#my formula to cry is jegulus

[idrownedforyou]

❝never, has james thought, that pain would be like this.❞

he never lied. 

james has never lied. so when he feels his heart snap and sirius trying to comfort him, and when remus asks what’s wrong, when peter looks scared, james doesn’t lie. he doesn’t lie now, because the boy he lies for is gone.

 regulus is gone, and he can’t lie anymore.