#my first attempt was SHIT. but i’m learning lmao 😭

[lifeonmvrs]

good omens broke me so now i’m learning how to paint nebulas (wip. still a loooottt to work on)

[Image Description: A digital painting of a nebula/nebulae. At the top left corner there’s red dust forming a little heart. The rest of the drawing is still unfinished and shows nebulae of different colors like light blue, orange, yellow, and green. Behind the nebulae, little and big stars are visible. Second image is close-up of the top left corner. /end ID]

[invaiiin]

the first day of hogwarts when i first shifted

(My faceclaim is the gif 😙)

so. this was MY first day ( even tho it was middle of the year, but like ykwim. ) so basically, i scripted that i would have to pee when i got there, slightly odd but defo works . Anywho, i had to pee and after sm failed attempts i thought i rlly had to pee and i could have cried bc i was so mad like i was ab to start moaning and groaning bru. but then i like turned and halfway fell off my bed? and i was so confused bc my bed is GINORMOUS, think its a king size idk. so i open my eyes and im no longer in my room, (it was my room but just not in the reality I was coming from) but i actually got scared for a sec then recognized it was the gryfindor dorms , and when i tell you my emotions were like a mix of surprise, panic, awe , i went thru it all in the span of like a second. everyone was already in class. (scripted it that way bc I didn’t wanna absolutely freak out.)

I felt around everything. books on others girls beds, bedsheets, walls, yall I dead pinched myself bc I thought it was one of my dreams again. but no it was noooot. I like rushed to the bathrooms in my freaking pajamas, to look at my face. I was so SHOCKED😭 I don’t look like that in this reality, like except skin tone , brows, nose and jaw, so it was genuinely surprising seeing myself, another version of myself look how I’ve always wanted to look. truly surreal, and like , as I’m walking back , some students who were skipping just looked at me kinda weird while some just smiled and waved ( they come in literal packs .) and I just kinda looked at them like “😃😁☺️👋” as if I wasn’t literally dying. so as I get back to my dorm , I’m like “I should probably get to class rn.”

and when I open my closet, ALL OF MY DREAM CLOTHES ARE THERE. ( I put that we don’t have to wear our uniforms unless it’s Thursday and Friday, or we have important school events.)

so I’m like rushing and making a fit, and ts came out fire bro I’m not even gonna lie. I put ts ON. so I’m like brushing my hair, so silky btw, and I did my whole little morning routine as I would. so wtv. I’ll skip when I’m going down those LONG stairs.

I get to my first class, potions. GULLLP. guys snape is actually terrifying , he’s like the equivalent of a teacher who will give you referrals or call the deans if you step out of line ONCE. this man gives me dirts if i breathe the wrong way smh. but obviously he’s not terrible. he actually really likes helping out sometimes , and me and harry have caught him laughing TWICE in one day, y’all it’s a record.

and talking about harrryyyy (he’s my s/o LMAO) his grades are actually shit I’m sorry. yes he’s amazing at saving others, but yall those grades are LOOWWWW. if he went to school modern day his gpa would be as low as it could get. but he’s really handsome, super sweet guy, ( during summer he once sent me his owl with a small love note , a small tulip, and my favorite chocolate bar, cutie.) he’s pretty nerdy when it comes to things he enjoys, like when he reads a book (that hermoine probably forced him to read) and he actually ends up enjoying it, he will ask anyone about it , and talk about it any chance he gets. he enjoys learning about the history of magic a lottt, and he’s very energetic. very poetic too.

anyway so as the day goes on, everything is going well, my schedule is memorized and I have divination next. divination is amazing , the teacher is so sweet I love her sm.

and then food, UGHHH I LOVE LUNCH AND ANY EATING PERIOD. food is so goood, liiiiike anything u wanna eat just appears right infront of you😵 truly amazing

and magiccc. using magic feels magical! obviously. using wands feels a little weird, and seeing floating things, and making things float, also feels very weird at first. but I personally got the hang of it fast. and getting hit with spells from a wand kinda feels like a shock, like a taser. shock just courses through your body, with a pain to it. like when you’re breathing then all of a sudden you get that sharp pain by your rib. that’s exactly how it feels. I screamed so loud when we had to combat for one of my classes and everyone looked at me like I was a lunatic.

I won’t go too deep into things about class, just feels like any other day, bc like I said it was the middle of the year (4th year to be exact) . so it was all just learning ab things and talking to random classmates I had no knowledge of.

I stayed there for about two months, maybe three. but I loved it there and I shift there anytime I don’t have anything to do at night I’m currently in 6th year!!!

but yeah, I loved and love it there. I would do anything to go back to that first day that turned into months of being there. magical. riding on brooms is also amazing, but I still occasionally get scared when it comes to VERY high speeds lol😭

but yeah, that was my first day there + some other stuff !! :)

[rev3rb]

Hello! First off, I def appreciate the info explained in this chp. Even if I had to read it over to really grasp the second half lol. So, if I’m getting this right, does this mean that Yu is the personification of darkness (and maybe more specifically creation, resurrection, and apothnasia)?? And would that mean that The First used Yu to create Mikaela?? Who ig represents the first taboo committed and maybe that’s why his death is needed to undo the taboo from the Apocalypse? Tbh I’m also confused on how the trumpets that appeared are different from the other angels. The way they’re depicted kinda makes it seem like they’re the ones created from darkness. Maybe that’s just bc they don’t seem to be fully formed ppl just instruments of destruction ig. Seriously though, why is this like God’s only way of communicating???

What was extremely clear to me is how gay Paimon and Bael are, like come on now. Bael saying the only thing he wants his beyond his reach and then pulling a Romeo/Juliet move so that their souls can be together 😭 Seriously shipping goggles aside, Ik ppl say not to reach for queer rep in stories that aren’t specifically created to be that, but holy shit man. ONS is becoming more and more about the gays fighting God and winning.

Wanted to respond to this earlier but it's been a busy week!

Yes! It's about time that we started getting some answers. Yeah, that is a little complicated. Seemingly? Yu is definitely something that is meant to harvest light, so I'm wondering if he/it is supposed to *create* darkness sort of as a byproduct. Either way, he seems to have a lot of potential power. Now I'm just wondering how he turned into a person. Obviously, the whole reviving Mikaela thing didn't work out, so maybe this experiment was what lead to that. Time will tell though. Back to what you were saying.

I always thought Mika dying was just a result of his being a demon and all vampires and demons being eliminated by the revival. Maybe I'm wrong though! Your idea is an interesting one and it makes some sense!

Yeah! The angel design was interesting. I wonder if they looked like that because all three taboos were kind of being committed at once or what because as far as I remember, the angels didn't look like that before. If they are created from darkness, does this mean that God's power isn't just over light? I mean, god is supposed to be all powerful, but still. His power was specifically listed as light, so hmmm. An absence of light being the enforcer of abuse of it. Thinking on it, that makes sense. Wild thought but what if paradise is a lie and reaching paradise corrupts you, turning you into something like that? Probably not the case, but I think it's an interesting thought. I digress though. It's been a while since we've seen the trumpets, and... wait that just made me think of something. The trumpets that we've seen in modern day hold the keys. Here we learn that the keys are a sort of conduit or capacitor for light. Maybe light DOES corrupt in a way. Hmmm... it's a lot to think on.

TRUE!! I may have my gay rose tinted glasses at most times, but this is very much a "how else are we supposed to interpret that" sort of thing. It was VERY Romeo and Juliet. The gays are fighting God and it may take millennia, but they're very motivated to win.| As a side note, I do really enjoy how there are different types of love shown here. Even if Bael and Paimon were just supposed to be friends (lmao) you have familial love with Sika Madu and Mika, and you have romantic friendship love with Paimon and Bael. Fun to see.

Overall, I'm satisfied, and am really interested to see what the result of this little resurrection attempt will be. Is this how everyone was turned into demons/vampires? HMMM Questions. Questions. Always with more and more questions.

Thanks for sending in another ask this month!

[crispy-chan]

Do you, perhaps, have a “director’s commentary” for burning sunflower ? 👀

And I like talking to people too, but I’m always nervous that I’ll be bothering them

ahh, I feel you. I'm always thinking that people are rolling their eyes at me or something behind the screen 😭 but dw, you're never bothering 💓

for burning sunflower...first thing's first, the banner is shit. I promise I've learned, okay 🥴 😫😂 second, I rewrote the beginning like three times because I was thinking of making mc and seungmin's friendship a more crucial part but oh well. I also tried really hard to make it kind of humorous but I can tell I failed because I just can't write comedy 😭 it was probably also my first time writing the characters kiss 🙈 so sorry to all the readers that were put through my romantic ass attempting to write a romantic scene 😂 also, I should have made it longer, added some juicy soccer player!jeongin moments but alas, I didn't have much time lol. also, the hanahaki was there for like three seconds lmao so that's nice...I guess

lol I think I've made it pretty obvious that my writing is a mess. tysm for the ask 🥺💓💖 and stay safe bub