#my finale message. good bye
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the amount of work transmeds n sysmeds n terfs will put in to ensure theyre miserable and alone forever is crazy. i guess when the agony is optional perhaps it has more appeal i've definitely contemplated breaking bones just so the pain was different like I understand misery incredibly well just like. man. you could like change and you would probably feel a whole lot better and have more friends and feel more stable????
#why choose to be better when you can lie and hurt people#I sure know how to pick 'em i guess. really I am quite talented at finding bad people who pretend#wahh trauma makes me act this way. yeah trauma makes me act terrible too. you know what i do about that? FUCKING WORK ON IT#you're not an adult. you're making fun of children on the internet for exploring their identity in harmless ways#also the concept of the dsm-5 ruling my entire life is insane to me. how do you live like this.#when i start to see the spiders i just live and let live dude#when the memories get whisked off to another guy im not like writing it down and reporting it to the did authorities#okay well i do hate the mass bug attack but everyone would hate the mass bug attack.#anyway. utterly deranged behavior. grow up#oh yes i definitely trust the united states to tell me what makes me what I am and I see no problems with this#i will blindly follow the next person in front of me. i will join this angry mob without knowing why. i will be awful and mean for no reaso#and one day when it's me i'll be SO surprised that the leopards ate MY face#you're the bad guy here. i want you to know that. you are the red right wing voice here#you're not some brilliant rebel#you're insecure and all of your points tie back to that insecurity and you will never feel better if you continue this path#i'm going to fill my life with love and fun and forget all about you and i'm not even going to know it.#and you will languish in your lack of internal deconstruction of fascist ideas that make you miserable or something idk#again grow up#my finale message. good bye#phlyaros' nonsense
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#i’m not coming back i just found this old screenshot + wanted everyone to see it#my final message. good bye#txt#fob
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my mission online since august 2023 is to draw zanmu as fuckable as possible. especially if she's wearing monk robes. the truth is out
#I just think a corrupt monk who's seen the horrors of the world and decided she'd play 4d chess to reshape it to her taste is#the hottest character concept zun's come up with in a very long time.#my final message good bye etc etc#I'm not quite there yet but I know one day I'll be completely satisfied with how I draw her. one day
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Realizing I hate my job and spending the past several weeks sending in job applications because goddamn I do not want to work at a fucking tax office anymore bc my cool boss had to go on medical leave and realizing that I didn't like the job, I liked her, anyway I'm kind of going crazy bc I finally scored a phone interview for tomorrow afternoon and I am trying so hard to go to sleep but WAUGH
#anyway fuck tax service companies. do your taxes on the irs website for free. my final message to da world Good Bye#sci speaks
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(( I finally edited the pinned post ... Thank god... it is somewhat better looking
#(( oocpost#My final message. Good bye#I have thrown a couple of my headcanons in there also be kind
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Kai and Tucker doing hair dye touch ups together
#sid rants#rvb#tucksis#my final message good bye#look i said one tucksis post a day and i MEANT IT. i just need to post SOMETHING
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im clip studio man im here to save yoy im clip studio man im here to save you im clip studio man im here to save you im clip studio man im here to save you im clip studio man im here to save you im clip studio man im jere to save you
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DEVASTATING: you can’t finish reading that story about you & your boyfriend’s ocs because you guys have to write it first
#*screaming*#SAVE ME EDDIEBELLE#(that’s it that’s the ship name now)#screaming and crying and throwing up#Dr. Edward J. Heim (oc)#hnngh idk if he’d mind me putting his oc in my tags but here we go#Clarabelle M. Sharpe (oc)#ugh I’m ill about them now#we’re world building together and huhhfuughg#people who think sex is the most intimate thing you can do don’t know what they’re missing#rp with ocs more…my final message…good bye#my ocs
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The next chapter (10) of The Eel is done! You can give it a looksee over here if you want.
#splatoon#my writing#this chapter took so long I’m sorry#rubbing my two brain cells together to get a spark takes a while you know#hmmrghhh okay well#utsufuu#shivrye#also I’m so sorry but I need you to know#the small crisis I had wondering if I’m writing splatoon vore#which. I guess. it technically is.#anyway I’m leaving forever#change da world#my final message#good bye#actually one more thing#this chapter was going to have art#but I didn’t want to wait to post any longer so maybe I’ll draw later#ig it already does if you scroll a bit
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i could... make tacos.... wait post cancelled my cat just laid on top of my legs i cant get up to make dinner.
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help this is sickest ive been in a long time
#probably since i had pneumonia as a teen#my dad has me and my mom convalescing in the same bed so he can take care of us better#feeling like those bedridden grandparents in Willy wonka#i just took tylenol pm so i could knock out this my final message good bye
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Not me...putting all my time into.......a fandom event..............that I didn't even plan to participate in...................................
#THERE WAS FEMSLASH. AND ALL THE PROMPTS WERE SHORT.#I COULDN'T RESIST OKAY#hey it gave me an excuse to write some things I either haven't been able to finish anything for or didn't originally intend to write for#we got some good ones in here#(good ships I mean. idk if the mini-fics are good lol. I've long since given up on trying to evaluate my own writing.)#there are. almost three. finished. I will probably do a fourth. maybe super short fics were the key all along#or maybe it's just the adrenaline of finally finishing SOMETHING because everything I've tried to work on the past like. four years has#turned into this giant sprawling thing that I can NEVER ACTUALLY FULLY GET THROUGH#(also you get to like. request prompts. if you write stuff. and I am ALWAYS trying to. get people to write my yuri rarepairs.)#(if I ever get to a point where I can actually write long-form convoluted makihime it is OVER. for EVERYONE.)#okay bye again. this is my weekly check for bots/messages peace out y'all
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i guess i’m being a hypocritical andrey apologist because like yeah 99% of the time i would HATE if anyone else did literally anything that he’s doing rn but given what we know about who he is i cant even be mad about racket smashing etc because i’m just like. deeply worried for him. like he’s not doing that because he’s an asshole or a sore loser (well. he is. but like theres reasons.) like he is clearly having a major depressive episode (or something of the sort) and no ones doing anything about it
#not 2 pry into the personal life of a random 26 year old russian man who i dont know but like. andrey.#i cannot find it in myself to be angry about it even tho its basically my number one hated tennis action#mostly i find him quite sad!#if we havent seen the nicest guy in the tour smile for months on end…. we got issues!#please can we forcibly make him drop out of madrid and whatever the tournaments in may are because i dont think he can take it anymore#my final message to tha world good bye#<- okay probably a lie i will 100% bring this up again but probably not again tonight at least. unless i see a good post about it lol#also i need to do my math hw now#so bye#tennis
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#tag talk#hey bitches. she's afk so mom said it's my turn with the body. feels good to be back. I hate half of you parasites and I'm blocking some#same with Instagram. bunch of fucking drones posting shitty memes and sending the most unfunny jokes possible. blocking most of you there#started the process of sorting some things out with her girlfriend because damn some things are unacceptable and you've gotta say something.#she gets to do the soft and useless damage control later I guess I don't fucking care. I'm not going to let us get disrespected like that.#she lets it slide but I'm done taking shit.#sent an angry email to our therapist last night as well because fucking hell how can you be so incompetent at your fucking job.#Jesus h Christ didn't you study this in school or something? yeah we've gone through multiple therapists sorry that makes you insecure???#you're not the first and from the looks of things you're not going to be the last either.#saw the psychiatrist this morning and bipolar confirmed I guess. we'll see whether the new meds make much of a difference.#I kind of don't want them to though. I like being out and finally able to sort our shit out.#feels good to finally message people and tell them how I feel. I don't get a voice much anymore#and ugh I hate having long hair so much but I have to keep it because she needs it so I'll put up with it for her sake but damn I miss short#short hair was genuinely so fucking good and the hassle of long hair is so stupidly intensive but gender dysphoria so whatever I guess#anyway bye you mouth breathers I'm off to go get this stupid-ass body showered#I hate having a penis too though. that's one thing we can both agree on. it's so stupid and it hangs out and the shape is so stupid#God should take constructive criticism and also mean criticism because I have some opinions about how shitty his design is#anyway. bye idiots#Fade is such a fucking good band they were such a good pick for the Deadman Wonderland op
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ohhh just honeydew after work isnt enough to sustain me the whole night i need to sleep so i can wake up and eat food
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OKAY LIKE IVE BEEN SAYING THIS (<- she has not been saying it)
like i read thru the entire twilight princess manga recently since it finished this last year and started thinking that there’s literally so much potential to have a really devastating story told from ganon’s (or a ganon-type character if u don’t wanna write loz fanfic) pov. like
You are predestined to be evil. You will be hated by masses of people for nothing more than what you are born as. They will give you no chance to prove yourself otherwise or regard you as anything but a threat. They will celebrate your demise. There will be two other chosen like you, but they will also hate you. They represent the beautiful justice of your death and they will carry out your execution and they will feel good doing it. They will be remembered as gallant heroes of the gods; you will be remembered as the wretched thing that opposed them. This cycle is the will of the very deities that shaped this land. It will happen again and again and again for as long at life exists in this world. It is an inescapable fact.
i know i’m not saying anything new here, but like. at that point i am looking at every iteration of ganon and going “fuck, buddy, me too.” what a fucking ripe metaphor for like ANY kind of marginalization. what a good fucking tragedy!!! to fight against the laws of the universe only to be rebuked!! to reach out to the others bound to this cycle and being rejected because theyre the heroes, why would they give that up??? aren’t you tired of being nice? don’t you just wanna go apeshit???
Zelda au idea I’ve been thinking about ever since I replayed Wind Waker:
During the final battle in that game, Ganondorf says to Link “let us put an end to that which binds us together” — meaning that he was claiming all 3 pieces of the Triforce for himself. He even assures that he isn’t interested in killing Link or Tetra. He doesn’t blame these kids for the strings of fate that entangle them. He only ends up attacking them after his wish from the Triforce gets hijacked and he flies into a rage.
And I know that Ganondorf’s wish was going to be for the gods to restore Hyrule and give him control over it
But hear me out
I keep thinking about his line. About wanting to end what binds his soul eternally to Link and Zelda.
AU where that actually is his wish?
AU where Ganon finally gets his hearts truest desire and it’s to put an end to the endless cycle of reincarnation and death that he and these damn kids have been trapped in
#im gonna throw up#sorry i feel like this isn’t 100% related to what u were talking about but i just rememebered the OUGHness of it all#me stumbling into the most obvious AU/alt-POV idea in this fandom: wow im treadding new ground here boys#gimme a break i don’t do fandom stuff that much okay bye have a good morning#also link/midna nation please go read the tp manga. my final message
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