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#my depressive episode is getting severe 🫠#this is so stupid#I wish my brain would just let me enjoy life lol#instead I’m a puddle of mush on my bed feeling profoundly empty and hopeless and embarrassed of myself#don’t get why this is where my brain always comes back to#I get that there’s something profoundly wrong with me#and that it’s derailed my life#but I’ve worked so hard to overcome that!!! I’ve made such ridiculous progress!!!!#this is a phase that will soon pass#but I’m just looking forward to the day that normalcy doesn’t require me having my life perfectly together to a tee#the harder I fight and the more I throw myself into my intensive treatment or medication or whatever else#the more it becomes apparent that maintaining normalcy is a full time job that requires a lot of organization and dedication#and I’m just so tired#so exhausted constantly#and always have ridiculous family matters to wrap up and take care of#I can’t imagine what it’s like to live a life where you don’t have to take care of your family members#I would be so much happier and carefree#idk rambling I just. I’m really tired and depressed tonight. it’s all feeling like way too much.#I’ll be better after a good rest I think. this is temporary and will pass. it’s just annoying that this feeling is here to begin with
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"I got most of it done but the entire time I was crying and screaming about how I didn't want to do it."
Anyways, as stated in last weeks comic, I'm back home. I am very grateful to be home. What I am NOT grateful for is the massive depressive episode I got slingshot into the moment I stepped foot into the city. Do you know how hard it is to apply for SSI when your entire brain is throwing a temper tantrum about everything?! That's not even the only thing I had to do!! I was going back to back doctor's appointments with specialists, therapy, getting my meds fixed by my psychiatrist, seeing a million different case workers for every single thing I applied for, and getting a ton of medical testing done. I will give myself credit, I got a lot done. Which means now I'm crashing.
Wish me luck ðŸ«
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[ID: A four panel grayscale comic, the top left border of the comic has the text "Love and Injury #29" indicating the comic we're on. The bottom right corner has "@its-blip-on-the-radar" indicating the tumblr user the comic belongs to.
The first panel shows a light skinned man with long black hair wearing an open dark grey button up, and a light grey undershirt. His pants are black as well. He has an excited expression, with his hands outspread. A white text bubble shows him saying "Alright! We're finally back home and safe in Chicago!".
The second panel shows the same man, but now his eyes are closed due to his smile, and he's pumping his fists in the air in excitement. A white text bubble shows him saying "I can finally get down to business and do all the hard work I need to, so I can fix my life!"
The third panel shows the same man, but now a dark shadowy figure with sharp teeth and the words "severe depression" on it's face in scratchy text where it's eyes would be, has popped into existence behind him, signified by the text "*pop*" appearing next to the shadow. The mans face now has a tight lipped smile and wide eyes as he is aware of the shadowy figure looming behind him.
The fourth panel shows the man and the shadowy figure, but now it's close up as the shadowy figure breathes down the neck of the man. The background is darker and the man is visibly sweating with an intensifying tight lipped smile, and his eyes beginning to look more scared, as he refuses to look at the shadow behind him. The text "*heavy breathing*" is next to the shadowy figure, signifying it ominously breathing behind the man. End ID.]
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