#my face is swollen and my jaw hurts and my lymph nodes are fkn giganic
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All i want to do is eat and kill myself lmfao
#:)#im not suicidal just fkn sad and tired and sick of bulimic hell#well i am al ittle bit suicidal but not going to do anything about it.#and im so pissed off that i have no good blades at all bc im a baby nowadays and need sharp blades to do anything#and it’s such a hassle to get new ones every time?????#idk how i did it when i was in muddle school and high school tbh i used the same ones for a while i think#but i was also just a lot more hardcore w my sh back then and besides#most of the time it wasnt that deep.#idk i want to hurt myself#and my face feels awful because i have bped like?????? thrice?? this evening alone#and i’m so sick of myself#my face is swollen and my jaw hurts and my lymph nodes are fkn giganic#im sick of this i just want to rot and shrink until theres nothing left
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