#who care about the world and want to see people leaving in peace and with equal rights#it’s not hard to be human you know? at times if you’re afraid to show support to the oppressed#you’re helping the oppressors with oppression and segregation#moreover when the oppression is not about you in the slightest (general you not you anon)#it only means 1. you don’t care enough to advocate 2. you have found different solutions to help (lol)#3. you don’t want to take sides (inferno canto III for me)#4. you don’t want to let know what side you’re on (sigh)
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Occasionally I'll see posts where people talk about feeling alienated from their peers growing up and I'll be like hey same except for the fact that like. I wasn't bullied and I had friends and I "fit in" and such so I feel like I must not be as different as I think or maybe I'm more "normal" than I feel but then like. Sometimes I go out with people my own age and I'm like yeahhhh we are not the same
#and i dont mean this in a pick me way#it's like. when i hang out with people i feel like im sitting behind a wall of glass so i'm there but not quite?#and i feel bad about it because it makes me feel fake!#like you know how people go and have dinner and sit and talk about stuff i just always feel like im doing it Wrong#and i dont even know if the differences are as noticeable to other people as they are to me#but it's like.. i feel like there are certain things that are typical amongst age groups#(music and fashion and other things like that)#that i don't share in/relate to#so i feel like i have nothing in common with these people#and it makes it difficult for me because when people tell you to make friends it's like..#1) that is. not something that i am able to do easily#2) do they know how difficult and draining it is to be friends with someone you have literally nothing in common with#it makes the friendships feel superficial imo#idk#it's not even just with having no interests in common it's also very clear that like. we do not think the same way#and sometimes i feel like a robot just like. going through the motions of being a person in social settings#it's always been like this or at least has been for a long time#and i dont know why#but if u ask my parents theres mothing wrong with me!#irl#just r's thoughts#delete later
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my fave part abt coming back to tumblr from the longest attempt to do something in twitter and being disappointed with the platform in general is that it somehow remains unparalleled interaction wise, be it reblogs and tags,,,the tagging system is simply superior and as a searching engine (mainly used tumblr only as a fic rec site 💀) it's just *chef's kiss*; my partner, as always, is right abt this hellsite
#calamity's senile ramblings#and also folks are generally much more nice here#compared to twitter obvi#i've been in a rut with IG but i have given up and mainly use it to share art with my friends atp#which is GREAT because i love the stories#theyre the best feature#like putting music on too of my art SO YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING THRU EHEN I DID A SKETCH?? incredible#anyways i missed tumblr
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actually now that the clique thing is a few days old, i didn't really get involved for a reason and I don't feel super strongly in either direction
but I will say that like. while there's certainly a problem of less interaction on the fanworks/posts from less popular blogs, this isn't really a byler exclusive issue? this happens in most fandoms these days, interaction is just on a decline in general which IS. a problem but not really a "byler tumblr is cliquey" problem. in regards to any actual cliques I wouldn't say they don't exist but I don't think it's "the popular kids" themselves doing this. I don't know if the rest of you have some other bloggers in mind that I don't know about, but as someone who is mutuals with a fair amount of who I thought were the popular blogs, they are always very nice and welcoming to me, and actually easy to talk to once you just. see them and talk to them as a normal human and not an omnipotent fandom god. so this is all to say that if there's a clique issue I think it's from the outside. I think maybe people are perceiving these bigger blogs who all happen to be friends as these untouchable idols in fandom and it's. making it cliquey from the outside. like are they a clique or have you just convinced yourself they wouldn't want anything to do with you and isolated this group from everyone else. this isn't to say that people can't be assholes of course just that I don't think any of this is intentional
#I think a lot of post interaction problems are also just probably coming from the fact that I don't think anyone checks the tag anymore#I certainly don't. I just keep up with what my mutuals are posting#and my mutuals are posting their work and they're sharing their friend's work or the work their friend shared from someone else#so if you're a little known blogger it can just be harder because. your posts just aren't making it as far you have a few followers#and they have even fewer. and so unless you get an anomaly popularity boost it'll be harder for a post to get traction#also “it's a clique bc all the popular blogs are friends and only associate with each other” well they have been friends for months#or a year now. and also probably were not as popular when that friendship started#so it's more like. a friend group forms and then when one of you gets a popularity boost so do the others bc you're friends#and then next thing you know it's a friend group of popular bloggers#anyway. all this to say get out and make some friends! either I'm right and this will actually fix the problem#or there really is a clique in which case why tf would you want to associate with them anyway#but genuinely this is rich coming from me actually known to most as godawful at talking to people irl#but it's really so simple to make tumblr friends it just requires you to be a little brave and genuine#if you see someone posting a lot of cool stuff follow them!! and then get in their askbox and talk to them about something#if they have an au you really like talk to them about that if they have some music they've been posting about check it out#and tell them what you thought!#just like. be friendly and open they'll probably respond in kind and next thing you know you have a really cool friend#anyway if you're one of my mutuals and you saw me like a post the other day or whatever that might feel contrary to this#well the other day I was just watching things go down lmao#I didn't care what any posts said I was busy with my own discourse lol#(and also if you're ANOTHER mutual wondering wtf this post is about don't worry about that)#idk I think I just. haven't really witnessed cliquey behavior but I see posts about this with enough notes#that sometimes I think. well you guys gotta be experiencing SOMETHING so idk. idk#I guess this is another “some people just have friends” post#anyway I think a good thing to remember here also is that we're arguing about popularity on Tumblr Dot Com. brother we are bloggers#and we're calling it cliques. like a highschool movie
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I never get it when Death Grips fans go on and on about how "everyone finds Death Grips unlistenable the first time they listen to it but then it grows on you" because I do not have that experience in the slightest. I listened to Takyon and got into it pretty much instantly. Funny because usually I have to listen to songs more than once for me to start liking them but the supposed "grows on you" music was an instant click
#not jojo related#music#sorry i'm talking about DG so much. hope that's not um... a red flag considering what DG fans tend to be like#you guys tagged me in all of those music tag games and now i can't stop running my mouth sdjfksdlfj#i feel abnormally confident in sharing my music taste lately since i'm usually really reserved about that#i've always gotten made fun of whenever i share music and now i got really into Death Grips of all things#i don't even think my music taste is that weird but IRL whenever someone lets me pick a song in the car i freeze in horror#unless they're a very close friend or my dad who i like to torture (he's one of those middle aged dudes that only listens to classic rock)#(according to him i listen to ''psycho shit''. so.)#i have been on a bit of a music listening spree in general recently. just listened to some MF DOOM records#and then The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill (and now i've been playing Lost Ones over and over these past few days lol)#sometimes i wish i could listen to all the music ever#rambles
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another day another skz spotify playlist: seungmin edition! i promise jeongin was supposed to be next but..... well this playlist just came together after a long musical discussion with a friend. this one is the most unique so far! i hope you enjoy it
#now playing#all of the other playlists are under this same tag or all on my spotify profile#two left huh! jeongin and minho..... who will come soon#jeongins is so close to done too tbh#seungmin just smacked me with inspiration#anyways the other two should be done soon#love yall and ty friends who have been keeping up#i love love love sharing my musical knowledge#i have so many damn songs in my stupid brain and this is helping a lot tbh#Spotify
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so bizarre to me that my love language is apparently recording music for people. how did this even happen
#wl26#<- little weirdo#SORRY I LIKE MUSIC AND THE ACT OF SHARING IT!!!!!!!!!!#i feel rly guilty abt it sometimes bc it feels so selfish. like hi i made art and im showing it to you so you can look at or listen to it#and you might not like it but i made it for you specifically because its related to something you enjoy#but its not actually the thing you enjoy. its just something that i made about it because i also enjoy it#and im scared the ways we enjoy it are completely different which means youre gonna hate the thing i made#but i will show it to you anyways because i love you and its the only way i know to say it#n a couple of time ive wanted to write a song for someone and gotten so excited about it and then had the horrible realization that#this is so. so oddly specific to me and this is just something i do out of love for friends#and it really isnt any bigger of a deal than any other handmade gift#and i think it can easily qualify as a handmade gift even though it doesnt involve making anything with hands#except for sounds i suppose#but yeah its just something i do. but. outside of my tiny little world. writing a song for someone might seem like such a huge gesture#and i dont want to make anyone uncomfortable or have the wrong idea about me or think that im doing a big thing to get something in return#and idk why im so scared of that like ive never been in a situation where people misunderstood me like that#but i guess. the very concept of being misunderstood is so painful to me gdfkgjd#this wasnt supposed to turn into a big post sorry. just want a normal brain that doesnt make me feel guilty abt everything please#wouldnt that be so nice#this isnt rly abt anything btw i was just going through my music folder. listening to my stuff from 2018#5 years... god
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