#my entire social circle aside from ppl I'm literally related to
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also I just never really learned the skill of Making Friends With Someone. I don't really get how it works. like I am Incredibly good at Getting Along With People and being performatively charming, I can get along with almost anyone and be polite and friendly and have continous positive social interactions with them, but I don't know how to turn that into actual friendship. and some of this is my fault because I Know that I'm chronically afraid of over stepping and not realizing that I'm pushing myself onto a person who doesn't actually want to be friends with me so I just never reach out and that's bad and I need to stop doing that. but also how is it possible that no one ever reaches out to Me. ever. at all. I never have the chance to Accept the offer of a potential friendship. like what am I doing so wrong to signal to other people that they shouldn't try to be friends with me. like whats the deal
#like can I just not tell? are ppl trying to be friends w me and I just don't get it so they stop?#do I need a shirt that says I can't take hints throw rocks at me?#I refuse to accept that there is just something irrevocably wrong w me that makes it so no one wants to be my friend. so whats the catch.#I know I can make friends I have some. and by some I mean 5#my entire social circle aside from ppl I'm literally related to#is 5 people#and theres nothing Wrong with that#I just wish it wasn't true about me#but I just don't get what I'm doing wrong#it feels like a stupid hopeless game no one ever told you the rules to but you're expected to understand anyway#anyway sowwy I've just been feeling very lonely lately lmao#need to make new friends need to be gay kissed#ghost posts#text
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