#my daddy has some dental stuff somewhat recently and like his experience wasn’t the best so it added to some scared tbh

[dumb-doll-lips]

I’ve been like such a baby about how I hurt my tooth and being scared of the dental surgery tomorrow.

Feeling really thankful for having a little collection of really nice people in my life.

Def not over yet but like I’m so sure this would be a much worse experience if I had to rely on my parents for help. (Like I have to have someone drive me there and back and then like supervise me some after).

It’s been nice hearing other people’s stories about similar things that went well. Having a few people helping remind me to take care of myself since I’ve been prone to avoiding that more w this. People being all comforting. And like the big thing of having someone to take me there, wait for me, take me home, and then supervise me. This guy also said he’s gonna bring me some more soft food bc he knows I’m bad at getting groceries.

So like this has sucked. But when I think about like where I was maybe 2-4 years ago, much happier this is happening now. Still like being a baby. But def in a better position in a bunch of ways for this now.

(Tiny bc I feel silly having this many feelings about this)